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@hwknsarchives // everything changes eventually. / from el

nestled within the charmingly decorated bedroom of hopper's withering cabin, will sits upon el's bed and tries not to cry. it isn't the first time he's been in a similar position with her, back in lenora when all they'd had was each other in a sea of faces as unfamiliar was they were unkind, and it wasn't always him that was the one trying to hold it together. they'd become real siblings in that short period of time, a bond formed that can't be broken, always there for one another even when it feels like nobody else is.

and now, during the summer after graduation, their time of being together in such close proximity was dwindling to a close. once they've moved off to college, they won't be living under the same roof anymore, and it's something that will has been struggling with in ways that remind him of his other friends growing up faster than he was able to, stirring up those old memories along with creating new, unknown worries to face.

"i know..." he mutters as he traces his finger along the pattern of el's comforter, blinking back hot tears. "i just- i-i wish everything would... stop changing. a-at least for a little while. i dunno, i-it just feels like... all we've done is struggle to catch up, you know? everything keeps changing a-and we have to just go along with it because there's nothing we can do about it, and- and all i want is to just... slow down. give us a chance to actually enjoy being in the now before it has to change again..."

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          el  gets it,  really,  in  a  way.  she’s  shared  more  with  will  than  possibly  any  of  her  other  friends—the  perks  of  becoming  siblings,  she  supposed.  and  in  truth,  will  was  more  of  a  sibling  to  her  than  any  of  the  other  kids  at  the  lab.  he  didn’t  pick  on  her,  exclude  her,  say  mean  things  to  her…  a  real  brother.  well,  for  all  intents  and  purposes.  they’d  be  stepsiblings,  officially,  soon  enough,  after  all.

          more  so,  aside  from  max,  will  was  her  closest  friend.  the  friendships  were  different,  but  both  valued  in  their  own  ways.  she  could  talk  to  will  about  things  that  she  couldn’t  with  max;  things  he’d  understand  that  no  one  else  would,  and  vice  versa.

          “ i  know, ”  el  says,  sympathetically,  reaching  out  to  place  her  hand  over  will’s.  “ but  you  can’t  make  it  stop. ”

          she  realizes  it’s  not  the  most  reassuring  thing  she  can  say,  but  it  is  the  truth.  time  is  relentless  and  always  has  been.  all  anyone  can  do  is  make  the  most  of  it  and  hope  for  the  best.

          “ you  land  on  your  feet, ”  she  says  after  a  brief  pause.  it’s  something  she’d  overheard  joyce  say  about  him  when  she  thought  no  one  was  around  to  hear  her.  an  odd  phrase,  she’d  thought,  but  she  thinks  she  understands  it’s  meaning.  “ you  will  be  okay.  you  will  thrive  and  you  still  have  your  family  even  if  we’re  not  all  together  all  the  time. ”

          she’ll  miss  him,  but  she  knows  she’ll  see  him  again  when  he  comes  home  on  his  school  breaks—same  with  jonathan.  and  they’ll  keep  in  touch  when  he’s  gone;  something  joyce  has  reiterated  time  and  time  again  as  summer  has  pressed  on.

          “ we  can  still  make  the  most  of  it.  we  can  still  enjoy  our  time  together  before  you  go. ”

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tbh 90s el would love t/ori a/mos

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PROMPTS FROM DAWSON'S CREEK *  assorted dialogue from the television show, adjust as necessary

if you want to talk to somebody about this, i mean really talk to somebody, even though i know we've never done that before... well. i'd really like to be that person.

i'm sitting here with my best friend in the world... and my palms are sweating.

it's the first time we've ever slept together in a foreign bed.

do you really love me, though?

i'd probably be stupid enough to wait forever.

i don't want to lose you. what we have is the only thing that makes sense to me.

everything changes eventually.

people die and they move away and they grow up.

i've seen you burp, fart, pick your nose, and scratch your butt. the attraction is gone.

i'm mad at the world.

i'm a firm believer that sometimes it's right to do the wrong thing.

i come in peace.

it's probably the wrong time to tell you this, but... um. well. maybe it's the perfect time.

