the grinning soupbowl of a woman’s pelvis

just writing forever

[gothredy]

[tr1ckfuneral]

Suicide ideation is so weird. Making a lovely apple pie while thinking of bleeding out in the tub.

[do-not-u-dare]

Im always scared to call someone my friend because what if they dont consider me a friend and hate me because of that

[sawed-on-shotgun]

need a hat that says I WONT SPEAK UNLESS SPOKEN TO AND ITS NOT BECAUSE IM DISINTERESTED AND DONT LIKE YOU I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND SOCIAL INTERACTION AS WELL AS MOST PEOPLE AND ASSUME BY DEFAULT MY PRESENCE IS UNWELCOME AS A PRECAUTIONARY MEASURE SO I KEEP TO MYSELF BUT I DONT MIND IF YOU INITIATE so i can wear it to work

[seventhstar]

i will say nothing is funnier than elfangor in the andalite chronicles falling in love with loren bc she's so good at violence. just fucking kicking guys in the balls and throwing rocks at aliens. he's so shook by how strong her arms are.

like of all the character traits you could pass on to your son "will fall in love with blonde women if they are willing to do violence" is the funniest possible one

[gothredy]

[ad-wills]

[glowingghosty]

[thevioletcaptain]

[aniquotes]

“'Is it enough?’ Jake demanded loudly. ‘Is it enough? Have we changed the future?’

There was no answer. Just silence.

‘I don’t think he knows,’ I said. 'He showed us a possible future. But you know what? I don’t believe the Ellimist really knows the future any more than we do.’

'What makes you so sure?’

I laughed. 'Because wherever it is that the Ellimist exists, and whatever he’s up to, and whatever game he’s playing, and no matter how mighty he is, he has butterflies, too.’

Then, an amazing thing. Laughter that welled up from inside us, and echoed through us, and made us all smile as if we were fresh and full of energy.

HA, HA, HA, HA. AS I SAID, YOU ARE A PRIMITIVE RACE, AND YET YOU ARE CAPABLE OF LEARNING.”

- Book #7: The Stranger (Rachel), pg. 161 (by K.A. Applegate)

[mirrors-war]

[wyrmicelli]

me tongue-deep in a sandalwood candle: 🤤

the tjmaxx employee loading a fourth tranquilizer dart into their blowgun: i need backup

[snowown]

[galpapa]

[rudeposting]

Distracted while moving and now I'm coloring this old sketch instead

[thoughtcascades]

hell is other people

[hydrado]

So is heaven

And I’m in fucking hell either way

[dogpuppy]

[what-even-is-thiss]

In my opinion, wondering whether or not you’re a good person or a bad person isn’t really a constructive or useful activity.

You’re too close to yourself to make that kind of judgement. You’re not really qualified to judge the exterior of a house that you’re always standing inside of.

Anyways since I’ve switched to the mindset of “I’m just gonna keep trying and not try to pass final judgement on myself because that’s above my pay grade” I have unsurprisingly had way less nights sobbing on the floor convinced that I’m a terrible irredeemable piece of human garbage.

Am I good? Am I bad? Not my business. I’m just gonna keep trying to do better and let the cards fall where they may.

[what-even-is-thiss]

I hate not living near a large body of water. Whenever I stand near a large body of water something deep inside me calms down for a while but I don’t live near enough to one to get that fix every two or three days so I’ve gotta make my maybe once a year trip to a river or ocean stretch out unnaturally long

[narcissene]

affirmations:

- it’s fun to be awake & in an upright position

- consciousness is a gift

- i CAN do this anymore