there was once a very lovely, very frightened girl

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My first post in a loooong time.

I really need to quit drinking. This is something I keep saying to myself but sweep under the rug. I drink to the point where I feel so sick and can’t go to work the next day. I hate myself for this. I love my job and doing so well there. I really hate doing this. I want to be better. I don’t like myself when I drink like this. I need help and my friends say I am not an alcoholic but whatever this is, I don’t like it. And it makes me sad.

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Julian Casablancas by Abby Ross

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Bree’s Favorite Albums of 2016

2016 was a BLEH year to say the least. We lost some of the greatest minds of all time, and the worst mind prevailed. That being said, there were a bunch of really rad records out. Hopefully it gets better from here. When life hits rock bottom, we have some awesome tunes to pick us up again. ♥♥♥

Bree’s Favorite Albums of 2016 (in order):

Radiohead - A Moon Shaped Pool

David Bowie - Blackstar

The Strokes - Future Present Past*

Kings Of Leon - Walls

The Kills - Ash & Ice

Beyonce - Lemonade

Savages - Adore Life

The Last Shadow Puppets - Everything You've Come to Expect

A Tribe Called Quest - We got it from Here...Thank You 4 Your service

Kanye West - The Life of Pablo

Stranger Things OST

Frank Ocean - Blonde

The Rolling Stones - Blue & Lonesome

Bon Iver - 22, A Million

Blood Orange - Freetown Sound

Leonard Cohen - You Want It Darker

Childish Gambino - ‘Awaken My Love!’

Red Hot Chili Peppers - The Getaway

The Growlers - City Club

Mild High Club - Skiptracing

Honorable Mentions (not in order):

Solange - A Seat At The Table

Banks & Steelz - Anything But Words

Local Natives - Sunlit Youth

Hinds - Leave Me Alone

Glass Animals - How To Be A Human Being

Hamilton Leithauser + Rostam - I Had A Dream That You Were Mine

Iggy Pop - Post Pop Depression

Angel Olsen - My Woman

Metronomy - Summer 08

The Head and the Heart - Signs of Light

Regina Spektor - Remember Us To Life

Young The Giant - Home of the Strange

Nice As Fuck - Nice As Fuck

CRX - New Skin

Parquet Courts - Human Performance

Maxwell - blackSUMMERS’night

Chance The Rapper - Coloring Book

AlunaGeorge - I Remember

Christine And The Queens – Chaleur Humaine

M83 - Junk

Lady Gaga – Joanne

Mark Stoermer - Dark Arts

The Temper Trap - Thick As Thieves

Public Access TV – Never Enough

Phantogram - Three

*I know, FPP is an EP but it’s the motherfucking Strokes!

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Radiohead release alternative strings intro to Daydreaming as apart of their vignette contest.

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Things I never knew about depression until I finally had a doctor explain the disease to me

Depression can manifest as irrational anger.

My complete and total inability to keep anything clean or tidy for any amount of time is a symptom of my depression. I may never be able to do this. It’s important that I remember that and forgive myself when I clean something out (like my car) and it ends up trashed within a week.

Depression IS A DISABILITY. Requiring accommodations is okay.

Medications don’t make you better, they don’t cure your depression. They serve as an aid. Their purpose is to help you get to everyone else’s minimal level of functioning.

Depression can cycle through periods of inactivity. This doesn’t mean it’s gone away.

The reason I don’t feel like other people understand me is because … well … other people DON’T understand me. They can’t. They don’t have my disability.

Paranoia is par for the course.

Depression can and will interfere with your physical mobility. Forgive yourself when you can’t physically do something.

It’s entirely possible that I may never be able to live by myself. I can’t take care of myself. I need help to do it. And that’s okay.

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As someone who suffers from depression and who experiences all these things as well I think this is important and needs to be reblogged. Depression is a very difficult thing, not only for people who suffer from it, but for everyone who knows a depressed person. My family doesn’t know how to deal with it, my friends try their very best to support me and I have tried to pretend I was fine until I was in ninth grade.

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“QUIET”

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The Strokes

Photo by Pooneh Ghana

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Julian by Jakub Deml