Dreams

// disclaimer: based on real-life events. whole story might be them. or might not. who knows. //

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December 24th (?), 2016

I dreamt my mother died. At December 26th, she got sick. For the second time that I remember.

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November 2nd, 2016

i dreamt of my ex: there was an announcement of a natural disaster, and he was in a shop in my part of the city (which, at the moment, is closed for almost a decade). i saw him through a window, and he looked really tired. he wore an olive green fluffy jacket. it was sunny, and people were actually going outside and talking to each other. and there was a lot of radios turned on.

basically, it was like my childhood (minus the natural disaster part). but with an ex in it. lmao

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December 3rd, 2016

details i remember:

- the world was ending - for some reason, i could melt small things with my mind - i knew the guy who wanted to help the people that were still alive, pass away painlessly - he organised parties, two of them; in a ship that looked like a tin can on the outside - the tin can thing had two parts: upper and lower. upper was on the left, and lower was on the right. in the upper part, was the DJ room, where they plugged themselves in an enormous machine; lower one was darker and people were mostly there, dancing with hypnotising lights pulsing in rhytm of bass. - one of DJs was a person I know IRL; second one was a thin, gaunt guy, that looked almost starved, but also had muscles, rocking a fire red mohawk, iridescent glasses, a black vest, with nothing under it, and baggy black jeans. - the friend showed me the dolls which he wanted to use to blow us all up, in middle of the third party, when everybody’s high, either on drugs, alcohol, or euphoria. they had little red scarves and jackets, and black hair; all in plastic packages. - before the toys blow up, i melt them all - i black out - i wake up on a beach, surrounded by dead bodies and remnants of the tin can ship

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January 1st, 2016

It is a bit late, because I forgot that I didn’t write about it here. Ehh. (a bit. lmao)

Details I remember at the moment:

- i was a man, adult. probably at the end of his 30s. i remember the wrinkles. i also had short hair and long brown trenchcoat. - i was accused of doing something that i did not do. so i ran away from police - the start of a dream was at a big building. it was in a shape of a cube; and it had three apartments at two (opposing) sides of a cube, two apts and an elevator on remaining sides; empty space in middle of it (in front of apt doors, there were terraces, and they formed a square at all five floors, with the ceiling made of of frosted glass; and on left sides of the elevators, there were stairs. - people that chased me, idon’t remember their faces; except for the loudest one. it was a man, seemingly older than “me”. - i was in the middle of three apartments on fourth floor; i ran to the left elevator when i got out. - all i remember from the apartment: i came out from the room on the right from front door; bathroom was on the left, and in the room that was across it - there were dark curtains, a bit opened; and i could see an armchair, and an arm in front of it, in a puddle of blood. - i managed to outrun the policemen (i assume the men chasing me were that), and run to streets. they were wet, like the rain was falling up until now, but the air was dry. it was just before the dawn. i ran, but no one seemed to pay any attention to me.  - when i finally stopped, the view of the dream kept going forward, then turned around and i could see the man that i “was”. and he was terrified

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December 29th, 2015

When we were talking about Chesh’s dream, I came up with a theory: maybe it's one of dreamlands and it was all real. And that dream - she died

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December 29th, 2015

Chesh told us another dream she had some time ago: It was some kind of tradition/curse. Even though it seemed like days were passing it was always night. Anyway, it was some kind of a legend, of cursed women, who are born with 'the eyes'. So basically, the child is born and no one sees it for a really long time, like, until it's an adult. And when they do grow up,their eyes get huge, covering their whole head and making it a lot bigger. The eyes are basically two huge reflectors, just glowing. They are always in some dark red dress and their hair is black and long, and looks really damaged, like it's made of sticks. So, the only way for that woman to pass on, is for a sacrifice. People said that the reason those 'things' are born is cause it connects gods and humans. Their bodies turn in to vessels that gods use for a sacrifice. There was some guy saying how that is not true, that they are simply a curse or demons, and then tries to solve shit, but that wasn't all that interesting, so I'll skip it somewhere to the end. There is usually one of them, and they take one sacrifice, but they were all over the place now, taking who ever they please. So, the thing that scared me the most is how they take their sacrifices: they simply go up to a person,and slowly suck them in the eyes. It would be all cool to watch, until from my perspective, the thing came up to me, and got closer and closer, until it was only white light. Then I woke up suddenly. 

