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𝗍𝖾𝗇-𝗉𝗂𝖾𝖼𝖾 𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒

[ibada]

hi, it's nice having you around.

about me: 20. she/her. team bebe lover. english isn't my native language.

about this blog: this space was created with the intention of practicing writing smut and just working on writing freely & letting my creativity flow. i might take requests!

masterlist: bada lee and lusher.

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sub!irene w praise kink, sub!irene w marking kink, sub!irene who always does her best to please u ugh, can i have sub gf irene fleeeceee 😭😭

please me

pairing(s) – dom!mean!f!reader x sub!bae joohyun

genre – smut

warnings – MDNI, porn without plot, praise kink, degrading kink, marking kink, hint of corruption kink, overstimulation, use of vibrator, use of strap (reader), bad grammar, bad description, lowercase intended, not proofread (please i could never proofread my smut istg).

wc – to be update !

a/n – hey nonnie i am so sorry for dragging this out too long, have been busy with life, and i also write for bada so i need to find balance between two fandoms that i write for, i hope you would enjoy this. it's a gift from virgin mary (aka me, so you would know virgin mary couldn't write good smut, and she sincerely apologize).

taglist (OPEN) – @missminho; @taniio; @vvsbada; @krissysays (comment under my posts to be add/remove)

joohyun is the good type of girl, the one that your parents would trust to let you hang out overnight, no matter how strict your parents might be.

how could they not? with her soft smile, her clean profile, how great her personality is. in your parents eyes, she is the one that would teach you how to do your work right, a good influence.

and true to their expectations, joohyun is.

you, however, is not.

the buzzing sound could be heard throughout the room, along with joohyun's sniffle and occasionally her hitch breaths as you placed a vibrator on her sensitive bud, right above her cunt, making sure that she could feel her own hole clench around nothing as you softly kiss her face.

from her forehead, to her eyes, on the tip of her nose, her tears stained cheeks.

you drag your lips along her smooth porcelain skin, making sure every inches of her remember your touch, remember how she would feel with you on top of her.

you would pull away from time to time to look at how she furrows her brows, her eyes close shut as she's dealing with how sensitive her clit is feeling. your agonizingly slow kisses make her confuse, contradicting the pace with how fast the vibrator is doing its work on her sensitive bud.

she doesn't know what to feel, should she feel like you're bullying her with how you set the vibrator at the highest setting? or should she feel all the butterflies in her stomach at how you kiss her so softly, dragging it out as you basically worship every inches of her skin?

"aw darling, look at how wet you are, such a good girl for me hm?", your hand reach down to her hot cunt as your face move closer to her side, whispering the dirtiest thing as you could feel her shiver, hot air hitting her ear as you talk.

you chuckle lightly, your body shift to let you move from your position as your upper body bend down, letting strands of your hair touch her face softly as you press your lips on hers, this time not like the soft ones from before.

it's a harsh and sloppy one as you pry open joohyun's lips, pushing your tongue into her mouth as you find your way around it. making sure to make her lose her breath with how hard you're kissing her. you want to taste everything in her, and it's amazing you can never seem to get enough.

you always want more.

and she is always willing to give more.

the more you kiss her, the more you want to press your lips harder onto hers, you want to feel the softness of her lips, want to taste her tongue.

want to taste that sweetness that you so love.

your teeth would occasionally bite down on her lower lip as she moan into your kiss, her eyes would open softly from time to time to look at you. and by the time you're finish with bullying her soft lips, saliva is connecting the two of you as you pull away.

and oh you so love to look at her face when it's bright red from how hot she feel, your pride being at an all time high knowing that you are the one who make her mouth open wide as she try to take in every air she could. her chest rise up and down with every breath she take,

and you couldn't resist it, the enticing thought as you look at her breast, her nipples harden from how the cold air graze her soft skin. her cute little sound as she breath.

you want to bite down, want to mark her as yours for the world to see, for everyone to know.

and so you bend down, letting your thought win as your mouth taking in one side of her chest, biting down on her skin, sucking it to create a bright red hickey.

your other hand do its work as you squeeze the other side of her breast, your fingers playing with her nipple as you would sometimes tease it around, flicking it with your index, drawing circle around her cute pink nip as your mouth still marking joohyun's white skin with bruises from your harsh biting and kissing.

joohyun moan into your touch, her body jerk up everytime you would move from one place to another just to mark her up with your bite marks and hickeys, and you know she's hurt, yet you also know she's a good princess who would please you.

she never say no.

and it's not like you would care if she ever did.

you could feel joohyun shaking with how sensitive she feel, her nipples harden with how you tease it, biting down on it softly as you look up at her face, her mouth open as she moan out the sweetest moans to your ears, her brows furrow at how painful she feels from all the biting you did, her legs shaking at how the vibrator make her see stars.

and she came, her head throw back to the pillow as she gasp, her back arch and her eyes widen.

by the time you pull away from her chest and sit up straight. your eyes stare down at her body, full with your bite marks, bruises of hickeys all over her chest and neck as her eyes brim with tears.

you take the vibrator away from her sensitive bud, pressing down a soft kiss on her tears stained cheeks as you stand up and take out another toy from your bedside.

joohyun still lay down on bed, her body shaking softly from the cold air embracing her, and how sensitive she feel from the marking session.

she could feel every sore places on her body, she could still remember the pain from how you bite down on her skin.

it's not a nice feeling, it hurt, but god, it hurt so good that she miss it now.

"princess, how many time had you cum?", you move back to the bed, getting close to joohyun as you ask her, your hand holding a strap as you make quick work attaching it to your own lower body.

joohyun turn to look at your form, her eyes bore itself onto your lower body, looking at the gigantic toy as her mouth open softly, yet no sound could come out, her dry throat couldn't make out any coherent sound even if she try to. her thoughts focusing on how that cock could be going inside of her cunt, making it way inside of her body.

would it even fit?

"baby, i asked you a question", you said softly, getting in between her legs as you lift it up to your shoulders, letting it rest there as you hear joohyun groan "and when i ask, you should answer."

by the time you finish your last word, your hips push up to thrust the cock into joohyun's wet folds. you didn't even let her have time to adjust as she yell out, your hips ruthlessly work it way as the cock thrust into her pussy.

"i asked you a fucking question, slut, answer it", you said, your voice a bit shaky from how you're pounding into her cunt. your hands hold her soft thighs as you squeeze into it, supporting her legs so that it wouldn't fall down from your shoulder.

"please.. it's- i came four times", joohyun cry, her voice soft and pathetic as she try to answer your question. stuttering along the way as she arch her back. wet squelching sound could be heard from where you two are connect.

"is that right? four times? such a good princess for me hm? taking this so well", you said, your hands lift her lower body up to go even deeper inside of her as you could hear her moan.

your eyes stare at where you two are connected, the big toy going in and out of her at a ruthless pace, and you could feel her clenching around it harder after you said how good she did, taking in all your harsh treatment. your thrust start to get harder, a bit sloppier as you could hardly take the cock out from her tight pussy.

"such a good slut for me", you said, upper body bending down to give joohyun a quick peck on her lips as you groan, you pick up your pace again, trying to keep up with the previous pace you had setted "you're gonna take it all, right? take my cock, princess."

joohyun moan, her head nodding repeatedly as she close her eyes shut, seeing stars as you continue to pound into her pussy, her hot cunt clench around your silicone cock as she could hear the sound of skins smacking against each other.

she could hear her own water dripping and squelching as she throw her arms around your neck, pulling you in closer to her as she try to reach her climax.

"please please i want to cum, please can i cum?", her voice begging with need as she ask for permission to cum, her eyes open softly as she cry out from her overstimulation. she feel like she couldn't hold it in anymore, a swirl pool of water getting to her lower body as she feel like she could explode, her grip on your neck tighten as she hold on for dear life.

"cum for me princess, did such a good job taking my cock in, such a good job making me feel good, i'm so proud of you", you said, your eyes bore into hers as she slowly close her eyes, her back arch as her mouth let out a small whimper before her whole body collapse back into the stained bedsheet, her fucked out form relax from all the tension being release.

you take the silicone cock out, opening the harness as you put it aside, your body move closer to her as you lay right next to joohyun, one of your hand trace softly against every marks you had left on your body.

"such a good baby for me today, taking in everything", you said softly, peppering soft kisses onto her body before you give her a quick peck on her lips. your fingers wipe away her tears as you smile at her form.

"such a good girl, never dissappoint in pleasing me."

