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@thecurseofarose
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thecurseofarose:
she followed your movements, golden eyes tracking you down to your spot.it really fascinated her on how you were so keen on helping rose, on how you fell in love with someone like her, someone as emotionless and void as her. though really, it couldn't be helped. that's why she was offering this now at a price, she knew it wasn't easy to just find a person to fit everything like that, not everybody was pure and still had their virginity, those kinds of people were really rare at this age.. though, if you knew such a person already, you might be in luck. incredible luck even.
at the time she came to rose, rose was still a kid and it was only obvious that she still was both, even though she had already killed a person, that didn't really matter seeing as the kid didn't do anything wrong in her own mind, she only tried to protect herself and defend her already dead parents. to the demon, rose really was a catch, no parents, killing instinct and pure body, rose was just a rare treasure and that was why she could get away with everything so easily.. she knew more than well that she was just using the kid, even now.
when she heard the knocking on the door, she looked up a bit.. who could be at the door at this time? the priest said he would come later.. perhaps he had changed his mind? perhaps he thought that right now might have been the best time to get busy to prepare everything for the exorcism. "i wonder who that could be?" she said, a smirk playing on her lips as she did so. she then moved to sit on the table, her legs crossing. she wondered how the priest would react if he saw her, if he saw the actual devil that danced in rose's eyes like he said so beautifully earlier.
however, her smirk disappeared for a moment at your next words, so did her curiosity of who was at the door. she remained in that state for a moment before she just grinned, the now inhuman grin playing on her lips as you said you'd take the deal. "got it" she chimed, her voice straying a bit from rose's. "but remember, now that you've accepted it, theres no turning back, boy~" she mused, her hand moving up to brush through her hair.. oh how she loved this, she was already looking forward to what you would bring in.. she wondered if you'd be in time at all, rose was almost at her limit after all.
would you really grasp rose's hand and pull her back? or would she just fall into the darkness.. her fate literally lied in your hands.
she hoped that you could feel the weight you had just put upon yourself.
thecurseofarose:
she arched her brow and cocker her head, it seemed like you are starting to get by from your doubts and head more towards the direction in which she wished you to go, perhaps it never even occurred to you that she had kept rose scar free and healthy, she could easily heal any stat problems in a human body, as long as the body itself was pure and virgin.. as long as the body was strong enough to hold the power, then she didn't ask for anything more, it was your choice if you unleashed her yes or no.
she looked at you as you leaned on the table, you seemed weak, dizzy and confused. this really was amusing, it seemed like she was playing mind games with you and she just loved it. "how will you know? well.. it's almost certain if you get the body and perform the ritual right, though are you sure that you want to keep the priest hanging? i thought you'd rather kill me than set me free.. it seems somewhat hard to comprehend after all that you'd just kill another.. cause setting me in their body is basically killing them.. "
she said, moving towards you once more "oh, by the way.. i escaped hell cause i wanted to, because i was strong enough to do so.. we aren't meant to be beautiful like angels, we're meant to scare and scar so.. you were pretty right on that" she hummed, explaining why your comments did little to her, though they deserved an explanation. "however, if we get back on topic.. then i'll give you a little something. if you want my word on the body part, then we're going to have to make a little deal.. bring me the body, or i'll take rose's, it's as simple as that.. you have until either rose breaks, or the priest succeeds. if the priest succeeds.. then you're in luck, if rose breaks, i won't hesitate on taking her instead. it's killing another.. or killing her. "
she thought it was good either way, rose or someone else.. she had become strong, it really was a wonder that rose's body or rose herself hadn't succumbed yet, most human bodies wouldn't even be handle the amount of energy and power the demon possessed. "it's your choice kid.. what will it be? the priest.. or the innocent?"
