me being dramatic

that's it enjoy

[i-talk-a-lot]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk, Kim Dokja & Everyone, Lee Seolhwa/Yoo Joonghyuk, Minor or Background Relationship(s) Characters: Kim Dokja, Yoo Joonghyuk, Kim Dokja's Company, Yoo Mia, Lee Sookyung, Other(s) Additional Tags: Pro Gamer Yoo Joonghyuk, pro gamer kim dokja, Alternate Universe - Normal Life, engaged yoo jonghyuk, Slow Burn, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Eventual Happy Ending, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Oblivious Kim Dokja, oblivious yoo jonghyuk, Mutual Pining, How Do I Tag, Domestic Bliss, pretty self indulging ngl, some angst but not too much cause I don't like to suffer, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Healing Summary:

Kim Dokja never had great expectations about his life, so when Yoo Sangah suggests he opens his own YouTube channel to start anew, he can’t help but find it ridiculous.

But life is full of surprises, and Kim Dokja is no exception.

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CHAPTER 5 IS UPP

https://archiveofourown.org/works/31374737/chapters/93200863

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Chapter 5

Btw finished chap 5 gonna reread it and post it tonight! Chack it out and let me know what you think! It’s gonna be unbetaed and English is not my first language so comment whenever you find errors or if it doesn’t traslate properly! I want to get better!!

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Everytime I feel like I have my shit together my physics professor decides that she’s not having it I SWEAR.

[i-talk-a-lot]

I finally started to write chapter 5! It’s been two months, I know! But it’ll arrive soon!! I’ll post it asap stay tuned^^

[tinyshinysylveon]

i just had this idea come up to me at like 1 in the morning so bear with me ;;

Groundhog day or a time loop, but make it bakudeku. Izuku accidentally witnessed Katsuki get confessed to at a secluded area one day and Izuku thought he would reject the girl but… “Sure, let’s go out.” Izuku couldn’t believe his ears. The last straw was when the girl actually had the audacity to hug him. He couldn’t watch the scene unfold any longer and returned to his dorm room to sulk. He’s been pining after the blond ever since childhood and to see that.. He knew it was going to happen eventually, but he didn’t think it would happen now. He wanted time, no needed it. He deeply wishes time would reverse itself. As the tears in his eyes have dried until he couldn’t make anymore, Izuku slowly became exhausted. Before he went to sleep, the only feeling he had inside was the feeling of regret. 

From there, Izuku did his usual routine. It took him before classes ended to realize that he’s been reliving the same moment. The conversations and lectures he’d had that day were the same and they all just laughed it off when he mentioned it to his friends. “Maybe you’re dreaming Midoriya!” Kaminari joked. If this was a dream then.. Izuku suddenly remembered. In less than a few hours, Katsuki is going to get confessed to! He excuses himself and ran to the spot. There was Katsuki and the same girl from before. It was just a moment, but Izuku deduced that this might be the only chance he’ll get and the universe is telling him to do it. To actually confess to Katsuki instead. With all the courage he never knew he had, he interrupted them and Katsuki looked at him in surprise. “Kacchan, I have something to say.” Katsuki wordlessly raised one of his eyebrows at him. A gesture as if to say to keep going. The girl across from him was waiting too. Izuku took a deep breath and with all of strength he can muster, he yells out, “KACCHAN I LI-” Then darkness. Izuku wakes up from the bright morning sun peeking through his curtains and looks at the time and date on his phone. It’s the same day. What did he do wrong? 

Long story short, Izuku keeps trying to confess to Katsuki but every time he gets the chance to, the day would just reset. For every repeat, Izuku would just try harder and think of ways to get the message across. He even used different methods like texting or even throwing a paper airplane that says, “I like you.” But it still wouldn’t work. He even tried it out during class one day - yes he also tried yelling it out - but the universe just said “nope” and threw him back into bed on the same day, same time, and same place. Meanwhile, little did Izuku know, Katsuki was reliving them with him too. 

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the end made me scream!! This is such a good idea wow

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ok so I argued with someone online for the first time. “Argued” because I immediately apologized, but I don’t know how I’m feeling about it. 

I’m not good with feelings.

I’m extremely rational, so I tend to come off as insensitive, but I genuinely don’t understand most of the unspoken etiquette that applies to normal relationships, imagine online ones. 

I just, it bugged me a lot the way they confronted me, but I also get that, even if involuntarily, I hurt them so I’m in no position to speak. But why does everyone immediately assumes the worst?

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:)

After ages chap 4 is here! Sorry for the wait... Let me know what you think.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/31374737/chapters/88807726

[cerastes]

Had a real moment when Squid Game spawned into existence with millions of prepackaged fans out of the aether because I thought people were talking about

[cerastes]

Oh, the picture of the man is unrelated, I just thought he was handsome and that he looked like a good father.

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found this in my journal from july/august

You know… I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. I like being alive, I like how I am and I know I’m cared for. Life is great. I can’t ask for anything more than this.

But I’m so, so lonely.

I just don’t know what to do with myself, this hollow presence inside of me just keeps eating and I don’t know where to put it cause it’s never enough. I keep thinking that because things are supposed to go well, I can’t be sad. This is not how it works. It’s like I’m passing through this wonderful garden and everything is sparkling with life, a hopeful premise of better days, but it’s just out of my reach.

I, I feel like I’m travelling at a different pace than the rest of the world. And they can’t see it because they too have their own little garden to tend to. AND I don’t even know if I’d like to have someone to talk to. Im sabotaging myself, but if I’m okay with this is it even sabotaging at all? Being alone is simple-it’s easy-it’s numbing. When I’m alone I don’t feel the walls caving in, that distance that can never be filled. Maybe I’m hard to love, But maybe I don’t even need that love at all.

[thebootydiaries]

in math i use this thing called the guess and hope method 

[aroacexuemeng]

deleting all my dating apps because i want to find love the old-fashioned way (i get isekai'd into my favourite webnovel while i'm on the subway and then the protagonist mistakes me for a prophet and throws me off a bridge)

[i-talk-a-lot]

I unironically fell asleep while doing physics (it’s 10 am here). I have a ton of shit to catch up on but my body literally said no i can’t

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SO I’m back with chapter 3 after literal agesss. Let me know what you think! It’s filler-ish but I felt like it was necessary. 

https://archiveofourown.org/works/31374737/chapters/81917983

[robertdeniro]

What do you do for a living?

Suffer

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i almost chocked 

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SO, im on a working holiday (As a nanny) and i finally found time to continue writing, just to realize that i have all the chapter planned out on some papers that i haven't brought with me fml.

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watch me trying to remember for 2 days straight and then change all the plot

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SO, im on a working holiday (As a nanny) and i finally found time to continue writing, just to realize that i have all the chapter planned out on some papers that i haven't brought with me fml.