making a separate thread for help links 💖 i will add more links as i find them !!
post w/ part two can be found here
PALESTINE
decolonize palestine
one click goes a long way !
petition signatures
post with various petitions and campaigns
who are the israeli settlers ?
URGE CONGRESS TO STAND WITH PALESTINE
USA - contact your representatives through this google doc
USA - contact
USA - contact
text resist to 50409 to send a letter to your representatives to pass HR3103-- a bill that prohibits tax dollars from going to israel !
UK - call for a ceasefire
UK - email your MP
UK - email to call for a ceasefire
australia - contact your rep !
twitter thread of donation links
protest preparation
companies to boycott
longer list of companies to boycott*
news source for updates
another news source
palestinian news source
palestinian journalist to follow
palestinian journalist #2
palestinian who posts updates about his living conditions
palestinian journalist
news from gaza
gaza news source
palestinian tiktoker who shares updates on palestine
free resources - includes 6 textbooks
israel's plan to ethically cleanse gaza
various subtwt charities for palestine
canadian based donation website #1
canadian based donation site #2
canadian based donation site #3 with information
USA based donation site #1
USA based donation site #2
USA based donation site #3
USA based donation site #4
UK donation site #1
UK donation site #2
UK donation site #3
australian donation site #1
australian donation site #2
australian donation site #3
buy an e-sim for a palestinian !
buy hygiene products for afab palestinians
games for gaza
purchase a keffiyeh !
note: it is not guaranteed that donations will get to palestinians due to the blockade. it is still noble to donate, but keep that in mind.
*another note: it is important to focus on the companies that the bds movement has listed. although important to know about, having a more targeted approach will have better results.
CONGO
2022 & 2023 global report of DRC
genocide watch - DRC
video about congo
congo infographic
another video about congo
canada based donation website
another canadian donation website
3rd canadian donation site
USA donation site #1
USA donation site #2
USA donation site #3
USA donation site #4
USA donation site #5
USA donation site #6
UK donation site #1
UK donation site #2
UK donation site #3
UK donation site #4
UK donation site #5
UK donation site #6
UK donation site #7
UK donation site #8
UK donation site #9
australian donation site #1
australian donation site #2
australian donation site #3
congolese donation site
youtube film about congo
another infographic
thread about congo
SUDAN
this site lets you choose which country you're donating from !
canadian donation site #1
canadian donation site #2
canadian donation site #3
USA donation site #1
USA donation site #2
USA donation site #3
USA donation site #4
USA donation site #5
UK donation site #1
UK donation site #2
UK donation site #3
australian donation site #1
australian donation site #2
australian donation site #3
sudanese donation site, but also has USA and canadian sites near the bottom
video about sudan
quick summary about sudan
list of other sudanese charities to donate to
information about sudan
important information about sudan
sudanese journalist
if there is anything that needs to be added, please feel free to add them onto this post !! I HIGHLY ENCOURAGE IT !!!! i made this thread for basic level information about these genocides; this is not to make you an expert in these topics. if anything is inaccurate, please feel free to tell me and i will correct it !
PLEASE ADD INFORMATION ABOUT OTHER GENOCIDES IF YOU KNOW ANY !!!!!
The warehouse loft smelled like gun powder, cheap whiskey, and the faint metallic tang of blood that never quite left Abby’s clothes. Neon from the street below painted red stripes across the concrete floor. You were bent over the scarred wooden table, skirt hiked up around your waist, panties shoved aside. Abby stood behind you in a black tank that clung to the hard lines of her shoulders and arms, silver chains resting against the swell of her chest.
“Stay still,” she growled, voice low and rough. One calloused hand pinned your lower back, the other worked two thick fingers into your cunt, curling hard against that spot that made your knees threaten to buckle. She wasn’t gentle. She never was when she was like this - wired from a job, adrenaline still humming under her skin.
You clenched around her fingers and she huffed a short, mean laugh. “Greedy little thing. Already dripping down my wrist.” She added a third finger, stretching you open with deliberate pressure until the wet sound of it filled the quiet loft. Her thumb dragged over your clit in rough circles, not enough to let you come, just enough to keep you shaking.
“Please-”
“Shut up.” She pulled her fingers free, wiped them across your ass, then shoved her jeans and boxers down just far enough. The thick head of her strap heavy and realistic, nudged against your soaked entrance. She didn’t tease. She sank in with one long, controlled thrust that forced a broken moan out of you.
Abby’s hips snapped forward hard. The table scraped across the floor with every thrust. She fucked you like she was claiming territory. Deep, relentless, the slap of skin loud in the open space. One hand stayed braced on the table beside your head, the other reached under to rub your clit in tight, ruthless circles timed to the roll of her hips.
“Take it,” she muttered against the back of your neck, teeth scraping skin. “That’s it. Milk me like you were made for it.”
You came hard around her, walls fluttering and clenching, and she didn’t slow down. She kept pounding through it, chasing her own release with short, brutal strokes until her rhythm stuttered. A low, guttural sound tore out of her as she ground deep and stayed there, hips jerking while the strap pressed against her clit through the harness.
For a few seconds the only sound was both of you breathing hard. Abby finally eased out, slow enough that you felt every inch leave you empty and aching. She tugged your panties back into place with a rough pat, then wiped her fingers on the inside of your thigh like she was marking you.
“Clean yourself up,” she said, already pulling her jeans back on. The smirk she gave you was pure gangster arrogance. “Next time you’re riding my face until you can’t walk straight.”
She lit a cigarette with one hand and watched you over the flame, eyes dark and satisfied.
okay but thinking about dealer!abby who has been watching you from across the room at some shitty frat party. and as always 18+ freaks only here xx.
the room is dim, the music noise complaint worthy and there’s too many bodies all packed together in the small living room. a smoky haze fills the air and it smells like sweat, tequila and bad decisions.
you’ve lost track of where your friends went, how many drinks you’ve had, or even how long you’ve been there—because the only thing you can focus on is how she’s been practically undressing you with her eyes from across the room. and the fact that you like it more than you’ll ever let on.
you knew her reputation around campus, heard the rumors of how she liked to leave girls high and dry. but none of that really seemed to matter now, not when she’s looking at you like that. like she wants to take you apart with her mouth and worship you for hours.
but she hasn’t moved from where she’s been perched on the sofa in the back corner of the room, or made any move to come approach you. it obvious she’s working, has been all night. but even when someone approaches her, money in hand—her eyes never leave you for a second. not even when she reaches into her jacket and hands over their sin of choice.
you can’t lie though, it does make you feel special.
because you’ve seen how she normally approaches women at parties, the way she’d walk over, that cocky smirk on full display as she leaned in real close to whisper filthy promises in their ear. and yet, she hasn’t done that with you, not once, despite the many opportunities she’s had to all night.
but as the party starts to wind down and the crowd slowly thins out is when she finally makes her move—only it’s not in the way you’re expecting.
abby lifts a freshly rolled joint to her mouth, her lighter flickering to life a second later. the butt ignites a cherry red when she inhales deeply, her eyes practically sparkle with amusement as she holds your gaze. smoke billows from her plush lips as she cocks her head to the side and motions you over with the curl of a finger before patting her upper thigh.
🚬 𝓼ynopsis: abby anderson built her fortune on dirty money, quiet deals, and a name nobody dares to cross. with luxury cars, designer gifts, and more cash than she can spend, she offers you a life most people only dream about. the only catch? everything she puts in your hands has bloodless fingerprints of the criminal world all over it—and walking away from abby was never part of the deal.
💋🚬 𝒘arnings: intox kink very hard drugs being mentioned and used poc!bimbo!reader intox kink degradation cunt slapping stalking/obsession threats/violence kidnapping imprisonment physical restraint (handcuffs and ropes) threats of violence & intimidation choking/strangulation psychological abuse coercive control manipulation
the first time you saw abby anderson, she was leaning against a blacked-out range rover in the valet lane of a club you couldn’t even pronounce the name of.
you were waiting for your ride—a friend of a friend who was already twenty minutes late and she was just standing there.
watching you like you were the only thing worth looking at in a city full of flashing lights.
she didn’t smile. she just tilted her head, took a slow drag from her cigarette, and let the smoke curl around her face like a veil.
her suit was charcoal gray, probably cost more than your rent, and the way she held herself said she owned every inch of concrete she was standing on.
“you waiting on someone who isn’t coming?” she asked, voice low and rough, like she’d been up for days running numbers or breaking kneecaps. you couldn’t tell which.
you shrugged, clutching your purse a little tighter. “guess so.”
she nodded, flicked the cigarette to the ground, and crushed it with the toe of her heel. “get in. i’ll take you home.”
you should’ve said no. any sane person would’ve said no. but there was something about the way she looked at you.
like she already knew you, like she’d already decided you were hers—that made your mouth go dry and your common sense take a backseat.
you got in. that was six months ago.
now you’re sitting in the passenger seat of her maybach, the leather so soft it feels like butter under your thighs.
watching the city blur past as she drives one-handed, the other resting on your knee like a brand.
she’s got a fresh pack of cigarettes in her jacket pocket and a duffel bag in the trunk that you know better than to ask about.
“you’re quiet tonight,” she says, not looking at you. “something on your mind, baby?”
you chew your lip. you’ve been thinking about it for weeks now—the way she gives you things.
the way she never lets you pay for anything.
the way she showed up at your apartment one day with a key she definitely shouldn’t have had and a box from cartier in her hand.
“abs,” you start, and her fingers tighten on your knee just a little, like she knows what’s coming. “i don’t know if i can keep doing this.”
she doesn’t react. not at first.
the car hums beneath you, smooth and dangerous, and she takes a turn a little too fast, pressing you back into the seat.
“doing what, exactly?” her voice is calm. too calm.
“this.” you gesture vaguely at the car, at the city, at her. “all of it. the money, the gifts, the—the way you just show up. i didn’t sign up for this.”
the silence that follows is heavy enough to crush bone.
abby pulls the car over, not in a parking spot, just in the middle of a dark stretch of road where the streetlights are few and far between.
she kills the engine and turns to face you, and for the first time, you see something flicker in her eyes that makes your stomach drop.
it’s not anger. it’s amusement.
“you didn’t sign up for it?” she repeats, and a slow, cruel smile spreads across her lips. “baby, you signed up for it the second you got in my car that night. you just didn’t know it yet.”
you swallow hard. “that’s not fair.”
“fair?” she laughs, but there’s no humor in it. “you think i got where i am by playing fair? i built an empire on dirty hands and designer taste, sweetheart. every dollar i spend on you came from a deal that would put me away for life if anyone found out. and you think you can just—what? walk away?”
her hand leaves your knee and comes up to cup your jaw, her thumb brushing over your bottom lip. her touch is gentle, but the look in her eyes is anything but.
“you’re mine,” she says, soft as a promise, sharp as a blade. “and i don’t let go of what’s mine.”
you should be scared. you are scared.
but there’s something else too, something hot and shameful that curls in your belly when she looks at you like that.
she sees it. of course she sees it.
“that’s what i thought,” she murmurs, and then she’s kissing you, deep and possessive, her tongue sliding against yours like she’s staking a claim. her hand slides into your hair, tugging just enough to make you gasp, and she swallows the sound like she’s drinking it.
when she pulls back, you’re breathless, and she’s already reaching into the glove compartment for a fresh cigarette.
“we’re going home,” she says, lighting it with a flick of her zippo. “and we’re going to talk about this. but let me make one thing clear.”
she blows smoke out the window and turns to look at you, her eyes glinting in the dim light.
“you don’t get to leave. not ever. and the sooner you accept that, the easier this will be for both of us.”
you don’t say anything. what is there to say?
she puts the car in drive and pulls back onto the road, one hand on the wheel, the other reaching over to find yours. she laces her fingers through yours and squeezes, just once, like a reminder.
you squeeze back.
because the truth is, you don’t want to leave. that’s the sick, twisted part of it all. you don’t want to leave her.
and she knows it.
the penthouse is all floor-to-ceiling windows and cold marble floors, the kind of place that looks like it belongs in a magazine spread. you’ve never gotten used to it.
not really—the way the city lights glitter below like a thousand tiny diamonds, the way the air smells like expensive candles and something faintly metallic, like gunpowder and old money.
abby shrugs off her jacket and drapes it over a chair, moving through the space like she owns it. because she does. she owns everything. including you.
“drink?” she asks, already at the bar, pouring herself something amber and expensive.
“i’m fine.”
she glances at you over her shoulder, one eyebrow raised. “didn’t ask if you were fine. asked if you wanted a drink.”
you hesitate, then nod. “okay. yeah.”
she pours you one anyway, brings it over, and presses the glass into your hand.
her fingers linger against yours for a moment too long, and then she’s sinking onto the couch beside you, close enough that her thigh presses against yours.
“so,” she says, taking a sip of her drink. “talk to me.”
you stare at the amber liquid in your glass, watching the light catch it. “i just... i don’t know who you are, abby. not really. you give me all this stuff, you take care of me, but you won’t tell me what you do. you disappear for days and come back with bruises and blood under your nails, and you expect me to just pretend i don’t notice?”
she’s quiet for a long moment. then she sets her drink down on the coffee table and turns to face you fully, her knee brushing yours.
“you want to know who i am?” she asks, and her voice is softer now, almost tender. “you want to know what i do?”
“yes.”
she reaches out and tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, her touch featherlight. “i’m the person people call when they need something done that no one else will do. i’m the person who makes problems disappear. i’m the person who keeps this city running from the shadows, and i’ve been doing it long enough that my name carries weight.”
she pauses, her eyes searching yours.
“and you? you’re the only good thing i’ve got. the only thing that’s mine that isn’t covered in blood or built on someone else’s ruin. so when you say you want to leave, it scares me.”
you blink. “you? scared?”
“terrified,” she says, and she says it like a confession. “because if you leave, i don’t know what i’d do. and that’s the scariest part—i don’t know if i’d let you go, or if i’d burn the whole world down to keep you.”
your heart is pounding so hard you can hear it in your ears. “abby...”
“i’m not a good person,” she continues, cutting you off. “i’ve done things that would make you sick. i’ve ruined lives, ended them. but i’ve never lied to you. not once. and i’m not going to start now.”
she takes your hand, brings it to her lips, and presses a kiss to your knuckles.
“so here’s the truth: you can stay, and i’ll give you everything i have. every dollar, every diamond, every piece of me that isn’t already destroyed. or you can go, and i’ll spend the rest of my life making sure you regret it.”
the threat is soft, wrapped in velvet, but it’s there. unmistakable.
you should run. you should scream. you should do something other than sit here, frozen, with her lips against your skin and her eyes boring into your soul.
but you don’t.
“i don’t want to go,” you whisper, and the admission tastes like surrender.
abby’s smile is slow and dangerous, like a blade being drawn from its sheath.
“good girl.”
she pulls you into her lap, and you go willingly, curling against her like you belong there. her arms wrap around you, solid and warm, and she presses a kiss to the top of your head.
“you’re mine,” she murmurs against your hair. “and i’m going to take care of you. forever.”
you close your eyes and let yourself believe it. because what else can you do?
the next morning, you wake up alone in a bed the size of a small country, tangled in sheets that probably cost more than your first car.
the sun is streaming through the windows, casting everything in a warm golden glow, and for a moment, you forget where you are.
then you see the note on the pillow beside you.
"had to handle something. be back tonight. there’s a car waiting for you downstairs if you want to go shopping. don’t forget your key. — a"
underneath it, there’s a black american express card and a key to the penthouse on a simple silver keychain.
you pick up the key, turning it over in your hands. it’s heavy. real. a symbol of everything you’ve gotten yourself into.
and despite every warning bell screaming in your head, you smile.
you get dressed, pick out a bag you don’t remember buying, and head downstairs. the car is waiting, just like she said.
a sleek black town car with tinted windows and a driver who nods at you like he knows exactly who you are.
“where to, miss?”
you think about it for a second. then you give him the name of the most expensive store you can think of.
if you’re going to be kept, you might as well look good doing it.
the shopping trip is a blur of silk and cashmere, of saleswomen who recognize the black card and treat you like royalty.
you buy things you don’t need, things you don’t even have space for, because you can. because the card never gets declined. because this is your life now.
by the time you get back to the penthouse, the sun is starting to set, and there are bags upon bags stacked in the entryway.
you’re exhausted, but it’s a good kind of exhausted. the kind that comes from hours of indulgence and the heady rush of spending money that isn’t yours.
you’re pouring yourself a glass of water when you hear the door open.
abby walks in looking like she’s been through a war. her suit is rumpled, there’s a smear of something dark on her collar, and her eyes are ringed with exhaustion. but when she sees you.
standing there in the kitchen with your new designer dress and your armful of shopping bags, her whole face softens.
“hey, baby,” she says, her voice rough.
“hey.”
she crosses the room in three long strides and pulls you into her arms, burying her face in your hair. she smells like smoke and metal and something sharp, but you don’t pull away.
“missed you,” she mutters against your neck.
“you were gone for like eight hours.”
“too long.”
you laugh, and it surprises you—the lightness of it, the ease. “you’re ridiculous.”
she pulls back just enough to look at you, her hands cupping your face. “ridiculous for you. always.”
and then she kisses you, slow and deep, like she’s trying to memorize the shape of your mouth. when she pulls away, her thumb traces your bottom lip, and she smiles.
“come on. let me show you what else i got you.”
you raise an eyebrow. “more?”
“always more.”
she takes your hand and leads you into the bedroom, where a small velvet box is sitting on the pillow.
your heart stutters as she picks it up, opens it, and reveals a diamond necklace that catches the light like captured starlight.
“abby, this is too much.”
“nothing is too much for you,” she says, and she fastens it around your neck, her fingers brushing against your skin. “now you’re really mine.”
you look in the mirror, at the woman staring back at you.
dressed in silk, dripping in diamonds, with a criminal’s arms wrapped around your waist.
you don’t recognize her. but you’re starting to like her.
the weeks blur together after that. you fall into a rhythm that’s equal parts domestic bliss and quiet terror.
abby is attentive, almost obsessive in the way she cares for you. making sure you eat, making sure you sleep, making sure you want for nothing.
but she’s also possessive in a way that borders on suffocating.
she doesn’t like it when you go out without her. she doesn’t like it when you talk to strangers. she doesn’t like it when you look at anyone else for too long.
and she’s not subtle about it.
“who was that?” she asks one night, her voice deceptively casual, as you climb into bed beside her.
“who was who?”
“the barista. at the coffee shop. he smiled at you.”
you blink. “he was being polite, abs.”
“i don’t like the way he looked at you.”
“he was just doing his job—”
“i don’t care.”
her hand shoots out and grabs your wrist, pulling you closer. her eyes are dark, intense, and there’s something in them that makes your breath catch.
“you’re mine,” she says, low and dangerous. “and i don’t share. not with anyone. so if i see another man look at you like that again, i’m going to make sure he never looks at anyone ever again.”
you should be horrified. you should be scared. instead, you feel a thrill race down your spine.
“okay,” you whisper.
she holds your gaze for a long moment, then releases your wrist and pulls you into her arms, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
“good girl.”
you close your eyes and let yourself sink into her embrace, feeling the steady thrum of her heartbeat against your cheek.
this is your life now.
and you wouldn’t have it any other way. it happens on a tuesday.
you’re at a little café downtown, the one with the good pastries and the outdoor seating, because abby had a meeting and you needed to get out of the penthouse.
you’re scrolling through your phone, sipping an overpriced latte, when a shadow falls over your table.
you look up. he’s handsome, in a clean-cut kind of way. suit, tie, smile that’s a little too bright.
he’s holding a coffee cup and looking at you like he’s trying to figure out a puzzle.
“you’re abby anderson’s girl, right?”
your blood runs cold. “who’s asking?”
he pulls out the chair across from you and sits down, uninvited. “name’s detroit. i work for a... competitor of hers. and i’ve been looking for a way to get to her for a while now.”
“i don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“sure you don’t.” he smiles, and it doesn’t reach his eyes. “but here’s the thing—i know you’re not stupid. i know you know exactly what she does. and i know you’re sitting on a goldmine of information.”
he leans forward, lowering his voice.
“help me take her down, and i’ll make sure you walk away clean. new identity, new life, somewhere she’ll never find you. you’ll never have to look over your shoulder again.”
for a second—just a second—you consider it.
the idea of freedom. of being your own person again. of not being owned by anyone.
but then you think of abby. the way she holds you. the way she looks at you like you’re the only thing in the world that matters.
the way she kissed your knuckles that night and told you she’d burn the world down for you. you think of the diamond necklace still warm against your skin.
“no,” you say, and your voice is steadier than you feel.
detroit’s smile falters. “excuse me?”
“i said no. i’m not helping you.”
he stares at you for a long moment, then laughs—a short, sharp sound. “you’re loyal. i respect that. but you’re making a mistake.”
“maybe.” you stand up, grabbing your purse. “but it’s my mistake to make.”
you walk away before he can say anything else, your heart pounding so hard you can hear it in your ears. you don’t look back.
you’re halfway to the car when your phone buzzes.
it’s abby.
“come home. now.”
no explanation. no context. just those two words, and the weight of them makes your stomach drop.
you get in the car and tell the driver to take you back to the penthouse.
when you walk through the door, abby is sitting on the couch, a glass of whiskey in her hand and an expression on her face that you can’t read.
“i heard you had an interesting conversation today,” she says, her voice flat.
your heart stops. “how did you—”
“i have eyes everywhere, baby. you know that.” she takes a sip of her whiskey, then sets the glass down and stands up, crossing the room to stand in front of you. “detroit. he approached you.”
“yes.”
“and you said no.”
“yes.”
she’s quiet for a moment, studying your face like she’s looking for a lie. then, slowly, she reaches out and cups your cheek.
“why?”
you swallow hard. “because i’m yours.”
the smile that spreads across her face is slow and devastating, like the sun breaking through storm clouds.
“that’s right,” she murmurs. “you are.”
and then she kisses you, hard and deep, and you melt into her like you always do.
when she pulls back, her eyes are bright, almost feverish.
“i’m going to take care of detroit,” she says, and there’s a promise in her voice that makes you shiver. “and then i’m going to take you to bed and remind you exactly who you belong to.”
you don’t argue. you never do.
the night is a blur of hands and mouths and whispered promises. abby is relentless, taking you apart piece by piece until you’re nothing but a trembling mess in her arms.
she marks you—bites and bruises and fingerprints that will take days to fade and you let her, because being marked by her is better than being forgotten.
afterward, you lie tangled together in the sheets, her head on your chest and your fingers in her hair.
the city lights glitter outside the window, and for a moment, everything is perfect.
“i meant what i said,” she murmurs against your skin. “i’d burn the world down for you.”
“i know.”
“and i’d do it again. a thousand times.”
you press a kiss to the top of her head. “i know, abs.”
she lifts her head to look at you, and in the dim light, her eyes are soft. vulnerable. human.“you’re not going to leave me, are you?”
it’s the first time you’ve ever heard her sound unsure. you cup her face in your hands and look her in the eyes.
“never.”
she exhales, long and slow, like she’s been holding her breath for years.
and then she’s kissing you again, soft and sweet, and you feel something shift between you—something deeper than possession, deeper than obsession.
something that might be love. or as close to it as two broken people can get.
the next morning, there’s a new bag on the kitchen counter. chanel. you don’t even bother asking how it got there.
abby is already gone, but there’s a note next to the bag. went to handle detroit. be back tonight. wear the red dress. — a
you smile, pick up the bag, and head to the bedroom to get ready.
because this is your life now. and you wouldn’t have it any other way. weeks turn into months. months turn into a year.
you’ve settled into the role of abby anderson’s girl like it was made for you. you know which restaurants to avoid, which questions not to ask, which smiles to save for her and her alone.
you’ve learned the rhythm of her world—the late nights, the sudden trips, the way she sometimes comes home with blood on her hands and a faraway look in her eyes.
you’ve learned to wash the blood away. you’ve learned to hold her when she shakes.
you’ve learned that love, for people like her, looks different than it does for everyone else.
it’s not flowers and candlelit dinners—well, it is, but it’s also bruises and threats and the kind of devotion that borders on madness.
and you’ve learned that you’re okay with that. more than okay. you love her. god help you, you love her.
it’s a rainy night when she comes home with a cut above her eyebrow and a split lip.
you don’t ask. you just lead her to the bathroom, sit her down on the edge of the tub, and gently clean the blood from her face.
she watches you the whole time, her eyes soft and unreadable.
“you’re too good for me,” she says, her voice rough.
“probably.”
“you should run.”
she catches your wrist as you reach for a bandage, pulling you closer until you’re standing between her thighs.
she looks up at you, and there’s something raw in her expression—something she usually keeps locked away.
“i don’t deserve you.”
you press the bandage to her brow, gentle and precise. “maybe not. but you have me anyway.”
she pulls you down into a kiss, soft and aching, and you taste copper and rain and something that might be desperation.
when she pulls back, her forehead rests against yours.
“i love you,” she whispers.
it’s the first time she’s said it.
you feel your heart crack open, feel something warm and terrifying flood through your chest.
“i love you too,” you whisper back.
she holds you like she’s afraid you’ll disappear.
and you hold her back, just as tight.
later, when she’s asleep, you lie awake and watch her. the rise and fall of her chest.
the way her face relaxes in sleep, softening the hard edges. the diamond necklace you never take off, glinting in the dark.
you think about the girl you used to be—the one who waited for rides from friends of friends, who clutched her purse in bad neighborhoods, who had no idea what it meant to be truly seen.
you think about the woman you are now.
dirty hands. designer taste. and completely, irrevocably, hers.
you press a kiss to her shoulder and close your eyes.
outside, the rain keeps falling. inside, for the first time in your life, you feel safe.
and that’s all that matters. the penthouse lights blurred like smeared oil paint as abby guided you inside, her hand firm on the small of your back.
the confrontation with detroit still buzzed under your skin, a low hum of adrenaline mixed with the sickly-sweet aftertaste of fear.
abby moved with predatory grace, shedding her blood-spattered jacket onto the marble floor. the scent of iron clung to her.
"you did good today, sugar," she murmured, her voice rough velvet against your ear. her fingers traced the line of your jaw, possessive, assessing.
"real good. loyal." the praise warmed you, twisted tight in your belly alongside the lingering unease. "deserves a reward. somethin' special."
she steered you not towards the bedroom, but deeper into the penthouse, to a room you rarely entered – her private study. leather-bound books lined the walls, untouched.
the air smelled of expensive tobacco and something sharper, chemical.
abby unlocked a sleek, modern cabinet disguised as part of the shelving. inside wasn't liquor. nestled amidst velvet-lined compartments were vials.
tiny baggies filled with powders ranging from bone-white to greyish-white, a delicate glass pipe, syringes wrapped in sterile plastic. your breath hitched.
"abs…" you whispered, the protest dying before it fully formed. her gaze pinned you, dark and fathomless, promising oblivion.
"hush now, baby," she soothed, selecting a small vial of crystalline powder that caught the low light like crushed diamonds.
cocaine, your mind supplied, the word sharp and dangerous. "just gonna take the edge off. make everythin'… softer. brighter. just for us." her movements were practiced, ritualistic.
she tapped a generous mound onto the polished surface of her heavy oak desk, used the edge of a black amex card.
absurdly mundane, to shape it into perfect, gleaming lines. the snick of the card was obscenely loud.
"kneel," she commanded, not harshly, but with an expectation that brooked no argument.
the cool marble bit into your knees through the thin silk of your dress. she stood before you, the desk at your back, her silhouette blocking the dim light from the doorway.
she held out a short, hollowed tube cut from a crisp hundred-dollar bill. "deep breath, darlin’. show me how good you can take it."
the degradation was implicit, woven into the act itself. kneeling at her feet, accepting poison from her hand.
you leaned forward, the scent of the powder acrid and inviting. you sealed your lips around the makeshift straw, inhaled sharply.
the burn was instant, a searing comet tearing up your nasal passages, exploding behind your eyes. the world crackled. sound sharpened.
the distant wail of a siren, the frantic thud of your own heart. colors bled into hyper-saturation.
abby’s face swam above you, a beautiful, terrifying moon.
a giddy, weightless euphoria surged, obliterating detroit, obliterating fear, leaving only a buzzing, empty vessel waiting to be filled by her.
"that’s it," abby crooned, watching your pupils swallow the iris. "good little thing. takes it so pretty." her thumb brushed a stray tear or was it sweat? from your cheekbone. the tenderness felt like a brand. "want more?"
you nodded, mute, already craving the harsh clarity, the blessed numbness. she prepared another line, thicker this time.
you bent again, the submission heady, the drug scorching a path straight to your frantic brain. your limbs felt loose, liquid.
abby’s fingers tangled in your hair, not pulling, just holding, anchoring you as the room tilted.
"so pretty when you’re floatin’," she murmured, her voice thick with something darker than affection. "all mine. soft and open."
her free hand drifted down, skimming over your collarbone, the swell of your breast beneath the silk. the touch felt amplified, electric.
she hooked a finger into the neckline of your dress and ripped downward.
the delicate fabric tore like paper, baring you to the waist. the cool air hit your heated skin, making you gasp. "even prettier like this. bare for me."
her gaze raked over you, possessive, hungry. she traced the curve of your breast with a knuckle, then lower, over the frantic flutter of your belly, down to the damp silk clinging to your hips.
her fingers slipped beneath the waistband, pushing the ruined dress and your panties down your thighs in one rough motion.
you were exposed, kneeling naked on the cold floor before her, the cocaine singing in your veins, making you pliant, hyper-aware yet detached.
abby stepped back, surveying her handiwork. her eyes were pure obsidian. "look at you," she breathed, a low thrum of power vibrating in her voice. "drugged dumb and drippin’. just a desperate little cunt waitin’ for attention. ain’t that right, baby?"
the crude word, flung in the midst of the opulent study, amidst the lingering scent of her violence and the chemical tang of the coke, sent a jolt through you.
shame warred with a terrifying arousal, amplified tenfold by the drug buzzing in your system. you whimpered, a sound that wasn’t denial.
abby chuckled, a dark, honeyed sound. she closed the distance, her polished boot nudging your knees wider apart. "spread for me, sugar. let me see that needy little hole."
you obeyed, trembling, the marble unforgiving beneath your spread thighs. the vulnerability was absolute.
she traced your slick folds with the tip of one finger, the touch light, maddening. "soakin’ wet already. just from the powder and my voice? filthy thing."
then her hand moved. not a caress. a sharp, stinging crack as her open palm connected squarely with your exposed cunt.
the pain was bright, shocking, cutting through the cocaine haze like a lightning bolt.
you cried out, a sharp, involuntary sound, your body jerking forward.
the sting radiated outwards, hot and immediate, followed by a deeper, throbbing ache. tears sprang to your eyes.
"that’s one," abby stated, her voice devoid of mercy, thick with dark amusement.
she watched the heat bloom across your delicate skin, the way your body clenched instinctively.
"markin’ what’s mine." she didn’t wait for you to recover. her hand descended again.
crack! another brutal slap, landing slightly lower, the impact jarring your bones, sending fresh tears spilling down your cheeks.
the sharp pain ignited something primal, a desperate throb deep inside you that had nothing to do with escape.
"two." the degradation was complete. drugged, naked, weeping, your most intimate flesh stinging under her punishing hand.
"please," you sobbed, the word mangled, unsure if you were begging her to stop or to continue.
abby leaned down, her breath hot against your ear. "please what, baby? please mark you harder? please remind you who owns this sweet, stingin’ cunt?" her hand landed a third time, deliberate, measured. crack! the sound echoed off the leather-bound books.
the pain was a white-hot brand, the humiliation a suffocating blanket.
you slumped forward, forehead pressing against the cool leather of her boot, shuddering, tears dripping onto the polished toe.
the cocaine made the pain vibrate, made the submission feel inevitable, exquisite. you felt nothing but sensations.
the brutal slap echoing in your nerves, the cool leather against your skin, the chemical fire in your brain, and the overwhelming, terrifying presence of her ownership.
abby’s fingers, surprisingly gentle now, traced the heated, swollen flesh she’d just punished. you flinched, a fresh sob catching in your throat. "shhh," she soothed, the cruelty shifting seamlessly into dark possession.
"took it so well, my good, doped-up girl. marked you proper." her fingers slid through your slickness, finding your clit, swollen and hypersensitive.
she rubbed slow, firm circles, the touch agonizingly sweet against the raw sting.
"see how much you needed it? drippin’ all over my floor. such a messy, owned little thing." the dual sensations.
the throbbing pain of the slaps and the insistent pressure on your clit, collided, amplified by the cocaine’s ruthless clarity.
pleasure, sharp and shocking, began to coil tight beneath the pain, inseparable from it.
you arched against her hand, a broken moan escaping your lips, lost in the haze of drugs, degradation, and the terrifying certainty that you belonged, utterly, to the hand that hurt you and the voice that named you hers.
the room dissolved into a blur of sensation, pain, and chemical surrender, anchored only by the relentless pressure of abby’s fingers and the echo of her ownership ringing in your drugged, stinging flesh.
the world narrowed to the rhythm of her fingers and the burn between your thighs.
the cocaine had peeled back every layer of hesitation, leaving only raw nerve endings and the desperate need to be shaped by her hands.
you were clay, molten and trembling, waiting for her to decide what you would become.
abby's fingers never stopped their maddening circles, even as she used her free hand to grip your jaw, tilting your face up to meet her eyes.
your vision swam, tears and drug-haze blurring her features into something almost mythic.
"look at you," she murmured, her thumb pressing against your lower lip, parting your mouth. "drippin' from both ends. pretty little thing, all opened up and beggin'."
you couldn't form words. your tongue darted out, tasting salt and her skin, and she rewarded you with a deeper press of her fingers into your mouth.
you sucked instinctively, hollowing your cheeks, and the groan that rumbled from her chest vibrated through the floorboards.
"that's it. suck on 'em like you mean it."
she pulled her fingers from your mouth with a wet pop, then dragged them down your chin, your throat, between the valley of your breasts.
she painted a glistening trail down your stomach, and when she reached the slick heat between your legs, she didn't hesitate.
two fingers slid inside you in one smooth, brutal thrust.
you screamed—a raw, broken sound that bounced off the leather-bound walls.
the stretch was too much, not enough, the cocaine amplifying every ridge and knuckle until you could feel the map of her hand inside you.
she curled her fingers, searching, and when she found that rough patch of flesh deep inside, you saw stars.
"there she is," abby breathed, her voice reverent. "there's my girl. right there, ain't ya?"
she pumped into you with a rhythm that was all business, all ownership.
her palm pressed against your clit with every thrust, the friction maddening against the still-stinging flesh of her earlier punishment.
pain and pleasure braided together until you couldn't tell where one ended and the other began.
you were babbling now—please, abby, please, i'm yours, i'm yours, i'm yours.
the words spilling out like a prayer, like a confession, like the only truth you'd ever known.
"i know, baby," she cooed, her voice dripping with dark honey. "i know you're mine. but i wanna hear you say it. wanna hear you scream it so loud the whole city knows."
she added a third finger, and the stretch burned so good you thought you might split open right there on her marble floor.
your nails scraped against the leather of her boots, leaving thin, desperate crescents.
"i'm yours!" you sobbed, the words torn from your throat. "abby, i'm yours, i'm yours, i'm—"
"again."
"i'm yours!"
"one more time, baby. let me hear it."
"i'm yours!"
the orgasm hit you like a freight train, like a gunshot, like the first time you saw her leaning against that range rover and knew.
deep in your bones, that your life was about to change forever.
it ripped through you, violent and consuming, leaving you shaking and sobbing in its wake.
abby didn't stop. she fucked you through it, her fingers relentless, pushing you past the peak into something raw and overstimulated and almost unbearable.
you tried to crawl away, but her free hand fisted iqn your hair, holding you in place.
"uh-uh," she murmured. "you don't get to run from this. you take it. all of it. every last drop."
another wave crashed over you, weaker but no less devastating, and you slumped forward, spent, your forehead resting against her shin. your breath came in ragged, hitching gasps.
finally, slowly, she withdrew her fingers. you watched through blurred vision as she brought them to her lips, licking them clean with deliberate slowness, her eyes never leaving yours.
"sweetest thing i ever tasted," she said, and the tenderness in her voice was almost more devastating than the cruelty had been.
she knelt down in front of you, her expensive suit trousers soaking up the mess on the floor without a second thought.
her hands cupped your face, thumbs brushing away the tears and the smeared mascara.
"you did so good, baby," she whispered. "so good for me. i'm so proud of you."
you leaned into her touch, boneless and trembling, the cocaine still fizzing in your veins but muted now, softened by the aftershocks of pleasure.
she pressed a kiss to your forehead, then your eyelids, then the tip of your nose.
"come on," she said, her voice gentler than you'd ever heard it. "let's get you cleaned up. got a big, soft bed upstairs with your name on it."
she scooped you up like you weighed nothing, cradling you against her chest.
you let your head fall against her shoulder, breathing in the scent of her—smoke and metal and something floral from the expensive soap in her bathroom.
"abby?" you mumbled, your voice thick and sleepy.
"yeah, baby?"
"i love you."
she pressed a kiss to the top of your head, and you felt her smile against your hair.
"i love you too, sweet girl. more than anything in this whole fucked-up world."
she carried you up the stairs, past the bloodstain she hadn't bothered to clean from the hallway carpet, past the chanel bag still sitting on the kitchen counter, past all the evidence of the life she lived when you weren't looking.
and when she laid you down on the cool silk sheets and climbed in beside you, pulling you close like you were something precious, something worth protecting, you let yourself believe it.
you let yourself believe you were safe. you let yourself believe you were loved. you let yourself believe that this. all of it—was exactly where you were meant to be. and maybe, in some twisted, beautiful, terrifying way, it was.
Hiii um i actually do need recs but preferably POC blogs?
I'm about to go OFFFFFFFF!!!! Watch me recommend my whole following list.
@mtcloudsworld, everytime I read her work I'm left raw and ready for more she is the definition of binge-readable
@jellywrites1218, Jelly is just delicious, I love her sb omg, her work leaves you feeling content and fulfilled while also wanting to raid her masterlist.
@aizawash0e, authentic and beautiful writing, she is just top tier, and the way she perfectly characterizes who she writes for is just chefs kiss.
@krys4h, raw and STRAIGHT EVIL I SWEAR, DO NOT AND I MEAN DO NOT READ HER WORK UNLESS YOU ARE READY TO BE BAWLING AHHHH. Her work is so beautiful and poetic but she is out here tryna kill people I swear. But she does have some easygoing smutty works, I love her.
@pinkmirth, beautiful, when I finish reading her work, I'm just like, wow. I have to give a moment of respect once I finish, she's just divine.
@shawtuzi, she just posted a Geto fic that I am overly reading to read as my bedtime story. She is easily an amazing writer and her work is so distinctive and immersive.
@jazzthatonewriterchick, easily one of the top anime writers on this entire app. Jazz's writing is just so easy and beautiful(if that makes sense), it's also so sexy like *insert picture of Bey biting her lip
@dilfstarr, I honestly don't know what voodoo coochie magic is put into her work but GAWD her work is stunning. I can actually imagine myself in her work, I feel like I'm in the room where it happened.
Last but most certainly not least
@wiinterz, want lesbian erotic that leaves you clawing at your screen? Tay is your girl for sure. She writes for a variety of characters but I love the way she writes, Shoko, Diana, and Parker. Tay knows how to get a crowd wet and ready.
This is not all and I can really just recommend my whole following list but😭 here are some of my favs rn!
WARNING! This is about the trio but this is a MMMF relationship, MDNI, smut, Ony on Connie vibes, BE WARNED! My final time saying it, there is male interaction in this. Thank you. Enjoy
“Ony, Ony please. I’m sorry.”
You hear it from outside of the door. Your eyes widen as you turn to look at Eren. It was bound to happen. Connie was the playful one of the bunch. Always cracking jokes and speaking out of turn. Touching things he shouldn’t just to get a rise out of whoever was his current victim. It was only a matter of time until he took it too far. And today was that day. A smack cracks in the air and you head Connie’s groans underneath the door. “What the fuck did I tell you? Huh?” Ony’s growl follows another smack.
“Fuck, I’m sorry. Please.” Connie whimpers. You knew the predicament he was in all too well. Having been on the receiving end of that same punishment more times than you would care to admit. “You so fucking hardheaded Con, damn.” Ony says in frustration. This smack was louder than the other two. Connie’s cries fill the air follows by a moan. “I won’t do it again, I swear.” He cries. “No you not. You knew better didn’t you. But you did that shit anyway.” Ony is breathless and you could only imagine the predicament that Connie had gotten himself in.
On the other side of the door, Ony’s hand grips Connie’s side as the other one presses him deeper into the mattress. “See what you get for being hard headed.” He grunts. His dick slides deeper into Connie’s ass. “Fuck, bruh. I’m sorry.” Ony’s growl follows fucks him rough, raising up to land another hard smack on his ass. The round muscle bright red from constant torture. “That ain’t my fucking name. Say that shit right.”
Connie’s eyes roll to the back of his head, his ears burning as a broken daddy falls from his lips. You slap both hands over your mouth to cover your gasps. Your eyes find Eren’s, his face beet red and cheeks flushed. “If you by that door, you next.” You both hear Ony from underneath the doorframe. You and Eren bolt down the hall and towards the living room.
Hours later, you tiptoe back up the steps. Eren carries a tray of food and you water and blankets per Ony’s text request. When you turn the knob you see them. Ony, shirtless scrolling on his phone, and Connie resting peacefully in his arms. You heart and pussy flutter at the same time as you walk in. You sit the water down and climb in the bed on the other side of Ony. Eren stands at the foot, leg shaking nervously. You knew he wouldn’t ask so you hold you arm out and gesture him forward. Ony spread his arm out for you both to lay on it.
You scoot in close and Eren comes right behind you. Ony’s hand finds the back of his head and scratches into his scalp gently, loosening his ponytail. “Fuck.” Eren groans softly cuddling up behind you, his dick semi hard and he cuddles you tightly. You breathe in Ony’s scent. You love it when he is freshly fucked because his natural musk is so much stronger. The fragrance of him and Connie dance around your sense and makes you push further into him. Ony lets out a silent chuckle, kissing your head softly. “Tomorrow.” He speaks softly.
“Connie needs to recover.”
This was my first time writing something like this 😭 but I hope yall like it!
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ g!p!drug dealer!abby anderson & transmasc!reader.
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀pinv unprotected sex overuse of pet names tummy bulge overstim breast play fingering vibrators oral (reader receiving all) breeding kink if you squint reader has a bush and happy trail, reader wears glasses, chubby!poc!reader and cocaine and weed mentioned. ❤︎
reblogs are a man's best friend .
the late afternoon georgia heat hung thick as wet gauze over the rusted-out shell of the old auto body shop, the air shimmering with the scent of hot asphalt, spilled gasoline, and the faint, cloying sweetness of decaying magnolia blooms. inside the cavernous bay, dust motes danced in the single shaft of sunlight cutting through a grimy skylight.
illuminating abby anderson where she leaned against a gutted chevy impala.
she was a solid, imposing figure in worn jeans and a grease-streaked white tank top that clung to the hard planes of her muscles and the soft swell of her breasts.
sweat glistened in the hollow of her throat, tracing the strong line of her jaw.
her eyes, sharp as flint, tracked your approach across the oil-stained concrete floor.
"well, well," abby drawled, her voice a low rasp like gravel under leather. "look what the cat dragged in. late again, sugar."
she pushed off the car, her movements lazy but coiled with potential energy. her gaze raked over you.
your chubby frame in that too-tight band tee stretched over your soft belly, the dark curls escaping your beanie, the thick-framed glasses slipping down your nose.
"forgot your manners too, i see? where's my cash, pretty boy?"
you fumbled, cheeks flushing hot under her scrutiny. "i… i got a little short this week, abby," you stammered, fingers twisting together. "rent kicked my ass somethin' fierce."
abby chuckled, a low, dark sound that vibrated in the humid air. she closed the distance, the heat radiating off her body like a forge. one calloused finger hooked under your chin, tilting your face up. "short, huh? that ain't how business works, darlin'." her thumb brushed your lower lip, rough and demanding.
her other hand dipped into her pocket, pulling out a small, cellophane baggie of gleaming white powder. she held it up, letting it catch the light. "this pure snow ain't free, precious. costs money… or somethin' else of value."
her eyes dropped deliberately to your mouth, then lower, lingering on the outline of your glasses perched on your flushed cheeks, down to where your tee rode up slightly, revealing the dark trail of hair leading beneath your waistband.
"somethin' sweet and needy."
before you could fully process the implication, her mouth crashed down on yours. it wasn't gentle; it was demanding, tasting of spearmint gum and something darker, bitter like strong coffee.
her tongue pushed past your lips, exploring with possessive hunger.
one large hand slid around your back, pulling you flush against her hard body while the other dipped beneath your waistband, rough fingers immediately finding the coarse curls of your bush.
you gasped into her mouth as she cupped your pussy through your underwear, the damp heat already pooling there betraying you. "that's it," she murmured against your lips, biting your lower one. "show me how bad you need it, baby boy."
she guided you backwards until your back hit the cold metal flank of the impala.
with ruthless efficiency, she shoved your jeans and underwear down to your thick thighs, exposing the softness of your belly, the happy trail leading like an arrow into your dark curls, and your already slick cunt.
abby dropped to her knees on the gritty floor without hesitation.
"fuckin' gorgeous," she breathed, her hot breath ghosting over your folds before her tongue flattened against you in one broad, wet stroke.
you cried out, fingers tangling in her long dirty blonde hair as she buried her face between your legs, licking and sucking with relentless focus.
her tongue was a thick, agile muscle, circling your clit with dizzying precision before plunging deep inside you, fucking you with it while her thumb pressed hard circles against your sensitive bud.
she devoured you like a woman starved, groaning into your heat, the vibrations sending electric shocks up your spine.
"soakin' wet for me already, ain'tcha, sweet thing?" she pulled back just enough to speak, her chin slick with your arousal. "little slut knew he was comin' here to pay up."
she plunged two thick fingers deep inside your clenching heat, curling them relentlessly against that spongy spot inside that made stars burst behind your eyes.
"c'mon now," she growled, watching your face contort with pleasure. "give me that pretty cry."
you came hard and fast against her mouth, thighs clamping around her head as you shouted her name, the sound echoing off the metal walls. abby didn't stop.
she kept licking, kept sucking your oversensitive clit, kept thrusting those fingers deep as you writhed and whimpered through the aftershocks, pushing you straight into that sweet, sharp agony of overstimulation. "no... abby... too much...!" you sobbed, trembling violently.
"too much ain't a thing," she rasped, finally pulling back, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand, her eyes blazing.
she stood, unbuckling her own jeans with deliberate slowness. she shoved them down just enough to free the thick, heavy cock already glistening with precum. (about like 8 inches).
it curved upwards, thick-veined and intimidatingly large against the strong lines of her lower belly. "you're just gettin' started." she grabbed a sleek silver bullet vibrator from her back pocket and flicked it on; it buzzed like an angry hornet. "gonna fill you up proper, sugar."
before you could protest further, she pressed the humming vibrator firmly against your clit and lined up the head of her dick against your swollen, sensitive entrance.
with one powerful thrust of her hips, she buried herself to the hilt inside you. you screamed – a raw sound ripped from your chest as she stretched you impossibly wide and deep, the vibrator adding a relentless buzz to the brutal fullness.
abby groaned, low and deep, her hands gripping your thick hips hard enough to bruise. "fuck... so tight... takin' every fuckin' inch like a good boy."
she pulled back almost entirely before slamming home again, setting a punishing rhythm against the cold metal of the car.
each powerful thrust punched the air from your lungs and pushed that vibrant bulge visibly against the soft skin of your lower belly.
you could see it distend with each inward surge, a shocking, obscene outline of her thick cock stretching you from the inside.
abby leaned down, capturing your nipple through the thin fabric of your tee with her teeth, biting down gently then soothing it with her tongue while she fucked you relentlessly. "watch yourself," she commanded roughly against your chest. "watch my cock fuckin' up that pretty tummy."
hypnotized, you looked down. the sight was devastating: the visible movement under your skin where she filled you utterly, the vibrator buzzing wildly against your clit while her cock pistoned in and out.
pleasure coiled again, impossibly intense, layered over the raw ache of overstimulation. she shifted slightly, angling deeper, hitting places that made you see white.
"gonna breed you full," abby grunted against your ear, her hips snapping harder, faster. "gonna pump my seed so deep inside you'll feel it for days, precious boy."
the filthy words combined with the relentless pressure of the vibrator and the deep, stretching slide of her cock pushed you over the edge into another blinding orgasm. this one tore through you like lightning, leaving you sobbing and boneless against the car.
abby held herself deep as you convulsed around her strap, grinding her hips in tight little circles to prolong the agony-pleasure until your whimpers dissolved into shaky breaths. finally, slowly, she pulled out.
you sagged against the impala, trembling uncontrollably, thighs sticky, belly still faintly echoing the shape she'd left inside you. she pulled a joint from her other pocket and lit it with a flick of a switch.
taking a deep drag, she offered it to your lips. "easy now," she murmured, her voice softer now but still layered with that honeyed danger as you took a shaky inhale. she traced a finger through the mess between your legs before bringing it to her own mouth. "paid in full, sugar."
𓂃' 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓 ﹕ this shit is ass ik, im running on five hours of sleep and a miracle.
─ ˚₊⊹ᰔ Black reader, basically a sex tape, prone bone, creampie
You were mindlessly looking at filters on your laptop, posing silly and what not. You were recording a little vlog for yourself to look back on later..
You were ranting about a new purse you wanted until you saw a familiar figure come in the room and lay behind you. A smile spread across your face when your eyes found Eren.
“What you doing?” He kissed on your skin as he sniffed you. Fuck, you always smelt good.
“Making a vlog.” You giggled as he kept on kissing your neck. “Rennie stop that tickles!”
He kept on kissing your body until his hands trailed down to your tiny little shorts, gently pulling them down. Your giggles started to die out once you realized what you realized he was getting at.
“What are you-“
He shushed you, completely mesmerized by the deep back dimples on full display for him. He kept pulling the material down until they dropped to the floor and the full globes of your ass were on full display for him. He smirked to himself, no underwear as usual.
You whimpered at the contact of the cold air hitting your bare pussy.
and with a pout on your cute face you whined out “Rennie stop I’m filming.”
Safe to say Eren definitely didn't care and proceeded to fuck you on your stomach while you kept recording.
"You feel that baby? Feel how deep I am?"
You couldn't respond, not when he was pounding your guts like he wanted to break you. The bright white ring light on your screen perfectly illuminated your dark skin perfectly, highlighting your face that was glistening with sweat and tears slipping from those pretty doe eyes. Eren never got tired of the way your face scrunched into an ugly expression filled with pleasure as he kept feeding you slow, nasty thrusts.
It all paired perfectly with the way your mic picks up every raw, guttural moan punched out of you and the groans Eren let out near your ear, each slurred moan of his name slipping your trembling lips, and the sound of tour pussy making obscene wet sounds.
"F-fuck! Mmhph.."
Something about this position always had you tearing up. From the way Eren spoke to you, the love he poured into you contrasting how mean his thrusts were as his tip pressed up into that spot that had yourgripping the sheets.
A shiver ran through your body when you felt his hands slide through your curls to pick your head up, molding your body into doggy with your ass arched just the way he liked it. He hit deeper now, settling deep inside you with his balls pressed against your ass just the way you like it.
"I can't...can't do it Rennie!" your breathless pleas fell on deaf ears as he not only laughed in your face but sped up his thrusts, finding pleasure in the you gasped and the way your legs start to slightly shake.
His silky brown hair fell on the sides of your face as he leaned down to suck on the supple part of your neck, your pussy clenching as cream dripped down between y'all. He looked directly into your camera, his eyes locked on how messy beautiful you looked in this state.
"Can feel this- hah! pussy squeezing me. You close baby?"
A dumb nod was all you were able to let out at his question, that warm sensation in your tummy getting closer and closer to the point where you could practically taste it. A silent scream fell on your lips when the thick pads of his fingers rubbed your swollen clit.
"Wait stop….” You could barely warn him as your climax snuck up on you and you gushed all over him, soaking the bed and his legs. You flopped down on the bed, completely limp and exhausted.
Eren spilled into you with a guttural groans at the feeling your cunt spasm around him, spreading your ass to take a look at the way his cum spilled out of you and onto the soaked sheets.
His hands crept down to the mousepad, switching to picture mode while cupping your pouty face while he laid there next to you licking the shell of your ear.
"Say cheese baby."
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹ - Did not mean to leave for so long, sorry! Quick little draft to get me back into writing cause I literally forgot how.
Also does it look better if I make the text smaller? I feel like I should start doing it for my longer drabbles.
Hawaiʻi is currently in the midst of a natural disaster if you didnt know
Apparently there isn’t much news coverage of this outside of the islands
Towns are flooded, homes destroyed and collapsed, roads collapsed, lives at risk, gas leaks from the flood damage
Haleiwa and Waialua are currently evacuated because the 120 year old dam is at risk of bursting
Mind you that damn is owned by Dole. Theyve known about it needing to be fixed for years and years and years. Despite having more than enough money they refuse
The state has been trying to buy it out from them for years so they can fix it, but the sale hasn’t gone through
Keep in mind that the Dole family were the ones who illegally imprisoned Queen Liliuʻokalani and illegally overthrew the monarchy.
If I see another goddamn person say how sad this is for the tourists whose “trips were ruined” and compare a messed up vacation to people losing their homes, belongings, and livelihoods, I’m going to lose my mind
I am so lucky that my family or friend’s are safe and the few whose houses flooded didnt have it too bad, but so so so many were not as fortunate
If you haven’t heard anything about this until now, I suggest looking into it
The sirens didn’t go off until the flood had been going on for hours. Our state government is spending so much money on a fucking monorail we don’t need rather than fixing the infrastructure.
It’s been the locals and Kanaka doing the most to help get people to safety from the start
tw: gun mention, threatening, breaking and entering, cursing, some grabbing.
Fictional girlfriend (Riley) is AGGRESSIVE.
minors dni!!
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It was the first time I had ever tried to leave her.