i'm the best sex you'll never have.

you don't think we're friends anymore?

are we more? are we less?

all i know is it's not the way it used to be. nothing is anymore.

you get angry at me too easily.

i realize how incredibly confusing things are between us right now.

i can't even begin to explain our relationship. you probably can't either.

i just want you to know that if you ever need me, i'll always be here for you. all you ever have to do is ask.

i love your lipstick. what shade is it?

are you a virgin?

what would you like to order?

some sex would be nice.

black and white furniture... how retro.

just kiss her will you?

take the elevator to the next floor and get off.

i was just trying to have a moment of happiness in my otherwise pathetic existence.

not everything in life has to be so complicated.

you could tell me why you've been avoiding me all day, or what's behind that look in your eyes.

you better clarify yourself right now before i rip your head off.

every sentence that comes to mind ends with the f-word.

don't hold back on my account.

i'm an adult. i'm supposed to set a good example.

don't you cry! you don't get to cry!

what i need for you to know is that our love came quick and it lasted. it weathered the storm.

i don't want to love you anymore. i choose to hate you now.

i saw a kiss that could set the atlantic ocean on fire.

you were in definite need of a rescue.

i'm sure it was a wonderful wedding.

you know, when did everyone become so obsessed with sex?

it's just a matter of time.

i don't know what's going on. i have all these feelings... these weird feelings.

i don't know how to say it. and i can't say it.

we've known each other for so long, and you know everything about me.

i just feel really lonely.

i'm here for you. i was here for you in sixth grade, i'm here for you now, okay?

nothing you can say is gonna change that.

if i say these things, i can't ever take them back. it'll change everything and i can't do that.

this is gonna be so much fun.

perfection attained is a discomforting state.

you used to be bitter and cynical.

i hate to break it to you, but your problems really aren't that original.

i'm beginning to think relationship problems run in my family.

how much pain and humiliation can a relationship endure before it's reached the point of no return?

are you going back to him?

when are you gonna stop punishing me?

jealousy will get you nowhere.

you are leaving me for a guy who's got an ET doll on his bed.

just because we don't say everything to each other doesn't mean we don't feel it.

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should i add my beloved karen wheeler on here... hm...

also considering erica & vickie hm... idk the side characters need love too lol

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𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑩𝑼𝑻 𝑽𝑼𝑳𝑵𝑬𝑹𝑨𝑩𝑳𝑬 .    ( soft  angst  starters.   )

❛  i  can’t  do  this  without  you .  ❜ ❛  it’s  not  safe  for  people  to  see  us  together .  ❜ ❛  please  don’t  leave  me  alone .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  know .  ❜ ❛  just  go .   get  out  of  here ,   go .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  even  trust  myself ,   anymore .  ❜ ❛  there’s  nothing  left  for  me  here .  ❜ ❛  i  still  need  you .  ❜ ❛  i  only  wanted  to  help .  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  doing  this ?  ❜ ❛  tell  me  it’s  not  true .   please .  ❜ ❛  i  have  to  do  this  alone .  ❜ ❛  how  did  you  get  this  scar ?  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  tell  me .  ❜ ❛  don’t  yell  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i  never  meant  to  hurt  you .  ❜ ❛  things  are  getting  bad  again .  ❜ ❛  you  should  go .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  said  enough .  ❜ ❛  how  dare  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  still  here ?  ❜ ❛  you  deserve  better .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  talk  about  it .  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  fix  this ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  you  hate  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  just  want  to  feel  something .  ❜ ❛  don’t  lie  to  me .  ❜ ❛  did  you  ever  care  about  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  regret  any  of  it .   not  a  single  thing .  ❜ ❛  how  could  you  say  that ?  ❜ ❛  i  never  asked  for  this .  ❜ ❛  this  isn’t  you .  ❜ ❛  i  need  to  go .   i  can’t  be  here .  ❜ ❛  what’s  that  supposed  to  mean ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  sober  enough  to  talk  about  this .  ❜ ❛  thank  you  for  being  gentle  with  me .  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  possibly  trust  you ?   after  all  you’ve  done ?  ❜ ❛  don’t  run  away  from  this .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  understand .  ❜ ❛  please ,  i  can’t  do  this  right  now .  ❜ ❛  can  you  forgive  me ?  ❜

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wondering what other muses y'all would wanna see / write with hmm... i love so many of these characters mannn

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I REPEAT, THIS IS A CODE RED!

