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[ice-for-eyes]

Project Little Sister | +postxmortem

It was late in the evening and Naoto was sitting at his desk, his hands in his hair and a desperate look on his face. He had been trying to come up with a new project for days, but most of the ones he thought of were either impossible due to a lack of resources or so incredibly far fetched that he barely knew where to begin. He had been trying to come up with a drug that heightened the human senses without any risk of addiction or permanent damage to the body or brain. It would be perfect for athletes or scholars, or even people with disabilities. A drug like that would make anyone stronger. Unfortunately, all his tests so far had failed.

He sighed, shoving aside the blueprints on his desk and accidentally spilling his coffee on the floor.

"Shit...", he cursed under his breath, turning around to go get a towel but stopping in his tracks when he noticed how messy the room was. He couldn't work like this. Maybe if he cleaned up he would be able to focus more and it wouldn't look like such a dump in here. He began to gather all the garbage of the ground, mostly discarded blueprints, notes, sketches, some food wrappings, a LOT of broken equipment and several other things that weren't of use to him anymore. He dumped it all  in a garbage bag and went outside, planning to take it to the garbage containers across from the parking lot.

It was dark outside and there were only a few street lamps, lighting the pavement just enough for him to see as he made his way across the parking lot. He dumped his garbage bag in the nearest container and turned around to get back to work, when something suddenly caught his eye. A foot, sticking out from behind the container, wearing an oddly lolita-esque shoe that seemed dirtied and old.

He frowned, stepping backwards a bit, expecting to see some kind of old doll that somebody had thrown away. Instead he noticed a girl, sitting among a few of the trash bags, holding a lace covered umbrella. She was dressed surprisingly tastefully, but her clothes seemed old and ripped up. There was even makeup on her face, but he couldn't really see her eyes.

A cold chill ran down his spine as he looked at the girl. There was an odd smile on her face and for a moment he thought it might be a really life-like doll. Until he noticed her breathing. This was weird. Why would someone dress up and wait for people at the garbage disposal. Was she just trying to creep people out? He thought it might have been a prank, but he noticed that her knees were bruised, and she looked awfully skinny. He couldn't help but worry a bit, maybe this was a mentally unstable person or someone with dementia who got lost on their way to the parking lot.

"Hey, are you alright?", he asked carefully, not wanting to scare the girl.

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thecurseofarose:

[thecurseofarose]

she arched her brow and cocker her head, it seemed like you are starting to get by from your doubts and head more towards the direction in which she wished you to go, perhaps it never even occurred to you that she had kept rose scar free and healthy, she could easily heal any stat problems in a human body, as long as the body itself was pure and virgin.. as long as the body was strong enough to hold the power, then she didn't ask for anything more, it was your choice if you unleashed her yes or no.

she looked at you as you leaned on the table, you seemed weak, dizzy and confused. this really was amusing, it seemed like she was playing mind games with you and she just loved it. "how will you know? well.. it's almost certain if you get the body and perform the ritual right, though are you sure that you want to keep the priest hanging? i thought you'd rather kill me than set me free.. it seems somewhat hard to comprehend after all that you'd just kill another.. cause setting me in their body is basically killing them.. "

she said, moving towards you once more "oh, by the way.. i escaped hell cause i wanted to, because i was strong enough to do so..  we aren't meant to be beautiful like angels, we're meant to scare and scar so.. you were pretty right on that" she hummed, explaining why your comments did little to her, though they deserved an explanation. "however, if we get back on topic.. then i'll give you a little something. if you want my word on the body part, then we're going to have to make a little deal.. bring me the body, or i'll take rose's, it's as simple as that.. you have until either rose breaks, or the priest succeeds. if the priest succeeds.. then you're in luck, if rose breaks, i won't hesitate on taking her instead. it's killing another.. or killing her. "

she thought it was good either way, rose or someone else.. she had become strong, it really was a wonder that rose's body or rose herself hadn't succumbed yet, most human bodies wouldn't even be handle the amount of energy and power the demon possessed. "it's your choice kid.. what will it be? the priest.. or the innocent?"

[ice-for-eyes]

He looked up when she asked him that last question, and then it suddenly hit him. The person had to be a virgin and pure of heart. Those were the only requirements she mentioned. He knew exactly who would be the perfect specimen. But if he would really be able to go through with it... He didn't want to think about it now. Right now this was his only option, or better said, his only two options. He stood up straight as a hesitant look appeared on his face, he seemed to be contemplating whether or not to take the deal.

He seemed unimpressed by her stating she left hell by her own free will. Everything about her behaviour seemed...inauthentic to him, a bit like a robot permanently switched to its destructive setting. It was unsettling, but not exactly frightening. He had no idea why, here was a demon standing in front of him that would rip him to shreads in less than a second and yet...she seemed like a broken record. Only capable of repeating one cycle; hurt, kill, feed, repeat. Had he not been so sick with hatred he might have found it comical. 

"I don't suppose you'll disappear again today", he said as he turned around, picking up his watch from the counter top to see what time it was. He looked back at her, despite it not quite being 3 o'clock just yet she was probably here to stay for now. He wondered what happened to Rose when she took over. If she just stayed in a vegetive state where she couldn't talk, or if she was in pain. He was hoping the latter was not the answer. 

Not wanting to further interact with her, but also not wanting to leave Rose behind he was unsure of what to do. He had more questions for her, sure, but he hated that smirk on her face whenever she answered him, it made his head hurt. He just hoped Rose wouldn't break soon, or he wouldn't even have to worry about finding a way to save her. He frowned and turned his head towards the door opening as he heard a knock on the front door. He looked at his watch again, was he mistaken? No, it was only 2 PM, didn't the priest say he wouldn't arrive until 3 PM? He turned around to walk to the front door but not before saying one more thing.

"I'll take your deal."

[ice-for-eyes]

thecurseofarose:

[thecurseofarose]

the moment you pulled her hand away and called her a parasite is the moment you caught her attention again, her eyes looking up at yours once more and her hand remaining in yours. however, her other hand moved up to take your cheek, a little laugh leaving her lips "i find it adorable on how you try to defend rose, i heard what you were saying..  you wanted to make a deal with me, hmn kid? well, deals aren't really the things i make, rose was an exception in order to get what i wanted as well"

she chimed leaning back a bit and letting her hand gently trail down from your cheek "i can feel that anger inside of you darling, you want to kill me.. i love it" he slowly moved up, pressing herself against you "if rose were to succumb to me, i'll just take her body and live on in it, make it mine completely.. i'll finally be free to do whatever i want and no one will be able to stop me. you see, as much worse is a prisoner of mine, i am a prisoner of hers.. one of us is just going to have to die in order to be free"

she admitted, basically telling him that there was no other way around it "if you rip me out, rose will be free indeed but.. for how long? i could escape again, i could take her body again.. i could even take yours" she said, trailing her finger over your chest "if.. you were to give me a different body however, i might consider leaving on my own accord.. though, you will have this all on your name. "

she stepped back a bit, taking a strand of rose's long hair between her fingers and twirling it softly. "i need a body which is pure, unharmed and virgin.. more of all, i need it to be alive and even if you were to find such a body, did you really want to set me free? set me free with the chance of the killings to continue, just so that you could be together with rose? could you really kidnap a person and bring that innocence to demise.. just for rose?.. would you become a killer, just for her?" she grinned again, her eyes narrowing a bit, her smile almost being inhuman again. 

