SHADES OF MYSELF

A Blank page where no ink can type on A Barbarian, Loud voice, High, Social, Optimist,Observer, Sarcastic I Never look Like I CARE!!

[nehal-arafa]

RONDOM

[i-overthinker]

في لحظات وفترات ناس بتدخل حياتنا نحسبهم من الأصدقاء فنستثمر فيهم طاقة

بعدين بيطلعوا عادى ولاد وسخة

الفكرة بقى هى قدرتنا على الارتدادات من و إلى ولاد الوسخة لحد ما نتعلم الدرس و نبطل نجذبهم

يارب

[i-overthinker]

But at certain moments I feel my heart is filled with love that I want you to shower you with, then I remember that I shall scare the shit out of you .. so I keep it inside and it makes me heavy hearted to know that all this energy will just go to paper and not showery kisses and long hugs

[thoughtstherapy]

[a-study-in-bullshit]

"I love you , I'm glad we're friends"

[yesthechaos]

[i-overthinker]

حصل

[wordsofsweetbeauty]

[opcion]

Naya Kotko

[what-iz-life]

Having an emotionally mature partner is TOP TIER. You're able to express yourself freely and openly. They don’t insult you. They don't give you the silent treatment. They don't become aggressive or manipulative. They listen, they respond—they patiently hold a safe space for you.

[i-overthinker]

Ok

[remanence-of-love]

[i-overthinker]

So I never did ask you if that is what you want, if ending things is your choice too, or where you feeling off as I was. Yet you never did state if you wanted things to continue, if I had conditions to stay if leaving was not the only option. I never asked to be a vertex for a triad, nor did I ask for more than I see, yet to be honest I am not sure of how much my mind blurred my vision.

Ending notes: I miss you and it takes me time to comprehend missing.

[what-iz-life]

Normalize not forcing connections. If someone doesn't see the value in having you by their side, don't try to convince them.

[remanence-of-love]

[i-overthinker]

صح جدا من يومين شوفت باب زجاج ملون منقوش جميل ، اتمنيته باب بيتى … و ادينى مستنية

[remanence-of-love]

[bubbly-redhead1]

Fact…

[i-overthinker]

ماذا الان؟

اخذنى الوضع اربع ايام لأدرك مشاعر الغضب، انه عنف موجه تجاهك عزيزتى تظنين انك تدركين كل شيء تظنين أنك دائما قادرة على السيطرة. لكنك فقدتى السيطرة مرتين واحدة حين ظننتى ان المصارحة و النقاش العميق ليس السبيل الوحيد و ان الجهل نعمة. و الأخرى حين لبيتي دعوة لشراب لم تكن موجه لك ف العموما ولا نعلم معناها

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اظنه سؤال جوهرى

[thoughtkick]

“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”

— Ernest Hemingway

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