And if i'm meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.
k.b. // unknown
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And if i'm meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.
k.b. // unknown
“You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you really want is to be found.”
— Kid Cudi
I love you from a distance, Far enough to not hurt you, Close enough to not let go.
You’re not bad, just a pure soul who got lost for a moment. Trust me, you’ll be fine — you’ll shine soon.
One can only hope
It’s ok. I mean no, it’s not but wtf can I do about it?
Life itself is nothing more than the blink of an eye....
“And then, when you think you’re falling, remember that there’s someone who will catch you.”
— Thoughtkick
I hope someone catches me before I fall
They do more than you think even without you realising.
“All of us fight hidden, silent battles against not being good enough, not having enough and not belonging enough.”
— Brené Brown
The other day it was really nice being able to see you for a lot longer that I expected. I'm not going to lie I felt quite nervous when we were just us in the smoking area because I just wanted to kiss you and say that I love you. Some how I managed to keep it in as I understand where you are at least a thought so. In fact I wrote a message that I sent, going against your request of not sending you that type of message, but I delete it before you managed to read it because I couldn't hold it in no more, some how I hope you understand that I felt I had too.
This is why today I write this.
Then yesterday in the middle of all that was happening around us and with lots of people next to us I couldn't take my eyes off you, I couldn't keep from noticing neither could you as we have locked our eyes multiple times.
You say, you only want a friendship which I'm happy about despite wishing for more, maybe because our lives are too complicated at the moment or something else, but how can I not dream about more when you look at me the same way I look at you? How can I not?
I get or lives are way more complicated than it seems and that you might be afraid of getting hurt again or hurting someone in the process including me, but I am also afraid of the same.
Even knowing that the mother of my children is afraid of me getting hurt. I would love to be able to give us a real chance instead of having these feelings of "what if?" buried in my head and heart and in time have these feeling of regret "why did we not try?" .
As difficult as it is making some decisions live can be too short, this is why I write my thoughts and feelings here in the hopes you read it one day even if we grow far apart. I truly hope that whatever happens we can keep this amazing friendship we have. Just know this I do love you
"Some days are harder than others, But one simple thing comes along and my day is a little more lighter n brighter." 🫂✨
“Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next.”
— Gilda Radner
“It’s OK to live a life others don’t understand.”
— Unknown
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