bad.poetry

Amylala - not my real name but f#ck it. I'll just write down some random thoughts and call it poetry

[denisvilleneuve]

u like boys or girls?

doesn’t matter cos no one likes me back

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never found a conversation this accurate looking at my life xD

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MINIMALIST BANGTAN:  agust d - impressions (*enlarge for dumb comments by moi)

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via weheartit

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listen

I never thought I’d have the courage to put this in words. But here I am.

I’m struggling, but I’m still alive.

Breathing, with a beating heart.

So listen up.

I’m a person that is hurt easily. A single word can destroy my self-esteem and keep it gone forever.

So don’t say I’m over emotional.

My mind’s a single mess. I’m trying hard to keep things orderly. But that’s me. I’m a mess.

So don’t say I’m chaotic.

My body is not perfect. Everyday I look in the mirror and hate what I see. I’m trying hard to change.

So don’t say I’m ugly.

I think I’m ugly, inside and outside.

I think I’m chaotic, never orderly minded.

I think I’m over emotional, crying to easily and thinking too much.

So don’t tell me something, I already know.

Thank you.

-Amylala

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life

being sad , when someone tells you, he doesn’t care

being jealous, when someone is more successfull than you are

being angry, when no one understands your struggling

being sorry, because you didn’t mean what you said the day before

being scared, because someone isn’t the same person he used to be anymore

being alive, because that's life and life is a struggle

-Amylala

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jealousy

you always tell me

I’m your best friend

you tell me

I’m Nr. 1

so how is it

you tell others

they’re your best friends

in front of my eyes

not noticing

the slow death

I’m dying inside

-Amylala

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Try

I never tried to be myself Unless you told me You hate the person I pretend to be -Amylala

[abduction]

[cloudcluster]

♡ indie aesthetic blog ♡

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people

sometimes I just hate people

not because they’re people, but because they’re liars

they hurt you they cut you

they let you bleed until there is nothing left that is able to bleed anymore.

-Amylala

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tears

because you can't touch sadness -Amylala

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it’s not a vacation from school or work - it’s a vacation from being someone else

-Amylala

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Blame

We always blame ourselves for things we're not responsible for. -Amylala