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the moment you pulled her hand away and called her a parasite is the moment you caught her attention again, her eyes looking up at yours once more and her hand remaining in yours. however, her other hand moved up to take your cheek, a little laugh leaving her lips "i find it adorable on how you try to defend rose, i heard what you were saying.. you wanted to make a deal with me, hmn kid? well, deals aren't really the things i make, rose was an exception in order to get what i wanted as well"
she chimed leaning back a bit and letting her hand gently trail down from your cheek "i can feel that anger inside of you darling, you want to kill me.. i love it" he slowly moved up, pressing herself against you "if rose were to succumb to me, i'll just take her body and live on in it, make it mine completely.. i'll finally be free to do whatever i want and no one will be able to stop me. you see, as much worse is a prisoner of mine, i am a prisoner of hers.. one of us is just going to have to die in order to be free"
she admitted, basically telling him that there was no other way around it "if you rip me out, rose will be free indeed but.. for how long? i could escape again, i could take her body again.. i could even take yours" she said, trailing her finger over your chest "if.. you were to give me a different body however, i might consider leaving on my own accord.. though, you will have this all on your name. "
she stepped back a bit, taking a strand of rose's long hair between her fingers and twirling it softly. "i need a body which is pure, unharmed and virgin.. more of all, i need it to be alive and even if you were to find such a body, did you really want to set me free? set me free with the chance of the killings to continue, just so that you could be together with rose? could you really kidnap a person and bring that innocence to demise.. just for rose?.. would you become a killer, just for her?" she grinned again, her eyes narrowing a bit, her smile almost being inhuman again.
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she looked at him, finding it truly amusing to see his current state, it was dun to watch.. she admitted. to her, all of this was no big deal, she indeed took advantage of the little rose and formed it into her own likings. the rose, which was once red and full of life as now black, full of thorns and screaming death. the demon knew exactly what she was doing, why she was doing it and what purpose it had. she had been around for a long time after all. this demon.. was insane.
"why i took rose? hmm, good question.. though easy to answer. couldn't you see it, boy? how this little girl stood up to this scary man and killed him in her own defense, she didn't even hesitate!" she hummed, her grin growing a bit bigger. "i couldn't not take her, she was strong, so incredibly strong.. the life force this girl had, she was so pure yet so.. so tempting. this girl had potential, i knew she could reach great heights with my help. all i had to do was offer her something she couldn't refuse"
she turned around for the moment, moving her fingers over the table and tracing it until the edge before turning back to you "you see.. i just love it when murders appear, they give me such great joy, such fulfillment.. all those souls, all that agony, its so.. delicious. " she licked her lips, moving one of her hands up slightly "i didn't have a body at the time, i had just escaped from hell after all. i couldn't possibly do the killing i desired, i couldn't get any souls like this i.. couldn't get stronger the way i was.. and dear rose, rose just wanted to forget it all, rose was terrified. i just offered her a way out, i mean look at her, she doesn't give away a hint of emotion, she's just like who she wanted to be.. she doesn't feel a thing.. "
he leaned back a bit, her body leaning a bit against the kitchen table. "it was hard at first you know, getting through that thick outer layer, making her succumb to me.. even now, she isn't completely mine yet, though i'm getting there, it's only a matter of time before her soul, her powerful soul.. will be mine too and then i just have to take what's left. all.. all of this will be mine" she said, her hand moving up to her neck, only to trace down over her breasts, then stomach and finally resting on her thigh "isn't it beautiful? i really chose the perfect little human being, i formed her, raised her into my little black rose"
she looked at you again, her eyes piercing through "did you wish to see her? how she is now? how she is right now inside of me? rose's being, rose's soul.. i wouldn't mind showing you, darling.." she bit her lower lip, her hand moving over to undo one of the buttons.
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Another chuckle had left her lips at your reactions, noticing by your body language that you were cautious of her. though not that that mattered, he couldn't do anything to her, he wouldn't, not while she was in rose's body. she slowly moved more towards you, her hand finding its way up to your cheek, fingers slowly grazing the skin. "i granted her that night cause it might be her last one, our last one, though.. i do wonder about it, is it rose who's going to give in? me? or both, you never know, thats why i gave her one favor, i gave her what she wanted i gave you what you wanted"
she chimed, a grin still playing on her lips. ".. i will grant you permission into rose for once, if you decide that it's enough, i'll pull you out, though if you do, there's no way back. i wish you fun, boy. " she hummed, leaning in and pressing her lips against yours, a strange thing pulling your consciousness in and for a while, everything you should see was black, that until the moment a faint scenery appeared. visible, was rose's house in russia, it was a rather big house, warm and seemingly full of life. in the living room, were rose's parents and pet, a dog.
there was a faint conversation going on, that up until the moment the doorbell rang, rose's father standing up and moving towards the door to open it.. which was where it went wrong. not even that long after, rose's father was pushed back into the living room by a man with a gun, the man's purpose being clear.. that to rob them. from there, the scenery quickly changed, as rose's family tried to escape, one victim fell, it being the mother at first, which triggered the father and even the dog, one shot falling after another.
