today is my One Year Anniversary of being an atiny. here's everything i know
all them bitches gay
at any given point in time you, as an atiny, can go to sleep and wake up and there will be a new 45 minute video in eyeball quality definition wherein the members of ateez have accomplished levels of insanity previously unthought of. and you just have to accept this
there sure is lore. it's there. they sure do have lore
it kind of tracks that jeong yunho is catholic because there's something inherently deeply evil about him that can only be explained through the ancestral history of schisms and the fact that i think the catholics make you get on your knees to take the jesus cracker. he also has a foot fetish
no matter how hard i try i will never kiss as many boys as jung wooyoung
i cannot stress this part enough. wooyoung's mom and san's mom hang out all the time. san's dad cried when wooyoung got injured. san's dad sent wooyoung's older brother a congratulations card once. wooyoung says san's hometown is his favourite place. wooyoung calls san's dad on his birthday and often enough that it's not out of place. this isn't a fucking joke.
choi jongho should be in a girl group and/or choi jongho should be the romantic lead in a BL and/or choi jongho should be left alone to watch his programs and drink his terra in peace.
they made kang yeosang in the same factory they made the powerpuff girls. i'm fairly certain he's had conversations with shooting stars. the witch that cursed him to human existence forgot about him for a while and is now too embarrassed to take it back. he knows things i can never know and has seen things no one else will ever see. i will protect him with my life
i think these guys make music and tbqh it bangs? has anyone ever listened to it
princess diana and song mingi would have been best friends
every time my decades' worth of mental health treatment and psychiatric regime prevents me from having a manic episode, that energy transfers onto kim hongjoong instead
Do It For Park Seonghwa
there is no twink death like the twink death of choi san
somewhere in south korea, there is a team of editors who has to sort through footage of ateez very consistently. their job is to find footage they can actually use to make content. it is unimaginably difficult. every day, an editor suffers. and for just 10 cents a day--
at the end of they day, they're just 8 guys. 8 friends who are living their dreams together. 8 men who love each other so deeply that, even when they think of doing things alone, they always think about each other. 8 men who signed on for another decade of work. 8 men who want to do this for the rest of their lives. 8 men who say they want to be together in every life. i'm normal about this.
i'm going to be trapped for the rest of my fucking life
do you think pornstars have feelings⦠or only the ability to fake pleasure?
she sells fantasies to millions, heβs addicted to the screen she lives on, and the man beside her on set knows her better than anyone. but when san meets the woman behind the camera, he realizes the one thing sheβs never faked is how badly she wants to be loved.
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youβve been here long enough to know exactly what this is lol
itβs not even a minute after youβre done that she reaches for her phone on the nightstand, flipping open the pack of gum beside it and popping a piece into her mouth. chasing the taste of you away.
she stiffens when you lean your head on her arm, but you donβt care. she can be a little uncomfortable for two minutes if it means keeping your composure and not breaking down like youβve been seconds away from doing for weeks. your arm slips around her waist, and you press your front against her side.
βdonβt get too comfy,β she mutters, tapping away at her phone, βi still need to take you home.β
you roll your eyes, βgod forbid i want to be held after you just fucked me.β the words have a bite to them. they always do. βtry and act a little less disgusted, please. youβre hurting my feelings.β every syllable drips with sarcasm.
βdonβt be so fucking dramatic. iβm not even kicking you out, yet,β sheβs returning your energy now.
the bickering before the sex is just foreplay, but this? thereβs never any justification beyond the reality: youβre simply incompatible.
βiβm not dramatic. i just feel things, and i speak about those feelings. maybe you could learn a thing or two.β
you hear her huff a heavy breath, βwhy do you do this every time? donβt you get tired?β
βyes,β you mutter, your cheek is still pressed to her arm, βiβm so tired.β
thereβs a beat of silence.
βwhy wonβt you tell our friends about us?β she doesnβt answer, but you see her staring blankly at her phone. βdoes it make things easier for you? me being a shameful secret you keep?β
βwhatβs the point of even telling them?β she turns the phone off. setting it on the bed, βtheyβll just ask a million questions. and weβll have to explain that itβs just sex. weβre just friends who fuck sometimes.β
βare we?β
βwhat?β
the numbness is starting to settle in the pit of your chest again. βare we friends?β
βwhat the fuck are you talking about?β sheβs getting more annoyed with every question. like youβre that constant thorn in her side she canβt get rid of.
