╰･ name
⨯・ ⨯・muerte, or muer for short.
╰･ age
⨯・ ⨯・21.
╰･ pronouns
⨯・ ⨯・she/her/he/him (please use as you wish)
╰･ writing style
⨯・ ⨯・fanfiction as well as original content x reader; generally AFAB, though works requested otherwise are welcomed and can be arranged.
╰･ about me
⨯・ ⨯・i am the shadow of someone once before, and of someone who will be. i am prone to disappearing, though i most often do return. writing is a connection to who i once was, and a reminder to who i will be.
╰･ credits
⨯・ ⨯・all 'minor dni' banners are by @/cafekitsune!
╰･ working on
⨯・ ⨯・self-repair
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╰･ character asks (0/10) (closed)
╰･ requests (2/5) (closed)
╰･ rules
╰･ fandoms
╰･ masterlist
╰･ roadmap
╰･ taglist manager
╰･ oc manager
it’s been a while! :) i must admit, i didn’t actually think id ever return to this blog. it was sort of a relic, and i never quite had the heart to delete it. but here i am!
most of my inactivity is to be blamed on what was my ‘ram’. he and i were together for a year, of which he was abusive, and in fact, most notably, my inactivity started around the time i was dating him. he and i broke up in march, and he has been harassing me since (even going so far as to send letters after i blocked various phone numbers and social medias!!). he attempted to find this blog several times on my phone, as id mentioned i used to write, so i deleted tumblr from my phone.
i am finally moving, and only somewhat recently managed to find another job, which turned out to be the day i broke up with the ‘ram’, and is actually an incredibly fulfilling job in the line of veterinary work!
i’ve been slowly picking up writing again as per the advice of my therapist, and i’ve been slowly working on my miguel work. that being said, i do not believe i will be accepting requests in the future due to my current instability and the fact i may not complete requests. it is my deepest regret i have let these sit for so long; you all have been very faithful and kind, and deeply patient with me, and for that i cannot express my gratitude enough.
i am working on my yandere rykard and tanith work while at work. i cannot promise when they will be done, but they are being worked on. i cannot update my pinned post from my phone, but it shall be changed shortly.
it is my sincerest wish that anyone who may see this be loved. thank you!
It's great to see you again! I'm sorry you're losing your job, but it sounds like it will be good for your health not to work there anymore, so a positive overall?
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ a very big positive indeed! at first i was quite upset at being let go (five years of service!) and as i began to think on it, i realised i would suddenly have massive amounts of time i didn’t before. i’m thrilled i can pursue my old passions again, without having to worry as much about medical issues or balancing my schedules!
I hope you've been having a good Spring! Hope to see you posting again soon 🤍🐑
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ my spring was so hot ૮꒰˶ - ˕ -꒱ა the store in which i work has no air conditioning, and i was melting! i hope all my flock kept cool...for it seemed we'd forsaken spring and went right to summer!
hello there, I'm a new reader! I recently got into elden ring and came across your headcanons. regarding your ranni hc, it's random but you have such lovely handwriting!
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ thank you! i learned cursive as a child and had to 'straighten' out my handwriting as i got older, but i've never really been able to shake the cursive bits.
💚💚💚 Looking forward to your return; I hope you're alright!
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ i am doing much better! i had a small health scare related to my iron levels and stress, but on the bright side my ram moved in with me! he and i are attempting to get an apartment together!
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ hello my flock! i shall make this short and sweet!
i am losing my job in some two months, which will mean my medical issues will be quite under control thanks to no longer working horrid shifts, and i shall have more time to work!
thank you for your patience! i am going to get to my asks and then post some yandere radahn!
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ i speak quite airy on purpose, with a tone that is meant to indicate a sort of lightness. but when i do occasionally drop such a tone and resort to my baser instincts, i envision it to be quite like a rabid opossum digging through trash, only to be thrust with a light upon their face.
thinking about early seasons daryl and how absolutely wild he would be in bed. in fact there wouldn’t even be a bed. he’d have you up against trees, on the sleeping bag in his tent, on the forest floor.
his thrusts would have no rhythm, and he’d shamelessly grunt and moan out into the wilderness.
the dirty talk would be so intensely dirty;
“fuckin’ love this pussy.”
“gonna cum on my dick like a good girl?”
“that’s it, fuckin’ take it.”
his favorite part would be when he gets to pull out and cum all over your tits, stomach, ass, or sometimes your face.
then he’d clean you off, give you a quick kiss to the forehead, and get back to providing for the group<3
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ once upon a time, i intended to make a major elden ring x reader (though at the time, it was an OC for a friend) multi-chapter fanfic, and wrote out each instance that each character would either fall in love, or that they become friends! i doubt i will do much with it aside from perhaps use the fragments for later works. the concept was that the Tarnished was once a princess during her waking life, but now was mutely wandering the Lands Between.
Thank you so much for the explanation! I wasn't expecting that level of detail when I asked, and I appreciate it. I'm sorry about your situation, especially with work - that sounds really rough to deal with :( <3
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ all will be well, my lamb! ໒꒰ྀིᵔ ᵕ ᵔ ꒱ྀི১ there are worse ails in the world! i am quite glad that mine are not worse. i am truly grateful for my flock's patience with me, and i swear it that the elden ring asks will be done. i will also update my rules and bio to be clearer!