not even soon after that, a little girl slowly peeked into the living room, being startled out of her sleep by the loud sounds from downstairs, that.. was where she encountered the man, the girl's wine red eyes going wide and the girl moving to get away from him, only just dodging a shot. there, was when she moved into the kitchen to hide in one of the closets, the man going around and searching for her chiming 'come out come out wherever you are'. from there, the man eventually found her, rose quickly reacting by getting past the man, sneaking something with her from what seemed to be a knife.
the man then again came after her, knocking the knife out of her hand and moving in to shoot her. though, just in time, she managed to get the knife again and stab the man in the leg, which caused him to fall down and giving rose a moment to react.. which had to be fast. she took the nearest wine bottle and smiled it into the mans head, it shattering on instant and causing the man deep wounds, though seeing as that wasn't enough.. she had to do it again and again to kill the man, it leaving quite the blood bath. heavy breaths left her smaller lips, her eyes having drained from all shine due to all this.. it really became clear soon enough, this girl was rose.
as the man laid limp she slowly got up, calling for her father and mother.. with no response, she then moved to the living room, only to see the corpses again, her eyes going wide with horror once more, it not even taking long before she screamed, her hands moving into her hair and her knees buckling, making her fall onto them. that continued, until she started to take everything in, starting to deny the situation, starting to wish for her parents to start moving.. starting to wish for it to be over, starting to wish for the pain to go away.
this, was where something started to change in her surroundings, the room becoming colder.. the light in the house darker. a figure, soon appearing near rose.. the figure being black, twisted, not even human like.. but soon starting to take the form of a woman, still being black.. but the eyes being golden, glowing. she started speaking 'do you really wish for the pain to go away? i can help you.. little girl, i can make it all go away' she hummed, playing in on the emotions of rose as she trembled, rose's eyes slowly moving to meet the demon's. this, was where rose agreed, took the hand of the demon and this.. is where the demon entered her. the whole event, loss of souls and bloodshed, had pulled the demon to her, the screams and agony just working like a magnet and that appealed to the demon.. up to this.
not long after the demon entered her, roses eyes became clouded.. not grey yet, not even all that emotionless yet, but it was going there. after this, rose just left the house, the police arrived, reported the girl missing and this was where rose started her journey. the puppet master controlling her new toy into killing, no matter how she refused in the beginning. rose thought at the start that it was over after that horrible night, only to enter something even worse. rose was really controlled in the beginning, rose herself screaming, crying and working back not to kill.. but nevertheless, doing it either way. she vomited after each horrible murder, screamed in pain when something happened or a new soul entered her.. yet she couldn't do anything. rose spoke of how the demon lied to her, to how she thought that she was going to help her.. but nothing made it stop. the girl moved after each killing, only to find a new victim soon enough.
this just went on and on, until the moment the tears stopped, her eyes became duller and grayer, until rose became who she was, until she broke from the outside. the killings continued and it not staying with a little.. she really had killed a lot, not even with a reason, it all just being just because the demon wanted her to. rose moved and killed.. all over again. the deaths ranging from quick, to slow and horrible. guts being ripped out, blood going everywhere, people yelling and screaming and begging her to stop, to which she never reacted. some people fought, hurt her but she always won, she always succeeded.. all because of the demon.
thecurseofarose:
she looked at you at you spoke, the question coming out of nothing and requiring her to think back to the moment when the contract had been made. sure,it was a contract but no.. it wasn't one that was written down on a paper. the demon didn't need a paper, the demon only needed a yes of no from her on which rose herself said yes to. therefor, she slowly put her knife and fork down, her plate being empty now.
she then just shook her head, looking at her plate for a bit before looking back at you. "i did not sign a contract.. she proposed something for me and i only had to agree on it.. which, at the time i did.. i only did not know what was behind it or what it meant for me i just.. " she stopped her words, it being rather weird to explain how this went down, especially in her current state.
really, it was also kind of hard to explain this, a lot of emotion went into her memory and seeing her she couldn't quite put it in there. it also put a slight feeling into her, as if something stirred up inside her once more. her eyes, started to give off that black hue again and therefor, she averted her eyes from yours. "tetsuo i.. she knows. she knows everything" she said finally before a faint grin appeared on her lips, her legs crossing underneath the table.