βif i came over tonight and decided i didnβt want to have sex. would you let me stay?β youβre sitting up now, looking down at her. it doesnβt even register to you anymore that youβre both completely naked, βwould get takeout with me and watch a movie?β
βi meanβ¦if you wanted to i would.β
your laugh is loud. itβs out of place. βyou make it sound like a chore.β
βcan you please stop this?β sheβs almost pleading now. βiβll let you sleepover, ok?β she pulls you back down to her side. βand we can talk about this in the morning.β
you wonβt. you never do. youβll wake up tomorrow morning, and sheβll be gone. sheβll pretend you didnβt see each other tonight, like she didnβt eat you out in her passenger seat, like she didnβt drag you back to her apartment lips damn near attached to hers the whole way, like she hadnβt almost let a βlove you,β mid-orgasm.
all your friends will remain none the wiser. and youβll start it all over again next time. pressing rewind on the clock that sends you home at midnight heartbroken and alone.
Idek what this is, I was inspired by Yunho's lace gloves in the BAD mv lol this is kinda just smt I was thinking about I didn't proof read so sorry for any spelling mistakes
This doesn't represent Yunho as a person and is just for fun<3
Yunho walks out of his bedroom, his tall frame almost as big as the doorway. He walks into the living room, where you are playing a game on the TV. βDoes this look funny?β Yunho's voice startles you. You glance over for a second, not planning to care much about what he's talking about, but you quickly double-take when you see he's holding up his hands and wearing white lace gloves. βWhy are you wearing those?β you ask. Yunho smirks, βHongjoong wants me to wear them at our next gig.βοΏΌAbout three weeks ago, you and Yunho got drunk, something y'all do often, but that night, you got very honest. Somehow, y'all ended up talking about kinks, and you mentioned lace. You wondered why in the world the man you confessed to being into lace with, and who teased you about it for an hour, is now standing right in front of you, practically flexing his hands in your face while wearing lace gloves. βRight.βYou stare up at him, βWhat? What's with that face?β Yunho takes short strides over to you, βI'm not making a face, you're just being weird.β Yunho stops once he reaches you, βSo you don't like my gloves?β He rests his hands on the sofa armrest so you can get a good look at them. βI-β your sentence gets cut off as you get caught off guard by Yunho cupping your face with his gloved hand, making you look up at him. βI thought you said you liked lace?β he tilts his head, giving you innocent puppy eyes that you know are fake but still go straight to your core. βYunho, what are you doing?β βJust seeing if you like the gloves.β Yunho crotches down to match the height of you sitting on the sofa, βDo you? Be honest.β Yunho says it more like a demand instead of a question. βYeah.β your voice drops barely above a whisper. βGood.β Yunho drags his thumb to softly trace your bottom lip, the soft fabric of the lace. Your lips part slightly in response. Yunho hums softly, tracing your top lip now. βYou want to see if the lace tastes nice?β Yunho asks. βWhat?β Before you could get an answer Yunho slightly pushes the head of his thumb into your mouth. You just sit there for a second before your lips wrap around his thumb, he pushes it farther into your mouth. Your hand rests on his wrist, your tongue swirling around the end of his thumb. Yunho watches you and feels you around his thumb, the sensation going straight to his dick imaging what it would feel like. You suddenly pull his thumb out of your mouth, βwant to taste your other fingers, please?β you ask so innocently. Yunho can't help but immediately give you what you want and brings his two middle fingers to your mouth. You eagerly wrap your lips around them, hollowing out your cheeks as you suck on them. Yunho groans, the tent in his pants growing bigger. Once you soaked his fingers with saliva to the point it was dripping out of your mouth, Yunho pulls back, his fingers leaving your mouth with a pop, βI guess you actually do like the gloves.β
- She by dodie βΆοΈβ’αα||α|α|||||αα|αβ’
Fem!seonghwa x fem!reader
β’ friends to lovers, wlw, college au, gender bent seonghwa, cheating? Slightly suggestive,female seonghwa, mention of matz, you call seonghwa star, reader has some suppressed jealousy, fratteez mention this is pretty short story kinda just a warmup for me to get back into writing
Author note: I havenβt written a fic in the past 2 years so this is kinda terrible (ΰ₯ΛΜ£Μ£Μ£Μ£Μ£Μ£οΈΏΛΜ£Μ£Μ£Μ£Μ£Μ£ ΰ₯) this was very self Indulged, I feel the word would be better with more femteez Yuri. Iβm writing this for pride month. Please enjoy and I appreciate fedback on what I could change and get better at β₯οΈ
This does not represent seonghwa as a person and is purely my imagination and for fun <3
Part one Part two (coming soon)
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You just got out of your classes and are about to call Seonghwa to eat lunch with her like you normally have done for the past 3 months, but Seonghwa has been acting weird every since she got into a huge fight with her boyfriend, Hongjoong. You hate that man so much because ever since they started dating Seonghwa has slowly been pulling farther away from you, since you two were five yβall have been two pees in a pod stuck to each other like glue, but then Hongjoong had to come stomping in and ruin everything after 16 years of friendship. She wonβt even tell you what the fight was about just said, βhe got jealous of someone.β But still Seonghwa means the world to you so you still try to keep the friendship alive even if youβre the only one trying and Seonghwa looks bored out of her mind whenever yβall are together. So here you are walking down to your dorm phone in hand about to call her.
