I'm kinda fat lol

Height:5’3 SW:169 CW:174.6 HW:187.4 LW:164.8 GW:159 UGW:0

[i-am-wh0]

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I was doing so well, really. Until someone told me that she lost 20lbs in a month bc of her new medication. Why can’t I be like that?

[i-am-wh0]

I’m back bitchesss

[i-am-wh0]

today is supposed to be a happy day so how did I end up here

[i-am-wh0]

I really want to be down to 155 by my birthday in a couple of months.

[i-am-wh0]

05/03

So I’m finally under my starting weight again, so that’s cool.

Also my friend committed suicide, so time resort to either starving myself or eating way too much because I don’t know how to deal with my emotions 😀

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01/19

170.4

I’m almost in the 160s!

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1/15/22

171.4

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I’m losing weight in a healthy way, I just have an unhealthy mindset

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010822

173.4

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12/15/21

173.6

I can’t even begin to express how happy I am

[i-am-wh0]

I love when the number in the scale is lower than yesterday

[i-am-wh0]

It’s funny that I weigh as much as I did in May but am happy because I haven’t weighed the little since May

[i-am-wh0]

I got called fat by a someone bigger than me, but they said it was “okay” to say because we are the same size. So I kinda haven’t eaten for two days lol

[i-am-wh0]

I just weighed myself in the first time in weeks. I weigh more than I ever have. I think I’m having a panic attack right now. My hands are shaking and it’s hard to breath and I feel sick. I’ve never cried so hard over my weight.

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I want to delete tumblr.

I’m doing this the healthy way, so why should I need it?

but there’s this small part of me that never wants to stop seeing the thinspo and insane transformations, or the food logs of some random person.

Even if I lose weight healthily I don’t want to lose this.

Which is kind of sick

[i-am-wh0]

05/28

Basketball practice started early, so I’m ded.

I drank nearly two gallons of water today and ate about 1800 calories.

My stomach hurts, but I think it’s because I drank so much water.

177.2 this morning