[ichaor]

PICKING MEAT FROM MY BONES,    SO I WON'T FEEL A THING ANYMORE.

A lost dog, starved without its owner, living a life of revenge    ﹠    rage to fill a void where her heart once beat.

Rahu, featured in AISNO's Path To Nowhere. Private/Selective/Headcanon focused    ﹠    equipped with some divergences for my own interests. She is a lesbian character    ﹠    will be written as such - if wlw centered content somehow makes   you   uncomfortable, fuck off. 

Important links: carrd.

[ichaor]

i've had rahu only for a couple of days and i am so glad i finally just decided to write her, cause i'd been going back and forth on it for a few months now. she's like my favorite character from ptn now (sorry hella) and i would die for her.

[ichaor]

❛ what else can my hands do with the blood ? pray ? ❜

         PRAY.  PRAY TO A GOD THAT DOESN'T RESPOND,  A GOD THAT LET THESE DISGUSTING CREATURES    ﹠    WRETCHED HUMANS ALLOW TO DECEIVE,  BETRAY,  TO KILL THEIR OWN?        bullshit.  all of it is bullshit.  all of them,  they deserve no prayers,  no mercy.  nothing but a slow    ﹠    painful,  oh so painful,  death of their own.  a place to be sent where nothing but demons    ﹠    darkness swallow their lungs,  rip them apart from the inside-out for all eternity.    ﹠    upon stewing in this hatred,  this anger,  her attention is soon snapped back toward angell;  a woman with a rocky start to this    [ ⋯ ]    relationship.  sinner never once questioned her,  aside from figuring out  - there attempt of  -  on  who  exactly put the hit out on herself,  rahu.  there was a pretty good idea,  one that didn't  only  want to take down the unpredictable guard dog,  but the owner behind it    [ ⋯ ]    her beloved shalom.

         rahu's eyes closed, taking a deep breath while adjusting the oni mask rested against her face.  her complicated companion,  likely spilling tons of  innocents  guts as a means of living,  there's no way it didn't haunt her.  no way there weren't  constant nightmares  of her own demons that remind her of the horrendous acts made    [ ⋯ ]    eyes came open,  half lidded    ﹠    focused on the ground 'neath their feet,  adjusting weapons.       "    what you do with what  you've done,  that you're personal call.  i can't  tell you  what you should or shouldn't do,  i'm no god.  i'm like you,  A SINNER  forced to do the dirty work that those who don't possess our prowess won't do.    "        there's a pause,  muscles tensing throughout her skeletal structure,  rahu takes a step toward her complicated companion, however,  doesn't  directly  look at her.  rather,  looking through,  as if she weren't entirely there.

        "    we've our own shit to sort through,  i have my reasons for doing what i've done.  for spilling the blood i've spilt.  same for you,  you do what you do  as a living,  to get by.  i don't fault you for that,  my morality with it  won't effect  your decisions    [ ⋯ ]    i'm in no right to,  but,    "      the eyes that previously looked through angell,  suddenly shift down,  an intense pressure surrounding each other,       "    how you choose to cope,  how you choose to  deal with    ﹠    come to terms with it all,  that's on you.  that's your choice,    "        another pause,  the pressure lifts a bit.  there's an awkward smile beneath that mask;

         "    if you need someone to talk to,  i can't promise i'll be any good at it.  but,  i'm here.  shoot me a text,  or come to me directly.  i don't mind a chat    [ ⋯ ]    sometimes.    "

[ichaor]

rai at it again with the hot graphics ⭐️w⭐️

[ichaor]

[ichaor]

❛ we've found each other , out of everyone in the world . does that hurt , too ? 

        there'd been only one thing on the soldier's mind ever since    ...    that.  Revenge, hatred;  specifically the paradeisos    ﹠    their people,    05257885.  determined    ﹠    OBSESSED  with this person,  this number,  this path she's set out for herself  has brought about more damage than it should've.  now,  this sinner,  it's like a pebble being thrown into a machine    ﹠    screwing up the whole thing!  these emotions, a flame being reignited that rahu has  thought long diminished  for the sake of her mission,  her purpose.  brows furrow,  a hand coming to press against the oni mask;  tightening it in attempts to relax.

        It's too hot,  it all  burns.

        eyes of silver look down at the other, her own piercing harder than any bullet or blade that's punctured the dog's skin. form remained firm, albeit becoming feverish, nose scrunches 'neath her mask    ﹠    soon enough, eleven's body is felt just an inch or so short against her own. heart pulses again, skipping it beat  -  so it seemed.

         "    what are you doing?  are you  EXPECTING  something of this?  i    ...    i only wanted to use you for information,  for my  own gain.  nothing more.    "       lies upon lies,  a certain woman once called rahu    ' a terrible actress ',    as it prevails.

[ichaor]

bark bark, puppy.

         "    don't you  MOCK  me.    "       beneath mask maw,  teeth grind together    ﹠    tongue spoke out in anger;    agitation.  rahu adjusts her stand, stiffened, bladed shields kept close to form as if bracing for any sort of  TRICKERY  thrown by this feline-woman. 

         "    keep it up,  i'll show you just how  SHARP  a dog's teeth are.    "       

[s1lkydreams]

༊*·˚  ﹕  𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖙𝖘  、  a collection of angsty &. love related quotes &. lyrics from pinterest . ( note, none of these quotes are mine . pronouns can be changed to better fit situations / your needs . )

❛ a lover ? maybe . something tender , anyway. but tender like a bruise . ❜

❛ my eyes aches with the weight of unshed tears . you are my home , do you not understand ? ❜

❛ your eyes reflect me in a terrible way . ❜

❛ do i seem anxious to you ? do i seem backed into a corner ? ❜

❛ what else can my hands do with the blood ? pray ? ❜

❛ you believe me like a god . i'll betray you like a man . ❜

❛ yes , i did care . very much . i had never been in love before . ❜

❛ i don't think you've ever felt anything that didn't hurt you . ❜

❛ we've found each other , out of everyone in the world . does that hurt , too ? ❜

❛ if i could have done it all again , i would have loved you better . but i could not have loved you more . ❜

❛ in the crooks of your body , i find my religion . ❜

❛ my heart is a fist . it pockets prayer or holds rage . ❜

❛ he wasn't mine and i wasn't his but he was so good at making me feel like we belonged to each other . ❜

❛ show me all the parts of you that you don't love so i know where to begin . ❜

❛ what lived and died between us - haunts me still . ❜

❛ i'm not a violent dog . i don't know why i bite . ❜

❛ i am both the sacrificial lamb and the executioner . ❜

❛ and in the middle of the chaos there was you . ❜

❛ we're parallel . sinking ships . ❜

❛ i was not a heavenly child , a savage with a temperament wild . even here as  we are standing now , i see the fear in your eyes . ❜