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There she was, at 4am, in your bed. You loved her then, didn’t you? She was wearing your duvet like a cape, with her head poking out. She loved you back; she really did. You said, “I don’t know what to do. I’ve never met anyone like you.” She said simply, “kiss me.” So you did. You lifted her chin and kissed her mouth and swallowed her giggles whole. You felt her sunshine fill your lungs as she wrapped her arms around your neck. You felt the duvet fall as she leant forward. “Tell me a secret,” she said. She was always saying these things. “I’ve told you everything already,“ you said. Your lips were on her neck. “Tell me a secret,” she repeated. “Okay,” you sighed, “I love you.” “Tell me a secret.“ “I’ve always loved you.”

S. Zhao (via thatkindofwoman)

Can I trust what I'm given?

#personal

I am drowning in disappointment. I feel nothing but an awful ache of anger. I’ve done everything I could for him and it wasn’t enough. I wanted so badly for him to better himself for himself but nothing worked. I can’t shake the disappointment I feel when I think of him trying to convince me that he sees why everything happened the way it did and that he wants to be a better man. He says he’s been doing better and working on himself but he literally just got done snorting a line. He wasn’t trying to convince me. He was trying to convince himself so that he could secretly justify that this time is an exception. “Everything is going to be okay.” “You said you didn’t care.” I tell him I don’t care because he knows what the right thing to do is, he just won’t do. I was so sick and tired of being let down because I held my expectations high. I believed that he wanted to change.. And that all turned out to be another cover up to fall back into square one again. God it makes me so fucking angry! It makes me wish I had my eyes open from the beginning, that way I could of seen all of this before it smacked me on my ass! I know I can come back from this, but you know what truly sucks. He won’t ever be the man I need him to be for our daughter and I. He will never change and no matter how much I pray and ask God why? That’s just the way things are.

#personal

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We are just as alien as anything else that could be out there in the universe!! Embrace your insanity; you’re a freak to something out there

I am locked out.

I'm locked out of my Tumblr account and there is nothing that I can do about it.. So.. I'm debating whether I should make a new one or just forget about it.

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introvertunites

If you’re an introvert, could you reblog this with your favourite time of the day?

yourownpetard

9 pm to 12 am. The quiet time before bed.

thank-you-based-bear

Same thing.

yog-froggoth

1 AM to 4 AM. there’s nobody to bother me anywhere because they’ve just gone to sleep or not yet woken up. I can go outside, I can stay inside, its exactly the same, the absolute BEST time to shop for groceries, everything is being put on the shelves, and theres no one to walk around or wait in line behind, just the employees, and none of them care as long as you don’t cause trouble.

spoonmeb

10pm - 2am.

shadyminion

10pm - 3am I can play video games without feeling guilty or catch up on tv shows or podcasts. The house is quiet and I feel like the only person on earth. I also prefer when i’m scheduled to work on the weekend, that way I have a valid excuse for not attending my families parties that seem to occur every other week.

iam-gypsy

9pm to 4am -- Everyone has just started getting in bed, the neighborhood is quiet. My baby is sleeping and Adult Swim is on. I love the peace and quiet I get.