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Would he become a killer simply to set Rose free? That would mean this cycle would continue with someone else and they would have to go through the same nightmare. Rose would be free, but...his conscience would weigh heavier on him than the world. How could he live with himself knowing he made someone else suffer, someone who had done nothing to harm him? He would offer up himself, but he did not fit the criteria and even if he did, that would mean Rose would have to live on alone. 

One of them had to die in order for the other one to live. In theory, the solution was easy, kill the demon. But it wasn't so cut and dried. As a human, what was he supposed to do? Even asking help from others would amount to nothing if he wanted to kill her, he had seen what she was capable of. Perhaps if it was a non-human doing the work it might be possible, but...how the hell was he going to find such a creature? So many questions ran through his head, it made him feel dizzy and he stumbled backwards a bit, grabbing on to the edge of the table.

"I don't know...", he said softly, ruin someone's life? That would make him no better than the demon herself. He looked at her, he hated that look in her eyes, she liked to play games with people, manipulate them and put them into impossible corners. He could see how Rose had been driven to madness by this demon. 

"If I find you a different body, you will let her go?"

Perhaps he could trick her. Give her a body that didn't fit the criteria. But what if that went wrong and he would awaken a rage inside the demon? It was almost like cheating death, extremely risky. If she were to unleash her anger upon him he would surely die and so would everyone he knew. But if she were to get trapped in a body that didn't fit the criteria to sustain her...she might not have a choice but to die, trapped in a body that wasn't capable of killing. Like a paralyzed person, or someone missing their eyesight or hearing. It seemed like an awfully large bet and a bad idea. But then again, so did everything else at this point. There was no wriggle room, no options.

"How do I know you'll keep your word?"

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thecurseofarose:

[thecurseofarose]

she looked at him,  finding it truly amusing to see his current state, it was dun to watch.. she admitted. to her, all of this was no big deal, she indeed took advantage of the little rose and formed it into her own likings. the rose, which was once red and full of life as now black, full of thorns and screaming death.  the demon knew exactly what she was doing, why she was doing it and what purpose it had. she had been around for a long time after all. this demon.. was insane.

"why i took rose? hmm, good question.. though easy to answer. couldn't you see it, boy? how this little girl stood up to this scary man and killed him in her own defense, she didn't even hesitate!" she hummed, her grin growing a bit bigger. "i couldn't not take her, she was strong, so incredibly strong.. the life force this girl had, she was so pure yet so.. so tempting. this girl had potential, i knew she could reach great heights with my help. all i had to do was offer her something she couldn't refuse" 

she turned around for the moment, moving her fingers over the table and tracing it until the edge before turning back to you "you see.. i just love it when murders appear, they give me such great joy, such fulfillment.. all those souls, all that agony, its so.. delicious. " she licked her lips, moving one of her hands up slightly "i didn't have a body at the time, i had just escaped from hell after all. i couldn't possibly do the killing i desired, i couldn't get any souls like this i.. couldn't get stronger the way i was.. and dear rose, rose just wanted to forget it all, rose was terrified. i just offered her a way out, i mean look at her, she doesn't give away a hint of emotion, she's just like who she wanted to be.. she doesn't feel a thing.. "

he leaned back a bit, her body leaning a bit against the kitchen table. "it was hard at first you know, getting through that thick outer layer, making her succumb to me.. even now, she isn't completely mine yet, though i'm getting there, it's only a matter of time before her soul, her powerful soul.. will be mine too and then i just have to take what's left. all.. all of this will be mine" she said, her hand moving up to her neck, only to trace down over her breasts, then stomach and finally resting on her thigh "isn't it beautiful? i really chose the perfect little human being, i formed her, raised her into my little black rose"

she looked at you again, her eyes piercing through "did you wish to see her? how she is now? how she is right now inside of me? rose's being, rose's soul.. i wouldn't mind showing you, darling.." she bit her lower lip, her hand moving over to undo one of the buttons. 

[ice-for-eyes]

A slight frown appeared on his face as she went on and on about how Rose was hers, almost making it sound like she was obsessed with her. It was weird, the way she talked about Rose was like she owned her, like she was some sort of concubine in a backwards kind of way. He felt a bit ill, not knowing how to respond to her musings about the girl that he cared for. There was something disturbing about her, dark, she was a bit like a shadow that would tug at you and never leave you alone. 

"What are you saying, that she's your pet?"

He wasn't so sure he wanted to see how Rose was right now. He could only imagine how sick she must be feeling since he felt horrible and they were not even his memories... Maybe she was screaming inside and wanted out right now. Maybe she was in pain. Maybe she was numb. Or maybe none of those things. But did he really want to see it if he could do nothing about it? He narrowed his eyes when she began to touch Rose's body, it was weird, like she was borrowing a body that was not her own and doing as she wanted with it without regards for Rose's feelings. 

"You're right. She is quite beautiful. Which by contrast, only makes you look that much uglier. Did the devil not want you around anymore because you were too much for even him to bear?"

A cold, unpleasant shiver went down his spine thinking about how Rose might be feeling right now. Trapped inside a body she had no control of and being danced around by this...thing. He couldn't even call it a person. Did it even have a name or was even that stolen from someone else?

"You can show me whatever you want, but Rose's body is like a battery to you, isn't it? What are you going to do when she runs out? Expires? Are you going to find another little girl to torture?"

He stepped closer to her, tilting his head slightly as he looked into the eyes of this demon, they were not empty like Rose's. Instead they were more...devilish, malicious. Were they not Rose's he would have loved to pry them out with a scalpel. He grabbed her hand when she began to undo one of the buttons, firmly pulling it back, preventing her from going any further.

"Don't. This body is not yours to use. You're a parasite."

Even though he knew what she was capable of, somehow whenever he thought about Rose he didn't feel scared. He instead felt angry with the demon, angry with the gunman and angry with himself for not being able to give her a way out. 

[thecurseofarose]

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thecurseofarose:

[thecurseofarose]

Another chuckle had left her lips at your reactions, noticing by your body language that you were cautious of her.  though not that that mattered, he couldn't do anything to her, he wouldn't, not while she was in rose's body.  she slowly moved more towards you, her hand finding its way up to your cheek, fingers slowly grazing the skin. "i granted her that night cause it might be her last one, our last one, though.. i do wonder about it, is it rose who's going to give in? me? or both, you never know, thats why i gave her one favor, i gave her what she wanted i gave you what you wanted"

she chimed, a grin still playing on her lips. ".. i will grant you permission into rose for once, if you decide that it's enough, i'll pull you out, though if you do, there's no way back. i wish you fun, boy. " she hummed, leaning in and pressing her lips against yours, a strange thing pulling your consciousness in and for a while, everything you should see was black, that until the moment a faint scenery appeared. visible, was rose's house in russia, it was a rather big house, warm and seemingly full of life. in the living room, were rose's parents and pet, a dog. 

there was a faint conversation going on, that up until the moment the doorbell rang, rose's father standing up and moving towards the door to open it.. which was where it went wrong. not even that long after, rose's father was pushed back into the living room by a man with a gun, the man's purpose being clear.. that to rob them. from there, the scenery quickly changed, as rose's family tried to escape, one victim fell, it being the mother at first, which triggered the father and even the dog, one shot falling after another. 

