Chaos and Portals

Indie, semi-selective, multi muse RP blog - The mun is 21+ - Mun's pronouns are they/them - My main blog is wereallbrokenangels, so that's who's gonna follow you - Icon by userjaskier and header by things4your. None of the images I use are mine unless stated otherwise.

[icouldburntheworlddown]

Important Stuff

I haven’t RPed on tumblr in years and I’m also dealing with a bunch of mental health issues. I can’t promise that I’m gonna be good at this or that I’m gonna be able to reply quickly. It’s really gonna depend on how my brain’s treating me that day. I am autistic, chronically depressed, deeply traumatised due to lifelong abuse, I have an anxiety disorder and I have ADHD.

The Rules

Please don’t interact if you’re under 18. I don’t want to RP with minors.

I am 18+ but Ciri is not. I will not RP smut with her ever.

I want ships to be based on chemistry and to develop naturally.

Don’t be a dick. I will not tolerate hate, I will unfollow and block those who send or post hate.

No godmodding.

I’m AU, OC and Crossover friendly - don’t be afraid to send an ask or a starter if you wanna RP.

If I haven’t replied in a few days, feel free to send me a reminder but please don’t spam me.

If I asked you and you don’t wanna rp, tell me. If you want to stop a thread, tell me. If you’re gonna unfollow me and/or stop rping with me, tell me. And tell me why. Please don’t let me just wonder what I did wrong, I have abandonment issues and anxiety. It’s also common courtesy.

Just don’t be a dick.

Muses

Ciri From The Witcher (Netflix)

Alex (OC) From Black Friday by Team Starkid

Alex’s Inventory

River Moore (OC) Fandomless

[contrafictory]

SIMPLE SHIPPING MEME!!

Send 👌 if you would like to explore a PLATONIC relationship between our muses!

Send 😎 if you would like to explore a FAMILIAL relationship between our muses!

Send ❤️ if you would like to explore a ROMANTIC relationship between our muses!

Send 💋 if you would like to explore a SEXUAL relationship between our muses!

Send 💥 if you would like to explore a ANTAGONISTIC relationship between our muses!

Send ❓ for a different dynamic - and tell me more about it!

[chaoscripta]

Apprentice Starters

"You learn fast."

"I have taught you well."

"You're doing great!"

"You're getting better."

"Remember, I am the one who taught you."

"I have more to teach you."

"The student has become the master."

"Do as I say, not as I do."

"You haven't forgotten that already, have you?"

"I still have to keep tabs on you somehow."

[icouldburntheworlddown]

"Uh-huh..." Alex said with a barely concealed smirk, and dropped their popcorn back in the bowl. They were much more interested in making Puck blush again instead. "And what, exactly, is that supposed to mean?" They asked, scooting over closer to him so that their thigh was now touching his.

[formaechao]

"Careful," the trickster said, a dangerous smile flaring on his face. "I do have what they call, magic fingers." He palmed over the popcorn bowl and a green flash sparked within the plastic bowl. The popcorn in the bowl began to multiply, popping out of the bowl.

[icouldburntheworlddown]

"Don't I know it," Alex chuckled. Just for show, they caught a piece with their mouth. "Alright. Fuck subtlety." They grabbed the bowl and put it aside so they could straddle his lap instead. "Now," they hummed, "are you gonna tell me why you're really here?" They asked. "Were you just bored? Did you just miss me?"

[formaechao]

"I know who you are."

@icouldburntheworlddown

The dragon's growl rumbled through the cave, his eyes searching for the source of the voice. "Why have you come to my domain, then?" Chaos's voice was very dismissive, as he had seen many mortals state that they knew him. "Do I intrigue you, or do I scare you? Mortals often have these reactions to gods."

[icouldburntheworlddown]

A shiver ran down River's spine as he growled, their heart speeding up in their chest, though not entirely out of fear. "I'm here because I want to talk to you," they answered, reaching into their backpack for something. "May I come in?" They pulled out a small leather pouch and a box of cupcakes. "I come bearing gifts."

