staring into valium-coloured skies

[[▐ ┊ ↦ &&&. it all happened so fast // you were a friend of a friend of a friend // i got a tattoo a picture of us // now i can't wait to get the DAMN thing lasered off // the rumour going round // that you're feeling hurt didn't want it to end // you should've thought about us // when you TOLD me i wasn't good enough.

[ultrakade-blog]

hearing that laugh.. that tiny sound of surprise.. danny could only give an innocent chuckle against the others lips, hand nearest the blonde – splayed on the sand, thumb hooked in a look for the other’s belt on her pants, a shiver running through his body at the suck.. tug and release of his lip, earning a tiny nervous laugh. danny maybe have been with women more then the other.. yet that didn’t stop his bashfulness and nervousness around the other. all in good way. “no.. actually – i head up with my head in your neck at parts like this.. you and your fuckin’ horrors..” he mused, glancing at the other. “they all live happily ever after.. right?” she asked with a brief scoff. “we don’t have to..” he whispered, motioning to the pair of them. “it can just be uh.. an.. ‘us’ thing.. if you don’t want it out there right now..” he promised her.

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

“you’re such a blushy little thing, aren’t you??” uttered the blonde in bemusement, head tilting to the side as her fingers properly cradled the other’s cheek, thumb skimming over it. her brows knitted together in inquiry, “you have your face on my neck at any point in time you want, sweetheart, plenty of skin left to mark up.” she told him quietly, pressing a gentle kiss back onto his mouth with a soft exhale, smile settling upon her lips. “you really wish happily ever after was a thing, don’t you??” she asked with a light laugh, moving back only a bit to let her eyes skim over their surroundings before shrugging. “eh. pretty sure no one missed that little kiss. and if they did, i’m sure they’re out of it enough to miss another.”

[mattiastf-blog]

“girls are fucking beautiful.” mattias agreed. “but i could also say the same about guys. let’s just admit it, the entire human species is beautiful, hot, sexy, whatever it is.” he quickly added on, his arms spreading out wide to emphasize his admiration. mattias’ eyes quickly scanned the blonde from head to toe and shook his head. “maybe, i don’t know.” he shrugged. “you did suggest a make out session and that could be a great way to luring in your victims. very smart. i applaud you for that– if you are the murderer.” mattias ran his fingers through his hair and gasped dramatically, placing his hand on his chest to fake a heartbreak but he soon relaxed in his seat. “you’re right though. i’d be too easy to catch– but isn’t that what the best killers are? they’re they ones you don’t expect. the ones you don’t see coming? i mean, my shaggy hair could be a distraction from all of it.” 

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

a thoughtful exhale fell from the blonde, eyes settling onto him before nodding slowly, a quiet ‘huh’ falling from her lips. “with the striking exception of one kristina whatever-her-long-ass-last-name-was, you may not be completely off your rocker, benedict cumberbitchacho,” she uttered, amusement lacing her tone as she mused over his words, a sound of agreement falling from her lips. “i do most certainly make out with a lot of people. neither of those included the last two victims, though, so, arguably, such a theory may be erroneous -- totally know kristina wanted it, though,” she said with a lopsided grin, giggle falling from between her lips, taking a sip of her beer before shrugging her shoulders, sheepish look on her face. “you’re right. you’re totally right. that i applaud you for -- though i’ll count you out merely because you wouldn’t have inserted that just to sound yourself so suspicious unless you’re really skilled. in which case, i take my nonexistent hat off to you.”

[mattiastf-blog]

mattias nodded in realization, his lips pursed slightly. “understandable” he shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly. “thank you!” he replied in a genuine tone as he tipped his bottle towards her. mattias’ eyes followed as she took a swig  of her bottle before he followed suit. “the murderer, huh?” he asked with his eyebrows raised. “probably.” mattias turned away from the blonde, his eyes scanning the people around them. “i wouldn’t be surprised if it was someone i talked to tonight.” 

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

“understandable indeed, dude, girls are pretty damn hot if i do say so myself,” said the blonde with an air of playful haughtiness, tossing her hair back dramatically before a laugh fell from her lips, nodding thoughtfully in agreement. “d’you think i could’ve done it??” she asked as an afterthought, eyes flickering towards him, a sly grin tugging up the corners of her lips. “just from the virtual two seconds we’ve known one-another. or is it terribly anti-climatic of me to ask, hm?? i think your hair’s too shaggy to have done it. cute as hell, don’t get me wrong, but might’ve left remains all over the crime scenes. unless you used, like, a lunch lady hair net or somethin’.”

[mattiastf-blog]

mattias stared at his drink, his mind elsewhere until he felt a slight push. he quickly snapped out of it and turned his head to the blonde, his eyebrows raised as if to ask her what she wanted. he couldn’t help but chuckle, “i’m not refusing the making out part, but dying? i’ll have to think about that. though, i would say, making out with a good-looking lady before getting slashed to death, wouldn’t be such a bad end to my story.”

