[alariko1]

Hi

[bad-moodboard]

Face stone, Urra Moor, North Yorkshire

[ibolyafagyi]

i guess at some point you really have to just say being lovesick is the kind of stupid that i dont want to do anymore. cuz on some level it *is* a choice to let a daydream go on, to engage a thought, an impression, a theory of fixing (yourself, them, the connection) just let it go gurl 😩

[urgetocreate]

Aimee Erickson (American), Clear Glass and Water, 2026, Oil on panel

[dogpuppy]

[asoi00]

[0uu0]

I spent the month before my wedding (it was last saturday!) working on this huge angelgotchi tapestry to display at our reception! Really pleased with how it came out <3

[nephritebabie]

the cycle of life

[delusionalbestie]

computer throw a brick at this guy

[kosmogrl]

[ibolyafagyi]

im not that smart. im smart but its inevitable that i get humbled by my body! im still neurotic, im afraid. i want to sit in the pain and accept the hurt and not-enoughness that will come. that is already here.

the hurt and not-enoughness that is already here. my dating life. i know that all i do is project and get tangled up in those projections. i want to fuck him but i dont want anything that's around the fucking, we already discussed that present circumstances do not allow safe attachment. im afraid of the hurt that surrounds this endeavour. im afraid of people. the loss of control! oh but the weather is so hot i do wanna lose my mind and act from the body! live a dream and then wake up and forget, leaving only a faint impression. maybe thats still the control-seeking of the mind, this fantasy.

yeah. im not that smart.

[cwunch]

[y0ung-n-deactivated20160125]

[giragirameganedan]

[kosmogrl]

[ibolyafagyi]

gutted to realize some people are just not meant for me

[ibolyafagyi]

pumped to realize that acceptance of our differences liberate us to connect better with ourselves and each other

[krtek-daily]