not even soon after that, a little girl slowly peeked into the living room, being startled out of her sleep by the loud sounds from downstairs, that.. was where she encountered the man, the girl's wine red eyes going wide and the girl moving to get away from him, only just dodging a shot. there, was when she moved into the kitchen to hide in one of the closets, the man going around and searching for her chiming 'come out come out wherever you are'. from there, the man eventually found her, rose quickly reacting by getting past the man, sneaking something with her from what seemed to be a knife.

the man then again came after her, knocking the knife out of her hand and moving in to shoot her. though, just in time, she managed to get the knife again and stab the man in the leg, which caused him to fall down and giving rose a moment to react.. which had to be fast. she took the nearest wine bottle and smiled it into the mans head, it shattering on instant and causing the man deep wounds, though seeing as that wasn't enough.. she had to do it again and again to kill the man, it leaving quite the blood bath. heavy breaths left her smaller lips, her eyes having drained from all shine due to all this.. it really became clear soon enough, this girl was rose.

as the man laid limp she slowly got up, calling for her father and mother.. with no response, she then moved to the living room, only to see the corpses again, her eyes going wide with horror once more, it not even taking long before she screamed, her hands moving into her hair and her knees buckling, making her fall onto them. that continued, until she started to take everything in, starting to deny the situation, starting to wish for her parents to start moving.. starting to wish for it to be over, starting to wish for the pain to go away.

this, was where something started to change in her surroundings, the room becoming colder.. the light in the house darker. a figure, soon appearing near rose.. the figure being black, twisted, not even human like.. but soon starting to take the form of a woman, still being black.. but the eyes being golden, glowing. she started speaking 'do you really wish for the pain to go away? i can help you.. little girl, i can make it all go away' she hummed, playing in on the emotions of rose as she trembled, rose's eyes slowly moving to meet the demon's. this, was where rose agreed, took the hand of the demon and this.. is where the demon entered her. the whole event, loss of souls and bloodshed, had pulled the demon to her, the screams and agony just working like a magnet and that appealed to the demon.. up to this. 

not long after the demon entered her, roses eyes became clouded.. not grey yet, not even all that emotionless yet, but it was going there.  after this, rose just left the house, the police arrived, reported the girl missing and this was where rose started her journey. the puppet master controlling her new toy into killing, no matter how she refused in the beginning. rose thought at the start that it was over after that horrible night, only to enter something even worse.  rose was really controlled in the beginning, rose herself screaming, crying and working back not to kill.. but nevertheless, doing it either way. she vomited after each horrible murder, screamed in pain when something happened or a new soul entered her.. yet she couldn't do anything. rose spoke of how the demon lied to her, to how she thought that she was going to help her.. but nothing made it stop. the girl moved after each killing, only to find a new victim soon enough. 

this just went on and on, until the moment the tears stopped, her eyes became duller and grayer, until rose became who she was, until she broke from the outside. the killings continued and it not staying with a little.. she really had killed a lot, not even with a reason, it all just being just because the demon wanted her to. rose moved and killed.. all over again. the deaths ranging from quick, to slow and horrible. guts being ripped out, blood going everywhere, people yelling and screaming and begging her to stop, to which she never reacted. some people fought, hurt her but she always won, she always succeeded.. all because of the demon. 

[ice-for-eyes]

The moment her lips touched his it was like kissing ice, her skin was freezing and his conciousness started to slip away rapidly and without any time for resistance. Everything went black around him and it stayed like that for a while, until the image of a Russian home faded in. It was a nice picture, but it filled him with dread because this was not a nice memory. He watched as a family was shown in the house, it was like he was floating and looking down at the scene without actually being present. The scenery was quite ordinary, but then the doorbell rang. He suddenly felt very cold as he watched the father get up to open the door. He wanted to yell at him, tell him not to open it, but there was no sound coming out of his mouth. It was as if his vocal chords had been ripped to shreds.

As soon as the door opened, the father was pushed back by a man whose face he couldn't get a clear view of. All he could see were his eyes, which looked like those of a maniac. The man had a gun, and within no time the peaceful scene with the family had turned into a bloodbath with skulls shattered and the sound of loud screams, followed by silence. It was then that he noticed the little girl peeking into the room from behind the door. He didn't immediately recognize her as Rose, since she looked so different from the Rose that he knew. She looked like a normal girl, life in her eyes and color in her face. But the girl soon turned pale, he saw, as she noticed the gunned man. 

Again, he wanted to do something to stop all of this, but it was like he didn't physically exist in this memory. All he could do was watch the man hunt the little girl as she ran to hide herself in the closet. He watched the whole scene unfold, the man finding the girl and trying to kill her, but quickly being weakened by a stab in the leg. He was baffled at how strong she was, instead of cowering in fear she fought back. That might explain why she had made it so far. 

The scene just turned darker and darker and took a turn for the worse when Rose began bashing the now wounded gunman in the head with a wine bottle. The man, although bigger and stronger than her, seemed to be too slow in his reaction to stop what was happening or grab his gun. It looked like the man was intoxicated, his senses were impaired somehow, which allowed him to be beaten down by a little girl. But this little girl did not beat him for no reason. He noticed the angst in her red eyes that were now beginning to lose their shine and starting to become emptier, like those of a mad person. He watched as she bashed the man's head in as many times as she could before he was finally dead, and he watched her stand up and call out for her family who were now only a pile of dead lumps. He watched, his heart almost breaking as little Rose diverted into denial, momentarily pretending that her family would wake up, that they were just 'asleep' and that everything would be okay because facing the horror in front of her was too much for her psyche to bear. 

Once more, he felt himself getting colder. The temperature dropped at an alarming rate and the house turned grey as a dark figure appeared. Was this the demon? He felt anger bubbling up inside of him, rage, this demon took advantage of Rose's mental state to trick her into agreeing to a life worse than hell. A descend into madness. The moment the demon grabbed her hand, he recognized the vacant eyes that he had gotten to know with time. 

As the rest of the memory played out he got to see Rose's struggle with the demon and her eventually succumbing to it when she had no strength left, forced to kill everyone that crossed her path. When the memory ended, he was left with a sick feeling in his stomach and tears in his eyes. He felt dizzy, it was almost like watching a horror movie, this was such an unfathomable memory that there was no proper way to process it. Luckily for him, he was able to remove himself from the memory, seperate it from himself, because it was not his own life that he was seeing. But it didn't make much of a difference. This was the girl he cared for. 

Everything started to begin to fade back, his surroundings changed and he was back in his own house, the demon still in front of him with that menacing expression on a face that she had stolen. An unbearable migraine overcame him and he quickly brought his hand to his forehead, almost stumbling over from the sudden pain. He looked up at 'her', both cofused and disgusted at her smile that seemed to taunt: "Had enough yet?"

His hands ached, if it weren't for 'her' using Rose's body he would have tried to strangle the life out of her. But he also realized that this demon wasn't the only thing wrong here. A robber had killed Rose's entire family before this demon ever even arrived. What would have happened if the demon had left Rose to her own accord and never offered to 'help' her at all? A weird mix of both sympathy and rage overwhelmed him, tearing him up as he didn't know how to feel about any of this, if this demon had never been there, what would have happened to Rose? 

