UhhSnail?

- Snail | Digital Artist | Writer -

[kyathereaper]

so my friend and i are making dinner, and we have a running bit where we pretend to spray each other with a spray bottle (like we're cats) and so he found one.

and this guy goes, "i'm pretty sure this is water", after spraying it on his hand and smelling it and shit. then he looks me dead in the eyes, and sprays it in his mouth and says "it's water."

and i fucking lose it. i'm like, "this is just like that text post where it's like, 'is this perfume or alcohol?'"

and he looked at me confused, and i asked him if he'd seen it, AND HE HADN'T

so i explained it to him, and he also lost it, and agreed with me, but i thought the post was common knowledge. like is it not???

[uhhsnail]

just doing my due diligence to not spray you with like bleach…. can confirm it was water :DD

[thankchaosforspellcheck]

once again thinking about how much I love characters who create masks for themselves.

characters who are so utterly convinced that their true selves are unlovable or not worth it that they overcompensate with confidence, or suaveness, or just unbridled positivity that shines so bright no one can see the rot and sadness underneath until it's almost too late.

Who's just all smoke and mirrors, only letting the occasional bit of reality slip through before distracting the crowd too quickly for them to process it.

love me a dude(gn) that casually shrugs off every offer of a helping hand because they are so utterly convinced they aren't worth anything if they can't make it on their own.

I adore a character that have never fully shown themselves to anyone and never plan to (or have once and that's why they never want to again), regardless of the fact that their friends and family would only love them more if they did, and would be thrilled to help them if they just gave their loved ones half a chance.

and I am always thrilled when that character just fully breaks.

[rainingpouringetc]

went to the bears in trees concert and now feel sick with longing for a past self that no longer exists does anyone have any advice

[thepartyishere]

bears in trees was right, I do love my friends

[rainingpouringetc]

when bears in trees said “the light in my eyes reignited with a vengeance when i saw the sunrise around the campfire with my best friends.” yeah.

[rainingpouringetc]

when bears in trees said “i wanna sit with you and have healthy conversations our wants our wills our trials and tribulations sort through faults and fears the happier years let the smiles be the tears replacement.” you get it.

[uhhsnail]

I want someone to dance across the words I write and I want someone to be the music that inspires my pen to sing.

[crowclubkaz]

it’s been 48 hrs since full moon dropped and the only thing i can think about is blitzø’s stupid fucking tote bag. honse…….

[candyskiez]

yeah yeah dying for each other great awesome but here me out. character who is super super self destructive and self sacrificing who would throw themself in front of danger for anyone if they asked, who's greatest act of love isn't to die for the other. it's to live. even if it's hard, even if they don't want to, even if they're terrified of what happens next. they live, and they trust the other to be able to handle danger, even if they don't want to keep going. their greatest act of love isn't to die protecting them but instead to stay by their side. romanticize THAT. I fucking live for that shit. character who's extreme self sacrificialness is portrayed as a flaw and them unlearning that and learning that it's okay to survive. give me more of that!!!

this can be romantic, platonic, familial, queer platonic, "I don't know what these fuckers have going on but they mean the world to each other", anything. no matter what the relationships like I am guaranteed to adore it.

[uhhsnail]

I love a character raised to be a weapon as much as the next guy. But what really gets me is a character raised to be a shield. Who can’t fathom being needed—or even being wanted— beyond keeping others safe. Who believe they are alive only to insure someone doesn’t die. no matter the cost. Characters who self-sacrifice not because they think they deserve it, but because no one else does deserve it, and it’s their job to protect.

Characters who’ve been told that’s why your important. Your worth something because this other person/ thing is important, and you are here solely to keep them safe.

Bonus points if it’s not a legitimate job they’ve been given. Maybe at one point it was, but now that they are free from it, they haven’t given up that mentality. No one is forcing or asking them to do this, but they need to. They need to in order to be deserving.

[uhhsnail]

I know that the sky tomorrow paints won’t be as beautiful as the one today. So let me sit still on this hill and count the stars; even if, it’s for only one more hour before you wield the paintbrush of dawn and reimagine the sky.

[uhhsnail]

Rose Colored Glasses

I’m grieving the old you. The rose colored glsses you wore that matched your rose colored lips. I miss the laughing til your face hurt and crying til your eyes went dry. Yet, the more I look at old pictures of you, the more I grieve; I grieve who you once were, the one who lived to smile inside and out. I grieve who you became, a smile plastered on every day to cover the scars and pain. I grieve who i am today. Every day I look in the mirror and see my own dark eyes and burned heart, but your arms and your hands.

I look at old pictures of you in your rose colored glasses that shielded your eyes from your bones breaking beneath you. Your rose colored lips that reflected the words of hurt spoken to your face towards others in the same glasses. The laughing that slowly became crying with every smile pushed out.

Now, I say I grieve, i say I grieve who you were and who you’ve become, but how can I grieve when the tears you wept when the glasses cracked locked my heart in a void? I wish I could grieve the old me, but instead I’m chained to a never ending comatose.

[uhhsnail]

Santa Fe from the Newsies is so ep 8 a!Aimsey coded, I’m gonna cry

[fisky5]

tw// blood

[skywerse]

The legacy of the Black Rose will be eternal.

[lanladesu]

finishing up old sketches cuz im very normal abt jay’s heterochromia :)