[spiltichor]

DIFFERENT TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS Because there are so many different types of bonds characters can share. For the prompts with one muse is __ the other muse, please feel free to specify who is which role.

send ❤️ for a romantic ship between our muses send 💔 for a toxic ship between our muses send ✨ for a purely sexual relationship between our muses send 💖 for a sexual relationship between our muses that could turn romantic send 💛 for our muses to be friends send 🧡 for our muses to be friends that could develop into a romantic relationship send 💚 for a friends with benefits situation between our muses send 🤝 for our muses to be partners that work together send 💘 for one muse to have a crush on the other muse send 🖤 for our muses to have had a past romance  send 💕 for mutual pining between our muses send 💝 for our muses to be in an arranged relationship. Could develop or not. send 💜 for a hateship between our muses send 👪 for our muses to have a familial relationship send ⚔️ for our muses to have a rivalry  send 🗡️ for a one-sided rivalry/grudge by one muse to the other send 💀 for our muses to be strictly enemies send 🤫 for one muse to secretly be an enemy/traitor to the other muse send 👨‍🏫 for one muse to be a teacher/mentor for the other muse send 👔 for one muse to work for the other muse send ☕ for regular customer relationship (hair stylists, coffee shop employees, etc.) send 😨 for one muse to be the bully of the other muse

[startshxtwithme]

Based on the character(s) you see me play, send me another character you think I could write well

On anon or not

Maybe I’ll start playing them!

[arpmemething2]

Avatar The Last Airbender Starters

Send a line for my muse’s reaction to your muse saying it.   Feel free to change pronouns as needed.

“The way of the sword doesn’t belong to any one nation. Knowledge of the arts belongs to us all.”

“My first girlfriend turned into the moon.”

“I’ve always had to struggle and fight, it’s made me who I am.”

“Step aside filth.”

“In the darkest of times, hope is something you give yourself.”

“Harsh words can’t solve problems; action will.”

“There’s always a right way to do things.”

“Wait, you shouldn’t be eating strange plants!”

“Sometimes life is like this dark tunnel. You can’t always see the light at the end of the tunnel, but if you just keep moving… you will come to a better place.”

“I didn’t know what or when, but I knew I’d know it when I knew it!”

“I know I am not the person you expected, and I did not expect to be licked by a giant tongue just now.”

“That’s rough, buddy.”

“I laugh at gravity all the time. Hahaha, gravity.”

“This tea is nothing more than hot leaf juice!”

“Sometimes the best way to solve a problem is to help others.”

“Pride is not the opposite of shame, but its source. True humility is the only antidote to shame.”

“You must never give in to despair. Allow yourself to slip down that road, and you surrender to your lowest instincts.”

“Looks like someone had a pretty good bathroom break.”

“You can’t knock me down!”

“My cabbages!”

“It’s me.  Take me as your prisoner. “

Get over here.  Being part of the group also means being part of group hugs.”

“You must look within yourself to save yourself from your other self. Only then will your true self reveal itself.”

“The past can be a great teacher.”

“This isn’t about finding my teacher. This is about finding my friend.”

“Yeah! Let’s break some rules!”

“What’s going on? Did we get captured again?”

“I already told you, I don’t want to snuggle.”

“In my country, we exchange a pleasant ‘hello’ before asking questions.”

“Stealing is wrong, unless it’s from pirates!”

“Protection and power are overrated. I think you are to choose happiness and love.”

“Don’t you know that fans only make flames stronger?”

“I’d like to spend my vacation… at the library!”

“Sorry warden, you’re my prisoner now.”

“Never forget who you are, for surely, the world won’t.”

“Come on! A day at the theater? This is the kind of wacky time-wasting nonsense I’ve been missing!”

“You’re awfully cute, but unfortunately for you, you’re made of meat.”

“There are reasons each of us are born. We have to find those reasons.”

“There really is no fathoming the depths of my hatred for this place.”

“It’s a giant mushroom! Maybe it’s friendly!”

“To be honest with you, the best tea tastes delicious, whether it comes in a porcelain pot or tin cup.”

“Oh great and powerful sea serpent, please accept this tasty offering.”

“Where we’re going, you won’t need any pants!”

“It is you stupid!”

“Little Soldier Boy Comes Marching Home.”

“There is nothing wrong with letting the people who love you help you.”

“In the darkest times, hope is something you give yourself. That is the meaning of inner strength.”

“Sharing tea with a fascinating stranger is one of life’s true delights.”

“Hey, we are in enemy territory. Those are enemy birds.”