"Why did you do it...", he mumbled, would that man have killed Rose's family if the demon didn't exist? Was it because of 'her' that Rose was now traumatized? He looked at her eyes, finding it hard to believe that they were once red, and tried his hardest to focus as his headache had not subsided. 

"What is it gonna take...for you to leave her alone... What do you want..."

He stared at her, his hand still supporting his head as he tried to fight off a migraine that felt like it would get worse if he succumbed to it. This being before him, whoever she was, it was pure evil. 

[thecurseofarose]

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thecurseofarose:

[thecurseofarose]

she looked at you at you spoke, the question coming out of nothing and requiring her to think back to the moment when the contract had been made. sure,it was a contract but no.. it wasn't one that was written down on a paper. the demon didn't need a paper, the demon only needed a yes of no from her on which rose herself said yes to. therefor, she slowly put her knife and fork down, her plate being empty now.

she then just shook her head, looking at her plate for a bit before looking back at you. "i did not sign a contract..  she proposed something for me and i only had to agree on it.. which, at the time i did.. i only did not know what was behind it or what it meant for me i just.. " she stopped her words, it being rather weird to explain how this went down, especially in her current state.

really, it was also kind of hard to explain this, a lot of emotion went into her memory and seeing her she couldn't quite put it in there. it also put a slight feeling into her, as if something stirred up inside her once more. her eyes, started to give off that black hue again and therefor, she averted her eyes from yours. "tetsuo i.. she knows. she knows everything" she said finally before a faint grin appeared on her lips, her legs crossing underneath the table. 

"thats right" were the words that were released after a slight moment of silence, roses hand moving to support her head a bit as her elbow rested on the table. golden-like eyes then found its way to meet yours, roses other hand slowly sliding over the edge of the table. "if there's anything you want to know boy you could just ask me, you know i'm here all you have to do is call" she chuckled a bit.  "devil's hour? you know that means nothing to me. surely, it has a meaning but that mostly applies to the ghosts and evil spirits inside rose, not to me.. i'm nothing like them."

she slowly stood up from the table, moving her way over to you "do you really wish to know boy? do you wish to know the rose behind my strings? i've watched you guys you know.. i really was right, you have a thing for this girl and you wish to save her, which is why i granted you this one night.. thats right, i granted you the night." she moved her hand over to her mouth, her grin growing a bit bigger on her rose-red lips. 

"i can show you, y'know.. make you experience it.. make you see what formed, us, formed me and rose, i'll make you see her past.. up to her present. "

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He frowned a bit when she averted her gaze, he wanted to ask her what was wrong since she seemed to be in distress for some reason. Did he say something wrong, bring up a bad memory? The moment she looked back at him he knew it wasn't her anymore. He wasn't sure what to say, it wasn't like he had expected for the priest to know how to deal with such a creature, it was more like a last resort. Instinctively, he took a small step backwards when she approached him, asking him if he wanted to know who Rose was, the real Rose, and what happened to her. Did he want to see that? Her past? It had been the thing that made her so traumatized, he wasn't sure if it would even be a smart idea for him to see. But...curiosity ate away at him. 

"You again..."

He didn't answer her question immediately, since it seemed like a dangerous risk to take, given that Rose had ended up so emotionally void. He didn't want to imagine the horrors she had gone through to make her so empty... Although, he didn't feel like empty was the right word. There was something there, he had seen it, but...locked away so deep in a cage, the key to which was lost somewhere in her psyche. Looking for it would be like looking for a needle in a haystack. Or perhaps the other way around, much more painful...

"Why DID you give her one night only...are you playing some kind of game? What the hell do you care if she has one night to herself?"

He just did not understand her reasoning. Perhaps there just was none. He looked at her previously colorless eyes that had now turned yellow with a golden glow about them that made her appear like royalty, despite being worse than the rats in the gutters. 

"Show me."

He finally said, in response to her earlier offer to show him Rose's past, all the way up to where she was now. He had no idea what he was getting himself into, but on some level he knew that. He just didn't care. If this was what she had to go through, he had to know what it was. There was no way she would ever move forward or at least keep from dying if whatever was eating at her remained a mystery. It wasn't like he had never seen terrible things before either. 

Whereas he had previously felt rather sick whenever he looked at 'her' eyes, now he felt more desensitized to it. Not that she couldn't harm him, but terrified was not how he felt when he looked at her. Maybe it was because she was in Rose's body.

[thecurseofarose]

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thecurseofarose:

[thecurseofarose]

she stepped back a bit as you continued cooking, patiently moving back and sitting down at the table to wait for you, to wait until dinner is served. with a bit of patience and watching you, dinner was soon to be served. she looked at the food as it was put on the table and she then looked at you, seeing that you started to eat with chopsticks.. it wasn't like she didn't know how to use them, she just found it a lot harder to actually eat with them. therefor, she was grateful that you gave her a fork and a knife.

she looked at her options, her fingers gently grasping the fork and knife. "you're.. giving me a choice?" she asked, thinking that her choice woud be quite clear. she then started eating, slowly but steadily taking in the food, savoring the taste. it wasn't often that she ate something like this, she rarely ate anything in the beginning, when she was on her own she couldn't even make anything since she was constantly on the move. when she got to eat, it was sometimes at some cafe during the night, with the money she had from the people she killed.. pretty creepy, but not completely unreasonable. 

she slowly looked up at you after a few bites, thinking that she should tell you what she thought of this typical japanese dish. "it's good.. i like this food. it's.. been a long time " she brought out, continuing her dish so that she could finish it.  she didn't say so, but she really enjoyed that dish, good food was really underrated. 

as for the other problem, the problem with the demon.. the thing is, she wasn't asleep at all, if she wanted to, she could strike at any moment, yet she chose at this moment to not to.  it was strange but she didn't mind it, she liked it that the demon stayed away, it was silent in her head once more.. though she knew that she  wouldn't be able to enjoy this all the time.. she was still stuck, the real rose was still stuck and she wouldn't be released entitle day she would die.. or until the day that the demon got exorcized. 

right now, she somehow thought that the demon was keeping quiet until the moment she could strike again, until the time was just right. 

[ice-for-eyes]

He nodded once when she asked him if he was giving her a choice, he wasn't going to force chopsticks on her if she wasn't used to them. He wondered how she had managed to keep herself fed before she met him, did she just steal from stores? He realized she probably just killed people and took their money. He wasn't sure how she felt about killing people, if she felt anything at all or if she was so numb to it she just didn't feel any emotional effects. Maybe she felt bad deep down but had surpressed that so that she could survive without going insane. Well...without going completely insane. He couldn't exactly call her a sane, healthy living human. He was surprised to hear her say she liked the food but he was relieved, if she was used to just buying anything she wanted it was probably different to just eat what somebody else served you. 

He tried not to think about the demon that was hiding in the shadows and how she might be waiting for just the right moment to attack or whatever she had planned in her mind. Maybe she was planning on corrupting him too and using him as a puppet as well in order to kill twice as many people. He thought about that as he ate, surprisingly calm from the outside for someone who was essentially picturing what their demise might be like, how they might die. He put down his chopsticks after a while and looked at her.

"I was wondering, did you sign some sort of contract with her?"