In retrospect I should have known it would never work, but I was just so fed up in the moment.
“You’re not being honest with me and I don’t know why” I yelled.
“It’s been six months and I don’t know what you do for work, why you come here at all hours of the night, or why you’re always so secretive?” I list out in frustration.
It didn’t make any sense, I had told her everything about me, she had seen all of my flaws, but when it came to her, I didn’t know anything. It felt like she was a figment of my imagination, always coming and going.
I hated that feeling.
“I told you not to fucking worry about it” she grits.
She steps toward me. Grabbing me by the backs of my arms and sitting me on the table harshly, a glass goes over the edge and cracks.
“What the fuck is so hard about listening to me, huh?”
She grabs my face, forcing eye contact.
“All I ask is for you to be here and do what the fuck I tell you to do.”
“Stop being such a whiny fucking brat before I treat you like one” she threatens.
I fight out of her hold and shove her away.
“What the fuck is wrong with you, why are you treating me as if I’m wrong for wanting you to trust me, for me wanting to know more about you.”
“Watch your mouth” she warns.
I scoff at her, defeated.
“This is ridiculous, I’m not going to try and make this work” I walk toward the bed room.
“I’m done.”
I feel her hand snake its way on the back of my neck, I’m pulled towards her, my back flush against her chest.
I can feel my head getting fuzzy from her grip on me.
“You don’t see that gun on the table?” She asks, leaning close into my ear and laughing.
My eyes widen.
“You wouldn’t-“ my voice shakes.
“No- no I wouldn’t do that to my girl, my doll, I wouldn’t think of it” she says sweetly.
“But you’re not acting like my girl, you’re acting like a stupid fucking brat, and it’s really starting to piss me off.”
“You don’t wanna piss me off, right doll?”
She asks smiling.
“No, I-I’m sorry” I breathe out.
“I don’t wanna piss you off” I finish.
She turns me so that I am facing her.
“Atta girl, see how easy that is” she holds my head in her hands and plants a kiss on my forehead.
Something I would usually melt into, made my back stiffen and my eyes well with tears.
She had never spoken to me like this.
“Now I’ve got to finish some work upstairs, ok?”
I nodded, peeking up at her, only half listening.
“Ok” I whisper.
She nods and walks away.
Halfway up the stairs she stops and looks back at me, noticing I’m standing right where she left me.
“Get this cleaned up down here” she walks to her office and closes the door behind her.
I looked at the glass, and I made up my mind.
“I’m not staying for this shit” I whispered to myself.
I walked upstairs and peeked into her office, her back was turned and she had her headphones on, she didn’t even realize I came in.
I left a note on the counter.
‘Clean it yourself, I’m done’
I quickly packed my bag, grabbed my phone and shoes and walked out the door.
As I made my way back to my apartment my mind was swirling.
I didn’t know how she would react but I couldn’t concern myself with that right now.
If I contemplated my actions for a second I knew I would turn around.
I didn’t deserve to be spoken to that way.
As I walked into my apartment, it was cold, I could even remember the last time I was here.
I settled back in and tried to rack my brain around why it was so hard for her to open up to me.
I had never seen her that angry before.
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It had been three painful weeks since I had left.
Life had just started to feel normal, I was finally able to not cry at the mention of her name.
I assumed that what happened was a break up.
It isn’t what I had wanted, but if she didn’t trust me enough to at least tell me what she did for work, I couldn’t deal with that.
The problem was that I assumed she would just let me go.
I was wrong.
I was walking home from work when I felt it.
Her presence.
It was like a ghost or something.
I brushed it off as just me missing her.
I unlocked the door and walked in. It was pitch black and eerily cold.
“You have fun?” it was her.
I gasped while holding my chest and reached for the light switch.
When the light clicked on I could see her. In all of her glory.
“Did she get bigger” I thought.
“I asked you a question” she pressed on.
I stood there, unsure of what I should say.
Nothing about these past three weeks have been fun.
“I don’t know what you expected me to do” I whisper out.
“I was begging for you to trust me and you made it seem like that was too much for you so I just removed myself”.
“All I did was ask what you did for work, and you threatened to fucking shoot me!” I started to yell out of frustration.
How could she not understand why I left?
“I didn’t tell you, because It’s not your business to know, I’m trying to keep you separate from this shit.” She stalked toward me, pinning me against the door.
“You have been the only consistent good thing in my life, I don’t want you being tainted by anything.”
She was right in front of me now. She reached her hand out to touch my face, I swatted her hand away.
“That’s not gonna work, you’re gone constantly, and you come back with bruises you never explain, I’m sorry I can’t just shut up and accept lavish gifts and money like some-“
“Shut up.”
“Riley don’t-.”
“Don’t what, make you quit while you’re ahead, come on doll, look I’m sorry for not being honest, I love you.”
I could feel myself giving in, all the fighting and pulling away I was trying to do, was slipping.
“Don’t patronize me Riley” I said meekly, tears welling in my eyes.
“Hey, hey don’t cry baby, you just need to come home.” She was feigning concern, she didn’t care that I was crying, she just wanted me back.
I look at the ground.
I couldn’t lie, I wanted to go back, I missed her like crazy these past few weeks.
“Hey, look at me”
I couldn’t, if I looked her in the eye, she would see right through me.
Before I knew it her had was wrapped around my face pushing my cheeks together.
“I said look at me” she gritted out, “you’re coming home, take your ass back there and pack your bags.”
I stood there in fear, but there was something else that was beneath the surface.
Arousal.
The way she commanded me, as if she knew I would do anything she asked, she had me right where she wanted me.
Two light taps to my cheek broke me out of my daze.
I must have looked crazy, mouth agape, shallow breaths, pupils dilated.
She laughed.
“Baby, go upstairs and pack.” She said softer now.
“Okay” I whispered out.
I ran upstairs quickly, stuffing things into bags while she watched me from the doorway.
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On the car ride back to her house, I could feel it. There was something in the air.
Her hand was on my thigh, squeezing it every now and again.
To the naked eye she looked fine, but I noticed the little things. Her jaw was tight, her knuckles were white from gripping the wheel so hard, and her gun was tucked into the waist of her pants.
“If you have something to say, say it.”
“I just- I’m sorry I made you upset”
“I’m not upset I’m fucking livid, I thought that if I gave you some time, you’d be smart and come back on your own, but instead I had to come get you from your stupid ass apartment.”
She wasn’t screaming or yelling, she wasn’t even looking at me.
As we pulled into the driveway, my heart sank.
As she got out and made her way to my side my hand was on the handle to push my door open.
“Did you just try to open this door?” She asked in disbelief.
“I-I.”I stuttered out.
I knew better, why would I do that?
She stood close to me, our foreheads touching.
“Mmm you’re going to have the longest fucking night.” she breathed out. “Get in the house, go upstairs, strip but leave your panties on.”
I raced into the house and up the stairs, making sure that I followed every direction.
The sight was obscene.
There I was, on my knees, hands in my lap, completely bare besides the soft pink thong that sat high on my hips.
When she walked in, my eyes met hers.
I took her in, she was wearing just her sports bra and slacks, her hair was down, thick curls shaped into a large Afro that framed her face.
She was smoking a blunt and I could see her gun still in the waistband of her pants.
She sauntered toward me and hoisted me up, grabbing me by that backs of my arms until I wrapped my legs around her.
Her lips were on mine, it was hot and needy, she dominated the kiss, biting and pulling at my lip. It hurt so good.
One arm was wrapped around my waist while the other took hold of my throat, periodically squeezing and cutting the blood supply off to my brain, it made my head spin.
She threw me down onto the bed, all the air felt like it left my body.
I felt something hard against my thigh.
“R-Riley, your gun, you still have your gun on you.” I pleaded nervously.
“So take it out then.” She straightened out above me. “Put it on the nightstand.”
“I-I don’t want to touch it.” I grimaced.
It was a weapon, I had never touched a gun in my life, I didn’t even want it near me.
She looked at me for a second.
“I didn’t ask if you wanted to” she paused, “take it out and put it on the nightstand.”
I reached for the handle, it felt foreign in my hands.
“Look at the slide, what does it say?” She asked smiling.
Her gun was branded, with my name, in the most gorgeous calligraphy I had ever seen.
“I had that done about a week after our first date.”
The logical part of me was terrified, I should run for the hills, but the louder part of me, the part that was hopelessly in love was honored.
“Do you wanna be mine, hm?”
“Because I want you to be mine, you are mine, but you’ve got to show me baby.”
“I wanna be yours, I don’t want you to be mad at me anymore, I wanna make it up to you Daddy.” Words were coming out of me faster than I could think of them, I was acting on instinct.
It was my instinct to please her.
“Prove it to me, show me just how sorry you are.”
RILEY’S POV
Six times, we came together six times.
She’s not going anywhere, ever.
I’ve got her right where I want her, like putty in my hands.
She knows who she belongs to, I highly doubt she’ll make the mistake of trying to leave me again.
But just in case she gets some stupid ass idea the next time she gets mad at me for something, she’ll have nowhere to go.
I leave the room and go downstairs to call my right hand, Randy.
The phone rings twice.
“It’s almost four in the fucking morning Riley.” he bites out.
“I know but I need you to make sure you get her apartment packed up tomorrow, put everything in a storage unit under my name and break the lease.” I order.
“Oh so you went and got your girl back?” He said laughing.
“No get back necessary, she was never not mine.”
“
It was the first time I had ever tried to leave her.
In retrospect I should have known it would never work, but I was just so fed up in the moment.
“You’re not being honest with me and I don’t know why” I yelled.
“It’s been six months and I don’t know what you do, why you come here at all hours of the night, and why you have so much random money lying around?” I list out in frustration.
It didn’t make any sense, I had told her everything about me, she had seen all of my flaws, but when it came to her, I didn’t know anything. It felt like she was a figment of my imagination.
I hated that feeling.
“I told you not to fucking worry about it” she grits.
She steps toward me. Grabbing me by the backs of my arms.
“What the fuck is so hard about listening to me, huh?”
She pins me against the wall harshly.
“All I ask is for you to be here and do what the fuck I tell you to do.”
“Stop being such a whiny fucking brat before I treat you like one” she threatens.
I fight out of her hold and shove her away.
“What the fuck is wrong with you, why are you treating me as if I’m wrong for wanting you to trust me, for me wanting to know more about you.”
“Watch your mouth” she warns.
I scoff at her, defeated.
“This is ridiculous, I’m not going to try and make this work” I walk toward the bed room.
“I’m done”
I feel her hand snake its way on the back of my neck, I’m pulled towards her, my back flush against her chest.
I can feel my head getting fuzzy from her grip on me.
“You don’t see that gun on the table?” She asks, leaning close into my ear and laughing.
My eyes widen.
“You wouldn’t-“ my voice shakes.
“No- no I wouldn’t do that to my girl, my doll, I wouldn’t think of it” she says sweetly.
“But you’re not acting like my girl, you’re acting like a stupid fucking brat, and it’s really starting to piss me off.”
“You don’t wanna piss me off, right doll?”
She asks smiling.
“No, I-I’m sorry” I breathe out.
“I don’t wanna piss you off” I finish.
She turns me so that I am facing her.
“Atta girl, see how easy that is” she holds my head in her hands and plants a kiss on my forehead.
Something I would usually melt into, made my back stiffen and my eyes well with tears.
She had never spoken to me like this.
“Now I’ve got to finish some work upstairs, ok?”
I nodded, peeking up at her, only half listening.
“Ok” I whisper.
She nods and walks away.
Halfway up the stairs she stops and looks back at me, noticing I’m standing right where she left me.
“Get this cleaned up down here” she walks to her office and closes the door behind her.
I looked at the glass, and I made up my mind.
“I’m not staying for this shit” I whispered to myself.
I walked upstairs and peeked into her office, her back was turned and she had her headphones on, she didn’t even realize I came in.
I left a note on the counter.
‘Clean it yourself, I’m done’
I quickly packed my bad, grabbed my phone and shoes and walked out the door.
As I made my way back to my apartment my mind was swirling.
I didn’t know how she would react but I couldn’t concern myself with that right now.
If I contemplated my actions for a second I knew I would turn around.
I didn’t deserve to be spoken to that way.
As I walked into my apartment, it was cold, I could even remember the last time I was here.
I settled back in and tried to rack my brain around why it was so hard for her to open up to me.
I had never seen her that angry before.
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It had been three painful weeks since I had left.
Life had just started to feel normal, I was finally able to not cry at the mention of her name. I just assumed that what happened was a break up.
It isn’t what I had wanted, but if she didn’t trust me enough to at least tell me what she did for work, I couldn’t deal with that.
I was walking home from work when I felt it.
Her presence.
It was like a ghost or something.
I brushed it off as just me missing her.
I unlocked the door and walked in. It was pitch black and eerily cold.
“You have fun?” it was her.
I gasped while holding my chest and reached for the light switch.
When the light clicked on I could see her. In all of her glory.
“Did she get bigger” I thought.
“I asked you a question” she pressed on.
I stood there, unsure of what I should say.
Nothing about these past three weeks have been fun.
“I don’t know what you expected me to do” I whisper out.
“I was begging for you to trust me and you made it seem like that was too much for you so I just removed myself”.
“All I did was ask what you did for work, and you threatened to fucking shoot me!” I started to yell out of frustration.
How could she not understand why I left?
“I didn’t tell you, because It’s not your business to know, I’m trying to keep you separate from this shit.” She stalked toward me, pinning me against the door.
“You have been the only consistent good thing in my life, I don’t want you being tainted by anything.”
She was right in front of me now. She reached her hand out to touch my face, I swatted her hand away.
“That’s not gonna work, you’re gone constantly, and you come back with bruises you never explain, I’m sorry I can’t just shut up and accept lavish gifts and money like some-“
“Shut up.”
“Riley don’t-.”
“Don’t what, make you quit while you’re ahead, come on doll, look I’m sorry for not being honest, I love you.”
I could feel myself giving in, all the fighting and pulling away I was trying to do, was slipping.
“Don’t patronize me Riley” I said meekly, tears welling in my eyes.
“Hey, hey don’t cry baby, you just need to come home.” She was feigning concern, she didn’t care that I was crying, she just wanted me back.
I look at the ground.
I couldn’t lie, I wanted to go back, I missed her like crazy these past few weeks.
“Hey, look at me”
I couldn’t, if I looked her in the eye, she would see right through me.
Before I knew it her had was wrapped around my face pushing my cheeks together.
“I said look at me” she gritted out, “you’re coming home, take your as back there and pack your bags.”
I stood there in fear, but there was something else that was beneath the surface.
Arousal.
The way she commanded me, as if she knew I would do anything she asked, she had me right where she wanted me.
Two light taps to my cheek broke me out of my daze.
I must have looked crazy, mouth agape, shallow breaths, pupils dilated.
She laughed.
“Baby, go upstairs and pack.” She said softer now.
“Okay” I whispered out.
I ran upstairs quickly, stuffing things into bags while she watched me from the doorway.
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On the car ride back to her house, I could feel it. There was something in the air.
Her hand was on my thigh, squeezing it every now and again.
To the naked eye she looked fine, but I noticed the little things. Her jaw was tight, her knuckles were white from gripping the wheel so hard, and her gun was tucked into the waist of her pants.
“If you have something to say, say it.”
“I just- I’m sorry I made you upset”
“I’m not upset I’m fucking livid, I thought that if I gave you some time, you’d be smart and come back on your own, but instead I had to come get you from some stupid ass apartment.”
She wasn’t screaming or yelling, she wasn’t even looking at me.
As we pulled into the driveway, my heart sank.
As she got out and made her way to my side my hand was on the handle to push my door open.
“Did you just try to open this door?” She asked in disbelief.
“I-I.”I stuttered out.
I knew better, why would I do that?
She stood close to me, our foreheads touching.
“Mmm you’re going to have the longest fucking night.” she breathed out. “Get in the house, go upstairs, strip but leave your panties on.”
I raced into the house and up the stairs, making sure that I followed every direction.
The sight was obscene.
There I was, on my knees, hands in my lap, completely bare besides the soft pink thong that sat high on my hips.
When she walked in, my eyes met hers.
I took her in, she was wearing just her sports bra and slacks, her hair was down, thick curls shaped into a large Afro that framed her face.
She was smoking a blunt and I could see her gun still in the waistband of her pants.
She sauntered toward me and hoisted me up, grabbing me by that backs of my arms until I wrapped my legs around her.
Her lips were on mine, it was hot and needy, she dominated the kiss, biting and pulling at my lip. It hurt so good.
One arm was wrapped around my waist while the other took hold of my throat, periodically squeezing and cutting the blood supply off to my brain, it made my head spin.
She threw me down onto the bed, all the air felt like it left my body.
I felt something hard against my thigh.
“R-Riley, your gun, you still have your gun on you.” I pleaded nervously.
“So take it out then.” She straightened out above me. “Put it on the nightstand.”
“I-I don’t want to touch it.” I grimaced.
It was a weapon, I had never touched a gun in my life, I didn’t even want it near me.
She looked at me for a second.
“I didn’t ask if you wanted to” she paused, “take it out and put it on the nightstand.”
I reached for the handle, it felt foreign in my hands.
“Look at the slide, what does it say?” She asked smiling.
Her gun was branded, with my name, in the most gorgeous calligraphy I had ever seen.
“I had that done about a week after our first date.”
The logical part of me was terrified, I should run for the hills, but the louder part of me, the part that was hopelessly in love was honored.
“Do you wanna be mine, hm?”
“Because I want you to be mine, you are mine, but you’ve got to show me baby.”
“I wanna be yours, I don’t want you to be mad at me anymore, I wanna make it up to you Daddy.” Words were coming out of me faster than I could think of them, I was acting on instinct.
It was my instinct to please her.
“Prove it to me, show me just how sorry you are.”
RILEY’S POV
Six times, we came together six times.
She’s not going anywhere, ever.
I’ve got her right where I want her, like putty in my hands.
She knows who she belongs to, I highly doubt she’ll make the mistake of trying to leave me again.
But just in case she gets some stupid ass idea the next time she gets mad at me for something, she’ll have nowhere to go.
I leave the room and go downstairs to call my right hand, Randy.
The phone rings twice.
“It’s almost four in the fucking morning Riley.” he bites out.
“I know but I need you to make sure you get her apartment packed up tomorrow, put everything in a storage unit under my name and break the lease.” I order.
“Oh so you went and got your girl back?” He said laughing.
“No get back necessary, she wasn’t going nowhere.”
“You’re crazy about that girl.”
“You’ve got no fucking idea” I chuckle out. “I’ll talk to you tomorrow, make sure you get that done.”
MY POV
She’s moving me out of my apartment? I thought.
I felt her get out of bed and heard her dialing a number.
The part of me that wanted to protest was drowned out by the louder part of me that wanted to please her.
She got back into bed quietly, pulling me close to her, strong arms having me in an iron-clad grip.
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メモ。— in the honor of me turning 24 soon, how about some more mature, southern coded family drama? hope y’all enjoy, teehee.
THE CAJUN SPICE OF ANDOUILLE SAUSAGE WAFTS THE ENTIRE HOUSE LIKE A WARM HUG, YOUR HOPES OF IT TASTING AS GOOD AS IT SMELLED FILLING YOU WITH EXCITEMENT. This was your domain—the kitchen, as feeding a growing boy and a constantly growing man became a second job for you. One you loved, of course.
The farmhouse kitchen hums with the sizzle of cayenne and thyme clinging to the air like a promise. Outside, the Louisiana sun presses heavy against the wrap around porch, where tangled bougainvillea bleeds pink against peeling white wood. Your bare feet—toes painted a deep plum—press into worn oak floors as you stir the pot, hips swaying slightly to the hum of Need U Bad by Jazmine Sullivan bumping from the Bluetooth speaker.
That Saints jersey of his—swallowed up by broad shoulders on game days drapes past your thighs now, the fabric still faintly carrying his cologne, something smoky and sweet. Beneath it, the lace of your black thong digs just slightly into the swell of your hips, a reminder of the softness you’ve grown into—womanly curves that he worships with his hands, his mouth, his everything.
Heat now rolls off the stove in waves, curling the baby hairs at your nape into tight spirals, your crinkled jet black lengths parted neatly down the middle, crimped and glossy where they spill over your shoulders. You catch your reflection in the oven door—freckles stark against flushed brown cheeks, lashes brushing them like feather tips, lips glossy from the Chapstick you’d swiped on absentmindedly.
And there it is—your wedding band glints under the pendant light, a simple gold oval he’d slid onto your finger at the courthouse when you were both too young to care what anyone thought. Back then, staying home hadn’t been the plan—but neither was the way he had gripped your waist in that ultrasound room, voice rough when he said, “…Ain’t no way I’m lettin’ you stress ‘bout shit but this baby.”
And here you are now, sixteen years later. Your men won’t storm in for hours yet. No cleats thudding on the porch from that teenager of yours, and no deep chuckle rumbling through the screen door as your husband shakes off work. Just the quiet, the spice in the air, and the thrum of your own pulse—content, for now, in this life you’ve built.
The back of your thumb grazes over the smooth gold of your ring, twisting it absently as memories flash like fireflies behind your eyes—those early days when Onyankopon was still more boy than man, all rough edges and sharper tongue.
Back then, he wore his New Orleans like armor—cornrows fresh, diamond studs glinting against deep brown skin, tattoos still fresh enough to look angry. That fleur-de-lis inked high on his cheekbone was a declaration, a fuck you to anyone who thought they could box him in. You remember the way his Timberlands kicked up gravel outside your mama’s house, or how his voice dropped to honey thick "Shhh, girl", when he pulled you close behind the bleachers.
And now?
Lord. Thirty one looks sinful on him. The same fleur-de-lis, same tattoos sprawling over corded muscle—but now they tell stories. The pelican inked over his heart for Louisiana loyalty, the NOLA ‘til I’m cold scripted down his ribs. His cornrows are neater these days, edges crisp where they taper into the nape of his neck, that low beard trimmed just right. Age settled into him like whiskey in oak—richer, deeper. The kind of man who walks into a room and the air changes.
Your son—Asaud—carries his name like a blessing. Sixteen and already built like his daddy, all long limbs and broad shoulders threatening to outgrow his jersey. Same sharp cheekbones, same slow, cocky grin when he knows he’s charmed an entire city. But where Ony’s edges stayed hard, Asaud softened— mama’s almond eyes, even your freckles dusting his nose.
Those two? Tight as thieves. Asaud trailing Onyankopon like a shadow since he could walk—“Teach me that throw, Pops. Let me hold the drill, I got it.”
The way your husband’s stern “Aight, show me some shit’,” could make Asaud stand taller than any trophy.
But lately…
Your finger stills on the ring.
The creak of Asaud’s bedroom door—always shut now—grates against your nerves like a splinter you can’t dig out. Two weeks straight of it. No more sprawled across the couch with his cleats kicked up, no more leaning over your shoulder while you cooked just to steal a taste. Just that door locked tight as a vault, the muffled bass of his music throbbing through the wood like a pulse you weren’t invited to hear.
He used to be yours—your baby, even when he hit six feet tall. The boy who’d press his forehead to yours after bad games and whisper, “I’m sorry, Momma,” like your disappointment cut deeper than any coach’s scream.
Now? His “Cool,” lands like a slap when you ask about practice. His backpack stays slumped by the door, untouched since yesterday. Homework? Done. Dinner? Not hungry.
And sleep—Lord, the sleeping. You catch him slumped over his desk sometimes when you dare to knock, cheek smushed against his physics textbook, lashes fluttering like he’s fighting to stay awake even in dreams. Other days he doesn’t stir ‘til noon, blankets twisted around his waist, phone clutched in his palm like it holds answers.
Onyankopon misses it. Not because he doesn’t care—hell no. That man breathes for his son. But between welding shifts at the shipyard—arms streaked with soot, muscles aching from hauling steel—he comes home too exhausted to see past Asaud’s “I’m straight, Pops.”
And you? You’re softer. Always have been. The one who smooths his edges when Ony’s tough love ain’t the fix. But lately…
When your hand hovers over Asaud’s door? The wood feels colder than it should.
Your phone buzzes against the countertop, pulling you from your thoughts. The screen lights up with a text from Papa—your husband's contact name forever unchanged since the day he programmed it himself.
Shipyard lettin’ us slide early. Gon’ grab some crawfish, swing by Nana’s for y’all. You want extra butter?
A slow smile curls your lips. You’re halfway through typing your response—but that’s when the screen flashes again. Not another text.
An incoming call.
Principal Guidry—Bonnabel High.
“…Hello?”
“Hey, baby.”
Principal Guidry’s voice is honey thick Creole, the same one that used to holler at y’all for cutting class back in tenth grade. Now it’s laced with something heavy.
“I’m real sorry to call like this—”
Your grip tightens.
“Cherise, what’s wrong? Is Asaud—“
“He’s fine.”
She hesitates before correcting, “Physically, leastways. But…”
A pause. The shuffle of papers.
“My office chair ain’t never felt this heavy. Got yo’ boy sittin’ right here lookin’ like he wanna disappear into the floor. Suspended. Three days.”
Suspended? The word doesn’t even sound right in the air.
“Black eye and all,” she adds softly.
Your breath catches. Asaud? Your gentle giant? Fighting?
“What happened?”
Cherise exhales hard, “Let him tell it. ‘Need you to come get him.”
The kitchen suddenly feels too hot.
"I’m on my way."
The tires of your truck screech against cracked asphalt as you fishtail into the Bonnabel High parking lot, heart hammering against your ribs. You should text Onyankopon—should—but even thinking about it makes your stomach twist. The man would burn down the entire Eastbank if he heard his son was hurt, the welding torch still in hand, fury hotter than molten steel. No, better to handle this first.
The school looms ahead, its faded maroon bricks and rusted Saints banners looking harsher under the afternoon sun. Then—movement. The double doors swing open, and there’s Asaud, flanked by two security guards, his broad frame hunched like he’s trying to fold into himself.
You don’t even cut the engine before you’re out the car, bare feet slapping against hot concrete.
“Mon bébé—oh my God, look at your face!”
Your hands flutter over his swollen eye, fingers trembling as you trace the bruise purpling his caramel skin. It’s deep, angry—someone hit him hard. The Creole spills out of you unfiltered, a storm of “Qui t'a fait ça?!” and “Let me see, cher—”
Asaud exhales sharply, catching your wrists with a gentleness that belies his size.
“Chill, Momma. I’m fine.”
One of the guards—a thick necked man with a walkie crackling at his hip—clears his throat.
“Ma’am, ‘you gotta clear the lot.”
The dismissal in his tone snaps something in you.
“Clear the—do you see my child’s face? Who did this? Who—”
“Momma.”
Asaud’s grip firms, steering you back toward the car with a nudge. The kids pressed against the cafeteria windows don’t make it any better. He just climbs into the passenger seat without another word, jaw set.
And so, you follow.
The air inside the truck is thick with unspoken words, the only sound is the hum of the engine and the occasional rustle of Asaud shifting in his seat. His profile is sharp against the afternoon light streaming through the window—jaw clenched, lashes lowered—a portrait of quiet defiance.
“…Are you alright?”
“Yeah.”
One word, clipped.
“Does Coach know what happened?”
“Not yet.”
That stings. Asaud loves football—loves his team, loves the way his daddy’s face lights up when he makes a play. If he’s keeping this from Coach? Something serious must’ve happened.
“Ti-Loup… are you really okay?”
Little wolf—the childhood nickname slips out before you can stop it, tender as a bruise.
His broad shoulders slump as he leans his temple against the glass.
“…Head hurts.”
“Baby, if you hit your head, you can’t sleep—”
Your hand lifts instinctively, reaching to brush his temple, check for fever—but he tilts away before you can make contact. Your fingers hover in the air for a heartbeat before dropping back to the wheel.
The moment the truck rolls to a stop in the driveway, Asaud is already moving—door swinging open before you even cut the engine, his long legs carrying him toward the house in quick strides. You barely have time to gather your purse before he’s halfway up the porch steps.
“Wait—"
Your scramble after him, bare feet slapping against warm wood.
“Ti-Loup—Asaud!”
He slows down by a millisecond.
“I still need to know what happened—“
“Ain’t nothin’.”
“Nothing?”
You frown, “Look at your damn face!"
You catch his wrist, forcing him to turn—only for him to yank free with a force that makes you stumble.
“Why are you being like this? You don’t—you never avoid me.”
This time when he turns, his eyes aren’t just tired. They’re cold.
“Damn, can’t I just breathe without y’all up my ass?”
The words hit like a slap.
For a second you just stand there, the sting of them settling deep beneath your skin. Your chest tightens—but you won’t cry. Not here.
“Fine.”
The word comes out quieter than you meant.
“You can wait ‘til your father gets home to talk about it.”
His whole posture shifts—shoulders stiffening, eyes widening—like the mere mention of that man flipped a switch.
“Momma—”
But you’re already walking away.
The tension in the house is thick enough to slice with a butter knife—the kind of quiet that presses against your eardrums, heavy and oppressive. Asaud's bedroom door hasn't budged since you got home, not even when you knocked softly with a plate of food an hour ago. The plate is still sitting untouched outside his door, grits congealing into sad little lumps.
This is how it always goes when Asaud knows Onyankopon is coming home to discipline him—radio silence, tense shoulders, the boy steeling himself like a soldier bracing for battle. Normally you'd bridge the gap, smooth things over with a joke or a hug. But today? The sting of his dismissal lingers like a bruise, and you can't bring yourself to force it.
Then—keys.
The front door swings open, and there he is.
Dressed in a navy blue shipyard uniform, his sleeves are rolled up to reveal thick forearms corded with veins, tattoos a roadmap of ink against deep brown skin. A faded Saints cap sits low over his cornrows, shadows accentuating the sharp angles of his face—that strong jaw, all the way down to the facial hair coating his chin. The scent of saltwater and engine grease clings to him, mixing with the spicy aroma of the crawfish takeout in his hand.
“‘Where my baby at?"
His gaze locks onto you—your bare legs peeking out from under his jersey, your hair still crimped and wild from the kitchen heat—and his glare is all sin.
“Goddamn,” he grunts—“You been walkin’ ‘round lookin’ like that while I’m gone? Gon’ make me come over there.”
You huff a weak laugh despite the weight in your chest, watching him flex his fingers like they’re stiff from gripping a welding torch all day.
“Hi, Papa.”
He grunts again—this one softer—as he stomps toward the kitchen, setting the takeout bag on the counter before peeling off his grease streaked work jacket. The muscles in his back ripple beneath his white tank as he tosses it over a chair, his voice rough but easy as he starts rambling.
“Shit was a goddamn warzone today—‘foreman got on my nerves ‘bout some pipe measurements, then ‘them Lafitte boys tried to cut in line at Nana’s.”
He pops the lid off the crawfish, steam billowing up as he scowls—“Like I ain’t gon’ notice they tryna’ snake my order.”
You lean against the counter, watching him. Normally you’d interject—tease him about being territorial over seasoned crustaceans—but your mind is still tangled up in the quiet rage of your son’s dismissal.
Onyankopon glances up, finally catching your silence. His dark brows furrow.
“What’s wrong wit’ you?”
You pick at the hem of the jersey.
“‘Had… a day.”
He murmurs, “I’m knowin’, Mama. A nigga glad to be home. ‘Been thinkin’ bout’ a shower, rubbin’ on yo’ feet—Where ‘Saud at? Lil’ nigga better be hungry ‘cause I got extra sausage just for hi—“
“He’s suspended.”
The moment the words leave your lips, Onyankopon goes still—unnaturally still. Like every muscle in his body locks down at once. The air in the kitchen shifts, thickens. You can practically see the switch flip behind his eyes—the shift from husband to father, from easy laughter to cold calculation.
“Fuck you mean suspended?”
You exhale, folding your arms across your chest, suddenly aware of how small you feel beneath his gaze.
“…I don't know, Ony. He wouldn't tell me."
His nostrils flare—once, twice—before his dark eyes scan your face, picking up the tension in your brow, the way your fingers clutch the jersey fabric too tight.
“"Y'all got into it?"
“He didn't want to talk to me."
A muscle in his temple jumps.
“He ain't got no choice but to talk to you."
His voice is low, final—“Ain't no option."
For a moment, silence stretches between you—thick and loaded—before his calloused fingers hook gently under your chin, tilting your face up to his. His thumb brushes your bottom lip, gruff but tender.
“Gimme’ yo’ mouth first."
You exhale shakily, leaning in. His lips are warm, firm against yours—brief but grounding—before he pulls back just enough to press his forehead to yours. His breath is hot against your skin, smelling faintly of peppermint and the crawfish he'd been handling.
And then—
"ASAUD!"
His roar shakes the damn house. No hesitation, no preamble.
“Get yo’ ass out here.”
You flinch, knowing how quickly Asaud heard him. Even through walls. Even through attitude.
Silence.
Then—footsteps. Slow. Reluctant.
Asaud appears in the doorway, broad shoulders slumped just slightly, hands shoved deep in his hoodie pockets. His eyes flicker up—just once—to meet his father's gaze before lowering again, careful not to show outright defiance but unable to hold the intensity of that stare for long.
Onyankopon doesn't speak at first. Just looks at him, eyes raking over the swollen skin, the purple black bruise blooming beneath his son’s eye. Then—movement.
His hand shoots out, calloused fingers gripping Asaud’s chin with a firmness that isn’t rough but leaves no room for resistance. He tilts his face toward the light, inspecting the damage with the clinical precision of a man who’s seen—and dealt—his share of blows.
“‘You alright?"
Asaud’s throat bobs.
“Yes, sir."
Onyankopon’s grip doesn’t loosen.
“Then why ain't you tell yo’ momma what happened?"
Asaud’s jaw flexes beneath his father’s hold, his voice barely above a murmur.
“...Didn’t wanna talk about it, sir.”
“What’d you say to her?"
“I ain’t say nothin’."
“Tch."
A sharp click of his tongue.
“Tête levée quand tu m'parles."
Head up when you talk to me.
The Creole rolls off his tongue sharply, and Asaud’s chin lifts almost immediately—eyes snapping to meet his father. The apology spills out before he can stop it—
“Désolé, Pops—"
“Whatchu’ apologizin’ for if you ain’t say nothin’?"
The silence in the kitchen turns electric, thick enough to choke on. Onyankopon’s grip loosens just enough to turn Asaud’s face toward you—not rough, but insistent.
“m‘What he say to you?"
“He said—" Your voice wavers, but you force it steady. “'Damn, can I breathe without y’all being up my ass?'"
Onyankopon looks back to Asaud.
“So we ‘up yo’ ass’ now?"
He steps into his son's space, forcing his head up again with a rough tap of two fingers beneath his chin.
"’You think you grown enough to talk to yo’ momma like that?”
Asaud’s lips part—but no sound comes out.
“I asked you a question."
“No, sir," Asaud mutters, jaw tight.
“Nah, see—you acted like it."
Onyankopon’s voice sharpens, cutting like a blade—“You got one mother. One. The woman who carried yo’ big headed ass for nine months, who still make yo’ plate first even when yo’ dumbass bein’ ungrateful. And ‘this how you talkin’ to her?"
The words land like bricks.
"Look at her."
Asaud’s eyes flicker to you once, then darting away again.
“Soft as fuck wit’ you," Onyankopon continues—“Always been. ‘You sick? She up all night. ‘You hungry? She cookin’ before you even ask. You ain’t just disrespectin’ yo momma—you disrespecting’ my wife.”
Asaud swallows hard, his shoulders tightening like he’s bracing for impact. Onyankopon doesn’t let up though, drilling into him with a stare that could crack concrete.
“Apologize."
“I’m sorry, Momma."
Your chest tightens.
“I’m not upset, baby," you murmur, “It just hurt my feelings—I wanna know what’s going on, okay? That’s all.”
Finally, Asaud exhales, defeated.
"...I fought Jamal."
That catches both of you off guard. Jamal? His wide receiver—his best friend?
Onyankopon’s brows shoot up, "The hell for?”
“...Cheer team girl."
The silence that follows Asaud's confession is deafening.
“So you gon’ fuck up yo’ throwin’ hand—lose yo’ scholarship—over some girl?”
The words come out low, measured, but they hit like a sledgehammer. You step forward, hands lifting slightly—
“Hey, let’s just—"
”Who the girl?"
Asaud shifts uncomfortably, shoulders rolling back like he’s preparing for war.
"Sabine."
“She ‘bad like yo’ momma?"
“Onyankopon!”
He doesn’t even glance your way, his glare still locked onto Asaud.
“Why you callin’ my name?" ’His voice drops dangerously—“That gotta’ be the reason. Otherwise, I need yo’ son to explain why he fuckin’ up all his opportunities over some bullshit."
“It ain’t bullshit!" Asaud’s voice booms, raw and defensive—“She’s different.”
Onyankopon doesn’t laugh—doesn’t even smirk. His expression stays stone-cold as he steps forward, closing the gap between them with a single stride.
“That’s what you thinkin’ right now,” he growls, “But I promise—she ain’t. You thinkin’ bout some pussy, and that ain’t gon’ get you in the NFL or keep yo’ wide receiver."
He jabs a thick finger against Asaud’s chest—hard.
“Yo’ head loose, and I ain’t raisin’ no kids outside of you."
Asaud’s chest heaves, his nostrils flaring as his temper flares hotter. Then—
“You were younger than me when you knocked Momma up.”
The moment those words leave Asaud’s mouth—sharp, deliberate, meant to cut—your stomach drops. Your lips part in quiet disbelief, brows knitting together as hurt flashes hot behind your ribs.
“Asaud!"
But Onyankopon is already moving—fast, too fast—his massive hand snatching the front of Asaud’s hoodie, yanking him forward until their faces are inches apart. Asaud’s breath comes ragged, shoulders rising and falling under the strain of his father’s grip, but he doesn’t fight it.
"You right."
A pause—sharp, loaded.
“Here I am sixteen years later—still bustin’ my ass for you the moment I ‘knocked’ yo’ momma up."
His fingers tighten in the fabric, knuckles whitening—" I don’t ever regret havin’ you, and if I can prevent you from goin’ through the same shit me and yo’ momma handled? That’s what Imma’ do."
Asaud swallows hard, his throat bobbing.
"Ion’ give a fuck ‘bout no lil’ ass girl," Onyankopon rasps, “Or yo’ feelings just ‘cause you on some puppy love shit. Football. School. That’s yo’ priorities."
Your fingers curl into Onyankopon’s sleeve, tugging gently—“Baby… let him go."
Asaud’s voice cracks as he mutters, “Pops—"
"Pop’s nothin’."
Onyankopon shoves him back—not hard enough to hurt, but firm enough to make his point. He spits something in Creole—low, guttural—before jerking his chin toward the kitchen.
“Go eat the food yo’ momma cooked."
The moment Onyankopon issued that command, Asaud's shoulders slumped—defeated but still simmering with that same stubborn fire his father carried in his bones. His jaw clenched tight, eyes flashing with frustration before he turned on his heel, storming down the hallway. The slam of his bedroom door echoed through the house like a gunshot, rattling the frames on the walls.
Onyankopon didn’t even flinch.
“Don’t be slammin’ no doors in this bitch you can’t pay to fix.”
And all you could do was sigh, pressing your fingertips to your forehead as the weight of the afternoon settled over you like a heavy blanket.
Hours later, the house was eerily quiet, the kind of stillness that only comes when two prideful men refuse to be the first to break. Nightfall crept in, painting the walls in long shadows as you moved through the dimly lit kitchen, plating a heaping serving of shrimp and grits—still warm, just the way he liked it.
But Onyankopon was nowhere to be found.
Not in the living room, not in the bedroom—so you already knew where he was.
Stepping onto the porch, the humid Louisiana air wrapped around you like a second skin. The cicadas sang their nightly chorus, the scent of magnolias thick in the breeze. And there he was—shirtless, his sweatpants hanging low on his hips as his massive frame crouched near the steps.
The metal bowl in his hands rattled impatiently as he shook it, muttering under his breath.
“‘What you doin’, Papa?”
He didn’t even glance up, his deep voice gruff with irritation.
“…Tryna’ feed this damn cat ‘Saud be so worried about.”
A soft mrrow sounded from the bushes, and a scruffy orange tabby slinked out, eyeing Onyankopon warily before darting forward to swipe at the bowl.
Of course he was out here—still pissed, still stubborn—but making sure his son’s stray was fed.
Some things never changed.
The stray cat—scruffy, wide-eyed, and perpetually suspicious—padded cautiously along the porch railing, its tail flicking with a mix of curiosity and defiance. It sniffed the air, nostrils twitching as it scented Onyankopon instead of Asaud’s familiar presence. With a deliberate hmph, it turned its head away from the bowl, pretending disinterest even as its stomach growled loud enough for you both to hear.
You couldn’t help the giggle that slipped past your lips.
"You’re mean to him too—that’s why he won’t eat."
Onyankopon scowled, shaking the bowl harder, the dry kibble rattling like a warning.
“Yeah? I take care of his ungrateful ass too."
You sighed dramatically, leaning against the doorframe as you murmured—“The Tin Man does have a heart, it seems."
Onyankopon shot you a look before gruffly calling out, "Aight, Tiger—come get this damn food."*
“His name is Tango.”
“Same shit."
Finally the cat hopped down, sauntering over with an air of reluctant grace. It rubbed its entire body along Onyankopon’s bare calf, purring loud enough to vibrate the porch boards beneath him.
“Yeah, yeah," he grumbled, nudging the bowl closer with his foot—“Gon’ head."
You stepped forward then, bringing the plate of shrimp and grits closer, the rich aroma mixing with the warm night air.
“You need to eat too, baby.”
Onyankopon’s fingers then curl gently around your throat—not tight, but there, possessive and grounding. He dropped a series of rough, smacking kisses against your lips, each one firm and fleeting before he finally took the plate with his free hand.
“Aight," he muttered, settling onto the wooden stairs.
The cat ate. Your husband ate. Now, you could have the real conversation you’d been holding off on.
You settle onto the wooden steps behind him, the worn planks creaking softly under your weight as you wrap your legs around his waist, molding your body against the warm expanse of his back. He’s hot to the touch—always running like a furnace—and you bury your face between his shoulder blades, inhaling the faint lingering scent of his cologne as he eats.
"Did you check on your son?"
The fork scrapes against the plate as he chews, his shoulders lifting in a half-shrug.
“Nah. But I know you did."
A gruff pause, “‘He still alive? Limbs all attached?"
You hum, fingers trailing lazily through the neat rows of his cornrows, tracing the patterns like you’ve done a thousand times before.
“Funny. He’s asleep.”
Silence stretches between you, thick with unsaid things. Then, softly—
“You do know you were wrong, right?"
“Which part? ‘Cause I ain’t wrong about a lot of shit."
You exhale through your nose, leaning into his shoulder as you murmur, “Ti tèt di."
Stubborn man.
He doesn’t respond, just keeps eating—his jaw working methodically, the muscles in his back flexing beneath your touch. You press a kiss to the nape of his neck before continuing—
”Remember when we found out I was pregnant? How scared you were?"
Silence.
You then whisper, “He’s got an amazing head on his shoulders, Papa. Just like you. Maybe...he’s serious about this girl."
“He’s sixteen.”
“And we were fifteen—sneakin’ into my momma’s house when she went to sleep, havin’ unprotected sex, and then what happened?”
He leans back into you with a rough huff, his head tilting just enough to bump against yours.
“You tryna be funny.”
“I’m not."
Your fingers trail down to his jaw, tracing the line of his beard as you say—“Our parents kicked us out, and we’ve been on our own since then."
The silence between you grows heavier, thick with the weight of memories neither of you ever really talk about—nights spent sleeping in his beat up Chevy, the way his voice had cracked when his own father slammed the door in his face, the quiet tears you'd wiped away when your mama called you a disgrace.
You press a kiss to his shoulder, soft as a prayer.
"But we knew our little wolf was special, didn’t we?”
A beat.
“Yeah."
You smile against his skin, “Asaud is yours, but he’s not you. He’s not gonna make the mistakes we did—and shuttin’ him down like our parents did to us? It’d be unfair.”
Onyankopon exhales—long, slow—his head tipping back against your shoulder.
Your voice is barely above a whisper, soft yet carrying the weight of years as you murmur, "Give him the grace we never got."
Your husband goes quiet. The cicadas hum in the thick night air, the stray cat now curled on the porch railing, licking its paws as if amused by the whole scene.
Then—
“‘Guess I ain't have to yank his ass up like that."
The admission comes out gruff, and you can't help the faint smile that tugs at your lips. With a playful flick to the side of his head, you tease, "Don’t be puttin’ hands on my baby no more."
Before you can blink, his massive arm hooks behind you, tugging you effortlessly onto his lap. You let out a surprised squeak of laughter, instantly melting into the familiar warmth of his hold—his thick thighs beneath you, the hard plane of his chest pressed flush against your back. His heat engulfs you, his scent wrapping around your senses like a second skin.
You nuzzle into the crook of his neck, fingers tracing the shell of his ear as you murmur, "But hey… we didn’t do so bad, did we?"
His arms tighten around your waist, lips brushing your temple—"Nah. We did better.”
You giggle as he kisses you, slow at first, then deeper, hotter—your tongue stroking his with a suddenly filthy, practiced familiarity. You pull back just enough to whisper against his lips, “‘Wore your jersey just for you…"
His hand cups your jaw, thumb brushing your cheekbone as he groans, half-amused, half-exasperated.
“You know I’ll never say no—but a nigga tired as hell."
You gasp in mock offense, pulling back to squint at him.
“Oh, so you can yoke up my child— but no dick for me?"
That deep, rich chuckle vibrates against your ribs as he leans back against the porch railing, pulling you tighter against him.
“Daddy ain’t Superman. One city at a time."
You blow out an exaggerated huff, lips pursed in playful frustration as you mutter, “You're annoying."
“And you horny."
You cross your arms over your chest but sink deeper into his embrace anyway, the steady thump of his heartbeat against your back. After a beat, you nudge him with your elbow, voice softening.
“...You love me?"
For a moment he says nothing—just holds you there in the quiet, southern night humming around you both.
Then, sweet as molasses—“When don't I?"
And yeah. That was your answer.
The next morning, Asaud wakes up early—his body already braced for a day of grueling chores and another lecture still hanging heavy in the air. He tiptoes down the hallway, bare feet quiet against the hardwood, expecting silence. Instead? The rich, savory scent of butter, garlic, and smoked sausage hits him the moment he steps near the kitchen.
He pauses. Frowns.
Spread across the countertop is a full Louisiana-style breakfast—crispy-edged fried eggs, golden-brown grits swimming in cheese, spicy Cajun hash, and fluffy buttermilk biscuits still steaming from the oven. His favorite.
Confusion knits his brows as he steps further inside, only to freeze at the sight of you and Onyankopon standing near the stove.
Onyankopon's massive frame is leaned into yours, his head tilted slightly as your fingers glide through his cornrows, re-braiding the edges with careful precision. You're both talking—voices low, words unintelligible from where he stands—but the ease between you is undeniable.
Then you glance up, spotting him lingering in the doorway.
"Mornin’, baby," you greet, smiling—“How’d you sleep?"
Asaud shifts awkwardly, eyes flicking between the food and his father's impassive face.
“...Good," he mutters—“What's all this?"
“Yo’ momma insisted on makin’ yo’ favorite breakfast," Onyankopon grumbles, voice rough with morning fatigue.
You flick his ear.
He then huffs, “Aight, I told her to."
You’re then crossing the kitchen toward Asaud, your bare feet padding softly against the tile. His eyes flicker with wariness, still bruised from yesterday’s heated exchange—though the mark looks lighter now, less angry. You reach up, fingers ghosting over the spot as you murmur, “Want momma to ice it for you?"
Asaud ducks his head slightly, but shakes it—“No ma’am, I’m aight."
You smile, nudging him toward the table where his plate waits.
“Eat ‘fore it gets cold."
Hesitant, he sinks into his chair, poking at the food before glancing between you both suspiciously.
“…Y’all poisoned my food or sum’?"
"Ain’t I tell you he was finna’ think that?"
“Hush, Ony.”
Your voice softens then as you turn back to Asaud.
“We had a…revelation last night... and we just want you to know—we love you. All of you. Every stubborn, hardheaded, beautiful part."
The kitchen falls silent—save for the sizzle of grease in the skillet, the hum of the ceiling fan.
You take a deep breath, clasping your hands together excitedly. The morning sunlight spills across the kitchen table as you announce, “Me and Daddy have been feeling a little disconnected from you lately, so we came up with an idea—Family Date! Yes Edition.”
Asaud blinks, fork hovering mid air over his grits.
“…Yes Edition?”
You beam, “Whatever you want to do today—no matter what—we have to say yes to!"
Asaud's frown deepens, but there's a flicker of something mischievous in his gaze now.
“Whatever I want?"
You nod enthusiastically. On the other hand, Onyankopon rubs his temple as he mutters, “My damn wallet achin’ already."
“The sky is the limit, baby. What’d you wanna do?"
For a long moment, Asaud chews thoughtfully, brow furrowed as he considers his options. Then? It hits him all at once.
“Aight, bet.”
He sits up straighter as he lists off, “First—we hittin’ up Bayou Guns for some target practice. Then, monster truck rally tickets—front row. After that, ’whole rack of ribs from Big Mike’s Smokehouse, extra spicy. And,”—he pauses dramatically, eyes flicking to his father—“Pops, you gotta let me drive the truck today."
Onyankopon almost chokes on his coffee.
“Hell nah I’m not!"
You level the look at Onyankopon—the one that makes his jaw twitch because he knows he’s already lost. His dark eyes flick from you to Asaud’s hopeful expression before he exhales sharply through his nose, resigned.
“It’s yo’ day, Papa. Gon’ head."
Asaud’s grin is immediate, lighting up his entire face like a kid on Christmas morning.
This was gonna be an adventure.
The day starts with everyone scrambling to get ready—you weren’t exactly thrilled about spending hours immersed in testosterone fueled chaos, but the thought of just being with your boys? Had you smiling despite yourself.
Onyankopon emerges looking stupidly fine—his black long sleeve clinging to every defined ridge of muscle, the ink snaking down his arms and neck peeking out from beneath the fabric. Camo pants hang low on his hips, black Dunks laced tight on his feet, and those damn chains glinting against his chest like he stepped straight out of some high end streetwear ad. His face—God—those sharp tattoos along his cheekbones contrasting his deep brown skin, that signature don’t fuck with me glare permanently etched into his expression.
You keep poking at it as you all get ready, making him swat your hand away with a grunt.
Asaud mirrors his energy effortlessly—hoodie layered over his own fitted tee, shoes swapped for something sleeker, but the same vibe radiating off him. Like father, like son.
You press kisses to both their cheeks before stepping back, smoothing down the backless top and capris hugging your curves—classy enough to turn heads, erotic enough to have Onyankopon’s fingers twitching. His dark gaze drops to your chest where your nipples press visibly against the fabric.
“‘You cold?” he rumbles, dragging a single fingertip over one peaked bud.
You pout, swatting his hand away—“It’s just chilly!"
Now, here was the card ride. Pure chaos as you’d imagined—Onyankopon gripping the passenger side handle like he was seconds from yanking the wheel himself every time Asaud hit the gas too hard or took a turn a little too sharp.
“Nigga, I swear—if you don’t slow down, Imma’ have you pull over right here and make you ride in the back like the toddler you actin’ like."
Asaud just smirked, glancing at you in the rearview before purposefully tapping the accelerator again—just to watch his father’s eye twitch.
The gun range parking lot was packed, buzzing with the low hum of engines and the occasional pop of gunfire in the distance. Stepping out of the truck, you immediately felt that familiar dread creep in—not from the firearms, but from the eyes. The looks. The inevitable moment when someone would glance between you, Onyankopon, and Asaud, their brows furrowing as they tried to piece together your dynamic.
Were you his older siblings? Friends?
Then—the shock when they realized—Oh. You were his mother.
Being a parent had never forced you to dress older than you were, never dulled your vibrancy to fit some matronly mold. Even now, trailing behind Onyankopon and Asaud—both towering over you, broad shouldered and imposing—you looked every bit the effortlessly sensual, youthful woman you were. Your deep merlot Coach purse swung at your hip, charms jingling with each step, your jet black curls bouncing against your back. Meanwhile, Onyankopon moved like he owned the ground beneath him, all quiet power and simmering dominance—a kingpin with his diamond in tow.
The inside smelled like gunpowder, leather, and faintly of the fried catfish wafting from the snack bar in the corner. The air was thick with humidity, clinging to your skin as soon as you stepped inside—sharp cracks of gunfire echoed off the concrete walls, making your shoulders tense involuntarily. Each shot sounded like a miniature explosion—too loud, too sudden—and you instinctively pressed closer to Onyankopon's side, fingers tightening around his hand as if anchoring yourself to him.
The man behind the register gruffly asked, “What’chu wanna shoot with today?”
Asaud’s eyes flickered toward the glass case displaying an array of firearms—some sleek and modern, others heavy and intimidating. His gaze lingered on the biggest one—a monstrous, black tactical shotgun that looked like it could knock a grown man flat on his back.
Onyankopon didn’t even blink, “That one."
Asaud's eyes widened, “Forreal’?"
“Yo’ day, right?"
You retreated to the far back of the room, perched on a worn leather bench like a reluctant cheerleader. Your knees pressed together, hands folded in your lap as you watched them gear up—ear protection, gloves, safety glasses.
Onyankopon looked illegal—his black sleeves rolled up to reveal thick, tattooed forearms as he handled the firearm with the kind of casual expertise that made your stomach flip. The range owner walked him through the basics—not that he needed it—but Onyankopon nodded along anyway, his deep voice rumbling something low in response.
The sight before you had your lips parting slightly—Onyankopon lifting that heavy shotgun like it weighed nothing, his massive frame balanced with effortless precision. The first BOOM of his test shot rattled through the private room, the recoil absorbed effortlessly by his broad shoulders. Smoke curled from the barrel as he exhaled, lowering the gun and turning to Asaud with that same unreadable expression—except you knew him, knew the subtle pride in the tilt of his chin, the patience in his stance as he prepared to teach his son the way his own father had taught him.