“The coin is appreciated, but not as much as your smile.”

“Love is brightest in the dark.”

“The greatest illusion of this world is the illusion of separation. Things you think are separate and different are actually one and the same.”

“We’ve created an era of fear in the world, and if we don’t want the world to destroy itself, we need to replace it with an era of peace and kindness.”

“We’re all connected. Everything is connected.”

“You need to find someone who waits and listens before striking.”

“It’s the quenchiest!”

“Failure Is Only The Opportunity To Try Again, Only More Wisely This Time”

“The strength of your heart makes you who you are.”

“But now you’re not letting yourself feel anything. I know sometimes it hurts more to hope and it hurts more to care. But you have to promise me that you won’t stop caring.”

“I am a 400-foot tall purple platypus bear with pink horns and silver wings.”

“I’m angry at myself!”

“Alright hair, it’s time to face your doom!”

“No, it’s not. It’s easy to do nothing… but it’s hard to forgive.”

“You tried to put a muzzle on him!”

”Life happens wherever you are, whether you make it or not.”

“Maybe instead of saving the world, you can go into the jewelry making business.”

“As long as I’m confident with who I am, it doesn’t matter what other people think.”

“If I try, I fail. If I don’t try, I’m never going to get it.”

“Wait, someone’s missing from your group.  Someone very important.”

“Why am I so bad at being good?”

“The longer we’re here, the longer I think you shouldn’t be doing that.”

[wasabibytes]

[milkmemes]

TESTING THE CHEMISTRY

Sentence Starters for muses that are just testing their chemistry and haven't committed to anything yet. Adjust pronouns as needed.

❛ If you keep standing that close, I’m going to assume you want something. ❜

❛ Great, now I’m thinking about you. Thanks. That’s exactly what I needed. More chaos.❜

❛ You always do this… get under my skin without even trying. ❜

❛ Tell me the truth ...did you miss me, even a little? ❜

❛ I’m not nervous around you. I just—okay, no, that was a lie. ❜

❛ I wasn’t expecting you to show up… but I’m not complaining. ❜

❛ Do you practice being this distracting or is it natural talent? ❜

❛ You know you don’t have to impress me, right? I already see you. ❜

❛ Was that a compliment, or are you just trying to confuse me? ❜

❛ If you’re trying to make me flustered, it’s working. Unfortunately. ❜

❛ Do you trust me? Don’t overthink it. Just answer. ❜

❛ You keep saying you don’t care, but your face says otherwise. ❜

❛ I didn’t know you could smile like that. It’s… different. ❜

❛ Sit with me for a minute. Just… don’t make it weird. ❜

❛ You give me the exact kind of trouble I pretend I’m too mature for.❜

❛ Why does everything feel so awkward when it’s just us? ❜

❛ Be honest—do you like being around me, or am I imagining that? ❜

❛ You’re staring again. Should I be concerned or flattered? ❜

❛ Quit pretending you don’t notice me noticing you. ❜

❛ One more step closer and I’m charging you rent. ❜

❛ We’re not flirting. We’re just… talking intensely. Right? ❜

❛ Are you hitting on me or are you just like this with everyone? Because I need to mentally prepare. ❜

❛ I’m not saying I’m into you, but I am saying you’re making it incredibly difficult not to be.❜

❛ I swear, if you blush again, I’m going to start asking questions. ❜

❛ Why do you always show up exactly when I need someone? ❜

❛ Don’t act like you don’t like it when I tease you. ❜

❛ If we keep doing this, people are going to get the wrong idea. ❜

❛ You make everything feel like it means more than it should. ❜

❛ You didn’t have to come find me… but you did. ❜

❛ Tell me what you’re thinking. No deflecting this time. ❜

❛ I swear, sometimes it feels like you’re daring me to react. ❜

❛ Why does it feel like we’re having a conversation without saying anything? ❜

❛ I’m not nervous. You’re just… very close right now. ❜

❛ If we crossed a line, would you even tell me? ❜

❛ Don’t look at me like that. You’re going to make me laugh. ❜

❛ I swear, you bring out the strangest parts of me. In a good way. ❜

❛ Come on, scoot over. I’m not sitting way over there. ❜

❛ Stop smiling at me like that, I’m trying to be serious. ❜

❛ You know me too well. It’s honestly terrifying. ❜

❛ You didn’t have to wait for me… but thanks. I mean it. ❜

❛ If you tell anyone I got sentimental, I’m denying everything. ❜

❛ Honestly? Being around you makes everything feel lighter. ❜

❛ Don’t look at me like you’re impressed. You’ll ruin your reputation. ❜

❛ I can’t tell if you want to fight me or kiss me. Don’t clarify. ❜

❛ You’re infuriating… and unfortunately interesting. ❜

❛ If you step any closer, you’re going to find out how much self-control I don’t have. ❜