If their agreement was verbal there was practically no way to tell what exactly had been said and under what terms Rose had made a deal with the creature that controlled her. But if there was a written contract, maybe there was some kind of loophole... He doubted it, probably not, but he hadn't thought about it before and it couldn't hurt to ask her if she remembered. 

If there was a contract, that would mean there were some kind of rules to their agreement. But he doubted that too. Even if she had signed a contract she probably lost it a long time ago and there was no way to retrieve it on a count of it possibly being destroyed together with whatever sanity she had left at that time ...

He finished eating, clearing his throat before  stacking some of the empty bowls. He didn't bother cleaning up yet since he waited for her to finish as well and instead leaned against the kitchen table, his fingers nervously tapping the wood of the table's surface, unbeknownst to him and most likely out of worries.

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Humans believe their lives and ants’ lives are weighted differently. This is profound arrogance.

Gantz (via kyaksa)

[actionables]

TUTORIAL TIME! This is really long overdue.

Useful links (because you’re all a bunch of asswipes who send each other so much hate it’s disgusting, or you don’t share how you protect yourself to others):

http://statcounter.com/  - teaches you how to track your visitor activity(IPs) via a simple code and their reports that offer you a timetable of visits

http://whatismyipaddress.com/ip-lookup - where you can further look up IP information about people who are harassing you

http://freehostedscripts.net/blockip/ - after you got the IP, and you’re sure it’s the person who’s been harassing you and you want to get rid of them for good, this site lets you redirect the URL to a new site of your choice (have fun with this, but be good to yourself and others, don’t send them to harmful sites please)

And for those of you who send anon hate, I also offer a choice of links:

http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/2Nn-JxE/are-you-a-masochist-or-a-sadist

http://www.counseling-office.com/surveys/test_psychopathy.phtml

http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/hbCvlWi/Are-you-a-sociopath

http://www.psychologicalselfhelp.org/

http://www.wikihow.com/Love-Yourself

[thecurseofarose]

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when she heard you speaking about ingredients she nodded a bit, understanding just why you just knew some japanese dishes.. this country wasn't exactly russia either. though rose herself was quite the mix, not having the typical russian features either.  her hair being brown and her own eye color being rather unusual. not that it really mattered now, as her eyes turned dull and gray. maybe, just maybe her eyes would be reverted back when the curse is lifted, though.. she wouldn't know how it would be with herself if the curse got lifted at all.

when you seemed to start thinking to yourself after her question, she just looked at you, just slightly confused and not understand of just what you were mumbling. not that it really mattered to her either, you were probably just debating on what to do or something. she let go of a slight breath, nodding a bit at your final words. "i can not tell what is going to happen, if i am going to be set free or if she will remain, yet.. i have faith in what you said to me, if tetsuo wants to have me here, so i will. "

she said, it being her own will to remain here, with you, where she was treated right and being welcome. "though i can not promise. " she said finally, it being quite true. from the words of the demon, she doesn't know if her body will withstand this. if such force really was ripped away from her body, then she wouldn't know if she could handle it herself.. it was probably going to hurt, a lot. though for them both, this was probably the only chance they had.

"no matter what happens, i want you to let it, i don't know what could happen to you if you meddled.. i'd rather have you well " she said once more, moving her hand over to you chest before gently placing it upon it. "your wounds, are they doing better? does it still hurt?" she asked, not really having paid much attention to the fresher wounds. 

[ice-for-eyes]

He wondered what her actual eye color was, or what it would have been had her eyes not become dull and grey because of her curse. Perhaps they were blue? Or more of a white color like his own? Maybe he would never know, she probably didn't even remember what her eyecolor was. He pressed his lips together, a slight frown appearing on his forehead as she told him that he had to just let whatever happened, happen. 

"Yeah, you say that often...I don't think I could stand idly by while you waged war with yourself. But...I think I'll ask her why she left you alone this time. It baffles me..."

He just didn't see the point, if he was well but she was gone there wasn't anything left for him. He didn't know if he would even be able to stand by if she were to have some kind of inner struggle with that demon, it was such an evil being that arguing with it was of no use, but he still couldn't sit by and do nothing. He looked at her when she asked him about his wounds. Some of them were sore, but other than that he would surely make a full recovery, provided he wouldn't get wounded again in the next 24 hours. 

"I'm fine, I predict they will be gone in a few days", he said truthfully, running one of his hands through her hair as he looked at her. At this moment it was almost like she was a normal person. If he didn't know her, he might even think that there was no puppetmaster at all and that she operated like everybody else. Just like her he wasn't exactly used to not having that creature constantly present like a deadly fly on the wall. He turned around to finish preparing breakfast and laid everything out on the kitchen table. It was quite a lot of food, many bowls with simple ingredients that she could pick and combine to her likings. He picked up some chopsticks but then realized she might be more accustomed to eating with knife and fork. Where was she from, exactly? He wasn't sure. She looked western, lighter hair than he had, a more pink complexion. Maybe she was some sort of mix of both Japanese and foreign blood. He put down both the chopsticks and the cutlery in front of her, simply letting her decide what she would use and began to eat himself using a second pair of chopsticks. 

It was now light outside, although the sun wasn't very high up in the sky it was bright and the kitchen was being lit by daylight. The house was quite remote, so there weren't any neighbors walking around but there were distant sounds of cars and the city waking up. He just hoped that her puppetmaster wouldn't wake up early too. 

[hikaritoyami09]

[wakoagemaki]

[thecurseofarose]

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After you had stepped out of the shower she followed your movements slightly before she just closed her eyes and tilted her head into the stream again, she then just moved her legs a bit and slipped her hand in between them, to clean herself out once more, shed rather do it now than have it leaking out of herself later. she gave a few gentle gasps as she did so, her back using the wall behind her as a support. at the time she was done, she slowly turned off the shower and moved her hair to one side to wring it out. 

she then took the clothes you handed her and moved them aside at first to dry her body, gently following her curves with the towel. a moment later, she took the blouse and underwear you gave her, pulling on the underwear first before loosely putting on the blouse, it indeed being rather big and long on her. she then stepped towards you, the sleeves of the blouse covering half of her hands. she then moved her hands up to her face, taking in the scent of the blouse. "smells like.. tetsuo" she hummed, slowly lowering her hands and putting the towel over her shoulders so her hair wouldn't make the blouse all too wet.

when you asked her if she was hungry, she looked up a bit before nodding, yeah she was actually quite hungry after such a night, they hadn't really eaten much either. "yeah.. did you want me to make something? eggs?.. other food" she said, her fingertips grazing your hand slightly before she took it "we could make anything you'd like, i like a lot of foods so i'm not all that picky" she said before walking out of the bathroom with you.

as for clothes, she didn't really own much herself either, just the clothes she had when coming here and some of the clothes she got from you. she really had to go shopping if she wanted clothes but.. yeah, shopping wasn't their first priority now. "say.. tetsuo, it's strange to have a night for myself once.. i've never experienced her so kind. did you.. talk a lot to her?"

He picked up a shirt for himself and put it on before he turned back to her, noticing that she had also dressed herself. She looked quite pretty, her hair was a bit messy and his blouse was too big for her but that had a charm to it. He took a moment to think when she asked what he had in mind for breakfast. He wasn't an amazing cook, but he did have plenty of food in the house since he never wanted to risk having to run to the store for food while working on a project. He bought his food in bulks every month, ofcourse making sure to choose foods that wouldn't spoil so easily. He shrugged, it was a relief that she wasn't a picky eater because even though he had plenty of ingredients he wasn't a very diverse cook. All he knew how to make were common Japanese dishes. 

