I need to vent... .ive been going through alot and I feel it's getting to much for me, I was officially diagnosed with depression earlier this year and yes I've been on antidepressants personally I do feel like they help somewhat but other days I feel nothing at all....ive had so many things go left and they keep going further...not to be religious but I gotta thank God for allowing me to still be in this earth and sometimes I feel like ending it all, maybe things go left because I pulling from him or I'm paying for what I've done in life or both, it's getting to much for me but baby steps, ive decided to go back to my signature black hair color, I have no choice but to get a newer car asap, ive been losing weight, growing out my hair, cleaning my skin, clearing out my room and moving this around, and I've been dressing like a bum to work, let's try to change that a bit....wish me luck
