So after stalking Shane’s reposts and stuff (as one does) I’m crying rn because what do you mean he mouthed “I’d be dead with on you guy”? Baby please, don’t say that… I’m scared.
This makes me think that while he might be feeling better because he’s doing what he loves being on the stage that he still isn’t feeling great which can lead him to turn things that aren’t great.
This is what these stupid ass people don’t understand. The lies and shit you make up do hurt people even if you don’t know them. You don’t have to like Sombr but you don’t have to say a bunch of shit and make threats against him. He is still a young adult learning his way through the world like the rest of us.
Notes: in honor of you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love i decide to scrap the og part 5 and instead re-written being inspired by my way (one of my top 5 songs off the album) im so proud of this one came out, also the series is coming to a end soon just couple more parts left. And dw shane and y/n get a happy ending.
After months of uncertainty with Shane, now you are sitting in your bedroom at 6 am unable to sleep after seeing Shane pack on a public pda with a random girl in front of paparazzi. The only thing you could feel was anger and rage.
And here's the part where the girl gets pissed
And the girl is me, did you get that hint?
You hooked up with him.
You fought.
You reconciled.
You laughed until your stomach hurt.
You became whatever the hell the two of you were.
He called you after every show.
He looked at you like you hung the moon.
Why wasn't it you?
You're in my way now
Don't go, go where you don't belong
The pictures replay in your head over and over.
His smile.
His hand around her waist.
The kiss.
It feels impossible.
You pick up your phone.
His contact is right there.
One tap away.
You could ask.
You could scream.
You could cry.
You could punch him in face
Or even kill her
Instead, you lock your phone.
no.
If he wanted to explain, he would've already. So you do the only thing you can think of.
You disappear.
Like he usually does
No good morning texts.
No random voice memos.
No "good luck tonight."
No showing up backstage.
Or to his show in general
Nothing.
One day turns into three.
Three turns into a week.
Then two.
Your phone buzzes constantly.
Shane: You okay? - 12:05 am
Shane: Did I do something?- 12:05 am
Shane: can you please just tell me what's wrong? -12:06 am
Nothing.
Then, after almost three weeks...
The messages stop.
Soon you see more pictures of him with the girl
Casually walking down the street, hand in hand
That should be you
It was supposed to be you, in the fantasy you made up in your head.
author's note: you know your girl had to write a fic off of shane's last tiktok
warnings: alcohol
The sound of the door opening causes you to wake up, turning over in the bed to see the time. 2 am, meaning that Shane has probably just gotten home. You sigh, your head meeting the pillow once again, since you expect Shane to come straight to the bedroom. But you don’t hear the door open. Instead, you hear glass clinking and racket happening in the kitchen. You huff out a deep sigh, sitting up in bed before throwing off the covers and making your way to the kitchen
“- and I figured, I haven’t made a pina colada in a while.” You hear Shane say as you get closer; you figure that this means he is filming a TikTok
“Shane?” you mutter as you step into the kitchen to find Shane leaning against the countertop, staring at his phone
“Oh, hey babe,” he mutters, pushing off the counter. “Did I wake you?” he asks, and you hum
“Kinda,” he winces and kisses your forehead
“Sorry,” he whispers, and you smile softly
“It’s ok” you mutter
“I’m making a video, and then I'll go lay down with you,” he says, tilting his back to his phone, and you nod
“I’ll stay out here with you.” Shane grins
“Really? Yes, ok, when I start recording again, I'll let them know,” he tells you, and you nod as you slide onto the counter next to the blender. As Shane starts recording again
“I don’t know why I’m so excited, also. Guys, look,” he says, turning the camera slightly to show you “the girlfriends here.” he says, turning the camera back to him, and sticks his tongue out, making you laugh
“Okay, so first I’ve got my ice.” he shows the camera before dumping it in and then looking at you. “I think I need more,” he says before turning around to run the fridge
“What the hell?” you laugh as you watch him. He makes his way back and pours more ice into the blender.
“Now for pineapple juice.” he stands up straight and then pours it into the blender, staring straight into the camera until you grab the bottle from him
“That's a lot of pineapple juice,” you say as you put the lid back on, looking back at Shane to find his face smushed up against the blender. “Shane, what the fuck?” you sigh, making him laugh as he shushes you
“Now we have the coconut cream.” Shane starts to squeeze the bottle over the blender. You stare at him before grabbing his phone and bringing it closer to his face so the camera can catch his struggle
“Guys, I think he’s struggling just a bit,” you tease as you set the phone back down
“It actually takes real strength to do this,” he says with some sass, making you glare at him.