"Yeah I'll make you something, there's still plenty of food stocked in the kitchen."

He smiled faintly, his fingers intertwining with hers when she took his hand. He walked out of the bathroom with her and into the kitchen, letting go of her hand to open the fridge and collect some ingredients. He picked up rice, fish, eggs, seaweed and a variety of other ingriedients before he started cooking. He didn't know a lot of dishes, but the ones he did know how to make he had cooked a million times so he knew exactly what to do. As he let the rice and the eggs cook, he turned towards her and leaned his hands on the counter. He frowned a bit when she said that it was strange to have a night to herself, that she had never expirienced 'her' being kind enough to leave her alone for so long. He also wondered why, it wasn't like he had said anything that would scare her off, why would that creature be afraid of a human? Perhaps she took pity on Rose? 

"Not really...actually, now that I think about it, she did say something about pitying me, but I think she was being sarcastic. I really don't know, she is even harder to read than you are. She said that she would allow you one night of freedom, but I didn't expect her to keep her word like she did...I don't get it, why would she?"

He began talking more to himself than to her, trying to remember if she had said anything specific to him but there was nothing. He hadn't made any kind of deal with her, all he had said was that he wasn't going to just give up. But he doubted that creature took him seriously. Perhaps...she really did take pity on him? But that didn't make any sense, why would such an evil being feel bad for anyone. He looked up when he noticed that Rose was staring at him, seemingly confused. 

"I mean, I'm just glad she left you alone..."

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[thecurseofarose]

she listened to your words once more, they always managing to surprise her somehow. you were going to bargain with the demon? how were you planning on doing that? it was quite something to even do so. she was sure that the demon wouldn't pass a good deal but.. what was he going to give to her? what was the prize that he was going to have to pay? it didn't make all that much sense to her, why would he want to do such a thing?.. 

she looked down a little, only to notice their figures a bit better, now like you noticing that the sun rays were coming through and that the day was nearing. they had pulled through the night together, only to face the dreadful day. she didn't like this.. she wanted it to stay night for a bit longer, she didn't want it to end. she then moved her hands a bit, moving one up to your cheek while she leaned in to kiss you briefly, somehow thinking that that would make you feel better too.  

it wasn't like she hadn't noticed the slight change in you as well, she could see that you weren't having the nicest thoughts and that wasn't what she wanted right now. they just had a passionate moment together and she was the one to break the glass again. it wasn't like she really think that through either but still.  her head remained close once more and she shifted her position a little again. 

"if... you can later today.. do this to me again.. before the man comes" she said, moving back a little "if.. anything goes wrong after this, you will at least have this memory left" she brought out, the hand which was still neat your neck now slowly moving to stroke the skin. "i don't know how things will go later.. but i trust you.. i trust that you will stay with me and i trust that you will pull me through but.. what i am doing now is as much as i can give you. if it pleases tetsuo then it pleases me.. i am grateful to have encountered such a person.. if not for you, i would have still wandered around, i would have still been lost.. you gave me a home, you even gave me more. right now, this is all what i would have wished for when i was younger, if only you had been there then.."

she let a slight breath escape her lips after her little speech, her thoughts being quite speakable for some odd reason. they didn't hold much emotion towards herself, but they did hold the gratitude he held towards you. "as for the bargain.. i suggest you not to do so.. i wouldn't want tetsuo to offer himself up for me, i am not worth such a thing..  if anything, kill her.. send her back, i don't care how, even if you have to harm me." once more, she brought that last bit out pretty coldly, her own death even meaning little to her even though she didn't wish to.

[ice-for-eyes]

To him keeping her was worth whatever he would have to give in return. If he hadn't met her she might still be wandering around, or she might have even expired under the pressure and torment. He did feel a bit better when she kissed him, he knew that whatever happened he would at least have that memory of her and he would at least know she knew how he felt about her. He didn't want to let go of her, but he did so anyway knowing that he couldn't keep her in his arms forever and that he had no choice when she moved away from him. 

He was about to stand up when he heard her say something that made him stop dead in his tracks. "If anything, kill her..." Those were her words. Kill her? That would mean killing Rose. He didn't understand how she could offer that, even an emotionless Rose was better than a dead one. 

"No...no, no way. How could I ... If you die, then there's no point..."

He shook his head and sighed as he stood up, running his hands through his hair before he stepped out of the shower and picked up some towels. He turned back to her to hand her one, without turning off the shower in case she wanted to wash herself again. He dried himself off, opening one of the cabinets to search for some dry clothes. He turned his head towards her as he picked up some boxers and pants to put on.

"I'd...I'd like to do this again later if there's time...", he said in response to her stating they should do so before the priest would arrive. After putting on a pair of pants himself he picked up some underwear and a blouse for her to wear. He didn't exactly own women's clothing, but the blouse was long enough to where she could wear it as a dress shirt. When she took the clothes from his hands he looked over to the small window. Outside it was becoming lighter and the sounds of birds and other animals waking up were audible through the glass. 

"Are you hungry?", he suddenly asked her, it had been a while since they ate. The fact that this might be their last breakfast together made it more sad, but he tried to ignore that for now. 

[thecurseofarose]

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”tetsu..o.. ”…

[thecurseofarose]

the moment that you let her go was the time she took a moment to regain her breath, her body trembling a bit and more hot breaths leaving her lips, she was glad you stopped since she really was all too close, she wanted to do more.. way more, she wanted to feel you again and that yearning was way too present for comfort. she somehow knew it was the same for you, seeing the way you looked at her and touched her. 

so when you kissed her, it was only natural for her to kiss you back, tasting her taste on your lips and tasting that their tastes mixed together as well. it was weird at first, but she quickly adjusted to it, their tastes fitting together somehow and making it even better.  so when you pulled away, she couldn’t help but let go of a little whimper in loss,  wanting the taste to return but that was soon to be granted. first things first..

that being her body being lifted up on yours and your erection being pushed inside her in the progress. when that happened, she let go of a loud moan, the close feeling returning again. though when she was about to move, she felt your lips on hers again, her own lips returning it and letting that be like it for a while.. until the moment her body asked for more again. so with that, she moved her hips, skipping the slow part and immediately going for it, pulling up and moving down, it not even taking long for you to release because of it.. it must have meant that she did well, cause it felt incredibly good for her too.

luckily for them was that she didn’t take much longer, her movements not ceasing until that moment and taking up just enough time to ride out your own orgasm before hers followed. due to that, she pulled back from the kiss and arched her back, a loud moan being released from her lips and her head thrown back as well, her insides clenching around you as the hot liquid of her own body washed out of her. her hands gripped your shoulders and her body trembled once more, hot breaths mixed with soft moans leaving the moments after as she had to come down from her high.

[ice-for-eyes]

His arms remained around her when she arched her back, her body trembling against his as she climaxed right after him. It felt rather intense, her taste still on his tongue and the smell of her natural scent surrounding him. It smelled remarkably pleasant and made him feel warm somehow. When she grabbed his shoulders, he tried to catch his breath as he leaned in closer and leaned his forehead against hers. He kept his arms around her for a bit longer, afraid she would get off of him if he let go of her, something which he for some reason wanted to avoid for now. 