❛ I hate that I notice you, even when I’m trying not to. ❜

❛ I said I didn’t like you. I never said I could ignore you. ❜

❛ Why do you always show up when I’m at my worst? Trying to gloat? ❜

❛ Don’t flatter yourself. I’m only staring because you’re being weird. ❜

❛ One day, I’ll figure out why you get under my skin. And I’m not sure I want the answer. ❜

[rp-memes-cafe]

❀ Floral Expressions ❀

Send my muse some flowers to convey your muse’s feelings towards them!

Acacia Blossom– Concealed Love Alstroemeria– Friendship Ambrosia– Your Love is Reciprocated Amaryllis– Splendid Beauty Anemone– Forsaken, Fading Hope Azalea– Take Care of Yourself for Me Bird of Paradise– Joyfulness Begonia– Beware Bells of Ireland– Good Luck Bouquet of Withered Flowers– Rejected Love Camellia General– Admiration Camellia Pink– Longing for You Camellia White– You’re Adorable Candy Tuft– Indifference Carnation Pink– I’ll Never Forget You Carnation Red– My Heart Aches for You Carnation Yellow– Disdain, Rejection or Dissapointment Chrysanthemum General– You’re a Wonderful Friend Chrysanthemum White– Loyal Love Chrysanthemum Yellow– Slighted Love Cyclamen– Resignation, Good-bye Daffodil– Rebirth, New Beginnings Daisy– Innocence, Purity Dandelion– Faithfulness Dead Leaves– Sadness Fern Maidenhair– Secret Bond of Love Forget-Me-Not– Memories, Remember Me Always Gardenia– Secret Love Geranium– Stupidity, Folly Gladiolus– Strength of Character, Honor Gloxinia– Love at First Sight Grass– Submission Hyacinth Purple– I Am Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Sorrow Hyacinth Yellow– Jealousy Iris Yellow– Passion Iris Blue– Faith, Hope Jonquil– Love Me, Desire for Affection Returned Lilly Calla– Beauty Lilly Orange– Hatred Lilly-Of-The-Valley– Sweetness, Return to Happiness, You’ve Made My Life Complete Marigold– Cruelty Mistletoe– Kiss Me, Affection Morning Glory Red– Attachment Nightshade (Deadly) Belladonna– Silence, Falsehood,  Orange Mock– Deciet Orchid– Exotic Beauty, Proud and Glorious Femininity Peony– Bashfulness, Compassion, Shame Petunia– Resentment, Anger Pine– Pity Primrose– I Can’t Live Without You Rose Dark Crimson– Mourning Rose Dark Pink– Thankfulness Rose Orange– Fascination Rose Red– Love, Respect Rose Yellow– Joy, Friendship Spider Flower– Elope With Me Sunflower– Pure Thoughts, Adoration, Warmth Sweet-Pea– Departure, Good-bye, Thank You for A Lovely Time Tulip Red– Declaration of Love Tulip Variegated– Beautiful Eyes Tulip Yellow– There’s Sunshine in Your Smile Violet Blue– Watchfulness, Faithfulness, I’ll Always Be True Violet White– Let’s Take a Chance on Happiness Viscaria– Will You Dance With Me?

[bastardbox]

repeat after me: i am doing this for fun. i am having fun. i deserve to have fun in this space. no one can take that away from me.

[chaoscripta]

Send "I know who you are..." for my muse's response!

[mythshire]

⋆ · 𖤓 · ⋆ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐈 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃 𝐈𝐓 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐃 ··· a collection of first loves and found family, the quiet courage of being seen, learning to take up space in a world that asked you to make yourself small. genre: romance, hurt and comfort, self discovery, queer joy.