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3x02 / 5x03

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smth i'm taking from my old el blog to post here:

IMPORTANT NOTE ABOUT MY PORTRAYAL OF EL: she prefers to go by “el” as that is the name her close friends and family call her and it was the first real name she ever had. she does NOT like to be called “eleven”, but if her friends and family call her that, she’ll most likely let it slide. she will answer to “jane”, as that’s her birth name, the name on her birth certificate, and as an attempt to honor her mama, but she’d rather go by her nickname. her full name is “jane eleanor hopper” and if someone asks why she goes by “el”, she’ll tell them it’s because her middle name is “eleanor”.

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MEDICAL THEMED PROMPTS ( pt. 1 )

THE PHYSICIAN / NURSE

❝ i know this hurts but i need you to breathe, we're almost done. ❞

❝ can you open your eyes for me? ❞

❝ how long have you been experiencing those symptoms? ❞

❝ i can't help you unless you tell me the truth. ❞

❝ i know you wanna get discharged and go home, but we have to keep you for observation just a little longer. ❞

❝ i know you're scared, but you're in the right place. we're gonna do everything we can to make you better. ❞

❝ next time, call your general practioner or come see us sooner. google is not a reliable source. ❞

❝ just a few more stitches and we're done. ❞

❝ does it hurt when i touch here? ❞

❝ we're gonna get you fixed up, i promise. ❞

❝ i'd appreciate it if you could sit still and let me work, please. ❞

❝ sorry, could you repeat that last part for me? ❞

❝ is there anybody we can call for you? ❞

❝ it'll be a long road to recovery, do you have anyone at home to help? ❞

❝ it's a sprain. we'll get you a brace. ❞

❝ it does look like it's fractured, we're gonna get some imaging, okay? ❞

❝ you wanna see your x-rays? ❞

❝ bad news is its broken. good news, it's a clean break. with proper care and some physical therapy to follow up, it should heal well. ❞

❝ so you are going to need surgery. ❞

❝ don't worry, it's noninvasive and outpatient. ❞

❝ it is an invasive surgery, but we have some of the finest surgeons on the case. ❞

❝ we're a teaching hospital, is it okay if i let some student doctors observe? ❞

❝ i'm actually new. this is my first day. ❞

❝ i've never done this procedure before—well, except on cadavers. ❞

❝ that was unprofessional, i apologize. ❞

❝ tell me what's going on today? ❞

❝ you wanna tell me how you managed to get a gunshot wound like this? ❞

❝ that is a nasty laceration, what happened? ❞

❝ you know your blood type? ❞

❝ i know you haven't had the best of luck before, but i'm a new face. fresh ears. i am listening, i promise. ❞

❝ i'm sorry you've had a bad experience. i promise i believe you. ❞

❝ any pre-existing conditions we should know about? ❞

❝ how many fingers am i holding up? ❞

❝ we're gonna need to draw some blood. ❞

❝ you're right. i should've listened. ❞

❝ you need to listen to what i'm saying. ❞

❝ i know it sounds really scary, but we see it all the time. ❞

❝ it's manageable and you'll be able to live with it. but you have to follow the treatment plan. ❞

❝ if you keep moving like that it's gonna hurt more. please sit still. ❞

THE PATIENT

❝ honestly it doesn't hurt that much. ❞

❝ uhhh...that's not? normal, right...? ❞

❝ i'm sorry you said i'm gonna have to do what? ❞

❝ sorry, uh. could you repeat that? i'm nervous i wasn't really listening. ❞

❝ i hope it's not cancer. ❞

❝ well doctors do make the worst patients, what can i say. ❞

❝ could you just hold my hand for a second? ❞

❝ there's no one. it's just me. ❞

❝ shit—yeah, that hurts. that really hurts. ❞

❝ can i get outta here any time soon? ❞

❝ you look kinda young to be a doctor. ❞

❝ i thought i was fine but it just kept getting worse. ❞

❝ could i get something for the pain? ❞

❝ no—no drugs. please. ❞

❝ you're telling me it's 'just stress'? what's that supposed to even mean? ❞

❝ no one ever believes me. they think i'm exaggerating. i'm not making this up! ❞

