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mare ☾ | they/she | disabled arab tme dyke freak | 20

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I TALK ABOUT: my personal life + music + politics + pokémon + wrestling + hannibal + the great ace attorney chronicles + yakuza + death note + slay the princess + clair obscur + danganronpa + ace attorney + soul calibur + whatever else!

MINORS: EXPLICIT POSTS ARE TAGGED #MINORS DNI. i was once you and i understand but please filter it out.

if i soft-blocked you, it's final but probably no hard feelings. if i hard-blocked you, it is hard feelings and it is also final. if i blocked you in any way about your stance on "israel" i hope you fucking rot.

disclaimer: i talk a lot about my personal life as a mentally ill & disabled person. i am pro-recovery, anti-psych, and a little self-destructive. do not as i say nor as i do. shoot me an ask if i need to content tag anything. i reserve the right to be bitter about things. don't be a freak.

disclaimer 2: i smoke cigs + weed and also get drunk sometimes. i post on dash during then. i try to trigger tag smoking tw, alcohol tw, and weed tw for them, but i forget sometimes. if you specifically need me to tag for that- reach out so i remember to a lot better.

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#nightmare.pinned #mochi dont look

laterkiss

everytime i want something i should be shot in the head

laterkiss

wanting to get shot in the head for wanting something is also wanting

#prev

wifi is perfectly preserved Except for my important meeting when i was the note taker Lets all die

#I hate virtual meetings i hate virtual meetings

filmphotofranz

i wish any kind of intellectual work at all didn't make my brain immediately fatigued ❤️

#in a research lab with a longgggg summer reading list for myself . and in a virtual meeting on the verge of falling asleep #when nothing ishappeninnggggggg. UGH

orpheusilver

HOW TO HUG LONG DISTANCE

orpheusilver

HOW TO EMAIL HUGS

orpheusilver

10000 KILOMETER HUG TECHNIQUES

gaybichon

not even funny how true this is for me

just realized the busiest days of my week is also the days that theres wrestling lmfao. aint a single damn thing happening on a tuesday or thursday

I added special ringtones for people I absolutely need to answer calls from, the rest I ignore lol also if something is important people will probably call more than once

see this makes sense and i should just curate my contacts and notification sounds, mostly im annoyed because theres new fringe cases of like what if xfinity calls me from their fourth secret phone number that they dont list on their site because theyre awful or what if my friends future employer calls me and idk whot hey r. but maybe its a matter of curating my voicemail settings... and ur right tbh they would call back

went on a walk with my neighbor and it was so so so good however there is an area in our neighborhood that goes into the forest that i wanted to go to SOOOOOO bad and my beautiful neighbor in like athleisure crop top and short skirt said things like "there are definitely ticks here" and "global warming plus the ecosystem we live in means there are definitely ticks" and "we should come back when there are less ticks" -_-

#she's also my straight edge friend so she is frequently pulling me back from the ledge of Bad Decision but mannnnnn #i can hang out with the ticks... they will be nice to me (they won't)

hardest part of getting older is realizing that i do actually have to answer all the calls that i get on the phone now instead of assuming theyre spam and ignoring them </3

#im a reference for one of my friends which means i have to be locked in on the calls i get. A terrible life for me the ignorant

laterkiss

i have [gestures vaguely] my tendencies

having to scroll thru old pictures of myself to convince myself that i am pretty because my envy and dysphoria has been bad lately #cool #welladjustedprincess #myenvy

#i know i am like technicality levels of pretty but am i pretty Enough. jury is still out #thats the hard thing is ive been following a lotttt more femme content creators which is good but also. ill never be them :(