“Regarde,” he murmured, shifting fluidly between English and Creole as he adjusted Asaud’s grip.
“Firme, yeah? Shoulder tight—non, like this.”
His large hands guided Asaud's calloused fingers, pressing the younger man’s palm flush against the stock.
And just like that—Asaud shifted. His spine straightened, shoulders squaring under his father’s approval. The next shot he took wasn’t perfect—but it was strong, the kickback barely rocking him as the target downrange splintered at the edge.
“Decent,” Onyankopon conceded, “For yo’ first try.”
Your hands shot up in excited applause, curls tumbling over your freckled cheeks as you cheered, “Yay!”—you then blew a stubborn strand out of your face with a playful huff, watching as Asaud wandered over to stand beside you, wiping his palms on his hoodie.
"Gon’ head, Pops," he called out, nodding toward the range.
Onyankopon stepped up, and suddenly, the gun in his hands wasn’t just a weapon. It was an extension of him. Each shot boomed like thunder, paper targets shredding into confetti under his relentless precision. He moved like liquid—fluid, deadly—twisting the gun with an assassin’s grace, reloading without breaking rhythm. The sheer power radiating off him had your pulse thrumming in your throat.
Asaud whistled low under his breath.
“Aight, Sergeant! ‘Where you learn that from?"
“He wanted to be one, actually.”
Asaud turned to you, brow arched.
"Pops wanted to be in the army?”
Your gaze lingered on your husband, watching the way his shoulders flexed as he fired off another perfect shot—the way his focus never wavered, even now.
"Higher up in the Navy, actually," you murmured. “‘Wanted to follow in his father’s path… before I got pregnant with you."
A beat of silence. Then—
“What happened?"
Your fingers toyed with the charms on your purse, but your eyes stayed on Onyankopon. You exhale, “He disowned him. Hasn’t spoken to his father since I was in my first trimester."
The words hung heavy between you.
“He would’ve found a way to go overseas," you continued softly—"But he didn’t want to leave me. Or you. ‘Wanted to watch you grow up."
Asaud’s voice was quieter now, “So…he never went for what he really wanted?”
You turned to him then, smiling—really smiling—despite the ache in your chest.
“You became our first priority the moment I held you in my arms, baby.”
Your voice dipped into honeyed warmth, "And you cried, cried, cried.”
A dreamy little smile tugged at your lips, the memory of tiny fists gripping your finger, Onyankopon's unreadable mask cracking just once as he pressed his lips to your sweaty forehead in that delivery room.
You blinked back to the present, tilting your head toward Asaud.
“Your father can be…difficult," you admitted, “But know this—he loves you more than anything in this world. Everything he does, every hard lesson...it's because he wants everything for you."
Asaud scuffed his shoe against the concrete floor, "I know that, Momma.”
Just then, Onyankopon's shadow fell over you both, smelling like gunpowder and that stupidly expensive cologne he only wore on special occasions.
“Y’all talkin’ ‘bout me?" he rumbled, slinging an arm around your shoulders.
You batted your lashes up at him innocently—“Just tellin’ our son where he gets his handsome features from."
Onyankopon's nostrils flared, “Don’t be flirtin’ with me in front of our child, girl," he muttered, the heat in his low voice betraying him.
Your giggle spilled freely as you leaned even more into him, “Too late."
The monster truck show was deafening, and entirely too boyish for your liking. You spent most of it grimacing, and hiding behind Onyankopon’s shoulder each time you thought you were gonna witness a crime scene explosion. From the activities today? You were sure to be rewarded by this meal.
The scent of hickory smoke and sizzling meat hits you the moment you step into Big Mike’s Smokehouse—a cacophony of laughter, clinking glasses, and bluesy guitar riffs pouring from the jukebox in the corner. The worn wooden booth creaks as you slide in beside Onyankopon, your thighs pressing together beneath the checkered tablecloth. Across from you, Asaud taps his fingers against the menu, though all three of you already know what you’re ordering—extra spicy ribs, collard greens swimming in pot liquor, and cornbread so buttery it melts on contact.
Your fingers trace idle circles over Onyankopon’s knuckles where his hand rests in your lap, his rough skin warm against your touch. You take a breath, leaning into his shoulder before murmuring, “Did you enjoy yourself today, baby?"
Asaud nods, a rare softness in his expression.
“I did. ‘Preciate y’all."
You smile, cheeks flushing—but then you straighten slightly, catching Onyankopon’s eye.
“Well—now that we’ve played—let’s have a serious conversation, yeah?"
Asaud’s shoulders tense almost imperceptibly, but he nods.
“Yes, ma’am."
“Jamal," Onyankopon starts, “What really happened between y’all?"
Asaud exhales through his nose, dragging a hand over his locs.
"I…always liked Sabine. Jamal knew that. ‘Still tried to get at her."
You hum, tilting your head.
“I don’t doubt she’d like you, baby. But—“ You choose your words carefully, "Did she seem…responsive to your feelings? Or does she actually like Jamal?"
Asaud’s jaw works before he mutters, “She do like me. ‘Told me my dreads was cool last week."
Onyankopon blinks. Slowly.
Then turns to you, one brow arched—“‘That’s how the lil’ girls get niggas’ attention?"
Your shoulders lift in a helpless shrug, “I guess?”
Asaud frowns, “Why y’all actin’ like confused old people right now?”
You bite your lip, exhaling through your nose—“I’m sorry, baby. Y’all’s generation is just…different in courting each other. The only way you know how is to—”
Then—it hits you. Like a freight train.
Your spine stiffens. Eyes widening, you lean halfway across the table, gripping Asaud’s hands tight enough to make him blink.
“Asaud?”
He freezes.
“Lawd, Momma. You scarin’ me. What’s wrong?”
“This…Sabine girl…you haven’t…?”
“Haven’t what?”
Onyankopon leans back, raising a brow.
Asaud’s gaze darts between you both before he huffs, “Contrary to stereotypes with bein’ quarterback—yes, Momma—I’m still a virgin. Damn.”
The breath you’d been holding whooshes out of you. Your head drops forward, curls spilling over your shoulders as you clutch your chest.
“Thank God! Okay, I just…whew,” You fan yourself dramatically, “I almost fainted.”
Asaud shifts in his seat, rubbing the back of his neck before he drops the bombshell.
“Despite y’all thinkin’ my head is loose, I plan on waitin’ ‘til marriage."
“Mon chéri!” you squeal in Creole, launching yourself forward as you kiss his forehead no less than three times as he groans, trying to duck away.
“Mwen si fiè de ou! Oh, mon bébé!”
Onyankopon watches, amusement lacing his voice as he mutters, “She finna’ start speakin’ in tongues—don’t say shit else, boy."
You're still catching your breath from the emotional high when you lean forward, smoothing Asaud’s shirt before saying with earnest warmth, “Okay—well, although that’s amazing to hear—don’t be afraid to ask questions, baby. I know sex education isn’t the best in schools, so…anything in that aspect, you know you can always come to us, right?"
Onyankopon clears his throat, "I think you gotta leave that conversation for me, shawty—"
You wave a hand dismissively, “We’re supposed to be bonding! Don’t leave me out of it.”
Onyankopon exhales through his nose. He then says, “‘You right. Yo’ pops an open book, ‘Saud.”
Asaud’s gaze darts between you both, hesitating.
Then?
“Does the pull out method really work?"
Your mouth drops. Of all the questions—
Heat floods your cheeks as your brain short-circuits. Before you can even think of a diplomatic answer, Onyankopon leans back, arms crossed, and says completely deadpan—
“Ion’ know. I nut in yo’ momma everytime—"
“OHMYGOD—“
You shriek in Creole, “Pouki ou fè sa nan piblik?!”
“So how come ion’ got a sibling?”
You’re so disturbed by Onyankopon who nonchalantly begins eating his food, taking a moment to process Asaud’s other question. You take a slow breath, fingers tightening around your napkin.
"I got my tubes tied after I had you, baby. You’re my lifeline—but it was a horrible pregnancy."
Your hand drifts unconsciously to your lower stomach, remembering the months of bed rest, the way your ankles swelled like overripe fruit.
Then, shooting Onyankopon a look, you point a stern finger at Asaud—“Had your father answered educationally, you would’ve known why we can have unprotected sex—but you should not! Condoms. Every. Time."
Onyankopon interjects, "Unless y’all in love. Then? ‘Make yo’ wife a twinkie’.”
Your fingers clutch desperately at the diner table as you squeak, “Let’s move on!”—voice pitching high like a deflating balloon. You clear your throat, smoothing a hand over your top as you force yourself back into Mom Mode.
“What do you really like about this girl?”
Asaud pauses, staring down at his half-eaten ribs as if the bones might spell out the answer for him. For a moment, there’s nothing but the clatter of silverware and Big Mike’s raspy laugh booming from the kitchen.
“She got this…quiet way ’bout her," he starts, voice lower than usual.
“Like, she don’t gotta laugh loud to be heard. And when she do smile—" He shakes his head, a faint grin tugging at his lips—“Man, it’s like she savin’ it just for you. Makes you feel…special, I guess."
You reach across the table, squeezing his wrist.
“That’s sweet, baby. Real sweet. But…" You hesitate, exchanging a glance with Onyankopon before continuing gently, “Are you willing to pursue this girl and lose your best friend over it?"
Asaud’s jaw hardens, “Jamal clearly ain’t my friend."
Onyankopon shakes his head, “Nah. He’s a boy on some puppy love shit—just like you.”
You now rub at Asaud’s knuckles.
“Baby, think about it. Jamal stayed at our house more nights than you did sometimes. Went to your cousins cookouts, helped your daddy fix up the car—"
“Even came to yo’ grandma’s funeral," Onyankopon cuts in, dead serious—“That’s family shit."
Your voice softens, “A real friend would’ve stepped back the moment he knew how you felt. But love makes people act stupid—especially at y’all’s age. You sure this girl worth torching that bridge?"
Asaud’s throat bobs.
The diner’s chatter fades into a dull hum as Asaud sits back, shoulders slumped beneath the weight of his thoughts. His fingers fiddle with the condensation on his sweet tea glass, tracing idle circles as he chews on his bottom lip—the same nervous habit he’s had since he was a toddler.
Then, finally, he exhales sharply through his nose.
“A girl ain’t finna’ have me lose my wide receiver," he mutters, shaking his head.
“But that ‘don’t mean I ain’t got feelin’s, Momma."
He thinks on his words for a moment.
Asaud’s voice then drops lower, “A lot of my friends’ parents don’t get along—divorced, fightin’, separated, only cordial ‘cause they made a mistake back in the day. I know I clown on y’all’s gushiness…” he continues, waving a hand at the way you’re still practically draped over Onyankopon’s arm, “But…I’m glad I got parents that love each other. And I just—" He hesitates, eyes flickering down before meeting yours again—“I want somethin’ like that. Somethin’ real."
A whimpery giggle escapes you as tears well in your eyes—hot, stinging—before spilling over.
“Shit, here ‘she go," Onyankopon mutters, already rubbing at your hip affectionately.
Your heart swells so big it feels like it might burst right out of your chest. You slide out of the booth in one fluid motion, your hands cupping your son's face—rough stubble scratching your palms, his locs soft against your forearms.
“Do you know how much we love you, sweet boy?"
He rolls his eyes, but there’s no real heat behind it.
“I’m knowin’, Momma."
Then, quieter—“Look…I’m sorry for bein’ mean to you yesterday. And…"
He glances at Onyankopon who’s watching with his usual stoic expression, though his dark eyes hold a warmth only you and Asaud ever really see—“Sorry to you too, Pops."
That’s all it takes.
You squeak, pulling him into a crushing embrace, smothering his face in kisses—his forehead, his cheeks, the tip of his nose—while rapid-fire Creole endearments spill from your lips like a prayer.
“Mon petit roi! Mon cœur! Bondye beni ou, mwen renmen ou tout bagay!"
My little king ! God bless you, I love you with all my heart !
Asaud groans, half-heartedly trying to squirm away—"Damn, Momma—I said I was sorry—"
“Non, non! Mwen pa fini ak ou!"
I’m not done with you!
Onyankopon watches, shaking his head—but when Asaud shoots him a pleading look, he just smirks and shrugs.
“Take yo’ medicine, boy."
Your bottom lip juts out in an exaggerated pout as you turn pleading eyes toward Onyankopon, fingers still tangled in Asaud's locs.
"Be sweet, Papa!" you urge, batting your lashes dramatically—“Tell your son you love him—none of that manly grunting stuff!"
Onyankopon exhales through his nose, but after a beat, his deep voice rumbles—low, rough, but undeniably fond—
“I love you, ‘Saud. Even when you actin’ dumb."
Asaud snorts, but the corner of his mouth lifts as he mutters back, “Love you too, Pops."
You sigh happily, finally releasing Asaud—only to immediately eye his half-finished ribs.
“Baby, lemme get a bite of—"
“Nuh uh!" Asaud yanks his plate away, nodding toward Onyankopon.
“You better ask yo’ husband!"
Onyankopon slides his own plate toward you without a word, smirk smug as you stick your tongue out at Asaud.
“Haters," you mumble around a mouthful of smoky, tender meat.
Later, you’re curled into Onyankopon’s side on the couch, his heartbeat steady beneath your palm as some old cartoon flickers across the TV. The peace is shattered by Asaud’s bedroom door creaking open. He steps out fully dressed—hoodie, sneakers laced tight—and your head lifts from Onyankopon’s chest.
“You okay, baby?"
Asaud shifts on his feet, avoiding eye contact.
“I’m straight. Uh…Jamal finna’ be here in a couple minutes."
You and Onyankopon exchange frowns—just as a knock echoes through the house.
Jamal now stands on the threshold when Asaud opens the door, hands shoved in his pockets, head slightly bowed.
“Evenin’, Mr. and Mrs. Osei.”
You blink, glancing between him and Asaud—who’s now lurking awkwardly by the foyer.
“Uh…are y’all…okay now?"
“We talked. It's straight," Asaud mutters, shifting his weight as he glances between you and Jamal.
Your eyes narrow slightly.
“So that's it? Y’all ain’t fighting over this girl no more?"
“This my ‘quarterback, Momma—“ Jamal chuckles, “Beta to his alpha—even though we both run shit, you know how it go."
“Language, ‘Mal."
Jamal dips his head immediately at Onyankopon’s voice—“My fault, Mr. Osei."
You exhale, shaking your head as you sink back against Onyankopon’s side.
“You men are so strange."
Then, glancing back at Jamal with a small smile, you add, “Well—are you staying to hang out, Jamal?"
Before Jamal can answer, Asaud slips in smoothly—too smoothly—“Nah, we headed to a party."
Onyankopon’s arm tenses beneath you, his jaw tightening.
“Did you ask if you could go to a party?"
You press your palm gently against Onyankopon’s chest, “Ony, c’mon.”
He exhales through his nose.
“Curfew at eleven. Not a minute later. And both of y’all better answer yo’ phones when I call.”
Asaud nods quickly, relief flashing in his eyes—“Got it."
"We out, then. Love y’all!”
You wave them off with a smile, “Be safe!"
Your lashes flutter slightly as you watch Onyankopon’s sharp side profile an hour after they leave—the strong line of his jaw, the way braids shape out his face, his deep set eyes locked onto the TV screen like he’s studying every frame. You trace idle circles over his chest with your fingertips, admiring the way the dim lamplight catches the faint sheen of his skin.
"What you starin’ at, girl?"
You grin, pressing a kiss just above his heart.
“My amazing husband."
“Mmm”, he rumbles, “You just love flirtin’ with a nigga.”
You murmur, “Maybe," in a playful tone—then, with a gentle tug at his chin, you guide his face toward yours.
“You haven’t kissed your wife all day."
“Damn,” he grips at your waist, “A nigga finna’ get locked up, huh?"
You giggle close to his lips, “Life with no parole."
And then his mouth crashes into yours—full, warm, tasting like sweet tea and the lingering smokiness of barbecue. His kiss is slow at first, until you smoothly climb onto his lap, knees pressing into the couch cushions on either side of his hips. Your fingers tangle at the nape of his neck as you deepen the kiss, your tongue teasing his bottom lip until a rough grunt vibrates against your mouth.
“Why you feenin’?”
You don’t answer—too busy loosening his belt with practiced ease, your lips trailing down his neck as you palm him through his pants, earning another gravelly curse through your husband's mouth.
“Saud’ could walk back in this house at any moment, girl—"
Your laughter spills against his collarbone in breathy giggles, warm and honeyed, as your fingers hook into the waistband of his pants—finally freeing him into your grip. The moment his tip springs free, your breath catches—a sharp, needy whine escaping your throat as your eyes drink in the sight of him—thick, flushed, veins straining against heated skin, the tip already glistening with his impatience.
“‘M hungry, Papa. Can I?”
You mewl these words so desperately, lips brushing the twitching head as you gaze up at him through fluttering lashes.
Onyankopon’s grip tightens in your curls—not pulling, just holding—as he rasps, “Goddamn. Aight.”
Your tongue then darts out, tracing the swollen ridge beneath his crown, relishing the salt-sweet taste of him before dipping into his slit. His hips jerk—hard—knocking a choke from your lungs, but you don’t relent. Instead, you press open-mouthed kisses along his shaft, nuzzling into the thatch of coarse hair at the base before swirling your tongue around the tip again.
“Hollon’, Mama—” he grits out, fingers flexing in your hair, but you’re already sinking down, taking him halfway with a blissful whimper. The stretch burns sweetly, your lips sealing around him as hollowed cheeks suck him deeper. His thighs tremble beneath you, a ragged, “Fuck—” tearing from his chest as your tongue swirls along his length on the upstroke.
You pull off with a lewd pop, running your tongue viciously against your puffy lips at the way his stomach muscles clench.
“Missed this,” you purr, licking a stripe from root to tip before swallowing him down again—deeper this time—until your nose brushes his skin. His groan is filthy, echoing through the living room as his head thuds back against the couch.
“Gon’ make me act up,” he warns, voice dark with promise—but you just whimper again around him, eyes fluttering shut as you bob faster, hungrier. The wet sounds of your mouth on him mix with his ragged breaths, the cartoon still playing forgotten in the background.
Your lips stretch obscenely, saliva pooling at the corners of your mouth as you take him all the way down—nose pressed into his pelvis, throat fluttering wildly around the intrusion. Your eyes roll back slightly at the stretch, tears pricking at the corners as you whimper around his girth again— needy, gagging sound that vibrates against his skin and makes his hips jerk instinctively.
“Fuck—look at you," Onyankopon growls, fingers tightening in your curls, yanking just enough to make you mmph—air rushing into your lungs before you dive back down, hollowing your cheeks shamelessly.
You pull off with another wet pop, spit slick lips swollen and glistening as you pant—only to spit directly onto his dick, the glob of saliva trailing thickly down his shaft before you smear it with your mouth. You then smack his length against your tongue, giggling breathlessly.
“Goddamn," he snarls heavier, voice dripping with lust—a vein popping in his neck as he glares down at you like he wants to eat you alive.
You swirl your tongue around his tip, lapping at the precum beading there before sinking back down—deeper, messier—your throat working in desperate swallows around him. Drool drips down your chin, your brows knitting together in a mix of pleasure and strain as you gag prettily around him—the sounds leaving your mouth absolutely disgusting.
“Ain’t no way you suckin’ dick this good and actin’ all innocent at the dinner table," he grunts, thrusting shallowly into your throat, his grip on your hair bordering on painful—“Fuckin’ glutton—can’t even breathe right and you still tryna’ swallow my shit whole.”
You give a desperate moan in response—half-protest, half-agreement—your fingers digging into his thighs as you bob faster, sloppier, spit and precum fully smearing across your lips. His hips buck up violently, forcing himself deeper as he curses under his breath—“Gon’ make this bitch nut all over yo’ pretty ass face.”
You're drunk off him—every suck, every gag, every slurp of your lips dragging up his shaft leaving you dizzy with greed. Your tongue lolls obscenely along the underside of his cock, spit-slick and desperate, drool dripping in thick strands onto his heavy balls, making them glisten under the dim light. The mess coats your chin, smears across your cheeks—ruins you beautifully—but you don’t care, too lost in the taste of him, the weight of him on your tongue.
You usually ask—Papa, can I?—but right now, you don’t want permission. You want everything.
So with an aroused impatience you climb fully into his lap, knees sinking into the couch cushions on either side of his thighs. One hand grips his shoulder for balance as you yank your capris with the other, exposing bare skin—no panties, never panties when you knew he’d be home. His tip slaps wetly against your folds, already soaked just from sucking him off, and you whimper—high and broken—as his thumb ruthlessly circles your clit, sending sparks up your spine.
His mouth crashes into yours, tongues tangling sloppily, spit mixing between you as he grunts against your lips—
“I ain’t movin’. Put that bitch in.”
Your fingers knot in the hair at the nape of his neck as you sink down—slowly, so slowly—stretching around him inch by torturous inch. And the burn? It’s delicious. White-hot and overwhelming, your walls fluttering wildly as you take him deeper. Your eyes even begin to water, lashes sticking together as tears spill over, your mouth trembling against his in a silent sob.
Then—squelch—a wet, gushing sound punches from your pussy as you bottom out, his hips fully flush against your ass. The obscene noise—like air forced from a tight space—makes you shudder, your thighs shaking violently around him.
“Fuck—” Onyankopon snarls into your mouth, his grip on your waist bruising, “Tight-ass pussy always tryna act brand new.”
You whimper—pitiful, unable to do nothing else.
His palms cradle the plush underside of your thighs—calloused fingertips digging into soft flesh as he lifts you effortlessly, your body hovering above him for one breathless moment before he drops you back down.
The descent is slow—agonizing—every inch of him dragging against your walls until you’re whimpering nonsensically, Creole curses and praise tumbling from your lips in a slurred mess—
“Ah—Mon Dieu—Papa, li two cho—!”
Then—smack—your ass lands heavy against his thighs, skin sticking wetly before peeling apart with a lewd clap that ricochets through the living room. Your vision whites out for a second, mouth falling slack as pleasure crackles up your spine—
“Shit.”
Your voice fractures, knees trembling where they bracket his hips. His grip tightens—lifting you again—only to drop you back onto him, the force punching the air from your lungs.
“Fuck,” you sob, nails raking down his chest, “P—Papa, li two gwo—!”
You’re too big.
“Talk that shit now,” he taunts, “Thought you was hungry?”
“O—O bondye—P-Papa—!”
I can’t.
The fabric of your top crumples violently in Onyankopon’s fists—fingers twisting, yanking the material taut as he uses it like reins to drive you down onto him. Every bounce wrenches a gasp from your lips, your body jolting with each punishing thrust, his dick spearing into you with a relentless, bruising rhythm. Your face crumples, pouting down at him—eyes glazed, lips swollen and trembling—as he growls up at you in thick, guttural Creole.
"Ou vle sa, mm? Ou vle Papa kraze ou?"
You want me to break yo’ shit, huh?
You nod frantically, a pathetic, shuddering “Mm-hmm—!" hiccuping from your throat as your cream spills obscenely down his shaft, pooling at the base where his balls glisten with your slick.
“I—I’m gonna’ cum—!" you mewl, voice breaking, thighs quivering as your walls flutter wildly around him.
But Onyankopon doesn’t speed up—doesn’t slow down—just keeps grinding you onto him at that same, devastating pace, letting you feel every inch as your orgasm crests. Your back arches, a silent scream tearing through you as your pussy gushes—hot, wet pulses of arousal soaking his lap, dripping down his abdomen in sticky rivulets.
“Regarde ça," Look at that, he mutters, voice rough with lust as he watches you squirt all over him—“Fais un gros désordre, mm?"
’Made a big fuckin’ mess.
Onyankopon’s grip shifts—his hands cinching around your waist as he stands in one fluid motion, twisting you midair before slamming your back flush against his chest. Your breath hitches, fingers scrambling at his forearms as he bends you forward in the same motion, your spine arching obscenely as he crowds over you.
“Ain’t took my pussy like this inna’ minute. Let a nigga feel you.”
This position—back arched deep, ass tilted up, your body folded in half—was never one you could handle. He knew it. You knew it. Years of marriage, and he only pulled it out on two occasions: when you’d pissed him off just enough to deserve it—or when he wanted to ruin you so thoroughly you’d forget your own name.
His dick sinks back into you—slow, sadistic—the stretch bordering on pain as your walls flutter wildly around him. A petulant whimper claws from your throat, your face tucking into your own shoulder as you try to steady yourself.
Too deep. Too much.
Before you can adjust, his palm wraps around your throat from behind—his fingers splayed possessively as he jerks his hips forward, bottoming out with a force that makes your vision blur.
Your cry is muffled against your own skin, tears pricking at your lashes as he starts moving—no build-up, no mercy—just deep, piston-like thrusts that punch the air from your lungs with every snap of his hips.
“Always actin’ brand new,” he grits out, “Like I ain’t had this pussy a thousand times.”
Onyankopon yanks your head back as he starts fucking you with those long, slow, punishing strokes, burying himself to the hilt each time with a rough grunt. Your entire body shudders in shock, fingers clawing at your own ankles as you struggle to stay grounded, but there’s no escape—just the relentless drag of him stretching you open, over and over, the obscene squelch of your soaked pussy echoing in the air between you.
A dumb, pleasure-drunk frown twists your face—eyebrows knitted, lips parted in a silent gasp—before your voice finally shatters into whiny, hiccupping sobs.
“Ohh my god. Shit. Ughn, fuck—!"
Your thighs tremble violently, your back bowing even more as pleasure coils tighter in your gut—each thrust dragging you closer to the edge. But he doesn’t stop, doesn’t slow down. Just keeps stroking into you—rough, unhurried, perfect—until your mind whites out completely.
The next shift happens like lightning—his arms wrapping around you, hauling you flush against his chest as he lifts you just enough that your toes barely skim the floor, his strength suspending you effortlessly between his body and the air. His palm presses flat against your throat again—his lips dragging hot against the shell of your ear as his thrusts turn uneven, deeper, desperate.
“Missed this shit... missed you…”
You’re too far gone to answer—just weakly nodding, your head lolling back against his shoulder as pleasure crackles through every nerve. Onyankopon’s thrusts turn frantic, his breath ragged against your neck, his voice breaking every snap of his hips—
“Shit—fuck—gon’ make me—"
Your body aches—muscles trembling, thighs slick with sweat—but you force yourself to roll your hips back against him anyway, meeting each deep thrust with a weak but determined grind. Your voice is nothing but a breathless whimper, barely audible over the filthy slap of skin, but you need him to hear your words.
“I love you—love you so much—“
Your words dissolve into a gasp as he rams into you again, the force of it making your toes curl against the floor. You tilt your head back, pressing your temple against his, lips brushing his jaw as you whisper—
“Such a good...good father... takin’ care of us.”
Onyankopon groans—low, raw—the sound vibrating against your skin as his fingers flex possessively around your throat.
"Fuck—" he grits out, voice strained—almost shy—as if he’s not used to being unraveled like this.
You reach back blindly, fingers tangling in his braids, tugging just enough to make him growl.
“Sound so pretty,” you slur.
He curses again, biting at your shoulder as if you contain his own pleasure.
“Chill.”
His warning rumbles against your lips, but it's unsteady—almost shaking—his usual arrogance stripped bare as his breath hitches. You don’t listen. Instead, you crash your mouth against his in a sloppy, desperate kiss, swallowing his next groan whole as he thrusts up into you—harder, deeper—his hips pistoning in a rhythm that has you both practically singing into each other’s mouths.
His moan becomes muffled against your lips—“Oooh, shit—“ low and graveled, his forehead pressing against yours as his pace turns erratic. You nod frantically, whimpering in agreement, your own sounds just as broken as his, your nails scraping down his chest as you begin begging him.
“Fill me up, baby.”
And that’s all it takes.
Onyankopon cums with a ragged groan, his entire body tensing as he spills into you in thick, pulsing waves—hot, endless, like he’s been holding back for weeks. His fingers dig into your hips hard enough to bruise as he rides it out, fucking his release even deeper inside you.
You giggle—weak, breathless, but elated—the sensation of him twitching inside you sending little aftershocks of pleasure through your own trembling body.
Onyankopon’s chest heaves against your back, his lips still hovering over yours as he mutters—“Goddamn."
“Mmm,” you arch farther into his touch, “Would’ve gotten that last night if you weren’t so tired…"
His lips drag slowly along the curve of your ear—hot breath making you shiver as he murmurs, “Patience builds tension, girl.”
He grinds deep one last time, lazily rocking into you just to feel your walls flutter weakly around him.
Your fingers tighten around his forearm, a pathetic little “‘M tired now, Papa…" slipping from your lips—weak, whiny, still buzzing from pleasure.
“Oh, ‘you tired now?”
You twist in his arms, draping yourself fully against him—your arms looping around his neck, forehead pressing to his as you sigh, “C’monn, let's go shower."
“Aight. We hunchin’ again?"
“No, boy! I wanna go to bed. It's nearly twelve."
He smacks his lips, eyes flicking past you to the clock on the wall—then freezes.
“It's what time?"
You blink up at him, suddenly aware of the shift in his tone—that dangerous edge creeping in.
“Um…fifteen minutes to twelve?" you offer hesitantly.
Onyankopon exhales sharply through his nose, jaw tightening as he looks down at you with narrowed eyes.
“Imma' kill yo' son."
Your hands fly up in protest, gripping his shoulders—“Well hold on!—He's a little over curfew, it's fine!”
“So now I'm doin' too much?” He smacks his lips, pulling back just enough to level you with a look—mockingly pitching his voice higher, mimicking your earlier whimpers— “’You’re such a good father’—what happened to allat’, huh?"
You squeak, cheeks flushing hot as you slap a hand over his mouth, cutting off his teasing.
“Stop it!”
He licks your palm—nasty—making you yelp and yank your hand back as he grins, triumphant.
“So you gon’ need the belt after him, huh?”
You scrunch your nose.
“No. And you’re grumpy.”
A chuckle rumbles deep in his chest, but he doesn’t pull away—just tilts his head, pressing his forehead a little harder against yours in that way he does when he’s softening, letting you know he’s conceding.
“Imma’ let up, aight?"
Your shoulders relax, fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt as you exhale, melting into him.
“'…’Kay.”
His lips brush your temple before he murmurs, “Lemme’ just call and check on ‘em—after that? Imma’ rub on yo’ feet and knock the fuck out."
You exhale as he finally pulls away, shaking your head with a quiet laugh. Always unable to let go of that protective dad instinct, even when he was supposed to be letting up—but that was just him. Overbearing, stubborn, yours.
The moment settles into something tender as you watch him grab his phone off the coffee table, his heavy silhouette outlined by the dim light of the living room.
“I love you," you murmur, the words slipping out sweet and easy—like they always did.
He pauses mid-step, glancing back at you over his shoulder, the corner of his mouth tilting up in that rare, real smile—the one reserved just for you.
“’Love you more, girl.”
And just like that—the day ends, wrapped in warmth, in home, in family.
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メモ。— in the honor of me turning 24 soon, how about some more mature, southern coded family drama? hope y’all enjoy, teehee.
THE CAJUN SPICE OF ANDOUILLE SAUSAGE WAFTS THE ENTIRE HOUSE LIKE A WARM HUG, YOUR HOPES OF IT TASTING AS GOOD AS IT SMELLED FILLING YOU WITH EXCITEMENT. This was your domain—the kitchen, as feeding a growing boy and a constantly growing man became a second job for you. One you loved, of course.
The farmhouse kitchen hums with the sizzle of cayenne and thyme clinging to the air like a promise. Outside, the Louisiana sun presses heavy against the wrap around porch, where tangled bougainvillea bleeds pink against peeling white wood. Your bare feet—toes painted a deep plum—press into worn oak floors as you stir the pot, hips swaying slightly to the hum of Need U Bad by Jazmine Sullivan bumping from the Bluetooth speaker.
That Saints jersey of his—swallowed up by broad shoulders on game days drapes past your thighs now, the fabric still faintly carrying his cologne, something smoky and sweet. Beneath it, the lace of your black thong digs just slightly into the swell of your hips, a reminder of the softness you’ve grown into—womanly curves that he worships with his hands, his mouth, his everything.
Heat now rolls off the stove in waves, curling the baby hairs at your nape into tight spirals, your crinkled jet black lengths parted neatly down the middle, crimped and glossy where they spill over your shoulders. You catch your reflection in the oven door—freckles stark against flushed brown cheeks, lashes brushing them like feather tips, lips glossy from the Chapstick you’d swiped on absentmindedly.
And there it is—your wedding band glints under the pendant light, a simple gold oval he’d slid onto your finger at the courthouse when you were both too young to care what anyone thought. Back then, staying home hadn’t been the plan—but neither was the way he had gripped your waist in that ultrasound room, voice rough when he said, “…Ain’t no way I’m lettin’ you stress ‘bout shit but this baby.”
And here you are now, sixteen years later. Your men won’t storm in for hours yet. No cleats thudding on the porch from that teenager of yours, and no deep chuckle rumbling through the screen door as your husband shakes off work. Just the quiet, the spice in the air, and the thrum of your own pulse—content, for now, in this life you’ve built.
The back of your thumb grazes over the smooth gold of your ring, twisting it absently as memories flash like fireflies behind your eyes—those early days when Onyankopon was still more boy than man, all rough edges and sharper tongue.
Back then, he wore his New Orleans like armor—cornrows fresh, diamond studs glinting against deep brown skin, tattoos still fresh enough to look angry. That fleur-de-lis inked high on his cheekbone was a declaration, a fuck you to anyone who thought they could box him in. You remember the way his Timberlands kicked up gravel outside your mama’s house, or how his voice dropped to honey thick "Shhh, girl", when he pulled you close behind the bleachers.
And now?
Lord. Thirty one looks sinful on him. The same fleur-de-lis, same tattoos sprawling over corded muscle—but now they tell stories. The pelican inked over his heart for Louisiana loyalty, the NOLA ‘til I’m cold scripted down his ribs. His cornrows are neater these days, edges crisp where they taper into the nape of his neck, that low beard trimmed just right. Age settled into him like whiskey in oak—richer, deeper. The kind of man who walks into a room and the air changes.
Your son—Asaud—carries his name like a blessing. Sixteen and already built like his daddy, all long limbs and broad shoulders threatening to outgrow his jersey. Same sharp cheekbones, same slow, cocky grin when he knows he’s charmed an entire city. But where Ony’s edges stayed hard, Asaud softened— mama’s almond eyes, even your freckles dusting his nose.
Those two? Tight as thieves. Asaud trailing Onyankopon like a shadow since he could walk—“Teach me that throw, Pops. Let me hold the drill, I got it.”
The way your husband’s stern “Aight, show me some shit’,” could make Asaud stand taller than any trophy.
But lately…
Your finger stills on the ring.
The creak of Asaud’s bedroom door—always shut now—grates against your nerves like a splinter you can’t dig out. Two weeks straight of it. No more sprawled across the couch with his cleats kicked up, no more leaning over your shoulder while you cooked just to steal a taste. Just that door locked tight as a vault, the muffled bass of his music throbbing through the wood like a pulse you weren’t invited to hear.
He used to be yours—your baby, even when he hit six feet tall. The boy who’d press his forehead to yours after bad games and whisper, “I’m sorry, Momma,” like your disappointment cut deeper than any coach’s scream.
Now? His “Cool,” lands like a slap when you ask about practice. His backpack stays slumped by the door, untouched since yesterday. Homework? Done. Dinner? Not hungry.
And sleep—Lord, the sleeping. You catch him slumped over his desk sometimes when you dare to knock, cheek smushed against his physics textbook, lashes fluttering like he’s fighting to stay awake even in dreams. Other days he doesn’t stir ‘til noon, blankets twisted around his waist, phone clutched in his palm like it holds answers.
Onyankopon misses it. Not because he doesn’t care—hell no. That man breathes for his son. But between welding shifts at the shipyard—arms streaked with soot, muscles aching from hauling steel—he comes home too exhausted to see past Asaud’s “I’m straight, Pops.”
And you? You’re softer. Always have been. The one who smooths his edges when Ony’s tough love ain’t the fix. But lately…
When your hand hovers over Asaud’s door? The wood feels colder than it should.
Your phone buzzes against the countertop, pulling you from your thoughts. The screen lights up with a text from Papa—your husband's contact name forever unchanged since the day he programmed it himself.
Shipyard lettin’ us slide early. Gon’ grab some crawfish, swing by Nana’s for y’all. You want extra butter?
A slow smile curls your lips. You’re halfway through typing your response—but that’s when the screen flashes again. Not another text.
An incoming call.
Principal Guidry—Bonnabel High.
“…Hello?”
“Hey, baby.”
Principal Guidry’s voice is honey thick Creole, the same one that used to holler at y’all for cutting class back in tenth grade. Now it’s laced with something heavy.
“I’m real sorry to call like this—”
Your grip tightens.
“Cherise, what’s wrong? Is Asaud—“
“He’s fine.”
She hesitates before correcting, “Physically, leastways. But…”
A pause. The shuffle of papers.
“My office chair ain’t never felt this heavy. Got yo’ boy sittin’ right here lookin’ like he wanna disappear into the floor. Suspended. Three days.”
Suspended? The word doesn’t even sound right in the air.
“Black eye and all,” she adds softly.
Your breath catches. Asaud? Your gentle giant? Fighting?
“What happened?”
Cherise exhales hard, “Let him tell it. ‘Need you to come get him.”
The kitchen suddenly feels too hot.
"I’m on my way."
The tires of your truck screech against cracked asphalt as you fishtail into the Bonnabel High parking lot, heart hammering against your ribs. You should text Onyankopon—should—but even thinking about it makes your stomach twist. The man would burn down the entire Eastbank if he heard his son was hurt, the welding torch still in hand, fury hotter than molten steel. No, better to handle this first.
The school looms ahead, its faded maroon bricks and rusted Saints banners looking harsher under the afternoon sun. Then—movement. The double doors swing open, and there’s Asaud, flanked by two security guards, his broad frame hunched like he’s trying to fold into himself.
You don’t even cut the engine before you’re out the car, bare feet slapping against hot concrete.
“Mon bébé—oh my God, look at your face!”
Your hands flutter over his swollen eye, fingers trembling as you trace the bruise purpling his caramel skin. It’s deep, angry—someone hit him hard. The Creole spills out of you unfiltered, a storm of “Qui t'a fait ça?!” and “Let me see, cher—”
Asaud exhales sharply, catching your wrists with a gentleness that belies his size.
“Chill, Momma. I’m fine.”
One of the guards—a thick necked man with a walkie crackling at his hip—clears his throat.
“Ma’am, ‘you gotta clear the lot.”
The dismissal in his tone snaps something in you.
“Clear the—do you see my child’s face? Who did this? Who—”
“Momma.”
Asaud’s grip firms, steering you back toward the car with a nudge. The kids pressed against the cafeteria windows don’t make it any better. He just climbs into the passenger seat without another word, jaw set.
And so, you follow.
The air inside the truck is thick with unspoken words, the only sound is the hum of the engine and the occasional rustle of Asaud shifting in his seat. His profile is sharp against the afternoon light streaming through the window—jaw clenched, lashes lowered—a portrait of quiet defiance.
“…Are you alright?”
“Yeah.”
One word, clipped.
“Does Coach know what happened?”
“Not yet.”
That stings. Asaud loves football—loves his team, loves the way his daddy’s face lights up when he makes a play. If he’s keeping this from Coach? Something serious must’ve happened.
“Ti-Loup… are you really okay?”
Little wolf—the childhood nickname slips out before you can stop it, tender as a bruise.
His broad shoulders slump as he leans his temple against the glass.
“…Head hurts.”
“Baby, if you hit your head, you can’t sleep—”
Your hand lifts instinctively, reaching to brush his temple, check for fever—but he tilts away before you can make contact. Your fingers hover in the air for a heartbeat before dropping back to the wheel.
The moment the truck rolls to a stop in the driveway, Asaud is already moving—door swinging open before you even cut the engine, his long legs carrying him toward the house in quick strides. You barely have time to gather your purse before he’s halfway up the porch steps.
“Wait—"
Your scramble after him, bare feet slapping against warm wood.
“Ti-Loup—Asaud!”
He slows down by a millisecond.
“I still need to know what happened—“
“Ain’t nothin’.”
“Nothing?”
You frown, “Look at your damn face!"
You catch his wrist, forcing him to turn—only for him to yank free with a force that makes you stumble.
“Why are you being like this? You don’t—you never avoid me.”
This time when he turns, his eyes aren’t just tired. They’re cold.
“Damn, can’t I just breathe without y’all up my ass?”
The words hit like a slap.
For a second you just stand there, the sting of them settling deep beneath your skin. Your chest tightens—but you won’t cry. Not here.
“Fine.”
The word comes out quieter than you meant.
“You can wait ‘til your father gets home to talk about it.”
His whole posture shifts—shoulders stiffening, eyes widening—like the mere mention of that man flipped a switch.
“Momma—”
But you’re already walking away.
The tension in the house is thick enough to slice with a butter knife—the kind of quiet that presses against your eardrums, heavy and oppressive. Asaud's bedroom door hasn't budged since you got home, not even when you knocked softly with a plate of food an hour ago. The plate is still sitting untouched outside his door, grits congealing into sad little lumps.
This is how it always goes when Asaud knows Onyankopon is coming home to discipline him—radio silence, tense shoulders, the boy steeling himself like a soldier bracing for battle. Normally you'd bridge the gap, smooth things over with a joke or a hug. But today? The sting of his dismissal lingers like a bruise, and you can't bring yourself to force it.
Then—keys.
The front door swings open, and there he is.
Dressed in a navy blue shipyard uniform, his sleeves are rolled up to reveal thick forearms corded with veins, tattoos a roadmap of ink against deep brown skin. A faded Saints cap sits low over his cornrows, shadows accentuating the sharp angles of his face—that strong jaw, all the way down to the facial hair coating his chin. The scent of saltwater and engine grease clings to him, mixing with the spicy aroma of the crawfish takeout in his hand.
“‘Where my baby at?"
His gaze locks onto you—your bare legs peeking out from under his jersey, your hair still crimped and wild from the kitchen heat—and his glare is all sin.
“Goddamn,” he grunts—“You been walkin’ ‘round lookin’ like that while I’m gone? Gon’ make me come over there.”
You huff a weak laugh despite the weight in your chest, watching him flex his fingers like they’re stiff from gripping a welding torch all day.
“Hi, Papa.”
He grunts again—this one softer—as he stomps toward the kitchen, setting the takeout bag on the counter before peeling off his grease streaked work jacket. The muscles in his back ripple beneath his white tank as he tosses it over a chair, his voice rough but easy as he starts rambling.
“Shit was a goddamn warzone today—‘foreman got on my nerves ‘bout some pipe measurements, then ‘them Lafitte boys tried to cut in line at Nana’s.”
He pops the lid off the crawfish, steam billowing up as he scowls—“Like I ain’t gon’ notice they tryna’ snake my order.”
You lean against the counter, watching him. Normally you’d interject—tease him about being territorial over seasoned crustaceans—but your mind is still tangled up in the quiet rage of your son’s dismissal.
Onyankopon glances up, finally catching your silence. His dark brows furrow.
“What’s wrong wit’ you?”
You pick at the hem of the jersey.
“‘Had… a day.”
He murmurs, “I’m knowin’, Mama. A nigga glad to be home. ‘Been thinkin’ bout’ a shower, rubbin’ on yo’ feet—Where ‘Saud at? Lil’ nigga better be hungry ‘cause I got extra sausage just for hi—“
“He’s suspended.”
The moment the words leave your lips, Onyankopon goes still—unnaturally still. Like every muscle in his body locks down at once. The air in the kitchen shifts, thickens. You can practically see the switch flip behind his eyes—the shift from husband to father, from easy laughter to cold calculation.
“Fuck you mean suspended?”
You exhale, folding your arms across your chest, suddenly aware of how small you feel beneath his gaze.
“…I don't know, Ony. He wouldn't tell me."
His nostrils flare—once, twice—before his dark eyes scan your face, picking up the tension in your brow, the way your fingers clutch the jersey fabric too tight.
“"Y'all got into it?"
“He didn't want to talk to me."
A muscle in his temple jumps.
“He ain't got no choice but to talk to you."
His voice is low, final—“Ain't no option."
For a moment, silence stretches between you—thick and loaded—before his calloused fingers hook gently under your chin, tilting your face up to his. His thumb brushes your bottom lip, gruff but tender.
“Gimme’ yo’ mouth first."
You exhale shakily, leaning in. His lips are warm, firm against yours—brief but grounding—before he pulls back just enough to press his forehead to yours. His breath is hot against your skin, smelling faintly of peppermint and the crawfish he'd been handling.
And then—
"ASAUD!"
His roar shakes the damn house. No hesitation, no preamble.
“Get yo’ ass out here.”
You flinch, knowing how quickly Asaud heard him. Even through walls. Even through attitude.
Silence.
Then—footsteps. Slow. Reluctant.
Asaud appears in the doorway, broad shoulders slumped just slightly, hands shoved deep in his hoodie pockets. His eyes flicker up—just once—to meet his father's gaze before lowering again, careful not to show outright defiance but unable to hold the intensity of that stare for long.
Onyankopon doesn't speak at first. Just looks at him, eyes raking over the swollen skin, the purple black bruise blooming beneath his son’s eye. Then—movement.
His hand shoots out, calloused fingers gripping Asaud’s chin with a firmness that isn’t rough but leaves no room for resistance. He tilts his face toward the light, inspecting the damage with the clinical precision of a man who’s seen—and dealt—his share of blows.
“‘You alright?"
Asaud’s throat bobs.
“Yes, sir."
Onyankopon’s grip doesn’t loosen.
“Then why ain't you tell yo’ momma what happened?"
Asaud’s jaw flexes beneath his father’s hold, his voice barely above a murmur.
“...Didn’t wanna talk about it, sir.”
“What’d you say to her?"
“I ain’t say nothin’."
“Tch."
A sharp click of his tongue.
“Tête levée quand tu m'parles."
Head up when you talk to me.
The Creole rolls off his tongue sharply, and Asaud’s chin lifts almost immediately—eyes snapping to meet his father. The apology spills out before he can stop it—
“Désolé, Pops—"
“Whatchu’ apologizin’ for if you ain’t say nothin’?"
The silence in the kitchen turns electric, thick enough to choke on. Onyankopon’s grip loosens just enough to turn Asaud’s face toward you—not rough, but insistent.
“m‘What he say to you?"
“He said—" Your voice wavers, but you force it steady. “'Damn, can I breathe without y’all being up my ass?'"
Onyankopon looks back to Asaud.
“So we ‘up yo’ ass’ now?"
He steps into his son's space, forcing his head up again with a rough tap of two fingers beneath his chin.
"’You think you grown enough to talk to yo’ momma like that?”
Asaud’s lips part—but no sound comes out.
“I asked you a question."
“No, sir," Asaud mutters, jaw tight.
“Nah, see—you acted like it."
Onyankopon’s voice sharpens, cutting like a blade—“You got one mother. One. The woman who carried yo’ big headed ass for nine months, who still make yo’ plate first even when yo’ dumbass bein’ ungrateful. And ‘this how you talkin’ to her?"
The words land like bricks.
"Look at her."
Asaud’s eyes flicker to you once, then darting away again.
“Soft as fuck wit’ you," Onyankopon continues—“Always been. ‘You sick? She up all night. ‘You hungry? She cookin’ before you even ask. You ain’t just disrespectin’ yo momma—you disrespecting’ my wife.”
Asaud swallows hard, his shoulders tightening like he’s bracing for impact. Onyankopon doesn’t let up though, drilling into him with a stare that could crack concrete.
“Apologize."
“I’m sorry, Momma."
Your chest tightens.
“I’m not upset, baby," you murmur, “It just hurt my feelings—I wanna know what’s going on, okay? That’s all.”
Finally, Asaud exhales, defeated.
"...I fought Jamal."
That catches both of you off guard. Jamal? His wide receiver—his best friend?
Onyankopon’s brows shoot up, "The hell for?”
“...Cheer team girl."
The silence that follows Asaud's confession is deafening.
“So you gon’ fuck up yo’ throwin’ hand—lose yo’ scholarship—over some girl?”
The words come out low, measured, but they hit like a sledgehammer. You step forward, hands lifting slightly—
“Hey, let’s just—"
”Who the girl?"
Asaud shifts uncomfortably, shoulders rolling back like he’s preparing for war.
"Sabine."
“She ‘bad like yo’ momma?"
“Onyankopon!”
He doesn’t even glance your way, his glare still locked onto Asaud.
“Why you callin’ my name?" ’His voice drops dangerously—“That gotta’ be the reason. Otherwise, I need yo’ son to explain why he fuckin’ up all his opportunities over some bullshit."
“It ain’t bullshit!" Asaud’s voice booms, raw and defensive—“She’s different.”
Onyankopon doesn’t laugh—doesn’t even smirk. His expression stays stone-cold as he steps forward, closing the gap between them with a single stride.
“That’s what you thinkin’ right now,” he growls, “But I promise—she ain’t. You thinkin’ bout some pussy, and that ain’t gon’ get you in the NFL or keep yo’ wide receiver."
He jabs a thick finger against Asaud’s chest—hard.
“Yo’ head loose, and I ain’t raisin’ no kids outside of you."
Asaud’s chest heaves, his nostrils flaring as his temper flares hotter. Then—
“You were younger than me when you knocked Momma up.”
The moment those words leave Asaud’s mouth—sharp, deliberate, meant to cut—your stomach drops. Your lips part in quiet disbelief, brows knitting together as hurt flashes hot behind your ribs.
“Asaud!"
But Onyankopon is already moving—fast, too fast—his massive hand snatching the front of Asaud’s hoodie, yanking him forward until their faces are inches apart. Asaud’s breath comes ragged, shoulders rising and falling under the strain of his father’s grip, but he doesn’t fight it.
"You right."
A pause—sharp, loaded.
“Here I am sixteen years later—still bustin’ my ass for you the moment I ‘knocked’ yo’ momma up."
His fingers tighten in the fabric, knuckles whitening—" I don’t ever regret havin’ you, and if I can prevent you from goin’ through the same shit me and yo’ momma handled? That’s what Imma’ do."
Asaud swallows hard, his throat bobbing.
"Ion’ give a fuck ‘bout no lil’ ass girl," Onyankopon rasps, “Or yo’ feelings just ‘cause you on some puppy love shit. Football. School. That’s yo’ priorities."
Your fingers curl into Onyankopon’s sleeve, tugging gently—“Baby… let him go."
Asaud’s voice cracks as he mutters, “Pops—"
"Pop’s nothin’."
Onyankopon shoves him back—not hard enough to hurt, but firm enough to make his point. He spits something in Creole—low, guttural—before jerking his chin toward the kitchen.
“Go eat the food yo’ momma cooked."
The moment Onyankopon issued that command, Asaud's shoulders slumped—defeated but still simmering with that same stubborn fire his father carried in his bones. His jaw clenched tight, eyes flashing with frustration before he turned on his heel, storming down the hallway. The slam of his bedroom door echoed through the house like a gunshot, rattling the frames on the walls.
Onyankopon didn’t even flinch.
“Don’t be slammin’ no doors in this bitch you can’t pay to fix.”
And all you could do was sigh, pressing your fingertips to your forehead as the weight of the afternoon settled over you like a heavy blanket.
Hours later, the house was eerily quiet, the kind of stillness that only comes when two prideful men refuse to be the first to break. Nightfall crept in, painting the walls in long shadows as you moved through the dimly lit kitchen, plating a heaping serving of shrimp and grits—still warm, just the way he liked it.
But Onyankopon was nowhere to be found.
Not in the living room, not in the bedroom—so you already knew where he was.
Stepping onto the porch, the humid Louisiana air wrapped around you like a second skin. The cicadas sang their nightly chorus, the scent of magnolias thick in the breeze. And there he was—shirtless, his sweatpants hanging low on his hips as his massive frame crouched near the steps.
The metal bowl in his hands rattled impatiently as he shook it, muttering under his breath.
“‘What you doin’, Papa?”
He didn’t even glance up, his deep voice gruff with irritation.
“…Tryna’ feed this damn cat ‘Saud be so worried about.”
A soft mrrow sounded from the bushes, and a scruffy orange tabby slinked out, eyeing Onyankopon warily before darting forward to swipe at the bowl.
Of course he was out here—still pissed, still stubborn—but making sure his son’s stray was fed.
Some things never changed.
The stray cat—scruffy, wide-eyed, and perpetually suspicious—padded cautiously along the porch railing, its tail flicking with a mix of curiosity and defiance. It sniffed the air, nostrils twitching as it scented Onyankopon instead of Asaud’s familiar presence. With a deliberate hmph, it turned its head away from the bowl, pretending disinterest even as its stomach growled loud enough for you both to hear.
You couldn’t help the giggle that slipped past your lips.
"You’re mean to him too—that’s why he won’t eat."
Onyankopon scowled, shaking the bowl harder, the dry kibble rattling like a warning.
“Yeah? I take care of his ungrateful ass too."
You sighed dramatically, leaning against the doorframe as you murmured—“The Tin Man does have a heart, it seems."
Onyankopon shot you a look before gruffly calling out, "Aight, Tiger—come get this damn food."*
“His name is Tango.”
“Same shit."
Finally the cat hopped down, sauntering over with an air of reluctant grace. It rubbed its entire body along Onyankopon’s bare calf, purring loud enough to vibrate the porch boards beneath him.
“Yeah, yeah," he grumbled, nudging the bowl closer with his foot—“Gon’ head."
You stepped forward then, bringing the plate of shrimp and grits closer, the rich aroma mixing with the warm night air.
“You need to eat too, baby.”
Onyankopon’s fingers then curl gently around your throat—not tight, but there, possessive and grounding. He dropped a series of rough, smacking kisses against your lips, each one firm and fleeting before he finally took the plate with his free hand.
“Aight," he muttered, settling onto the wooden stairs.
The cat ate. Your husband ate. Now, you could have the real conversation you’d been holding off on.
You settle onto the wooden steps behind him, the worn planks creaking softly under your weight as you wrap your legs around his waist, molding your body against the warm expanse of his back. He’s hot to the touch—always running like a furnace—and you bury your face between his shoulder blades, inhaling the faint lingering scent of his cologne as he eats.
