Surviving, Not living.

I have borderline personality disorder. I'm just your average pizza loving giant.

[ice-cream-stains]

I'm officially 12 weeks today!!!

And let me tell y'all, I'm having some horrible pregnancy dreams 😭

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Surprise! I'm pregnant! I've been MIA lately but for good reason. 😁😍

[scruffy-boy]

just wanna be pinned down and kissed slowly

[letsgotolukes]

“I realized, there is no shame in being honest. There is no shame in being vulnerable. It’s the beauty of being human”

[timemachineyeah]

I hate that so many places will automatically convert :P into 

like what is that. That’s not what I wanted to convey at all. 

:P means

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LG is the only company that gets it at all 

Thank you for your service, LG. You alone understand. My apologies to anyone using your service who tries to sent this to anyone using any of the other services.

[championoftheoppressed]

@voidtrek lick lick

[bled]

[funneeb]

In order to make a relationship last, you really have to flow with a person as they change. Give them space. My friend always told me about his grandfather who was with his wife for 60 years before she passed. His grandfather said that through all that time, his wife changed so much it felt like he had been with 8 different people by the end. But he said the secret to making it last was that through all those changes, he never suffocated his wife with his own idea of who he expected her to be. Rather he loved, fully, every new woman she became.

[emswift]

ho ho holy shit it’s december first (1st)

[ice-cream-stains]

Kareoke with Caitlin last night. 😁 Had a great time. She's honestly my bestest friend.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

We were raised in, and exist in, a racist society.

Under these conditions: racism isn’t something you simply abstain from. Racism is something you must actively unlearn. 

[ghost-cassette]

And continually self-check for

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

And continually self-check for

[stoned-adventurer]

reblog if you're a girl and you smoke every fuckin' day

[ice-cream-stains]

(from left to right)

Sophie, Griffin, My Sister, My Father, Trevor, My Mother, And Me.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

i spent christmas alone while my family got together and fought, and honestly i feel so good about this

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

i bought myself presents, cooked a big meal, drank wine and watched Home Alone 3 w/ my dog. I don’t feel sorry for myself at all.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

meanwhile my sister threatened to disown my dad so he threatened to disown her, while my mom enabled and my other sister downed a bottle of wine to deal.

on the other side of the country, i was busy discovering, to my delight, that the that the 3rd installment of the Home Alone franchise not only stood up to the test of time, but contains some of the best oneliners and comedic timing I have ever seen.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

honestly, keep toxic people out of your life. family isn’t everything, and bad family is often worse than no family. don’t be afraid to put in some distance, especially during high stress times like the holidays. you don’t actually owe them anything.

being alone for the holidays is so much better than being with people who make you unhappy.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

Bringing this back for Thanksgiving!

[assignedfaggatbirth]

I want all of my followers with homophobic, lesbophobic, transphobic, biphobic etc… parents to read this.

[ice-cream-stains]

We cute

[dontkillcoyotes]

I know this isn’t going to work but I got to try something.

I just got out of the hospital a week ago, I was suicidal. I am a mentally ill mother of 2, my boyfriend is also mentally ill and has a son. We just got our car towed by the police and have no money to get it back. We rely on our car to get everywhere. We have no money, we just got our apartment set up.

My email is [email protected] for etransfer. The fine is $2000 but they’ll wave it if we can get our car inspected and insured within 24 hours. I don’t know how we’re going to do this. It’s going to cost roughly $500. Please help if you’re able to.

[dontkillcoyotes]

Please reblog this. I really need this to be spread around! I’m begging you.. 😭❤️

I have a go fund me set up!

https://www.gofundme.com/vjtrk-help-us-get-our-car-back&rcid=r01-154169535845-f858d63460a54505&pc=ot_co_campmgmt_m

Click here to support Help us get our car back organized by Olivia Blundon

Our car got towed today. We need our car to get to our appointments. We’re both mentally ill with 3 children. The car needs to be register

[dontkillcoyotes]

Please boost!!!!

[dontkillcoyotes]

Hey!! Thanks a bunch to our first donation, we still don’t have our car back, and every day it the fees get more expensive:( we really can’t afford those fees so any help at all is appreciated so much! 💗

[dontkillcoyotes]

Thanks to another donation we’re $490 away from our goal 😭💕 thank you everyone!! Please keep boosting this!

[dontkillcoyotes]

We are now $475 away from our goal!! Every dollar is appreciated more than you guys can imagine 😭💕 please keep boosting this!

[dontkillcoyotes]

Please keep boosting we’re still so far from our goal!!! 💕💕💕

[ice-cream-stains]

Glitter for days

[ice-cream-stains]

So life has been pretty awesome lately. It's been stable, and comfortable. I have a routine. I'm just feeling happier. The only thing in finding problems with right now is my mother. She's insanely confrontational. Everything I say, she takes as an insult and fires back with bullshit and anger. But all she ever shows my sister is fucking love and smiles. I'm starting to feel as if she has no actual love for me. That I'm just a burden and unwanted. I'm probably going to end up moving out. I'll risk putting myself in a shitty position and causing more damn stress on myself, after I've finally found a good balance. That's fine. Everything's fine.