“A lot of you guys were complaining last time I did this because I was missing one ingredient for people over 21. But now that I'm 21, I can add the final ingredient, which I totally never had a pina colada without the final ingredient.” You laugh as he says it, making him laugh as well. “Like, this is my first time ever. I swear. I swear.” Shane begins to pour the alcohol into the blender, staring straight into the camera once again
“Just tell me when to stop, ok?” he jokes to the camera, but you roll your eyes
“Shane!” you shout, reaching over him once more to grab the bottle from him. “Jesus Christ, how much are you trying to taste?” you mutter, and Shane just smiles
“Now it’s time to blend”
“Oh great, blend dance time,” Shane scoffs
“No, this time it’s blend modeling.” he rolls his eyes
“Right, of course, my bad,” you mutter as Shane starts the blender before hitting a bunch of random poses on the beat of the blender. Once the blender stops, Shane grins
“She’s done,” he says, grabbing a cup from the cupboards and the blender to take the lid off. He struggles a little bit, making you grab it from him. “How the hell do you rip off these lids?” he asks, grabbing it from you again to try and prove a point
“Guys, I actually think I’m too weak to do this,” he sighs, and you take it from him once again and open it with ease
“Here,” you hand it back to him
“I loosened it for you,” he mutters, taking the blender from you. “Thank you, baby,” he mutters, kissing your cheek before pouring the drink into the cup
“Oh, my god. And there it is, oh my god, it looks so good. It looks so good and, like, icy at the top.” he shows the camera before taking a sip. The moment it hits his throat, he winces. “Wow,” he scoffs
“I wanna try.” You hold out your hand, waiting for him to give you the cup
“It’s a little strong,” he says, warning you
“That's fine,” you say, grabbing it. Shane turns the camera so it can catch your reaction. As you take a sip, your face remains the same as you put the glass down on the counter. “That's good,” you say, and Shane huffs out a laugh
“Wow. ok, baby,” he mutters
Comments:
User: Shane putting his face against the blender is taking me OUT
User: ‘what the hell?’ EXACTLY MY QUESTION
User: he was making a pina colada and acting like he was filming a cooking show
User: she had to physically intervene THREE TIMES
User: he would've made straight alcohol with a hint of pineapple if she didn't stop him
User: he is so soft with her even when he's losing a fight to a blender
User: he was expecting her to make the same face he did
hi i’m alive, i lost my mac lmafo so uhhhh i cant give yall a estimate for when part 5 and some requests i was working on are coming out until i find it 😔
guys part 5 coming soon i swear 🤍 be prepared cuz it gets uhh let’s say y/n would definitely be screaming my way by olivia and better than revenge by tay in her car 👀
(also i have 3 ish requests im in progress of writing sooo content is coming, also sorry for the slack im out of state for family vacay but the fanfic grind never stops, especially when one of the requests gives me free rain to write to write smut of shane 😏)
y/n is a part of a big friend group, but mostly hangs with four friends jade, maria, david, and george.
Those four want to take y/n to a sombr concert, but she fears going to a concert with them due to constant bullying from the whole friend group including them.
After lots of convincing and begging, she finally gives in and her friend Maria fights to the death in a ticketmaster queue and buys the VIP tickets at the front row barricade.
Flashforwd a couple months, y/n is really anxious and does not want to go.
The whole friend group had spent months leading to the concert teasing her saying things like
“Ooo y/n is going to go meet her future husband”
“I bet you she is going to steal his sweat towel or some weird shit.”
So instead of going, she pretends she's sick and lets her friends know.
“Hey maria” y/n texts her
“Hey wassup” maria responds
“I can't make it today, I got sick
“Oh alright”
They all send their “feel better soons” y/n then gets a text from her other friends Beth and Noah if y/n is going to Olivia's house party tonight at 10 PM, and she replies "yes"! Not thinking about the lie she told earlier.
She got ready, wearing jean shorts and a baby tee with a bikini underneath. (it was a pool party) Then later, she and Beth get picked up by Noah and arrive at the party.
y/n has so much fun blasting to music, dancing, playing games, and getting real drunk majority were drunk.