"Did you check on your son?"
The fork scrapes against the plate as he chews, his shoulders lifting in a half-shrug.
“Nah. But I know you did."
A gruff pause, “‘He still alive? Limbs all attached?"
You hum, fingers trailing lazily through the neat rows of his cornrows, tracing the patterns like you’ve done a thousand times before.
“Funny. He’s asleep.”
Silence stretches between you, thick with unsaid things. Then, softly—
“You do know you were wrong, right?"
“Which part? ‘Cause I ain’t wrong about a lot of shit."
You exhale through your nose, leaning into his shoulder as you murmur, “Ti tèt di."
Stubborn man.
He doesn’t respond, just keeps eating—his jaw working methodically, the muscles in his back flexing beneath your touch. You press a kiss to the nape of his neck before continuing—
”Remember when we found out I was pregnant? How scared you were?"
Silence.
You then whisper, “He’s got an amazing head on his shoulders, Papa. Just like you. Maybe...he’s serious about this girl."
“He’s sixteen.”
“And we were fifteen—sneakin’ into my momma’s house when she went to sleep, havin’ unprotected sex, and then what happened?”
He leans back into you with a rough huff, his head tilting just enough to bump against yours.
“You tryna be funny.”
“I’m not."
Your fingers trail down to his jaw, tracing the line of his beard as you say—“Our parents kicked us out, and we’ve been on our own since then."
The silence between you grows heavier, thick with the weight of memories neither of you ever really talk about—nights spent sleeping in his beat up Chevy, the way his voice had cracked when his own father slammed the door in his face, the quiet tears you'd wiped away when your mama called you a disgrace.
You press a kiss to his shoulder, soft as a prayer.
"But we knew our little wolf was special, didn’t we?”
A beat.
“Yeah."
You smile against his skin, “Asaud is yours, but he’s not you. He’s not gonna make the mistakes we did—and shuttin’ him down like our parents did to us? It’d be unfair.”
Onyankopon exhales—long, slow—his head tipping back against your shoulder.
Your voice is barely above a whisper, soft yet carrying the weight of years as you murmur, "Give him the grace we never got."
Your husband goes quiet. The cicadas hum in the thick night air, the stray cat now curled on the porch railing, licking its paws as if amused by the whole scene.
Then—
“‘Guess I ain't have to yank his ass up like that."
The admission comes out gruff, and you can't help the faint smile that tugs at your lips. With a playful flick to the side of his head, you tease, "Don’t be puttin’ hands on my baby no more."
Before you can blink, his massive arm hooks behind you, tugging you effortlessly onto his lap. You let out a surprised squeak of laughter, instantly melting into the familiar warmth of his hold—his thick thighs beneath you, the hard plane of his chest pressed flush against your back. His heat engulfs you, his scent wrapping around your senses like a second skin.
You nuzzle into the crook of his neck, fingers tracing the shell of his ear as you murmur, "But hey… we didn’t do so bad, did we?"
His arms tighten around your waist, lips brushing your temple—"Nah. We did better.”
You giggle as he kisses you, slow at first, then deeper, hotter—your tongue stroking his with a suddenly filthy, practiced familiarity. You pull back just enough to whisper against his lips, “‘Wore your jersey just for you…"
His hand cups your jaw, thumb brushing your cheekbone as he groans, half-amused, half-exasperated.
“You know I’ll never say no—but a nigga tired as hell."
You gasp in mock offense, pulling back to squint at him.
“Oh, so you can yoke up my child— but no dick for me?"
That deep, rich chuckle vibrates against your ribs as he leans back against the porch railing, pulling you tighter against him.
“Daddy ain’t Superman. One city at a time."
You blow out an exaggerated huff, lips pursed in playful frustration as you mutter, “You're annoying."
“And you horny."
You cross your arms over your chest but sink deeper into his embrace anyway, the steady thump of his heartbeat against your back. After a beat, you nudge him with your elbow, voice softening.
“...You love me?"
For a moment he says nothing—just holds you there in the quiet, southern night humming around you both.
Then, sweet as molasses—“When don't I?"
And yeah. That was your answer.
The next morning, Asaud wakes up early—his body already braced for a day of grueling chores and another lecture still hanging heavy in the air. He tiptoes down the hallway, bare feet quiet against the hardwood, expecting silence. Instead? The rich, savory scent of butter, garlic, and smoked sausage hits him the moment he steps near the kitchen.
He pauses. Frowns.
Spread across the countertop is a full Louisiana-style breakfast—crispy-edged fried eggs, golden-brown grits swimming in cheese, spicy Cajun hash, and fluffy buttermilk biscuits still steaming from the oven. His favorite.
Confusion knits his brows as he steps further inside, only to freeze at the sight of you and Onyankopon standing near the stove.
Onyankopon's massive frame is leaned into yours, his head tilted slightly as your fingers glide through his cornrows, re-braiding the edges with careful precision. You're both talking—voices low, words unintelligible from where he stands—but the ease between you is undeniable.
Then you glance up, spotting him lingering in the doorway.
"Mornin’, baby," you greet, smiling—“How’d you sleep?"
Asaud shifts awkwardly, eyes flicking between the food and his father's impassive face.
“...Good," he mutters—“What's all this?"
“Yo’ momma insisted on makin’ yo’ favorite breakfast," Onyankopon grumbles, voice rough with morning fatigue.
You flick his ear.
He then huffs, “Aight, I told her to."
You’re then crossing the kitchen toward Asaud, your bare feet padding softly against the tile. His eyes flicker with wariness, still bruised from yesterday’s heated exchange—though the mark looks lighter now, less angry. You reach up, fingers ghosting over the spot as you murmur, “Want momma to ice it for you?"
Asaud ducks his head slightly, but shakes it—“No ma’am, I’m aight."
You smile, nudging him toward the table where his plate waits.
“Eat ‘fore it gets cold."
Hesitant, he sinks into his chair, poking at the food before glancing between you both suspiciously.
“…Y’all poisoned my food or sum’?"
"Ain’t I tell you he was finna’ think that?"
“Hush, Ony.”
Your voice softens then as you turn back to Asaud.
“We had a…revelation last night... and we just want you to know—we love you. All of you. Every stubborn, hardheaded, beautiful part."
The kitchen falls silent—save for the sizzle of grease in the skillet, the hum of the ceiling fan.
You take a deep breath, clasping your hands together excitedly. The morning sunlight spills across the kitchen table as you announce, “Me and Daddy have been feeling a little disconnected from you lately, so we came up with an idea—Family Date! Yes Edition.”
Asaud blinks, fork hovering mid air over his grits.
“…Yes Edition?”
You beam, “Whatever you want to do today—no matter what—we have to say yes to!"
Asaud's frown deepens, but there's a flicker of something mischievous in his gaze now.
“Whatever I want?"
You nod enthusiastically. On the other hand, Onyankopon rubs his temple as he mutters, “My damn wallet achin’ already."
“The sky is the limit, baby. What’d you wanna do?"
For a long moment, Asaud chews thoughtfully, brow furrowed as he considers his options. Then? It hits him all at once.
“Aight, bet.”
He sits up straighter as he lists off, “First—we hittin’ up Bayou Guns for some target practice. Then, monster truck rally tickets—front row. After that, ’whole rack of ribs from Big Mike’s Smokehouse, extra spicy. And,”—he pauses dramatically, eyes flicking to his father—“Pops, you gotta let me drive the truck today."
Onyankopon almost chokes on his coffee.
“Hell nah I’m not!"
You level the look at Onyankopon—the one that makes his jaw twitch because he knows he’s already lost. His dark eyes flick from you to Asaud’s hopeful expression before he exhales sharply through his nose, resigned.
“It’s yo’ day, Papa. Gon’ head."
Asaud’s grin is immediate, lighting up his entire face like a kid on Christmas morning.
This was gonna be an adventure.
The day starts with everyone scrambling to get ready—you weren’t exactly thrilled about spending hours immersed in testosterone fueled chaos, but the thought of just being with your boys? Had you smiling despite yourself.
Onyankopon emerges looking stupidly fine—his black long sleeve clinging to every defined ridge of muscle, the ink snaking down his arms and neck peeking out from beneath the fabric. Camo pants hang low on his hips, black Dunks laced tight on his feet, and those damn chains glinting against his chest like he stepped straight out of some high end streetwear ad. His face—God—those sharp tattoos along his cheekbones contrasting his deep brown skin, that signature don’t fuck with me glare permanently etched into his expression.
You keep poking at it as you all get ready, making him swat your hand away with a grunt.
Asaud mirrors his energy effortlessly—hoodie layered over his own fitted tee, shoes swapped for something sleeker, but the same vibe radiating off him. Like father, like son.
You press kisses to both their cheeks before stepping back, smoothing down the backless top and capris hugging your curves—classy enough to turn heads, erotic enough to have Onyankopon’s fingers twitching. His dark gaze drops to your chest where your nipples press visibly against the fabric.
“‘You cold?” he rumbles, dragging a single fingertip over one peaked bud.
You pout, swatting his hand away—“It’s just chilly!"
Now, here was the card ride. Pure chaos as you’d imagined—Onyankopon gripping the passenger side handle like he was seconds from yanking the wheel himself every time Asaud hit the gas too hard or took a turn a little too sharp.
“Nigga, I swear—if you don’t slow down, Imma’ have you pull over right here and make you ride in the back like the toddler you actin’ like."
Asaud just smirked, glancing at you in the rearview before purposefully tapping the accelerator again—just to watch his father’s eye twitch.
The gun range parking lot was packed, buzzing with the low hum of engines and the occasional pop of gunfire in the distance. Stepping out of the truck, you immediately felt that familiar dread creep in—not from the firearms, but from the eyes. The looks. The inevitable moment when someone would glance between you, Onyankopon, and Asaud, their brows furrowing as they tried to piece together your dynamic.
Were you his older siblings? Friends?
Then—the shock when they realized—Oh. You were his mother.
Being a parent had never forced you to dress older than you were, never dulled your vibrancy to fit some matronly mold. Even now, trailing behind Onyankopon and Asaud—both towering over you, broad shouldered and imposing—you looked every bit the effortlessly sensual, youthful woman you were. Your deep merlot Coach purse swung at your hip, charms jingling with each step, your jet black curls bouncing against your back. Meanwhile, Onyankopon moved like he owned the ground beneath him, all quiet power and simmering dominance—a kingpin with his diamond in tow.
The inside smelled like gunpowder, leather, and faintly of the fried catfish wafting from the snack bar in the corner. The air was thick with humidity, clinging to your skin as soon as you stepped inside—sharp cracks of gunfire echoed off the concrete walls, making your shoulders tense involuntarily. Each shot sounded like a miniature explosion—too loud, too sudden—and you instinctively pressed closer to Onyankopon's side, fingers tightening around his hand as if anchoring yourself to him.
The man behind the register gruffly asked, “What’chu wanna shoot with today?”
Asaud’s eyes flickered toward the glass case displaying an array of firearms—some sleek and modern, others heavy and intimidating. His gaze lingered on the biggest one—a monstrous, black tactical shotgun that looked like it could knock a grown man flat on his back.
Onyankopon didn’t even blink, “That one."
Asaud's eyes widened, “Forreal’?"
“Yo’ day, right?"
You retreated to the far back of the room, perched on a worn leather bench like a reluctant cheerleader. Your knees pressed together, hands folded in your lap as you watched them gear up—ear protection, gloves, safety glasses.
Onyankopon looked illegal—his black sleeves rolled up to reveal thick, tattooed forearms as he handled the firearm with the kind of casual expertise that made your stomach flip. The range owner walked him through the basics—not that he needed it—but Onyankopon nodded along anyway, his deep voice rumbling something low in response.
The sight before you had your lips parting slightly—Onyankopon lifting that heavy shotgun like it weighed nothing, his massive frame balanced with effortless precision. The first BOOM of his test shot rattled through the private room, the recoil absorbed effortlessly by his broad shoulders. Smoke curled from the barrel as he exhaled, lowering the gun and turning to Asaud with that same unreadable expression—except you knew him, knew the subtle pride in the tilt of his chin, the patience in his stance as he prepared to teach his son the way his own father had taught him.
“Regarde,” he murmured, shifting fluidly between English and Creole as he adjusted Asaud’s grip.
“Firme, yeah? Shoulder tight—non, like this.”
His large hands guided Asaud's calloused fingers, pressing the younger man’s palm flush against the stock.
And just like that—Asaud shifted. His spine straightened, shoulders squaring under his father’s approval. The next shot he took wasn’t perfect—but it was strong, the kickback barely rocking him as the target downrange splintered at the edge.
“Decent,” Onyankopon conceded, “For yo’ first try.”
Your hands shot up in excited applause, curls tumbling over your freckled cheeks as you cheered, “Yay!”—you then blew a stubborn strand out of your face with a playful huff, watching as Asaud wandered over to stand beside you, wiping his palms on his hoodie.
"Gon’ head, Pops," he called out, nodding toward the range.
Onyankopon stepped up, and suddenly, the gun in his hands wasn’t just a weapon. It was an extension of him. Each shot boomed like thunder, paper targets shredding into confetti under his relentless precision. He moved like liquid—fluid, deadly—twisting the gun with an assassin’s grace, reloading without breaking rhythm. The sheer power radiating off him had your pulse thrumming in your throat.
Asaud whistled low under his breath.
“Aight, Sergeant! ‘Where you learn that from?"
“He wanted to be one, actually.”
Asaud turned to you, brow arched.
"Pops wanted to be in the army?”
Your gaze lingered on your husband, watching the way his shoulders flexed as he fired off another perfect shot—the way his focus never wavered, even now.
"Higher up in the Navy, actually," you murmured. “‘Wanted to follow in his father’s path… before I got pregnant with you."
A beat of silence. Then—
“What happened?"
Your fingers toyed with the charms on your purse, but your eyes stayed on Onyankopon. You exhale, “He disowned him. Hasn’t spoken to his father since I was in my first trimester."
The words hung heavy between you.
“He would’ve found a way to go overseas," you continued softly—"But he didn’t want to leave me. Or you. ‘Wanted to watch you grow up."
Asaud’s voice was quieter now, “So…he never went for what he really wanted?”
You turned to him then, smiling—really smiling—despite the ache in your chest.
“You became our first priority the moment I held you in my arms, baby.”
Your voice dipped into honeyed warmth, "And you cried, cried, cried.”
A dreamy little smile tugged at your lips, the memory of tiny fists gripping your finger, Onyankopon's unreadable mask cracking just once as he pressed his lips to your sweaty forehead in that delivery room.
You blinked back to the present, tilting your head toward Asaud.
“Your father can be…difficult," you admitted, “But know this—he loves you more than anything in this world. Everything he does, every hard lesson...it's because he wants everything for you."
Asaud scuffed his shoe against the concrete floor, "I know that, Momma.”
Just then, Onyankopon's shadow fell over you both, smelling like gunpowder and that stupidly expensive cologne he only wore on special occasions.
“Y’all talkin’ ‘bout me?" he rumbled, slinging an arm around your shoulders.
You batted your lashes up at him innocently—“Just tellin’ our son where he gets his handsome features from."
Onyankopon's nostrils flared, “Don’t be flirtin’ with me in front of our child, girl," he muttered, the heat in his low voice betraying him.
Your giggle spilled freely as you leaned even more into him, “Too late."
The monster truck show was deafening, and entirely too boyish for your liking. You spent most of it grimacing, and hiding behind Onyankopon’s shoulder each time you thought you were gonna witness a crime scene explosion. From the activities today? You were sure to be rewarded by this meal.
The scent of hickory smoke and sizzling meat hits you the moment you step into Big Mike’s Smokehouse—a cacophony of laughter, clinking glasses, and bluesy guitar riffs pouring from the jukebox in the corner. The worn wooden booth creaks as you slide in beside Onyankopon, your thighs pressing together beneath the checkered tablecloth. Across from you, Asaud taps his fingers against the menu, though all three of you already know what you’re ordering—extra spicy ribs, collard greens swimming in pot liquor, and cornbread so buttery it melts on contact.
Your fingers trace idle circles over Onyankopon’s knuckles where his hand rests in your lap, his rough skin warm against your touch. You take a breath, leaning into his shoulder before murmuring, “Did you enjoy yourself today, baby?"
Asaud nods, a rare softness in his expression.
“I did. ‘Preciate y’all."
You smile, cheeks flushing—but then you straighten slightly, catching Onyankopon’s eye.
“Well—now that we’ve played—let’s have a serious conversation, yeah?"
Asaud’s shoulders tense almost imperceptibly, but he nods.
“Yes, ma’am."
“Jamal," Onyankopon starts, “What really happened between y’all?"
Asaud exhales through his nose, dragging a hand over his locs.
"I…always liked Sabine. Jamal knew that. ‘Still tried to get at her."
You hum, tilting your head.
“I don’t doubt she’d like you, baby. But—“ You choose your words carefully, "Did she seem…responsive to your feelings? Or does she actually like Jamal?"
Asaud’s jaw works before he mutters, “She do like me. ‘Told me my dreads was cool last week."
Onyankopon blinks. Slowly.
Then turns to you, one brow arched—“‘That’s how the lil’ girls get niggas’ attention?"
Your shoulders lift in a helpless shrug, “I guess?”
Asaud frowns, “Why y’all actin’ like confused old people right now?”
You bite your lip, exhaling through your nose—“I’m sorry, baby. Y’all’s generation is just…different in courting each other. The only way you know how is to—”
Then—it hits you. Like a freight train.
Your spine stiffens. Eyes widening, you lean halfway across the table, gripping Asaud’s hands tight enough to make him blink.
“Asaud?”
He freezes.
“Lawd, Momma. You scarin’ me. What’s wrong?”
“This…Sabine girl…you haven’t…?”
“Haven’t what?”
Onyankopon leans back, raising a brow.
Asaud’s gaze darts between you both before he huffs, “Contrary to stereotypes with bein’ quarterback—yes, Momma—I’m still a virgin. Damn.”
The breath you’d been holding whooshes out of you. Your head drops forward, curls spilling over your shoulders as you clutch your chest.
“Thank God! Okay, I just…whew,” You fan yourself dramatically, “I almost fainted.”
Asaud shifts in his seat, rubbing the back of his neck before he drops the bombshell.
“Despite y’all thinkin’ my head is loose, I plan on waitin’ ‘til marriage."
“Mon chéri!” you squeal in Creole, launching yourself forward as you kiss his forehead no less than three times as he groans, trying to duck away.
“Mwen si fiè de ou! Oh, mon bébé!”
Onyankopon watches, amusement lacing his voice as he mutters, “She finna’ start speakin’ in tongues—don’t say shit else, boy."
You're still catching your breath from the emotional high when you lean forward, smoothing Asaud’s shirt before saying with earnest warmth, “Okay—well, although that’s amazing to hear—don’t be afraid to ask questions, baby. I know sex education isn’t the best in schools, so…anything in that aspect, you know you can always come to us, right?"
Onyankopon clears his throat, "I think you gotta leave that conversation for me, shawty—"
You wave a hand dismissively, “We’re supposed to be bonding! Don’t leave me out of it.”
Onyankopon exhales through his nose. He then says, “‘You right. Yo’ pops an open book, ‘Saud.”
Asaud’s gaze darts between you both, hesitating.
Then?
“Does the pull out method really work?"
Your mouth drops. Of all the questions—
Heat floods your cheeks as your brain short-circuits. Before you can even think of a diplomatic answer, Onyankopon leans back, arms crossed, and says completely deadpan—
“Ion’ know. I nut in yo’ momma everytime—"
“OHMYGOD—“
You shriek in Creole, “Pouki ou fè sa nan piblik?!”
“So how come ion’ got a sibling?”
You’re so disturbed by Onyankopon who nonchalantly begins eating his food, taking a moment to process Asaud’s other question. You take a slow breath, fingers tightening around your napkin.
"I got my tubes tied after I had you, baby. You’re my lifeline—but it was a horrible pregnancy."
Your hand drifts unconsciously to your lower stomach, remembering the months of bed rest, the way your ankles swelled like overripe fruit.
Then, shooting Onyankopon a look, you point a stern finger at Asaud—“Had your father answered educationally, you would’ve known why we can have unprotected sex—but you should not! Condoms. Every. Time."
Onyankopon interjects, "Unless y’all in love. Then? ‘Make yo’ wife a twinkie’.”
Your fingers clutch desperately at the diner table as you squeak, “Let’s move on!”—voice pitching high like a deflating balloon. You clear your throat, smoothing a hand over your top as you force yourself back into Mom Mode.
“What do you really like about this girl?”
Asaud pauses, staring down at his half-eaten ribs as if the bones might spell out the answer for him. For a moment, there’s nothing but the clatter of silverware and Big Mike’s raspy laugh booming from the kitchen.
“She got this…quiet way ’bout her," he starts, voice lower than usual.
“Like, she don’t gotta laugh loud to be heard. And when she do smile—" He shakes his head, a faint grin tugging at his lips—“Man, it’s like she savin’ it just for you. Makes you feel…special, I guess."
You reach across the table, squeezing his wrist.
“That’s sweet, baby. Real sweet. But…" You hesitate, exchanging a glance with Onyankopon before continuing gently, “Are you willing to pursue this girl and lose your best friend over it?"
Asaud’s jaw hardens, “Jamal clearly ain’t my friend."
Onyankopon shakes his head, “Nah. He’s a boy on some puppy love shit—just like you.”
You now rub at Asaud’s knuckles.
“Baby, think about it. Jamal stayed at our house more nights than you did sometimes. Went to your cousins cookouts, helped your daddy fix up the car—"
“Even came to yo’ grandma’s funeral," Onyankopon cuts in, dead serious—“That’s family shit."
Your voice softens, “A real friend would’ve stepped back the moment he knew how you felt. But love makes people act stupid—especially at y’all’s age. You sure this girl worth torching that bridge?"
Asaud’s throat bobs.
The diner’s chatter fades into a dull hum as Asaud sits back, shoulders slumped beneath the weight of his thoughts. His fingers fiddle with the condensation on his sweet tea glass, tracing idle circles as he chews on his bottom lip—the same nervous habit he’s had since he was a toddler.
Then, finally, he exhales sharply through his nose.
“A girl ain’t finna’ have me lose my wide receiver," he mutters, shaking his head.
“But that ‘don’t mean I ain’t got feelin’s, Momma."
He thinks on his words for a moment.
Asaud’s voice then drops lower, “A lot of my friends’ parents don’t get along—divorced, fightin’, separated, only cordial ‘cause they made a mistake back in the day. I know I clown on y’all’s gushiness…” he continues, waving a hand at the way you’re still practically draped over Onyankopon’s arm, “But…I’m glad I got parents that love each other. And I just—" He hesitates, eyes flickering down before meeting yours again—“I want somethin’ like that. Somethin’ real."
A whimpery giggle escapes you as tears well in your eyes—hot, stinging—before spilling over.
“Shit, here ‘she go," Onyankopon mutters, already rubbing at your hip affectionately.
Your heart swells so big it feels like it might burst right out of your chest. You slide out of the booth in one fluid motion, your hands cupping your son's face—rough stubble scratching your palms, his locs soft against your forearms.
“Do you know how much we love you, sweet boy?"
He rolls his eyes, but there’s no real heat behind it.
“I’m knowin’, Momma."
Then, quieter—“Look…I’m sorry for bein’ mean to you yesterday. And…"
He glances at Onyankopon who’s watching with his usual stoic expression, though his dark eyes hold a warmth only you and Asaud ever really see—“Sorry to you too, Pops."
That’s all it takes.
You squeak, pulling him into a crushing embrace, smothering his face in kisses—his forehead, his cheeks, the tip of his nose—while rapid-fire Creole endearments spill from your lips like a prayer.
“Mon petit roi! Mon cœur! Bondye beni ou, mwen renmen ou tout bagay!"
My little king ! God bless you, I love you with all my heart !
Asaud groans, half-heartedly trying to squirm away—"Damn, Momma—I said I was sorry—"
“Non, non! Mwen pa fini ak ou!"
I’m not done with you!
Onyankopon watches, shaking his head—but when Asaud shoots him a pleading look, he just smirks and shrugs.
“Take yo’ medicine, boy."
Your bottom lip juts out in an exaggerated pout as you turn pleading eyes toward Onyankopon, fingers still tangled in Asaud's locs.
"Be sweet, Papa!" you urge, batting your lashes dramatically—“Tell your son you love him—none of that manly grunting stuff!"
Onyankopon exhales through his nose, but after a beat, his deep voice rumbles—low, rough, but undeniably fond—
“I love you, ‘Saud. Even when you actin’ dumb."
Asaud snorts, but the corner of his mouth lifts as he mutters back, “Love you too, Pops."
You sigh happily, finally releasing Asaud—only to immediately eye his half-finished ribs.
“Baby, lemme get a bite of—"
“Nuh uh!" Asaud yanks his plate away, nodding toward Onyankopon.
“You better ask yo’ husband!"
Onyankopon slides his own plate toward you without a word, smirk smug as you stick your tongue out at Asaud.
“Haters," you mumble around a mouthful of smoky, tender meat.
Later, you’re curled into Onyankopon’s side on the couch, his heartbeat steady beneath your palm as some old cartoon flickers across the TV. The peace is shattered by Asaud’s bedroom door creaking open. He steps out fully dressed—hoodie, sneakers laced tight—and your head lifts from Onyankopon’s chest.
“You okay, baby?"
Asaud shifts on his feet, avoiding eye contact.
“I’m straight. Uh…Jamal finna’ be here in a couple minutes."
You and Onyankopon exchange frowns—just as a knock echoes through the house.
Jamal now stands on the threshold when Asaud opens the door, hands shoved in his pockets, head slightly bowed.
“Evenin’, Mr. and Mrs. Osei.”
You blink, glancing between him and Asaud—who’s now lurking awkwardly by the foyer.
“Uh…are y’all…okay now?"
“We talked. It's straight," Asaud mutters, shifting his weight as he glances between you and Jamal.
Your eyes narrow slightly.
“So that's it? Y’all ain’t fighting over this girl no more?"
“This my ‘quarterback, Momma—“ Jamal chuckles, “Beta to his alpha—even though we both run shit, you know how it go."
“Language, ‘Mal."
Jamal dips his head immediately at Onyankopon’s voice—“My fault, Mr. Osei."
You exhale, shaking your head as you sink back against Onyankopon’s side.
“You men are so strange."
Then, glancing back at Jamal with a small smile, you add, “Well—are you staying to hang out, Jamal?"
Before Jamal can answer, Asaud slips in smoothly—too smoothly—“Nah, we headed to a party."
Onyankopon’s arm tenses beneath you, his jaw tightening.
“Did you ask if you could go to a party?"
You press your palm gently against Onyankopon’s chest, “Ony, c’mon.”
He exhales through his nose.
“Curfew at eleven. Not a minute later. And both of y’all better answer yo’ phones when I call.”
Asaud nods quickly, relief flashing in his eyes—“Got it."
"We out, then. Love y’all!”
You wave them off with a smile, “Be safe!"
Your lashes flutter slightly as you watch Onyankopon’s sharp side profile an hour after they leave—the strong line of his jaw, the way braids shape out his face, his deep set eyes locked onto the TV screen like he’s studying every frame. You trace idle circles over his chest with your fingertips, admiring the way the dim lamplight catches the faint sheen of his skin.
"What you starin’ at, girl?"
You grin, pressing a kiss just above his heart.
“My amazing husband."
“Mmm”, he rumbles, “You just love flirtin’ with a nigga.”
You murmur, “Maybe," in a playful tone—then, with a gentle tug at his chin, you guide his face toward yours.
“You haven’t kissed your wife all day."
“Damn,” he grips at your waist, “A nigga finna’ get locked up, huh?"
You giggle close to his lips, “Life with no parole."
And then his mouth crashes into yours—full, warm, tasting like sweet tea and the lingering smokiness of barbecue. His kiss is slow at first, until you smoothly climb onto his lap, knees pressing into the couch cushions on either side of his hips. Your fingers tangle at the nape of his neck as you deepen the kiss, your tongue teasing his bottom lip until a rough grunt vibrates against your mouth.
“Why you feenin’?”
You don’t answer—too busy loosening his belt with practiced ease, your lips trailing down his neck as you palm him through his pants, earning another gravelly curse through your husband's mouth.
“Saud’ could walk back in this house at any moment, girl—"
Your laughter spills against his collarbone in breathy giggles, warm and honeyed, as your fingers hook into the waistband of his pants—finally freeing him into your grip. The moment his tip springs free, your breath catches—a sharp, needy whine escaping your throat as your eyes drink in the sight of him—thick, flushed, veins straining against heated skin, the tip already glistening with his impatience.
“‘M hungry, Papa. Can I?”
You mewl these words so desperately, lips brushing the twitching head as you gaze up at him through fluttering lashes.
Onyankopon’s grip tightens in your curls—not pulling, just holding—as he rasps, “Goddamn. Aight.”
Your tongue then darts out, tracing the swollen ridge beneath his crown, relishing the salt-sweet taste of him before dipping into his slit. His hips jerk—hard—knocking a choke from your lungs, but you don’t relent. Instead, you press open-mouthed kisses along his shaft, nuzzling into the thatch of coarse hair at the base before swirling your tongue around the tip again.
“Hollon’, Mama—” he grits out, fingers flexing in your hair, but you’re already sinking down, taking him halfway with a blissful whimper. The stretch burns sweetly, your lips sealing around him as hollowed cheeks suck him deeper. His thighs tremble beneath you, a ragged, “Fuck—” tearing from his chest as your tongue swirls along his length on the upstroke.
You pull off with a lewd pop, running your tongue viciously against your puffy lips at the way his stomach muscles clench.
“Missed this,” you purr, licking a stripe from root to tip before swallowing him down again—deeper this time—until your nose brushes his skin. His groan is filthy, echoing through the living room as his head thuds back against the couch.
“Gon’ make me act up,” he warns, voice dark with promise—but you just whimper again around him, eyes fluttering shut as you bob faster, hungrier. The wet sounds of your mouth on him mix with his ragged breaths, the cartoon still playing forgotten in the background.
Your lips stretch obscenely, saliva pooling at the corners of your mouth as you take him all the way down—nose pressed into his pelvis, throat fluttering wildly around the intrusion. Your eyes roll back slightly at the stretch, tears pricking at the corners as you whimper around his girth again— needy, gagging sound that vibrates against his skin and makes his hips jerk instinctively.
“Fuck—look at you," Onyankopon growls, fingers tightening in your curls, yanking just enough to make you mmph—air rushing into your lungs before you dive back down, hollowing your cheeks shamelessly.
You pull off with another wet pop, spit slick lips swollen and glistening as you pant—only to spit directly onto his dick, the glob of saliva trailing thickly down his shaft before you smear it with your mouth. You then smack his length against your tongue, giggling breathlessly.
“Goddamn," he snarls heavier, voice dripping with lust—a vein popping in his neck as he glares down at you like he wants to eat you alive.
You swirl your tongue around his tip, lapping at the precum beading there before sinking back down—deeper, messier—your throat working in desperate swallows around him. Drool drips down your chin, your brows knitting together in a mix of pleasure and strain as you gag prettily around him—the sounds leaving your mouth absolutely disgusting.
“Ain’t no way you suckin’ dick this good and actin’ all innocent at the dinner table," he grunts, thrusting shallowly into your throat, his grip on your hair bordering on painful—“Fuckin’ glutton—can’t even breathe right and you still tryna’ swallow my shit whole.”
You give a desperate moan in response—half-protest, half-agreement—your fingers digging into his thighs as you bob faster, sloppier, spit and precum fully smearing across your lips. His hips buck up violently, forcing himself deeper as he curses under his breath—“Gon’ make this bitch nut all over yo’ pretty ass face.”
You're drunk off him—every suck, every gag, every slurp of your lips dragging up his shaft leaving you dizzy with greed. Your tongue lolls obscenely along the underside of his cock, spit-slick and desperate, drool dripping in thick strands onto his heavy balls, making them glisten under the dim light. The mess coats your chin, smears across your cheeks—ruins you beautifully—but you don’t care, too lost in the taste of him, the weight of him on your tongue.
You usually ask—Papa, can I?—but right now, you don’t want permission. You want everything.
So with an aroused impatience you climb fully into his lap, knees sinking into the couch cushions on either side of his thighs. One hand grips his shoulder for balance as you yank your capris with the other, exposing bare skin—no panties, never panties when you knew he’d be home. His tip slaps wetly against your folds, already soaked just from sucking him off, and you whimper—high and broken—as his thumb ruthlessly circles your clit, sending sparks up your spine.
His mouth crashes into yours, tongues tangling sloppily, spit mixing between you as he grunts against your lips—
“I ain’t movin’. Put that bitch in.”
Your fingers knot in the hair at the nape of his neck as you sink down—slowly, so slowly—stretching around him inch by torturous inch. And the burn? It’s delicious. White-hot and overwhelming, your walls fluttering wildly as you take him deeper. Your eyes even begin to water, lashes sticking together as tears spill over, your mouth trembling against his in a silent sob.
Then—squelch—a wet, gushing sound punches from your pussy as you bottom out, his hips fully flush against your ass. The obscene noise—like air forced from a tight space—makes you shudder, your thighs shaking violently around him.
“Fuck—” Onyankopon snarls into your mouth, his grip on your waist bruising, “Tight-ass pussy always tryna act brand new.”
You whimper—pitiful, unable to do nothing else.
His palms cradle the plush underside of your thighs—calloused fingertips digging into soft flesh as he lifts you effortlessly, your body hovering above him for one breathless moment before he drops you back down.
The descent is slow—agonizing—every inch of him dragging against your walls until you’re whimpering nonsensically, Creole curses and praise tumbling from your lips in a slurred mess—
“Ah—Mon Dieu—Papa, li two cho—!”
Then—smack—your ass lands heavy against his thighs, skin sticking wetly before peeling apart with a lewd clap that ricochets through the living room. Your vision whites out for a second, mouth falling slack as pleasure crackles up your spine—
“Shit.”
Your voice fractures, knees trembling where they bracket his hips. His grip tightens—lifting you again—only to drop you back onto him, the force punching the air from your lungs.
“Fuck,” you sob, nails raking down his chest, “P—Papa, li two gwo—!”
You’re too big.
“Talk that shit now,” he taunts, “Thought you was hungry?”
“O—O bondye—P-Papa—!”
I can’t.
The fabric of your top crumples violently in Onyankopon’s fists—fingers twisting, yanking the material taut as he uses it like reins to drive you down onto him. Every bounce wrenches a gasp from your lips, your body jolting with each punishing thrust, his dick spearing into you with a relentless, bruising rhythm. Your face crumples, pouting down at him—eyes glazed, lips swollen and trembling—as he growls up at you in thick, guttural Creole.
"Ou vle sa, mm? Ou vle Papa kraze ou?"
You want me to break yo’ shit, huh?
You nod frantically, a pathetic, shuddering “Mm-hmm—!" hiccuping from your throat as your cream spills obscenely down his shaft, pooling at the base where his balls glisten with your slick.
“I—I’m gonna’ cum—!" you mewl, voice breaking, thighs quivering as your walls flutter wildly around him.
But Onyankopon doesn’t speed up—doesn’t slow down—just keeps grinding you onto him at that same, devastating pace, letting you feel every inch as your orgasm crests. Your back arches, a silent scream tearing through you as your pussy gushes—hot, wet pulses of arousal soaking his lap, dripping down his abdomen in sticky rivulets.
“Regarde ça," Look at that, he mutters, voice rough with lust as he watches you squirt all over him—“Fais un gros désordre, mm?"
’Made a big fuckin’ mess.
Onyankopon’s grip shifts—his hands cinching around your waist as he stands in one fluid motion, twisting you midair before slamming your back flush against his chest. Your breath hitches, fingers scrambling at his forearms as he bends you forward in the same motion, your spine arching obscenely as he crowds over you.
“Ain’t took my pussy like this inna’ minute. Let a nigga feel you.”
This position—back arched deep, ass tilted up, your body folded in half—was never one you could handle. He knew it. You knew it. Years of marriage, and he only pulled it out on two occasions: when you’d pissed him off just enough to deserve it—or when he wanted to ruin you so thoroughly you’d forget your own name.
His dick sinks back into you—slow, sadistic—the stretch bordering on pain as your walls flutter wildly around him. A petulant whimper claws from your throat, your face tucking into your own shoulder as you try to steady yourself.
Too deep. Too much.
Before you can adjust, his palm wraps around your throat from behind—his fingers splayed possessively as he jerks his hips forward, bottoming out with a force that makes your vision blur.
Your cry is muffled against your own skin, tears pricking at your lashes as he starts moving—no build-up, no mercy—just deep, piston-like thrusts that punch the air from your lungs with every snap of his hips.
“Always actin’ brand new,” he grits out, “Like I ain’t had this pussy a thousand times.”
Onyankopon yanks your head back as he starts fucking you with those long, slow, punishing strokes, burying himself to the hilt each time with a rough grunt. Your entire body shudders in shock, fingers clawing at your own ankles as you struggle to stay grounded, but there’s no escape—just the relentless drag of him stretching you open, over and over, the obscene squelch of your soaked pussy echoing in the air between you.
A dumb, pleasure-drunk frown twists your face—eyebrows knitted, lips parted in a silent gasp—before your voice finally shatters into whiny, hiccupping sobs.
“Ohh my god. Shit. Ughn, fuck—!"
Your thighs tremble violently, your back bowing even more as pleasure coils tighter in your gut—each thrust dragging you closer to the edge. But he doesn’t stop, doesn’t slow down. Just keeps stroking into you—rough, unhurried, perfect—until your mind whites out completely.
The next shift happens like lightning—his arms wrapping around you, hauling you flush against his chest as he lifts you just enough that your toes barely skim the floor, his strength suspending you effortlessly between his body and the air. His palm presses flat against your throat again—his lips dragging hot against the shell of your ear as his thrusts turn uneven, deeper, desperate.
“Missed this shit... missed you…”
You’re too far gone to answer—just weakly nodding, your head lolling back against his shoulder as pleasure crackles through every nerve. Onyankopon’s thrusts turn frantic, his breath ragged against your neck, his voice breaking every snap of his hips—
“Shit—fuck—gon’ make me—"
Your body aches—muscles trembling, thighs slick with sweat—but you force yourself to roll your hips back against him anyway, meeting each deep thrust with a weak but determined grind. Your voice is nothing but a breathless whimper, barely audible over the filthy slap of skin, but you need him to hear your words.
“I love you—love you so much—“
Your words dissolve into a gasp as he rams into you again, the force of it making your toes curl against the floor. You tilt your head back, pressing your temple against his, lips brushing his jaw as you whisper—
“Such a good...good father... takin’ care of us.”
Onyankopon groans—low, raw—the sound vibrating against your skin as his fingers flex possessively around your throat.
"Fuck—" he grits out, voice strained—almost shy—as if he’s not used to being unraveled like this.
You reach back blindly, fingers tangling in his braids, tugging just enough to make him growl.
“Sound so pretty,” you slur.
He curses again, biting at your shoulder as if you contain his own pleasure.
“Chill.”
His warning rumbles against your lips, but it's unsteady—almost shaking—his usual arrogance stripped bare as his breath hitches. You don’t listen. Instead, you crash your mouth against his in a sloppy, desperate kiss, swallowing his next groan whole as he thrusts up into you—harder, deeper—his hips pistoning in a rhythm that has you both practically singing into each other’s mouths.
His moan becomes muffled against your lips—“Oooh, shit—“ low and graveled, his forehead pressing against yours as his pace turns erratic. You nod frantically, whimpering in agreement, your own sounds just as broken as his, your nails scraping down his chest as you begin begging him.
“Fill me up, baby.”
And that’s all it takes.
Onyankopon cums with a ragged groan, his entire body tensing as he spills into you in thick, pulsing waves—hot, endless, like he’s been holding back for weeks. His fingers dig into your hips hard enough to bruise as he rides it out, fucking his release even deeper inside you.
You giggle—weak, breathless, but elated—the sensation of him twitching inside you sending little aftershocks of pleasure through your own trembling body.
Onyankopon’s chest heaves against your back, his lips still hovering over yours as he mutters—“Goddamn."
“Mmm,” you arch farther into his touch, “Would’ve gotten that last night if you weren’t so tired…"
His lips drag slowly along the curve of your ear—hot breath making you shiver as he murmurs, “Patience builds tension, girl.”
He grinds deep one last time, lazily rocking into you just to feel your walls flutter weakly around him.
Your fingers tighten around his forearm, a pathetic little “‘M tired now, Papa…" slipping from your lips—weak, whiny, still buzzing from pleasure.
“Oh, ‘you tired now?”
You twist in his arms, draping yourself fully against him—your arms looping around his neck, forehead pressing to his as you sigh, “C’monn, let's go shower."
“Aight. We hunchin’ again?"
“No, boy! I wanna go to bed. It's nearly twelve."
He smacks his lips, eyes flicking past you to the clock on the wall—then freezes.
“It's what time?"
You blink up at him, suddenly aware of the shift in his tone—that dangerous edge creeping in.
“Um…fifteen minutes to twelve?" you offer hesitantly.
Onyankopon exhales sharply through his nose, jaw tightening as he looks down at you with narrowed eyes.
“Imma' kill yo' son."
Your hands fly up in protest, gripping his shoulders—“Well hold on!—He's a little over curfew, it's fine!”
“So now I'm doin' too much?” He smacks his lips, pulling back just enough to level you with a look—mockingly pitching his voice higher, mimicking your earlier whimpers— “’You’re such a good father’—what happened to allat’, huh?"
You squeak, cheeks flushing hot as you slap a hand over his mouth, cutting off his teasing.
“Stop it!”
He licks your palm—nasty—making you yelp and yank your hand back as he grins, triumphant.
“So you gon’ need the belt after him, huh?”
You scrunch your nose.
“No. And you’re grumpy.”
A chuckle rumbles deep in his chest, but he doesn’t pull away—just tilts his head, pressing his forehead a little harder against yours in that way he does when he’s softening, letting you know he’s conceding.
“Imma’ let up, aight?"
Your shoulders relax, fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt as you exhale, melting into him.
“'…’Kay.”
His lips brush your temple before he murmurs, “Lemme’ just call and check on ‘em—after that? Imma’ rub on yo’ feet and knock the fuck out."
You exhale as he finally pulls away, shaking your head with a quiet laugh. Always unable to let go of that protective dad instinct, even when he was supposed to be letting up—but that was just him. Overbearing, stubborn, yours.
The moment settles into something tender as you watch him grab his phone off the coffee table, his heavy silhouette outlined by the dim light of the living room.
“I love you," you murmur, the words slipping out sweet and easy—like they always did.
He pauses mid-step, glancing back at you over his shoulder, the corner of his mouth tilting up in that rare, real smile—the one reserved just for you.
“’Love you more, girl.”
And just like that—the day ends, wrapped in warmth, in home, in family.
𑄽𑄺 warnings 𑄽𑄺 15.9K word count. blackfem!reader, toji fushiguro, mafiagangmember!toji , violence, dominant!toji, sweet!toji, aggressive!toji, sensual sex, black woman, vaginal penetration, rough sex, lil bit of sweet talkin’, creaming, oral [f], choking, praising, LOTS of dirty talk, condom-less sex, kissing, spanking, minors aren’t welcome!
━━ 𝒄𝙤𝒐𝙘𝒉𝙞𝒆𝙛𝒂𝙞𝒓𝙮 𝙩𝒉𝙤𝒖𝙜𝒉𝙩𝒔 .ᐟ this idea came at a random, kinda just for fun. loved it at first, started hating it as i wrote it? was committed to finish. idk. ugh. however, it was inspired by ‘the yakuza wife’ anime. anyways, a lot happened in the real world, sorry y’all. i love you. just enjoy. visuals.
EYES. THEY WERE ALWAYS RECEIVED TO HER BY THE STARE OF OTHER PEOPLE. It was common at this point, so much that it didn’t even offend her—But it should’ve.
Instead, she brought her focus upon the dimly lit lanterns that lead to the end of the market, needing to make it back to Tokyo before dark. Chocolate brown panels above to protect the stores from rain, cherry blossoms sprouting along the poles as she passed by, watching as the bars and restaurants began to pack like sardines within a can.
Back to the staring, she counted about three people today. It wasn’t the worst thing in the world. It just didn’t make sense to her—she’d been in Japan all her life, and she still felt like an outsider. She didn’t have fair skin, silky hair, or a petite frame. She was different, but he always reminded her there was beauty in being like no other.
She’d make sure to grab a small carton of rouge strawberries, her favorite fruit at any time of day. Number four, the man at the counter gives her a strange look as she walks around the store, before suppressing his peculiar stare, replacing it with a respectful smile as she hands him 10,000 yen.
It was a silent two hour ride back home—she knew she was going to get chastised, especially being without protection. The familiar walkway of succulents swayed with the wind as she followed a pathway, now standing in front of the barrier that separated her from the machiya—or house— as he’d taught her to say. She glances up at the camera that tries to hide at the top of the gate, also looking down through the bars as she can see one of the guards pointing a gun directly at her. The groceries become heavier.
She sighs, “Are you gonna let me in, or shoot me?”
When the guard recognizes the familiar voice, he lowers his gun at the same time he bows, constantly repeating, “Sumimasen,” as the top of the gate unlocks.
She gives a polite wave to the older women dressed in their housekeeping attire, they all greet her back, continuing to clean the front porch. She hears one of them call to help her with the groceries, to which she always waved off. Making her way inside, she quickly dropped the groceries in the kitchen, beginning to pull the items out of the bag as she could instantly feel someone behind her. She doesn’t have to look back, knowing it’s the man that’s assigned to follow her everywhere she goes.
She exhales, “You don’t have to hide in the corner, Kenji. Is my grandfather awake?”
Kenji, a tall and muscular man, emerges from the shadows and makes his way into the kitchen. He stands by the fridge, hands behind his back.
"No ma’am, he is still asleep," Kenji replies, his voice low and authoritative. He watches as she unpacks the groceries, his gaze unwavering.
"You didn’t tell anyone you were leaving.”
“Would you have taken me down to Kyoto if I asked?” She raises an eyebrow, knowing the answer to that, “I needed fresh fruit. You would’ve gone out and got it yourself.”
Kenji was an older, extremely serious man. Barely could get a laugh, smile, even the twitch of his face. He’d been the guardian of their family for years, but even he had his stresses when it came to her.
“That doesn’t mean you should leave the estate without me,” he replies stiffly. "You could’ve woken me up and I would’ve taken you.”
“I made it back safely,” she counters, “No one recognized me, so it’s fine. You want a strawberry?” She takes one from the plastic, reaching it out to him.
Kenji eyes the strawberry for a moment, before reluctantly taking it.
"It’s not about making it back safely," he replies, a hint of irritation in his tone. "It’s about the fact that you left without telling anyone. Anything could’ve happened to you."
“Ahh, you took it from me! You’re not that mad, Mamoru,” she calls him the traditional term, “You can save all that intimidation shit for Jiji, not me.”
"Don’t call me that," he mutters, crossing his arms. "And don’t call your grandfather Jiji. Have some respect."
“What? Is Ojiichan better for you?” She questions as she reaches her hand out, “Here. Have another strawberry. You’re mean today.”
Kenji grumbles, but accepts another strawberry anyway.
"Don’t try and butter me up," he mutters, taking a bite. "I’m not mean. I’m just doing my job."
He leans against the counter, looking at her with a mix of annoyance and concern. He taps the piece within his ear, his eyes coming up as he says, “Your grandfathers awake.”
“I’m going,” she’s already beginning to make her way upstairs, “Don’t touch the groceries! I can put them up myself.”
She comes down the hallway, sliding the wooden frame of the door, pressing her hand against the translucent paper as her eyes follow to the sight of her grandfather. Smile lines creased his olive face, even when he wasn’t happy.
She watched the housekeeper dab a cold towel against his face, walking forward as she tells her, “I’m here, you can go take a break,” she gives a light smile, offering to take the towel from her.
The housekeeper nods appreciatively and leaves the room, closing the door behind her. The only sound left is the soft breathing of her grandfather.
He turns his head towards her, his eyes slowly opening. “You’re back,” he rasps, his voice weak.
She sits along the floor beside his bed as she softly replies, “I’m surprised you’re not raising your blood pressure to yell at me.”
Her grandfather manages a weak smile, wincing slightly as he shifts in the bed.
"I'll save my anger for later," he mutters, his voice gruff. "What were you thinking, leaving without telling anyone?"
“I wasn’t gone that long,” she tells him, to which he says, “Bogo de hanashite kudasai.”
She replies, “You’re getting better at your English—can you not be difficult right now?”
"You still haven't explained why you went to the market by yourself."
“I went to your favorite market in Kyoto to find those dumplings you like, I wanted to make ramen,” she says, reaching out as she lightly dabs the towel against his face, “You’ still wanna yell now?”
Her grandfather's gruff exterior softens, and he looks at her with a hint of surprise. He can never stay mad at her.
"No," he mutters, closing his eyes as he lets out a long sigh. "I suppose you did bring me my favorite dumplings."
“How are you feeling?”
Her grandfather grunts, waving off the question. "I'm fine," he says dismissively, "You don't need to worry about me."
He notices the look on her face, and sighs. "I'm tired," he admits, wincing slightly as he tries to sit up more in the bed.
“You’ll feel better once I cook,” she mentions, “Do you want to try to take an actual shower today?”
“I’m too weak to stand,” he mutters, a hint of stubbornness in his voice, “And I don’t need help showering. I’m still capable of taking care of myself.”
“Yet you can’t stand?” She raises an eyebrow.
She watches him lean back into the pillow, breathing as if he’d just done a marathon. The ball in her throat begins to form, and she hates that. She then says, “The man that would kill to protect his family, is now letting cancer take him in the dead of the night. You say I’m stubborn, and you wonder where that comes from?”
He grunts, turning away from her gaze. “Don’t start,” he mutters, his voice hoarse. “I’m an old man. I’ve already lived my life. I don’t need your pity.”
“And I’m not giving it to you,” she swiftly replies, “We could’ve found the best treatment in Japan. And yet here you are, wanting your final days to be in the walls of this home. The leader of the Yakuza—who’s gonna scare the city when you’re gone?”
Her grandfather glares at her, his eyes narrow and sharp. "I've made my decision," he snaps, "This is where I want to be. I'm not some coward who's afraid to face death. And don't talk to me about the Yakuza. I've done everything I needed to do for them."
He lets out a deep sigh, his shoulders sagging as he leans back against the pillows. "I don't need you to remind me that I'm dying."
She brings her head down, staring along the towel she holds. She says softly, “Gomen’nasai,” her throat becoming tight again as she continues, “I just wish you weren’t trying to run away from me.”
"I'm not running away from you," he says, his tone gruff but gentle. "I'm just tired. I've spent my whole life fighting and I just want to rest now."
She knows that. It’s just hard to hear. The man that raised her, taught her everything she needed to know, maybe even more. She hesitates, “Nani ka kiite mo īdesu ka?”
He nods, intertwining his fingers back together, laying himself properly back along the pillows beneath his body.
“Do you regret the life you lived?”
The question is general, although she wants to be specific. She slowly continues, “I know you for who you are, but others don’t. They feared you, feared the people you brought in. You—killed people, did illegal things. Would you have changed that?”
Her grandfather lets out a long sigh, thinking about her question. He is silent for a moment, contemplating his life spent.
"Yes," he finally says, his voice rough. "There are many things I regret about the life I lived. Things I did that I wish I could undo. But I did what I thought was necessary for the family."
He looks at her, his eyes meeting hers. "But I never regret meeting your grandmother, and I never regret having your father. And I never regret bringing you into this world."
She suppresses her smile as she says, “You’re getting soft on me, Jiji.”
"I'm not getting soft," he mutters, rolling his eyes. "I'm just being honest. However, I have one dying wish.”
She nods her head, waiting for him to continue. He then says, “You will be twenty-six soon, and all I ask is that you’re married before I die.”
She frowns, “That’s not long, Jiji, what am I supposed to do? Go out and pick a husband off of the street?”
Her grandfather smiles at her reaction, amused by her stubbornness. "No, obviously not," he chuckles, coughing a little at the end. "I don’t expect you to pick the first man you see. But you need to start thinking about it. You need to find a good man, someone who will take care of you after I’m gone."
“I can take care of myself,” she’s always told him, “I’ll be the first in your generation to be lonely with cats.”
Her grandfather grunts, looking at her with a mixture of amusement and annoyance. "Don’t be ridiculous. You’re not going to live alone with cats."
“I suspect you have a line up of men to offer to me?” She raises an eyebrow, “I don’t think I’m fond of being with those Yakuza crazies you keep under your wing.”
He studies her again, his eyes narrowed. "They’re respectable men. You're not a little girl anymore. It's time to start thinking about your future."
“I do think about my future. I’m trying to finish school to become a registered nurse, but you seem to tune out as soon as I tell you that,” she reminded him. Her grandfather was unfortunately an extremely traditional man, only seeing women to be taken care of by men.
"You're wasting your time with that," he grumbles, his eyes flickering back to hers. "You don't need to work. You have enough money to live comfortably for the rest of your life. And you certainly don't need to be a nurse. You're a woman, not a doctor."
“So what are you saying?”
“I’m saying that I’ve found someone for you.”
Her frown deepens. She says, “Ojiichan, I hope you aren’t insinuating an arranged marriage.”
“An arranged marriage is not something you should reject right away," he says gruffly. "I know the perfect man for you. He's respectful, wealthy, and he comes from a good family in the Yakuza.”
“What happened to not wanting me married off to a man like you or my father? The one who robbed, cheated, lied, killed? That’s what you want for me?” She sharply replies.
"Don’t you talk to me like that," he snaps, "I worked hard for this family. So did my son. I made sure we had power and a life most people dreamed of. This is a good man—strong, traditional. You will meet him tomorrow.”
Your eyes widen slightly, “What? ‘The hell do you mean tomorrow?”
Her grandfather looks at her sternly, his eyes piercing into hers. "You will meet him tomorrow. I'm not asking you, I’m telling you. You will get dressed and you will sit with him for tea."