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I LOVED UR IRENE HCS. CAN I ASK FOR A SUB IRENE SMUT? im hooked now. 😔

cherries and wine

pairing(s) – dom f!reader x sub bae joohyun

genre – smut

warnings – MDNI, AGELESS BLOGS DNI, porn with plot, slight choking, oral sex (reader giving), fingering, food play (wine and cherries), pussy drunk reader, alcohol affected reader, established relationship, wall of text, bad description, bad grammar, lowercase intended, not proofread (because it's so long).

wc – 2.3k

a/n – i'm so glad that you guys actually like the hcs for sub irene, considering the fact that i write smut like virgin mary. thank you nonnie for sending in this request, and once again i hope you enjoy! (i was blabbering nonsense in this one, i was sleepy af and i sincerely apologize for all the bad description in this one.)

taglist (OPEN) – @missminho; @taniio; @vvsbada; @krissysays (comment under my posts to be add/remove)

you had called joohyun, telling her that you'll be home late today because some papers must be done immediately and you have to put in extra hours at your workplace.

it was a long week, you barely have time to be with joohyun, always have to go from places to places, jumping from this workload to another workload, hell you barely even have time to eat, but you would rather finish all this in a span of a week than dragging it out and potentially affecting your time with joohyun any longer, so even if you hate doing this, even if you're pulling your hair out and stressing over it, you would just take a deep breath in, suck it up, and work.

by the time you're done with work, it's already ten, your tired form slump into your chair as you let out a long sigh, knowing that your work here is done and you no longer have to spend that much time at your workplace anymore.

your hand reach up to your tie as you undone it, your chest slowly raise up and down as you take deep breaths in, you lay your head back. your eyes close shut, letting yourself have a break before you pack up and go home.

"hey baby, i already had dinner at work, i'm on my way home, if you're tired don't wait for me and just go to sleep", you send a voice message to joohyun, letting her know that she shouldn't wait for you to come home, yet, you already know she will wait.

she's a sweet woman, your sweet woman, the one who would always take care of you, from your food, your clothes, your sleep.

she always make sure to give you the best, and loving her is your only job you need to do in the household, she spoil you, she make you forget everything stressful in life.

joohyun had been your wife for a year, your bond is strong despite how busy you both are. it's actually a nice feeling, knowing that there will always be someone at home, someone that would always wait for you to have time to spend together. and despite not having much time on hand, you both would find a way to have bonding time, either it's when you guys watch your favorite shows together on bed, or a romantic dinner dates, there would always be something to let you make up for all the time you are away.

you know it's one of those days when you see how joohyun display a plate full of cherries on the bed, and a bottle of wine on your bedside as the tv screen show your favorite show, its soft brightness is the only source of light in the room. most importantly, your wife in her bathrobe laying in bed, her eyes fixated on the screen, her wet hair fall down over her shoulder as you walk closer.

"baby, still not asleep?", you asked, quickly bend over to kiss her on the cheek as she turn her attention to you, a smile spread brightly on her face the moment she see your form.

"it's still early, i want to wait for you, are you all done with the project now?", joohyun asked as she stand up to walk over to your side, helping you unbutton your shirt, stripping it until you're only in your bra, and you nod softly at her question.

"your hair, i'll blow dry it for you, maybe you can drink the wine and eat those cherries while i do it?", you said, asking her softly as she hum and nod, her form sit down at the edge of the bed as you go to take out the hair dryer.

it's peaceful, taking care of each other. and despite your tiredness, you feel much more better when you're with joohyun, you love how she take care of you, but at the same time, you know how much she loves being your baby. so you let your hand massage her scalp as you guide the hair dryer to blow at joohyun's hair from a certain distant, making sure it's not too hot for her, your eyes staring at your wife's form in the mirror as you're doing your work, pleasing your love.

her soft fingers pick up on one of the cherries as she bite down on it, her lips tinted with the dark red color from the juice, and so you stare. the contrast color from her white and silky smooth skin, making her red lips now look so tempting, like a trap, a sweet trap to you. the juice of the cherries making her lips even more juicy than it already is, making you want to kiss it, bite it, make it puffy from how harsh you would press your own lips on hers.

"wifey, can i have a glass of wine?", you asked, feeling your throat getting dry at your own thoughts.

joohyun look at you through the mirror, her hand that is holding the cherry stop midway in the air as she stare attentively at you, it's as if she's watching your every move.

you know your wife has this habit of staring at people, but sometimes you would feel like she knows what you think, she knows what you want inside and out. like right now, when she stares at your form in the mirror, you feel like she knows you want to bite down on her lips, having a taste of her. and joohyun hum, putting the half-bitten fruit down to the plate before she reach for the wine bottle.

she move quickly, pouring out the wine as the red liquid flows to a glass. you turn off the hair dryer as your wife turn around, her face turn upward to look at you while she handed you the wine glass.

turning off the hair dryer to take the glass from her hand, you chug it down to water your dry throat, your eyes close shut as you do so, not wanting to look at joohyun in the eyes, yet, you could feel her burning gaze bore into your form as you drink the wine.

"hey, it's getting late, how about we call it a day and just get in bed?", your wife softly said, her enchanting voice lure you in as you softly open your eyes.

looking down to joohyun, you see how the upper half of her breast is almost spilling out of her bathrobe, and her doe eyes looking at you make you a bit dizzy as the alcohol slowly seeping in.

you can handle alcohol, but working overtime for a long time period must have affected you, because right now when you stare at your wife's sparkling eyes, how soft her features are, how her legs are barely even covered by the robe as it show her thighs...

you suck a long breath in, before you lean down to kiss joohyun on her lips, smashing yours against hers as you pull on her robe's string, making the only piece of clothing on her body falls down to the floor.

the lingering alcohol clouded your mind as it is mixed with how sweet joohyun's lips is, especially after she had taken a bite out of the cherry, the tangy taste make you feel drunk as you reach your hand up to get a hold of her neck, lightly squeezing it as you bring your wife closer to you, deepening the kiss.

joohyun whine, her breath quicken at how you're squeezing her neck, having trouble breathing with how you're occupying her mouth, bullying her with how you keep pushing your tongue around every corner. your lips pressing on hers, making sure you could get what you want, what you had missed throughout this busy week.

quickly releasing your hand before you push your wife back to the bed, her hand accidentally touch on the plate of cherries as it spill all over the bed, but you couldn't careless at this point.

not when you see how your wife is without any piece of clothing, her breast out for you to see as you pull away from the kiss. her hair spread out beautifully on the bed, the redness of the spilled cherries layed all around the bed is like an accessory to make you even more addicted to the scene.

"don't just stare, i might go to sleep with this quietness", joohyun said, her body started moving before you hold it back, pinning her down to the bed by holding her wrists.

"no, princess, i need to take time admiring the view", you chuckle, your voice hoarse with needs as one of your hand leave her wrist, holding her chin up to make sure she look at you, and when you start to see the tinted pink hue on her cheeks, making sure she's embarrased, you low down to give her a kiss on her neck, sucking lightly on it to create a hickey, bruising it, marking her as yours once again as joohyun moan into your action.

once you pull away, you start looking at joohyun's form again, and while she looks perfect, laying down, all vulnerable for you, all yours to claim. you feel like her skin is missing something.

noticing the bottle of red wine on the table, you grab it before pouring it down slowly onto your wife's body to her surprise.

the contradiction of colors, how the red wine roll down her silky smooth body as you watch it attentively, the alcohol smell fill your nostril as you breath in, leaning down to softly lick up the wine off of joohyun.

from her breast...

down to her belly....

and lastly, to her hot core.

your eyes stare up to see how your baby would react, her hand up onto her mouth as she attempt to silent all the cute sounds coming out of it. the little moan, whine, the hitch of breath as you softly let your tongue circle around her clit.

your hands holding her legs as you put it on your shoulders, spreading it out as you work your way at her wet cunt.

"why are you so wet? thought you're going to sleep, darling?", you pull away from her pussy as you hear her moan, teasing her from they way her pussy is so needy even before you could get down there.

her mouth open softly, indicating that she want to say something, to defend herself of your false accusation, but before she could, your head is once again, burried deep inside her core, your tongue working its way at her clit, teasing it as you only move at an agonizingly slow pace.

and despite joohyun's groan, you only smirk, your hand move down her entrance as you stroke it slowly.

"i might lose my interest and actually go to sleep if you drag this on", it's not long before your wife grow impatient, standing up for herself as she said sternly, her brows furrow as your gaze move up to look at her fluster face.

"oh, really? would you really want to go to sleep baby?", you asked, two fingers start dipping into her pussy as you feel her tighten around you, her head throw back as she gasp for air, "go ahead, i'm not stopping you princess."

your fingers start moving faster, curving as it reach all the familiar spots you are quick to find. her gummy wall tighten around your fingers as you abuse her spongey spot.

"slow down", joohyun cry out, her back arch as her body jerk up from the sensation, and you raise your eyebrow at her, acting surprised at her words.

