ashby

you, you enter my life and I liquify spinally

[iamashby]

[iamashby]

[iamashby]

hey there lonely girl

[great-gatsby]

me towards the end of the lucky video: oh that’s so beautiful, it’s ending with them meeting their younger self and making peace with their future :’)

the actual ending: your younger self is dead. you can never return to that little girl but you will spend your life wishing you could. you killed her to become what you are. why are you crying?

[dozydawn]

[cosmicanger]

Marcin Gorsky

Beijing, CHINA, 2012

[iamashby]

wanna hold him like this

wanna be held by him like this

[tiredandlonelymuse]

by Sarah Pardini

[iamashby]

Who is this aesthetic tumblr babe??

[rubybryantt]

[rubybryantt]

[iamashby]

road trip anyone?

[aaaangel444]

[obshuh-deactivated20250522]

[iamashby]

jealous of every version tbh

[iamashby]

come now, darling,

whispers Papatūānuku,

and let me heal you

[tiredandlonelymuse]

The window pane is 20 knives, all cutting through my fragile life. Someone new peeking through the room. I fear the name you whispered is mine, I’ll know it soon. I’m headless, I’m just limbs. I think they’re coming in. I already died, so this is extra time. I already died, so now I see it open eyed. I already died, so I am justified. I already died. There’s nothing you can say to change my mind.

[iamashby]

I’m actually gonna cry. Why are you so saddd at the moment baby 🥺🥺

[halseygray]

so Halsey used an upside down turtle as a hint for H5 and all I’m saying is when turtles are upside down on their shell they’re defenseless and very vulnerable to predators and it’s very difficult for a turtle to turn it self back on its feet once it’s rolled over and it pretty much has to depend on others to help it back up right

so basically I feel like this album is going to be very much like manic in the sense it’s h being vulnerable with us and trusting we won’t be the predator but the one who helps them back on their feet

not to be intrusive but I feel like h has been hinting at having some of the hardest years of her life and maybe they realized they can’t help themselves in the way she needs but instead has to rely more on others just like the upside down turtle

[iamashby]

so more than ready to help them get back on their feet as she has done countless times for us 🐢🫶🏼

[tiredandlonelymuse]

when it rains it pours,

but how big must a puddle grow

before it is considered a pond?

when does a pond become a lake?

i’m drowning,

but i insist that i’m dry.

insist i couldn’t die.

now every single day is overtime.

is extra credit.

is derealized.

i’m drowning but i

wring my clothes

and promise that i’m dry.

it’s good for the flowers, they say.

that’s very good.

you’ll need them soon.

[iamashby]

Gurl I’m starting to lose my shit here