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

“makin’ out with dudes...” started the blonde in a wistful tone, a hum of consideration falling from her as her eyes raked over him with notable approval upon them, thoughtfully pursing her lips. “not really my strong front, but y’know what, between that and death, you ain’t so bad-lookin’ yourself, man,” she said earnestly, lifting her own bottle to her lips and taking a short swig, looking around briefly before her gaze landed back on him, eyes narrowed in conspiring inquiry. “so. d’you think they’re here?? the murderer, i mean??”

[ultrakade-blog]

glancing to the others fingers that ran over his knee, danny rose an eyebrow somewhat, smirk pulling at the corner of his lips. “take whatever?” he repeated with a bold smirk on his lips. “that’s a dangerous suggestion..” he replied with an empty threat, teeth coming to dig into his lower lip momentarily as he watched the other. “you cheeky little shit..” he muttered, leaning in to press his lips against those of the blonde’s, free hand on the small of her back.

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

a laugh of delight escaped her, receptive to the sudden kiss with a sound of surprise, but nevertheless eager to respond. her fingertips skimmed over his cheek, gently pressing against them as she sucked his bottom lip into her mouth, breathless snicker falling onto the other’s lips before she tugged at it as she moved away. “you sure you really wanna be making out with me smack in the middle of a bonfire, hm?? y’know how this ends in every horror film,” she drawled in a low tone, not quite moving any more than a centimeter or two away.

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

“in loving memory of the wench that went ding-dong-dead.” uttered the blonde to herself, a snicker passing from her lips before her gaze flew onto the person besides her, nudging them. “in all horror films, this is the super climatic must-happen get-together. either we make out or we die. sometimes both. at the same time. dunno, just a thought.”

[ultrakade-blog]

seeing that hint of innocence on her face, that mock of a pout, danny lowered his eyebrows somewhat with a brief smirk. “perhaps not..” he repeated with a small grin, watching the other, he couldn’t help but give a small laugh, shaking his head as he took another mouthful, said sweetness still lingered yet he could only grin. “sorry pebbles – gonna need something stronger then that.”

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

phoebe cocked her head backwards, brows raising as her gaze skimmed over the other, fingers reaching over to plaster themselves onto his knee. “well, then, bam bam’s just gonna have to come take whatever it is he needs to make an accurate review.” she told him slowly, fingers squeezing at his knee, knowingly, teasingly, sliding her tongue over her bottom lip.

[ultrakade-blog]

glancing to the other, danny watched with a small, coy grin as the girl so easily popped the cap with her teeth, bright eyes watching as she took a sip. “oh is that right?” he asked, accepting the beer from the other, keeping his eyes on the other as the knocked back a mouthful, grinning at the sweetness of the others lipgloss on the rim. lowering the bottle, he shrugged, watching the other. “nah.. couldn’t taste a thing..” he teased, glancing to the girl’s glossed lips.

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

phoebe merely shrugged, a look of sheepish innocence upon her features as her brows wiggled the other’s way. “is that so?? perhaps this lipgloss isn’t as strong as i thought,” she said with a mock pout, slight hum falling from her lips before she shrugged. “suppose you wouldn’t want a second taste to see if it’s any more tasty.”

[rosexmcdowell-blog]

“Y’know… I am aware that this is supposed to be a memorial and all, but the thought of that is just too damn depressing. You want a drink?” She offered her “bottle of coke” to the person next to her with raised brows.

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

a delighted snicker fell from the blonde, brows wiggling in response as her head lolled to the side. “i want a taste. of what?? that’s up to debate,” said the blonde with a sly tone, gaze inching over the brunette’s entirety shamelessly before she graciously took the bottle and took a swig, humming afterwards and smacking her lips together as she handed it back to her. “i think i can sense something a bit tastier around here somewhere, but y’know, i just can’t put my finger in it.” nice one, pheebs.

[king-charming-deactivated201610]

Bryan laid on the beach, a bit of distance between him and the bonfire. He sighed hearing his phone go off again next to him, but he let it go - not bothering to look at it like he had been doing most of the night.

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

phoebe neared the outskirts of the bonfire, unknowingly bumping into a certain something. a quiet hum of recognition escaped her, before a giggle fell upon spotting the male beneath her. “hey there, fella. sorry ‘bout that. think i just kicked your head.”

[ultrakade-blog]

“So this ah.. ‘memorial’..” He began, sitting himself down by the fire. “There’s booze here, right? …Right?” He asked. “I mean.. other then that – I’m not.. entirely sure what the fuck else I’m doing here.”

