Idk anymore

[iceybbl]

If only I was born in the US into a financially stable family who'd support my talent I would have been an actor by now

[iceybbl]

I hate them so much fuck my parents

[iceybbl]

I hate my parents, why do they keep on insisting my life be miserable? They don't even know they're making it fucking miserable THEY JUST WONT SEE THEY DONT EVER BLAME THEMSELVES ALL THEY DO IS BLAME ME AND THE FUCKING AUDACITY OF THE WOMAN WHO CALLS HERSELF MY MOTHER TO TELL ME SHE FEELS USELESS BECAUSE I DON'T EVER HANG OUT WITH HER WHEN ALL I'VE EVER FELT SINCE I WAS FUCKING 12 YEARS OLD WAS BEING FUCKING USELESS, and that fucking man child who calls himself my father will never UNDERSTAND. They tell me their times were tough and now teenagers do nothing but feel depressed and anxious over the stupidest things IF LIFE WERE SO HARD ON YOU THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE KILLED YOURSELF SO THEN MAYBE MY CONSCIOUSNESS WOULDNT HAVE MADE IT INTO YOUR BORDERS THIS SICK FUCKING FAMILY I CANT ANYMORE they are such pretentious hypocrites who knew nothing else but to incinerate the joys of my life BOTH OF YOU

[iceybbl]

I FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HATE MY PARENTS

[iceybbl]

I forever will thank my friends for the fleeting happiness they provide when I'm knocked-down-and-dragged from the pressures of life, this night especially. I've found myself in the worse depth of anguish and sadness yet their pulchritudinous smiles do not cease to bring one to my own mouth. I love them

[iceybbl]

The fucking audacity of them to point out the absolute fact that I love my friends more than them, I've never felt pity from them when all I've ever been in this household was pitiful. How could I not love my friends more when I was the one who was wrong yet they were still the ones to ask me if I was okay? Fuck my parents, they don't understand me, they never will. Even in the day I decide to leave everything behind for their deprecating voices to never reach me again they will not understand the reason, I'll dance around the truth that it will always be them, as I always have and will continue to. Respect should be mutual, yet I do not crave it for them whilst they keep demanding it from me. I do not wish to receive their pity or empathy as I never did, I only wish for the freedom to seize what I really want. I just want to leave them already.

[iceybbl]

I think my netflix bugged bcs how can I still watch voltron lol (dont mind the shadow its js me 😭)

[sexynugget]

adults: oh silly children with no responsibilities no real trauma no life experience no worries and yet oh so dramatic about nothing

also adults: oh thank fucking GOD i am not in school anymore, i had another nightmare i was THERE again, i woke up in a cold sweat bc i didn't study for my TEST-there's nothing not anything like the sweet relief of realizing that you actually don't have one and you won't have one in a very very long time, i still remember what the hallways smell like, i graduated years ago but i don't feel safe yet

[lindleland]

"save me, substance abuse!" i cry. before you can moralize to me about the dangers of addiction, a noble and powerful steed gallops into the room - my horse whom i have named "substance abuse". you learn an important lesson about making assumptions. i snort a line off its back

[iceybbl]

VOLTRON IS STILL ON MY NETFLIX LETS GOOO

[annabelle--cane]

the first law of tragedies: the end is already written and inevitable. the second law of tragedies: your actions are all your own and you can choose to get off this ride whenever you want. the third law of tragedies: we both know that you are never going to do that.

[iceybbl]

Real

[shyjusticewarrior]

At some point "fanfic can be as good as professional writing" became "fanfic should be as good as professional writing" and that's caused major damage to fandom spaces.

[mournfulroses]

Else Fitzgerald, from "Everything Feels Like the End of The World," publ. in 2022

[iceybbl]

Yearned so hard the last few months now idk what else to do at night

[daily-spooky]

[my-random--thoughts-deactivated]

[mournfulroses]

Anne Sexton, from a letter featured in Anne Sexton; A Self-Portrait In Letters