Today's April 13th
The day I met you, the day you changed my life. I've been trying to push the memory away, I've been trying not to make a big deal out of it, but I can't. I've missed you so much this past week, but today I feel like everything inside me exploded.
Today should've been our 2 year anniversary
Today should've been a happy day, but I ruined it for both of us. There's not a day that goes by when I'm not ashamed of what I've done and said to you. I regret everything everyday. I regret everything but you.
You helped me discover sides of myself I never knew I could ever explore. I owe finding my true self to you.
I am so, so sorry. You don't believe me, I know, I wouldn't either. The decision I made that day never felt right in my heart, however it made sense in my head. You needed to grow and blossom, and I was too broken to grow next to. All I wanted was to protect you, I wasn't ready, so I let you go. I hope you're doing well now.
There's still so much I want to say, but I'll stop here. Our story isn't over, one day we'll find our way back to each other.
I love you, take care.