❝ i just feel like i can't breathe. ❞

❝ that's a lot of blood... ❞

❝ how long is that supposed to take? ❞

❝ i'm scared of needles. ❞

❝ am i gonna be okay? ❞

❝ i-i'm so stupid. i should've been more careful. ❞

❝ do i really have to wear those gowns...? ❞

❝ what? what does that mean? ❞

❝ could you explain that again? ❞

❝ i'm having another episode. ❞

❝ i feel like i might pass out... ❞

❝ kinda wish i didn't have to be discharged. feels safer here than out there. ❞

❝ well aren't you doctor cutie? ❞

❝ have you ever done this before? ❞

❝ my veins are kinda tricky, try my left arm. ❞

❝ thank you. i mean it. ❞

❝ sorry i'm not trying to take it out on you i'm just really stressed. ❞

❝ i kinda hate hospitals. ❞

❝ don't come near me. ❞

❝ don't touch me! ❞

❝ that wasn't so bad. ❞

❝ there's air bubbles in my iv. ❞

❝ i don't mean to be difficult, it's just my condition is kinda particular and only my gp knows the details. i have this folder here that explains everything. ❞

❝ don't look at me like that. i know my own body. ❞

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i caught a little cheezbot

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑾𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑪𝑯𝑹𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑴𝑨𝑺 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺.

❛  i'm so excited for the holidays already!  ❜ ❛  winter is my favorite season of the year. everything looks just so pretty.  ❜ ❛  you look like you're freezing. come on, let's warm up inside.  ❜ ❛  eat this, it's a new cookie recipe i've tried.  ❜ ❛  you have snowflakes in your hair.  ❜ ❛  let's just stay in, light a fire and watch some movies.  ❜ ❛  the holidays aren't so bad with you around.  ❜ ❛  isn't it a little bit early to start decorating already?  ❜ ❛  i'll be going home for the holidays ... do you want to come with me?  ❜ ❛  i've never seen snow before.  ❜ ❛  i know it's a little early but i figured i'd give you your present already.  ❜ ❛  here, you can have my scarf.  ❜ ❛  you've never been ice skating before?  ❜ ❛  if i'm slipping, i'm totally blaming you.  ❜ ❛  do you have any plans for the holidays?  ❜ ❛  i've prepared some hot chocolate / eggnog / mulled wine if you want to come in.  ❜ ❛  we should give our snowman a name.  ❜ ❛  are there any traditions you have for the holidays?  ❜ ❛  i can't wait for it to be summer again ...  ❜ ❛  want to go gift shopping with me?  ❜

[ mistletoe ] sender and receiver standing under a mistletoe together [ cocoa ] sender bringing receiver a mug of hot chocolate [ skating ] sender and receiver going ice skating [ snow angel ] sender and receiver making snow angels and having fun in the snow together [ fireplace ] sender and receiver cuddling up in front of a fireplace [ decorations ] sender and receiver decorate for the holidays together [ cookies ] sender and receiver bake some cookies together [ presents ] sender giving receiver their holiday present(s) [ snowball ] sender throws a snowball at receiver [ lights ] sender and receiver admire the lights together [ tree ] sender and receiver pick out a christmas tree [ secret santa ] receiver has to buy a secret santa gift for receiver [ snowed in ] sender and receiver are snowed in together [ sledding ] sender and receiver go sledding [ traditions ] sender and receiver celebrate christmas / hanukkah together [ snowman ] sender and receiver building a snowman [ gingerbread ] sender and receiver make and decorate a gingerbread house [ skiing ] sender and receiver go skiing [ music ] sender catching receiver singing and dancing to christmas songs [ caroling ] sender asking receiver to go caroling with them

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