He raises a hand when she starts to speak, silencing her. "This is not a discussion. You will meet him, and you will be polite. Understood?"
When she goes to argue again, his hand raises further, her eyes catching the trail of ink littered along the back of his arm, knowing it followed all the way up his back, down his spine. It was a reminder of who he once was, and the authority in his tone also did that.
He says, “This is my dying wish, Sayuki. You will do this.”
The call of her full name, she knows it’s no room for argument. She wasn’t ready to meet anyone, let alone be married. But this was all he asked of her, and she wanted to respect his wishes in death.
She nods her head, “Okay.”
Her grandfather’s expression softens slightly as he sees her nod. He lowers his hand, gesturing to the door, “Good. Now go make my gyoza, a dying man needs to eat.”
At this moment, she thought about poisoning his food. But she gave him something easier. A fake smile, a bow, and exiting the room.
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CHAMOMILE TEA. That’s what she remembered from this interaction. When the next day came, it flew by just to spite her. It was now closer to the evening, the lanterns of the night beginning to light as she stood within the mirror of her bedroom. She turned her body as she looked at herself, the backless pale yellow dress flowing down to her thin golden heels, straps wrapped around the tattoos along her feet. The top of her dress tied into a bow around her neck, dark hair up within a matching claw clip.
If there was a luxury her grandfather had given her, it was to dress however she chose. He’d shoot on sight for anyone that had an opinion on it. Tendrils flew around the caramel complexion of her face, honey brown freckles showing through her makeup despite her foundation, fox eyes slender beneath her lash extensions, pointing upwards along her face.
She pressed the brown outline of her cupid's bow lips to mix with the mauve closest to her mouth, spraying herself of a sensuous vanilla and jasmine scent before she made her way out of the door, Kenji immediately following behind.
She asked him softly, “Do I look okay?” Knowing the older man didn’t have much opinion, but she needed some type of reaction from someone.
Kenji looked at her, his expression stoic as usual, his eyes roaming over her figure, "You look beautiful," he said, his voice dry as usual.
He paused for a moment, his eyes lingering on her face, "But you’re nervous," he added, “You’re squeezing your hands together."
“I know,” she sighs, “What if this is the husband of my dreams, Kenji? Like those dramatic movies I used to watch as a kid?”
He patted her shoulder reassuringly, "Just...try to act normal. And don’t punch him, at least not right away."
She huffs out a breath, “Thanks.”
She then slides the opening door to her grandfather's room, seeing as a housekeeper sat beside him, pressing a spoon to his mouth as she fed him soup.
Sayuki greeted, “I hear a lot of noise from downstairs, Jiji, are your children already running amuck?”
“Don’t joke like that,” he said, his tone gruff, “But yes, half of the clan’s already gathering. They’ll be at a meeting while you’re on your date.”
“Did you have to do that the same day? I’d rather avoid the embarrassment,” she replies, “…You didn’t tell me my dress was pretty.”
“You look like a delicate flower, my child.”
That makes her feel at ease. She then says, “Don’t let those idiots rummage the fridge, please? Those groceries are for you. I’ll be in the garden if you need me, okay?”
Her grandfather grunts, waving her off with a hand, "Don't show that attitude when you meet him. Don't be sharp-tongued or sarcastic. Act like a proper lady."
She keeps from rolling her eyes. Leaning down closer to the bed, she gives him a kiss on the cheek, before sliding the door closed and making her way downstairs. The men of the Yakuza filled the entire living room and kitchen, rowdy, loud, cigarette smoking, talking shit. Matching black suits, dark hair—an intimidation brought all along Tokyo. It was as if she hadn’t passed by, throaty laughs filling the house as they continued to play cards, arguing with one another.
She was back to following the path of plants, leading up to the gazebo that was surrounded by clear water, koi fish and flowers she’d planted herself, or even helped the housekeeper plant. Her eyes fell over the figure sitting on the inside of it, a table now in the middle of the seating area, small bowls, cups and mugs placed atop. She glanced back at Kenji who now stood by the door that led back into the house, far away enough from the garden, but close enough if anything happened. Her eyes gazed over the smoke that released from the cigarette in between his scarred lip, his frame unfamiliar to her eyes.
Her eyes slowly dragged over the man seated in her gazebo, taking him all in. His broad, muscular shoulders. His sharp jawline. His tall figure even when seated, long legs traveling for miles. Onyx hair and eyebrows furrowed, the dark suit he wore hugged against his large frame that could’ve exploded the seams of material.
She couldn't help but find him attractive already—and maybe a little intimidating. She took a deep breath, gathering the last bit of her courage, and walked through the garden towards him.
She lifted her leg onto the step, taking him in even closer. When his eyes finally met hers, her heart thumped, as his face wasn’t the best at expressing his emotions. Her hands clasped together in front of her, and she gave him a respectful bow—although she didn’t want to—making her way to the opposite side of the table as she sat herself down. His hand was huge, two fingers molding around his cigarette, plump lips taking another inhale as he scanned her. A couple minutes of silence go past, before his deep, attractive voice is the first to speak.
“Nihongo o hanasemasu ka?”
She blinks, trying to hide the scrunch in her nose as she replies, “I prefer to use English. Why wouldn’t I speak Japanese?”
He doesn’t give an answer, only using his eyes to frown at her. She does roll her eyes this time, briefly explaining, “My mother is black. I’m fluent in both English and Japanese, if that’s what you’re trying to confirm.”
He seemed completely uninterested, his expression still blank. He took another drag of his cigarette, blowing the smoke out, his eyes never leaving her. After a moment, he spoke in English.
“You’re not what I was expecting.”
“Am I supposed to apologize for that?” She raises an eyebrow.
He narrowed his eyes at her, his expression cold, but amused, “Nah. An apology is unnecessary.”
His eyes flicker over her figure again, the corner of his lip twitching slightly, “But an introduction wouldn’t hurt, yeah?”
She crossed her right leg over her left, clearing her throat in a way to retract her question as she replies, “Sayuki. And you?”
“Toji Fushiguro.”
His eyes traveled down to her legs as she shifted them, watching her move.
“It’s a pretty name,” he says suddenly, taking another drag. “Sayuki. ‘Longevity, long-lived’.”
“You knew that off the top of your head?” She questions, “I don’t know what your name means.”
He chuckled slightly, a rare sound, his deep voice making her heart thump again before he responded.
“Lucky,” he says, blowing another stream of smoke out, “My name means ‘lucky’.”
“Are you lucky?” She tilts her head, “I would say the habit of smoking is relatively unlucky.”
“Are you worried about my health after ten minutes of knowing each other?”
The question throws her off a bit. She wasn’t trying to have the upper hand in this conversation, but she surely didn’t want to seem nervous. She felt her face go warm as she counters, “Smoking is a bad habit for anyone. My grandfather did it a lot, one of the reasons he’s on his deathbed sooner than I’d like him to be.”
He looked at her steadily, the light smoke from his cigarette curling into the air as he watched her through the haze.
“I’m not worried shit like life expectancy,” he says simply, “My job comes first. If smoking helps me get through stress, then fuck it.”
“You Yakuza men seem to never care about something as important as your health, or your life,” she points out, “You think if you got married your wife wouldn’t be worried about that?”
Toji chuckled again, a dry sound, but an amused one. “Who says I’m looking to get married?”
“Then why are we talking then?” She questions, “Isn’t that what we’re here for?”
Toji’s expression darkened slightly at her question, his eyes flickering with a flash of annoyance. But then he chuckled again, a mocking, arrogant sound.
“My old man’s making me talk to you,” he says, taking another drag of his cigarette, “He’s your Ojiichan’s right hand. Wants me to start a family, continue the bloodline and all that bullshit. So here I am.”
Yup, there it was. Her patience was thinning.
She then asks, “And you don’t want that?”
“Nah,” he said simply, “Not at all.”
He then smirked again, his dark gaze piercing her’s, “Why, do you want to start a family, Sayuki?”
The way he said her name, emphasizing the pronunciation in their native tongue made her shift a bit. It was annoying. She answers honestly despite his tone, “I’m about to be twenty six, so a family would be nice. But I want my degree first, I’m studying to be a registered nurse. I wanna help people in ways my grandfather wouldn’t allow me to help him.”
"A career nurse," he repeats, “How noble and selfless of you."
She raises her posture up a bit, “What is that supposed to mean?”
His dark eyes dragged over her figure again, “You’re pretty as fuck—enough to marry an old millionaire, who’d pamper you ‘till the day you die.”
She now becomes visibly irritated, “I’m not tryna’ be a housewife and pop out a bunch of kids if that’s what you think by looking at me.”
“And why not? That’s what you were designed to do. A body like that and such a pretty ass face. You’d be worth the fuck.”
Yeah, that was it. She takes the steaming tea in front of her, chucking it directly in his face, letting the actual cup follow after. She stands as she spits, “A disrespectful ass mouth like that, I can see why you’d still be ‘wife searching at your grown age. Go fuck yourself.”
She’s already stomping away, fire in her eyes as she mutters, “Fuckin’ stupid ass nigga—Kenji! Let’s go!”
Toji’s eyes widen for a moment as the steaming tea is splashed into his face, his skin searing against the liquid as it hits him, cup following after. He looked to see the large bodyguard standing by the porch, and even he was shocked. All he could do as he watched her fly past him was give Toji a helpless stare before muttering, “Yes ma’am.”
In the past years of her grandfather being sick, the next five days was the first time she’d heard him curse in the longest. His anger trickled over to guards, staff within the house, even his men who worked for him. He was pissed after hearing what his granddaughter had done. She stayed in the room if she wasn’t checking on him, and the moment she saw him ready to go off, she would grow wings and fly. He’d be fine eventually.
She was now within the living room, palms and feet pressed along a mat as she did her morning stretches, talking on the phone with her mom to tell her of the situation.
“Chile, I don’t know why you’re calling me. Kenji already told me what happened—had your grandfather called, the man would’ve written his own eulogy. Doctor said his pressure is at an all time high,” her mom said, chuckling into the phone.
Sayuki sighs, “I wasn’t trying to give the man a heart attack.“
“I’m sure you didn’t, honey. But you know that first impressions matter.”
She brings herself to her knees, halting her stretching as she deadpans, “Momma. I understand the cultures around here, okay? Respect is big and all that shit. Jiji taught me that. Ole’ boy was the disrespectful one. I just gave him a taste of his own medicine. Or tea, to be specific.”
“I know he was being rude, but you know how important this is for your grandfather.”
There’s a pause between them, before her mother’s voice comes through the line again, a bit softer this time, “It won’t hurt to try and get along with him. At least for your Jiji’s sake, yeah?”
“That’s if I ever see the bastard again. You know Grandpa said? That he made some valid points in our conversation—he thinks all I’m supposed to make of myself is the perfect wife,” she shakes her head, raising her leg out to stretch the muscles behind.
Her mother is silent for a few long moments, before sighing again. “You know your grandfather is stuck in his traditional ways. You can’t expect for him to just change this late in life. Your father was the same way—just wanted me to pop out babies.”
She knew her mom wouldn’t have much commentary on this, considering she’d lived as a housewife for years before her husband's passing. She couldn’t handle the life Sayuki’s father lived, being within the Japanese Mafia—but her father in law refused to be without his granddaughter. So she let her stay in Tokyo, and went to the states to set out her own dreams.
Sayuki sighs, “How’s the army treating you, Sergeant? Where do they have you based right now?”
Her Mom chuckles slightly into the phone, an amused sort of sound, “I swear they have me stationed in the middle of bumfuck nowhere. Texas, in the middle of this town called Waco. The people here are good ‘ol bible-thumping country folk. I’m terrified.”
Sayuki laughs, “You’ wanted to be head honcho so bad, now they’ got you in places you’ve never been before.”
Her mother is quiet for a moment, still chuckling, before she speaks again. “The job’s more stressful than I imagined,” she says, “But I’m getting the hang of it. I’m stationed at the base now, working with the new guys and whatnot,” She paused for another moment, before she sighs and continued, “I really need to get stationed back in Tokyo, though. I miss you and your Jiji a lot, you know.”
She hates that feeling of tightness in her throat. She told her mom to live out her dreams with her being an adult, and that she would be fine under the protection of her grandfather. But she also needed the only parent she had left.
“I miss you too, momma.”
She then hears the sliding door open to the hallway, Kenji appearing with a bow as he greets, “Ohayou gozaimasu. Your grandfather would like to speak to you.”
Sayuki sits on the floor fully as she raises an eyebrow, “He’s awake already?”
Her mom’s still on the phone, a soft hum coming from the line before she questions, “He’s not a morning person. You’ really gave him a heart attack, huh?”
Kenji replies, “He seems to be fine. He’s awake and very much alive,” He glances at Sayuki and bows again, before saying, “His orders were to bring you to his room.”
“Alright momma, I’ll try to call you before you turn in your phone again. I love you, always,” she doesn’t want to hang up, but her grandfather could be an impatient man, especially if he was upset.
Her mother’s voice filters through the line again, a familiar, comforting sound. “I love you, too. Stay safe, okay?”
Then, she’s gone, and Kenji turns his attention back to her. The big man just silently starts walking, obviously expecting her to follow.
Sayuki follows him down the hallway, making their way to her grandfather's bedroom. She sends off Kenji as she slowly opens the door, to be greeted by a housekeeper who’s nervously patting his face with a cold sponge. She tells her, “You can go. Thank you.”
The housekeeper immediately scurries off, taking the towel and bucket with her. Sayuki’s left alone with her grandfather now, who’s sitting up in bed, a newspaper on his lap. His eyes flicker up to her for a few moments, still sharp as ever.
“Do you come in peace?” She questions, sitting herself beside the bed, “I see you have the newspaper. You must be in a good mood.”
“The doctor said my pressures have risen,” he starts, his voice still surprisingly even, “But I am still breathing. If you hadn’t annoyed me so greatly, I would probably have another decade in my life.”
“Oh? So it’s my fault now? How about you’ put your lil’ gang members in check?” She crossed her arms.
Her grandfather’s eyes widened slightly at her blunt words, obviously surprised. He looks at her for a few long moments. Then, he shakes his head, “I taught you to respect men. Why can’t you be a little more…well… gentle? Polite?”
“I was soft and feminine like you want me to be. He’s the one that said he didn’t want to be married, and that I wasn’t even his type. He doesn’t even like black women,” she rambles.
As she sees her grandfather’s face, she rolls her eyes as she corrects herself, “Okay—he ain’t say all that. But he did say he was only there for his father’s sake.”
“It doesn’t matter what he said. “I know that boy’s a bit arrogant. A little rude too. But family is important. He’s my right hand’s son.”
His eyes narrow slightly as he looks at her, saying, “And you have no choice in whether you marry him. You’re getting older, Sayuki. Twenty-six is not young anymore. I’m not letting you leave this house unless you’re a wife.”
“Is this my death sentence? What did I do to deserve this treatment?” She flops herself on the end of the bed, “Have you’ no heart?”
Her grandfather simply rolls his eyes, his expression unchanging, “Don’t be so dramatic, Sayuki. You know how marriage works in this family. I had an arranged marriage, and so did your father. The men pick their wives.”
He paused before leaning forward a bit in the bed, asking, “...Why are women so damn stubborn these days?”
“Cause this isn’t the fifties, that’s why!” She exclaims.
He takes a deep breath as he mutters, “Now if I become as dramatic as you and die right here on the spot, you’ll be very upset with me.”
He lets a few minutes of silence pass before he says, “…With your father not here, I won’t have anyone to protect you when I’m gone, Sayuki.”.
She sits up a bit, hearing as he becomes serious. She comes closer to him on the bed as she lays her head on his shoulder, “I can take care of myself, Grandpa.”
Her grandfather takes her small hand into his large, calloused one, his fingers gently intertwining with hers. He sighs, “You may be a strong young woman, but you’re too reckless. It’s not safe in this world. No matter how prepared you are to defend yourself.”
He squeezes her hand slightly, “When you asked me the regrets I have—it made me think, with the kind of family I have, who’s going to protect my Mago when I’m gone? The people that hate me, the people that won’t be able to hurt me because I’m gone, so they hurt you?”
Arranged marriage sounded silly to her, but with the family she had, she understood where her grandfather was coming from. He wasn’t doing this to force anything on her. He just wanted to make sure she was safe—even without him.
She squeezes his hand, giving him a kiss on the cheek as she suggests, “Maybe I can talk to him. But he needs to apologize. If he doesn’t, I’m not agreeing to this, is that fair?”
Her grandfather grunts again, his expression unchanging as a soft sigh escapes him, “He’s not a man to grovel. And you’ve already left a bad first impression. He won’t apologize for anything. That’s how we raised them, “He pauses for a few moments before giving her hand a tight squeeze again.
“....But I will speak to him.” He finalizes, his voice low.
“See! Don’t you feel better when you talk things out instead of being violent? A lot of your issues would’ve been solved better that way,” she gives him a smile.
Her grandfather grunts once more, his gaze fixed on the window away from her, “Violence is good when there’s nothing else to talk about. But I’m glad you feel better—because you’ll be going with him to fetch some groceries to cook dinner tonight.”
She immediately pulls her hand back, stepping off the bed as she says, “Huh? A meal? Who he’ think he is—Buddha?”
“Sayuki,” He warns.
He takes a deep breath, before continuing to speak, “You’re going to go to the store. Then you’ll come back here and cook for him. And maybe by then, you’ll have managed to impress him with your lovely personality.”
“Why can’t Kenji just go with me? You want me and Toji to go, alone, as if I don’t want to put a fork up his ass? You said you don’t want me traveling to Kyoto without him anyways,” she crosses her arms.
“Gengo,” her grandfather snaps, “Just because I’m old doesn’t mean I won’t break your ass in two. Toji will go with you. I’m tired of arguing with you. I want to take a nap.”
“Well go take your old man ass nap, then!” She exclaims, “And now you’re not getting any of your favorite fruits!”
She opens the slide door, shrieking as a tall frame stands on the side of the wall, instantly recognizing the cigarette that hangs between the dark pink lips she’d seen days before.
She exasperates, “Great—this was a set up! I don’t like anybody in this house.”
Her grandfather chuckles gruffly, a low, amused sound, just as Toji takes a long drag of his cigarette. He glances her way, still leaning against the wall as he speaks, “Good to see you too. I can feel the love.”
“Shouldn’t you be somewhere recovering from third degree burns?” She continues walking, making her way back towards the living room, purposely walking fast in hopes that she’d lose him.
Toji pushes off the wall, easily catching up behind her as he questions, “Why are you so hellbent on avoiding me?”
“Hm, I don’t know—maybe cause you told me all I would be is a good fuck? You remember that?” She pushes the door open to the living room, stepping back onto her yoga mat.
“Yeah, I remember clearly.”
He glances over her, adding, “Although, you’re a lot more interesting than I thought you’d be when this all started.”
She sighs, “If you’re doing this for some brownie points from my grandfather, we can wrap this up quick as fuck, Fushiguro. I’m not sensitive, okay? But what you said hurt my feelings. I was being nice to you, even if I wasn’t keen on this arranged marriage thing in the first place. I need to finish stretching, so are we done?”
At her words, Toji takes a puff from his cigarette, before taking it out of his mouth and crushing it out.
“I’m here to apologize.”
She crosses her arms over each other, raising an eyebrow at that, “Are you saying that because someone asked you to?”
“Why were you so pissed about some words that came out of my mouth?” He questions, “You could’ve easily ignored them.“
“You don’t even know me. You assumed that I’m some airhead ass girl that’s looking to be sold to the highest bidder. Well I’m not. I have my own dreams and ambitions, none of them involving a man unless I decide that for myself.”
Toji looks at her for a few moments in silence. He runs a hand through his dark hair, before speaking once more.
“So I hurt your feelings.” he mutters. “And you’re not some airhead. Anything else I should know?”
His stare was intense at times, and it made her feel naked under the SKIMS army green romper she wears, headband and glasses pulling her hair out of her face. Facing him, she reaches down to grab for her ankles, stretching her legs out as she huffs, “That’s your form of an apology?”
He does take the time to watch her stretch, but doesn’t comment on it, just saying, “Goddamn, girl. I’m trying. I’ve never apologized to someone without a gun to my head.”
He takes a step forward, his head lowered as he stares down, now practically upside down with her.
“I have a habit of saying shit I don’t mean. So I’m sorry. You can throw some more scorching ass tea on me again if you want.”
She pulls her hair out of her face as she stands up, looking around the expression on his face. It’s the same—eyebrows low, waiting for a response. But it doesn’t lack sincerity.
She sighs, leaning down as she begins rolling up her yoga mat, “I’m not gonna do that. My grandpa will throw me into a pit of fire if he hears I assaulted you again.”
He watches her roll up the yoga mat, “You’ still mad at me?”
She looks up at him, tilting her head as she questions, “Do you want me to be?“
“I don’t know.”
He glances down at her, eyes lingering for a moment on her exposed skin, before he returns his gaze to her face, “If you’re not mad, what are you?”
“Ready to take this long ass train ride to Kyoto,” she finalizes, making her way around him, “I need to go shower.”
“What, no invite?”
“And somehow you’ve managed to lose points again,” she dismisses, slamming the door shut to her bedroom.
When comes out of her bedroom an hour later, she steps into the hallway to glance along the full body mirror—as she usually did. She pulled her dark hair behind her ear as it was in straightened layers, her usual makeup along her face that consisted of cat eyed extensions, her lip combo of brown and mauve, lower eyelid filled with the matching dark brown of her lips. Her leather jacket clung to her frame, showing off a bit of her midriff as her pants mimicked the tops material, hips desperately wanting to bust out the seams.
She notices Toji along the wall, tilting her body to the side as she states to him, “I don’t know what shoes to wear.”
Toji’s eyes flicker her way, a brief, almost unnoticeable glance at her frame, then back to her face, then back to her frame. He’ll shamelessly admit that his jaw tightened, and maybe he felt his dick jump.
“You’ asking for my opinion?”
“Jiji is the worst dressed man on the planet, and Kenji is hiding so—yes.”
She eyes him in the mirror as he walks behind her, turning her head as she notices the look he gives her. She raises an eyebrow, “What?”
“You look good as fuck, you know that?”
“You’re not telling me what shoes I need to wear,” she almost pouts, “I wanna go before it hits noon!”
Toji doesn’t respond right away, just looking her up and down again, his gaze lingering for a few seconds on her hips, before he mutters, “You’re hard headed as hell. I said you looked good. I didn’t say what shoes you should wear. If it’s gonna make you hurry up, you should wear heels.”
“‘Kay’,” she turns around, making her way back into her room with a twist to her hips. She finds a pair of her Dior black pumps, knowing she’d be fine in those for most of the day as they were comfortable. She sprays herself of her vanilla scent, shaking her head from side to side, throwing her head back to fix her hair.
“You don’t have to watch me, you know.”
He pushes off the wall again with his foot, moving toward her now. He’s a very imposing man, his form broad and tall. He’s at least a full foot and a half taller than her.
“My fault. I have a hard time looking away. You’ ready?”
She grabs her purse as she nods, “Mhm,” giving him a quick head to toe. He’s more simple in his clothes, a long black sleeve that hugs his muscular frame, belt, jeans and hefty boots along his feet, hair tossed around the sculpted sharpness of his face. Her eyes flick down to his wrist as she sees the ink hiding beneath the material, coming forward as she pulls it farther up to fully cover it, “The point of your Irezumi is that it’s supposed to be hidden.”
His wrist feels like hot iron under her fingertips. He can’t help but look down at her as she touches his wrist, her head slightly tipped back to look up at him. Fuck, she’s gorgeous from this angle.
He raises an eyebrow as he grunts, “I know that,” allowing her to fix his clothing.
“I can see it on the back of your neck too,” she points out, reaching up, wrapping her fingers lightly in between his neck and back, “You should put a jacket on.”
The tightness on his jaw returns, his gaze fixed on her as his voice drops to a low murmur, “Are you gonna let go any time soon?”
She hesitates, her fingers still sitting on his upper back as she questions, “Am I making you uncomfortable?” She then fully pulls herself back, “I’m sorry.”
“Did I say that?”
“No.”
“Then why are you apologizing?”
Before she can reply, he’s already going around her, heading down the hallway to pull the Harley Davidson leather jacket over his body, her eyes also taking notice of the M9 gun he places in the back of his pants. He nods his head in the direction of the door, and she follows after, not before quickly diving into the room to give her grandfather a kiss goodbye.
The train ride had been…interesting for her to say the least. With it being the weekend, it was one of its busier days, the train compact with people to a point where they had to stand. Sayuki leaned her back against the window of the train as Toji hovered over her, hand gripping the bar up top. When the train came to a stop, everyone began slanting forward, trying to catch their weight on themselves. Toji’s body connected to hers, pressing his chest lightly against her nose to keep her from moving.
She inhaled quietly, the scent of his cologne trapping her nostrils, his jaw touching the top of her head making her heart speed up a bit.
He tried not to be too obvious as he watched her from his view, but damn, she was pretty like this too. Under him like this. It felt like she belonged there.
It didn’t become any better the moment they arrived in the bustling streets of Kyoto. The cherry blossoms hung along the top of the buildings, brightly lit colored signs coaxing in their next customer. There was a feeling coming to him he’d never experienced before, watching as she politely spoke to people who passed her, talked up the people who worked within the stores, complimented each woman's outfit she saw. Hell, she’d even crouched down, sneaking the sample of food offered to her to a homeless cat mewling close by an alleyway.
Toji was starting to realize just how opposite their personalities were, but God, she had a certain…charm to her. He’d been silent, watching her with a blank expression as she interacted with everyone they passed, never breaking that smile. Toji was gruff, blunt, intimidating—didn’t bother to look at anyone twice. Yet she was the opposite in every way. How could they ever be compatible?
She makes her way into a smaller market, empty as she knew it was more expensive than the ones on the outside. But this was usually where she bought all of her fresh produce. She glances at the man at the counter, seeing as he flicks his eyes up to her, sitting himself up more straight—as if he had to keep his attention on her.
She looks around, “Is there anything in particular you like to eat?” She questions, turning herself towards Toji who stays close to the front door, lighting a cigarette between his lips.
Toji takes a long puff from the cigarette resting between his lips, his dark eyes following her through the small shop.
He takes a moment before replying, “I like fish.”
His eyes glance over her form, her ass practically calling to him in those pants. She was sexy without even trying.
“How about Sashimi? Are you okay with yellowtail?”
She’s so concerned with his taste buds, Toji only seems to notice the grimace the man at the counter continues giving her.
He looks back at her, and while his eyes are still focused, his tone is a bit more softened as he replies, “Yeah, that’s fine,” taking another long breath from the cigarette between his lips.
“Okay,” she says softly, talking more to herself as she decides how she wants to cook the fish. When she has all of her ingredients, she comes up to the register as she sees the fruits are behind the counter. She greets, “Ohayo gozaimasu, do you have fresh strawberries by chance?”
“No strawberries today,” he doesn’t return her greeting, cutting straight to her question as it’s nowhere near friendly.
She frowns a bit, “Are you sure? I come here for them often, the lady that works usually gives me a good amount.”
“I said we don’t have any,” he replies again, his eyes lingering over her, “Are you done?”
He’s clearly not looking at her in a very favorable way, a look of irritation and disdain written on his face.
From Toji’s stance, he can see behind the counter, looking directly at a box of what looks to hold strawberries. And as he notices the man now glaring at him, he raises an eyebrow, pulling the cigarette down from his lips, blowing out a puff. When Sayuki notices this as well, she turns back to Toji, putting together that he may have known Toji from being a part of the Yakuza. The owners of this store had to be from a clan that wasn’t too fond of them.
She then says, “We’re not coming here to cause any trouble, I just wanted my strawberries. I can buy a bundle of them?” She offers, beginning to rummage her purse for the money.
“We don’t serve the likes of you people,” the cashier spits.
And from the way he looks at her in disgust, it feels personal. Her eyebrows lower against her face, hating the way that once again—her feelings are hurt.
She sighs, “It’s fine. Let’s just go.”
Toji’s jaw clenches, his entire body stiffening. Something about the way her expression broke had his blood boiling.
“Go? Yeah, nah. I’m good on’ that.”
When he pushes himself off the wall, he’s already standing in front of the counter. In one swift motion, the shriek from this man fills the entire store as Toji has him by his shirt, tugging him halfway over the counter. He fights against the one hand holding him in a effortless yet painful grip, shouting as Toji casually sighs, “Shut up,” raising his cigarette, ashing the man on his forehead. He then takes it back to his lips as he talks, “Now see, we didn’t even have to do all this,” removing the gun from the back of his pants, tapping it against the side of the man’s cheek.
Sayuki steps back, eyes wide as she panics, “Toji! It’s fine!”
It’s like he doesn’t even hear her, his eyes fixated on the trembling man in his hands.
“Strawberries, right?”
When the man replies with a stutter, “Y-Yes, sir,” Toji’s expression doesn’t soften, “You got ‘em in back?”
He nods his head quickly, whimpering again, “Y-yes, sir.”
The sight of that man that just had so much mouth for Sayuki, now stuttering and terrified in Toji’s hold, Sayuki can’t help the slightly scared giggle that stumbles from her lips, shocked at what she’s witnessing.
That single sound of laughter reaches his ears, catching his attention as he slightly turns to glance her way, “Oh you like that shit, huh?”
When he looks back at the cashier, his voice drops even deeper, “Apologize to the pretty lady.”
The man replies instantly, “Yes, yes! I’m so sorry!”
Sayuki is still giggling, watching as Toji shoves the man back so hard that he knocks into the wall of objects behind him, nearly falling onto the floor. He presses his gun back into his pants, adjusting his jacket as he mutters, “‘Made me get all out of character,” before he says, “Go get the strawberries before I actually get mad.”
The man scrambles on shaky legs, pulling out the box of fruit behind him as he says, “T—Take them! Take everything you need!”
Sayuki politely takes two cartons as she gives him a smile, “Thank you,” as Toji tugs the register closer to him, knocking his fist down to it, watching as it opens, pulling cash out of the object.
She shakes her head, “Now you’re doing too much.”
“They don’t call me a criminal for nothin’, baby,” he puffs out some smoke, “You’ hungry?”
She sighs, keeping her complaints to herself as she puts all her groceries within her tote bag as she sighs, “Starving, actually.”
“Good.”
He takes one last drag from the cigarette, before flicking it to the floor, watching as the man flinches, thinking he was gonna toss it towards him.
“C’mon,” he gruffs, “It’s on me. Or him, in this case.”
They make it to a restaurant a couple of blocks down, Sayuki placing the strap of her tote against the chair behind her, giving a polite smile as the waiter places the food down against the table. She glances up at Toji, taking the mini slice of pizza as she questions, “Are you gonna smoke in every building we go to?”
“You gonna bother me every time I do?” he shoots back.
She scrunches her nose, “You’re supposed to be nice to me. Wanna bite of my pizza?” She offers, raising the slice towards him.
He raises a dark eyebrow, a huff of a laugh leaving him as he leans forward, his jaw parting slightly as she brings the pizza to his mouth, biting into it. When she pulls her hand back, he chews silently before replying, “I didn’t shoot that dumbass in the store, and I just took a bite of your food without arguing. I’m Peter Pan at this point.”
The laugh that falls from her mouth is bubbly, wrapping her full lips around her straw. Once again, she’s back to noticing him staring at her, she raises an eyebrow as she says, “Why are you always just looking?”
“Can’t help it. Got some pretty ass lips.”
“Quit flirting,” she moves her hair behind her shoulder, glancing down at her phone to distract herself from the warmth that comes along her face.
She then hears him remind, “You never told me how school was going.”
She peers her head up, “Why do you care now?”
He doesn’t even look phased by the question, “Can’t I ask? You’d rather I don’t show any interest in you?”
She sighs a bit, “I don’t think you’d know anything about it.”
Toji’s eyebrows raise up at her response, “Why you’ said that shit like I’m uneducated?”
He leans in closer, his knee now touching hers beneath the table, the feeling intimate, “Talk to me.”
She tilts her head, trying to adjust her knee away from his, but it’d be too obvious to completely shift the way she sits. So she leaves it there.
“I’m tryna’ get my Bachelors in Science. Meaning I have to take some stupid ass, hard ass class like Pathophysiology. They teach shit like that in the Mafia handbook since you know everything?”
“You don’t need a degree to know how the human body works, baby,” he replies, “Seen a lot of dead bodies in my time.”
“Gross,” she dismisses, “Hearing that makes it all the more worse. This is harder than college advanced math for me. Maybe I’m just stupid or something,” she presses her lips together, leaning her head in the palm of her hand, placing her elbow against the table. He can see the change in her expression, the way her mood visibly drops.
“Baby,” he sighs, her heart fluttering a bit at the pet name, “You can’t really think I was callin’ you stupid.”
“I know you weren’t. It’s just— I’ve taken this class twice, and I’m someone who believes shit happens for a reason—maybe this isn’t my path, cause I’d be able to pass if it was meant for me, right?” She blinks, her lashes fluttering heavily.
“Or,” he interjects, “Maybe you need to learn how to ask for help instead of just assuming you’re incapable of passin’.”
He can see her brain processing, a slow flicker of shock and confusion in her gaze. When she just stares at him, silent, he confirms, “You don’t gotta deal with all your problems alone.”
“This is where you just say I’m pretty and my brain is big,” she rolls her eyes, picking a pepperoni slice off her pizza, chewing against it to distract herself.
“Baby, I’ll call you pretty whenever you want. But I’d like it even more if you’d admit you’re smart without me havin’ to remind you.”
“My dad was really good at math, it must’ve skipped a generation,” she gives a weak smile, a tinge of sadness hidden beneath her expression.
Toji’s jaw clenches at the sight of such a weak smile on her face. Something about how sad she looked bothered him, and maybe he wanted to get back that bubbly expression she’d just had moments ago.
“You’re smart, Sayuki. It never skipped a generation.”
She tilts her head a bit as she replies, “I think you’re just saying that cause you have a lil’ crush on me.”
“Damn, guess I’ve been figured out.”
That actually makes her giggle, and to see that return to her face does make him relax a bit. She then offers, “Want me to feed you again?”
He glances down at the offer, looking back up at her, his head tilting a bit as he grins, “You miss my mouth already? Greedy ass.”
The stark contrast of their first interaction up until now was nothing that Sayuki had ever expected. She wasn’t the one to believe in fairytales, or have these high hopes when it came to the possibility of a relationship. But this was something she hadn’t felt with anyone in a while—romance.
Maybe she was starting to like him— maybe she was love bombing him. She wasn’t entirely sure. She noticed small things, like anytime his stride was longer than hers, he’d slow down to walk more behind her. They were now walking through the quiet night in between two buildings, planning to make their way back to the train.
When she caught onto his purposeful walking tactic, she took hold of his hand, tugging him forward a bit as she became annoyed, “You can walk faster.”
“You keep tuggin’ on my arm like that, I’ll think you’re desperate for me to touch you or somethin’.”
She rolls her eyes, “Don’t be cute. I’m not.”
But as she feels his long strides slow down, she turns behind herself, now feeling as her back is being lightly pressed along the wall. Her head tilted up as his jaw reached her nose, his body having to hover for her comfortability.
He places sturdy hands on either side of the wall, pinning her in place. His eyes hold a dangerous gleam in them, the playful attitude continuing as he looks down to her.
“You’re quiet. Tell me what you’re thinking.”
He leans down, his face a lot closer than before, the distance miniscule.
She takes a deep breath, kneeling her face closer to his, scanning the dark grey of his eyes. She then admits, “I um…I had a nice time with you today.”
“You did, huh?” he muses, “Good.”
She smacks her lips at that, turning her face away. One of his hands leaves the wall, moving to grip her chin between his thumb and pointer finger, tilting her face to look back at him. He hums, “What other shit you wanna admit while you’re at it?”
“That I like you,” she blinks up at him, “And…that I hope you saying you liked me too in the restaurant wasn’t just talk.”
His hand moves up further, his fingers moving along the skin of her cheek slowly, “How about you quit doubtin’ me?”
One thing he’s good at doing is making her easily irritated. Her eyebrows furrow as she looks at him, “Well why can’t you just say it again? You always gotta answer my responses with a question. You can just be so—“
Another thing she couldn’t stand about him—he was smooth. There should’ve been no way that he caught the rest of her words within his mouth, gripping her in a kiss to shut her up. His hand grasps the back of her neck, tugging her hair a bit to keep her head tilted up. A baby gasp pulled from her mouth, tugging at the bottom of his shirt to keep herself steady. His mouth was warm, tongue heavy, her eyes slowly fluttering shut at the taste of him.
And god, that gasp of hers was music to his ears, pushing his tongue further into her mouth in response as the hand once on the wall slid down to grip at her hip, using it to pull her against his body. It wasn’t rushed, instead slow, his tongue twisting slowly around hers, his teeth catching gently against her bottom lip in a way that couldn’t be an accident.
She’s so drowned within him, she has to reach up and clasp her fingers around his jaw, pushing his mouth back as she presses her forehead to his, breathlessly giggling, “We’re gonna miss the train…”
He leans forward again, and for a second, she thinks he’s going to push for another kiss, but his nose brushes against hers instead, his tone lower as he questions, “You’ that eager to go home?”
“I’m just—“
“Yo, Yakuza boy!”
They both halt, Sayuki pulling herself away as she looks to the end of the alleyway, seeing two men beginning to walk towards them. They weren’t familiar to her, but she had a feeling this was men from another clan. The way they walk towards them—it’s not inviting in the slightest.
“We heard how you robbed the market a couple blocks down, thought we’d come politely ask for that money back.”
She knew Toji wasn’t afraid. But in the sense of her being with him, she could see the way he lifted his head, glaring at the two. He lightly took her body within his arm and pushed her behind himself.
“We can do this shit later. I got a woman with me,” he warns, “Your cashier boy pissed me off, I was teaching him a lesson.”
The two men glance between each other, before going back to Toji, taking another couple of steps forward. One of them grins, his tone mocking as he responds, "And? We didn't ask for the life story."
Sayuki grips her fingers against the jacket he wears, trying to pull him back as she muffles, “Let’s go, Toji. We aren’t in Tokyo—“
“Leaving so soon?”
She turns, seeing another man coming from the opposite end of the alleyway. They were now surrounded, and this one carried a crowbar within his palm.
Toji tenses visibly, his arm tightening around her as he glares at the three men surrounding them, his eyes flickering from each one.
“You’ got a fuckin’ death wish?”
“I think you do,” one of the guys counters, “You know this is our turf. Now shit has to get a little ugly in return. We’ll just strip you down, call it even, cool?”
Sayuki steps from behind him a bit, coming towards the man with the crowbar as she quickly says, “I don’t mind bringing the stuff I took from the market back. It’s no problem—“
But just in that millisecond, it’s as if someone cut the lights off in her brain. She doesn’t register the knuckles that crush against her face until she slams against the ground, her hair falling over her jaw that throbs the minute she feels pain register. She grunts, her ears ringing, palm dragging against the cement to try to bring herself to reality as she can now hear fighting above her.
Everything seems to go silent for Toji when he watches her fall to the ground, a heavy rush of red flooding his vision that he’s never felt before. When he sees her hands desperately gripping the ground beneath her trying to get up, a voice in his brain snaps, and he’s charging at the guy that hit her before any sort of rationality can make an appearance. All three men are surrounding him as he swings, forcing his weight down into every punch he throws.
Within seconds, one of the men is clutching his abdomen, another bent over on the ground, and the third—crowbar in hand—struggling to stay upright as he raises the bloody metal weapon in the air to swing down against Toji’s head.
Her vision is a bit blurry, hand trembling as she reaches for the wall close to her, eyes opening as she begs, “T—Toji…stop…” so quiet that she knew he couldn’t hear it.
She could see as he picked up the man bent on the ground, beginning to plummet his fist into his face. He won’t stop.
She can hear the blood against his knuckles, the crack of bone shifting beneath his punch, the small grunt each time he swings forward. Her body feels cold, a sense of fear exhilarating her skin like no other. Seeing him mercilessly beat this man was a reminder of who he could be—who he was.
“Toji…” she pushes her voice out more, “…Please stop! You’re going to kill him…”
As she pleads, the punches continue. She watches as the man with the crowbar drops the weapon, pulling a pocket knife from his pants, rushing over as he lunges into Toji’s side. That makes Sayuki almost sober up, watching as he drops the man in his hands, hitting the ground with him.
Toji grunts out in pain, his hand moving to grip his side. He can feel the way more blood pours from the wound, soaking the side of his pant leg and jacket.
An anger she hadn’t expected seeps through her entire body. Even with a throbbing jaw, a weary vision, she scurries forward as she grabs the crowbar the man originally held, raising it as she swung harshly at him, watching as he slammed against the wall from impact. She reaches within the back of her jacket, pulling a bigger pocket knife as she jabs it within his side, using her strength to hold him against the wall, ignoring the curse he lets out.
She grits her teeth, “Now you’ll both have matching scars,” twisting the knife within his body, ignoring his painful shout.
Toji pushes himself up with a low grunt at the sound of her voice, his hand still covering the spot where he was now bleeding, pissed at how own vision was becoming blurry, hearing the shouts of the man, seeing his shadow glide by as he took off from the alleyway, knife still within his side.
Sayuki throws the crowbar within her hand, rushing over to Toji as she drops to her knees in front of him, pressing her hand against his wound as her eyes chaotically scatter over his pained look, “Hey—hey—look at me…” Her own hand becomes painted red, “Shit!”
Toji’s eyes are screwed shut for a couple of seconds as her hand presses against his, body flinching at the pain. But when he registers her voice again, his eyes snap open. The feeling of her hands against his skin is enough to help clear the darkness that was starting to take over his mind. His hand moves from his side to grab hers.
“I’m fine,” he mutters.
“No you’re not,” she croaks, her vision returning to a blur, clearing as warm tears slide down her freckled cheeks, “You’re not. I’m calling for help, okay? P—Please stay awake,” she’s holding his wound, clutching the side of his neck, her heart beating outside of her chest.
Toji’s eyes look at her, seeing the worry across her face. He knew he had to stay awake, not only for her but for his own damn sake if he didn’t want to bleed out in some alleyway— her touch on his neck was making it near impossible for him to keep his head up.
He huffs out a short breath, “Don’t…call anybody.”
“Don’t be fucking stupid right now!” She softly panics, fingers trembling as blood rushes over the screen of her phone, dialing someone, anyone at the moment. The phone slides farther away from them as she tries to pull him up, desperately taking his jacket off to press it against his stab.
She’s rambling in panic, “They hurt you—I’m so sorry…”
Toji feels his balance stagger a bit as she pulls him up, the action forcing a hiss of pain from his mouth. He leans his weight against the wall, his eyes flickering to the phone on the ground. His jaw clenches, the thought of any of this being her fault pissing him off, “S—Stop apologizin’…not now…”
“I can’t,” she cried, terrified at the sight of him, her face entirely red, breathing unleveled as her chest heaved.
Toji’s heart twists at the sound of her crying. He wants to reach up to wipe her tears, but the pain in his side makes it nearly impossible.
“Don’t cry,” he practically pleads with her, the thought of her crying any harder making his head spin.
In Toji fashion, he raises his free hand up to reach for her body, pulling her close to him. He wasn’t dramatic, but seeing his vision blur might’ve had him tense, and if he did pass out, he had to make sure she was still there.
He grits out, “You…had a knife on you this whole time?”
She blinks through her tears, sniffling as she registers the question. She nods her head, trying to keep herself calm. Even stabbed, he was able to form some type of amusement, a tired huff of a chuckle blowing against her face as he said, “You really are my fuckin’ wife.”
She can’t help but laugh in return, the weakness of his voice making her cry harder. Toji couldn’t help it, holding her felt good, especially in his current condition. His hand moves to tangle within the ends of her hair, pulling her closer to his chest as he leans his head back.
He couldn’t tell how much time passed as the lights of Kenji’s Cadillac Escalade illuminated the dark alleyway. But it didn’t matter, he’d passed out—Her touch being the last thing he could feel.
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SAYUKI LOOKED WITHIN THE MIRROR, head in her lap as the housekeeper continued to press ice along her bruised jaw, tuning in and out of her grandfather's chastising. Even in sickness, even on his deathbed, the man had a voice on him.
She sighed, “You’re going to run your blood pressure up if you keep yelling like that, Jiji.”
He makes a clicking noise with his tongue, the action clearly disapproving. His eyes glared at the bruise on his granddaughter’s face.
“Of course I’m going to raise my goddamn blood pressure. You were assaulted. I’m going to have those bastards heads sent back to their families!”
“Me and Toji stole from a market in Kyoto,” she reminds, “We didn’t know the store belonged to a different turf.”
“I don’t care where you were—“
He grits the words out between his teeth, his eyes narrowing. Kenji, standing in the doorway, gives the older man a look telling him to relax. The old man huffs, closing his eyes for a moment.
“How does your face feel?”
“Like I fell off my bike, Ojiichan,” she softly replies, “Is Toji alright?” Her patience is wearing thin, no one telling her any updates of him since they took him down to the basement, calling along their underground doctor.
The older man sighs, “The doctor stitched him up. It appears he didn’t lose that much blood…he was lucky,” he grumbles, his eyes flickering back to her face, “You two should’ve known better. We don’t need another incident like—“
He stops himself, not wanting to bring up the past. He then says, “He’ll be in one of the guest rooms tonight. You should go check on him. I would like to go to sleep.”
She knows he’s upset, but she doesn’t want to make it any worse. She leans down as she gives him a kiss on the cheek, bowing as she allows the housekeeper to get him ready for bed. She gave herself time to relax, showering off the blood on her hands and body, throwing an oversized tee on herself, slipping along her house slippers as she goes in search of the guest bedroom along the opposite side of the house. It’s dim within the hallway, quiet as she pads her feet against the floor. She doesn’t know why she feels nervous. She stands in front of the sliding door, halting herself there as she takes a quiet breath. She knocks along the wooden part, not wanting to intrude.
Toji is sitting at the edge of the bed, shirtless as he looks over his stitched up wound. He had scars all over him, but the newest one was different.
The doctor was right—One wrong move and he could’ve died. That thought makes his jaw clench.
He huffs out a breath, replying, “Come in.”
She slides the door open, closing it behind herself as she looks over him, now seeing his Irezumi face to face. The colors strike upon his skin, body painted in ink from the top of his back to his tailbone, traveling all across his arms. It’s like he wears another shirt. Even through the ink, she can see the stitches along his side. She comes forward as she kneels herself in front of him, placing a gentle hand close to his injury as she asks, “How does it feel?”
Toji’s eyes watch her as she moves before him, taking in all of her features in that oversized shirt and her house slippers. Her face is bare, freckles prominent, dark hair curly and damp, stretching down her back as she’d just gotten out of the shower. He had never seen her look so small —maybe because she rarely looked so vulnerable.
He reaches out to place his hand on top of hers, his eyes flickering to the sight of his wound, his expression showing how bothered he was.
“Hurts like a motherfucker.”
He immediately catches hold of the bruise against her jaw, grunting to her, “Tell me it hurts. Don’t lie to me.”
“It doesn’t,” she promises, “I’m fine.”
Toji makes a disapproving noise in the back of his throat. He brings his other hand to her chin, gently turning it to see her from a different angle in the light.
“I know you’re pissed off, but I’d rather you just say that you’re glad I’m okay,” she tries to lightly joke, “My grandpa’s given me enough shit about my injury.”
His head cocks to the side as he gives her a look, “You seem to know me already.”
His grip on her chin is still tight, his thumb softly moving across the skin, “You have no idea how pissed I am that this shit happened….all because of me.”
She exhales, her mind flashing of memories she didn’t want to be reminded of. She rubs her thumb across his arm, flicking her eyes up as she admits, “The moment I saw you on the ground…it just—it made me remember how I felt…seeing my dad like that.”
She hates that she feels her body go cold, finding it so hard to talk about this.
“It happened all the same—walking from the market, being trapped by members from another clan. They stabbed him, killed him—enjoyed how I cried for them to stop.”
She can feel the tears in her eyes. She swipes her fingers under her cheeks, feeling her hands trembling as she shudders, “I just…I was so scared,” she tremors, “You can’t do shit like that, Fushiguro—“ she's hyperventilating at this point, “I can’t lose someone else like that…” she brings her hands to her face, sharply inhaling as she full on cries.
Toji feels his chest shift at the sound of her broken voice. Seeing her cry because of him, seeing her so terrified—it does something to him.
He pulls her from her kneeled position to place her in his lap, his arms wrapping around her body to hold her close. He didn’t say a word for a while, letting her cry into his bare chest as his voice lowered, “I’m sorry.”
She cries into his neck, clutching him tighter, feeling all of her emotions pouring through her body. Her cries are then encapsulated by his mouth as he grunts, “C’mere,” pulling her into a kiss, the mixture of her mouth trembling beneath his making him groan.
It’s messy. Her tears mixed within their kiss. Her body shaking between his, her sobs breaking against his lips as he continues to kiss her. Toji felt a pang in his chest at the action, his arms pulling her body closer to his, fingers tightening around the shirt she wore. His injured body ached, but having her so close to him like this was worth it.
Toji’s hand moves to the side of her face, pulling her in for a deeper kiss, tongue dragging her mouth around with his. She tasted like warmth, a home that he never knew.
His free palm comes under her shirt, gripping the skin of her ass to twist her back onto the bed, body now hovered above hers. She quickly hesitates against his mouth, “Your stitches, Fushiguro…” pressing her hand along his chest, not wanting to hurt him.
“Did I say you hurt me?”
“No—“
“So give me your mouth, I want you bad as fuck right now,” his nose nuzzles against her neck, the ticklish pleasure making her eyes roll back slightly.
She pulls face down to meet him, bringing her lips close to his mouth as she says softly, “Go slow, please…” pressing their noses together, breathing hesitantly against his mouth.
Toji’s face darkens, his eyes looking intensely into her own as his pupils dilate. He wasn’t exactly a gentle man—but he wanted to try for her sake.
He clutches her by her neck as he pulls their lips back together, head knocking back in a motion as he kisses her, the weight of his body overpowering even as he tries to be soft. His hand presses against the bare skin of her hip, dragging his thumb along the goosebumps forming. When Sayuki’s eyes flutter open, she flicks them up to the mirror above, engraving the ink along his back in her brain, locking her fingers into the back of his hair to have his mouth fall more into hers, dropping her lower lip to release a shaky breath.
Toji’s hair was soft between her fingers while his touch was firm along her hip. His tongue flicks out to catch her mouth just before it leaves his.
She reaches below herself as she arches her back off of the bed, face warm as she pulls the end of her shirt upward, peeling the material from her skin. To see his glare at the sight of her, she pulls his shoulder down to press her chest to his, hating how he stared.
“Don’t do that,” he grunts, raising himself back up, pulling one of her hands above her head as he slips his fingers through hers, eyes burning at the sight of her bare skin. Her brown nipples, caramel skin, she’s glowing beneath the dim light of the bedroom.
His mouth travels, sucking her nipples in between his full lips, her body arching towards him the more he lowers himself. His arm holding one of her hands keeps her in place, her body wanting to pull away, all while wanting to pull closer to him.
Toji’s tongue is rough and wet against her, tracing the skin of her neck line and collarbone. He wanted more of her—all of her. Her taste and her body makes his head spin.
His body, firm and muscular keeps her pinned against the bed, her chest rising and falling heavily as he kisses down her stomach. Toji grumbles against her, biting the skin along her hip, “I can’t fuckin’ get enough of you.”
The sound of his voice makes her breathing become heavy, her thighs shuddering as he makes out with the skin of her leg, swirling his tongue up to her ankles, kissing along her feet—he was everywhere. It makes her grip the material of the sheet beneath her, his mouth gliding down to the back of her thigh, making her shakily release, “Toji…”
He loves the sound of his name on her lips, almost as much as he loves the taste of her skin. Her body shivers beneath his touch, her toes curling as he leaves a trail of kisses all the way back up her leg.
He growls against her, “Say my name again,” he pleads, “Say it.”
His large frame is able to keep the intertwine of their palms together as lowers himself down, locking his other palm against the back of her thigh, tugging her lower half even closer. Her heart beating in her ears nearly implodes the moment she feels his mouth drag up the folds of her pussy that keep her clit hidden, and she full on gasps, the sound shuddering as her head knocks back against the pillow, breathlessly whining out, “T—Toji!…”
She’s warm and wet—thighs shaking as he holds her by the ankles, locking her knees against the sheets of the bed, tugging her down to meet the lap of his tongue. It’s flat against the nub of her clit that swells at the connection, her arousal collecting against his jaw, Sayuki’s skin trembling involuntarily as he’s already slurping.
She couldn’t remember the last man in between her legs. But Toji knew exactly what he was doing. She wants to snap her legs together, warmth forming along her cheeks as she desperately reaches for his hair, taking the air out of the room with her pouty gasps. His hands grip her ankles tighter, the spread of her legs making his mouth become deeper, Toji grunting as his nose pressed into her slick folds, tip of his tongue circling the sensitive bud before sucking it gently between his lips, giving opened mouthed kisses.
"’Pussy never tasted like this,” he groans against her heated flesh, his voice low and husky with desire, “I could eat this shit all fuckin night."
He’s back to lapping at her, alternating between long, slow strokes and quick drags, almost lost within her taste.
She shudders, “W—wait— baby—“ the pet name falls from her lips naturally, although she’s shy to release it, another pant coming from her as he raises her legs right in front of her face, closing them in so she isn’t able to see him eating away at her.
She whimpers as her knees press a bit to her chest, dragging her nails against the skin of her thigh, laying her head against the pillow as she forces herself to fully relax. Her eyes flutter shut as she whines again, “Go slow, baby…” she keeps reminding him, “Gonna cum if you keep doing that…”
A deep growl vibrates through his throat, “Sensitive as fuck,” the vibrations sending pleasant tingles through her wet heat as he continues his assault. He’s pushing his mouth deeper, swirling his tongue around languidly, slow in his speed, weight in his efforts. He suckles the sensitive nub greedily, his lips sealing around it as he applies just the right amount of pressure.