I love your yandere godwyn hc I just want to share some brainrot that I have so after godwyn death he become prince of death right but it's not the end of it he's love, obsession and devotion for reader was so strong even after his supposed death , the corpse tremendously taint the root of erdtree almost reaching all the land in between. This tainting can be seen among the death and living creature shown by the deathroot and the face of the prince of death in their body once it's visible enough his subconscious started to control all this being like a zombie hunting, searching hungrily , desperately but for who? It's his darling of course Tldr : godwyn was too much of a simple for reader even in death his still find a way to be together with you Also can you imagines godwyn using the death crab and basilisk to give reader some shiny peble or beautiful flower or controlling the skeleton undead to protect reader if one of them is destroyed he'll just use another undead to protect you the firstborn beloved
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ahh! the dedication!
this in fact reminded me i did not speak on what would happen of his darling, and after godwyn's death, and this offers me quite the opportunity.
godwyn using the undead to find his love once more is a beautiful idea. imagine...
simply wandering the wilds. the Lands Between have fallen so viciously, and nothing is safe. there is a strange hunter after you, D, for reasons you can't quite understand. where are the demigods that loved you so dear? where is godwyn? that golden sun? he was one of the few demigods that was not so twisted, so cruel. where is he? did he not swear to protect you, the last thing that was good and kind in the Lands Between, not torn by politics and divine loyalties?
but he was gone.
instead, you find strange hints. Creatures that go scuttling after you. Strange little crabs that would ordinarily bat around foolish Tarnished, but instead trail behind every step you make, with a half-familiar face upon their backs. when the strange hunter finds you, undead rip themselves from the earth and pry at his armour until he's overwhelmed. then, they regard you so gently. one reaches for your hair, to tuck it behind your ear. the other checks your arm for injury.
you are beloved by death, and it's not for some time that you find out why.
fia finds you. she revels in you. you may not be guided by grace, but she drags you to the Roundtable Hold, practically worshipping you. you, death's lover, what she so desperately has been trying to find. though she'd be honoured to bear Godwyn's Death-Mending rune, she knows he'd be so much gladder to have his beloved bear it. so she explains, the murder, the taint Ranni left.
and so, it becomes up to you. godwyn swears the rune will not kill you, not like it would any lesser Tarnished. you would be his lover as the Mist consumes, until the stars themselves burn out. what a lovely choice to make.
Sincerely not trying to be annoying, but do you still have plans to write your requests one day?
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ the short answer: yes and no.
The longer answer:
The elden ring asks; yes! Those are headcanons and much easier to digest. i am answering the godwyn ask today, as well as working on the tanith/rykard ask. elden ring, in general, is easier for me to digest, though it's generally much slower work, as there's more lore for me to take into account. one thing i often strive for is complete accuracy, though i do not doubt i've been wrong before. they take a very long time, due to being paired against my work and other life events, but i find them much easier to do.
the cheater!miguel ask; most likely not. though the concept was good, and i would've enjoyed writing it before, full length works are MUCH harder for me to focus on these days. unless it's something i wanted to work on initially (i.e. the daryl dixon mention), it's harder to pump out something that's roughly 5k words unless the idea came to me before. this also goes with one of my rules, that hyperspecific asks would be considered. i never posted the ask, but it's about two paragraphs long! very specific, and given the situation i'm currently in, while i wanted to attempt it before, i don't see it happening.
the tall!s/o leon ask; again, this was a wonderful idea! i'm a tall lamb myself, and always appreciate the representation. but there wasn't much else added onto it aside from 'leon with a tall s/o', so i'm unsure if they were hoping for headcanons, a full length work, mere thoughts...which means it falls into the same category as the miguel ask. again, it falls under another rule i had: 'have a base idea for what you want made', and looking back i feel i could've written it more specifically, but this means more than simply character + single notion. this also means - do you want headcanons? a full work? that sort of thing!
to be very transparent on my situation: i am a store manager for an ailing company store due to malldeath, so i'm under quite a bit of pressure. i do not get off days generally, as more often than not i get called in for one reason or another. paired with health issues i won't divulge and the fact that my ram and i are in a long distance relationship with a time difference, this leaves me with very little energy at all times. my schedule oft looks like this, on a day to day basis; wake up, go to work, get off of work, get home, cook and clean for my family, speak with my ram once he gets off of work, go to bed, repeat. i do not mean to blow off asks and requests-but i did put within my bio that i'm prone to disappearing for a reason. i think some might take it as a more artsy or figurative thing, but i meant it in the most blunt way possible!
this also means that my own writing capabilities are tied directly with inspiration, as opposed to energy. i know quite prolific writers who post every day, splendid things, simply because they have the energy! but i do not have that. if i am compelled to write, it is because something has kickstarted it; usually, starting a new series, as exemplified my ram has asked me to watch the Walking Dead with him. i operate often on a snowball effect; i write one thing, then another, then another, before hitting a block and waiting for the next thing to come along to kickstart it.
allow me to be clear; i am certainly not upset by this ask, nor is it annoying! it's a very genuine question, as it's been nigh a year since most of these asks have been sent. as far as my flock sees, there is no work being done, no proof of such. i suppose it's akin to an absent mother bringing back men after my children get attached to the one prior. it is far from the best situation, but i am attempting to be as transparent as possible about my work and processes.