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December 29th, 2015

Chesh told us about a dream she had: Everything looked like a mix of the future and the past. The dream started in a huge building, the walls were hardly white anymore, they were dirty and old, the floors were strange, only a few of them had doors and most of them had an elevator in the middle of the room and nothing else. Anyway, I remember there was a few people, but I can't remember how most of them looked, what I do remember is that I was always sticking to some guy that looked like Genos (that was my first thought when I woke up, a human Genos.). Now, a bunch of shit happened, I was flirting with him or something, and at some point he bit my shoulder and there were only two dots and a line  connecting them, and there was blood coming out of them. The blood was more like a really big wound, it was coming out black, then as it slid down my skin it became light red.  I don't remember how we got to this part, but it just happened, and it was pretty much the ''important'' part of the dream, well, not important, but it was kind of freaky and cool. We were at this stadium, and some man was holding a speech, I think it was a president or something.Then out of nowhere, with a dull expression, I got up, pointed my left hand at him, and out of the wound on my shoulder, which was also on the left side, the blood thickened to fully black, wrapped around my hand like a snake, then launched himself, IN HIS FUCKIN' SHAPE, and attacked the man, killing him on the spot. The Genos looking dude then grabbed me and 'calmed me down', the room was suddenly empty wit only a few people in that were also walking out, one long black haired girl looked at me, made a ''Tch'' sound then carried on, then some nerdy looking girl that was holding a cross started yelling at me that I'm a demon, that I posses a demon. I looked at my left hand and on the palm, there was some weird looking sign (hell if I remember what it looked like) and the letters 'DC' glowing on my hand. To wich Genos said ''Demon Child''.  Now,after that happened a lot of unimportant shit, most of it was cute, me and Genos were in the bunny park. But the first part made me get the chills.

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December 21st, 2015

I had kind of a breakdown in school, and I cried during the lunch break.  At some point, I saw the little one, but he was not little anymore. He grew up, and stopped smiling.

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December 29th, 2015

Yuki dreamed, but she remembers only eyes and long red hair.

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December 26th, 2015

TNMF asked me to describe the skeleton for him; and for some reasone I could remember him clearly, unlike the rest of my dreams.

giant skeleton, can't say how big, because I only saw his head but I know "I" was around the height of his nose made of fire and heat, with a flame in his chest, where a heart should be has fickling “horns” on his head, kinda wavy, but which change the shape all of the time eye sockets are black, and like they eat the surrounding light the world around is black too, but somehow lighted up at the same time place where nose should be is black, but black as the sky I didn’t see teeth and the mandible, I think that was just a big mass of fire, the teeth, mandible and upper jaw I don’t remember anything else, besides his face and the flame in his chest, I told him; and I still have that image clear in my head.

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December 25th, 2015

there’s like a image of the demon srceaming at me in my head as he slowly gets dragged into the angry one’s chest and when he finally gets trapped in his chest the angry one gets oil horns and there's something so good about that i don’t know, TNMF says.

I think he's the only thing in me thats not me and he's the reason why there’s still more of me as time passes there should have just been one me, but he got in me and like corrupted the angry one cause he's the most emotionally unstable and so we all don't get corrupted the angry one didn't become one with the rest of us, he continues.

And all I can think of is: “he might have the biggest heart of us all”.

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December 25th, 2015

TNMF remembered dreams he had 13 years ago. One of them was a skeleton arm made of fire, chasing him, trying to kill him or to take his soul.

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December 24th, 2015

TNMF told us that he realized that the demon is in him; but that he was chained up. maybe it all took place in my dream  maybe there he was free and when "I" woke up, he was chained up again in your dreams , I said. And he didn’t answer.

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December 24th, 2015

I dreamed that the small one woke me up; as he did, the words “you've been dreaming bad" appeared in my mind; and after that, I fell asleep again, and I didn’t dream anything after that.

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December 24th, 2015

TNMF jumped into classmate’s dream, without her realizing.  He confirmed that with her later.

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December 22, 2015 (last part)

and don’t forget a dream is a gateway the key is withing us and no matter what happens don’t take his hand

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December 22nd, 2015 (pt3) 

I had a conversation with Yuki and TNMF; and I decided to not be passive anymore. But then, TNMF said to me that having me in his dreams is like giving a bomb to an “allahu akbar Muslim” (his words, not mine). So I decided to not be active in his dreams. Also, he decided to try to go to Yuk’s dreams.