I don't remember the last time i was THAT excited to write again! In a couple of days i'll return home and start to be active here, that's a promise c:
Heyyo! After a year of complete radio silence, one of my friends dragged me back to Code vein, and my will to roleplay kinda came back? I don't know if this fandom is still alive, and if there still anyone who want to rp with me so... Make some noise here!There's a lot of i want to talk about, and maybe to start over, so yeah! C:
Hell, it's been a really long time since I logged into this account, right? Ahah....
I probably don't have an excuse, but I still owe at least some explanation to the people I've been talking to here, because going nowhere... just rude? Okay, let's go. (I don't even remember how to work with text on Tumblr, what can I talk about lol)
This post may look like a total disaster and im sorry, i don't really remember how to formate lmao
Kinda a lot of text below, so yeah
If I remember correctly, my last visit was around March 14-18 – at this time I had to pass my coursework – my final work in 3rd year of college. But these dates became a stumbling block in the whole story – we were quarantined and we couldn't do anything about it. In Russia, the number of people infected with coronavirus began to grow sharply, and our college had no idea what video chats were lol.
The next couple of months after that were literally hell – people started buying up all the products, the mask regime and the fear of infecting their relatives, there's not much to talk about. Or is there?
I don't remember mentioning it anywhere, but I'm a Medical college student, and who is needed most during an epidemic? Doctors, nurses, anyone with the idea of holding pills in their hands. And although our College gathered people at will, I signed up to be a volunteer and work in the Red zone – where patients with coronavirus lie. Not that I like to help people in principle, but I needed to know what the disease is, to know how it goes. As they say – the best defense is an attack, yes?
And so I worked for a couple of months. But then something happened that I least expected – I myself fell ill with the coronavirus. It would seem that here I am with my friends running around the stadium, which has been converted into a hospital, helping patients of different ages, smiling and helping them emotionally survive this nightmare, but... here I am lying, and they are running around me. Worried.
I will not go into details about how the disease occurred, probably, there are already many articles on the Internet "in the first person", I will only say that it was not very fun. I was treated for a month. On the calendar, meanwhile, it's mid-July.
And it seems that studying is over, I am also healthy (relatively) but at home everything was not as smooth as I thought. Repairs, family fights, whatever.
And now, September. It seems that the number of infected people began to fall, and we went back to college. But I realized that this is my last year, I have to write a diploma, pass a professional exam, and in General a lot of things.
However, growth took off again, and the College decided to start gathering students for work in red zone again. So I signed up. But this is what will happen in the future.
And so, in short, I went through hell and beyond, although it might seem that I had a lot of opportunities not to disappear so quietly, so everything is much more complicated.
So that….
If this fandom is still alive, and if at least someone remembers me, at least 1 person who is ready to write with me again, I am ready.
If not, then I killed myself with such a sharp loss, and it will be my punishment, I think. I will also answer all the questions, because I think I wrote this text quite incomprehensible, so yeah...
Hi, Hello, good day!
A quick update on things - I'm still immersed in my studies, but it won't last that long. On March 25, I will defend the diploma I am currently working on, and after that - I am completely free and will finally be able to write! I have some notes already, and I think they will be in order by the end of March.
That's it for now, see you soon!
...I already said that i mind be gone for couple of days, but i'm feeling that i have to say something more...
I dearly apologize to the people i need to write answers or something else, but i just don't really have time for anything else than studies. I hoped that i will be able to write soon, but instead I was given even more work.
So, i'm saying that i remember about everything, and i hope soon enough i will be able to write again.
I hope see you soon!
Ok, so i find some thing, and it's actually... An important one. For quite some time i didn't have an access to my old pc, where was all info about Blanche, important notes and etc. But yesterday i finally was able to get this info into usb and then watch on my today's pc and...
Well in short, all info in carrd is correct, even if half of it i needed to get from depths of my memory, except one moment...
I put her old name. I even had separate note when i explained why i changed it.
...
Like before that i didn't have enough reasons to hate myself.
Hey ho! Sorry for radio silence here, but i guess my classes eating me alive. Mostly i'm just going to college-studying till i'm be sleepy mess-come home-fall dead. I'm literally doesn't remember last 2-3 days lmao...
Still, this will last about 1-2 days and then i hope i will be able to rise up from ashes!
In meantime you can come to my discord, i'm mostly there now bc tumblr just don't show me any IM or doesn't let me IM people back, soooo yeah! It's Castedorr#3846. I'm always open to talk, plot things or just anything!
As for now i shall return to studies, heart anatomy wouldn't learn itself...
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[ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention
[ sleep ] for your muse to wake mine
[ cover ] for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket
[ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc.
[ kiss ] for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning
[ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair
[ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair
[ embrace ] for your muse to hold mine
[ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room
[ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer
[ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger
[ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s
[ weep ] for your muse to catch mine crying
[ eat ] for your muse to offer mine food
[ hit ] for your muse to attack mine
[ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance
[ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine
[ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap
[ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring
[ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually
[ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support
[ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm
[ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand
[ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did
[ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine
[ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap
[ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down
[ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away
[ dream ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare
[ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation
[ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury
[ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine
[ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger
[ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine
[ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine
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