"oh i thought you're asleep? didn't know people could talk when they sleep huh?", and you continue to quicken your pace, abusing her pussy as you pound into it.

her sweet moan fill your ears, ocassionally some high pitch screams when you press onto her G-spot. but you didn't think that's enough, not when she clearly hasn't cum yet.

your head low down, your tongue once again playing with her clit as you shove your fingers inside. your wife quicken her breath, her back arch as she beg you to stop, telling you that's enough, she's being too sensitive after she had came twice.

but, twice?

you ignored her scream, continuing your work as you're drunk off of her scent, breathing in her smell as you abuse her body.

you're not satisfied yet, you didn't feel her come, you're too focus on fucking joohyun that you forget to consider her sensitive body.

and at time, you would feel like you're pushing all your stress from work onto her body, realeasing your anger, making her suffer from it. but how could you even stop when her pussy feel like such a great escape?

"please" was all she could say weakly as her wall tighten around your fingers and she came for the fourth time. her tears stained cheeks all dried up as she wouldn't even have the energy to fight back anymore, her jelly like body spread out like a used doll as you stand up and look at her.

your hand reach out to one of the cherries on the bed as you bite down on it, taking a sip out of the glass of red wine before you lean down to kiss joohyun, you pry open her mouth to let the wine flow into her mouth, making your kiss fill with an alcohol and cherry taste.

some of the liquid flow out from the corner of her mouth, you don't mind it though, knowing how fucked out she is after all the bully you had did. so you planted on her forehead a soft kiss before you lay next to her, cuddling her tightly in bed.

"thank you, princess."

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cigarettes after sex

part 1 of the story here. (please read)

pairing(s) – bada lee x f!reader

genre – smut, hint of angst (if you think that way)

warnings – MDNI, AGELESS BLOGS DNI, rough sex, fingering, use of toys (dildo), degrading, fwb relationship, smoking, bada is a meanie, language, bad grammar, bad description, lowercase intended.

wc – 2k

a/n – my brain is a bit dumb, a bit delulu, a bit not on earth, so if this is bad, i understand why, and i apologize in advance. hope you could still enjoy this content.

taglist (OPEN) – @missminho; @taniio; @vvsbada; @krissysays (comment under my posts to be add/remove)

things happened.

it might be a mistake, a curse in disguise of a blessing, but right now, when your mind is hazy from the thick smoke, your hand holding onto a litted cigarette as your arm spread out, letting the ashes of the cigarette falls down to the floor and your body is laying next to bada, you couldn't think of a single thing.

.

.

.

her hand snake around your waist as she grab you tightly, holding you in her embrace as she pull you forefully into her apartment. you did not hesitate, never once did you push her away. you did it obediently, not caring what might happen the second you step a foot inside.

she's your friend, a friend that you had known for years.

what's the worst that could happen?

you fully let yourself become selfish, just like what you wanted, what you wished for earlier.

and it feel like a blessing.

how bada would kiss you harshly, letting her teeth bite down to your lower lip occasionally as you whine, your body lean even more into her as you wrap your arms around her neck, your hand pushing her head to deepen the kiss, wanting more of her.

you want to taste her tongue, want to feel how it actually taste under the bitterness of that lingering cigarette flavor you two just shared. so your tongue finds hers, wrapping itself around hers as you moan into her kiss.

you try to find her taste, you want to get a taste of heaven.

even if this is just a dream, and when you wake up you would be in your bed, as emptiness fill your soul.

you want to at least enjoy this moment.

her hands were all over your body, fondling with your breast, holding your waist tightly as if she want to leave behind a mark, making sure it will bruise the next day, to let the world know.

but you don't mind, you don't mind it as long as her sweet taste is still at the tip of your tongue, you wouldn't even care, not once bother when she swift you off your legs. her arms holding you securely as she bring you to her bed.

the smell of her bedsheet embrace you as she put you down, her smell clouded all your sense as you hazily wrap your arms around her neck, once again pulling her into a kiss as her hand slide down to undone your bra.

it's a sloppy kiss, a string of saliva clearly connected the two of you as she pulls away, her lips quite red and puffy with how harshly you two had kissed, playing the push and pull game as none of you let the other win. her cheeks tinted a hue of pink, her eyes hazy with lust, staring at your own as she slowly lower her position to your lower body.

bada work her way down to your jeans, unbuttoning it, pulling it down to your knees, before she perk her head back up to look at you.

"i want to know if you're sure about this", bada's voice is husky, a bit hoarse as it is clearly filled with needs, her eyes impatiently await your answer, yet she has that secure aura around her, letting you know that you can always back out from this.

but please, your own bestfriend, the woman that you have a crush on, asking if you're sure about this...

... would you even say no?

so you groan, your arms holding your upper body up as you stare into bada's lustful eyes. your mind hazy, your teeth bite down to the inner wall of your cheek as you make sure you can say what bada want to hear instead of just giving bada a nod.

"please, bada, just fuck me already."

and that's the consent that bada needs, her hands pull down the rest of your jeans before she lower down your panty, her hands spread your legs open before she look up at your embarrased form.

"so fucking wet for me already, you slut", and she give you a slap on your cunt, your body jerk up from the impact as you whine.

your brows furrow on its own as your legs close, but bada wouldn't let that happen so easily, her hands quickly pin it down to the bed, her face display a satisfying smirk at your uncomfortable position.

"stop teasing", you said, your voice small and pathetic compared to bada's confident voice.

and she chuckle at your exclaim, her body moving up before she fully stand next to the bed, her hands work its way with her bedside drawer before she pulls out a toy, a dildo to be exact.

its apperance scared you, a bit too big to your likings, the veining replica from a real cock spread through out the toy as you stare at it.

your head shake disapprovingly to bada, your face displaying fear as your brows furrow and you give her a pout. but bada only laugh, she move her body back to be on top of you, and she give you a kiss.

a harsh one.

and you hate how mean bada is.

she knows how this would affect you, she knows that you need her, she knows how addicted you are to her touch, her kiss, her warmth.

and she use that to control you, making your mind yet again hazy as you close your eyes and let she has her way with you.

her kiss is oh so painful, as she sloppily push her tongue into your mouth, shoving it around, making its way torturing yours as she would bite down on your lips. and you could no longer taste the bitterness of the cigarette, nor the sweetness of her tongue, but a bit of iron in your mouth as you swear you could taste your own blood.

but it worked its magic, clouding your mind as bada would slide the toy agonizingly slow on top of your body, on every inch of your skin, before she tease the tip of it on your clit.

and bada is so so mean, making sure to pull away from your lips when she does so, smirking as she sees how you whine, your neediness showing with how lost you feel without her kiss.

"focus here, princess, and i'll make you see stars", bada said, the toy in her hand teasingly slide up and down slowly on your pussy under her movement, demanding your attention as bada look up to see how uncomfortable you are, squirming under her touch.

"bada, you're so mean", you groan, your voice soft as you laid your head back to her pillow, finding something to lean on before you hear her chuckle.

"am i?", bada asked, and you suddenly gasp at how she push the toy in unexpectedly. one of her eyebrow rise, seemingly amuse at your reaction.

her hand doesn't stop, she keeps pushing the toy in and out, sometimes she would even quicken the pace, then slow it down, making you whine in agony.

"louder", bada demand, her other hand slap on your clit as you cry out with the impact, the toy is ruthless in her hand, touching all the right place in you as she would sometimes lower her hand to make the dildo curve its way upward "if you feel good, you better show it, slut."

your body jerk up from how rough bada is treating you, how the toy in her hand goes inside of you at such a fast pace, almost hurt you in a bad way when she try to shove it to the deepest corner of your core. and you cry out, your cheeks started to be stain with tears as the stimulation started to get overwhelming.

"bada please, please slow down", you cry, your hands start pushing bada away as you feel your back arch, your legs shaking, your mind a mess with how you cannot think of a coherent thought.

all you could do is beg.

and fuck, you swear you could feel your pussy getting hotter with the friction, you can hear the sound of the toy slapping against your cunt, and your own squelching sound as your juice try to protect you from the harsh treatment bada is giving you.

"behave, i will slow down when i want to, don't tell me what to do", bada respond to your pleas, her voice dark with lust as her other hand start to circle around your clit, sometimes she would flick it, or pinch it.

your body is like a toy to her, she would do as she please, without caring is it hurting you or not.

but if your mind could think of any single thing right now, it would agree that you don't mind this treatment, you don't mind how rough she is treating you.

you love it just as much as how bada is enjoying the sight in front of her.

your tears stained cheeks, your puffy lips from her harsh kissing, your shaking body, your back arching, and your mouth blabbering nonsense as your mind cannot think of a single coherent word.

she took pity on you, her eyes stare at your form as she quicken her pace, her finger circling around your clit faster and the dildo in her hand shoved into your hot cunt one last time before you cry out, your body shaking violently as you reach your climax.

your mouth open as you gasp for air, your eyes close shut as you see stars.

bada kept her promise.