The way he listens, his mouth runs off against her as he grunts, grinding her hips to lead back onto his tongue, “C’mon, c’mon, c’mon, baby—fuck,” sucking her pussy so sensually into his mouth, the sounds it creates—she does the worry of her pleas as her eyes come down, watching as she gushes unexpectedly into his mouth. Her upper body arches up as she trembles, gasping deeply within her throat as she cums.
A moan flies from her lips when she feels him spank her, leaning up to capture the broken sounds she makes, dragging his palms along the back of her knees, already locking her legs over his wide shoulders. Her mind is within a pleasured frenzy, and she has to tug her fingers back into gripping his hair, giving herself a sense of control as she pants again, “S—Slow, baby…please…”
Toji was anything but slow, his mind hazy and cloudy as he felt his body throb with need. She was soft—like everything he could’ve ever needed.
His lips, wet and lush, move against her, a small grunt leaving his mouth, “I hear you,” he mumbles against her skin like a prayer, his hands gripping her waist to pull her further against him. Her eyes knocked down to him removing his pants, hearing the slap of his tip kiss his abdomen briefly—it’s heavy, smacking politely against her clit, but the size made it impolite.
He pulls his mouth back from hers, pressing their foreheads together to listen to her breathing, pleas within the music of her voice. It’s as if time halts itself, Toji taking her free hand and locking it back above her head with his, his other hand wrapping along her ankle, pressing it farther into the bed. His face frowns atop of hers, keeping a focused attention as his tip nudges in between her sensitive folds—Her lower body aches with a rush of pleasure as he sinks himself in, mixed with an erotic pain she hadn’t felt in so long. Her eyes fall shut as her head falls back into the pillow, her body shuddering as she whimpers, twisting his hair within her fingers as she knocks her forehead back to his.
Their lips brush along each other as he rolls his hips forward, spreading her legs wider, it makes her stutter out a whimper again, “Baby—I can’t—Mmmph,” squeezing his palm as he holds her down, feeling as she tries to escape.
“‘Not even in your shit for ‘real, baby,” he grunts against her lips, “Make this dick yours, you got more to take.”
She moans brokenly at his voice, pulling his mouth down towards her throat, “M—move….”
Toji’s head drops into her neck, his teeth dragging against the spot where a violet bruise laid. Her cries were pretty, but her moans were prettier.
He holds her in place as he pulls his head back to glance at her face, her skin flushed with heat.
“It’s mine now, huh?” he asks, his voice low.
Her face is warm, pulling his mouth back to hide her face within his neck, sucking the skin there as she pitifully gasped in response to him grinding himself forward, feeling an arrogance pooling within his body.
Toji groans against her, his ego growing even more as he feels her mouth against his neck. She’s marking him just as much as he’s marking her, his head feeling fuzzy for more than one reason. He moves a hand to her jaw, his fingers gently holding her chin between his forefinger and thumb to force her face to his, “Let me see that pretty ass face.”
Her teary eyes blink up at him, bringing her tongue forward as she slides it along his mouth, essentially begging for a kiss.
Her tongue against his makes something in his brain short-circuit, his eyes closing as he opens his mouth and gives in to the plea, chuckling in between, “‘Needy as fuck for my mouth, even now.”
It’s hot, wet and messy, both of them pressing their lips together to taste each other in a way that will never be enough.
She whimpers to him, “Don’t laugh at me…” dragging her nails lightly along his back, trying not to form her mouth into a pout.
Toji’s eyes open in time to see the *pout* against her lips, he can’t help but release a low chuckle again at the sight of it.
“I’d never,” he grunts, leaning in close enough that their noses brush together, a small grin on his face, “I need you too, baby. Talk to me.”
Her voice is small, her panting heavy within her chest as she keeps her nose brushed against his, admitting to him, “It f—feels good…”
Toji’s cheek presses further into hers, his face becoming stoic again, a sense of hunger returning. He’s gentle with his touch, his mind completely focused as he absorbs himself in her pleasured noises.
“Yeah? Not hurtin’ you?” he asks, his voice gruff in her ear, his teeth nipping at the skin of her earlobe.
She shakes her head, pressing a soft kiss along his lips as she whimpers, “Just squeezing too hard on my wrist, baby…”
His grip instantly loosens from her wrists as her admission. He curses to himself, “Sorry,” he apologizes, rubbing his fingers along the skin to ease the pain from his large hands.
Feeling his attempts to be soft—it made her heart swell. A man that wasn’t emotional, wasn’t soft in the slightest, was trying just for her. It’s like crashing waves of pleasure rush her stomach as he rocks himself forward, making her deeply gasp, “R—right—t—there…”
The sound of the gasp mixed with the pleasure in her voice made Toji groan, his hips jerking against hers. He wanted her to be full of pleasure, wanted every inch of her to feel him—but the patience he had, it was leaving.
She blinked before she knew they were switching positions, trembling as she felt him smack her ass again, grunting to her, “On your stomach.”
This was…different. She’s now against her belly, chest to her back as his body hovered above. He clutches her neck from behind—his mouth is now against her ear, still using his free hand to hold her fingers against the sheets. He sinks his dick in, the heaviness of her ass clapping along his skin— her face contorts, her mouth lightly dropping as his hips become connected with the back of her thighs, tightening his palm against her throat.
His hand is firm against her throat, holding it in an intimate way that controls her. It’s possessive.
His mouth is hot against her ear, his voice a growl against her skin, “‘Just gonna have to take it,” he grunts, voice heavy and full of meaning as his hips drop down against hers, hand holding her in place, “‘Need you to feel me, baby. You feel it?”
She knew he wouldn’t be able to be gentle for long. Here it was, that cocky, dominant side he’d been holding back. The sounds she makes—they’re loud, high-pitched. She’s mewling with each stroke as he swirls his hips down, Sayuki’s eyes rolled back, listening to the sounds their skin creates against the room, arching deeper into the bed as she embarrassingly moans, “Oooh, shit. Baby—I feel you…”
He grunts in response, his teeth biting her ear as she moans. She felt so tight around him. He’s not pulling halfway out like before—he’s now pulling back until his tip is halfway inside, sharply driving back in, watching arousal squelch more and more, filling to the brim to drip against his balls. He presses his body against hers, his chest flush against her back, moving his hand to the side of her face to hold her head in place as he growls in her ear, “‘Makin’ a fuckin’ mess, baby. Can’t even think straight anymore, huh?”
Her head is leaning back against his shoulder, tilting her eyes up to look up within the mirror on the ceiling as he clutches her jaw. She watches the muscles of his back flex, the color of his tattoos all along his skin, she shudders, gasping, “Yeahh, c—can’t think…”
He catches her gaze in the mirror, watching his body, the way his muscles were flexing. She’s staring at him, him—and the action makes his brain feel like it’s overheating.
“You lookin’?” he groans, her voice wrecked as his grip on her jaw tightens.
She’s clawing at the sheets beneath her, inhaling deep, gasping dangerously as she whines, “Y—Yeah….don’t stop. Don’t stop…” she feels tears brimming within her eyes, a pleasure erupting within her body she’d never felt before.
She's sniffling, trembling, a small sob pulling from her lips, reaching behind to clutch for his hair again, pulling his mouth down to her throat. He’s cooing in her ear, “I know, baby.”
She drags her fingers into his scalp as she turns her head, “Kiss me,” she begs, rolling her hips back, “Please…”
Her back is arched against him, her skin flushed and glistening with sweat, watching the way her ass recoils against his skin—It drives him wild.
His nose slides against her face to reach for her mouth, his tongue slipping past her lips, the kiss filthy and raw. He grunts to her, “Gonna fuckin’ marry you, gonna’ kiss you like this at our fuckin’ wedding.”
He chuckles against her shuddering body, watching as she holds onto him for dear life. He won’t stop talking, “You never answered my question. This shit mine, huh?”
She’s full on crying, so wrapped up in the pleasure he gives her— her cheek is along the sheet of the bed, his body following down with hers, pressing his cheek against her jaw, dropping his hips down, earning a squeal in response. She groans, letting the sound drag into a loud moan, clutching her hand over her mouth as she softly cries, “I’m yours, fuck…don’t s—stop…”
His. She's his. The thought is almost his undoing, his heart beating heavily against his chest as he feels her crying, her body clinging to him like she’s lost if he leaves her.
Her voice is broken as he speaks, a whine from the back of her throat as she tightens around him, “You hear me? I’m gonna marry your ass. Never gonna’ fuckin’ leave. Always gonna fuck you like this.”
He watches her tears stream down her face from the mirror above him, a dark desire stirring within him. It’s a gorgeous sight—her completely and utterly ruined from his touch.
He grunts into her ear, “You gonna’ say yes?”
His palm locks around her parted mouth, sliding his fingers on her tongue, using the leverage to yank her back, skin applauding like gunshots within the room. The scent of his body is all around her, she’s moaning, turning her head back to look at him, “Yes ...yes…”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
“You mean it?”
She can feel her hips falling into his, body becoming exhausted as she trembles, the scream that attempts to release from her lips inhales into a gasp, pulling her mouth down to muffle her sounds as she softly cries, “Mean it, Toji…”
Her words leave her in a whimper, the sound mixed into a sobbed moan, Toji can’t think—He feels like he’s on fire. The pleasure, emotions that course within their body come together in another kiss, her entire body spasming beneath him as she orgasms. Her sobs, her trembling, he can feel it, smell it, taste it.
He whispers in her ear as he holds her, groaning as he releases with her, his voice completely wrecked, “Fuck—I got you, baby.”
There’s nothing left but their shaking bodies, their tangled limbs wrapped together, panting breaths, and the sound of the two against each other. He can’t get his arms to leave her.
She grazes her nails along his arm, trying to take control of her breath as she whispers, “Gonna’ put me in a headlock if you told me any tighter…”
He loosens his grip, shifting to turn her body to face him without separating. He’s still inside her, and he won’t budge. He wipes his thumb along the tears on her face, “My bad, pretty.”
She frowns, “When’d you get soft on me? Didn’t know I’d have such a sweet bean of a husband,” she giggles, seeing him raise his eyebrow at that.
He hates that something in his heart melts at her words—but just like a man—he has to circle back to another point of her sentence.
“Just when I was gonna’ be nice and ask what size ring you wear,” he smacks his lips, Sayuki gasping as he wraps his fingers along the back of her neck, pressing her face down into the sheets, “Now’ I gotta remind you who I am. Put that ass up, I’m not done with you yet.”
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メモ。— hey cuties. just wanted to post another one of my fav’s, ngl. love, love, love. these two in the same alternate universe? my god. anyways, when rereading this i kept humming nightcrawler by travis scott? idk. anyways, sorry for the non-black link for visuals! just needed y’all to understand where my mind was at when i wrote this. okay. love you. teehee.
ビジュアル。
HOW DID YOU END UP HERE?
You kept asking yourself that question as your puffy lips poked in a pout, round eyes flickering in between the looming frames above you. Your freckled cheeks flushed as they glared in return of your angelic face—and then, impurely so, you crawled to them.
You couldn’t have been that naive. Not to realize their plan, or how long they’d been onto you. But none of this was your plan at all. It just—happened.
You’d been married to Toji for four years now, falling in love the moment he approached you in the streets of Tokyo, Japan. You were studying abroad in grad school, telling him that you’d been working on your masters degree within Administration, to which he replied that he shared a business with his partner—a contractor, he was.
You would never forget that initial interaction. The onyx of his hair tousled in a flawless way, matching the natural frown of his full eyebrows each time he watched you speak.
He allowed you to ramble off with low hums of ’Mmm’, even with it being the first conversation between the two of you. And to be honest, it made you nervous. From the warm ivory of his complexion that was coated with tattoos, being so many that they traveled beneath the white tee he wore, to his frame that was tall, lean, and built—the cadence of his deep voice, a gruffness to his tone as a cigarette sunk between the side of his full lips—He was like no other.
But you feigned an innocence he couldn’t pull from. The deep ginger curls draping around your freckled cheeks flushed as he spoke to you, round eyes beaming from beneath your lashes—you wore a cherry blossom within your tresses, pale pink mini dress clad around your curvy figure as you held textbooks beneath your arms. Your giggles, your smile, all those things made you like no other even more so.
He wanted you.
You both resided in New Orleans as his business was the most successful there, receiving a multitude of clients after Hurricane Katrina hit the city years before. Behind that scary demeanor was a man with wholehearted compassion—He helped others create their new homes after losing their old ones, becoming known as the most popular contractor along the Westbank. But of course, he had a little help along the way.
He offered you a job as his business’ consultant manager, able to give feedback on their personal brand as contractors, as well as answering emails and phone calls—but here’s where the issue began.
Onyankopon.
The first time meeting him was entirely friendly, even when his looks might’ve had your stomach do a flip. To the heavy New Orleans twang that slipped between a few creole words as he spoke to you, to the strength of his hand when he shook yours. The brown of his smooth skin complexion shined in cocoa butter, strident jaw clenching as he shook the small frame of your palm.
You’ little as hell, you remember him telling you.
He was an extreme contrast to Toji—open faced grills within his mouth, teeth straight and white each time he smiled or laughed. His lips were a deep pink, full, kissabl—
Teeth. His teeth were nice.
Your eyes ran across the neatly braided cornrows, broad frame covered in tattoos that moved when he flexed his muscles. In that moment, he’d lifted his shirt to wipe the moisture of sweat from his forehead, goatee wafting a shea butter scent from the follicles—but you couldn’t even finish reading his body over, as your eyes fell right at the sculpt of his abs, Bible scriptures thumping across the flesh as he grunted from the heat of outside. And like an idiot, your reply was—
You have big hands.
Yeah, you were fucked.
Well, at first you weren’t. Onyankopon had been the best man in your wedding, constantly coming over to the house, even dozing off on the sofa as you laid a blanket over him. You and him had a good enough rapport with Toji being the common denominator—so the question was, why did you have the inkling to fuck him?
This wasn’t cheating, right?
Regardless of Toji and Onyankopon growing up together, they were extremely different—Toji was more aggressive, outspoken, able to soften his hard corners the minute he was with you. On the other hand, Onyankopon was sweet, observant, quiet, and stoic—he was the action, while Toji was the mouth piece.
So back to the point—this definitely wasn’t cheating, right?
Okay, but you loved your husband. He was there for you throughout all your highs and lows—He was patient, affectionate, hard-working, all the things you wanted within a man. He was the only man you’d ever been with—sexually, romantically—so you couldn’t understand why your brain was thinking about how big Onyankopon’s hands were—
Anyway, this was your husband’s fault. You couldn’t blame him for loving Onyankopon like a brother, but you could blame him for bringing him around more than he should have. He was like a villain to your origin story. Working out with the both of you at the gym, going out with you late at night, hanging around you just as much as your husband did. To make things worse? He was so. Damn. Nice. Opening the door for you, taking your hand as you needed to walk up the stairs, always asking how you felt throughout the day when your husband wasn’t able to do so.
It’s not that you wanted him, per se. It was the mixture of both your husband and him within the same room, deep voices talking shit to one another, laughing, eyeing you as you walked past, made dinner, giggled shyly when they both called for your attention—you weren’t trying to make it obvious that he made you a little fuzzy, but the narrow of your husband's eyes might’ve said otherwise.
Now? You were fucked.
Here you were now, sitting along your miniature desk as you did emails during the business’ new project. Both men were working on a house within Uptown, a two story home where the family wanted an all white kitchen. You were in between phone calls and looking over shop drawings to make sure the infrastructure was to the family’s desires, claw clip within your curls as they draped in between your fingers, sighing as the paper work had you a bit tired.
Your eyes wandered over to your husband standing on the opposite side of the room, ear leaning into the screen of his phone as he tugged construction gloves from his large palms—Onyankopon on the opposite side of him, plummeting his hammer into the wall above. You watched both men for a brief moment, as they both wore forest green long sleeves, tugging to the muscular frame of their shoulders and abdomen.
When you heard the click of Toji’s lighter, your eyes rolled.
“Please don’t smoke in someone else’s house, Fushiguro.”
Of course, that natural frown appeared seconds later. Your husband’s eyebrows lowered, wrist knocking down as he shook off the ash collecting at the tip of his cigar.
“‘Bout to go outside,” he grunts to you, “The wife said she wants white oak instead of maple for the counter.”
Onyankopon hadn’t turned towards either of you, but he did stop his hammering.
A low breath huffed from his lips as he grunted in return, “Why she ain’t say that shit earlier? I was finna’ get started on the window.”
Toji releases a puff of smoke, “Husband said he’ll pay double.”
“That don’t’ make it any less work.”
Your husband’s grey eyes peered over his slightly irritated friend, a glint within them as he leaned forward, blowing smoke towards Onyankopon.
He now fully turned from where he stood, brown eyes stabbing every inch of Toji’s body—his low voice warns, “Chill out, nigga. You see I’m tryna’ figure out what I need to do.”
Both men always had an interesting dynamic—one could be playful, while the other couldn’t be at all. It was always easy for Toji to rile up Onyankopon.
“You’re mad ‘cause more money ‘bout to go in your pocket?” Toji raises an eyebrow, “Quit whinin’.”
Onyankopon turns to face the wall, hand holding onto the hammer, “Ain’t nobody whinin’. Stop talkin’ to me.”
Toji glances back at you from the other side of the room, a wink being sent in your direction.
You roll your eyes at the both of them, “And where does she think we’re gonna find White Oak at nearly six in the afternoon?”
“She’s tryna’ change everything to white oak,” Toji clarified, “Countertops to white granite, cabinets to off white.”
That’s when Onyankopon tosses the hammer beside his boot. He crosses his arms to lean his back along the wall, face hard from this conversation.
“She might as well do a whole new renovation,” he mutters.
“You’ the only one complaining.”
“Don’t mean I ain’t right,” Onyankopon counters, “Shit don’t’ make sense. We got three more days before the contract is up, and now she on some’ HGTV bullshit.”
“‘Can’t complain if that’s what she wants.”
Onyankopon turns towards you.
“How’ you feelin’ about this?”
You blink at the question, not wanting to be in the middle of one of their usual disputes. You tug a ginger curl behind your ear, scrunching your nose to adjust the tip of your glasses.
Your voice is soft, “Onyankopon’s right, baby. I think it’s a little late for changes in renovations when you’re already halfway done with the kitchen.”
You see your husband's jaw tighten at your confirmation, his back straightening as he glances between the two of you. Even if he didn’t agree, he had to understand his partner's point of view.
“I hear both of you,” Toji glances at Onyankopon, “What you wanna’ tell them?”
“Finish the current cabinet set up, make the kitchen white, and she can set another appointment if she wanna add other shit.”
You glance down to the paper beneath you, pen flicking beneath your fingers, “We still need more maple—think you can make it to Home Depot before they close?”
Toji gives a nod of approval, stomping on the butt of the cigar he was trying to finish, “I got it. Gonna’ head that way.”
Onyankopon's eyebrows raise in surprise, “You goin’ by yo’self?”
“Why? You gonna’ kiss and make up with me now?”
Onyankopons’ eyes narrow, “Ain’t nobody kissin’ yo’ overgrown ass, nigga.”
“You sound like a damn teenager.”
“‘Cause I’m arguin’ with one.”
“Can you tell me you love me and stop arguing, please?” you tilt your head, “Come gimme’ some love.”
The smallest smile might’ve found Toji’s mouth.
“You want love?” His footsteps approach your desk, heavy on the wooden floor, “You want some love, huh?”
His large hand runs up the length of your shoulder, fingers finding your neck as he pushes your chin up, “You hearin’ me?”
“Mhm,” you hum, pulling him lower by the bicep of his arm, “Don’t be long,” You rub your nose against his, “You love me?”
Toji brings his other hand to the other side of your neck, thumbs grazing your cheeks with that signature smirk on his lips, “You know I do.”
He pulls your face towards his, gruff as he questions, “You like when I tell you that?”
You’re met with the familiar taste of his mouth, tongue exploring yours as he sighs through his nose, hushing your small giggle through the kiss.
“Aight,” Onyankopon interrupts, “Y’all know Home Depot finna’ close, huh?”
Toji raises his middle finger in the direction of the other man, giving you a couple more pecks—his hand lingers along your neck when he turns back to his friend, “You’re still over there cryin’? Let me kiss my woman.”
He then stands to his full height, “‘Need anything from me before I leave, wifey?” he sarcastically questions Onyankopon.
Onyankopons’ eyes roll up in the direction of the ceiling, hand moving to rub the bridge of his nose.
“Just gon’ head, Fushiguro.”
“Have those emails ready for me,” He gives a kiss to your forehead, “Behave.”
He then extends back up once more, “Watch my woman for me, bastard.”
“I always do,” Onyankopon murmurs, “She’ good with me.”
And with that, the door closed.
You didn’t expect your husband to be gone for almost two hours. He wasn’t answering the phone, and the heat seeping into the home had you ready to call it quits. Your fingers were lazily typing across the keyboard, flickering up to Onyankopon every once in a while.
You softly ask, “Did he text you back?”
Onyankopons’ brown eyes glance up from his own set of papers.
“Nah,” he replies, “I called him, ain’t answer.”
You pout your lips at the news, now knowing Toji was really taking his time.
Onyankopon notices your face.
“He ain’t dead, shawty. Nigga prolly’ searchin’ for the best maple wood in all of New Orleans. He’d overwork himself before givin’ a bad service.”
The words make you smile a bit, knowing your husband just as much as he did.
You say, “I’m sorry. I just hate when he goes awol—I probably sound annoying.”
Onyankopon lets out a low chuckle, one that rumbles through the release of his chest. His attention was now on you instead of those papers, leaned forward in his chair. His shoulders seemed to expand in size.
“Youn’ sound annoying, just worried,” He leans forward more, “He ain’t good at checkin’ the time when he be runnin’ errands.“
He looks back down at his work, a moment of silence passing before he glances up again.
“You ain’t hungry, are you?”
Your eyes find themselves back to his face, realizing how long you’d glance over his muscular frame.
“Hm?” You process the question, “Um—no, I’m fine. I don’t like to bother you guys about food while you’re working and I’m just sitting, y’know?”
You adjust your glasses once more, “I’m fine, really.”
Onyankopon squinted his eyes in the direction of you, eyebrows cocking up when he asked, “You ain’t eat nothin’ today?”
His voice was like honey. Sweet, with a deep rumble, and it didn’t help the fact that he was giving you his full attention.
“You know you ain’t no bother to me. I can go grab you sum’.”
The thing was, you were hungry. Toji was sweet enough to have packed you a lunch earlier, one that you’d already scarfed down and hadn’t thought about until this moment. You weren’t sure why you couldn’t just say all that, but maybe it had to do with the way he looked at you.
Something him and your husband had in common—it was that damn glare they kept upon their faces, whether they were happy, upset, or just fixated on something. You hated to say that the sight had you shifting within your chair.
Your face flushes a bit, “I’m okay, Ony. Thank you.”
You might’ve been crazy. You swear you saw the corner of his mouth lifting at the nickname, but it happened too fast— it had to be a trick of the sunlight.
“You sure?”
The concern he displayed was always so pure, it made you wanna kill him.
You nod, “Promise. I’m just gonna finish my emails,” you nearly fumbled your words, “I have a couple more to do.”
“Youn’ gotta overwork yo’self, Mama. You can stop if you’ exhausted,” he gently adds, “Toji gon’ be out for a minute.”
There was that look again, the one that felt deep within your body, like you were entirely naked in front of him.
There was also the fact that your heart was pounding. It was either a heart attack, or you were going to spontaneously combust—
“You’ warm?” He questions, “You sweatin’.”
You quickly glance down your body, noticing the sheen of your skin. The soft yellow halter dress you wore hugged along your wide hips with the mixture of sweat—but nothing was worse when you realized your nipples seeping through the fabric up top. You weren’t even cold.
You run your fingers through your hair, pulling your curls farther away from the back of your neck. You awkwardly giggle, “‘S just really hot in here.”
The corner of his mouth definitely twitched up that time, like he had an idea of what was happening to you right now. He probably didn’t. You hoped he didn’t.
You could see the muscles of his arms flex when he shifted in his chair, fingers of his left hand scratching along his facial hair.
“It is,” he agrees, “Imma’ finish up this window.“
When he stands from his seat, you then hear, “You need me?”
You blink, eyes flickering over him as your mouth goes dry, “Huh?”
“I said, you lemme’ know if you need anything, aight?”
You were losing it.
“Okay,” you force the most normal smile, “Got it.”
This had to be your personal hell. It might’ve been enjoyable for anyone else, but this was the worst thing you could’ve witnessed. You were trying to finish your work, but you found yourself…glancing above your computer.
Onyankopons’ hands were rough, strong with large palms as he held up the thick glass window, the muscles within his arms flexing from the power of it. A few beads of sweat fell within the crevasses of his chest, dripping down and soaking into his shirt, tight from how it stretched across his body. His dark brows were focused, tongue running across his lips as his jaw was set, feet were slightly spread apart, stance strong—God, he was so strong.
His hair was braided back, sweat beading and traveling down his temples, face focused on the work in front of him. He gave a loud huff as he nailed in the window frame, face scowling as his biceps flexed.
Lord Jesus.
But oh, you must’ve been in the seventh ring of hell when he tugged that shirt off of his body. He’d begun playing music to keep himself distracted, but if only he knew.
The tattoos that lined his arms and chest were now on full display, shiny with the sweat. His chest and abs flexed from the work of lifting heavy objects, the thick length of his tatted neck and shoulders flexing from the movements.
And then, so attractively, he rolled his neck back, grunting as he lifted the weight of the glass once more.
You felt dizzy.
Your cheeks flushed as you watched him, eyes staring almost dreamily. There was nothing more attractive than a man working hard, sweat pouring down his body as he pushed his strength to the limits. It made you—imagine things. Your body throbbed at your thoughts, a small frown coming between your lips at the sight.
But that frown quickly erased, as your heart nearly dropped into your ass the moment you heard the door unlock. You hiked your body up to the perfect sitting position, scattering your fingers for your pen as you scribbled random words along the bottom of your papers.
You couldn’t even look in Toji’s direction.
Your husband could’ve called out your name, but you still wouldn’t have looked over. So when Toji appeared beside your desk, his strong arm draping over your shoulders, the weight nearly startled you.
“Babydoll,” he rasped, “What’s goin’ on? You need some water?”
Your eyes glanced at Onyankopon.
Kissing Toji’s jaw, your face flushed as you deflected, “The Louisiana heat is dire—what took you so long, baby?”
Toji’s eyebrows quirked up at your sudden affection, catching the tense in your body. However, being your easily distracted husband, he loved when you wanted to be on him. His hands rubbed over your arms, attempting to soothe you a bit.
“The closest Home Depot didn’t have the wood in stock,” he murmured, “Damn near traveled the entire state.”
Your hips had always been your sensitive spot, lower body shivering a bit as he began to rub there. You found yourself wanting to hold his face, tugging his body to be closer as you told him, “‘Missed you, Toji.”
His grip was light, a thumb brushing along the curve of one of your eyebrows.
“Yeah?” he murmured back.
He noticed the way you tried to look elsewhere.
His fingers came to grip beneath your chin, gently forcing your attention back to him.
“Eyes,” he reminded, “Need em’ here.”
Your husband was a lot of things, but oblivious wasn’t one of them.
“I’m just a little tired,” you found something to say, your hands rubbing at the smoothness of his jaw, rubbing his neck, rubbing everywhere to distract him.
Toji leaned into your touch, but not much. It made your heart beat more.
“You sure that’s the only thing?”
You nod, “Mhm.”
His frown flickers your face once more, but the warmth of your palms was all too soothing. His mouth grunted along your throat, “Missed you too,” kissing pecks along the warm flesh. Your fingers sunk into his hair as you giggled a bit, leaning your head back for him to keep his affection going. But in that moment, your eyes might’ve glanced at Onyankopon once more.
If only you’d realized that your husband noticed.
Finishing off the night was another hour later as you’d both said your goodbyes to Onyankopon, quickly making it home to wash off the heat of the day. You sat in the vanity your husband had built for you, angels carved within the gold trim of the mirror, lights attached to the surface below to do your skincare or makeup.
As your husband was within the shower, your mind wandered. You’d hoped today’s little hiccup was a spur of the moment, and that you’d become a bit delirious from the heat. However, you still thought about the way Onyankopon looked at you, and something in that still had your thighs squeezing together.
“Kawaī on’nanoko.”
Pretty girl.
You hear your husband call for your attention, the bathroom door opening to reveal him within a towel—it hangs low on his muscular hips, abs sweltering in water, upper body flexing as he dries the damp of his hair.
“You finished up those emails earlier?”
Shit.
The tips of your fingers swiped along your cheek with oil, your eyes briefly finding his as you replied, “Um—No, I didn’t.”
Toji raised an eyebrow in your direction, not used to hearing your denial of finished work.
“What happened?”
Your body shivered under the intensity of his gaze, the heat of the shower steam slowly crawling into the room.
“Got distracted with a couple of phone calls,” was your lie, “Want me to finish them before bed?”
“You seem distracted now,” he points out, “‘Can barely make eye contact with me.”
“You’re the most handsome man in the world,” you hum, “What can I say?”
Toji huffs a chuckle.
His gaze still hardened on you, studying you with those all-seeing eyes of his. You kept your head turned, face flushing again, fingers moving along your facial products as you pretended not to feel it.
“Let me ask you somethin’.”
Your heart immediately started beating, turning towards him with raised eyebrows.
You tug a curl behind your ear, “Yeah?”
Toji leaned his hip along the edge of the sink, towering over you even with feet away.
“How you feelin’ ‘bout Onyankopon?” he flatly questions, “You like him?”
Your eyes blink at the question. You tilt your head, “You’ve been friends for years. Why wouldn’t I?”
Toji lets a low hum escape his chest, biceps flexing from the position.
“Is that what I asked?”
You tried to keep your expression neutral.
“What are you asking, then?”
“To be honest with me.”
Onyankopon wasn’t a topic Toji treaded lightly on, especially when it concerned you. He wasn’t a possessive man by any means, but any question he asked, he wanted the truth.
He repeats, “You like him?”
“I don’t—“ you went to argue, but his eyes stopped you.
So you try again.
“That’s a bit of a weird question to ask, Fushiguro.”
His face twitched. His eyes, however, kept you in a hold.
“Nah,” he disagreed, “It ain’t.”
You sat there quietly, thinking about lying like you’d been doing all day. But the guilt of lying to him felt too heavy in your chest to keep doing.
So, with the slightest of hesitance, you softly admitted, “I do.”
You then follow up with, “But it’s not—like that.”
“Make me understand.”
You shifted in your chair, legs crossing as you attempted to keep your gaze from drifting.
You replied, “I don’t like him in a romantic way. I just—“
Your teeth scrape at your lip a bit, “It’s just a little fantasy, you know? That’s all. I would never act on any of my emotions, Toji. You know that.”
His expression was unreadable.
“You know that, right?”
You wanted that confirmation, swallowing hard. Toji studied you, jaw shifting in the silence that fell.
You then added, “You’re the one I married.”
“That don’t’ answer my next question.”
“Which is?”
“Your fantasy. Talk me through it.”
Your mouth parts to speak, but no words escape you.
“What?”
“Tell me about your fantasy,” Toji repeated, “Don’t act like you don’t understand what I’m askin’ you.”
You felt heat creep back up your body, your cheeks practically on fire.
“There’s nothing to tell, baby. It’s—silly.”
Toji’s jaw ticked.
“You think I’m mad at you?”
You question, “Are you?”
“I’m not. Shit ain’t silly if you’re flustered like this.”
He then repeats, “Tell me.”
You swallowed, fiddling with your manicured fingers.
“‘Promise you won’t be mad?”
He huffs, “I just told you I wasn’t, babydoll. C’mon.”
Your legs moved together awkwardly, fingers still a fiddling mess.
“When I see the two of you being together, working, or just—doing stuff, I imagine…”
Toji waited, watching you fidget.
“Sexual stuff, Y’know? My mind just gets a little dirty.”
“You think ‘bout him fuckin’ you?”
“Toji.”
“You think ‘bout him fuckin’ you while I watch?”
“Fushiguro!” you squeaked, “Jesus, no. I think about the both of you,” you clarify, “That’s all!”
You stand from the chair, going over to lightly wrap your arms around his neck—you’re breathless as you whimper, “Shitsumon suru no wa yamete kudasai. It’s a stupid thing, okay? I love you. I’d never do anything with anyone else.”
“Is that somethin’ you want?”
“What?” you frown, “What do you mean?”
“You want me and him? You wanna take that?”
You knock your head into his chest, throwing your hands over your face as you squeak again, “Baby!”
The corner of Toji’s mouth lifted with amusement.
“I’m just askin’ a question.”
You felt mortified.
You were stubborn in keeping your face covered, muttering out, “No, Fushiguro. Please. Stop.”
You could feel his chuckle against your head, deep within his chest as his arms wrapped around your waist.
“You’re so shy, woman.”
“You’re insane,” you murmur, heart thumping in your chest, “Why aren’t you mad? How aren’t you mad?”
“Don’t really have anythin’ to be mad ‘bout,” Toji murmured, squeezing at your waist, “You like the idea of it; ain’t nothin’ wrong with that.”
“I feel insane,” You reply.
“Shit is kinda’ cute, honestly.”
“Toji,” You smack his bicep, “Stop.”
“Ouch.”
His hands gripped at the full flesh of your ass, forcing you to hold around his neck as he lifted you onto the sink’s countertop.
“You done with your lil’ tantrum?”
You roll your eyes, “My husband is tryna’ have me admit that I want a threesome with him and his best friend. I think my reaction is pretty valid.”
His lips brushed up your neck, voice deep, gruff with his reply, “Ain’t nobody said nothin’ ‘bout all that, huh?” Your legs hooking at either side of his hips, holding him between the warmth of your thighs.
“Can we stop talking about this?” you question, “Why can’t you just say I’m pretty and that you love me? Why do you have to make my life harder?”
He smirked at your complaint. He then responded with, “I think you’re the prettiest thing in the South; you know that.”
His strong hands were already tugging the fabric of your night gown, palming at the soft flesh up your thigh. You grip at his hair, fingers twisting within it.
“You know I love you so damn much,” he grunts, nose running along the curve of your neck, “You’re mine.”
You pucker your lips out, awaiting a kiss.
Toji gives you what you want, of course. He groaned from the sensation of you tugging down on his bottom lip, sucking on it with a pop as he pulled away.
You run your tongue along your lips as you giggle, “‘Mkay. I love you too, all is forgiven.”
You then sigh, “Wanna go to bed? Get a little—freaky?” you playfully wiggle your brows.
“Yeah. Lemme’ call up Onyankopon first—“
You smack his chest again.
The next couple of days were better than you imagined. It was a resting period, both you and Toji spending most of your time sleeping, cuddling, watching shows, and overall rejuvenating one another in preparation for work the next week.
Your time off had gotten infinitely better when your husband received a phone call from a client within the Garden District—who he thought wasn’t interested in his services—but when he offered triple Toji and Onyankopon’s pay rate, it seemed otherwise. You whisper screamed as you jumped on the bed above him, your feet thumping on either side of his legs as he talked business, watching as he tried to hold off his chuckle.
Here’s when things got weird. Later that morning, Onyankopon planned to come over for a football game, as you’d also agreed to cook in celebration of your big contract coming up. It was a usual routine—football, gym, coming back home to cook.
But something about today’s routine felt…different.
Toji and Onyankopon. The combination of the two was something you could usually handle, but when you came downstairs that morning for coffee, you felt an energy coming off of them. You were usually comfortable in their company. Toji was his rough, crass self, but nonetheless a loving husband. And then there was Onyankapon, who was usually the sweetheart.
But now, you felt as if their attitudes had shifted. They’d been quiet and watchful since you’d entered the kitchen, eyes following your every single move. That’s when you realize—they were watching you like you were their prey.
“Good morning?”
Your voice was sweet, nervous. You waved as if they weren’t ten feet away.
Both men replied with their own version of a greeting, their eyes locked on your form as you moved to grab a cup of coffee. You could feel the heat of their stares.
It was almost—too silent.
If that wasn’t weird, this definitely was. The energy picked up around the afternoon, both men gulping down a beer together as their low tones barked at the television, watching the game at its peak. You’d finished up with those emails you were supposed to finalize, snuggling yourself into your husband as you leaned your upper body into his, Onyankopon beside you while continuously watching the game. Your eyes were a bit droopy as you weren’t as interested, sinking your face deeper into Toji’s abdomen. And that’s when it happened—you felt Onyankopon graze his fingers along your hip as he spoke to your husband about the game. Your eyes went wide.
Onyankopon’s voice was gruff from grunting and the consumption of beer, but his fingers were steady as ever against your skin. Both men were locked onto the screen as if your reaction was nothing important—All the while, you felt your heart thumping under your rib cage.
Your clit throbbed.
Then, it was your husband's turn. Toji’s hand was a stark contrast to Onyankopon’s; rough, large, calloused, and much thicker. His fingers cladded onto your ass, pulling your body back so you were nestled further between the two.
“You think LSU’s gonna’ make an upset today?”
“Ain’t no way them’ niggas beatin’ Georgia,” Onyankopon shook his head, “I’m reppin’ my state, but they’ be drawlin’.”
“You always goin’ too hard for the opposition,” Toji countered, “Gotta’ be more confident in the home team.”
“You ain’t even from Louisiana,” Onyankopon sucked his teeth, “Why you defendin’ niggas like they’ payin’ you to say allat’?”
“I ‘been here for sixteen years now. Chill.”
They’re both touching. Again.
Your heart felt as if it was being squeezed between two giant fingers. You’d tried so hard to keep your focus on the game, but Onyankopon shifted forward in his seat, leaning more of his body closer to your ass. Toji shifted his legs apart, forcing you to lean a bit more onto Onyankopon.
Your heart palpitated.
“You wanna’ go against this bet or not?”
Onyankopon was still rubbing at your hip. He grunted at Toji’s response, “Don’t get yo’ ass beat.”
“Beat this bet, Pussy.”
“Who’ the pussy?”
“I’d say the man who’s ‘bouta lose fifty dollars.”
Your ass was right on top of Onyankopon’s thigh at this point.
You inhaled a shaky breath, feeling a bit dizzy at the scent of them. Toji smelled like nature; earthy, woodsy. Onyankopon, however, smelled like musk and some type of cologne. You weren’t sure which one you liked more, their argument now completely muffled to your ears.
They were trying to kill you.
Maybe it didn’t actually happen that way. Your mind fed on those delusions as you stood within the gym later that day, zoning out each time you waited to do your rep behind both men. You’d always worked out with them, learning different techniques that left your body sore afterwards—but once again, today was different.
They were both rough with their work outs, grunting whenever they’d throw down a set of weights. Chests’ heaving, sweat collecting—they were sexy. But today, the attention was on you.
The way Onyankopons’ fingers would graze over your waist as he helped you with your sets, how Toji’s hand smacked your ass as you walked past—You couldn’t handle them.
It all led into the night. Once everyone was refreshed and showered, you were within the kitchen cooking one of their favorite meals—steak, loaded potatoes and broccoli. You were comforted by the candles lit along the house, a glass of wine easing your nerves from the entire day. Your ginger curls draped around your face and past your hips, pale yellow halter top and matching capris hugging the fat of your ass, frilly sock beneath your golden heels to match the jewelry on your caramel skin. You were currently seasoning your steak, eyes briefly flickering to the patio door halfway open as both men smoked a blunt together. You watched them.
Toji was dressed in those loose, dark cargos that hung off of his hips for dear life, a white tee stretched to its limit across his biceps and over the chest. Onyankopons’ pants were black, and his shirt was navy blue. They're both huge.
A slight breeze drifted through the cracked patio door, blowing into the house and mixing with the scents of Toji’s—and now their—smoke.
Their shoulders flexed as they passed the blunt back and forth, laughter and low conversation heard through the glass. They were both so handsome, so attractive, so rough compared to you.
Your eyes briefly met theirs from the doorway, Toji’s eyes that dark grey, Onyankopons’ a lighter brown.
They were looking at you. No other way to describe it. They were looking at you.
The sight made you a bit wobbly. Nonetheless, you waved through the window at the two, dimple poking with the soft smile you gave them.
Your husbands’ fingers rubbed at his jaw while Onyankopon cracked a smirk, waving back at you in return.
Okay.
When they made it back inside, you were in the middle of cutting your potatoes up—you hummed, “Everything okay?”
Toji’s gaze was focused on your hands as you chopped the vegetables, but it eventually flickered to your face as he replied, "Good, just missed you out there.”
Onyankopons’ head tilted your direction too, eyes scanning you from head to toe, “You look good,” He complimented, voice raspy.
You blushed at his compliment. Accepting the kiss Toji gave along your cheek, you’re distracted as he tugs his finger through your curls—you giggle a bit, “Just wanted to look pretty for tonight—you guys look nice too,” you turn your face to kiss at your husbands lips, “You guys hungry?”
Toji leaned in for another kiss, sucking your lower lip between his teeth as he multiplied his pecks. You rubbed your fingers along his shoulder, turning your face up for his mouth to find your jaw. You weren’t used to your husband giving this kind of affection in front of his friend.
“Starvin’,” Toji grunted.
Onyankopons’ eyes stayed on you, tongue running along those full lips of his, “You always lookin’ pretty, Mama. You know that?”
The pet name made your thighs want to clench.
“Um—“ you giggled once more, holding Toji’s jaw to keep him in place, “Thank you, Ony. I should be done with dinner soon, okay?”
“Don’t take too long,” Toji murmured along your neck, “Can’t keep my mouth off’ you.”
His hand smacked the fuller portion of your ass, sending it jiggling beneath your capris.
Onyankopons’ tongue ran along his lips, “Aight. I’m waitin’ on you, girl.”
That sentence weighed in your chest.
Toji went upstairs to find another lighter, leaving the two of you downstairs—alone. You hummed the low instrumentals of your music, beginning to slice the stems of your broccoli. You gave Onyankopon a small smile as his eyes found yours every so often, tugging your hair out of your face as a way to distract how anxious you felt.
You softly ask, “How’d you spend your days off?”
Onyankopons’ eyes followed the movement of your fingers through your hair, watching the way your neck exposed when you threw it back. His arms folded over his chest, the veins within his forearms prominent from the action.
“Shit was aight,” he replied evenly, “‘Nigga just caught up on some sleep. You?”
You hummed, attempting to look for another cutting board, “We caught up on a couple of shows, cuddled; mushy shit that married couples do.”
You then ask, “How ‘you feel about the contract in the Garden District?”
The corner of Onyankopons’ mouth twitched with a small smile, eyes lingering on the way your hips shifted.
“Feels good to have contracts comin’ left and right,” he replied, “Blessed, essentially. Y’all’ been on my ass since the last project, so I’m ready to start sum’ new.”
You turn your head towards him, hair draping over your shoulder. Your eyes rolled as you mused, “Y’know it’s not like that, Onyankopon. Toji is just—despite the things clients ask for, he wants to go above and beyond that. Not saying you don’t, he’s just—particular, you know?”
Onyankopons’ eyes were practically glued to you as he replied, “Yeah, nah, I ain’t mean it like that. I know how Toji gets, that’s just part of the process,” His head cocked, “He just get’ too caught up sometimes.”
Onyankopons’ eyebrows then lifted, “How you’ be puttin’ up wit’ him?”
“The same way you do,” you softly giggle, “We both love him. It’s a thing we seem to have in common.”
He chuckled in return, your attention moving back to finish cutting your broccoli. After a few moments of silence, your eyes flick back up to him—you call, “Ony?”
You think on your words.
“I just wanted to say—thank you, for being such a good friend to him. He doesn’t have anyone in his life outside of me, and having such amazing emotional support like you, he’s happier when you’re around. It means the world.”
Onyankopons’ expression changed with the way your voice softened. Something warm, comfortable, almost intimate coming from the way you talked about his friend. His best friend for that matter.
His voice was softer in reply, “Of course, Mama. Toji’s family to me—A nigga like me couldn’t ask for a better person to have in his corner.”
After a moment, he then questions, “What ‘bout you?”
You blink at the question, “What about me?”
“You’ happy to have me around?”
The question makes your heart thump.
You exhale, “I’m always happy to have you around, Ony. Why wouldn’t I be?”
“Ion’ make you feel no type of way?”
You blink.
“Of course not.”
There was something about his tone that made your nerves tighten. The way he looked at you was different from the way Toji did, but it had your heart thumping the same.
“No,” you reply, “You’ve been nothing but sweet to me since day one.”
He spread his legs a bit, abdomen flexing as he did so.
Onyankopons’ head tilted, “Just sweet?”
You swallowed, nodding.
“Yeah.”
His fingers flexed as they rested in his lap. You turned your back to him, beginning to cut the remaining broccoli.
“Nothin’ else?”
Your neck prickled at the way his voice dropped.
You shook your head, keeping your eyes locked below. But that’s when you hear—
“I see how you be lookin’ at me, girl.”
Your hands clenched around the knife.
When your eyes find his, that’s when your body tensed—your hands quickly dropped the knife as you felt a slice along your index finger. You held your hand towards your body, scrunching your face at the discomfort.
Onyankopons’ chair made an obnoxious noise as he shot up from his seat—It seemed he was across the room in a second, towering over your body as he took hold of your injured hand. His palms were large, long fingers circling all the way to your wrist as he assessed the wound.
“I—I wasn’t paying attention,” You murmured, “I got distracted. You—“
And then, he’s sucking.
Your eyes widened as Onyankopons’ lips engulfed the wound on your index finger, tongue licking the area with zero hesitance. It was the last thing you expected him to do.
“Ony—“
“‘Gotta be more careful, Mama.”
His tongue runs across his mouth as he pulls back, as if savoring the taste of you. Your lips parted, your chest heaving as his lips loomed along yours.
“You got a taste on you, girl.”
You could’ve died right there. That’s when you hear the heavy thumps of your husband coming downstairs, your face hot as he eyes the two of you in closer vicinity.
He questions, “You good, baby? What happened?”
You felt dizzy under both of their heavy gazes. You swallowed again, nodding.
And as both men conversed normally after that, that’s when you realized—they were in fact trying to get you.
Your mind was elsewhere during dinner. The wine had your brain fuzzy, keeping yourself quiet as you watched both men talk shit between one another, per usual. Everything up in this moment began to click—the day you watched Onyankopon, the conversation with Toji, the weird interactions between the two all day—at this point, you were just waiting for something to happen.
“Yo’, you remember when we went into that adult store up on Bourbon street? Niggas was weird,” Onyankopon chuckled, “Never went back after that.”
Toji huffed, nodding in agreement, “Dude was tellin’ us ‘bout wantin’ to be a dog. I’m not judgin’, but I didn’t wanna hear all that.”
Both men laughed. Your fingers tapped against your glass nervously.
Toji then turns, “We went to one a couple years ago, huh, babydoll?”
You blink at Toji’s words, snapping out of your thoughts when your husband addresses you.
“Yeah,” you laugh a bit, “Yeah, we did.”
Toji chuckled once more, “We were in there for hours.”
Your eyes widened, “We were not in there for that long!”
Onyankopons’ head tilted, “What were y’all doin’ in there, applyin’ for the job?”
You roll your eyes, “Funny, but no. I just wanted to find a—“
You pause, “You don’t wanna hear all that,” you shook your head, “It’s a little TMI.”
Onyankopon raised an eyebrow.
“Try me. I ain’t gon’ freak out.”
You eyed him once more. Sitting up in your seat, your throat clears as you fiddled with the stem of your glass.
“I was just—browsing,” you giggle, “I was looking for a dildo, but the ones they had were a little too big for me. Like, seven or eight inches.”
Both men stared. Their expressions stayed the same—but you could see in their eyes that there was a shift. Toji’s eyes darkened, while Onyankopons’ jaw flexed a bit.
And then, Onyankopon chuckles.
It sends a chill through your spine, one where you didn’t understand what was exactly funny. Your eyes run across him the same way you did a couple days ago—cornrows, strident face, full goatee. You almost missed his next set of words as he looked to Toji.
“She ain’t gon’ be able to fit me.”
You felt your entire body freeze.
Toji’s jaw clicked in return, “Nah, she will. She be takin’ my shit real good now.”
Were you going into shock?
You could’ve melted into the chair.
Toji murmured, “My pretty ass woman. Always so shy.”
“She’ more than shy,” Onyankopon murmured in return, his tone low, “Ain’t that right, pretty girl?”
Your body felt like it was about to light on fire from the inside out.
“I—“
“What’s wrong, Mama?” Onyankopon questions, “Youn’ want me no’ more?”
Your mouth dropped open.
Toji grunted, “Words, baby. We need to hear you.”
And there it was. The arousal in your body ignited like a flame in that very second, becoming wet. You looked between the both of them, and suddenly, you were trying desperately not to break.
“Toji,” you pouted, “I—“
“Nuh-uh,” Toji clicked his teeth, “We don’t pout. You gotta’ speak up, don’t you?”
His gaze was intense, his lips slightly upturning as he watched you flounder around yourself. You had never felt so vulnerable in your life as both men’s eyes kept you on lock—no escape.
Onyankopon gave a low groan in return, “Use your words, Mama. I love hearin’ that voice.”
Your chest rose and fell faster, feeling like you wanted to rip your skin off.
Moral to the story? You were absolutely, positively fucked.
Your round eyes stared from above, fluttering between two looming frames that glared back down at you—the difference now? They were naked, and so were you. Your palms covered the swell of your nipples, ginger curls draping over your curvy body in a way that almost made you look otherworldly. You chewed at your baby pink lips, horny, curious.
They were so big.
Even within the bedroom, both men shared many differences—Onyankopons’ dick was massive, thick and veined at the top, long from the base. The complexion of his skin was beautiful and even, all the way down to his deep pink tip. Toji’s, however, was a bit more manageable—he wasn’t as wide, but was about a bit longer, his tip a softer pink as his chest rose and fell in a harsh manner, watching you.
“Show how pretty your shit is, baby.”
Toji’s voice. It echoes in your mind, low, gruff, and rumbling.
But that didn’t keep you from listening—even if you were a bit shy. Your back perfectly arches lower onto the bed, cheek pressed into the sheets as you spread your pussy open—your folds were in fact pretty, rougè, glistening beneath the dim lights of the room.
“There we go,” Onyankopons murmured, fingers moving to grip at the full bottom of your thighs. When he spanked there, your body trembled in return, folds clenching around nothing.
“Look how muhfuckin’ pretty you are.”
You whimpered into the sheets. Toji gave a low grunt of his own, hand coming up to grip at your other thigh harshly, spreading you open more for them to see, “Fuckin’ hell, baby.”
Your back arched lower at the feel of your husband, stomach pressed into the mattress as your body quivered.
That’s when you felt a thick, heat prodding at your entrance. He’s slapping his tip on your folds.
You clenched once more—your nerves were on fire from just the sensation alone, feeling of his thick, slick head smacking down.
“Which one’ you feelin’, huh?”
“Toji,” you whimpered quickly, “Feel you, baby.”
“Just me,” Toji rasped, “Always mine. Ain’t she?”
Onyankopons’ voice was behind you, “Yours entirely.”
You felt your back stiffen to keep in the mewl you were about to let out—your eyes continuously fluttered, cheek still smashed against the sheets.
“Now you listenin’,” Toji murmured, “All good girls do that, huh?”
Onyankopon chuckled behind you; the bed shifted as he spread you even further.
“C’mere. Show me some love,” your husband husked.
That's why it was your favorite term—it was something you both used, as you either wanted the sweetest affection possible—or he was planning to rut his dick at the back of your throat. Your body was still shivering as you turned, your teeth grazing over your bottom lip as his hand found your chin.
Your round eyes glaze up, “Lemme’ have a kiss, baby.”
His thumb swiped over your mouth, pulling your bottom lip with him as he watched your lips pucker, waiting for him to meet you.
“Just pretty as hell.”
His lips touched yours for a second, his tongue sliding inside your mouth to taste you. You returned the kiss, sliding your tongue around his mouth messily, panting when you pulled back—it made you throb everywhere, your mouth then lowering itself to latch onto the edge of his tip. The scent of him, the flex of his pelvic bone, you moan against him, sliding your fingers across his muscular abdomen.
“I know you’re excited baby—watch them’ teeth,” He growled, his head tilting back as the grip in your hair yanked your head further down his length, “Careful.”
You moaned around Toji’s dick once more, taking him just a little bit deeper into the confines of your mouth as he huffed. You could barely get halfway, your hands moving from his abdomen to rest on his muscular thighs, nails biting into his skin as his fingers kept you moving, the schluck of your mouth already creating a sound within the room. Your eyes cast to Onyankopon who watches, keeping his palm steady around his own dick, vision narrowing at the sight.
A string of saliva follows your full lips, your mouth pulling halfway off as your fingers wrap at the base of him, rotating your palm. Your voice, it’s higher in this scenario—your curls drape your body as you mewled, “Didn’t mean to hurt you, Daddy.”
Toji’s chest rumbled with a low chuckle, his hands gripping at your hair as you ran your tongue across his slit, spreading pre-cum across his tip before your mouth sucks, “You’re fine, baby. ‘Know you ain’t mean it.”
Toji then grunts, his face twisted back in pure pleasure, “Wanna’ see that pretty face a lil’ more.”
His other hand came down to grip along the side of your cheek, running his thumb along your jaw, “Tongue out. Show me how good my girl is.”
You didn’t hesitate to do as you were told, your mouth sliding backwards off of his length, tongue poking out to press just below his head.
Toji groaned, “Shit.”
You moaned in return, the sound muffling around him as your eyes locked on his. Your husband wasn’t always the most vocal man, letting you do most of the talking in bed—but to see how elated you were to have an audience, Toji let out a deep moan once you began to take him again, sliding him all the way to the back of your throat.
His hips pushed forward, slapping up against your chin as your mouth worked him—You looked up from beneath your eyelashes, eyes growing watery with the back of his tip hitting your throat. Your eyes found Onyankopon’s again, giving him a show.
Onyankopon’s jaw clicked at the sight.
Toji’s hands grip onto you, his face almost vicious in the look he gives. His voice came out in a hiss, “She ain’t stoppin’ no time soon.”
