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just received a call from a job for a MA position at an urgent care that’s like 3 hours away from me (public transportation wise). i’ve moved to the second stage of the interview and i should be expecting a call before this friday. i’m nervous.

it’s all so surreal because earlier today i was on reddit to see if other people are facing my same issue (difficulty finding a job as a MA) haha. but also, i’ve resigned myself into accepting that i won’t get a position in this field. but i have definitely changed this world view now LOL.

when i heard the caller tell me about the interview part i imagined in my mind that, when the day came, i would ignore the call… (´ｰ｀)

but i need to remember the damn lesson i learned:

be selfish, social, and willing to put myself in awkward and uncomfortable situations.

well i’m off to memorize some dialogue for the interview 😆

husterikos

post-happy-clarity just hit and i would literally have no way to get home if i go through with the job LMAO. i could take an uber or whatever but bby that’d be $90 something…. for 5-6 days a week… um…

let it known that the flesh is willing however my main goal is to—yes get a MA position—save up for a car. i’d be blowing all my money on commuting alone. and for $18 an hour???? eughhhh. i mean, i could take the metro but i’d get home at 11 pm. i’d still need to shower and brush my teeth—not to mention wake up early enough the next to make it on time for work. if there’s a will, there’s a way 🚬

i’m just sad to let this opportunity go bc it’s the only job i’ve applied to that has reached back to me :c

i’ll still show up for the interview and play it off as a mock one LMAO. if i somehow pull it off i’ll just ghost them ♪(´ε｀ ) ORRR f.i.s.h it and see how it goes. if the commute to and from is horrible, i’ll just ghost them there.

#cacophony #saur saddddd

i bite my lips tew much

#photo dump

husterikos

just received a call from a job for a MA position at an urgent care that’s like 3 hours away from me (public transportation wise). i’ve moved to the second stage of the interview and i should be expecting a call before this friday. i’m nervous.

it’s all so surreal because earlier today i was on reddit to see if other people are facing my same issue (difficulty finding a job as a MA) haha. but also, i’ve resigned myself into accepting that i won’t get a position in this field. but i have definitely changed this world view now LOL.

when i heard the caller tell me about the interview part i imagined in my mind that, when the day came, i would ignore the call… (´ｰ｀)

but i need to remember the damn lesson i learned:

be selfish, social, and willing to put myself in awkward and uncomfortable situations.

well i’m off to memorize some dialogue for the interview 😆

husterikos

it’s now hitting me that the interview is virtual YASS GAWD.

#i can roleplay..#cacophony

just received a call from a job for a MA position at an urgent care that’s like 3 hours away from me (public transportation wise). i’ve moved to the second stage of the interview and i should be expecting a call before this friday. i’m nervous.

it’s all so surreal because earlier today i was on reddit to see if other people are facing my same issue (difficulty finding a job as a MA) haha. but also, i’ve resigned myself into accepting that i won’t get a position in this field. but i have definitely changed this world view now LOL.

when i heard the caller tell me about the interview part i imagined in my mind that, when the day came, i would ignore the call… (´ｰ｀)

but i need to remember the damn lesson i learned:

be selfish, social, and willing to put myself in awkward and uncomfortable situations.

well i’m off to memorize some dialogue for the interview 😆

#there might be hope for meh #cacophony