*list Of Mental Health Disorders*

Sponsored by 60mg of vyvance and severe daddy issues

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Mom am I still young? can I dream for a few months more

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Fuck bitches get skinny 😎

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There comes a point in ones eating disorder where you know that it’s going to kill you but you’re so drained that you can’t bring yourself to change anything

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Welp I’m back from residential and back on this app so I think that explains my mindset right now

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I’m going to residential tomorrow and I’m not ready to let go of my eating disorder yet. I don’t know what to do.

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Sometimes my rat brain makes me laugh. It’s like I’m going to treatment in 2 weeks for my eating disorder and my brain goes “ CRUNCH TIME!!! You got 2 weeks to loose 80 pounds, fuck food we run on adderal 😖💪🏽🏋🏽”

Like sweetie... this is why we’re going to treatment

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My therapist said something to me today that I can’t shake

She said there’s 2 ways my future could go, and the choice is mine.

1.)Continue starving and physically die

OR

2,)Fight my disorder, and find out what living truly feels like

I think I’m going to choose life

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Note to self, fasting and hot baths do not mix. You will have a hellen Keller experience.

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I just spent 40 mins lying to my nutritionist over the phone. And I’d do it again don’t again don’t test me

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This is really pretty to me for some reason

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The only good thing about virtual therapy is that I can position my camera a certain way where my therapist can’t see me doing wrist checks every .5 seconds

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Might fuck around and engage in self destructive behaviors 😎

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“ I lost 60 pounds in high school but gained 4 different mental illnesses, so who’s the real winner?”

My senior quote 🙃

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An old body check... Just wanna be skinny enough to look like a typical femme lesbian

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The only fat that leaves my body is from my ass and titties. I need the universe to stop praying on my downfall

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Being told you have an aytpival eating disorder is some cryptic form of motivation to continue to starve

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I heard that loosing taste is a side effect of corona and my brain was like “yay! We could eat super healthy things and not care about the taste !”

Like bitch... this is a pandemic tf is wrong with me.