Krosolovka

Fanfic acc: john-caseys-growl JOHN-CASEYS-GROWL AND ME ARE THE SAME PERSON

[sheiak]

I choose to trust

[uwontrememberme]

everything will probably be fine but i have to get really anxious just in case

[iamtrash-withrespect]

Wksisj im so... Fuckkkkkkkkkk fuck fuckfufkckkkkkkkk

I just cant believe it...

I have a feeling i did something wrong, i didnt take the right approach... Maybe i friendzoned him accidentally idk

Fuck... Im a idiot

[iamtrash-withrespect]

This isnt for me

It really isnt

Im such a fucking loser jesus christ its actually so bad

Turns out when a guy tells you he wants a meaningful emotional relationship, doesn't mean you should try to establish that, means you should just... Idk? Ask around about his relationship status?

I dont think he ever saw me as something more. I dont.

Maybe i took the wrong approach really, maybe... Maybe i shouldn't have done it the way i did

But anyways... Yeah whatever. He likes her. Shes cool.

If he was testing me then.... Fuck him that's mean

I really dont play games god damn it i really don i dont know how to woek in this environment im sorry

Im an idiot i really am

So so so stupid...

I just.... I dont get it anymore i really dont

Im allowing myself to be sad for now yk? For now. This night, tomorrow. Itll be fine tho... Its okay

Im just... Its shitty

Fuck me... Partially its about proving that it can be the way i want it that its able to come out of a friendship but obviously not.

I too kthe wrong approach... I did it wrong... Im a idiot at these things. Im so... Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Of course its her. Shes great.

Fuck... Fuck... Fuck...

Fine...

[iamtrash-withrespect]

Im going to buy myself a comic i cant with this shir

[iamtrash-withrespect]

I am so so stupid fuck meeeeeeeeeeeeee

I need ti get my shir together and learn how it all works

[iamtrash-withrespect]

I feel like ie di something wrong again

Yk its always like...

Being different is so hard

Because when youre actually different you just are you cant change that while people who act... Well they act

Im shch a idiot fucking hell im such a idiot

Fuck me fuck me... I did it all wrong.

I actually thought it could go the way i want it but it cant

Fuck

[iamtrash-withrespect]

I am such a idiot my lord what so i even do now rufk me

Itll pass atleast

[iamtrash-withrespect]

Aw man he likes another girl

And i explained to him how to get her

Fuck my life haha im drunka

[john-caseys-growl]

I made this thing

Og under the cut

[bburn-art]

Here's my other ship with john: Jatt

[iamtrash-withrespect]

Never getting over this btw j need ir framed

[iamtrash-withrespect]

Ive been infected by Daredevil x Constantine ship oh my god so many ideas currently

Idk if i want them to kiss or to kiss me or if i want to be them

[iamtrash-withrespect]

Ive been pondering the Hellblazer zine, in the process of making a google form

Considering that @bburn-art @hbosscreations and @belablue222 said they have some expirience in printing and layouts etc would you guys like to make some sort of a group-chat or collective way of communicating together?

Im going to be honest i dont have any experience in actually professionally sorting out stuff for printing, all i ever made were shitty zines but ill learn

Still, i think itd be good to be able to perhaps split the work or be able to communicate beetwen eachother easily for this matter

Basically you three have experience, i have none but want to help

[chicknwire]

I love tumblr more than IG bc IG feels like I’m posting looking for a job but on here it’s like I already lost the job and my wife and the house and I’m just sitting on the curb talking to myself

[queerbatblr]

i am deeply uncomfortable in my Flesh

[iamtrash-withrespect]

Og under the cut

[iamtrash-withrespect]

You've met me at a very alcoholic time of my life