Her grip on him had loosened and her body seemed more relaxed now, as was his own, although his heartrate was still catching up and his breathing was still a bit heavier than normal. He looked at her, his eyes which were previously completely glazed over had once again returned to their usual state, more clear and alert. He now noticed that her eyes, although not as life-like as most people, still looked less empty at the moment than they usually did. Was it because he was still holding her? Because she was still sitting on his lap? He found it strange, he had noticed it before too but he didn’t think much of it. Not that it was a bad thing, on the contrary, it baffled him.

"Your eyes…", he mumbled as he stared into them. The water was still running, his hair had gotten wet as well and stuck to his face and the back of his neck in strands, giving him a messy appearance. “…they’re…different”, he continued, bringing one hand to her head and swiping aside some of her hair that was in the way of her face. 

"It’s lovely."

The corners of his lips curled up into faint smile as he placed his hand in her neck. It was still warm to the touch, and the room had gotten rather steamy, so much so that the glass wall around the shower had ceased to be transparent due to condensation. He just looked at her for a while, trying his hardest to take in every curve, every impression and every detail of her face. 

[thecurseofarose]

when you mentioned her eyes, her breath hitched a bit. was she really different? that couldn't be, she had never been different before, how could she now? was it because of him? it must be. events that had never occurred before occurred now and.. that must be the influence.. he must be the influence. she let go of a slight breath after then, looking back into your eyes before wrapping her arms around your neck to move in just a bit closer. it was strange but.. the more they did this the more.. bonded she felt with you and this time was even better than the last.

she didn't speak up until the moment she had regained her breath, her eyes still looking into yours and one of her hands moving a bit to the crook of your neck to stroke it. "it really is weird.. and you're the one who's making me feel like this" she stated, her voice a bit soft. this wasn't meant as a bad thing and she figured that you knew that. ".. now that you've made me experience and feel this you've.. made it much harder for me to accept my fate"

she brought out lastly, thinking of the upcoming events again.. thinking of.. the future for once. she somehow wanted it to be with you, you had really given her way more than she could ask for, you had given her a place where she belonged. "i shouldn't be able to feel.. yet you're making me feel like this.. it's so strange i don't.. i don't understand it at all." she finally admitted fully, her hips moving slightly, causing a slight friction between the two. 

"i.. ahh...want to share more of these moments with you.. and having these thoughts is.. almost selfish, what is it in you that pulls this out of me, why do i yearn for you so, why do you make my body ache like this, why does it feel so good.. why does tetsuo make me feel so.. " she brought out, her voice being mixed a bit with monotone and moan-like. "my body acts on its own and i can't stop it.. i don't feel like it either.. weird, it's weird tetsuo.. "

[ice-for-eyes]

It seemed to surprise her that he said that she seemed different. Had she not noticed herself changing? The questions she asked were all questions he had too, she wasn't supposed to feel... Was it perhaps because the creature inside of her had promised to allow her one night to be rid of possession? He also wanted to be with her like this more often, to hold her like this and expirience more things like they just had. He had never felt like this about a girl, about anyone really, it was addicting. 

"I...me too, I want...for you to stay...but if you can't, then...I'll have to go with you because...I'm not letting go."

 An increasingly darker feeling of dread began to overwhelm him just thinking about what she said. She could disappear. Sooner than later she could be gone. He would follow her into the darkness if that's what it took. But he couldn't help but hold on to the hope that it might not be over yet, that there had to be a way to get her out of this. As a scientist, all of his studies and all of the knowledge he had was completely useless in a situation that had to do with a demon. He wasn't even sure if that was the right word for the creature. 

A pleasant shiver ran down his spine and a warm feeling appeared in his chest when she caused a slight friction between them by moving closer, pressing herself up against him even more. He didn't let go of her either, he didn't want this to end at all. But then he noticed something. The room was fairly dark, just enough light from a lightbulb to see where you were standing and what you were doing, but there certainly hadn't been any light coming from outside until now. The small rays of sunshine were starting to crack through the small window that was close to the ceiling. He felt his stomach turn in dread as he realized it was the light of dawn. Instinctively he held her tighter, as if he was afraid that the daylight would steal her away. 

"I'm...going to try to bargain with it."

He said, it was his only option left. He had no faith in the exorcism, although he didn't want to rule it out either, but it seemed at this stage like he was going to have to make a deal with the devil to keep her and the price would be high. Even if he had to lose some part of himself, or if he had to give up something, he didn't care, he just wanted her to be okay and by his side for as long as possible without being tormented.

[thecurseofarose]

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”tetsu..o.. ”…

[thecurseofarose]

the moment that you let her go was the time she took a moment to regain her breath, her body trembling a bit and more hot breaths leaving her lips, she was glad you stopped since she really was all too close, she wanted to do more.. way more, she wanted to feel you again and that yearning was way too present for comfort. she somehow knew it was the same for you, seeing the way you looked at her and touched her. 

so when you kissed her, it was only natural for her to kiss you back, tasting her taste on your lips and tasting that their tastes mixed together as well. it was weird at first, but she quickly adjusted to it, their tastes fitting together somehow and making it even better.  so when you pulled away, she couldn’t help but let go of a little whimper in loss,  wanting the taste to return but that was soon to be granted. first things first..

that being her body being lifted up on yours and your erection being pushed inside her in the progress. when that happened, she let go of a loud moan, the close feeling returning again. though when she was about to move, she felt your lips on hers again, her own lips returning it and letting that be like it for a while.. until the moment her body asked for more again. so with that, she moved her hips, skipping the slow part and immediately going for it, pulling up and moving down, it not even taking long for you to release because of it.. it must have meant that she did well, cause it felt incredibly good for her too.

luckily for them was that she didn’t take much longer, her movements not ceasing until that moment and taking up just enough time to ride out your own orgasm before hers followed. due to that, she pulled back from the kiss and arched her back, a loud moan being released from her lips and her head thrown back as well, her insides clenching around you as the hot liquid of her own body washed out of her. her hands gripped your shoulders and her body trembled once more, hot breaths mixed with soft moans leaving the moments after as she had to come down from her high.

[ice-for-eyes]

His arms remained around her when she arched her back, her body trembling against his as she climaxed right after him. It felt rather intense, her taste still on his tongue and the smell of her natural scent surrounding him. It smelled remarkably pleasant and made him feel warm somehow. When she grabbed his shoulders, he tried to catch his breath as he leaned in closer and leaned his forehead against hers. He kept his arms around her for a bit longer, afraid she would get off of him if he let go of her, something which he for some reason wanted to avoid for now. 

Her grip on him had loosened and her body seemed more relaxed now, as was his own, although his heartrate was still catching up and his breathing was still a bit heavier than normal. He looked at her, his eyes which were previously completely glazed over had once again returned to their usual state, more clear and alert. He now noticed that her eyes, although not as life-like as most people, still looked less empty at the moment than they usually did. Was it because he was still holding her? Because she was still sitting on his lap? He found it strange, he had noticed it before too but he didn't think much of it. Not that it was a bad thing, on the contrary, it baffled him.

