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@hypersexualityvents
Theres no specific format required just send your struggles, thoughts, things you want said, anon only please if its not ill just censor your url and if you want to vent about more detailed fantasies and stuff thats fine but i may not post very graphic ones, itll still be read tho so ive heard your struggles :D
I do not tolerate hate
I hate myself so much I dont want to admit it but everg single day I can't let anything out without having to go onto some stupid fuckass AI app just for some shitty smutty roleplay. I just want to be normal I dont want to think if it inside or outside but I just want someone to fucking love me I want someone to touch me so bad but I hate the idea of it because its so scary I hate myself so much I hate the way I think I hate my life.
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I just wanna be normal please.. I wanna have a normal relationship w sex instead of being so truamatized from ehat happended to me as a kid. I just wanna be normal please please. Its wrecked my life snd i hate it i hate being hypersexual
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I'm always scared of not being taken seriously as a hypersexual person because I'm a virgin. It's mostly a combo of knowing I was asexual from a young age, a major fear of men, and autism that kept me from being as reckless as I wanted to be. Despite that I've had an addiction to p0rn and getting myself off since I was very young to the point of being unsafe and getting hurt, and even having to drop out of college once when it got really bad. Logically I know I don't need physical trauma or experience to be valid considering this has been my life for 20+ years but it still makes me embarrassed like I have no valid reason to be this way.
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dude im literally a minor yet i go on stupid ai apps and do smutty roleplays. i hate it i hate it i hate it so fucking much. somebody fucking help i swear to god. i just wanna be reborn without these thoughts and without my parents who put me on the internet and were careless enough to let me see that shit.
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most nights when my girlfriend is asleep and I'm sat in the living room I keep getting really horrible intrusive thoughts about going through and groping/fucking her in her sleep and I feel so disgusting for it and I just want it to stop I wish I'd never been traumatised in a way that made me like this because I never want to hurt anyone but I can't stop thinking about it
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The unending being hard/horny all the times is awful, it physically hurts sometimes and if i give in to reliving the urge i just hurt more
I wish i could heal but god its never enougb </3
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i'm so sick of these intrusive "fantasies". i get them about my own characters mostly and since (afaik) i'm hypersexual from seeing some Messed Up Stuff online as a kid a lot of these "fantasies" (i don't like calling them fantasies cause i'm not intentionally doing it nor am i deriving pleasure from it but i don't have a better term) are of similarly fucked up situations and i hate it, i can't make them stop. like sometimes i just want to think about my ocs without my brain turning things sexual at all let alone into some awful messed up scenario but apparently that is too much to ask for.
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My hypersexuality makes me feel like I'm a bad person.
My body is constantly being reminded of the oddly specific triggers I have, and due to intrusive thoughts, they're always horrible.
I feel like I can never get away from it.
I'm stuck in a constant loop of "please, no" and then that awful feeling where I sort of lose myself in my feelings and can't come back until I realize I screwed up again.
I want to be normal. I hate this so much.
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Compulsory sexuality has reinforced my hypersexuality so badly. I want to stop masturbating because I have a genuine addiction, and I think I may not even enjoy it? But the sex positive thing of "everyone does it, you're repressing!" Gets in my head. I've almost developed an ocd about it with groinal response and dreams/nightmares, everything. Anyway I hate sex positivity, sex neutrality for the win, ig.
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Still here just havent had any asks.. feel free
Feeling it so badly today and my own touch just isnt enough anymore but like, i dont even know anyone nice enough id want a relationship with
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My vent for the first time
Im fucking sick of ruining friendships because to me sexual stuff is just always in my head, i wish they would tell me when i made them uncomfortable so i could maybe fix it or atleast be able to try better in the future
I want to start a little group of hypersexual people so ive got people that understand my shit but fed up of people thinking that means i want a sex group
Honestly same
Being hypersexual, to me, seems to just consist of beung horny, being unable to form a relationship and people thinking i only want sex :(
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Im so fucking sick of everyone seeing me as meat just becauss i cant control my sex drive
Its fucking awful how am i meant to have friends
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