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

there was an amused lilt to the blonde’s mouth, a soft snicker passing through her lips. “as if you’ve even gotta ask that, darling,” she said, picking out a bottle from the cooler next to her and popping off the cap with her teeth, gaze stagnant upon danny’s as she took a slow sip, humming before handing it over. “i’ve been told things taste way better with my lipgloss on them.”

[ultrakade-blog]

“just a little bit..” danny teased with a small, genuine smile on her lips.. said smile only growing at the kiss to the underside of her chin. hearing her response to danny’s obviously shocked tone, the other could only smile, pressing her lips against the others. "no.. no.. not.. i mean.. i just didn’t ever really think i’d hear you say that again..“ the other admitted in a soft whisper, nuzzling her nose against the other’s. "oh you will..” She promised. “he’s missed you.” she added. although noting the others lower lip quiver, danny’s heart almost began to break. she parted her lips, about to apologise.. take back what she’d so idiotically gone and said. yet feeling the other pulling her so much closer, danny gave the tiniest sigh of relief, arms coming to wrap around the girl beneath her, holding her close. “i.. i do.” she confessed. “i always have. there wasn’t a day where i didn’t end up thinking about you.. if you were okay?” she confessed. “fuck.. i still do..” she whispered. “sorry that was.. selfish.. to say.”

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

a grin so large consumed phoebe’s features, a sharp inhale followed by her scooting even closer to the other, burying herself properly against her. “imagine how little i thought i’d ever get to be in this position again,” she told her in a smaller voice, tone quaking as she pressed her lips onto danny’s cheek, tears starting to flow freely down her cheeks. “that wasn’t selfish, danny. how could that have been selfish?? i just... wish i’d known, i suppose.” she prompted, tone still slightly disbelieving as a sharp sniffle ensued. “it’s just... a relief to know i was on your mind as much as you were on mine. feels good to know -- to know you thought about me, y’know,” she said with a small shrug, a soft sniffle falling from her lips. “for all it’s worth, i love you, as well. all of you. i don’t think i could ever not.”

[pendvlums]

❝ you think you could’ve told me that sooner ? i mean, you can’t just pull out your gay card & expect it to excuse that shit you pulled. do i give a fuck that you cheated ? no. i just don’t appreciate being treated as a beard. so, fuck you, honestly. ❞ 

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

“i’m not pulling a gay card, but just the fact that you think there is one shows how little you know about it. oh, shut up, i wouldn’t have started treating you as that, or even started anything, if i’d fuckin’ known. but that’s not how it works.”

[ofisobelss]

“ i’m… happy that you’re happy, too. ” well, she wasn’t sure that was actually true. of course she wanted phoebe to be happy. but it wasn’t quite as easy as that. she hesitated before responding, a more genuine smile on her face. “ thanks. you’re smart too, babe, too smart for best buy. ”

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

“well, that’s awfully sweet of you,” uttered the blonde, a quiet snicker falling from her lips. “but not all of us are granted incredible opportunities to go beyond a task-heavy job at an electronics store.”

[chanelcmf-deactivated20160823]

“if it’ll get you to stop talking, hide like you did before, then most likely. hey, at least i wasn’t the one who said they had a dick.”

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

“aw, gemmy, if all you wanted is to get me to stop talking, there’s one very clear and easy way to do that!!”

[ofisobelss]

“ you’re right, college does suit me so well. it’s been pretty great. i’m acing all of my classes, not that that’s really surprising. ” the ice queen facade slipped back on easily, almost like it’d never left. but only one person had ever had the power to make her melt. “ isn’t it nice to see how well we’ve both moved on? ”

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

“well, i’m happy for you. happy that you’re happy.” said phoebe, a sheepish attempt at placating peace with the other, shrugging her shoulders. “not surprising, iso, you’re ridiculously brilliant. no need to remind you of the fact.” she told her, thoughtful hum passing through her lips before she nodded once. “if you say so, sure.”

[ultrakade-blog]

[hyfrphoebe-blog]

a giggle escaped her lips, eyes rolling upwards, unable to wipe the silly grin off her face. “okay, maybe you know me a tad bit too well,” uttered the blonde, leaning up to press a kiss onto the underside of danny’s chin, brows quirking upwards. a quiet shrug passed her shoulders. “you say that as if it surprises you. as if you could think i’d be anything but that.” she told her in a murmur, leaning up to nuzzle their noses together pleasantly. “can’t wait to see him again,” she breathed out, before her eyes instantly clouded over just a tad, her bottom lip wobbling, no longer by the serene, harsh rain dropping outside, but instead by the other’s mere utterings. she brought herself up close against the brunette, her arm looping around her neck to press her own figure entirely against danny’s. “are you saying you love me?? still??” she breathed out, tears freely starting to brim at the corners of her eyes, grip instantly tightening upon her, disbelief evident upon her features.