the shittiest side effect of depending solely on yourself as a kid is how impossible it is to ever let yourself depend on another person again. youâve proved, time and time again, that no one is there for you and the only person you cant trust to help you is yourself. doesnt matter if you let yourself open up to someone, or if you get on w someone and theyâre good to you, you still have that knowledge deep down that you have to plan your life w/out them because eventually theyâll let you down. still have to do everything thats necessary by yourself because people will inevitably neglect you in a time of real need.




















