Things And Stuff And More Things

The REAL king of Ireland’s son, don’t even fuck with me

[idiot-with-a-sword]

You do not get an intro post, I am as unknowable as the fates.

[chimchiri]

Some silly Gideon and Harrow doodles when I was testing out a new brush in CSP

=> Patreon (18+) for anyone curious or who'd like to support <3

[onionrinqz]

okay last one maybe i just like drawing harrow

[poorlythoughtoutdescisions]

Have I said on here that I love Dulcinea? Because I love Dulcinea

[runasulienadanika]

the way Gideon and Palamedes wanted to live but had to die and it forced Harrow and Camilla to live even though they wanted to die

[storm-of-feathers]

tumblr is great bc its like a diary where I can take other peoples diary entries and glue them into my own diary

[trigona-necrophaga]

Calling my good friend ianthe to request ethically dubious brain surgery

[wishfluwer]

*listening to any song ever* wow this is so locked tomb coded

[ablednt]

I will say whilst I'm glad morality OCD is getting talked about a lot more lately I'm dreading the eventual "autistic sense of justice" treatment it's inevitably going to get. The morals in morality don't have to be and often aren't correct and even when they are having it doesn't make you more likely to actually act on those morals.

The idea you can obsess compulse yourself into being a good person is why your brain is tormenting you like this in the first place. Do not try and make your mental illness righteous do not treat it like good person who's too nicies disease or infantilize people over it.

[redstonedust]

some people like to get mad at disability benefits because they think its unfair people who dont work get a payout from the government while they have to work 50 hours at the human suffering factory every week. but if you tell them "yeah that sucks i think you should also get a universal allowance and not have to work 50 hours at the human suffering factory every week" thats apparently the wrong answer.

[forestgreenandgray]

Hey do you know what rumination is?

Rumination is probably the most common type of OCD compulsion, but I rarely see anyone talking about it. I've talked to multiple people diagnosed with OCD who didn't even recognize it as a compulsion.

Basically, if you have OCD you have terrible intrusive thoughts. They can be about anything, but common themes are fear of being a bad person, fear of hurting someone, fear of contamination. etc.

Rumination is when you get stuck in a spiral. Rumination is when you spend hours catastrophizing, overthinking, analyzing, telling yourself it's going to be okay.

I'll say it again:

Rumination is a compulsion.

Rumination is a compulsion, and that means you have to stop doing it.

I did ERP (exposure response prevention) for my OCD with a therapist! For 9 months! And it did help, but the idea didn't really click until I found this website a couple years later.

And Oh My God. It made things make so much more sense, and I was able to pull myself out of an episode even though I wasn't in therapy or on meds at the time.

Genuinely if you have OCD, or even if you suspect you have OCD, I'm begging you to read some of these articles.

Like this was genuinely life changing for me.

Here are some of the ones that were most helpful to me:

Defining Rumination

How to Stop Ruminating

ERP Exercises for Compulsive Rumination

What to Do When You're Triggered

[deathviaroses]

whoever it was on here that said the two of them are both Orpheus and Eurydice at once, I’m hunting you for sport xxx

transcript of the really small handwritten bits under the cut in case they’re unreadable:

bottom left -

Camilla (blocky text): I don’t like the way your handwriting looks from my fingers

Palamedes (messy cursive): do you want me to write in a different script?

Camilla: no.

top left -

C: this would be much faster if we could actually talk to each other.

P: I know. I hate whoring myself to the paper.

C: I miss the sound of your voice.

P: I keep turning around to tell you things, and you’re not there.

C: I do the same.

top right -

P: I think I might be killing you, Cam. We can’t keep doing this. You’re going to end up dead.

bottom right-

P: you carried around bones in the hopes I could be salvaged, somehow

(p.s. they’re not meant to be canon exchanges (frankly idk that there are a lot of them from the tape recorder or the notebook that are actually in ntn) but yeah thanks for reading this far :))

[pleasesetmywagononfire]

I wish I was some rich and fabulous woman with big hair and a long black coat walking through the streets of New York in the 80s

[pleasesetmywagononfire]

I also kind of wish I was bill Murray

[lopenslostlimb]

that would be EXTREMELY epic

[uhhsnail]

I love a character raised to be a weapon as much as the next guy. But what really gets me is a character raised to be a shield. Who can’t fathom being needed—or even being wanted— beyond keeping others safe. Who believe they are alive only to insure someone doesn’t die. no matter the cost. Characters who self-sacrifice not because they think they deserve it, but because no one else does deserve it, and it’s their job to protect.

Characters who’ve been told that’s why your important. Your worth something because this other person/ thing is important, and you are here solely to keep them safe.

Bonus points if it’s not a legitimate job they’ve been given. Maybe at one point it was, but now that they are free from it, they haven’t given up that mentality. No one is forcing or asking them to do this, but they need to. They need to in order to be deserving.

[pansyfemme]

i still think you all are still too mean to bisexual women

[howdymrfinch]

"if we just keep fighting for it, we will win back and restore it. theres no place like home!" ... 🌈💫☁️

[forestgreenandgray]

Hey do you know what rumination is?

Rumination is probably the most common type of OCD compulsion, but I rarely see anyone talking about it. I've talked to multiple people diagnosed with OCD who didn't even recognize it as a compulsion.

Basically, if you have OCD you have terrible intrusive thoughts. They can be about anything, but common themes are fear of being a bad person, fear of hurting someone, fear of contamination. etc.

Rumination is when you get stuck in a spiral. Rumination is when you spend hours catastrophizing, overthinking, analyzing, telling yourself it's going to be okay.

I'll say it again:

Rumination is a compulsion.

Rumination is a compulsion, and that means you have to stop doing it.

I did ERP (exposure response prevention) for my OCD with a therapist! For 9 months! And it did help, but the idea didn't really click until I found this website a couple years later.

And Oh My God. It made things make so much more sense, and I was able to pull myself out of an episode even though I wasn't in therapy or on meds at the time.

Genuinely if you have OCD, or even if you suspect you have OCD, I'm begging you to read some of these articles.

Like this was genuinely life changing for me.

Here are some of the ones that were most helpful to me:

Defining Rumination

How to Stop Ruminating

ERP Exercises for Compulsive Rumination

What to Do When You're Triggered