Roro ☆

TW!! I'd very much appreciate a mutual I can ignore every once in a while bc of my mental health. <3

[icanhandlethisalone]

RORO!

she/they/him/confused

pan and hyper

not diagnosed, pretending to be fine atm

feel free to text me I will be grateful :3

[icanhandlethisalone]

I realised there is in fact noone I can talk to.

[icanhandlethisalone]

I don't feel like there's anyone.

[icanhandlethisalone]

I want just everyone gone yk? Fucking gone.

[icanhandlethisalone]

Nobody has ever liked me, so how could even a friend love me?

[icanhandlethisalone]

Leave! Just leave already! All of you will eventually leave so leave now! I don't want you here! LEAVE!

[icanhandlethisalone]

Why am I like this? Why can't I believe I could be loved? You could never love me. You could never like me. I just want this pain to stop. So I am going to end this before it starts. I don't deserve you.

[icanhandlethisalone]

They can breathe and I will take it as flirting.

[icanhandlethisalone]

Me now telling myself I am actually better makes me better until I realize it always makes it worse.

[icanhandlethisalone]

I feel like I won't ever find anyone with the same expectations from a relationship.

[icanhandlethisalone]

I am running out of oxygen.

[icanhandlethisalone]

Fp really fucks with your brain.

[icanhandlethisalone]

No matter how much I say, noone knows me. Noone cares for me.

[icanhandlethisalone]

And I don't believe myself even now. I have fever and don't believe myself I am not just pretending it.

[icanhandlethisalone]

I feel like a bad person and I want to be good again. To be pure. I want it so bad even though I have no idea how to do that or how am I even a bad person.

[icanhandlethisalone]

I am NOBODY's number one

[icanhandlethisalone]

I really hate the way you make me feel.