Мертвая девушка

My nightmares have nightmares every night.

[idkwhoivebecome]

What do you do when you’re out of time? Where do you go when they’re right outside?

[idkwhoivebecome]

Oh.

[idkwhoivebecome]

Blasting music to distract myself xxxxx

[idkwhoivebecome]

[idkwhoivebecome]

I love you. We were just kids when we met. I’ve watched you grow into a man as you’ve watched me grow into a woman. You were my person then, and you’re my person now, and you always will be. You were my first love and I will never let you go. We work together like fire and ice, I try to burn you but no matter what, you’ll always cool me down and put me out. Not in a bad way at all. More the way that firefighters do their jobs. I’m combusting and burning up violently and you’re like a blanket around me that puts it out. I am so angry at everything in the world and you snuff it out and give me hope that everything isn’t completely awful. I fucking hate when people touch me, I tense up when it’s time to hug anyone, even my parents, but all I want is to be wrapped in your arms at night when the sun goes down and all the city lights make their presence known out my window. I love you so much and I will never let you go. You are my person.

[idkwhoivebecome]

I lied to you. I lied straight through my teeth. All I want is you right now but there’s no way I can tell you what’s going on, I’m scared you’ll be mad at me.

The little mermaid charm on my phone is trembling as I write this.

[idkwhoivebecome]

You’re never here,

Am I just another piece of meat for you to consume?

I’m filled with fear and I look at the moon in the window of your room.

You take bites out of my flesh like mites in dirt that’s fresh.

You want me to be blank while you yank at the strings of my heart and tear my flesh apart.

[idkwhoivebecome]

Bro doesn’t even realize he looks like a total asshole lmao

[idkwhoivebecome]

Stressing myself out over the 6 again. I just want him to talk to me. I miss the way he smells.

[idkwhoivebecome]

“Hate is a strong word!”

Yes… That’s why I’m using it.

[idkwhoivebecome]

We’re finally back to clear water!! Also peep how much the tiger lotus has grown, I hope it shoots leaves to the surface soon.

[idkwhoivebecome]

“I wish I could fuck myself. Like I wish I could bend myself over and pound myself.”

“It’s time to stop talking, now.”

[idkwhoivebecome]

I think I want to be that tragic suicide story.

[idkwhoivebecome]

You have your journal of lies but I have recordings and professionals on my side. I’m not afraid anymore. .

[idkwhoivebecome]

“Christmas is the opposite of scared” -Garrett Watts

[idkwhoivebecome]

“Taylor Swift is ass-“

“You better check who the fuck you’re talking to cause it sure as shit isn’t me.”

“Holy fuck.”

[idkwhoivebecome]

‘Congratulations, you’ve been killed three times in a row.’

‘This is a calculated hate crime.’