"thats right" were the words that were released after a slight moment of silence, roses hand moving to support her head a bit as her elbow rested on the table. golden-like eyes then found its way to meet yours, roses other hand slowly sliding over the edge of the table. "if there's anything you want to know boy you could just ask me, you know i'm here all you have to do is call" she chuckled a bit. "devil's hour? you know that means nothing to me. surely, it has a meaning but that mostly applies to the ghosts and evil spirits inside rose, not to me.. i'm nothing like them."
she slowly stood up from the table, moving her way over to you "do you really wish to know boy? do you wish to know the rose behind my strings? i've watched you guys you know.. i really was right, you have a thing for this girl and you wish to save her, which is why i granted you this one night.. thats right, i granted you the night." she moved her hand over to her mouth, her grin growing a bit bigger on her rose-red lips.
"i can show you, y'know.. make you experience it.. make you see what formed, us, formed me and rose, i'll make you see her past.. up to her present. "
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she stepped back a bit as you continued cooking, patiently moving back and sitting down at the table to wait for you, to wait until dinner is served. with a bit of patience and watching you, dinner was soon to be served. she looked at the food as it was put on the table and she then looked at you, seeing that you started to eat with chopsticks.. it wasn't like she didn't know how to use them, she just found it a lot harder to actually eat with them. therefor, she was grateful that you gave her a fork and a knife.
she looked at her options, her fingers gently grasping the fork and knife. "you're.. giving me a choice?" she asked, thinking that her choice woud be quite clear. she then started eating, slowly but steadily taking in the food, savoring the taste. it wasn't often that she ate something like this, she rarely ate anything in the beginning, when she was on her own she couldn't even make anything since she was constantly on the move. when she got to eat, it was sometimes at some cafe during the night, with the money she had from the people she killed.. pretty creepy, but not completely unreasonable.
she slowly looked up at you after a few bites, thinking that she should tell you what she thought of this typical japanese dish. "it's good.. i like this food. it's.. been a long time " she brought out, continuing her dish so that she could finish it. she didn't say so, but she really enjoyed that dish, good food was really underrated.
as for the other problem, the problem with the demon.. the thing is, she wasn't asleep at all, if she wanted to, she could strike at any moment, yet she chose at this moment to not to. it was strange but she didn't mind it, she liked it that the demon stayed away, it was silent in her head once more.. though she knew that she wouldn't be able to enjoy this all the time.. she was still stuck, the real rose was still stuck and she wouldn't be released entitle day she would die.. or until the day that the demon got exorcized.
right now, she somehow thought that the demon was keeping quiet until the moment she could strike again, until the time was just right.
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when she heard you speaking about ingredients she nodded a bit, understanding just why you just knew some japanese dishes.. this country wasn't exactly russia either. though rose herself was quite the mix, not having the typical russian features either. her hair being brown and her own eye color being rather unusual. not that it really mattered now, as her eyes turned dull and gray. maybe, just maybe her eyes would be reverted back when the curse is lifted, though.. she wouldn't know how it would be with herself if the curse got lifted at all.
when you seemed to start thinking to yourself after her question, she just looked at you, just slightly confused and not understand of just what you were mumbling. not that it really mattered to her either, you were probably just debating on what to do or something. she let go of a slight breath, nodding a bit at your final words. "i can not tell what is going to happen, if i am going to be set free or if she will remain, yet.. i have faith in what you said to me, if tetsuo wants to have me here, so i will. "
she said, it being her own will to remain here, with you, where she was treated right and being welcome. "though i can not promise. " she said finally, it being quite true. from the words of the demon, she doesn't know if her body will withstand this. if such force really was ripped away from her body, then she wouldn't know if she could handle it herself.. it was probably going to hurt, a lot. though for them both, this was probably the only chance they had.
"no matter what happens, i want you to let it, i don't know what could happen to you if you meddled.. i'd rather have you well " she said once more, moving her hand over to you chest before gently placing it upon it. "your wounds, are they doing better? does it still hurt?" she asked, not really having paid much attention to the fresher wounds.
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After you had stepped out of the shower she followed your movements slightly before she just closed her eyes and tilted her head into the stream again, she then just moved her legs a bit and slipped her hand in between them, to clean herself out once more, shed rather do it now than have it leaking out of herself later. she gave a few gentle gasps as she did so, her back using the wall behind her as a support. at the time she was done, she slowly turned off the shower and moved her hair to one side to wring it out.
she then took the clothes you handed her and moved them aside at first to dry her body, gently following her curves with the towel. a moment later, she took the blouse and underwear you gave her, pulling on the underwear first before loosely putting on the blouse, it indeed being rather big and long on her. she then stepped towards you, the sleeves of the blouse covering half of her hands. she then moved her hands up to her face, taking in the scent of the blouse. "smells like.. tetsuo" she hummed, slowly lowering her hands and putting the towel over her shoulders so her hair wouldn't make the blouse all too wet.
