Expired Thoughts

Sandrine David, where most of her friends call her Sandy, is addicted to words. She loves to write about her treasures - stories, people, and places. She loves them so much that it took her so much courage and time to write them down. You know her greatest fear? That there might be a missing piece to tell a story and that is justice.

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I’ve been working out since 2015.

Often I ask myself if it has nicotine for why some people like me get addicted to it?

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Music, movies, books... These are the things that made me ask this question – why did I even think of killing myself? Thank you for the gift of art.

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Does any dictionary have this definition?

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I was 14 years old when this song was released. It was one of my favorites back then, and one of the music videos I look forward to watch on CLTV36's Music Zone. 

Today, I am 25 years old, and it's just today I've realized how painful it is.

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I don't think it's worth it being away.

DJ Mo, Good Times With Mo

I need a hug from you, DJ Mo.

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You are as painful as the imagination of losing my sunshine.

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I love losing myself while looking at the stars. It is as much as I love looking at your heavenly face.

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You are the idea of my words until you taught me there could be a better one.

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When I die, kiss my cold body.

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For the past 2 years and a month, there were times that I find myself complaining of doing the same routine - WORK-GYM-HOME-REPEAT. But I never realized the beauty within. That I lost track of my timer because of investing new skills. I gained muscle, got the chance to travel, and enjoyed my weekends because of the company's #1 winning strategy to applicants; work-life balance. I was able to provide to my family, started a small business, and built self-disciplined because of my 50-peso saving challenge. But, you know what's more beautiful? In a week, I get stomach gas because of laughing with various versions of FUNtastic people. We had a BDA who will surprise you with her funny comments. A Social Media Manager who gets tears in her eyes when you laugh with her (oh. I will never forget her favorite dish - Maling. And her leftovers every.single.day., of course.). We had a Graphic Artist whose jokes last to forever (who will forget his "Life is like a knife."?) How about this handsome and with sense of humor Graphic Artist, like "grabe, grabe." (Want to get rid of hiccups? Ask him. He's the real bomb, by the way.) Another Graphic Artist you will forget the respect you once had for him when he fires his jokes (he's the cutiest and we're all waiting for the baptismal of his 2nd baby). This Wordpress Developer, like OMG, clear your cache, guys. Who will not miss the one and only QUEEN OF ALL MALDITAS, our PPC Specialist, who will kill you with laughing from her reaction? (She's the best in Emojis, you know?) And of course, the coolest Manager anyone could ever ask for, that I have to shift from being her Marketing Assistant to a friend when she says funny things (everyone will remember not only her patience but also her professional craziness). What a painful surprise to bid farewell to these people, yes? Especially, if it happens just like a stray bullet.