I've been practicing saying it in the mirror for three weeks. It still doesn't sound real.

You're the first person I've told. I need you to understand what that means.

Don't make it a big deal. Also — it's the biggest deal of my life.

I knew when I was seven. I just didn't have the word for it yet.

You looked at her the same way I look at her. I think that's when I knew I wasn't alone.

Say it with me. You don't have to say it to anyone else. Just say it with me first.

My family doesn't know. I need tonight to just be about us knowing.

I came out twice today. Once on accident.

You held my hand in public and I forgot how to breathe for a second.

I spent so long pretending. I don't really know who I am without the pretending yet.

This is the first pride I've been to as myself. Bear with me if I cry a little.

I kept waiting to feel different after I said it. I just felt relieved.

Nobody gets to tell you what your identity means. Not even me.

You're allowed to still be figuring it out. The label can wait. The feeling doesn't have to.

I'm not asking you to announce anything. I'm asking you to stop hiding from me.

You looked so free today. I don't think I've ever seen you look that free.

Love is not a phase. I need you to say that back to me like you mean it.

I've loved you in every version of myself. That has to count for something.

My mother cried. I don't know yet if they were good tears or bad ones.

You didn't flinch. When I told you, you didn't flinch. Do you know what that meant to me?

I used to pray to be different. Now I think I was praying wrong.

Hold my hand. Not for anyone else. Just because I want you to.

I found the community before I found the word. That's how I knew I was home.

You are not too much. You have never been too much.

I spent years shrinking myself into something easier to love. I'm done doing that.

She smiled at me and I forgot every lie I ever told myself.

The world is loud today. Can we just be quiet together for a minute.

I'm not brave. I'm just tired of being afraid.

You loved me before I knew how to love myself. I don't know how to thank you for that.

Stop apologizing for existing so loudly. That's the whole point.

I kept the letter for two years before I sent it. I'm glad I finally sent it.

You're the first person who ever made me feel like this was something to celebrate.

I don't need anyone's permission. I just needed my own.

I'm not confused. I have never been less confused in my life.

You came. After everything, you came. That's all I needed to know.

There are so many of us. I keep forgetting how many of us there are until days like today.

I wrote it down before I could say it. Here. Read it. Take your time.

You make being this feel like the most natural thing in the world.

I hid it for so long it became a habit. Breaking habits is hard. You make it easier.

We don't have to call it anything. We just have to be honest.

I used to think the love I wanted was too much to ask for. Then I met you.

My chosen family showed up today. My blood family didn't. I know which one counts.

You kissed me in front of everyone and I think my whole life changed in that second.

I have never felt more like myself than I do standing here with you.

Loving you is the easiest thing I've ever done. Everything else was the hard part.

You told me it gets better and I didn't believe you. I'm starting to believe you.

I don't want to be tolerated. I want to be celebrated. Is that too much to ask.

We made it. Look around. We actually made it here, together, and we're okay.

[roleplaymemesandthings]

Send me ♢ for a quote that reminds me of our muses

[in-character-memes]

Other than my muse's name, what would your muse shout to locate mine amidst a crowd?

[formaechao]

"And hello to you, too!"

@icouldburntheworlddown

The trickster presented himself on Alex's couch, with a tub of popcorn on his lap. "Now, don't look at me like that," he scowled, "you can go gallivanting to other dimensions, but I can't pop in to see an old friend..."

[icouldburntheworlddown]

Alex rolled their eyes at Puck fondly and walked over to him. "Of course, you can visit," they plopped down on the couch next to him, "but would it kill you to knock, first?" They asked, going to grab a handful of popcorn. "What if I'd been naked?" They teased with a mischievous glint in their eye.

[formaechao]

Puck's green eyes widened and a dreamy smile captured his face. "Ah, you forget..." he muttered, his cheeks flushing. "The fae do not concern themselves with nudity like the pithy mortals do..." He stopped midsentence, and instead took some popcorn in his hands and stuffed it in his mouth. "Present company excluded of course..."

[icouldburntheworlddown]

"Uh-huh..." Alex said with a barely concealed smirk, and dropped their popcorn back in the bowl. They were much more interested in making Puck blush again instead. "And what, exactly, is that supposed to mean?" They asked, scooting over closer to him so that their thigh was now touching his.