Onyankopon grunts at Toji’s words, the veins in his hands becoming more visible, “You’ doin’ a good job, girl—shit.”
“She’s doin’ a good job, huh?” Toji repeated, his free hand raking into your hair again, “You see that? My baby’s givin’ her all right now.”
All you could do under his grip was moan, nodding your head through its back and forth.
“I’m watchin’,” Onyankopons replied, his neck flexing from how he held himself. His fingers wrapped tightly around the base of his length, “I see you real good. Pretty ass bitch.”
Your face was a mess at this point. The makeup you had on earlier was smeared all across your mouth, your eyes still holding Onyankopons’ while Toji continued to move your head with his strong, large hands.
He grunted through his teeth, “She gettin’ better?”
“Yeah. Her mouth’ good as hell—I’m tryna’ feel that shit.”
Onyankopon wags his dick beneath his palm, “You gon’ let me?”
That’s when you slow your movements—your eyes peer back to the heft of his length, nearly the size of a monster you weren’t sure you could manage. At the same time, there was a slight hesitance in your eyes—simply because of who he was to you, and the last thing you wanted was to make your husband jealous.
Your lips swelled as you ran your tongue against them, eyes flickering up to Toji—your voice is soft, “Can I?”
Toji’s face flickered with something, but it quickly smoothed once he met Onyankopon’s dark eyes. A moment passed between them—a beat, or maybe two—your husband inhaled then exhaled, his features smirking slightly as he gave a single nod, “Go ‘head.”
“I love you,” you moan, sliding your tongue across Toji’s tip once more, “So much.”
It was a reassurance for him.
“I know you do,” Toji replied gruffly, his grip in your hair slackening once you move towards Onyankopons’ now exerted dick—it nearly covers your entire face. You tugged at your lip once more, eyes eagerly facing up to him.
Your fingers didn’t even wrap around him all the way.
Your hands come up to grip at the flesh of his quads, fingers digging into his skin as you flattened your tongue over the sides of Onyankopons’ dick, “Gon’ make me feel good, Mama? This what you been wantin’?”
You nod eagerly, feeling the way it twitched against your face. It jumped, too.
Your eyes widened. Your mouth was almost too small, or he was too thick. You moaned around his tip, sucking through the immediate fullness of your cheeks. Somehow, this felt rewarding.
You bobbed your head once, twice—He groans, his hands twitching against his thighs as he lets you try and take him, “There you go—that fuckin’ mouth.”
Onyankopon gritted his teeth; your tongue continued to slide up and down his length, sucking and swirling at his tip, wanting all of him in your mouth. Toji watched you, and he noticed something—the way your eyes rolled, as if this was in fact all you wanted. You were nastier, sloppier with the man opposite of him.
You moaned around his head, loudly, and Toji’s jaw clicked. You were careless—filthier with Onyankopon.
“Keep talkin’ to her,” Toji grunts, “That’s the shit she likes.”
Onyankopons’ hands finally settled on both sides of your throat, a rough grip on your chin with his thumbs—he moaned heavily, eyes flickering down towards you, “Pretty ass face, Mama. You suckin’ me up like a fuckin’ pro.”
You moaned in response, “Tastes so good.”
“Keep takin’ that shit, baby.”
Toji’s voice was all around you.
Onyankopon pushed his hips forward, a small shlupp was heard as you gagged. His fingers pressed against your cheek, feeling the curve of your stuffed mouth when he ran his thumb over the flesh, “Yeah? How it’ look?”
Without a second to waste, you let his tip pop out of your mouth, tongue poking out as you moaned, “‘Look so good. So handsome, Papa.”
You could hear him growl at the pet name, your face becoming more of a mess from how spit dripped over your chin. You were in a daze.
“Look in her eyes,” Toji instructs, “Look into them when you speak, too.”
Onyankopons’ eyes flicker down to meet your own once more, “Like that?”
You nod eagerly, lips swollen and puffy as you nod, “Mhm.”
“Always keep them’ eyes on her.”
Onyankopons’ mouth twitched into a smirk. They were brown; dark, a color you could get lost in if you looked long enough. They were bright despite the dimness of the room, holding nothing else but you.
His grip on your face got tighter as you slid your mouth back onto his length. You moaned again, feeling so full, “So big, Ony.”
You were becoming confident, a point you hit when you were so horny that it made you delirious—here it was. The sight of you was blinding—your mouth was engorged with the space of his dick, cheeks bulging as your eyes rolled shut blissfully. That's when you tugged Onyankopon from your mouth, tongue lolling out as you mewled, “Spit on it.”
And he did—he lowered his mouth, dropping saliva between your lips—he found himself kissing you seconds later, feigning to taste you. It was good, so good. Your body rose up to press against his as your fingers found his shoulders, nails digging into the skin as you moved forward on your knees to get closer to him, your head tilting further back so he could slide his tongue into your mouth. You sucked each other’s lips.
That’s when it happens—when you lower back down to find the fat of Onyankopon’s dick, you slap it on your tongue so loudly that it echoes—Toji grunts in an irritation, “Don’t be fuckin’ cute.”
You giggled, running your tongue over Onyankopon’s length, sucking his balls into your mouth.
“Just wanted to taste him, Daddy.”
Onyankopon darkly chuckled.
That's when you hear Toji’s, “Yeah?”
He grunts, “Quit playing. Lay on your back, miss your pussy in my mouth.”
Onyankopons’ voice cut through the room, “Lay that ass down.”
At both of their commands, you listen. Your heart thumped within your chest as your back made contact with the bed—you hear Toji’s, “Come hold her legs—she be runnin’ from my mouth,” he grunts.
You whimper, “Sensitive, baby.”
Regardless, Onyankopon was behind your head—he hovered over to pull your legs back, holding you by your ankles as he spread you apart.
Your fingers were already sinking in your husband's hair below, clenching the tresses between your fingers—his tongue spread across your folds, sliding saliva all across the flesh.
Toji groaned as he felt your legs already trembling, your eyes rolling as Onyankopon kept your legs open. You tug at your lower lip, voice high pitched, “F—fuck, baby. Missed your mouth so much.”
“‘Taste’s so good.”
You moaned in response, writhing—you were more sensitive as his tongue slipped against your clit, swirling around it in slow motions. Your chest rose and fell, feeling the heat of both men’s touch. You whimpered again, hips wriggling under the pressure of Toji’s hands over your pelvis, “Toji,” you moaned, “Ooh.”
He warned against your folds, “Stop movin’.”
Onyankopons’ grip on your ankles was borderline bruising, his dark eyes flickering down to watch how Toji’s mouth lapped at you. Each time you moved, he spread your ankles even farther.
“Look at the way he just in yo’ pussy,” Onyankopon grunts in your ear, “Bouta’ have a nigga drownin’ in yo’ shit.”
Your thighs trembled like crazy at the sounds your pussy made, almost as if Toji were blowing bubbles across the flesh. You pouted beneath yourself, “Fuck,” you mewl, “That feels so good.”
Toji’s took one long, slow, lick over your clit. He grumbled in return, “Pussy messy as fuck, baby.”
Your back arches. You lift above to take a look—Onyankopons’ eyes were staring down, watching. You could see the veins in his arms throbbing as he gripped your ankles.
“Goddamn,” Onyankopon murmured, “Yo’ pussy finna’ get sucked up by my mouth. That shit lookin’ edible.”
The combination of Toji’s mouth and Onyankopon’s words, your pout deepened on your face.
Toji didn’t hesitate to bury his face all into your folds. Your legs were trembling dangerously at this point, watching as he ate you like a starved man. To make matters worse, Onyankopons’ breath was hot in your ear as he continued to hold your ankles, eyes still locked on your husband between your legs—your chest rose and fell, the sensation of Toji’s mouth against you becoming almost too much to handle. You groaned, “Oooh,” legs trying to snap closed, head falling back against Onyankopon’s shoulder, just moaning within his ear.
“You smell so sweet,” Onyankopon murmured, “He eatin’ that pussy,” Onyankopons growled in your ear, “Shit look’ good as hell with his face in it.”
You whimpered at his words.
Onyankopons leaned forward just a bit, mouth pressed against your ear, “I’m missin’ yo’ mouth, babydoll.”
He tugs your hair from around your cheeks, looming above you as his dick slapped across your entire face—his tip is sliding between your mouth, making you whimper even deeper as Toji continued eating at you from below.
Onyankopons’ dick was bigger upside down. You moaned around it, making it hit the back of your throat with every quick thrust he made—he grunted, “You doin’ so good, pretty mama. Finna’ have a nigga put his shit in you.”
Your hands reached back, digging into his hips so you could pull him all the way in, “Fuck, girl. Yo’ throat bulgin’.”
Toji continued eating you from below; the mixture of him and Onyankopon had your eyes watery, legs shaking as if you’d been tased. Every other word out of your mouth was a moan that went directly onto Onyankopon’s tip.
That’s when you pull him from your mouth, sliding your tongue on the sides of his length—you whimper below him, “Want it in me, Ony.”
He pulled you down to where your nose was pressed to his pelvis—he groaned within your mouth, “That ain’t how you beg,” he grunts.
“Please, Ony. Please.”
“You want it that bad?”
You whined, “‘So bad.”
A smirk appeared across Onyankopons’ face. You could hear Toji’s slurrpp between your legs, still tongue deep along your pussy—but the moment he heard you begging from below, his mouth pulled away, leaving you cold. It had you whimpering at the loss.
But then, Onyankopon’s mouth was on you. And it was nowhere near the same. He wasn’t as soft as Toji. His long tongue swirled around your clit—you moaned again, feeling it slide against the flesh harshly.
You gripped at his cornrows, legs shaking in his grip again, “Oh, Ony.”
He lapped at your clit, “Can’t hear you,” he muffled.
Toji was behind you now, holding your legs in place of Onyankopon. He moaned in your ear, “You look so good, baby, spread all open like that.”
“I can’t,” you whined, “Put it in me.”
Onyankopon’s head dipped lower, lips wrapping around your clit and sucking. You were practically vibrating. You lean your head on your husband's shoulder, accepting the kiss he gives you, whimpers muffling into his mouth.
“I love you,” you kept whimpering, “Love you so much, Fushiguro.”
“I love you,” he murmured back onto your lips, “I know.”
Your body tensed the moment you felt Onyankopon’s tip sliding across your folds—you’d wanted it so bad, but actually feeling him weigh against your lower body, you shivered. His upper body loomed above your own as Toji stayed behind, Onyankopon’s lips coming to slide his tongue into your mouth, both men close to your face now.
His dick is sliding between your folds again, again, making them spread apart every few seconds. His forehead presses to yours in such a domineering way—the silence that falls between the two of you feels heavy as his tip begins nudging into your opening—it swallows itself inside, your mouth immediately frowning at the discomfort you feel. Onyankopon sucks the softest kiss on your mouth, grunting as he sinks even deeper. Your eyes rolled, body trembling as you pressed your forehead farther into his. Your fingers found his upper back, nails digging into the flesh as your body responds in all different ways—but it was so good, the tiniest whimper parts from your lips as you lightly squirt on his tip. You’d never done that before, as you creamed more than anything.
“Pussy tryna’ push me out,” Onyankopon grunts on your lips, moaning into another kiss, “That’s how you cummin’?”
“Baby,” Toji moaned, “That was so fuckin’ good. Ain’t even started yet,” he tugs your hair from your face, sucking his mouth against your throat. Your body shakes, gasping as tears seeped from your eyes. You whimpered to Onyankopon, “Oh my god.”
You could hear yourself—you were whiny, sensitive and too full. You mewled again, feeling your stomach clenching as your eyes rolled back. Onyankopons’ face was dark, “You tight as hell,” pressing his forehead more into yours, “You gon’ open up for me?”
A weak, “Uh huh,” comes from your lips.
You could feel him trying to be steady, not wanting to hurt you, but at the same time, his eyes were hooded, lust within them—“Tryin’,” he murmured. His hips stilled for a moment as he slowly, gently slid more of his length deeper into you. You moaned, loud enough to echo off of the wall, “Ugh, fuck.”
Your mind was going blank. His head fell back, “You takin’ me so good,” Your back kept arching, legs quaking. Toji was right there, caressing your scalp to soothe you. You were releasing sounds you’d never made before, moaning deeper each time Onyankopon pulled out to slide himself in more—the slap of his hips against the back of your thighs has your eyes rolling, your face screwed up in pleasure, nodding against his forehead as all you could do was cry for him.
Your legs were shaking too much, to the point Toji gave Onyankopon a glare, “Slow down.”
Onyankopon gritted his teeth as if to focus, trying to not give in to all of the sounds you were making.
“Can’t,” he grunted—Your body kept squirming, legs spreading themselves more open for him, “F—fuck,” he cursed. He was grunting and moaning just as much as you were now.
“Talk to me, Mama. I’m hurtin’ you?” Onyankopon gruffs at you. You find your hand at the nape of his neck, lips closer together—you mewl to him, “Feels sooo good,” your voice was soft, “‘M okay,” you promised to both of them.
Toji was trying to spread some comfort for you, “Look at me, breathe,” his voice was low, his hand reaching forward to touch your cheek. He gave you what you wanted; he leaned his face against your own, “Look at me, pretty baby. Breathe.”
Your entire body listened to your husband’s commands. You took in a deep breath in response, your body calming a bit as he murmured sweetly against your face, “That’s it, good girl.”
A little easier to process with your husbands’ fingers caressing your cheek, you whimpered, “Please,” you whispered on his lips, “Don’t stop him.”
You spread your legs wider—your eyes rolled at the sensation, reaching your hand up to Onyankopon’s face to pull him into a kiss, moaning into his mouth.
Onyankopon growled, holding onto your chin so he could suck on your bottom lip. Toji’s thumb was wiping at your cheek, swiping away tears that you didn’t even realize you were shedding.
He pressed his forehead back to your own, mouth still connected in a sloppy kiss, “Don’t move,” Onyankopon murmured against your face. You felt both mouths kissing somewhere along your body, and that pleasure could’ve engulfed you into an explosion.
But oh, they had so much more to give.
Maybe you did too. Your shaken legs had found themselves crawling along the bed, doe eyes becoming a sultry slender as you crawled towards your husband— your curls evaded your entire body as you slid your hands across his chest, grinding yourself along his lap to gain his attention—you tell him, “I missed you, baby.”
“Missed you too,” Toji murmured in return, unable to keep his eyes off of you. His large palm slid across your hips, another palm reaching around to smack his tip between your folds from behind. You giggled, hair swinging to one side of your body as you circled your hips atop of him, “You wanna put it in me?”
Your hands slide across your nipples, making sure to keep Onyankopon’s attention as your hand finds the tip of his dick beside your body—you whimper to your husband, “Want you so much, Toji. Talk to me.”
Onyankopons’ hands found their way to your arms and shoulders, squeezing the flesh there—One of your hands reached up onto Onyankopons’ face, running your fingers against his facial hair, moving to slide your index finger onto his lips.
“Always thinkin’ ‘bout you,” you moaned, your hands leaving behind Onyankopons’ face to slide back onto Toji’s shoulders. Onyankopon grunted, “She need’ you—Drippin’ all over the sheets and shit.”
You’re guiding yourself down, sinking onto his dick in a way that has your husband leaning his head back onto the bed, clutching your hips within his palms. Toji’s groaning through full lips, eyes narrowing up to you as you’re already bouncing your ass down onto his abdomen. You giggle through a moan, leaning towards Onyankopon with angelic eyes, sticking your tongue out to await for his mouth.
Toji growled from below, “Look at you,” while Onyankopons’ hand pushed a few of your curls aside with a low chuckle, “Cute as hell.”
Onyankopon’s tongue slithered within the confines of your mouth, hand sliding behind your neck to keep your face close to his—your attention went onto your husband, your hips rotating, circling above him—you take one of his palms, sliding it up your body as you suck his index finger into your mouth, moaning around it.
“Jesus,” Toji growled, “‘Gonna’ have me bust early, baby,” He grunted out, “Keep it up.”
You shake your head, “Don’t wanna cum without you,” you whimper—so you lean back to your side, finding Onyankopon’s dick between your lips—you’re sucking, keeping your hips moving for Toji, but your attention elsewhere.
Onyankopons’ hand was resting atop of your forehead, his fingers buried into your hair. You moaned around him again, one hand wrapped around his length and the other caressing Toji’s chest. Your husband was becoming more aggressive below you, his hands finding themselves beneath your thighs to guide you.
He takes one hand to find your throat, snatching your face in his direction. He grunts to you, “I know you’re hearin’ me. Come fuck me, girl. Bounce on my dick like you missed me.”
You have your attention fully on him now—you whimper, “Sorry,” all while you press your feet flat along the bed, tossing your hair along one side of your body as your palms pressed against his chest—your ass trembles each time it claps along his abdomen, a wetness drenching his flesh, the sight of you like hell wrapped up in beauty.
“I love your dick sooo much,” you promised to him, ass clapping at this point, “Love you, Fushiguro,” you whimper, spreading your cheeks from behind, wanting him deeper each time you dropped down.
“I know you fuckin’ do.”
His palm spanks against your asscheek. It jiggles beneath the impact, Toji’s hands finding your hips again to hold you in place.
“Keep fuckin’ me like that.”
Your legs were shaking as Toji’s hips moved to meet your own, bouncing you up and down himself.
Onyankopon was behind you, finding his palms along your hips as he helped you—your eyes rolled, mewling as you allowed him to guide your body down.
Your fingers found your clit below, shoulder shivering as Onyankopon licked up the back of your neck, “O—Ooh,” you moaned, “Please.”
You mewled at both men, your body quaking as your hands slid up behind you, fingers grazing over Onyankopon’s hair. You sloppily slow your tongue in and out his mouth, tugging his head back as you whimper to him, “Put it back in.”
You lean down to find Toji’s
mouth within a deep kiss, hearing his murmur of, “‘Go head, wanna watch you cum.”
Your curls draped across his chest as you tugged his dick from your folds, back arching as you grind your lower body for Onyankopon to take you from behind—you whimper to him, “Want it. ‘Want it, Ony.”
“Been patient,” Onyankopons’ husked, “Come drop that shit on me.”
His hands found both of your asscheeks again, spreading them open. You moaned over your shoulder, the taste of your own skin delicious as he slid himself between your folds, deeper than he’d been before. The giggle you give is elated, eyes rolling as you’re messily bouncing your ass back onto his dick, you’re groaning, “Fuckkk.”
“Good fuckin’ girl,” Toji groaned from below, watching you take it from behind, “Greedy as fuck.”
Onyankopon collected your hair beneath his fist, tugging you back gently while allowing you to fuck yourself onto him—he glares down, “You’ loud.”
“You feel so good,” you couldn’t stop repeating, your hands pressed into Toji’s shoulders to lean back more, arching as you continued to take Onyankopon as deep as you could, “Feelssogood.”
“Givin’ you what you been wantin’,” Onyankopon growled behind you, "Look how good you look takin’ this dick, pretty mama.”
You tried to keep your eyes open, but each time you moved with him, pleasure was rising from somewhere deep within you that had your vision becoming blurry. You were drunk at this point.
“You feel so good in me,” you repeated one more time—it’s the softest you’ve ever spoken, squealing in a way that your body showed exhaustion. You were just taking him now, Onyankopon’s dick becoming drenched in your cream. You pouted, sobbing lowly through your sniffles.
Neither of them had ever seen a reaction out of you like this—you were so sensitive, too sensitive, too open. Onyankopon pounded into your messy, soaking wet pussy from behind, “You gone. Takin’ my dick without even askin’ for it.”
His palm slides along your neck, gently tugging your face back to look into his eyes—you could hear Toji’s grunt of, “So proud of you, baby.”
You sob softly in return again, keeping your eyes against Onyankopon’s as he tugs you back and forth—you’re so full of him, you can barely feel it anymore. Your voice was deeper, an inhale shaky in your throat, exhaled as you cried real tears.
You were so far gone. Toji’s one hand fisted the tip of his dick, other fingers running through your hair, giving you a gentle pull to keep your face from hiding.
“How you feelin’, baby?” he keeps his voice low, gentle.
You could barely speak—you were so busy crying from pleasure, your hands found his face as you whimpered through tears, “I’m gonna cum,” you trembled, “Gonnacum.”
You were so beautiful like this. Crying and whimpering for them in such an exhausted state, so full that they were ready to cum with you.
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
“You gon’ cum all on me, Mama?”
Onyankopon’s voice.
You nod again, breathless, “Mmm-hmm,” through tears. Toji presses his forehead against your own, allowing you to respond any way you needed to.
Toji pressed a small kiss onto your face, “Good girl. Keep goin’. Almost,” he encouraged you in the most gentle tone possible.
Onyankopons’ breathing was a lot rougher now, the sound of his pelvis smacking against your ass filling the room. He was holding onto your hip with one hand, while the other held the back of your neck, watching his dick being coated by your cream.
You moaned between your tears, voice hiccupping with every pound he delivered. He kept mumbling words from above you that couldn’t decipher, but Toji was still there to calm you.
The room was a chorus of skin against skin, your mewls getting even higher in pitch with how full you felt at Toji’s hands on your face—the warmth of his own cum spurted on your stomach— you were babbling, your body wilder, your toes curling. You squirt again, gasping into a rough kiss with your husband. Onyankopon’s tongue is sliding across your lower back, moaning as you feel a warmth in your pussy—he cums with you.
Your body feels sore, as if you’d just ran a marathon. You quiver when Onyankopon pulls himself out, feeling the cum dripping from your pussy—and somehow, through everything you’d just done, that makes you bury your face within Toji’s shoulder, cheeks flushed as you masked your face.
When your brain sobered over the events of the past couple of days, you still couldn’t believe it—Would it happen again? Was this a one time thing? Only the future could tell.
As your round eyes glanced between both men, the only answer you received was a deep, low, chuckle.
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メモ。— hey cuties. just wanted to post another one of my fav’s, ngl. love, love, love. these two in the same alternate universe? my god. anyways, when rereading this i kept humming nightcrawler by travis scott? idk. anyways, sorry for the non-black link for visuals! just needed y’all to understand where my mind was at when i wrote this. okay. love you. teehee.
ビジュアル。
HOW DID YOU END UP HERE?
You kept asking yourself that question as your puffy lips poked in a pout, round eyes flickering in between the looming frames above you. Your freckled cheeks flushed as they glared in return of your angelic face—and then, impurely so, you crawled to them.
You couldn’t have been that naive. Not to realize their plan, or how long they’d been onto you. But none of this was your plan at all. It just—happened.
You’d been married to Toji for four years now, falling in love the moment he approached you in the streets of Tokyo, Japan. You were studying abroad in grad school, telling him that you’d been working on your masters degree within Administration, to which he replied that he shared a business with his partner—a contractor, he was.
You would never forget that initial interaction. The onyx of his hair tousled in a flawless way, matching the natural frown of his full eyebrows each time he watched you speak.
He allowed you to ramble off with low hums of ’Mmm’, even with it being the first conversation between the two of you. And to be honest, it made you nervous. From the warm ivory of his complexion that was coated with tattoos, being so many that they traveled beneath the white tee he wore, to his frame that was tall, lean, and built—the cadence of his deep voice, a gruffness to his tone as a cigarette sunk between the side of his full lips—He was like no other.
But you feigned an innocence he couldn’t pull from. The deep ginger curls draping around your freckled cheeks flushed as he spoke to you, round eyes beaming from beneath your lashes—you wore a cherry blossom within your tresses, pale pink mini dress clad around your curvy figure as you held textbooks beneath your arms. Your giggles, your smile, all those things made you like no other even more so.
He wanted you.
You both resided in New Orleans as his business was the most successful there, receiving a multitude of clients after Hurricane Katrina hit the city years before. Behind that scary demeanor was a man with wholehearted compassion—He helped others create their new homes after losing their old ones, becoming known as the most popular contractor along the Westbank. But of course, he had a little help along the way.
He offered you a job as his business’ consultant manager, able to give feedback on their personal brand as contractors, as well as answering emails and phone calls—but here’s where the issue began.
Onyankopon.
The first time meeting him was entirely friendly, even when his looks might’ve had your stomach do a flip. To the heavy New Orleans twang that slipped between a few creole words as he spoke to you, to the strength of his hand when he shook yours. The brown of his smooth skin complexion shined in cocoa butter, strident jaw clenching as he shook the small frame of your palm.
You’ little as hell, you remember him telling you.
He was an extreme contrast to Toji—open faced grills within his mouth, teeth straight and white each time he smiled or laughed. His lips were a deep pink, full, kissabl—
Teeth. His teeth were nice.
Your eyes ran across the neatly braided cornrows, broad frame covered in tattoos that moved when he flexed his muscles. In that moment, he’d lifted his shirt to wipe the moisture of sweat from his forehead, goatee wafting a shea butter scent from the follicles—but you couldn’t even finish reading his body over, as your eyes fell right at the sculpt of his abs, Bible scriptures thumping across the flesh as he grunted from the heat of outside. And like an idiot, your reply was—
You have big hands.
Yeah, you were fucked.
Well, at first you weren’t. Onyankopon had been the best man in your wedding, constantly coming over to the house, even dozing off on the sofa as you laid a blanket over him. You and him had a good enough rapport with Toji being the common denominator—so the question was, why did you have the inkling to fuck him?
This wasn’t cheating, right?
Regardless of Toji and Onyankopon growing up together, they were extremely different—Toji was more aggressive, outspoken, able to soften his hard corners the minute he was with you. On the other hand, Onyankopon was sweet, observant, quiet, and stoic—he was the action, while Toji was the mouth piece.
So back to the point—this definitely wasn’t cheating, right?
Okay, but you loved your husband. He was there for you throughout all your highs and lows—He was patient, affectionate, hard-working, all the things you wanted within a man. He was the only man you’d ever been with—sexually, romantically—so you couldn’t understand why your brain was thinking about how big Onyankopon’s hands were—
Anyway, this was your husband’s fault. You couldn’t blame him for loving Onyankopon like a brother, but you could blame him for bringing him around more than he should have. He was like a villain to your origin story. Working out with the both of you at the gym, going out with you late at night, hanging around you just as much as your husband did. To make things worse? He was so. Damn. Nice. Opening the door for you, taking your hand as you needed to walk up the stairs, always asking how you felt throughout the day when your husband wasn’t able to do so.
It’s not that you wanted him, per se. It was the mixture of both your husband and him within the same room, deep voices talking shit to one another, laughing, eyeing you as you walked past, made dinner, giggled shyly when they both called for your attention—you weren’t trying to make it obvious that he made you a little fuzzy, but the narrow of your husband's eyes might’ve said otherwise.
Now? You were fucked.
Here you were now, sitting along your miniature desk as you did emails during the business’ new project. Both men were working on a house within Uptown, a two story home where the family wanted an all white kitchen. You were in between phone calls and looking over shop drawings to make sure the infrastructure was to the family’s desires, claw clip within your curls as they draped in between your fingers, sighing as the paper work had you a bit tired.
Your eyes wandered over to your husband standing on the opposite side of the room, ear leaning into the screen of his phone as he tugged construction gloves from his large palms—Onyankopon on the opposite side of him, plummeting his hammer into the wall above. You watched both men for a brief moment, as they both wore forest green long sleeves, tugging to the muscular frame of their shoulders and abdomen.
When you heard the click of Toji’s lighter, your eyes rolled.
“Please don’t smoke in someone else’s house, Fushiguro.”
Of course, that natural frown appeared seconds later. Your husband’s eyebrows lowered, wrist knocking down as he shook off the ash collecting at the tip of his cigar.
“‘Bout to go outside,” he grunts to you, “The wife said she wants white oak instead of maple for the counter.”
Onyankopon hadn’t turned towards either of you, but he did stop his hammering.
A low breath huffed from his lips as he grunted in return, “Why she ain’t say that shit earlier? I was finna’ get started on the window.”
Toji releases a puff of smoke, “Husband said he’ll pay double.”
“That don’t’ make it any less work.”
Your husband’s grey eyes peered over his slightly irritated friend, a glint within them as he leaned forward, blowing smoke towards Onyankopon.
He now fully turned from where he stood, brown eyes stabbing every inch of Toji’s body—his low voice warns, “Chill out, nigga. You see I’m tryna’ figure out what I need to do.”
Both men always had an interesting dynamic—one could be playful, while the other couldn’t be at all. It was always easy for Toji to rile up Onyankopon.
“You’re mad ‘cause more money ‘bout to go in your pocket?” Toji raises an eyebrow, “Quit whinin’.”
Onyankopon turns to face the wall, hand holding onto the hammer, “Ain’t nobody whinin’. Stop talkin’ to me.”
Toji glances back at you from the other side of the room, a wink being sent in your direction.
You roll your eyes at the both of them, “And where does she think we’re gonna find White Oak at nearly six in the afternoon?”
“She’s tryna’ change everything to white oak,” Toji clarified, “Countertops to white granite, cabinets to off white.”
That’s when Onyankopon tosses the hammer beside his boot. He crosses his arms to lean his back along the wall, face hard from this conversation.
“She might as well do a whole new renovation,” he mutters.
“You’ the only one complaining.”
“Don’t mean I ain’t right,” Onyankopon counters, “Shit don’t’ make sense. We got three more days before the contract is up, and now she on some’ HGTV bullshit.”
“‘Can’t complain if that’s what she wants.”
Onyankopon turns towards you.
“How’ you feelin’ about this?”
You blink at the question, not wanting to be in the middle of one of their usual disputes. You tug a ginger curl behind your ear, scrunching your nose to adjust the tip of your glasses.
Your voice is soft, “Onyankopon’s right, baby. I think it’s a little late for changes in renovations when you’re already halfway done with the kitchen.”
You see your husband's jaw tighten at your confirmation, his back straightening as he glances between the two of you. Even if he didn’t agree, he had to understand his partner's point of view.
“I hear both of you,” Toji glances at Onyankopon, “What you wanna’ tell them?”
“Finish the current cabinet set up, make the kitchen white, and she can set another appointment if she wanna add other shit.”
You glance down to the paper beneath you, pen flicking beneath your fingers, “We still need more maple—think you can make it to Home Depot before they close?”
Toji gives a nod of approval, stomping on the butt of the cigar he was trying to finish, “I got it. Gonna’ head that way.”
Onyankopon's eyebrows raise in surprise, “You goin’ by yo’self?”
“Why? You gonna’ kiss and make up with me now?”
Onyankopons’ eyes narrow, “Ain’t nobody kissin’ yo’ overgrown ass, nigga.”
“You sound like a damn teenager.”
“‘Cause I’m arguin’ with one.”
“Can you tell me you love me and stop arguing, please?” you tilt your head, “Come gimme’ some love.”
The smallest smile might’ve found Toji’s mouth.
“You want love?” His footsteps approach your desk, heavy on the wooden floor, “You want some love, huh?”
His large hand runs up the length of your shoulder, fingers finding your neck as he pushes your chin up, “You hearin’ me?”
“Mhm,” you hum, pulling him lower by the bicep of his arm, “Don’t be long,” You rub your nose against his, “You love me?”
Toji brings his other hand to the other side of your neck, thumbs grazing your cheeks with that signature smirk on his lips, “You know I do.”
He pulls your face towards his, gruff as he questions, “You like when I tell you that?”
You’re met with the familiar taste of his mouth, tongue exploring yours as he sighs through his nose, hushing your small giggle through the kiss.
“Aight,” Onyankopon interrupts, “Y’all know Home Depot finna’ close, huh?”
Toji raises his middle finger in the direction of the other man, giving you a couple more pecks—his hand lingers along your neck when he turns back to his friend, “You’re still over there cryin’? Let me kiss my woman.”
He then stands to his full height, “‘Need anything from me before I leave, wifey?” he sarcastically questions Onyankopon.
Onyankopons’ eyes roll up in the direction of the ceiling, hand moving to rub the bridge of his nose.
“Just gon’ head, Fushiguro.”
“Have those emails ready for me,” He gives a kiss to your forehead, “Behave.”
He then extends back up once more, “Watch my woman for me, bastard.”
“I always do,” Onyankopon murmurs, “She’ good with me.”
And with that, the door closed.
You didn’t expect your husband to be gone for almost two hours. He wasn’t answering the phone, and the heat seeping into the home had you ready to call it quits. Your fingers were lazily typing across the keyboard, flickering up to Onyankopon every once in a while.
You softly ask, “Did he text you back?”
Onyankopons’ brown eyes glance up from his own set of papers.
“Nah,” he replies, “I called him, ain’t answer.”
You pout your lips at the news, now knowing Toji was really taking his time.
Onyankopon notices your face.
“He ain’t dead, shawty. Nigga prolly’ searchin’ for the best maple wood in all of New Orleans. He’d overwork himself before givin’ a bad service.”
The words make you smile a bit, knowing your husband just as much as he did.
You say, “I’m sorry. I just hate when he goes awol—I probably sound annoying.”
Onyankopon lets out a low chuckle, one that rumbles through the release of his chest. His attention was now on you instead of those papers, leaned forward in his chair. His shoulders seemed to expand in size.
“Youn’ sound annoying, just worried,” He leans forward more, “He ain’t good at checkin’ the time when he be runnin’ errands.“
He looks back down at his work, a moment of silence passing before he glances up again.
“You ain’t hungry, are you?”
Your eyes find themselves back to his face, realizing how long you’d glance over his muscular frame.
“Hm?” You process the question, “Um—no, I’m fine. I don’t like to bother you guys about food while you’re working and I’m just sitting, y’know?”
You adjust your glasses once more, “I’m fine, really.”
Onyankopon squinted his eyes in the direction of you, eyebrows cocking up when he asked, “You ain’t eat nothin’ today?”
His voice was like honey. Sweet, with a deep rumble, and it didn’t help the fact that he was giving you his full attention.
“You know you ain’t no bother to me. I can go grab you sum’.”
The thing was, you were hungry. Toji was sweet enough to have packed you a lunch earlier, one that you’d already scarfed down and hadn’t thought about until this moment. You weren’t sure why you couldn’t just say all that, but maybe it had to do with the way he looked at you.
Something him and your husband had in common—it was that damn glare they kept upon their faces, whether they were happy, upset, or just fixated on something. You hated to say that the sight had you shifting within your chair.
Your face flushes a bit, “I’m okay, Ony. Thank you.”
You might’ve been crazy. You swear you saw the corner of his mouth lifting at the nickname, but it happened too fast— it had to be a trick of the sunlight.
“You sure?”
The concern he displayed was always so pure, it made you wanna kill him.
You nod, “Promise. I’m just gonna finish my emails,” you nearly fumbled your words, “I have a couple more to do.”
“Youn’ gotta overwork yo’self, Mama. You can stop if you’ exhausted,” he gently adds, “Toji gon’ be out for a minute.”
There was that look again, the one that felt deep within your body, like you were entirely naked in front of him.
There was also the fact that your heart was pounding. It was either a heart attack, or you were going to spontaneously combust—
“You’ warm?” He questions, “You sweatin’.”
You quickly glance down your body, noticing the sheen of your skin. The soft yellow halter dress you wore hugged along your wide hips with the mixture of sweat—but nothing was worse when you realized your nipples seeping through the fabric up top. You weren’t even cold.
You run your fingers through your hair, pulling your curls farther away from the back of your neck. You awkwardly giggle, “‘S just really hot in here.”
The corner of his mouth definitely twitched up that time, like he had an idea of what was happening to you right now. He probably didn’t. You hoped he didn’t.
You could see the muscles of his arms flex when he shifted in his chair, fingers of his left hand scratching along his facial hair.
“It is,” he agrees, “Imma’ finish up this window.“
When he stands from his seat, you then hear, “You need me?”
You blink, eyes flickering over him as your mouth goes dry, “Huh?”
“I said, you lemme’ know if you need anything, aight?”
You were losing it.
“Okay,” you force the most normal smile, “Got it.”
This had to be your personal hell. It might’ve been enjoyable for anyone else, but this was the worst thing you could’ve witnessed. You were trying to finish your work, but you found yourself…glancing above your computer.
Onyankopons’ hands were rough, strong with large palms as he held up the thick glass window, the muscles within his arms flexing from the power of it. A few beads of sweat fell within the crevasses of his chest, dripping down and soaking into his shirt, tight from how it stretched across his body. His dark brows were focused, tongue running across his lips as his jaw was set, feet were slightly spread apart, stance strong—God, he was so strong.
His hair was braided back, sweat beading and traveling down his temples, face focused on the work in front of him. He gave a loud huff as he nailed in the window frame, face scowling as his biceps flexed.
Lord Jesus.
But oh, you must’ve been in the seventh ring of hell when he tugged that shirt off of his body. He’d begun playing music to keep himself distracted, but if only he knew.
The tattoos that lined his arms and chest were now on full display, shiny with the sweat. His chest and abs flexed from the work of lifting heavy objects, the thick length of his tatted neck and shoulders flexing from the movements.
And then, so attractively, he rolled his neck back, grunting as he lifted the weight of the glass once more.
You felt dizzy.
Your cheeks flushed as you watched him, eyes staring almost dreamily. There was nothing more attractive than a man working hard, sweat pouring down his body as he pushed his strength to the limits. It made you—imagine things. Your body throbbed at your thoughts, a small frown coming between your lips at the sight.
But that frown quickly erased, as your heart nearly dropped into your ass the moment you heard the door unlock. You hiked your body up to the perfect sitting position, scattering your fingers for your pen as you scribbled random words along the bottom of your papers.
You couldn’t even look in Toji’s direction.
Your husband could’ve called out your name, but you still wouldn’t have looked over. So when Toji appeared beside your desk, his strong arm draping over your shoulders, the weight nearly startled you.
“Babydoll,” he rasped, “What’s goin’ on? You need some water?”
Your eyes glanced at Onyankopon.
Kissing Toji’s jaw, your face flushed as you deflected, “The Louisiana heat is dire—what took you so long, baby?”
Toji’s eyebrows quirked up at your sudden affection, catching the tense in your body. However, being your easily distracted husband, he loved when you wanted to be on him. His hands rubbed over your arms, attempting to soothe you a bit.
“The closest Home Depot didn’t have the wood in stock,” he murmured, “Damn near traveled the entire state.”
Your hips had always been your sensitive spot, lower body shivering a bit as he began to rub there. You found yourself wanting to hold his face, tugging his body to be closer as you told him, “‘Missed you, Toji.”
His grip was light, a thumb brushing along the curve of one of your eyebrows.
“Yeah?” he murmured back.
He noticed the way you tried to look elsewhere.
His fingers came to grip beneath your chin, gently forcing your attention back to him.
“Eyes,” he reminded, “Need em’ here.”
Your husband was a lot of things, but oblivious wasn’t one of them.
“I’m just a little tired,” you found something to say, your hands rubbing at the smoothness of his jaw, rubbing his neck, rubbing everywhere to distract him.
Toji leaned into your touch, but not much. It made your heart beat more.
“You sure that’s the only thing?”
You nod, “Mhm.”
His frown flickers your face once more, but the warmth of your palms was all too soothing. His mouth grunted along your throat, “Missed you too,” kissing pecks along the warm flesh. Your fingers sunk into his hair as you giggled a bit, leaning your head back for him to keep his affection going. But in that moment, your eyes might’ve glanced at Onyankopon once more.
If only you’d realized that your husband noticed.
Finishing off the night was another hour later as you’d both said your goodbyes to Onyankopon, quickly making it home to wash off the heat of the day. You sat in the vanity your husband had built for you, angels carved within the gold trim of the mirror, lights attached to the surface below to do your skincare or makeup.
As your husband was within the shower, your mind wandered. You’d hoped today’s little hiccup was a spur of the moment, and that you’d become a bit delirious from the heat. However, you still thought about the way Onyankopon looked at you, and something in that still had your thighs squeezing together.
“Kawaī on’nanoko.”
Pretty girl.
You hear your husband call for your attention, the bathroom door opening to reveal him within a towel—it hangs low on his muscular hips, abs sweltering in water, upper body flexing as he dries the damp of his hair.
“You finished up those emails earlier?”
Shit.
The tips of your fingers swiped along your cheek with oil, your eyes briefly finding his as you replied, “Um—No, I didn’t.”
Toji raised an eyebrow in your direction, not used to hearing your denial of finished work.
“What happened?”
Your body shivered under the intensity of his gaze, the heat of the shower steam slowly crawling into the room.
“Got distracted with a couple of phone calls,” was your lie, “Want me to finish them before bed?”
“You seem distracted now,” he points out, “‘Can barely make eye contact with me.”
“You’re the most handsome man in the world,” you hum, “What can I say?”
Toji huffs a chuckle.
His gaze still hardened on you, studying you with those all-seeing eyes of his. You kept your head turned, face flushing again, fingers moving along your facial products as you pretended not to feel it.
“Let me ask you somethin’.”
Your heart immediately started beating, turning towards him with raised eyebrows.
You tug a curl behind your ear, “Yeah?”
Toji leaned his hip along the edge of the sink, towering over you even with feet away.
“How you feelin’ ‘bout Onyankopon?” he flatly questions, “You like him?”
Your eyes blink at the question. You tilt your head, “You’ve been friends for years. Why wouldn’t I?”
Toji lets a low hum escape his chest, biceps flexing from the position.
“Is that what I asked?”
You tried to keep your expression neutral.
“What are you asking, then?”
“To be honest with me.”
Onyankopon wasn’t a topic Toji treaded lightly on, especially when it concerned you. He wasn’t a possessive man by any means, but any question he asked, he wanted the truth.
He repeats, “You like him?”
“I don’t—“ you went to argue, but his eyes stopped you.
So you try again.
“That’s a bit of a weird question to ask, Fushiguro.”
His face twitched. His eyes, however, kept you in a hold.
“Nah,” he disagreed, “It ain’t.”
You sat there quietly, thinking about lying like you’d been doing all day. But the guilt of lying to him felt too heavy in your chest to keep doing.
So, with the slightest of hesitance, you softly admitted, “I do.”
You then follow up with, “But it’s not—like that.”
“Make me understand.”
You shifted in your chair, legs crossing as you attempted to keep your gaze from drifting.
You replied, “I don’t like him in a romantic way. I just—“
Your teeth scrape at your lip a bit, “It’s just a little fantasy, you know? That’s all. I would never act on any of my emotions, Toji. You know that.”
His expression was unreadable.
“You know that, right?”
You wanted that confirmation, swallowing hard. Toji studied you, jaw shifting in the silence that fell.
You then added, “You’re the one I married.”
“That don’t’ answer my next question.”
“Which is?”
“Your fantasy. Talk me through it.”
Your mouth parts to speak, but no words escape you.
“What?”
“Tell me about your fantasy,” Toji repeated, “Don’t act like you don’t understand what I’m askin’ you.”
You felt heat creep back up your body, your cheeks practically on fire.
“There’s nothing to tell, baby. It’s—silly.”
Toji’s jaw ticked.
“You think I’m mad at you?”
You question, “Are you?”
“I’m not. Shit ain’t silly if you’re flustered like this.”
He then repeats, “Tell me.”
You swallowed, fiddling with your manicured fingers.
“‘Promise you won’t be mad?”
He huffs, “I just told you I wasn’t, babydoll. C’mon.”
Your legs moved together awkwardly, fingers still a fiddling mess.
“When I see the two of you being together, working, or just—doing stuff, I imagine…”
Toji waited, watching you fidget.
“Sexual stuff, Y’know? My mind just gets a little dirty.”
“You think ‘bout him fuckin’ you?”
“Toji.”
“You think ‘bout him fuckin’ you while I watch?”
“Fushiguro!” you squeaked, “Jesus, no. I think about the both of you,” you clarify, “That’s all!”
You stand from the chair, going over to lightly wrap your arms around his neck—you’re breathless as you whimper, “Shitsumon suru no wa yamete kudasai. It’s a stupid thing, okay? I love you. I’d never do anything with anyone else.”
“Is that somethin’ you want?”
“What?” you frown, “What do you mean?”
“You want me and him? You wanna take that?”
You knock your head into his chest, throwing your hands over your face as you squeak again, “Baby!”
The corner of Toji’s mouth lifted with amusement.
“I’m just askin’ a question.”
You felt mortified.
You were stubborn in keeping your face covered, muttering out, “No, Fushiguro. Please. Stop.”
You could feel his chuckle against your head, deep within his chest as his arms wrapped around your waist.
“You’re so shy, woman.”
“You’re insane,” you murmur, heart thumping in your chest, “Why aren’t you mad? How aren’t you mad?”
“Don’t really have anythin’ to be mad ‘bout,” Toji murmured, squeezing at your waist, “You like the idea of it; ain’t nothin’ wrong with that.”
“I feel insane,” You reply.
“Shit is kinda’ cute, honestly.”
“Toji,” You smack his bicep, “Stop.”
“Ouch.”
His hands gripped at the full flesh of your ass, forcing you to hold around his neck as he lifted you onto the sink’s countertop.
“You done with your lil’ tantrum?”
You roll your eyes, “My husband is tryna’ have me admit that I want a threesome with him and his best friend. I think my reaction is pretty valid.”
His lips brushed up your neck, voice deep, gruff with his reply, “Ain’t nobody said nothin’ ‘bout all that, huh?” Your legs hooking at either side of his hips, holding him between the warmth of your thighs.
“Can we stop talking about this?” you question, “Why can’t you just say I’m pretty and that you love me? Why do you have to make my life harder?”
He smirked at your complaint. He then responded with, “I think you’re the prettiest thing in the South; you know that.”
His strong hands were already tugging the fabric of your night gown, palming at the soft flesh up your thigh. You grip at his hair, fingers twisting within it.
“You know I love you so damn much,” he grunts, nose running along the curve of your neck, “You’re mine.”
You pucker your lips out, awaiting a kiss.
Toji gives you what you want, of course. He groaned from the sensation of you tugging down on his bottom lip, sucking on it with a pop as he pulled away.
You run your tongue along your lips as you giggle, “‘Mkay. I love you too, all is forgiven.”
You then sigh, “Wanna go to bed? Get a little—freaky?” you playfully wiggle your brows.
“Yeah. Lemme’ call up Onyankopon first—“
You smack his chest again.
The next couple of days were better than you imagined. It was a resting period, both you and Toji spending most of your time sleeping, cuddling, watching shows, and overall rejuvenating one another in preparation for work the next week.
Your time off had gotten infinitely better when your husband received a phone call from a client within the Garden District—who he thought wasn’t interested in his services—but when he offered triple Toji and Onyankopon’s pay rate, it seemed otherwise. You whisper screamed as you jumped on the bed above him, your feet thumping on either side of his legs as he talked business, watching as he tried to hold off his chuckle.
Here’s when things got weird. Later that morning, Onyankopon planned to come over for a football game, as you’d also agreed to cook in celebration of your big contract coming up. It was a usual routine—football, gym, coming back home to cook.
But something about today’s routine felt…different.
Toji and Onyankopon. The combination of the two was something you could usually handle, but when you came downstairs that morning for coffee, you felt an energy coming off of them. You were usually comfortable in their company. Toji was his rough, crass self, but nonetheless a loving husband. And then there was Onyankapon, who was usually the sweetheart.
But now, you felt as if their attitudes had shifted. They’d been quiet and watchful since you’d entered the kitchen, eyes following your every single move. That’s when you realize—they were watching you like you were their prey.
“Good morning?”
Your voice was sweet, nervous. You waved as if they weren’t ten feet away.
Both men replied with their own version of a greeting, their eyes locked on your form as you moved to grab a cup of coffee. You could feel the heat of their stares.
It was almost—too silent.
If that wasn’t weird, this definitely was. The energy picked up around the afternoon, both men gulping down a beer together as their low tones barked at the television, watching the game at its peak. You’d finished up with those emails you were supposed to finalize, snuggling yourself into your husband as you leaned your upper body into his, Onyankopon beside you while continuously watching the game. Your eyes were a bit droopy as you weren’t as interested, sinking your face deeper into Toji’s abdomen. And that’s when it happened—you felt Onyankopon graze his fingers along your hip as he spoke to your husband about the game. Your eyes went wide.
Onyankopon’s voice was gruff from grunting and the consumption of beer, but his fingers were steady as ever against your skin. Both men were locked onto the screen as if your reaction was nothing important—All the while, you felt your heart thumping under your rib cage.
Your clit throbbed.
Then, it was your husband's turn. Toji’s hand was a stark contrast to Onyankopon’s; rough, large, calloused, and much thicker. His fingers cladded onto your ass, pulling your body back so you were nestled further between the two.
“You think LSU’s gonna’ make an upset today?”
“Ain’t no way them’ niggas beatin’ Georgia,” Onyankopon shook his head, “I’m reppin’ my state, but they’ be drawlin’.”
“You always goin’ too hard for the opposition,” Toji countered, “Gotta’ be more confident in the home team.”
“You ain’t even from Louisiana,” Onyankopon sucked his teeth, “Why you defendin’ niggas like they’ payin’ you to say allat’?”
“I ‘been here for sixteen years now. Chill.”
They’re both touching. Again.
Your heart felt as if it was being squeezed between two giant fingers. You’d tried so hard to keep your focus on the game, but Onyankopon shifted forward in his seat, leaning more of his body closer to your ass. Toji shifted his legs apart, forcing you to lean a bit more onto Onyankopon.
Your heart palpitated.
“You wanna’ go against this bet or not?”
Onyankopon was still rubbing at your hip. He grunted at Toji’s response, “Don’t get yo’ ass beat.”
“Beat this bet, Pussy.”
“Who’ the pussy?”
“I’d say the man who’s ‘bouta lose fifty dollars.”
Your ass was right on top of Onyankopon’s thigh at this point.
You inhaled a shaky breath, feeling a bit dizzy at the scent of them. Toji smelled like nature; earthy, woodsy. Onyankopon, however, smelled like musk and some type of cologne. You weren’t sure which one you liked more, their argument now completely muffled to your ears.
They were trying to kill you.
Maybe it didn’t actually happen that way. Your mind fed on those delusions as you stood within the gym later that day, zoning out each time you waited to do your rep behind both men. You’d always worked out with them, learning different techniques that left your body sore afterwards—but once again, today was different.
They were both rough with their work outs, grunting whenever they’d throw down a set of weights. Chests’ heaving, sweat collecting—they were sexy. But today, the attention was on you.
The way Onyankopons’ fingers would graze over your waist as he helped you with your sets, how Toji’s hand smacked your ass as you walked past—You couldn’t handle them.
It all led into the night. Once everyone was refreshed and showered, you were within the kitchen cooking one of their favorite meals—steak, loaded potatoes and broccoli. You were comforted by the candles lit along the house, a glass of wine easing your nerves from the entire day. Your ginger curls draped around your face and past your hips, pale yellow halter top and matching capris hugging the fat of your ass, frilly sock beneath your golden heels to match the jewelry on your caramel skin. You were currently seasoning your steak, eyes briefly flickering to the patio door halfway open as both men smoked a blunt together. You watched them.
Toji was dressed in those loose, dark cargos that hung off of his hips for dear life, a white tee stretched to its limit across his biceps and over the chest. Onyankopons’ pants were black, and his shirt was navy blue. They're both huge.
A slight breeze drifted through the cracked patio door, blowing into the house and mixing with the scents of Toji’s—and now their—smoke.
Their shoulders flexed as they passed the blunt back and forth, laughter and low conversation heard through the glass. They were both so handsome, so attractive, so rough compared to you.
Your eyes briefly met theirs from the doorway, Toji’s eyes that dark grey, Onyankopons’ a lighter brown.
They were looking at you. No other way to describe it. They were looking at you.
The sight made you a bit wobbly. Nonetheless, you waved through the window at the two, dimple poking with the soft smile you gave them.
Your husbands’ fingers rubbed at his jaw while Onyankopon cracked a smirk, waving back at you in return.
Okay.
When they made it back inside, you were in the middle of cutting your potatoes up—you hummed, “Everything okay?”
Toji’s gaze was focused on your hands as you chopped the vegetables, but it eventually flickered to your face as he replied, "Good, just missed you out there.”
Onyankopons’ head tilted your direction too, eyes scanning you from head to toe, “You look good,” He complimented, voice raspy.
You blushed at his compliment. Accepting the kiss Toji gave along your cheek, you’re distracted as he tugs his finger through your curls—you giggle a bit, “Just wanted to look pretty for tonight—you guys look nice too,” you turn your face to kiss at your husbands lips, “You guys hungry?”
Toji leaned in for another kiss, sucking your lower lip between his teeth as he multiplied his pecks. You rubbed your fingers along his shoulder, turning your face up for his mouth to find your jaw. You weren’t used to your husband giving this kind of affection in front of his friend.
“Starvin’,” Toji grunted.
Onyankopons’ eyes stayed on you, tongue running along those full lips of his, “You always lookin’ pretty, Mama. You know that?”
The pet name made your thighs want to clench.
“Um—“ you giggled once more, holding Toji’s jaw to keep him in place, “Thank you, Ony. I should be done with dinner soon, okay?”
“Don’t take too long,” Toji murmured along your neck, “Can’t keep my mouth off’ you.”
His hand smacked the fuller portion of your ass, sending it jiggling beneath your capris.
Onyankopons’ tongue ran along his lips, “Aight. I’m waitin’ on you, girl.”
That sentence weighed in your chest.
Toji went upstairs to find another lighter, leaving the two of you downstairs—alone. You hummed the low instrumentals of your music, beginning to slice the stems of your broccoli. You gave Onyankopon a small smile as his eyes found yours every so often, tugging your hair out of your face as a way to distract how anxious you felt.
You softly ask, “How’d you spend your days off?”
Onyankopons’ eyes followed the movement of your fingers through your hair, watching the way your neck exposed when you threw it back. His arms folded over his chest, the veins within his forearms prominent from the action.
“Shit was aight,” he replied evenly, “‘Nigga just caught up on some sleep. You?”
You hummed, attempting to look for another cutting board, “We caught up on a couple of shows, cuddled; mushy shit that married couples do.”
You then ask, “How ‘you feel about the contract in the Garden District?”
The corner of Onyankopons’ mouth twitched with a small smile, eyes lingering on the way your hips shifted.
“Feels good to have contracts comin’ left and right,” he replied, “Blessed, essentially. Y’all’ been on my ass since the last project, so I’m ready to start sum’ new.”
