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[i-still-wish-for-u]

Intro Post!!

You can call me Iz or Izzy

I use any pronouns

I mostly reblog about the fandoms I’m in, and I occasionally post stuff too

Fandoms:

Marauders (a lot of this)

Stranger Things

Miraculous

The Hunger Games (especially the prequels!!)

Spider-man (current major hyper fixation)

Dead Poets Society

The Spirit Bares It’s Teeth (and hopefully other ajw books soon)

Music wise I really like Conan Gray and Noah Kahan, but I do also enjoy a lot of 70s-80s stuff, especially David Bowie and Queen

My art blog:

🎶 (@jadedarts) on Tumblr

my art account! any art I make will be shared here!

Not much else to me, except I am a sucker for some good angst and I will be sharing it with you.

Thanks!

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“He loved Sirius.

Oh no.

I love Sirius?

It was like a punch to the gut, and Remus' eyes flew open. Of course. That was it. That was everything. Everything wrong with him and everything so, so right. Sirius Black with one of his bestest friends in the world, and Remus was also indisputably—irrevocably—in love with him.

Well, the voice in his head said, good luck with that one, mate.”

- tcoptp, ch 54

AUGH

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“He tried the flat several more times after that. The line was never reconnected.

Eventually Remus stopped calling.”

- tcoptp, ch 53

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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That whole question game they played was actually crazy btw (tcoptp, ch 50)

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“But that was Sirius. Loved, feared, and envied.”

- tcoptp, ch 50

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“But that’s the thing about memories—in the moment they’re not memories at all. They’re not even time.

They’re just life.”

- tcoptp, ch 45

This and the whole passage that came before it might be one of the most beautiful things I’ve read.

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I just got war flashbacks from this.

(tcoptp, ch 43)

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“No one is any better than anyone else just because of money or politics or family. We all get eaten by the same worms when we die, it should be about what you do for others that counts.”

- tcoptp, ch 40

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“Sirius,” he tried as the dark-haired boy whipped back around to look at him; “Are we… Are we missing each other? Like… messing something up? I just feel like maybe something’s been… lost.”

Sirius laughed gently. “How can you have lost me? I’m right here.”

- tcoptp, ch 39

ouch

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James calling Lily “Daisy” has my whole heart btw

[morrisonhehh]

Remus is such a boomer when it comes to texting. He uses “🙂” and “👍” unironically, while Sirius doesn’t even text, he just sends random voice memos where half of the memo is him mumbling, trying to remember what he wanted to say in the first place.

[moonysreallloverr]

best friends to lovers will forever be the best trope.

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Me when Sirius lowkey confesses his love and Remus responds with “I’ll coo your foodruh”

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I’ll coo your foodruh is now something I will be whenever I get the chance btw

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“It wasn’t an insult,” Sirius grinned. “An insult would’ve been to say ‘j’ai eu un coup de foudre pour toi’.”

“I’ll coo your foodruh.”

- tcoptp, ch 29

HE SAID WHAT NOW

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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VODKA CRANBERRY?!?!?!?!?

(ch 21, tcoptp)

[outromoonyy]

Was it casual when Grant was Remus's first kiss? Was it casual when the voice in Remus's head sounded a little too much like Grant's? Was it casual when Remus was the first person who ever went looking for Grant? Was it casual when they wrote each other letters all the time? Was it casual when they spent twelve years together and built a home with each other? Was it casual when Grant felt Remus's death before he even knew? Was it casual when Grant recognized Remus's son? Was it casual, really?