Seonghwa lays on her bed in her dorm scrolling on her phone when she sees your call. She sits up straight, βhello?β She answers βHi, star! Are we getting lunch today?β βSorry I canβt I have plans with Mari.β βMari?β You ask your face on the other side of the screen melting a bit as you fumble with your keys to unlock the dorm building, βa girl I met in the photography class I took.β βOhβ you say your disappointment audible . Seonghwa lets out an annoyed sigh βJoong is having a party tonight though, I guess we could hang out there.β βWhat time?β You ask as you finally make your way into your dorm. βStarts at 9:30β βokay see you there.β
You end up just eating leftover takeout from 2 nights ago, it was gross and soggy but you were too lazy to make something or go out to get something. You spend the time waiting on the party studying and around like 8:30 you start to get dressed. You put your hair up in a ponytail and do a full face of make so that you will be able to hide how red your face gets once you start getting tipsy. You put on a white skirt and a light pink halter top that has light yellow bows at the bottom you decide to were pink heels that will most definitely be throw off into some corner by the end of the night when your feet start hurting, your eyeshadow matches your shirt by pulling in the yellow bows with sparkle yellow eyeshadow that has chunky stars in it too. At 9:30 you head out the door of your dorm and at 10:00 you arrive at the ATZ frat house. As soon as you step in you start looking for Seonghwa, it doesnβt take you long to find her, sheβs in the kitchen with Hongjoong as heβs taking shots with two other members of the frat, Mingi and Jongho. Hongjoong has his free hand wrap around Seonghwas waist and god does it make your blood boil. Seonghwa looks gorgeous though you canβt blame Hongjoong if you were her boyfriend you wouldnβt be able to keep your hands off of her either. You talk to Seonghwa for a bit until Hongjoong drags her away to play beer pong with him, βshe hates beerβ you scoff to yourselfβdoesnβt even know his own girlfriend.β You jump suddenly when San comes up to pulls you into a hug βhi, baby.β San is a friend of your form high school, heβs always been very loving and affectionate like this platonically especially when he is drunk, which doesnβt take much and by the red hue on his face you can tell he is. He is also one of the only likable person in ATZ besides his boyfriend Wooyoung, he istolerable. βHi, sannie!β You hug him back. βWhereβs woo?β βHeβs not here him and Yeosang went to pickup some friend.β βOh okayβ you say surprised Wooyoung left San here unsupervised. You pull San to the nearby couch that had just gotten unoccupied, you two sit down together. βWhere Seonghwa?β San asks. your face drops and you feel your heart ache a bit in your chest at the question, βplaying beer pong.β βShe hates beer.β San say. βthatβs what I said.β San sees your expression and tone of voice and sits up, βwhatβs going on with you two?β βI donβt Know honestly.β You sigh βtell me about it?β San asks in his sweet tone, adjusting in his seat and putting an arm around you. βSheβs just-β you take a deep breath, βsheβs Been avoiding me, and whenever we talk itβs bitter like we Havenβt been friends for years and been through everything together. I blame Hongjoong, he makes me so mad. I know heβs your frat bro and stuff but he makes me so mad, heβs taking her away from me I hate his stupid face and the way he always has one hand on her, it hurts to look at them, hurts to see them so close when star acts like she want nothing to do with me.βyour voice starts to crack a bit like your about to cry. βShhh itβs okay.β San rubs your back comfortingly. βIβm also just confused, about everything but especially why her being in a relationship bothers me so much.β You admitted. βDo you like her? Like romantically?β You snap your head around to look at San. βNo! I mean I donβt swing that way, why would I.β βI donβt know itβs just that this is sounding a lot like how I felt about Wooyoung.βYour heart drops to your ass at the realization. βI- I donβt like her like that.β you look down at your feet, San frowns he know your good at lying to yourself but your bad at lying to him, βthen what is it?β Heβs trying his best to help without pushing you. βI donβt have a clue.β You say still looking down eyes fixed on the floor, you donβt want to admit to something you havenβt even admitted to yourself. βYou should think about it and then talk to her about it. Or talk to her about it now and figure out what is wrong together. I say the second option.β βBut how can I talk to her if she is stuck with him all the time.β You ask finally looking up at San again.
To be continuedβ¦. I donβt have anymore room to write so..(β₯β―^β°β₯)