You turn your head towards him, hair draping over your shoulder. Your eyes rolled as you mused, “Y’know it’s not like that, Onyankopon. Toji is just—despite the things clients ask for, he wants to go above and beyond that. Not saying you don’t, he’s just—particular, you know?”
Onyankopons’ eyes were practically glued to you as he replied, “Yeah, nah, I ain’t mean it like that. I know how Toji gets, that’s just part of the process,” His head cocked, “He just get’ too caught up sometimes.”
Onyankopons’ eyebrows then lifted, “How you’ be puttin’ up wit’ him?”
“The same way you do,” you softly giggle, “We both love him. It’s a thing we seem to have in common.”
He chuckled in return, your attention moving back to finish cutting your broccoli. After a few moments of silence, your eyes flick back up to him—you call, “Ony?”
You think on your words.
“I just wanted to say—thank you, for being such a good friend to him. He doesn’t have anyone in his life outside of me, and having such amazing emotional support like you, he’s happier when you’re around. It means the world.”
Onyankopons’ expression changed with the way your voice softened. Something warm, comfortable, almost intimate coming from the way you talked about his friend. His best friend for that matter.
His voice was softer in reply, “Of course, Mama. Toji’s family to me—A nigga like me couldn’t ask for a better person to have in his corner.”
After a moment, he then questions, “What ‘bout you?”
You blink at the question, “What about me?”
“You’ happy to have me around?”
The question makes your heart thump.
You exhale, “I’m always happy to have you around, Ony. Why wouldn’t I be?”
“Ion’ make you feel no type of way?”
You blink.
“Of course not.”
There was something about his tone that made your nerves tighten. The way he looked at you was different from the way Toji did, but it had your heart thumping the same.
“No,” you reply, “You’ve been nothing but sweet to me since day one.”
He spread his legs a bit, abdomen flexing as he did so.
Onyankopons’ head tilted, “Just sweet?”
You swallowed, nodding.
“Yeah.”
His fingers flexed as they rested in his lap. You turned your back to him, beginning to cut the remaining broccoli.
“Nothin’ else?”
Your neck prickled at the way his voice dropped.
You shook your head, keeping your eyes locked below. But that’s when you hear—
“I see how you be lookin’ at me, girl.”
Your hands clenched around the knife.
When your eyes find his, that’s when your body tensed—your hands quickly dropped the knife as you felt a slice along your index finger. You held your hand towards your body, scrunching your face at the discomfort.
Onyankopons’ chair made an obnoxious noise as he shot up from his seat—It seemed he was across the room in a second, towering over your body as he took hold of your injured hand. His palms were large, long fingers circling all the way to your wrist as he assessed the wound.
“I—I wasn’t paying attention,” You murmured, “I got distracted. You—“
And then, he’s sucking.
Your eyes widened as Onyankopons’ lips engulfed the wound on your index finger, tongue licking the area with zero hesitance. It was the last thing you expected him to do.
“Ony—“
“‘Gotta be more careful, Mama.”
His tongue runs across his mouth as he pulls back, as if savoring the taste of you. Your lips parted, your chest heaving as his lips loomed along yours.
“You got a taste on you, girl.”
You could’ve died right there. That’s when you hear the heavy thumps of your husband coming downstairs, your face hot as he eyes the two of you in closer vicinity.
He questions, “You good, baby? What happened?”
You felt dizzy under both of their heavy gazes. You swallowed again, nodding.
And as both men conversed normally after that, that’s when you realized—they were in fact trying to get you.
Your mind was elsewhere during dinner. The wine had your brain fuzzy, keeping yourself quiet as you watched both men talk shit between one another, per usual. Everything up in this moment began to click—the day you watched Onyankopon, the conversation with Toji, the weird interactions between the two all day—at this point, you were just waiting for something to happen.
“Yo’, you remember when we went into that adult store up on Bourbon street? Niggas was weird,” Onyankopon chuckled, “Never went back after that.”
Toji huffed, nodding in agreement, “Dude was tellin’ us ‘bout wantin’ to be a dog. I’m not judgin’, but I didn’t wanna hear all that.”
Both men laughed. Your fingers tapped against your glass nervously.
Toji then turns, “We went to one a couple years ago, huh, babydoll?”
You blink at Toji’s words, snapping out of your thoughts when your husband addresses you.
“Yeah,” you laugh a bit, “Yeah, we did.”
Toji chuckled once more, “We were in there for hours.”
Your eyes widened, “We were not in there for that long!”
Onyankopons’ head tilted, “What were y’all doin’ in there, applyin’ for the job?”
You roll your eyes, “Funny, but no. I just wanted to find a—“
You pause, “You don’t wanna hear all that,” you shook your head, “It’s a little TMI.”
Onyankopon raised an eyebrow.
“Try me. I ain’t gon’ freak out.”
You eyed him once more. Sitting up in your seat, your throat clears as you fiddled with the stem of your glass.
“I was just—browsing,” you giggle, “I was looking for a dildo, but the ones they had were a little too big for me. Like, seven or eight inches.”
Both men stared. Their expressions stayed the same—but you could see in their eyes that there was a shift. Toji’s eyes darkened, while Onyankopons’ jaw flexed a bit.
And then, Onyankopon chuckles.
It sends a chill through your spine, one where you didn’t understand what was exactly funny. Your eyes run across him the same way you did a couple days ago—cornrows, strident face, full goatee. You almost missed his next set of words as he looked to Toji.
“She ain’t gon’ be able to fit me.”
You felt your entire body freeze.
Toji’s jaw clicked in return, “Nah, she will. She be takin’ my shit real good now.”
Were you going into shock?
You could’ve melted into the chair.
Toji murmured, “My pretty ass woman. Always so shy.”
“She’ more than shy,” Onyankopon murmured in return, his tone low, “Ain’t that right, pretty girl?”
Your body felt like it was about to light on fire from the inside out.
“I—“
“What’s wrong, Mama?” Onyankopon questions, “Youn’ want me no’ more?”
Your mouth dropped open.
Toji grunted, “Words, baby. We need to hear you.”
And there it was. The arousal in your body ignited like a flame in that very second, becoming wet. You looked between the both of them, and suddenly, you were trying desperately not to break.
“Toji,” you pouted, “I—“
“Nuh-uh,” Toji clicked his teeth, “We don’t pout. You gotta’ speak up, don’t you?”
His gaze was intense, his lips slightly upturning as he watched you flounder around yourself. You had never felt so vulnerable in your life as both men’s eyes kept you on lock—no escape.
Onyankopon gave a low groan in return, “Use your words, Mama. I love hearin’ that voice.”
Your chest rose and fell faster, feeling like you wanted to rip your skin off.
Moral to the story? You were absolutely, positively fucked.
Your round eyes stared from above, fluttering between two looming frames that glared back down at you—the difference now? They were naked, and so were you. Your palms covered the swell of your nipples, ginger curls draping over your curvy body in a way that almost made you look otherworldly. You chewed at your baby pink lips, horny, curious.
They were so big.
Even within the bedroom, both men shared many differences—Onyankopons’ dick was massive, thick and veined at the top, long from the base. The complexion of his skin was beautiful and even, all the way down to his deep pink tip. Toji’s, however, was a bit more manageable—he wasn’t as wide, but was about a bit longer, his tip a softer pink as his chest rose and fell in a harsh manner, watching you.
“Show how pretty your shit is, baby.”
Toji’s voice. It echoes in your mind, low, gruff, and rumbling.
But that didn’t keep you from listening—even if you were a bit shy. Your back perfectly arches lower onto the bed, cheek pressed into the sheets as you spread your pussy open—your folds were in fact pretty, rougè, glistening beneath the dim lights of the room.
“There we go,” Onyankopons murmured, fingers moving to grip at the full bottom of your thighs. When he spanked there, your body trembled in return, folds clenching around nothing.
“Look how muhfuckin’ pretty you are.”
You whimpered into the sheets. Toji gave a low grunt of his own, hand coming up to grip at your other thigh harshly, spreading you open more for them to see, “Fuckin’ hell, baby.”
Your back arched lower at the feel of your husband, stomach pressed into the mattress as your body quivered.
That’s when you felt a thick, heat prodding at your entrance. He’s slapping his tip on your folds.
You clenched once more—your nerves were on fire from just the sensation alone, feeling of his thick, slick head smacking down.
“Which one’ you feelin’, huh?”
“Toji,” you whimpered quickly, “Feel you, baby.”
“Just me,” Toji rasped, “Always mine. Ain’t she?”
Onyankopons’ voice was behind you, “Yours entirely.”
You felt your back stiffen to keep in the mewl you were about to let out—your eyes continuously fluttered, cheek still smashed against the sheets.
“Now you listenin’,” Toji murmured, “All good girls do that, huh?”
Onyankopon chuckled behind you; the bed shifted as he spread you even further.
“C’mere. Show me some love,” your husband husked.
That's why it was your favorite term—it was something you both used, as you either wanted the sweetest affection possible—or he was planning to rut his dick at the back of your throat. Your body was still shivering as you turned, your teeth grazing over your bottom lip as his hand found your chin.
Your round eyes glaze up, “Lemme’ have a kiss, baby.”
His thumb swiped over your mouth, pulling your bottom lip with him as he watched your lips pucker, waiting for him to meet you.
“Just pretty as hell.”
His lips touched yours for a second, his tongue sliding inside your mouth to taste you. You returned the kiss, sliding your tongue around his mouth messily, panting when you pulled back—it made you throb everywhere, your mouth then lowering itself to latch onto the edge of his tip. The scent of him, the flex of his pelvic bone, you moan against him, sliding your fingers across his muscular abdomen.
“I know you’re excited baby—watch them’ teeth,” He growled, his head tilting back as the grip in your hair yanked your head further down his length, “Careful.”
You moaned around Toji’s dick once more, taking him just a little bit deeper into the confines of your mouth as he huffed. You could barely get halfway, your hands moving from his abdomen to rest on his muscular thighs, nails biting into his skin as his fingers kept you moving, the schluck of your mouth already creating a sound within the room. Your eyes cast to Onyankopon who watches, keeping his palm steady around his own dick, vision narrowing at the sight.
A string of saliva follows your full lips, your mouth pulling halfway off as your fingers wrap at the base of him, rotating your palm. Your voice, it’s higher in this scenario—your curls drape your body as you mewled, “Didn’t mean to hurt you, Daddy.”
Toji’s chest rumbled with a low chuckle, his hands gripping at your hair as you ran your tongue across his slit, spreading pre-cum across his tip before your mouth sucks, “You’re fine, baby. ‘Know you ain’t mean it.”
Toji then grunts, his face twisted back in pure pleasure, “Wanna’ see that pretty face a lil’ more.”
His other hand came down to grip along the side of your cheek, running his thumb along your jaw, “Tongue out. Show me how good my girl is.”
You didn’t hesitate to do as you were told, your mouth sliding backwards off of his length, tongue poking out to press just below his head.
Toji groaned, “Shit.”
You moaned in return, the sound muffling around him as your eyes locked on his. Your husband wasn’t always the most vocal man, letting you do most of the talking in bed—but to see how elated you were to have an audience, Toji let out a deep moan once you began to take him again, sliding him all the way to the back of your throat.
His hips pushed forward, slapping up against your chin as your mouth worked him—You looked up from beneath your eyelashes, eyes growing watery with the back of his tip hitting your throat. Your eyes found Onyankopon’s again, giving him a show.
Onyankopon’s jaw clicked at the sight.
Toji’s hands grip onto you, his face almost vicious in the look he gives. His voice came out in a hiss, “She ain’t stoppin’ no time soon.”
Onyankopon grunts at Toji’s words, the veins in his hands becoming more visible, “You’ doin’ a good job, girl—shit.”
“She’s doin’ a good job, huh?” Toji repeated, his free hand raking into your hair again, “You see that? My baby’s givin’ her all right now.”
All you could do under his grip was moan, nodding your head through its back and forth.
“I’m watchin’,” Onyankopons replied, his neck flexing from how he held himself. His fingers wrapped tightly around the base of his length, “I see you real good. Pretty ass bitch.”
Your face was a mess at this point. The makeup you had on earlier was smeared all across your mouth, your eyes still holding Onyankopons’ while Toji continued to move your head with his strong, large hands.
He grunted through his teeth, “She gettin’ better?”
“Yeah. Her mouth’ good as hell—I’m tryna’ feel that shit.”
Onyankopon wags his dick beneath his palm, “You gon’ let me?”
That’s when you slow your movements—your eyes peer back to the heft of his length, nearly the size of a monster you weren’t sure you could manage. At the same time, there was a slight hesitance in your eyes—simply because of who he was to you, and the last thing you wanted was to make your husband jealous.
Your lips swelled as you ran your tongue against them, eyes flickering up to Toji—your voice is soft, “Can I?”
Toji’s face flickered with something, but it quickly smoothed once he met Onyankopon’s dark eyes. A moment passed between them—a beat, or maybe two—your husband inhaled then exhaled, his features smirking slightly as he gave a single nod, “Go ‘head.”
“I love you,” you moan, sliding your tongue across Toji’s tip once more, “So much.”
It was a reassurance for him.
“I know you do,” Toji replied gruffly, his grip in your hair slackening once you move towards Onyankopons’ now exerted dick—it nearly covers your entire face. You tugged at your lip once more, eyes eagerly facing up to him.
Your fingers didn’t even wrap around him all the way.
Your hands come up to grip at the flesh of his quads, fingers digging into his skin as you flattened your tongue over the sides of Onyankopons’ dick, “Gon’ make me feel good, Mama? This what you been wantin’?”
You nod eagerly, feeling the way it twitched against your face. It jumped, too.
Your eyes widened. Your mouth was almost too small, or he was too thick. You moaned around his tip, sucking through the immediate fullness of your cheeks. Somehow, this felt rewarding.
You bobbed your head once, twice—He groans, his hands twitching against his thighs as he lets you try and take him, “There you go—that fuckin’ mouth.”
Onyankopon gritted his teeth; your tongue continued to slide up and down his length, sucking and swirling at his tip, wanting all of him in your mouth. Toji watched you, and he noticed something—the way your eyes rolled, as if this was in fact all you wanted. You were nastier, sloppier with the man opposite of him.
You moaned around his head, loudly, and Toji’s jaw clicked. You were careless—filthier with Onyankopon.
“Keep talkin’ to her,” Toji grunts, “That’s the shit she likes.”
Onyankopons’ hands finally settled on both sides of your throat, a rough grip on your chin with his thumbs—he moaned heavily, eyes flickering down towards you, “Pretty ass face, Mama. You suckin’ me up like a fuckin’ pro.”
You moaned in response, “Tastes so good.”
“Keep takin’ that shit, baby.”
Toji’s voice was all around you.
Onyankopon pushed his hips forward, a small shlupp was heard as you gagged. His fingers pressed against your cheek, feeling the curve of your stuffed mouth when he ran his thumb over the flesh, “Yeah? How it’ look?”
Without a second to waste, you let his tip pop out of your mouth, tongue poking out as you moaned, “‘Look so good. So handsome, Papa.”
You could hear him growl at the pet name, your face becoming more of a mess from how spit dripped over your chin. You were in a daze.
“Look in her eyes,” Toji instructs, “Look into them when you speak, too.”
Onyankopons’ eyes flicker down to meet your own once more, “Like that?”
You nod eagerly, lips swollen and puffy as you nod, “Mhm.”
“Always keep them’ eyes on her.”
Onyankopons’ mouth twitched into a smirk. They were brown; dark, a color you could get lost in if you looked long enough. They were bright despite the dimness of the room, holding nothing else but you.
His grip on your face got tighter as you slid your mouth back onto his length. You moaned again, feeling so full, “So big, Ony.”
You were becoming confident, a point you hit when you were so horny that it made you delirious—here it was. The sight of you was blinding—your mouth was engorged with the space of his dick, cheeks bulging as your eyes rolled shut blissfully. That's when you tugged Onyankopon from your mouth, tongue lolling out as you mewled, “Spit on it.”
And he did—he lowered his mouth, dropping saliva between your lips—he found himself kissing you seconds later, feigning to taste you. It was good, so good. Your body rose up to press against his as your fingers found his shoulders, nails digging into the skin as you moved forward on your knees to get closer to him, your head tilting further back so he could slide his tongue into your mouth. You sucked each other’s lips.
That’s when it happens—when you lower back down to find the fat of Onyankopon’s dick, you slap it on your tongue so loudly that it echoes—Toji grunts in an irritation, “Don’t be fuckin’ cute.”
You giggled, running your tongue over Onyankopon’s length, sucking his balls into your mouth.
“Just wanted to taste him, Daddy.”
Onyankopon darkly chuckled.
That's when you hear Toji’s, “Yeah?”
He grunts, “Quit playing. Lay on your back, miss your pussy in my mouth.”
Onyankopons’ voice cut through the room, “Lay that ass down.”
At both of their commands, you listen. Your heart thumped within your chest as your back made contact with the bed—you hear Toji’s, “Come hold her legs—she be runnin’ from my mouth,” he grunts.
You whimper, “Sensitive, baby.”
Regardless, Onyankopon was behind your head—he hovered over to pull your legs back, holding you by your ankles as he spread you apart.
Your fingers were already sinking in your husband's hair below, clenching the tresses between your fingers—his tongue spread across your folds, sliding saliva all across the flesh.
Toji groaned as he felt your legs already trembling, your eyes rolling as Onyankopon kept your legs open. You tug at your lower lip, voice high pitched, “F—fuck, baby. Missed your mouth so much.”
“‘Taste’s so good.”
You moaned in response, writhing—you were more sensitive as his tongue slipped against your clit, swirling around it in slow motions. Your chest rose and fell, feeling the heat of both men’s touch. You whimpered again, hips wriggling under the pressure of Toji’s hands over your pelvis, “Toji,” you moaned, “Ooh.”
He warned against your folds, “Stop movin’.”
Onyankopons’ grip on your ankles was borderline bruising, his dark eyes flickering down to watch how Toji’s mouth lapped at you. Each time you moved, he spread your ankles even farther.
“Look at the way he just in yo’ pussy,” Onyankopon grunts in your ear, “Bouta’ have a nigga drownin’ in yo’ shit.”
Your thighs trembled like crazy at the sounds your pussy made, almost as if Toji were blowing bubbles across the flesh. You pouted beneath yourself, “Fuck,” you mewl, “That feels so good.”
Toji’s took one long, slow, lick over your clit. He grumbled in return, “Pussy messy as fuck, baby.”
Your back arches. You lift above to take a look—Onyankopons’ eyes were staring down, watching. You could see the veins in his arms throbbing as he gripped your ankles.
“Goddamn,” Onyankopon murmured, “Yo’ pussy finna’ get sucked up by my mouth. That shit lookin’ edible.”
The combination of Toji’s mouth and Onyankopon’s words, your pout deepened on your face.
Toji didn’t hesitate to bury his face all into your folds. Your legs were trembling dangerously at this point, watching as he ate you like a starved man. To make matters worse, Onyankopons’ breath was hot in your ear as he continued to hold your ankles, eyes still locked on your husband between your legs—your chest rose and fell, the sensation of Toji’s mouth against you becoming almost too much to handle. You groaned, “Oooh,” legs trying to snap closed, head falling back against Onyankopon’s shoulder, just moaning within his ear.
“You smell so sweet,” Onyankopon murmured, “He eatin’ that pussy,” Onyankopons growled in your ear, “Shit look’ good as hell with his face in it.”
You whimpered at his words.
Onyankopons leaned forward just a bit, mouth pressed against your ear, “I’m missin’ yo’ mouth, babydoll.”
He tugs your hair from around your cheeks, looming above you as his dick slapped across your entire face—his tip is sliding between your mouth, making you whimper even deeper as Toji continued eating at you from below.
Onyankopons’ dick was bigger upside down. You moaned around it, making it hit the back of your throat with every quick thrust he made—he grunted, “You doin’ so good, pretty mama. Finna’ have a nigga put his shit in you.”
Your hands reached back, digging into his hips so you could pull him all the way in, “Fuck, girl. Yo’ throat bulgin’.”
Toji continued eating you from below; the mixture of him and Onyankopon had your eyes watery, legs shaking as if you’d been tased. Every other word out of your mouth was a moan that went directly onto Onyankopon’s tip.
That’s when you pull him from your mouth, sliding your tongue on the sides of his length—you whimper below him, “Want it in me, Ony.”
He pulled you down to where your nose was pressed to his pelvis—he groaned within your mouth, “That ain’t how you beg,” he grunts.
“Please, Ony. Please.”
“You want it that bad?”
You whined, “‘So bad.”
A smirk appeared across Onyankopons’ face. You could hear Toji’s slurrpp between your legs, still tongue deep along your pussy—but the moment he heard you begging from below, his mouth pulled away, leaving you cold. It had you whimpering at the loss.
But then, Onyankopon’s mouth was on you. And it was nowhere near the same. He wasn’t as soft as Toji. His long tongue swirled around your clit—you moaned again, feeling it slide against the flesh harshly.
You gripped at his cornrows, legs shaking in his grip again, “Oh, Ony.”
He lapped at your clit, “Can’t hear you,” he muffled.
Toji was behind you now, holding your legs in place of Onyankopon. He moaned in your ear, “You look so good, baby, spread all open like that.”
“I can’t,” you whined, “Put it in me.”
Onyankopon’s head dipped lower, lips wrapping around your clit and sucking. You were practically vibrating. You lean your head on your husband's shoulder, accepting the kiss he gives you, whimpers muffling into his mouth.
“I love you,” you kept whimpering, “Love you so much, Fushiguro.”
“I love you,” he murmured back onto your lips, “I know.”
Your body tensed the moment you felt Onyankopon’s tip sliding across your folds—you’d wanted it so bad, but actually feeling him weigh against your lower body, you shivered. His upper body loomed above your own as Toji stayed behind, Onyankopon’s lips coming to slide his tongue into your mouth, both men close to your face now.
His dick is sliding between your folds again, again, making them spread apart every few seconds. His forehead presses to yours in such a domineering way—the silence that falls between the two of you feels heavy as his tip begins nudging into your opening—it swallows itself inside, your mouth immediately frowning at the discomfort you feel. Onyankopon sucks the softest kiss on your mouth, grunting as he sinks even deeper. Your eyes rolled, body trembling as you pressed your forehead farther into his. Your fingers found his upper back, nails digging into the flesh as your body responds in all different ways—but it was so good, the tiniest whimper parts from your lips as you lightly squirt on his tip. You’d never done that before, as you creamed more than anything.
“Pussy tryna’ push me out,” Onyankopon grunts on your lips, moaning into another kiss, “That’s how you cummin’?”
“Baby,” Toji moaned, “That was so fuckin’ good. Ain’t even started yet,” he tugs your hair from your face, sucking his mouth against your throat. Your body shakes, gasping as tears seeped from your eyes. You whimpered to Onyankopon, “Oh my god.”
You could hear yourself—you were whiny, sensitive and too full. You mewled again, feeling your stomach clenching as your eyes rolled back. Onyankopons’ face was dark, “You tight as hell,” pressing his forehead more into yours, “You gon’ open up for me?”
A weak, “Uh huh,” comes from your lips.
You could feel him trying to be steady, not wanting to hurt you, but at the same time, his eyes were hooded, lust within them—“Tryin’,” he murmured. His hips stilled for a moment as he slowly, gently slid more of his length deeper into you. You moaned, loud enough to echo off of the wall, “Ugh, fuck.”
Your mind was going blank. His head fell back, “You takin’ me so good,” Your back kept arching, legs quaking. Toji was right there, caressing your scalp to soothe you. You were releasing sounds you’d never made before, moaning deeper each time Onyankopon pulled out to slide himself in more—the slap of his hips against the back of your thighs has your eyes rolling, your face screwed up in pleasure, nodding against his forehead as all you could do was cry for him.
Your legs were shaking too much, to the point Toji gave Onyankopon a glare, “Slow down.”
Onyankopon gritted his teeth as if to focus, trying to not give in to all of the sounds you were making.
“Can’t,” he grunted—Your body kept squirming, legs spreading themselves more open for him, “F—fuck,” he cursed. He was grunting and moaning just as much as you were now.
“Talk to me, Mama. I’m hurtin’ you?” Onyankopon gruffs at you. You find your hand at the nape of his neck, lips closer together—you mewl to him, “Feels sooo good,” your voice was soft, “‘M okay,” you promised to both of them.
Toji was trying to spread some comfort for you, “Look at me, breathe,” his voice was low, his hand reaching forward to touch your cheek. He gave you what you wanted; he leaned his face against your own, “Look at me, pretty baby. Breathe.”
Your entire body listened to your husband’s commands. You took in a deep breath in response, your body calming a bit as he murmured sweetly against your face, “That’s it, good girl.”
A little easier to process with your husbands’ fingers caressing your cheek, you whimpered, “Please,” you whispered on his lips, “Don’t stop him.”
You spread your legs wider—your eyes rolled at the sensation, reaching your hand up to Onyankopon’s face to pull him into a kiss, moaning into his mouth.
Onyankopon growled, holding onto your chin so he could suck on your bottom lip. Toji’s thumb was wiping at your cheek, swiping away tears that you didn’t even realize you were shedding.
He pressed his forehead back to your own, mouth still connected in a sloppy kiss, “Don’t move,” Onyankopon murmured against your face. You felt both mouths kissing somewhere along your body, and that pleasure could’ve engulfed you into an explosion.
But oh, they had so much more to give.
Maybe you did too. Your shaken legs had found themselves crawling along the bed, doe eyes becoming a sultry slender as you crawled towards your husband— your curls evaded your entire body as you slid your hands across his chest, grinding yourself along his lap to gain his attention—you tell him, “I missed you, baby.”
“Missed you too,” Toji murmured in return, unable to keep his eyes off of you. His large palm slid across your hips, another palm reaching around to smack his tip between your folds from behind. You giggled, hair swinging to one side of your body as you circled your hips atop of him, “You wanna put it in me?”
Your hands slide across your nipples, making sure to keep Onyankopon’s attention as your hand finds the tip of his dick beside your body—you whimper to your husband, “Want you so much, Toji. Talk to me.”
Onyankopons’ hands found their way to your arms and shoulders, squeezing the flesh there—One of your hands reached up onto Onyankopons’ face, running your fingers against his facial hair, moving to slide your index finger onto his lips.
“Always thinkin’ ‘bout you,” you moaned, your hands leaving behind Onyankopons’ face to slide back onto Toji’s shoulders. Onyankopon grunted, “She need’ you—Drippin’ all over the sheets and shit.”
You’re guiding yourself down, sinking onto his dick in a way that has your husband leaning his head back onto the bed, clutching your hips within his palms. Toji’s groaning through full lips, eyes narrowing up to you as you’re already bouncing your ass down onto his abdomen. You giggle through a moan, leaning towards Onyankopon with angelic eyes, sticking your tongue out to await for his mouth.
Toji growled from below, “Look at you,” while Onyankopons’ hand pushed a few of your curls aside with a low chuckle, “Cute as hell.”
Onyankopon’s tongue slithered within the confines of your mouth, hand sliding behind your neck to keep your face close to his—your attention went onto your husband, your hips rotating, circling above him—you take one of his palms, sliding it up your body as you suck his index finger into your mouth, moaning around it.
“Jesus,” Toji growled, “‘Gonna’ have me bust early, baby,” He grunted out, “Keep it up.”
You shake your head, “Don’t wanna cum without you,” you whimper—so you lean back to your side, finding Onyankopon’s dick between your lips—you’re sucking, keeping your hips moving for Toji, but your attention elsewhere.
Onyankopons’ hand was resting atop of your forehead, his fingers buried into your hair. You moaned around him again, one hand wrapped around his length and the other caressing Toji’s chest. Your husband was becoming more aggressive below you, his hands finding themselves beneath your thighs to guide you.
He takes one hand to find your throat, snatching your face in his direction. He grunts to you, “I know you’re hearin’ me. Come fuck me, girl. Bounce on my dick like you missed me.”
You have your attention fully on him now—you whimper, “Sorry,” all while you press your feet flat along the bed, tossing your hair along one side of your body as your palms pressed against his chest—your ass trembles each time it claps along his abdomen, a wetness drenching his flesh, the sight of you like hell wrapped up in beauty.
“I love your dick sooo much,” you promised to him, ass clapping at this point, “Love you, Fushiguro,” you whimper, spreading your cheeks from behind, wanting him deeper each time you dropped down.
“I know you fuckin’ do.”
His palm spanks against your asscheek. It jiggles beneath the impact, Toji’s hands finding your hips again to hold you in place.
“Keep fuckin’ me like that.”
Your legs were shaking as Toji’s hips moved to meet your own, bouncing you up and down himself.
Onyankopon was behind you, finding his palms along your hips as he helped you—your eyes rolled, mewling as you allowed him to guide your body down.
Your fingers found your clit below, shoulder shivering as Onyankopon licked up the back of your neck, “O—Ooh,” you moaned, “Please.”
You mewled at both men, your body quaking as your hands slid up behind you, fingers grazing over Onyankopon’s hair. You sloppily slow your tongue in and out his mouth, tugging his head back as you whimper to him, “Put it back in.”
You lean down to find Toji’s
mouth within a deep kiss, hearing his murmur of, “‘Go head, wanna watch you cum.”
Your curls draped across his chest as you tugged his dick from your folds, back arching as you grind your lower body for Onyankopon to take you from behind—you whimper to him, “Want it. ‘Want it, Ony.”
“Been patient,” Onyankopons’ husked, “Come drop that shit on me.”
His hands found both of your asscheeks again, spreading them open. You moaned over your shoulder, the taste of your own skin delicious as he slid himself between your folds, deeper than he’d been before. The giggle you give is elated, eyes rolling as you’re messily bouncing your ass back onto his dick, you’re groaning, “Fuckkk.”
“Good fuckin’ girl,” Toji groaned from below, watching you take it from behind, “Greedy as fuck.”
Onyankopon collected your hair beneath his fist, tugging you back gently while allowing you to fuck yourself onto him—he glares down, “You’ loud.”
“You feel so good,” you couldn’t stop repeating, your hands pressed into Toji’s shoulders to lean back more, arching as you continued to take Onyankopon as deep as you could, “Feelssogood.”
“Givin’ you what you been wantin’,” Onyankopon growled behind you, "Look how good you look takin’ this dick, pretty mama.”
You tried to keep your eyes open, but each time you moved with him, pleasure was rising from somewhere deep within you that had your vision becoming blurry. You were drunk at this point.
“You feel so good in me,” you repeated one more time—it’s the softest you’ve ever spoken, squealing in a way that your body showed exhaustion. You were just taking him now, Onyankopon’s dick becoming drenched in your cream. You pouted, sobbing lowly through your sniffles.
Neither of them had ever seen a reaction out of you like this—you were so sensitive, too sensitive, too open. Onyankopon pounded into your messy, soaking wet pussy from behind, “You gone. Takin’ my dick without even askin’ for it.”
His palm slides along your neck, gently tugging your face back to look into his eyes—you could hear Toji’s grunt of, “So proud of you, baby.”
You sob softly in return again, keeping your eyes against Onyankopon’s as he tugs you back and forth—you’re so full of him, you can barely feel it anymore. Your voice was deeper, an inhale shaky in your throat, exhaled as you cried real tears.
You were so far gone. Toji’s one hand fisted the tip of his dick, other fingers running through your hair, giving you a gentle pull to keep your face from hiding.
“How you feelin’, baby?” he keeps his voice low, gentle.
You could barely speak—you were so busy crying from pleasure, your hands found his face as you whimpered through tears, “I’m gonna cum,” you trembled, “Gonnacum.”
You were so beautiful like this. Crying and whimpering for them in such an exhausted state, so full that they were ready to cum with you.
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
“You gon’ cum all on me, Mama?”
Onyankopon’s voice.
You nod again, breathless, “Mmm-hmm,” through tears. Toji presses his forehead against your own, allowing you to respond any way you needed to.
Toji pressed a small kiss onto your face, “Good girl. Keep goin’. Almost,” he encouraged you in the most gentle tone possible.
Onyankopons’ breathing was a lot rougher now, the sound of his pelvis smacking against your ass filling the room. He was holding onto your hip with one hand, while the other held the back of your neck, watching his dick being coated by your cream.
You moaned between your tears, voice hiccupping with every pound he delivered. He kept mumbling words from above you that couldn’t decipher, but Toji was still there to calm you.
The room was a chorus of skin against skin, your mewls getting even higher in pitch with how full you felt at Toji’s hands on your face—the warmth of his own cum spurted on your stomach— you were babbling, your body wilder, your toes curling. You squirt again, gasping into a rough kiss with your husband. Onyankopon’s tongue is sliding across your lower back, moaning as you feel a warmth in your pussy—he cums with you.
Your body feels sore, as if you’d just ran a marathon. You quiver when Onyankopon pulls himself out, feeling the cum dripping from your pussy—and somehow, through everything you’d just done, that makes you bury your face within Toji’s shoulder, cheeks flushed as you masked your face.
When your brain sobered over the events of the past couple of days, you still couldn’t believe it—Would it happen again? Was this a one time thing? Only the future could tell.
As your round eyes glanced between both men, the only answer you received was a deep, low, chuckle.
۶ৎ you tell yourself you’ll leave one day. but then she shows up at 2am, dripping rainwater, kissing you like she hasn’t breathed in weeks — and you’re hers all over again.
۶ৎ she knows you’ll come back. and maybe that’s the cruelest thing. she doesn’t beg, doesn’t plead, she just waits. and you always crawl back into her arms, no matter how much it hurts.
۶ৎ she doesn’t reassure you when you spiral. if you ask, “do you even care about me?” she’ll stare for a long moment and say something like, “don’t be foolish.” but never give you a straight answer.
۶ৎ sometimes she’ll whisper things that hurt. “do you really think I’d choose you over my empire?” while her fingers are knuckle deep inside you.
۶ৎ her pace is merciless. ambessa fucks you like you’re her property, not her lover. teeth on your neck, bruises on your thighs, nails digging into your hips.
۶ৎ orgasm control is her favorite. she’ll edge you until you’re crying, then laugh softly in your ear, “didn’t i tell you patience is a virtue?”
۶ৎ absolutely a size kink situation. she loves how much bigger and stronger she is than you, how easily she can fold you up or pin your wrists with one hand.
۶ৎ drags her teeth down your throat until you’re arching up, begging. sometimes bites hard enough to make you gasp — then licks the mark after, smug.
۶ৎ growls when you scratch her back or bite her shoulder, like you woke something primal.
۶ৎ she lives for the sight of you crying from pleasure. “pretty tears… my sweet little mess.”
۶ৎ ambessa forgets dates, not because she doesn’t care, but because her world is always at war. you tell yourself you understand, but it still stings when she misses your birthday dinner.
۶ৎ jealousy sex is her specialty. if she even thinks you were too friendly with someone, she’ll have you bent over the nearest surface, fucking you until your legs give out. all teeth, bruises, and a low growl in your ear, “mine. you hear me? mine.”
۶ৎ she likes to drag it out when she’s mad at you — makes you wait naked on the bed while she takes her time undressing, smoking, watching you squirm. when she finally touches you, it’s overwhelming.
۶ৎ spits in your mouth just to see the dazed look in your eyes afterward.
۶ৎ ambessa hates when you cry during fights. not because she doesn’t care — but because it makes her feel weak, and she refuses to feel that. so she’ll cross her arms, stone faced, while you sob in front of her
۶ৎ sometimes after a fight, she drags you to bed without apology — fucking you hard, pinning you down, until your crying blends with pleasure. she calls it “reminding you who you belong to.”
۶ৎ when you see her flirting, smiling at someone else, it wrecks you. you try to stay composed, but tears burn your eyes. when you confront her, voice shaking, she just chuckles. “look at you, ready to cry over me. adorable.”
۶ৎ your anger never lands — you scream, shove at her chest, and she doesn’t even move. her silence makes you cry harder, because she won’t fight back.
۶ৎ angry sex? oh she lives for it. you’re crying, yelling, hitting her chest, and she just spins you around, bends you over the table, fucking you rough until the anger bleeds into moans.
۶ৎ ambessa sometimes toys with the idea of marking you permanently. not just bruises that fade, but scars that stay. the thought makes her shiver.
she’ll drag the tip of the blade over your skin slowly, whispering, “what if i carve my name here? so no one forgets who you belong to.”
most of the time, it’s teasing, just enough to make you tremble and cry. but sometimes she looks serious. and that’s when your stomach drops.
she adores your fear — the way your tears double when you whisper, “please don’t.” it’s intoxicating to her.
۶ৎ one night, she pushes it too far. the knife presses harder, sharp enough to sting, and you snap.
you shove at her chest, voice breaking “no! stop, i don’t want this!” the tears are hot, ugly, and desperate.
ambessa freezes, blade still in hand. her eyes darken, not with guilt, but with something unreadable. disappointment? hunger? restraint?
the silence after you say no is crushing. she steps back, sets the knife aside, and mutters, “…then don’t tempt me like that again.” no apology. just a warning.
۶ৎ you’re sobbing after catching her with someone else, hands shaking as you ask if she’s cheating. she smirks, amused. “you think i want them when i have this?” her hand cups between your thighs, and you gasp, shame burning through the tears. “see? overreacting again. pathetic.”
۶ৎ ambessa hates herself for making you cry sometimes. she’ll pace the room while you’re crumpled on the bed, hands in her hair, muttering under her breath in her native tongue. but when she turns back, all you get is: “stop crying. you know i don’t mean it.”
۶ৎ she’s aware she’s toxic. painfully aware. but in her mind, it’s better to keep you tangled up in her arms, hurting and happy, than risk losing you by changing.
★ pairing — damian priest ♥︎ f!reader // minor damian priest ♥︎ cody rhodes
★ summary — after the podcast, Damian and Cody discover they have more in common than they thought, so Damian brings him home to you.
★ words — 3.3k
★ warnings — nsfw. exhibitionism/voyeurism, recording sex, papi kink, dirty talk, degradation, oral (f and m receiving), mild MLM, unprotected p in v, cum, 18+
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Cody followed Damian through his house, up the staircase, and down the hall toward your and Damian’s bedroom door. He fingered the corner of his cell phone in a front pocket of his slacks when he stuffed his hands inside, smirking when Damian told him that, yes, sometimes you could be a brat, but more often than not, you were only too happy to obey any orders or suggestions given by your boyfriend. And, upon opening the door and revealing the picturesque scene, he was proven absolutely correct, because there you stood, in the white lingerie Damian had purchased for you not long ago, hands clasped behind your back, devilish smirk tugging at your lips.
Until Cody Rhodes came into view, stepping out confidently from behind Damian. As your man continued toward you, Cody hung back, and considering your clothing, or lack thereof, and the wolfish grin morphing Damian’s plump mouth, you could only guess what was going through his mind.
Damian chuckled at your lack of immediate surprise, dropping a gentle giant of a hand on your bare shoulder as he passed smoothly behind you. The entirety of the backside of your body ignited, and you tilted your head with a drunken smile when Damian nuzzled your neck, kissing the junction between your neck and shoulder, nipping.
“Told you,” Damian grumbled, hands sliding from your sides to your belly, down to your hips, fingers dancing along your panty line.
“You did,” Cody replied, smiling, tilting his head.
They were so different, Cody and Damian, physically and otherwise—Cody was the exact opposite of your type—but you couldn’t stop the clenching of your pussy or the hardening of your nipples or the hitch of breath in your throat as you watched him watching you, watched him watching Damian delicately devour your neck. He was a beautiful man where Damian was sheer sex; pretty, amiable sapphire eyes where Damian’s were dark and lewd. But it wasn’t so much Cody turning you on as it was Cody watching.
“After the podcast,” Damian explained, lips still exploring your warming skin, “Cody and I started talking about … things.” Your and Cody’s gazes met. “Turns out, the American Nightmare is … a watcher.” You gulped, thighs rubbing together as your pussy continued to dampen. “He likes to watch people fuck.” You gasped, Damian snickering into your ear. “Girls, guys, both … he just wants to watch.”
“And direct,” Cody added. Your brows rose. “And record, if possible.” Speaking like he was negotiating a business deal—why did it turn you on? The suit, the speech, the deviance in his azure eyes. Damian’s hands roaming your burning body, his lips, tongue and teeth now ravaging the other side of your neck.
“Record,” you breathed.
“So I had to tell him about you, angelita,” Damian continued explaining. “That you like to be watched. We like to be watched.” One arm was around your waist, the opposite hand clutching your chin and turning your head in his direction, breaking your eye contact with Cody. “And I told him you like to be told what to do. Directed.”
Realization dawning on you, you turned your head as much as Damian would allow so you could look at Cody once more. Hands still in his pockets, but his eyes were gleaming—a sparkle in those blue diamonds you imagined was seen by many prey just before they were maimed by their respective predators. Your panties were soaked by now, skin decorated in goosebumps.
“So you wanna direct our porn,” you stated in the most simplest of terms. These two men seemed to be dancing around the subject, or drawing it out—either way, your body wasn’t built to handle waiting.
Cody’s chuckle was a soft breath. “And keep it.”
You nodded slowly. “And?” you pressed.
“Watch it.” Cody took a few steps forward, slyly deleting most of the space between you. Damian’s teeth scraped your earlobe, and your own teeth clamped onto your bottom lip.
“And?” you continued.
Damian laughed. “She wants to hear you’re gonna jerk off to her,” he said.
Cody nodded. More slow steps, closer to you—close enough you could now feel his heat, smell his cologne, delve so deeply into his eyes that you were momentarily lost in a cerulean sky. He leaned down a bit, and you now smelt the mint on his breath, the vodka, as he whispered, “What makes you think I haven’t already?”
Enough was enough. Grinning like a fool, you turned in Damian’s long, strong arms and pressed your lips to his. You drank down his moan, grinning at his familiar, breathy noises, hands sliding to the back of his neck and head, tugging on his hair still wrapped in a bun. You heard Cody moving behind you, heard the familiar click of a cell phone being unlocked, and your heart pounded into your ribs. Damian had made videos before—you sucking him, him eating you, every position of fucking either of you could imagine—but it was different now. A second set of eyes on you, a third if you counted the phone, and the exhibitionist in you celebrated—this was your Everest, your platinum-selling record, your goddamn Nobel prize. You were a performer at heart, and sometimes putting on a show every Friday night just … wasn’t …
“Take his clothes off,” Cody softly directed, and so focused were you on Damian’s taste, his hands all over every inch of your body he was able to reach, you didn’t notice how easily you gripped the bottom of his shirt, lifting as high as you could reach, allowing him to take the shirt the rest of the way. You kissed his chest, the tattoos drawn there, his skin so warm and shockingly soft, and your hands skidded down his abs, stopping at the buckle of his belt. Pulling the pieces apart, you jerked the leather through the loops of his jeans, dropping it to the carpet with a quiet thud. Next, you unbuttoned his black jeans, lowered the zipper, and pushed the article down his legs. All the while, with your peripheral vision, you clocked Cody moving his phone this way and that, attention focused on the screen.
“Good,” Cody said. “Now get on your knees.”
You shared a smile with Damian, a knowing smile, an erotic, excited, smile, before descending to your knees, joining the discarded black belt. Without instruction, you mouthed the big man through his black briefs, his semi-hard cock twitching to life within seconds. Hands on his thick thighs, you licked the dampened fabric along the length of his dick, lewdly dragging your tongue on the cotton—showing off for Damian, for Cody, for the camera.
“Fuck,” Damian whispered.
“Take it out,” Cody rasped. He squatted next to you, his eyes and phone directed on your hands as you lowered the elastic waistband of Damian’s briefs, allowing his impressive dick to bounce free. “Lick it,” Cody whispered, and you instantly obeyed—equal parts needing your man’s cock in your mouth and because Cody told you to. Your tongue bathed Damian’s dick from the head to the root and back, circling the head, refamiliarizing yourself with every ridge and every vein. “This is even hotter than I imagined.” Your eyes fluttered, fingers squeezing Damian’s thighs, and you pressed a wet, sucking kiss to the underside of the head. “Put it in your mouth.” Cody dropped to both knees beside you, iPhone a barrier between you. “And I wanna hear you gag.”
You didn’t need any further instruction as far as gagging was concerned. Happily, you enveloped Damian in your scorching, wet mouth, the head passing along your tongue and into the back of your throat, where you forced it down as far as it would go. Until your body convulsed. Until you gagged, eyes squeezing shut, tears poking at the corners. “Again,” Cody ordered. Pulling back, your tongue played briefly with Damian’s slit before forcing your head forward and his cock into your neck. You gagged, coughed, spit coating Damian’s thick shaft, and you couldn’t quell the moan from deep in your chest. “You’re just a cockwhore, aren’t you?” Another groan, and you tried forcing Damian deeper as you nodded. “Yeah … I knew it. It’s always been obvious how bad you need dick in at least one of your holes all the time.”
“Fuck!” Damian repeated. “He’s right … and I didn’t have to tell him a fuckin’ thing.”
Your body shuddered at the words, cunt clenching around nothing but your juices under the weight of the mens’ blatant gaping. Your cheeks hollowed, your mouth creating a vacuum, and Damian snatched a chunk of your hair.
“Say it,” Cody whispered. “I wanna hear you say it.” The lisp, usually an endearing quality, now made your thighs tremble and your heart flip flop.
Reluctantly removing Damian from your mouth, you gasped, “I’m just a cockwhore.”
Cody nodded, satisfied. “Put it back in your mouth. And I’m really surprised a slut like you needs to be told to pay attention to the balls.”
He had a point, and so as you slurped Damian back into your tight throat, your hand rose to cup his full balls, massage them, give them a bit of a tug until Damian grunted, his fingers pressing into your skull.
“That’s my girl,” Damian breathed. “Show him how much you love this dick.”
As you sucked and licked and rolled and tugged, Cody stood and made his way toward the bed. You watched, mouth still working, as Cody unbuttoned the vest he wore, loosened his tie, and then he fell on the mattress, his back against the headboard.
“Come here,” he said, following a moment of recording from a new angle.
Reluctantly, and only after several moments and several bobs of your head, you released Damian from your mouth, his glistening cock bouncing in the cool air. Shrugging at your boyfriend’s strangled whine, you climbed to your feet and then climbed on the mattress, crawling up to Cody as he waggled his fingers, his phone held steady on his chest as he continued making his movie.
“Spread your legs,” Cody said, and your knees slid apart on the white sheets, back arching, and the movement of the phone wasn’t lost on you. “How’s that pussy look, Priest?”
After moving your panties to the side, Damian boasted, “Wet as fuck.”
“Get a shot of that before you destroy it,” Cody said, handing his phone off to Damian behind you, and you fought the urge to close your legs at the sudden zoomed-in scrutiny. “What’s got you so wet, princess?” Cody asked you. “Sucking cock or being watched while you suck cock?”
“Both,” you answered honestly. “Oh, god,” you burst. “Papí.” Damian’s tongue licked from the top of your slit up to your hole, poking inside before sucking your clit into his hungry mouth.
“You call him daddy?” Cody growled, leaning forward to take possession of his phone again. Eyes closed, able to catch the raw lust in his tone, you smirked, tip of your tongue traveling along your lips. “I knew you were a slut, but you were able to hide just how much of a slut you really are, weren’t you?” His hand cupped your face, and you nuzzled into his tender touch mere moments before Damian smacked your ass, ripping a scream from your throat. You collapsed forward, cheek mashing against one of Cody’s unforgiving pecs, Damian’s tongue everywhere all at once, inside and outside, up and down, left and right. You weren’t a stranger to his tactics, but sometimes the fierceness with which he ate you surprised you.
Cody pushed gently at your shoulder until you rose back up to your hands and knees, and then he cradled your chin, your eyes meeting his. The filth you found—the unadulterated deviance—in those blue pools sent you teetering on the edge. “That’s a good girl,” Cody praised, glancing at his phone to be sure everything he wanted to see was in frame, gaze returning to yours quickly.
“Fuck, Papí, I’m gonna come,” you babbled. You felt and heard your boyfriend’s deep chuckle, and somehow he was able to dive further into your pussy, all tongue and lips and teeth.
Cody’s grip tightened on your chin, your brows furrowing as a result of the discomfort. “Right here,” he said. “Put your pretty eyes right here and let me watch you come.” Your body shook, beginning in your thighs, ending in your wrists, mouth hanging open like a dehydrated dog, but you kept your eyes open and you kept them on the lens in the corner of the phone. “Is Priest getting a mouthful of cum?” Cody wanted to know.
You nodded. “If you wanna know what I taste like,” you breathed, eyes switching from the phone to Cody’s hooded ones, “you could give Damian a kiss—” Cody’s head tilted. “—I bet he wouldn’t mind.” Damian smacked your ass again, a squeal and a smile the effect this time.
“Roll over,” Cody commanded.
You waited for him to release your chin before obeying, though, since he hadn’t been specific on where exactly he’d wanted you to lay, you lifted yourself over Cody’s leg, glancing at him over your shoulder. Understanding was clear and instant, and Cody spread his legs to accommodate you, switching the angle of the phone as you carefully rested your head against the solid ridge in Cody’s expensive pants.
“Since you’re so adorable—” Cody admonished, thumb caressing your cheek as you watched Damian maneuver himself between your legs, between Cody’s legs, weeping shaft bobbing deliciously in the air. “—you’re gonna have to beg your Papí to give you his cock.”
“Please, Papí,” you whispered, nails dancing up his abs to his chest, scraping over his nipples, smiling at the shudder he tried to hide. “Please fuck me.”
“Tell him how bad you need it,” Cody urged.
“So fucking bad,” you mewled, squeezing Damian’s strong shoulders. “I need you inside me. I always need you inside me. Please?”
Damian slapped his cock against your sopping pussy, the wet sounds echoing off the walls, and your back arched. “Is this what you need, baby girl?” Damian asked, the bass in his voice enough to make you come again.
Your nod was frantic, creating just enough friction against Cody’s cock to steal a moan from him. Damian’s eyes passed over your head to meet Cody’s, and an expression painted his features like something you’d never seen before—was he asking permission? Receiving whatever he needed, Damian pounded into you, your hands slipping from his shoulders so your arms could wrap around Cody’s sturdy thighs, steeling your body against Damian’s fierce thrusts. Your eyes locked, your peripheral vision picking up the phone in Cody’s hand once more as it floated around in the background, and you smiled up at Damian, silently thanking him for making your night even more interesting than you’d anticipated. A few more thrusts and he pressed into you as far as possible, kissing your cervix, launching his cum as far inside you as he was physically able.
“You feel me?” Damian breathed, huge hand splayed across your lower belly, pressing down like he might feel the outline of his cock.
“Everywhere,” you whispered in response, releasing Cody’s legs to curl your arms around Damian’s neck. “So fucking deep.” Your lips crashed together, your head still resting against Cody’s straining erection, Damian delicately continuing to move inside you until he couldn’t anymore, soft cock falling out of your still-tightening hole.
“Can’t believe how well she took that monster cock,” Cody aloofly commented.
Damian giggled—giggled. And was that a blush? “I had to train her,” he replied, hands all over you—your neck, shoulders, breasts, sides, hips. “She didn’t come out of a box ready to take this dick.” You rolled your eyes, listening to Cody chuckle behind you. “You wanna get a shot of this?” He spread your thighs, his fingers sliding to your folds so he could pull them apart, and that’s when you felt his cum start to leak out of you.
“Absolutely,” Cody replied, handing his phone off again. You looked up at him, his face just as beautiful upside down, and his hands took Damian’s place, though they settled mostly over your breasts, fingers dipping inside your bra, his thumbs drawing small, soft circles around the hardened, sensitive peaks of your nipples. “The camera loves you,” he said.
“Yeah?” you whispered, enchanted by his eyes, his mouth, the lisp.
“Oh, yeah. Now put your fingers in your pussy—” You gasped, thinking the filth was behind you. At least for the time being. Always willing to obey, your own hand slid down your body to your ruined cunt, and you gathered the mixture of your and Damian’s cum on your first two digits. Cody and Damian were silent as they watched you bring your index finger to your lips, slurping it into your mouth, cleaning it as deeply as you suspected Cody was about to tell you to do.
Taking things a step further—you really didn’t think either of them would make the first move if they ever made a move—you rolled back onto your stomach, still safely between Cody’s legs. Smiling softly, eyes zeroed in on the American Nightmare’s mouth, you slowly moved your still-dripping middle finger toward it, giving him every opportunity in the world to stop you. When he remained still, your grin stretched, and you touched the pad of your finger, coated in your cum, coated in Damian’s cum, to his bottom lip, spreading it along the rosy skin like ChapStick.
“Look how pretty, Papí,” you whispered, turning your head, though your attention on Cody remained unbroken.
Damian draped himself over your back, your smile somehow broadening, and he kissed your shoulder, your cheek. “He is pretty, ain't he?” he surprisingly agreed, though you weren’t sure he was focused on Cody so much as he was focused on you. One arm supported his weight while the opposite hand skidded along your ribs, belly button, hip, back to your ass, which he smacked one last time, this one not as strong as the others. It was lust before, sheer need—now it was love, unmatched adoration, a gentle reminder of just how much you meant to him.
But you had to finish this one thing.
“Will you lick it?” you asked Cody, breathless, eyes fluttering as Damian rutted slow, hard, against your now-tingling ass cheek. Cody cocked his head, those brilliant sapphires sparkling as he watched you for a moment, gaze flicking to Damian, and the three of you were so close, sharing shallow breaths and still-rising heat.
“I think he wants you to ask nicely, angelita,” Damian growled, plump lips grazing the shell of your ear.
Cody’s eyes came back to yours.
“Will you please lick it?” you whispered. “I promise it tastes so good.”
After a pause, Cody’s lips twitched, the viscous cum glistening, and if he wasn’t gonna lick it, somebody was. But you got your wish—Cody’s pink tongue slithered out, the tip sliding along his bottom lip before he sucked it into his mouth, and you saw his chest collapse with a sigh. “Fuck,” he said, eyes closing.
Damian was hard again, hot and heavy behind you, still making a meal of your neck and shoulders. Cody was still hard, and when his eyes blinked open, you saw his patience was wearing thin.
“So,” you said, “what do I have to do to get you two to make out?”