"good girl", you hear bada's voice close to your ears as she slowly lean in to kiss you softly on your forehead.

your tensed body slowly relax, it feels like jelly under your control, and so you don't even bother to try and move an inch. your eyes slowly open up as you see how bada is standing, her tall form walking over to her table as she pull out a pack of cigarettes, taking one from it before she put it in her mouth.

"so what are we now?", you ask softly, your voice still weak after how much you had cried and begged bada to slow down from your intense session.

bada walk back to the bed, reaching out to a lighter to lit up her cigarette before she inhale a long breath from it. her eyes bore into yours as she ponder upon your question.

"i want to keep you as a secret", she said, taking the cigarette out of her mouth and hold it in her hand as she answer you, "i want to continue being your friends, but i know i had crossed my boundaries."

you know, you know what she means. you know there is no turning back for the both of you, there is no such thing as "bestfriends" anymore, and yet, there will also never be a "lovers".

and so you sigh, your eyes meet bada's as you nod your head softly.

you don't want to lose her, you never want to lose someone you love so dearly. and yet, the thought of never being hers fully, hurt you so badly.

"so let's stay friends, bada."

.

.

.

you take a puff from your cigarette, exhaling all the smoke out as your mind think about all the event from last night.

bada is laying down next to you, sound asleep, and you turn your head to look at her form. her two colors hair spread out beautifully, her eyes close shut, unaware of anything in this world.

she look unbothered, peaceful. it's as if this is a totally different person from the one last night, fucking you ruthlessly, paying no mind to your wellness.

you love her, truly. and to know that you can never have her, the pain of knowing how different you two are. how dazzling she is, and how common you are.

you know you stand no chance.

so maybe, just staying as friends, but doing things as a lovers, is enough for you.

you don't need a label, or at least you make yourself believe so. as bitter as the thought may sounds, will never be as bitter as the taste of the cigarette in your hand.

and so, if it must be.

there will be so much more cigarettes after sex to come.

[ttoddii-deactivated20240721]

nsfw sub irene hcs pleek 🙇‍♀️

nsfw sub irene headcanons

pairing(s) – dom mean reader x sub bae joohyun

genre – smut, headcanons

warnings – MDNI, AGELESS BLOGS DNI, oral sex (reader giving), bratty joohyun, pillow princess joohyun, overstimulation, messy description, lowercase intended, bad grammar, not proofread.

a/n – this is very sloppy, and i have to apologize for it before you read it ;-;. first request ever, thank you nonnie for sending this in, and i hope this is to your likings (i really do hope so cause i am not proud of this myself)

taglist (OPEN) – @missminho; @taniio; @vvsbada; @krissysays (comment under my posts to be add/remove)

⊹₊ ⋆ joohyun as a pillow princess in your shared bedroom, and the bratty type too.

⊹₊ ⋆ she could be all tough and strong outside of bed, taking care of you, but once you two are alone, she would be your baby, and you have to provide the service.

⊹₊ ⋆ she doesn't like rough treatment, she would like the soft intimate tender sex that would make her melt under every touch of yours. or at least, she pretend to not like the rough treatment.

⊹₊ ⋆ she is very demanding in bed, asking for you to kiss her, touch her, please her.

⊹₊ ⋆ "can't you do better? this is all you've got?"

⊹₊ ⋆ she would tease you, a bit too much, and it would end up with you ignoring her needs and do what you please.

⊹₊ ⋆ she doesn't seem to care how rough you treat her though, not with all the breathy moans, the whine, the quick breath she give you while she scratch your back, the way her hair would spread out as she hopelessly look at you.

⊹₊ ⋆ she is very sensitive, and easily overstimulate, so you could go at it for 2 rounds and she would already want to give up, her fuck out body is basically jelly as she let you do whatever you want with her.

⊹₊ ⋆ of course, it never end that easily, especially when she asked for it with how pretty her eyes look.

⊹₊ ⋆ she would have teary eyes while she look up at you, being overstimulate with how your fingers work its way in her cunt, your thumb circling her clit as your eyes stare intensely to hers because how can you not when she look so prettily undone by you.

⊹₊ ⋆ she is very vocal about how good she feels, moaning your name, whining, crying as you fuck her senselessly.

⊹₊ ⋆ she can't lie about how good she feels, especially not when her body squirm under your touch, she cannot stay still at all.

⊹₊ ⋆ she would get all shy when you tell her how good she's doing, a complete contradiction to her bratty behavior when she tease you at the beginning of your fucking session.

⊹₊ ⋆ she would expect some very nice aftercare from you when you two are done.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ bonus ~ !

"please, please no more", joohyun whine, her eyes teary as you look up at her.

your hands are placed on her thighs, spreading it apart as you work your way in between her legs. your tongue circling around her clit, somtimes flicking it at the tip of your tongue to tease her as she squirm, her legs closing on itself before you push it down to the bed again, forcing her to take the feeling from her core.

it's not long before she can't take it anymore, her back arch as her body shake violently from the overstimulation you gave. her hand raise up to block her face, hiding it from you as one of your hand press down softly to her lower belly, making her squirt as she moan loudly.

"you shouldn't hide your pretty face, darling. you're pretty when you cry", you said softly, chuckling as you move up from your position, lifting her hand out of the way to stare at her fucked out form.

joohyun is sniffling, her cheeks stained with tears as she look back at you. her hair spread out messily, you could see her chest rise up and down with how she try to pick up a steady breath. her body covered in her own sweat with how you had bullied her.

the bed sheet stained with joohyun's juice, and you smirk proudly at how she had been put in her place.

"now let's get you clean up"

[ttoddii-deactivated20240721]

touch starved bada headcannons

pairing(s): bada lee x f!reader, bada x floor (are you proud of me carly)

warnings: smut, MDNI, AGELESS BLOG DNI, phone sex, exhibitionism(?), long distance, not proofread, bad description, bad grammar, lowercase intended.

a/n: the cunty idea that me and carly had been talking about since the very first day we met. i hope y'all enjoy this, even when i write smut like i'm virgin mary 💀

special note: i love you carly bestie mwa mwa.

taglist: @missminho; @taniio; @vvsbada (comment under my posts to be add/remove)

⊹₊ ⋆ you and bada had always been like moon and star, wherever she is, you are, and vice versa, so when she has to leave for one of her oversea dance class, and you guys were forced to be separated, bada did not take that lightly.

⊹₊ ⋆ bada would call you every single night saying that she miss you a lot, and she wish you could be there with her right now.

⊹₊ ⋆ would be very open with you about what she want to do if you're there. hugging you, kissing you, fucking you senseless.

⊹₊ ⋆ touch starved bada who would go to class planning to focus on work but immediately think of you when she grind herself against the floor.

⊹₊ ⋆ bada who would try to regain her composure but couldn't help it when her mind is clouded with how pretty you look under her when you guys are fucking in bed.

⊹₊ ⋆ usually when bada dance she would already feel the hotness build up through time, but this time, when she's away from you, and her mind is hazy from how she couldn't focus, she could feel her whole body burning from neediness.

⊹₊ ⋆ bada who would take glances at the clock every now and then to wish for the time to pass by quicker.

⊹₊ ⋆ when the class is finally over and everyone take their leave, she would immediately take out her phone to text you.

⊹₊ ⋆ poor baby has to deal with her touch starved self on her own :(

⊹₊ ⋆ would call you as soon as you reply to her text and tell you how needy she is.

⊹₊ ⋆ "fuck baby i am so hot right now i need to let off some steam"

⊹₊ ⋆ touch starved bada who would touch herself everywhere while on call with you in hope to let the hotness die down.

⊹₊ ⋆ she would be touching her breast, wrapping her arms around her waist, imagining how you would do the same to her when you guys are in bed.

⊹₊ ⋆ bada would grind against the floor, searching for the friction she much needed, but never get what she want, it's just not you :(

⊹₊ ⋆ touch starved bada who would occasionally give out a breathy moan or fasten up her breath when she touch herself in the right place.

⊹₊ ⋆ bada would make sure to compliment you, imagining you under her while she grind herself against the floor, making you blush even through the screen.

⊹₊ ⋆ "fuck baby you're doing so good, keep grinding, just like that"

⊹₊ ⋆ bada who would turn on the camera so you know how badly she needs you to be there so she could do all the things she's doing on screen.

⊹₊ ⋆ mean bada who would make you turn on your camera so she could see your pretty face while she say the dirtiest things to turn you on.

