We're A Genius, Bloom

To begin is no more agony than opening your hand

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y’ALL im stressed and that makes me do bad and impulsive things i can feel them a brewin 

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I'm so tired and I'm ignoring all my friends and I feel bad but ma I am so so so tired and sad

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John Oliver could get it omg

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For a long time I thought I hated gin but it turned out what I actually hate is tonic water

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Listen I’m not of the breed who complains all that often about people on the internet I’m not that “single boost 99 percent of people won’t read this like if you have a heart" andI try not to let stuff people say on the Internet get under my skin, cause what is The Fucking Point I’m trying to live a semi chill life here, but if this isn’t one of the most tone deaf self centered tasteless what the fuck is wrong with your priorities and what the hell are those priorities reflecting about you things I’ve ever encountered online, like what is Wrong With You, Kimberley Santos, a person who had like family and friends and maybe a dog or a partner or like, a house plant, or something is like that, is Properly Dead but you got spoiled for Game of Thrones and THAT is the sentiment you would like to express? UGH.

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so my bf and I came across this free chair sitting on the side of the road…

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We hope

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I Hate Being Preached To Oh My Fucking God

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SO

i fly into Vienna. kick it there for a bit. go to the Czech Republic for a month to work on max’s apple farm. go to Prague for a while, fall in love, so whenever any one asks about it i can say “the last time i was in Prague i was in love”. then to Copenhagen, party my face off and retreat to the Faeroe Islands to bird watch and feel like a folktale before heading to Iceland to like. Be In Iceland, my #1 Dream Dont Even Start Me. then Ireland, for five weeks. then maybe Lebanon, maybe somewhere else, before meeting up with Ellie in Paris, doing that, then Belgium, the Netherlands, Poland for Christmas with Kaz’s family, and a wrap up in Germany- Berlin for NYE, cottage in the Black Forest. back to Hawaii at the end of Feb. 

its set, yall. im sabbatical set.  

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Ok so like ice cream and yogurt make me feel like my guts are being ground out through a sausage machine but cheese doesn’t bother me at all what up w that

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Free These Ladies

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I've been to so many listening parties in Istanbul I'm so scared for this city and what's being lost there ugh

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I think one of the most painful things about depression is this horrible shame and impossible to keep secret about not being able to care for yourself physically. Like I struggle to brush my teeth, which makes going to the dentist this nightmare of shame and embarrassment. I struggle to shower as often as I should, my metabolism is utterly fucked, my body aches so, so much from needing to lay down all the time from the sheer exhaustion, I can’t commit to the things that make me feel good, healthy, clean. I can’t do laundry and I pick constantly at scabs and moles and scars. And when you’re a woman and so much if your value is assigned to your looks it’s not even paranoia. It’s not paranoia that I worry about people (Other women, mostly) looking my appearance and picking it apart, seeing all the little ways depression makes me slip, the messy eyebrows, dirty fingernails, the bags bruised under my eyes. I feel repulsive because depression makes me repulsive, it’s not a delusion, it literally limits my capacity to care for my own body, like a toddler or something.

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“It is June. Let’s hope Someone is kind, just in time.”

—Vanesha Pravin, from Disorder

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Is there anyone here who here has been to Lebanon and would like to share about that? I adore the region and have always wanted badly to go (I had a ticket while living in Istanbul but midterms intervened) but I am mildly apprehensive, perhaps because when I was originally gonna go I was still in a very young “because I wanna” mindset and now try to be a more conscientious traveler. For context, I love the region bc I have lived in Turkey, traveled in Cyprus, Israel and Palestine, and while regionally this is obviously off track but relevant to conversations about being in countries with some unrest that the US Dept has stamped a big ol NO on, I have also tromped around in Tunisia and briefly, Algeria. I’m drawn to Lebanon because of a background in classical studies and, let’s face it, I like to eat. Food is forever a motivator haha. Essentially what I’m getting at is I’m not an inexperienced little backpacker who wants to go somewhere exotic, but I’m also not trying to be a stupid, self centered American. I’d love to hear any stories or recommendations? I’m fairly set, there’s about ten days I have open in late November/early December I’m looking at, but I’d like to hear feedback and I’m waiting on my friend who studied at the American University there to get back @ me. So far people (who have never been and have no insight) have been down on the idea so I wanted to hear from people who might actually have meaningful opinions

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HELP ME. HELP THE IDIOT MAKE GOOD PLANS. 

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One of my favorite not involving me stories is when four of my roommates went to visit my other roommate in Dublin and her battery died at the airport while waiting for them and then my roommate Anna proceeded to seriously immaculate three different men who tried to stop and help all these stranded girls but then none of them actually knew how to jump a car so she rolled up her sky blue sweater sleeves and did it herself.

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American Gods exclusive first look: Meet Shadow, Wednesday, and Mad Sweeney

Starz’s adaptation of Neil Gaiman’s fantasy novel premieres in 2017

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First Look!

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I'm soooo excited for the American Gods mini I think as a novel it's not as resonant as it Could Be but the bones are so there, the funniest bones, the most playful bones, perfect Bryan Fuller bones I'm excited.