when you asked her if she was hungry, she looked up a bit before nodding, yeah she was actually quite hungry after such a night, they hadn't really eaten much either. "yeah.. did you want me to make something? eggs?.. other food" she said, her fingertips grazing your hand slightly before she took it "we could make anything you'd like, i like a lot of foods so i'm not all that picky" she said before walking out of the bathroom with you.
as for clothes, she didn't really own much herself either, just the clothes she had when coming here and some of the clothes she got from you. she really had to go shopping if she wanted clothes but.. yeah, shopping wasn't their first priority now. "say.. tetsuo, it's strange to have a night for myself once.. i've never experienced her so kind. did you.. talk a lot to her?"
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she listened to your words once more, they always managing to surprise her somehow. you were going to bargain with the demon? how were you planning on doing that? it was quite something to even do so. she was sure that the demon wouldn't pass a good deal but.. what was he going to give to her? what was the prize that he was going to have to pay? it didn't make all that much sense to her, why would he want to do such a thing?..
she looked down a little, only to notice their figures a bit better, now like you noticing that the sun rays were coming through and that the day was nearing. they had pulled through the night together, only to face the dreadful day. she didn't like this.. she wanted it to stay night for a bit longer, she didn't want it to end. she then moved her hands a bit, moving one up to your cheek while she leaned in to kiss you briefly, somehow thinking that that would make you feel better too.
it wasn't like she hadn't noticed the slight change in you as well, she could see that you weren't having the nicest thoughts and that wasn't what she wanted right now. they just had a passionate moment together and she was the one to break the glass again. it wasn't like she really think that through either but still. her head remained close once more and she shifted her position a little again.
"if... you can later today.. do this to me again.. before the man comes" she said, moving back a little "if.. anything goes wrong after this, you will at least have this memory left" she brought out, the hand which was still neat your neck now slowly moving to stroke the skin. "i don't know how things will go later.. but i trust you.. i trust that you will stay with me and i trust that you will pull me through but.. what i am doing now is as much as i can give you. if it pleases tetsuo then it pleases me.. i am grateful to have encountered such a person.. if not for you, i would have still wandered around, i would have still been lost.. you gave me a home, you even gave me more. right now, this is all what i would have wished for when i was younger, if only you had been there then.."
she let a slight breath escape her lips after her little speech, her thoughts being quite speakable for some odd reason. they didn't hold much emotion towards herself, but they did hold the gratitude he held towards you. "as for the bargain.. i suggest you not to do so.. i wouldn't want tetsuo to offer himself up for me, i am not worth such a thing.. if anything, kill her.. send her back, i don't care how, even if you have to harm me." once more, she brought that last bit out pretty coldly, her own death even meaning little to her even though she didn't wish to.
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the moment that you let her go was the time she took a moment to regain her breath, her body trembling a bit and more hot breaths leaving her lips, she was glad you stopped since she really was all too close, she wanted to do more.. way more, she wanted to feel you again and that yearning was way too present for comfort. she somehow knew it was the same for you, seeing the way you looked at her and touched her.
so when you kissed her, it was only natural for her to kiss you back, tasting her taste on your lips and tasting that their tastes mixed together as well. it was weird at first, but she quickly adjusted to it, their tastes fitting together somehow and making it even better. so when you pulled away, she couldn’t help but let go of a little whimper in loss, wanting the taste to return but that was soon to be granted. first things first..
that being her body being lifted up on yours and your erection being pushed inside her in the progress. when that happened, she let go of a loud moan, the close feeling returning again. though when she was about to move, she felt your lips on hers again, her own lips returning it and letting that be like it for a while.. until the moment her body asked for more again. so with that, she moved her hips, skipping the slow part and immediately going for it, pulling up and moving down, it not even taking long for you to release because of it.. it must have meant that she did well, cause it felt incredibly good for her too.
luckily for them was that she didn’t take much longer, her movements not ceasing until that moment and taking up just enough time to ride out your own orgasm before hers followed. due to that, she pulled back from the kiss and arched her back, a loud moan being released from her lips and her head thrown back as well, her insides clenching around you as the hot liquid of her own body washed out of her. her hands gripped your shoulders and her body trembled once more, hot breaths mixed with soft moans leaving the moments after as she had to come down from her high.