"Your eyes...", he mumbled as he stared into them. The water was still running, his hair had gotten wet as well and stuck to his face and the back of his neck in strands, giving him a messy appearance. "...they're...different", he continued, bringing one hand to her head and swiping aside some of her hair that was in the way of her face. 

"It's lovely."

The corners of his lips curled up into faint smile as he placed his hand in her neck. It was still warm to the touch, and the room had gotten rather steamy, so much so that the glass wall around the shower had ceased to be transparent due to condensation. He just looked at her for a while, trying his hardest to take in every curve, every impression and every detail of her face. 

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”tetsu..o.. ” she moaned out your name softly at the touches, her body trembling a…

[thecurseofarose]

she let go of another breath before she went a bit further with her actions, slowly taking the tip into her mouth and sucking on it lightly before she moved it in further, starting to move her head so that her lips rubbed over your erection. with each movement, she tried to take in more up to the point that she couldn’t. any more. she then moved one of her hands up to trail her fingers over what she couldn’t reach, timing it with her movements and moving it down from time to time as well, to rub your balls too. 

she just did whatever she had read, working it out like she thought it actually happened, hoping that it pleased you. her own body reacted to it as well, a certain tingle being down near her sensitive area, as if her body was aroused by what she did with you. that same aching started again like when you touched her, the same yearning for more. her hips moved a bit in discomfort, trying to seek what it had lost earlier, her legs clenching a bit, though none of it affected her movements on you. 

after a short while, a soft moan left her lips, the vibrations of her voice being used as an extra sensation, though it wasn’t really intentional. at a certain point even, she had to pull away slightly to catch her breath, a question ringing in her mind as well, one which you had asked her earlier. when she pulled away, a similar thread of saliva, now mixed with your pre-cum connected her tongue to your erection, it falling apart a bit more slow.

her eyes looked up at yours and a few hot breaths left her lips. “does it.. feel good?..” she asked, her voice having a certain ring to it, it was still rather emotional but.. it was different. her eyes, once more were glazed over as well, way beyond her control. her body moved on its own accord again.

[ice-for-eyes]

The further she went, the closer he was getting to cumming again. He noticed the changes in her too, her eyes became more like his, more lustful, and her body seemed more sensitive and aroused. His moans became louder and a bit more frequent when she took his erection in her mouth as far as it could go, granting him an intense feeling of pleasure every time she moved her tongue. He was rather close to the edge, if it wasn’t for her pulling away to take a breath he wouldn’t have lasted much longer. He panted as he looked down at her, subtly nodding when she asked him whether or not it felt good. It did, better than he had expected. “Yeah…I didn’t expect…you’re really good at this…”

His eyes glanced down at her body, noticing how she was unwittingly moving her legs a bit. She probably wanted to feel it too. His hand stroked one of her cheeks, she was surprisingly selfless at this moment. He noticed she wanted to continue, but instead he stopped her from doing so, having something else in mind now. A faint, barely noticeable smile danced on his lips as he spoke in a low tone. "Wait…it’s my turn now", he said as he kneeled down in front of her, gently pushing her backwards so that she would sit on the ground, her back leaning against the wall. The tiled floor of the shower was no longer cold due to the hot water running down. He leaned in on all fours and planted a kiss in her neck first, his hand moving to one of her inner thighs and tracing along her skin, close to her sensitive area but not actually touching it. 

He moved lower, just as she had, pressing kisses from her breasts to her lower stomach until he reached her most sensitive spot. She could feel his hot breath between her legs before he opened his mouth a bit and softly licked her with his tongue. She was surprisingly wet and tasted rather nice, a bit sweet but not overwhelminly so. He slowly began to move his tongue a bit more, both of his hands meanwhile sliding up and down her upper legs. He pushed himself forward a bit, adding some pressure between her legs and causing the tip of his tongue to slip inside of her.

He began teasing her, building up by moving his tongue just fast enough to drive her closer to her limits but just slow enough to where she wasn’t quite there yet. Besides his tongue moving around, gently exploring her insides, she could feel his every breath on her bare skin. Some of her wetness dripped down along his lips the more he teased her, the strong, sweet-like scent of her body becoming increasingly more intense.  

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she looked at you as you moved to her, your words sending shiver through her spine as she knew what you were implying. she then moved back and leaned against the wall as you pushed her back, the wall feeling a bit cold at first but she quickly adjusted, no longer feeling the cold and instead being able to focus on something else instead.  she followed your movements once more as you moved down to kiss her chest, a soft moan leaving her lips at each kiss, even when you moved further down.

then another thought certainly hit her, you had mentioned something about wondering what she tasted like as well, which was probably what you were getting at now as well. her breath hitched, her face coloring a bit once more as she thought of it, were you really going to do what she thought of? the answer, yes. the moment your tongue hit her there she moaned out, her back arching off the tiles and her hips bucking a bit even though she tried to hold it back. 

this felt different than the fingers, though still as good, your warm tongue moving inside of her and pushing up against her walls, lapping up her fluids. just like with you, each movement you made, made her feel closer to a certain feeling, everything just building up and getting more hot inside of her. she was sure that this was the high peak that she had felt earlier and she was eager to feel it once more.. though, you hadn't reached yours yet and she somehow felt like you should with her.

while she sought for the words, her fingers twitched a bit in pleasure, seeking for something to hold onto while you worked your magic on her, she had to be fast however or else she would spill over for sure. her hand then just slowly moved up, her fingers connecting with her lips before the tips slipped past, hot breaths and moans leaving them as well. "t-te.. tetsuo.. a-ah the.. weird feeling.. s-so hot.. p-please i'm.. it's going to.. overflow" she warned, not knowing what else to call it. "s-stop before..a-ahh i.. can't hold it in..  i-if you still want to.. want to do more then you should.. you should now.."

[ice-for-eyes]

He softly squeezed her upper legs with his hands when she moved her hips, taking that as a sign that she enjoyed this. From what he could tell through her body language, it really was like this certain spot on her body sent shivers through all of her limbs every time it was touched. He looked up at her with just his eyes to see the expression on her face while he tasted every bit of her, watching her and realizing how she had went from a seemingly emotionless doll-like girl to the way she was now. He liked her either way, but he had to admit it was a thrill to see her like this. 

When she attempted to speak, her voice came out shaky and in between breaths and moans that she couldn't control. He grinned ever so slightly, he knew how she felt, if she had gone any further with him he would have 'overflowed' as well. He lifted his head, licking his lips as he looked her in the eyes. "I knew you would taste nice..." 

He moved in closer, pressing his lips on hers as he picked her up by her legs, putting her on his lap and with that, pushing himself inside her for the second time. The pressure of that alone almost sent him over the edge and he gasped, a hot breath escaping from his mouth into hers as he tried holding it back just a little longer. His hands moved to her hips, each one of her legs now spread on one side of him as he deepened their kiss. Since she was on top of him he had little room to move, which wasn't such a bad thing considering how close they both were to reaching their climax. He too wanted to reach it together, for some reason it intensified the feeling even more for him. He wondered if it was the same for her.

He softly squeezed her buttocks, her chest now pressed up against his and his head slightly angled upwards so he was able to kiss her. Warm water poured down both their necks and backs, increasing the strangely hot feeling she had described earlier. The moment her hips moved, he couldn't take it anymore. His mind went blank and a loud groan escaped from his throat as he finally came, his grip on her tightening momentarily as his release filled her up again.