⊹₊ ⋆ "god i wish i could thrust up that pussy right now"

⊹₊ ⋆ "darling i think i'm about to cum"

⊹₊ ⋆ bada who would ask for permission to cum while her brows furrow and her teeth bite down on her lower lip.

⊹₊ ⋆ bada who would definitely fuck you until you cannot walk properly when she come back.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ bonus:

🌊: pick up the phone, i won't wait for long.

scared that she is having trouble with something, you immediately pick up the call that shows on your phone.

"bada what happened?", you asked, your hurried tone clearly indicating that you're worried about her.

and bada respond with turning on her camera, her body barely being cover with how she had thrown her jacket to the side, her thin shirt not doing its job with how her sweat seep through the white fabric, revealing the bra inside.

"fuck, i'm just... very needy right now, need to fuck you so bad", bada said, her voice low and husky with how she's feeling.

and you stare, wishing that you could be there when bada almost lay on the floor, her strong lean arms holding her body up as her lower body thrust itself to the floor slowly, yet sharply.

"gonna fuck you so good you can barely remember who you are, gonna please you, you would like that wouldn't you"

you could only stare, speechless at what she's doing, but you would also feel yourself getting hotter by the second as you look at how your girlfriend grind on the floor, thinking of you.

but again, you can take control, with how hazy bada's eyes are, how needy she is, how she is basically squeezing her own breast, how she needily try to get herself some friction from grinding against the floor.

you can definitely take control of the all mighty girlfriend you has.

"bada, touch yourself for me"

[ibada]

i'm going LITERALLY INSANE over this tatter. oh my god. the body proportions, the HIPS.

[ibada]

i won't survive blue haired bada, there's no way.

[ibada]

one of your girls . . virgin lusher x experienced reader

synopsis: minah's joke accidentally reveals that lusher has never been with anyone before. lusher's so embarrassed as the whole team starts teasing her that you stick around after everyone else leaves, to make sure lusher feels better, and in the process you're honest with her about your feelings. you don't let her face the embarrassment alone, and eventually her sounds bury what once was a source of laughter.

warnings and notes: female experienced reader, a flustered and inexperienced lusher. includes the use of her real name, both fluff and smut — fingering, plenty of kisses and hickeys, pet names, praising and some dirty talk. lusher's a pillow princess and ends up a mess by the conclusion. the overall tone is sweet. i wrote this while half-asleep and there are probably many mistakes through it, but i hope you enjoy it anyway!

“you're teasing too, unnie!” lusher complains as she tries to get rid of your hands, but you keep her tight in a hug against the mattress. she groans in annoyance. “of course i was gonna say that! what would i do? make up thirty ghosts to keep the lie going? i'd get lost in it.”

“it's okay, it was cute. you don’t need to be embarrassed at all, seo” you mumble on her neck, and she feels a shiver run down her spine before being able to babble anything again.

"but i'm not, i swear! quit being nice" she pushes your arm away once again, and this time you let her, because she won't leave you for real. you just know she won't. "i've showered already, but i'd take another one just as an excuse to stay away from you, if you don't stop bothering me."

you pout. “but i’m not trying to!” you exclaim, softly stretching out your arm to rest it around her waist again, and lusher blinks at the ceiling. god, why are you even there yet? “and i mean what i said. it’s one of the sweetest things that’s ever left your mouth. no, unnie. y’all sleep with whoever, but i’m waiting for the right person. doesn't it sound sweet to you?”

"no! there's no way you didn't feel like laughing along. and if you do laugh now, i won't be any more upset. it's fine" but it's not. lusher is trying her best to keep a straight face, but your voice is making her feel things other than embarrassment, which gets her doubly annoyed. you're unaware of the power you have over her.

“it's not fine. you feeling bad is not something i can just accept” you lift your body a bit, supporting yourself on your elbow. you take the chance to see her flustered cheeks now, her eyes so shiny it looks like they’ve been watering. “there, this look. i can't ignore it. you’re clearly upset, when you don’t need to be at all. i promise, no one really finds it as funny as they made it seem. it's normal."

lusher smiles bitterly all of a sudden, and you watch her bite her lip as if to contain crueler words. "stop. please. if pity and empty promises are all you've got for me, then i don't want it, alright?"

"it definitely isn't all i've got for you" you tell her, then take a second pondering before leaning in, placing then a sweet kiss on her cheek. "i've been thinking of ruining you nonstop since then; that's what i've got. and knowing no one ever has…" lusher could easily choke at your words, her look so incredibly flustered as she starts to think of something to manage out, but can't. "it's nice, seo."

"w-what? what are you even-" she stutters, can't really finish it as you keep your eyes locked on her lips. you said it so casually she can't help but absolutely lose it. who even says things like that so suddenly? you’ve always been a tease to her, and her all the same to you, but putting all that on the table was so unexpected. “are you serious? ruin as in-”

“yeah. now you don't need to worry anymore, you're not embarrassed on your own” you chuckle, brushing some hair off her forehead. “and i like the flustered look better.”

she attempts to suppress a smile, but it's futile. there's no escaping it. you must be losing your mind or something, but it works, because even though lusher's shy all the same, she isn’t thinking as much about team bebe anymore. "but it does sound like you're no stranger to all this, unnie."

that was the joke made earlier. minah had gone along the lines of y/n's body count must be endless. is seoyoung-ah in?, and that's when the blonde spoke up and said that sweet phrase of hers. of course she wasn't in, but she so wished for the opposite.

“why do y'all think that?” you frown. “i don't fuck around like that. and it's just comforting to know no one has touched you the way i'd like to, that's all” you mumble, your hands moving down from her forehead to her jaw, nails sliding softly through her neck. “i’d count you in with so much pride. so of course you don’t need to feel embarrassed, especially not because of me.”

lusher swallows nervously as she feels your touch pressing against her skin, lingering as if you're studying the area somehow. all you can think of is how soft it feels, and how soft her whole body probably is as well. however, you decide not to keep going, not wanting to risk her shying away again.

“is that why you're always kind?” she whispers, her breath almost reaching your skin with the closeness. “is it because you like me, unnie? we all always flirt, but it's always a joke, so i never took it seriously."

“is that how you’d prefer it to go?”

“no” lusher manages to say. “no. but i’m not an expert on this whole thing, so i’d be just a disappointment to someone who’s not any new to it” and you can’t believe you’re hearing this from her.

you chuckle, shaking your head. “come on, don’t make up stuff. you're so cute, you'd be anything but a disappointment” you allow yourself to lean in a bit more, just enough for it to be an actual tease. your lips will easily brush on hers if she moves an inch. “but i’m not asking for anything, i’m just telling you how i feel. no need to get nervous or shy. or pressured” your breath tickles her skin.

maybe it’s just this simple closeness that starts this fuzz in her head, but lusher is nearly in pain trying not to crash your lips together with just the way you’re watching her, so carefully, your body so close. when she lifts her chin and your lips do brush for a second, she finally gathers the courage to do something after speaking softly — not quite a brave act, just a need she can’t ignore anymore. “i'd like it if you counted me in, unnie. i really would."

she softly pulls you by your collar, and your lips meet in a slight touch, soft as the tone you’ve been using with her. she thinks you're being so nice, trying to put her at ease with you, with herself. how come she could give you even more work to do now? that’s what lusher would normally think, but she’s definitely not thinking straight anymore.

"it's okay if you change your mind” you whisper as she keeps pulling you closer, biting your lip, holding your waist. she's doing what she wants to, finally. and she hates it if your lips aren’t on hers for even a split second now. you pull away to speak again. “seo, you really don’t have to-” and she shushes you.

"stop talking, i wanna taste you" she complains against you. and it's so sweet, you letting her ruin your lips just as she pleases. she's definitely done this too many times before, you're sure, because it feels heavenly. her lips soon look too swollen, and she’s nearly floating. lusher has to keep some sounds stuck in her throat, so she won't embarrass herself again.

but your hands on her neck notice what she's doing. "why’re you stopping yourself?" you ask. she attempts to breathe in some air as you speak. "don’t. i wanna hear it."

lusher smiles; she really wouldn’t have helped it anyway. not when your hands are now going down to her hips, putting so much pressure on her skin she wonders if your knuckles are going white. she tries to be quiet again, but a sweet sound slides off her mouth. lusher's eyes roll, and her cheeks remain rosy as your mouth floats down to her neck. "i… i'm not gonna change my mind, unnie. don't want anyone else" she breathes lightly, her mind too focused on the circles you’re tracing on her hips. "not when you're always on my mind. don't wanna be ruined if it isn't by you."

you kiss her blood-red lips gently again, your stomach churning at the words, at the beautiful sight of lusher’s hair sprawled all over her sheets. you’re glad you decided to stay a bit longer, for risking too much this time.