His arms remained around her when she arched her back, her body trembling against his as she climaxed right after him. It felt rather intense, her taste still on his tongue and the smell of her natural scent surrounding him. It smelled remarkably pleasant and made him feel warm somehow. When she grabbed his shoulders, he tried to catch his breath as he leaned in closer and leaned his forehead against hers. He kept his arms around her for a bit longer, afraid she would get off of him if he let go of her, something which he for some reason wanted to avoid for now.
Her grip on him had loosened and her body seemed more relaxed now, as was his own, although his heartrate was still catching up and his breathing was still a bit heavier than normal. He looked at her, his eyes which were previously completely glazed over had once again returned to their usual state, more clear and alert. He now noticed that her eyes, although not as life-like as most people, still looked less empty at the moment than they usually did. Was it because he was still holding her? Because she was still sitting on his lap? He found it strange, he had noticed it before too but he didn’t think much of it. Not that it was a bad thing, on the contrary, it baffled him.
"Your eyes…", he mumbled as he stared into them. The water was still running, his hair had gotten wet as well and stuck to his face and the back of his neck in strands, giving him a messy appearance. “…they’re…different”, he continued, bringing one hand to her head and swiping aside some of her hair that was in the way of her face.
"It’s lovely."
The corners of his lips curled up into faint smile as he placed his hand in her neck. It was still warm to the touch, and the room had gotten rather steamy, so much so that the glass wall around the shower had ceased to be transparent due to condensation. He just looked at her for a while, trying his hardest to take in every curve, every impression and every detail of her face.
when you mentioned her eyes, her breath hitched a bit. was she really different? that couldn't be, she had never been different before, how could she now? was it because of him? it must be. events that had never occurred before occurred now and.. that must be the influence.. he must be the influence. she let go of a slight breath after then, looking back into your eyes before wrapping her arms around your neck to move in just a bit closer. it was strange but.. the more they did this the more.. bonded she felt with you and this time was even better than the last.
she didn't speak up until the moment she had regained her breath, her eyes still looking into yours and one of her hands moving a bit to the crook of your neck to stroke it. "it really is weird.. and you're the one who's making me feel like this" she stated, her voice a bit soft. this wasn't meant as a bad thing and she figured that you knew that. ".. now that you've made me experience and feel this you've.. made it much harder for me to accept my fate"
she brought out lastly, thinking of the upcoming events again.. thinking of.. the future for once. she somehow wanted it to be with you, you had really given her way more than she could ask for, you had given her a place where she belonged. "i shouldn't be able to feel.. yet you're making me feel like this.. it's so strange i don't.. i don't understand it at all." she finally admitted fully, her hips moving slightly, causing a slight friction between the two.
"i.. ahh...want to share more of these moments with you.. and having these thoughts is.. almost selfish, what is it in you that pulls this out of me, why do i yearn for you so, why do you make my body ache like this, why does it feel so good.. why does tetsuo make me feel so.. " she brought out, her voice being mixed a bit with monotone and moan-like. "my body acts on its own and i can't stop it.. i don't feel like it either.. weird, it's weird tetsuo.. "
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”tetsu..o.. ”...
the moment that you let her go was the time she took a moment to regain her breath, her body trembling a bit and more hot breaths leaving her lips, she was glad you stopped since she really was all too close, she wanted to do more.. way more, she wanted to feel you again and that yearning was way too present for comfort. she somehow knew it was the same for you, seeing the way you looked at her and touched her.
so when you kissed her, it was only natural for her to kiss you back, tasting her taste on your lips and tasting that their tastes mixed together as well. it was weird at first, but she quickly adjusted to it, their tastes fitting together somehow and making it even better. so when you pulled away, she couldn't help but let go of a little whimper in loss, wanting the taste to return but that was soon to be granted. first things first..
that being her body being lifted up on yours and your erection being pushed inside her in the progress. when that happened, she let go of a loud moan, the close feeling returning again. though when she was about to move, she felt your lips on hers again, her own lips returning it and letting that be like it for a while.. until the moment her body asked for more again. so with that, she moved her hips, skipping the slow part and immediately going for it, pulling up and moving down, it not even taking long for you to release because of it.. it must have meant that she did well, cause it felt incredibly good for her too.
luckily for them was that she didn't take much longer, her movements not ceasing until that moment and taking up just enough time to ride out your own orgasm before hers followed. due to that, she pulled back from the kiss and arched her back, a loud moan being released from her lips and her head thrown back as well, her insides clenching around you as the hot liquid of her own body washed out of her. her hands gripped your shoulders and her body trembled once more, hot breaths mixed with soft moans leaving the moments after as she had to come down from her high.
the puppet master