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“Tour Guides”

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Before joining the cadet corps

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Day off! Going to the beach

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one thing i really love about asya's transmission at the end of zato is that like, throughout the story, we see asya misattributing other feelings and experiences to the idea of love. the only specific example that's coming to me rn is how she clearly feels hurt and upset with vadim for knowing about the car garage/shop, but instead we get to see her brute force wrangle her inner monologue into being thankful. asya's inner monologue feels almost violent for lack of a better word sometimes, with the way in which she adamantly refuses to accept any other emotion or perspective other than endless gratitude and love. love isn't supposed to hurt, but she says at some point that she loves the world so much it hurts.

that said, asya clearly does find some kind of closure with herself, even if through tosya. she does still have a genuine, honest love for the world and (mostly, if not) everything in it. by the time she sends her transmission, she's seemingly forgotten most of the things that had her twisting her own perception and calling her feelings love when that's clearly not what they were (at least, not entirely). she's forgotten, and finds some closure towards herself with tosya, and asya genuinely loves everyone and everything.

but if someone were to argue that asya's transmission may not be so clear cut, that maybe the love she's sharing with the world is partially the misattributed kind, is partially a forced wrangling of herself into something palatable, something that "makes up for" her transgressions of simply existing..... i personally don't necessarily think that's the case, but there is an argument to be made for that that i find fascinating. asya's love is true but her transmission doesn't deny her "uglier" feelings either, because to love oneself and everything in the world is to love all of it.

idk, im kinda just saying words, but i really enjoy asya as a character and i think it's interesting to try and pry at her transmission a bit too :]