“i like hearing that too” you smile, hands moving down to the hem of her skirt, the fabric too thin to even leave much for you both to imagine. you’re so close to where she wants you to be; she can feel herself getting wetter just from the anticipation. when your touch does meet her panties, she exhales heavily. “fuck, you’re soaking wet already” you whisper, and that blush definitely won’t fade away from her face anytime soon. as you carefully slide the fabric to the side, you keep your eyes on hers. “seo, i want you to count for me, okay? and try to sound coherent. just try.”

“count what?” she almost stutters, incredibly breathless already. your fingers brush against her skin, being immediately stained with the wetness, and she almost lets out the most embarrassing sound.

“how many times i'll go into you” your words make too much sense in her head still, and she's absolutely shy now, but she can’t quite focus on anything besides your hand ghosting over her entrance. this is all so new to her she can barely breathe. “can you?”

“don’t know. you're kinda pushing my buttons a bit too well” her voice is soft, and she looks so eager for the feeling that it gets you smiling again. she does sound a bit lightheaded.

“it’s gonna be hard, yeah” you lean in and leave a sweet kiss on her neck, making sure to nip at it so she’ll have a nice memory brought up by it later. “but you just gotta try, hm? i won’t ask anything else from you, promise. and i assure you i'll be careful.”

lusher nods, then. as your fingers slide down as easily as ever into her tight area, she gasps and covers her mouth at the sound she makes, which gets you chuckling. “don’t do this, seoyoung” you complain as you start at a calm pace; you really want to hear her sounds, you've been imagining them forever. you moving a few times is enough to get her looking a bit loosened up after some seconds, and you take her hand off her mouth. “let me taste them at least, will you?”

so you keep your lips on hers as she starts to let out those pretty little noises you’ve been dying to hear, her brows furrowed at the unexpected amount of pleasure she’s feeling. having no one to ever do that for her, she really wouldn’t have guessed it’s as incredibly nice. or maybe it’s just because it’s you that’s there, the exact person she wanted to do it with. feels like a dream.

“twenty” she whimpers suddenly. “you’re feeling this fucking good at twenty. how-“ she gasps one more time, as soon as your palm frictions against her clit. “fuck, unnie, how can you be so-“

“you should see yourself, pretty” you mumble, her soft walls meeting your touch as each thrust gets deeper, and each soft noise comes faster to your ears. she keeps tilting her head to the back as the count doubles, waves of pleasure suddenly growing stronger. “so fucking tight, can barely fit two of them” and you can feel your core throbbing, mind cloudy as lusher’s already is. “fifty?” you ask.

“s-sixty something?” lusher groans as your moves have sped up, and your lips keep brushing against hers as she lets out the prettiest moans you've ever heard in your entire life. if only she knew you’d feel this good, she would’ve risked it all so much earlier. “fuck it, i can’t. lost it, can’t count any- anymore” she whines, attempting to close her thighs now, but your knees immediately stop her on the way.

“it’s okay” you whisper. “you’ve got some good numbers now, don’t you? can tell let them all know now” and you sound so gentle it makes her feel even better. it doesn't even feel like her first time, if you're both honest; just feels as if you're meant to be right there, fucking her open, and nowhere else in the world.

“i will” she says.

you keep increasing your pace, and that alone is enough to disorient lusher completely. but when you finally decide to curl your fingers and hit the most perfect spot you could inside her, it's like her entire brain is melting, turning into mush. nothing but a string of curses goes on in there, and her sounds are so desperate that they have you biting your lip at how much you want to rub your thighs together. your body nearly aches for her touch, but you focus on her for now. just her. you can deal with yourself later. you keep kissing wherever your lips can reach around her chest, and she no longer muffles her sounds, vibrating against your lips.

“you’re being such a good girl” you assure her, knowing the marks you’re leaving are gonna last for way too long. “so good, you look even prettier like this” and you so mean it; the sight of her glistening skin, swollen and parted lips, eyes opening for a second just to see you — it's unreal. you start moving so deliriously fast she has to hold onto your arm, not trying to stop you, but trying to take it as best as she can. how come you’ve always had the chance to make her feel this way, and she wasted so much time?

lusher can see herself counting the marks on her neck later, with the shyest smile on her face. she doesn’t care if she’s gonna have to give her blood to hide them all, you’re feeling so fucking heavenly she would let you mark her entire body and love every second of it. “more” lusher asks, barely handling you already, but still begging. “more, more, it’s so good” she whines and you do as she asks. her moans aren't as shy now, enough for you to bet people around the neighborhood already know what’s going on at this point. the girl definitely has something to count now.

“there, seo” you mumble as you watch the look on her face. the better she feels, the more breathtaking the sight becomes. “wanna make you feel good as you never have before, rip every sound out of you. it’s so fucking pretty” and your words themselves are enough to get her mind spinning even harder. finally, the waves are so intense she fears that they're gonna explode under her skin. it’s unbearably good, the best thing she’s ever felt, and she’s scared for a moment of what might happen as it gets too hard to take. you feel her clenching around you. “gonna cum, won’t you? just hold on a little more” you kiss her, and she nods. doesn't take long before she suddenly can’t control herself anymore; her thighs press against yours so strongly as her body arches, trembling for a moment as she curses as quietly as her state allows her to. you smile at the sight, guiding her through all of it, not for a second slowing down until you see that she's had enough.

when you stop, your hands are so coated in her mess, sheets so ruined, but you’re gonna take care of it all. for now, you just let her kiss you as many times as she wishes, still breathless, mumbling too many things as the waves are cooling down. “i couldn’t be any happier, unnie, it’s so- you're so…” lusher keeps babbling, and you chuckle against her lips as her arms keep you close.

"and i couldn't be any luckier, seo. trust me, it's my pleasure" she chuckles as you caress her hair, feeling her just as soft under your touch as she was when she moaned mindlessly ago. this won't leave your minds anytime soon, and lusher honestly hopes this is not a one-time thing. you quietly share the same hope as you feel her relaxing and sliding into a deep sleep in your arms. but before she does so, you make sure to change her bedsheets, and to snuggle closer to her when she asks you to, tired and wanting more of your touch. in the morning, she acts so sweet with you; it's almost as if she hadn't spent the entire night by your side, as if she had to try to win you over. but she's got you already. she's got you absolutely stuck on her.

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[ibada]

let your heart do what it wants . . teacher bada x student reader

synopsis: your girlfriend’s jokes and teasings after you accidentally show up on her video end up in a kiss. but you have no regrets, because this leads to one of the best fucks of your life.

warnings and notes: female student reader, bada as your teacher and girlfriend, smut — public sex (on the studio), reader's pillow princess moment and bada doing all the work, fingering, a bit of degrading, praising and dirty talk. it was supposed to be plotless, but i found a dance video of bada that inspired me for the setting and the context after my first draft, feel free to check it out in the end before reading. hope you enjoy it!

you feel the fabric of her jersey brushing softly against your skin as she moves. "fuck, bada" you need to sink your teeth into your lip as her hands tighten their grip on your thighs. you're so noisy. you know it's not quite the ideal place for you to be at, but the position is definitely a whole different story. her fingers are going so hard on you it feels like you'll never form another coherent thought again, aimlessly attempting to close your legs at how incredibly sensitive bada's got you, but her firm touch won't let you even move them. you only have the chance to breathe again when she pulls her hand away for a split second, a thumb brushing the slick on her tongue as she looks in your eyes.

"god, you're fucking loud" bada whispers, taking a second to check the studio's door behind you. "you'll have to try harder, hm?" she asks for silence again like it's nothing, but certainly knows the effect she has on you; when the slick on her fingers goes straight up back to your pussy, merely to tease now, the sudden cold touch tightens your throat as you try not to moan loudly again, but fuck. fuck. the way she was smiling then, just messing with you for how funnily you'd crossed the screen, had you kissing her with heart eyes already. but now? that smirk could easily do it for you. she keeps on exploring you with too much will and doesn't leave much choice to you, doesn't allow you much besides acting like the mess you've become; you slide down a hand to hold her wrist.