She got wet fully Plunging into the pool with her friends and other people, finally escaping the husband and boyfriend jokes she's about to face about sombr. While at the concert, jade, maria, david, and george are having a huge blast
"in a room full of people i look for you..."
"how can we go back to being friends...",
"I don't wanna get undressed..."
sombr sings and everyone else in the arena screaming the lyrics around them at the top of their lungs. as jade is recording it to later send to y/n,
she sees that y/n has posted on her snapchat story. She stops recording, checks it out and she see's y/n's snapchat story
and sees her partying and dancing with her friends and getting drunk, seeing a photo of her laying on a girl's chest. completely out of it and she almost seemed like she was on more than just alcohol and obviously
Jade was really pissed off,
Her friends were in absolute shock. y/n unconsciously posts it due to her being really drunk and on other crap. She captioned one snapchat story
“Sorry sombr, im wayy tooo busy”
David and George were puzzled about this too and were angry y/n lied.
Jade was angry because she was in charge of buying the concert tickets, fighting to the death on ticketmaster for them and y/n dipped out on her pretending to be sick just to go get completely fucked and trashed at olivia’s party
“I cant believe y/n lied.” jade says
“I kinda expect lowkey dude.” george says
“How come bro” david questions
“Yeah, how come?” Maria says
“Well I mean the whole friend group, including us kinda bullying her for having a crush on sombr. It probably was a personal nightmare of y/n’s to see sombr in concert with us.” george explains
“Okay but we bought tickets for her, is that kindness no?” jade says
“Not really jade, let's be honest we would have made fun of her for this whole concert as she practically drooled over him.” George states
“Well yeah but still she could’ve spoken up.” jade says cooling down.
They enjoy the rest of the concert, still very ticked off.
After the concert jade calls y/n. Her phone buzzed before she even made it to the car. Jade is Calling.
She stares at the screen.
Once.
Twice.
Then answer.
"...Hello?"
"Seriously, y/n?" Jade says immediately. "You lied to us."
She sighs, leaning against your car.
"I know."
"No, don't 'I know' me. We bought you a ticket. We waited outside your apartment for almost twenty minutes because you said you were too sick to go."
"I know."
"So what was so important that you had to go get wasted"
You close your eyes.
"enjoyment ."
"You would've enjoyed the concert"
You let out a quiet laugh.
"No, Jade."
Silence.
"No, I wouldn't have."
Jade scoffs.
"What is that supposed to mean?"
"It means exactly what it sounds like."
You hear Maria quietly tell Jade to let you talk.
For once…
Jade does.
You take a deep breath.
"I've liked Sombr for years."
"I know."
"No."
Your voice is calm.
"You don't, You all think it's funny, You make jokes every single time his name comes up."
"You imitate me."
"You call me obsessed."
"You send me edits just to laugh when I blush."
"I can't even mention him without someone making a comment."
Nobody says anything.
"So when you guys told me we were going together..."
You swallow.
"...I wasn't excited."
"I was terrified."
The line is completely silent now.
"I knew exactly how the night would've gone."
"You would've spent the entire concert watching me instead of him."
"Every time I smiled..."
"A joke."
"Every time I sang..."
"A joke."
"If I cried..."
"Another joke."
"And then we'd go home and I'd never hear the end of it."
Your voice cracks.
"So no..."
"I didn't lie because I wanted to hurt you."
"I lied because I didn't want to spend a night feeling embarrassed for liking someone."
Jade doesn't interrupt.
Neither does anyone else.
"I'm sorry for that."
"But honestly..."
"I'm more hurt that lying felt like my only option."
Silence.
Then George speaks.
"...She's right."
No one argues.
Jade's voice is quieter now.
"...I didn't realize we made you feel like that."
"That's because every time I tried to tell you guys to stop..."
"You laughed."
Another pause.
"I don't think you're bad people."
"But you've been terrible friends to me about this."
The words hang in the air.
"I deserved better than being the punchline every time I talked about something that made me happy."
Jade sniffles.
"...I'm sorry."
Maria follows.
"So am I."
David sighs.
"Me too."
George speaks last.
"I should've said something sooner."
A small smile forms on your face.
"I appreciate the apologies."
"But I need you guys to understand..."
"If I ever tell you I like something—or someone—I shouldn't have to be afraid you'll make me regret telling you."
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