"then just- just let me- bada, shit" you whimper as she keeps going, holding tighter onto her, and, seeing that it really is nearly impossible for you to make any less noise, bada leans in — this girl does her best to muffle your moans with her lips, swallowing each sound as she keeps sliding in and out of you, and you vibrating against her lips gets her stomach spinning.

kissing you that rough should work, but she tastes so good, a bit like you, it has you having a much harder time instead; you gasp as she fingers you even deeper, tongue slightly brushing against yours. her plump lips feel so soft on you. "such a slut" she says against your mouth, feeling you clenching like crazy on her fingers. "dying to come, aren't you, baby? can’t even behave.”

you nod, but bada pulls an inch away, clicking her tongue. fingers remain steady on you, still. "yes" you manage to mumble, don't think you've ever been as stimulated as you are now. "yes, just... a little more" you whine, attempting to roll your hips and go harder on your own.

bada smiles for an instant, holding your hips still by your hipbone, your dripping cunt making it too easy for her to fuck you so fast it feels as if she's forgotten for a second you're human. “like this?” she mutters. your body arches, her lips going down to your neck, hair tickling your skin for a second. your mind spins even harder. "whoever had to, has probably heard you already. looks like fun to you" and it's so hard to process the words she says, eyes rolling at the waves of pleasure growing stronger by the second. "hm, love? you don't mind them knowing?"

you shake your head, drunk on the feeling of her touch so mindlessly harsh. it's hard to stop whining, biting your lip won't do it anymore. “i don’t. not now. i’m almost- fucking god, just- ah“ you babble incoherently, and bada smirks. if there’s one thing she loves, it’s fucking you dumb. it’s knowing a bunch of nonsense is all you can manage to form, knowing that your head’s so empty it can only hold the feeling of her in it, too good, too deep. “i swear, you’re fucking heavenly.”

“i’ll have to go this hard on you religiously, then” she whispers, and even though you’re a bit too loud already, her words get to you in such a way it’s all becoming nearly unbearable. she finds a way to speed her pace up even more, and it all happens just on time — bada hits the perfect spot inside you, again and again, until all you can think of is exactly what she hopes for — something only she can give you now. the sounds you make are so pretty at this point that she refuses now to ask you to be more careful.

“gonna cum” you mumble, and she nods as you say it countless times, words sliding away like a prayer. “you’re so good, bada” your hands stay firmly on her wrist as she keeps moving. “so good, so- fuck, fuck.”

your legs close around her waist so tightly she has to step more firmly on the floor as you pull her against you, and she manages to hold your body as well, as you tremble, her hand coated in your juices staining your waist in the process. but you don’t really care. not at all. her lips once again cover your sounds, her hair falling all around you. even as the maddening rush starts to cool down and you feel your body regaining its senses, there’s this one thing that bada makes you feel that just won’t slip by. “never seen a mess this pretty” she praises and kisses you softly, and you blink as all you can do for now is breathing her scent in. “you took it so well, baby.”

you smile as you brush some hair off of her forehead, bada quickly pulling away and looking down as she fixes your clothes back in place. if anyone looked through the glass now, they’d think you’re just having a nice talk. they would just have to ignore the glistening skin of you both. the breathless voices. the blood red lips. some missing buttons. quite a lot, so you just better not be seen anyway. “i’ll return the kindness” you whisper, eyes scanning the beautiful mess bada’s also turned into just to please you. whatever it was, definitely wasn't a punishment for you. “promise.”

what occasioned the whole thing.

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[ibada]

rip the words out . . vampire bada x shadowhunter reader

synopsis: when shadowhunters and vampires are forced to forge an alliance in the middle of a battle against the circle, dealing with your situation with bada becomes significantly easier. it becomes just as effortless for you to come and go from her place after the peace agreement is established. and your first careless visit is quite remarkable, to say the least.

warnings and notes: female shadowhunter reader with a brother, smut & explicit content below; lots of teasing and fingering, cursing, begging, pet names, kind of a dirty talk going on? it gets a bit rough but it's sweet nonetheless — been watching the show lately, and i've never seen a better context to write vampire bada in before. my made-up version differs a lot from the original story, though. but i hope you enjoy it! this is my first smut ever, so feedback is highly appreciated.

“y'all already got some good advantage, honey” bada mumbles to your brother as you grab the pen from his hands, making sure to keep an eye on her as she speaks. she’s smiling in a way that gets your stomach spinning. “the circle isn’t killing as many of you, it's all nice and sweet. don’t make it harder for us, hm?”

you watch your brother ponder, but you already know what you must do. you need to sign the contract to bring peace back between your people, need to make that alliance to stay safer from the circle. but you don’t support that just in a save-the-underworld way, no. it’s also going to be much easier to come over to bada’s place once in a while and see her without further questionings, it's gonna be way less risky for you. you won’t need to be careful not to let anyone notice your shiny eyes in her direction anymore.

“come on, you know it’ll be worth it” you whisper to your brother. he’s being so ridiculous; he was literally sent to sign this damn contract. “and mom told us we better-“

“shush. i know” he cuts you off, the harsh tone catching you so off guard. you blink, and bada blinks as well, not looking as polite and composed as she was trying to pretend to be seconds ago. “i just can’t trust these people; you know what they’ve done. you’re fucking-“

“what some have done. don’t put bada in the middle of those, and our people weren’t exactly kind either. so let me sign this shit” you argue, and it’s his turn to be surprised at your tone. he still takes a few seconds to ponder stubbornly, and you’re starting to get annoyed. but then he nods. finally. and you feel so relieved to leave your signature on that paper, to know that now the way is paved for you to have freedom to come and go instead of keeping dangerously sneaking into there. it’s all going to be so much easier.

bada smiles at you discreetly as you sign it, eyes locked on your face and the way your hair frames your figure. she’s thinking the exact same as you. and when you stand, your brother follows you, but you approach bada to hug her for a second, which gets him rolling his eyes. if he wasn’t right there, this’d be much better, but all you do is watching her place your hair off your shoulder as you play with a button on her clothes. “gonna come later?” bada asks in a quiet voice.

“yeah. owe nothing to anyone but my pretty girl” you leave a kiss on her cheek as her lips curve up in a smirk, and your brother can’t take the sight anymore. he pulls the signed paper from the table, then you away from her by your arm, and gets you both out of her place, slamming the door.

he hates that alliance. hates these people. but you’re about to have the absolute time of your life, and in the expenses of protection for both of your people. not much could be better than this.

you zip up a long coat when you’re in the institute, got a headache once alec won’t shut up about how ridiculous he thinks an alliance with vampires sounds. thinks they’re full of cheaters, snobbish people. and you’ve got to hear more about it than anyone else, as you’re quite linked with them. “can you stop?” you ask alec, done with him.

“can you stop?” your brother gets in the middle, thrown on the couch. “you’re gonna see your fuck buddy day and night now, you really can’t have a saying on serious stuff, you dumbass.”

“can definitely assure you i know these people better than you both” you tease them, and they look so uncomfortable at that it gets you chuckling. “i assure you we’re all equally despicable. see ya.”

you notice how they really can’t use any words against you anymore, and you leave the institute feeling so light. it’s absolutely cold outside, and you shiver as you put your helmet on and climb onto your motorcycle. the way to bada’s house is always so long, but you swear it’s always worth it — an example of it is, once you arrive there, you usually see her looking fine as hell with her baggy clothes on, or over her desk reading some important papers, lap ready to be your seat. today, however, she’s just arrived from a meeting, and for everything there is... for every sacred thing, she looks the most beautiful she ever has, her intricate dark cropped wrapped around her figure, chains hanging from its hem, pants enveloping her body so perfectly you can barely look away. “u-um, hi, bada!” you stutter ridiculously as she opens the door, almost forgetting to greet her.

“hi, babe” she smiles, noticing you're scanning her for a bit longer than usual. you keep playing with your helmet's chin strap as you blink at her. "not gonna come in?"

"yes! yes, let me just-" you laugh for a second and attach the helmet to your motorcycle's handlebar. you turn to watch her again, and the visible area of her chest through the clothing. "jesus, you look hot. where even were you?"

"had to submit the document to the jurisdiction of the clave" she explains, stepping back for you to go inside, your hand immediately resting on her small waist as she closes the door on her back. still doesn't make sense. "after i dropped by raphael's little party, of course. he wanted me there."

"oh" you touch the chains on her shirt, and she kisses you softly. "i see it now" you then adjust the girl's bangs, a bit too distracted to be aware of the way she's watching you back. you can only imagine yourself getting rid of that damn button, and-

"wanna have something?" she asks, and you can't believe it — yeah, you do? she's looking like a great option. but, apparently, you'll have more fun if you wait a little while, until she quits acting like she's not reading the message on your lust-filled eyes. you switch your look and simply smile, holding her hand.

"yeah, sure" and she pulls you with her to the kitchen as soon as you leave your coat on her couch. you see a plate on her counter with a pile of toasts and an open cherry jam jar on the side. "is this what you call dinner, bada lee?" you frown as you take a spatula full of jam.

"yeah? you'll regret complaining, cherry jam's so good" you bet she's right. as you apply some to your toast, you get some jam on your finger, then lick it off as you raise your eyes at bada. she just smiles as she watches it, then steps closer to you and holds your jaw, stealing a kiss that's clearly exclusively to tease you, not to taste anything else. she hums. "god, it's even better like this."

you squint at her, starting to catch the signs. if only your brother or alec had any idea how impossibly intentional she can be with what she wants, while also making herself act as dumb as possible about it… she's crazy good at making you think you want something as bad as her, when she wants it just as much. they'd definitely be twice as scared. but they also most definitely can't touch her collar and press their body against hers, eyes so firmly on hers she looks like she's about to only stutter from now on. "so you're playing, hm? throwing a game on me again?"

"i'm just asking" she breathes out lightly, managing to smile again as her eyes flicker to your lips. "it's kind of my way of doing so. you know that."

you chuckle for a second, hands gripping her waist so firmly she has to keep a groan well stuck in her throat. she sighs as your lips brush against hers, and the fun ends up being mostly yours from now on. you love how she loses her posture as soon as you decide to take action. "sorry, i don't think i'm getting it" you act fool, frowning as you pull away. "did you ask for anything? i didn't quite-"

"cut it off" she brings you closer again by your shirt, lips smacking on yours softly before she tightens her hold on your waist, her whole body warmly against yours, chains clicking at the collision. that kiss is enough to tell you she's hungering for the same as you. "you'll have to rip the words out of me, angel" she mumbles on your lips, trailing kisses down your neck, over your rune, until she bites it teasingly. her teeth are always a bit harsh on you.

"rip the words out" you repeat, half-smiling as your eyes meet again. "messy chore. might hurt. sure you can handle it, pretty?" you make sure to ask her, hands playing with the hem of her apparent underwear. she sighs at your contact to her stomach's skin.

bada nods. "yeah, you know i do" and she bites her lip as you finally slide your hands down her pants, quite delicately. bada immediately melts at your fingers meeting the glistening surface of her folds, circling around, teasing her entrance. the way she loses all that posture is mesmerizing, so fun to watch that you decide to risk a bit more to make her lose it harder. you don't even know how long you stay there, moving carefully, just messing with her head. "fuck, just do it right, y/n" she hisses.

bada attempts to move faster and get some friction to get to where she wants to, but you grip her hips tightly, pressing it against the counter's cold side. "slow down" you chuckle, looking for her eyes, and you can see she's absolutely unable to obey, your fingers still touching her so superficially, just playing around. but she can barely stay still. "try not to beg so early, hm?" you tease, and bada's about to curse at you.

the cursing is in fact just coming, but she suddenly grabs at the counter behind her to be able to remain on her feet, two of your fingers sliding into her pussy making her gasp. she does it as quietly as she can, which is still incredibly noisy. "f-fuck- fuck, y/n-" and there is the curse, but it's not quite about what you just said.

as you start moving at a calm pace, bada has to take it. she wants it rougher, though, deeper, doesn't matter if she's already panting at that simple touch. you stretch her out so slowly, so tenderly it gets her groaning, and for god's sake, your throat tightens with all that you're feeling, with the sigh of her right now. her black and white strands hang down along with her head, and she places a hand on your shoulder to stand stably. it's the prettiest view in the world.

you leave a sweet kiss on her lips, no longer stopping her hips from moving. "fuck what?" you ask, and you feel her getting wetter and wetter by the second as she starts to buck herself into your fingers, but you don't collaborate at all. and when she tries to undo her zipper so you can go full hard on her, or at least so she can do it on her own, you stop her hand, whispering not yet. this girl hates you now, bites her lip, can barely breathe but shakes her head as if telling you she can't believe you're playing like that.

"are you fucking serious? why don't you-" she gasps slightly, and it just turns into a moaning mess eventually as you go harder, then back to slow, just so she can't say a thing properly. but your pace remains too soft for what she wants. you know that. you're knowingly waiting for the words, doesn't matter if your soaking wet hand, fingers sliding in and out of her pussy like it's nothing, are telling you all that she's refusing to.

"i'm fucking you quite seriously, yeah. take a look at yourself" you tell her, feel her grip on your shoulder tighten, notice the veins coming to life on her neck, and you make sure to kiss right there, right where you know it's gonna fuck her up even more. she's already losing her mind completely, and you've barely started. it's fun to watch, you can't lie. "you told me you could handle it well, bada. you sure about it?" you mumble on her ear and attempt for a contact with the eyes she can hardly keep open. eventually, she raises them to you.

"not when- not-" she tries to make sense, swallowing with so much difficulty as you speed up your pace slightly, just so she needs to give her blood not to sound absolutely stupid. "i thought… fuck, are you trying to make me go senseless or wanna die?"

bada pants even harder, holding onto your arm as your hand attempts to make it even harder for her to think clearly. you manage another finger inside her, and she blinks strongly, mumbling despairingly a bunch of curses near your ear as she's clearly not handling any of it.

"why'd you have to be a bitch just now?" she moves her hips aimlessly as you keep your touch steadily soft, yearning for more from you, so much more. "it's fucking heavenly when you try- fuck- fuck, please, just-" she keeps stuttering, and you chuckle as you get all that hair off her face, adjusting her bangs again as if you didn't have three fingers fooling around inside her and making her feel like she's never gonna feel as good again. it's almost as if she's high, and your core is throbbing so hard at how she's reacting so sensitively to your touch.

"hm? i'm listening" you keep sounding so unbothered, and she gathers all of her brain cells to manage some coherence out, then, pulling you closer for an eager kiss, a begging one, a kiss that gets both yours and her lips blood red. she moans into your mouth as you've remained stably fast, hitting the perfect spot inside her, and her eyes darken up as she pulls away to try looking at you. she blinks herself to sanity a few times as you wait, trying not to whimper as she speaks.

"c-can't believe you" she's exhaling in short breaths, losing it at how you won't stop moving, but won't be as harsh. sweat glistens on her neck, the warm feeling taking over her entire body, but still not taking over completely. she groans and blinks again as you keep her firmly under your touch, words unstable. "fuck me. just fuck me hard. quit the joke" she cuts herself off again, sighing. it's still hard for her to make sense. "i need you to, need you, need now-"

"you're asking so nicely" you caress her cheek. "there, angel, i'll give it to you. wasn't that hard to say it, was it?" so you lower the hand on her hip to finally unzip her pants properly, having more space now to go in and out of her — you hold her leg and raise it until it reaches your hips, and then push both your body and your fingers against her mercilessly. bada starts to cry out instantly, this time nodding, thinking and mumbling nonstop, fuck, fuck, fuck. it's exactly what she wanted. it's you going so deep she starts seeing stars and your palm frictions against her clit, it's all about you no longer stopping yourself from touching her anywhere else, about the hand that goes up to her top and your touch that tightens in there, your teeth nibbling lovingly on her neck. your lower hand goes so roughly into her and slides so easily thanks to all the slick that coats her pussy, and bada throws her head to the back at the delirious feeling; she's dripping wet, and her enraged state of seconds ago doesn't mean a thing now that you're finally fucking her senseless.

in a short span of time, you have bada moaning so loudly it sounds like a sinful song to your ears, and you hope no one's crossing the streets. she's tipping her edge, babbling out "shit, you're fucking me so good. so good" as she dwells at the feeling growing inside her body, your touch a bit too harsh to anyone but her, who gets her lips at the side of your marked neck as her entire body melts. she won't bite you; she knows she can't when she's feeling this lightheaded. it's too risky. but the way she nibbles on your skin with her sharp teeth gets you waiting for one of your favorite feelings, and it's now her turn to make you frustrated as she does nothing but moan against your neck. "gotta be kidding me" you complain breathlessly, wishing she would risk getting you addicted just this time.

bada's not as dumb, at least not when it comes to your life. but now? her brain empties up as you keep pushing your fingers into her sweet spot, and she can't think about anything else besides whining out the nastiest words when her body suddenly crumbles and trembles as you go into her as hard as you ever have, the wave of pleasure blinding all her senses as you hold her firmly to keep her stable. "you... you gotta be kidding me."

"i know, low game" you say, smirking. she gets what you mean after a few seconds of recovering. your touch leaves her, and bada smiles back, trying to regain a stable breathing. "but you could kinda play it too, couldn't you?" you trace the little scratches on your neck as you speak. probably won't last two days.

"no way, i won't be as mean" she kisses you tenderly, hands on your waist as she spins you to switch your sides. as easily as she cursed when being fucked, she gets you sat on the counter. her lips, swollen from all the biting, curve up in a smile. "which doesn't mean you aren't screwed in my hands anyway. take a nice breath, pretty."

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[ibada]

my bada lee works:

smut . . rip the words out

smut . . let your heart do what it wants

my lusher works:

fluff and smut . . one of your girls