another world

" i want to remain, i want to dream more "

[idkyukio]

kaiwtf:

kai smiled sweetly over at his friend as he patted his back softly getting up from where he sat making his way towards the kitchen bar as he unplugged his phone charger and made his way towards yukio before handing him the phone, “here you can use mine.” the red haired male sighed softly as he shook his head, “i don’t mind being woken up, but i do mind you leaving in the middle of the night it’s a dangerous world out there so i rather you stay here, we can watch some tv or something if you want.”

   yukio took the phone carefully, bowing slightly in thanks. he held it for a moment in his shaking hands, looking down at it in contemplation. “ okay ... okay, i’ll stay. you should go back to bed, though. ” yukio used the phone to type in eun’s number, holding it to his ear for a few seconds before the other picked up. “ eun ... ” he started, but he didn’t have to say anything more before eun asked if he had had a nightmare. “ yeah ... i did. kai is here, so i’m okay. he suggested calling. ”

[simplyevelyn-deactivated2017060]

@idkyukio

Evelyn was stressed due to the court situation her hands, she was shifting through paperwork and evidence to prove that her aunt isn’t stable even after the rehab. She hadn’t left her home in days, hadn’t eaten nor done anything else.

[idkyukio]

   since yukio hadn’t heard anything from evelyn in a while, he had decided to pay her a visit, bringing along kenta since he knew the boy liked visiting yukio’s friends. the two had prepared some bento boxes, which they carried in their arms as the older knocked on evelyn’s door.

[leliannaxdevereux]

Lelianna had Chen in her arms by now as she stood up, sneakily putting the sword back on the stand without alerting the child. “He’s been good so it’s treat day but ‘This’ I can’t get” Point at the sword, toys didn’t cost a lot but she was already strapped for cash with an unseen bill of a ridiculous amount by her landlord.

[idkyukio]

    yukio frowned, knowing how disappointing that was for a kid. he inspected the pile of swords, his eyes scanning over the price. “ oh, they’re buy-one-get-one-free. ” he noticed. “ kenta, do you want one ? ” yukio’s brother nodded with a smile. the boy laughed and picked up two swords. “ would you like one, too, little man ? ” he asked the child in his mother’s arms.

[idkyukio]

kaiwtf:

“but you can’t help it and that’s alright, don’t feel bad about it,” he tried to reassure his friend knowing it was probably pointless but he wanted to make sure he knew that it really didn’t bother him. “are you sure you don’t want to try?” he asked his voice soft and calm as he glanced over towards yukio. “woah, where do you think you’re going? you’re not leaving it’s too late, just stay here for the rest of the night.” 

    “ you shouldn’t have to deal with it. ” he shook his head. yukio thought for a moment. he didn’t want to disturb anyone else, but he knew that the same thing would probably happen again if he didn’t speak to eun before he slept. he paused, looking at kai shyly. “ actually ... i’ll try and call him. if that’s okay. ” he asked sheepishly. yukio sighed. “ i just don’t want it to happen again and wake you up for the second time. ”

[idkyukio]

yeexn:

“ they’ll be fine, “ eun assured yukio as he pressed the down button on the lift and stepped back next to yukio, looking at the other, “ they’re good kids. “ and he meant it, especially knowing it was yukio’s hard work that made them that way, and he didn’t know how often or if ever people told him how good of a job he was doing. “ that, and i told ruki to bribe them with ice cream if need be “ he confessed with a laugh.

    yukio nodded. hesitantly at first, but then more confidently. “ they are. you’re right. ” he said with a smile. yukio giggled, hitting eun on the arm playfully. “ stop treating them, or they’ll get used to it ! ” it was nice that eun liked to treat the kids. yukio liked to spoil them as much as he could but it wasn’t often much. it was good, but he was worried about the kids only liking eun because of that.

[leliannaxdevereux]

“he’s just upset..” Her eyes rolling slight in annoyance but a smile was still there on her face. she consoled the child on the ground, literally just sat on the floor next to the stand of toys. “This must look strange..”

[idkyukio]

    yukio brushed off her evident annoyance with a smile, not exactly sure what he had said to cause it. “ it doesn’t, don’t worry. ” he laughed. “ i’ve raised four kids so i understand completely. ” yukio glanced back to kenta, who was watching from the cart with interest. “ this one will always kick up a fuss when he doesn’t get what he wants. ” he chuckled, gesturing to the child, who pouted in response.

[pastelnctes]

“you know i really think this mustache suits me.” min-ki admired himself in the mirror. turning to the closest person. “hello, the name’s mustache. snazzy mustache the third. how you doing?”

[idkyukio]

     yukio burst out laughing at the other’s silliness. “ the joke was so bad, but you look so funny. ” he chortled.

[leliannaxdevereux]

Lelianna was in the grocery store with a child in tow. They were browsing the new Guardians of the Galaxy merchandise since Chen was a good boy at school, he got a treat. The little boy’s hand reached for a baby groot plushie, handing it to his mother. “Want that little man?” He shook his head and answered for mummy. Chuckling, Lelianna saw him grab a star-lord gun and a drax sword. “We can’t afford both, Sweetie” She let him down gently but he started to cry and bumped into someone behind him landing flat on his bum, making him cry even more. Quickly apologising to the stranger, she picked up Chen. “I’m so sorry for him..”

[idkyukio]

     yukio was doing his weekly shop, although kenta had begged to come with him so that he could get pushed around in the cart. the kid loved it every time his older brother went shopping. although, he also loved asking for everything on the shelves and pouting when yukio said no. he hadn’t started yet, and yukio hoped he wouldn’t. a bump on his back took the older one by surprise, causing to to turn around to see a crying kid and his mom. “ don’t apologise. ” he said with a warm smile. “ kids cry. ”

[idkyukio]

kaiwtf:

kai gave yukio a reassuring smile as he chuckled softly, “don’t apologize, you’re fine okay? though i did get a heart attack thinking something happened to minji and i was ready to fight however was hurting her,” he admitted with a sheepish smile sleep still noticeable in his eyes. the red haired male sighed softly as he wrapped his arm over the other’s shoulder, “do you need me to call eun? or do you want my special warm milk that always calms kiki down whenever she has nightmares?” 

     “ no ... no, really. i’m sorry. it’s not okay and i know that i just ... i wish i could help it. ” he mumbled quickly, desperate to find a way to show how sorry he was for causing so much fuss. “ it’s late ... he might be sleeping. ” all yukio wanted to do was call eun. he knew it would calm him down instantly, but he didn’t want to be a nuisance to anyone else tonight. “ don’t worry yourself, kai. maybe i should just go home. ”

[idkyukio]

ftminji:

relief flooded through minji, shoulders visibly drooping with the male’s words. boundaries were things she had always found herself overstepping, unknowingly, and it always ended up going sour. but to hear his assurance towards her, it set her at ease and she let the corners of her lips twitch upwards. “ you know, if you need help, i’ll be more than happy to give my word to the courts. you’re a wonderful brother, from what i always see. ” comforting words was the aim, whether they actually did or not, she was unsure. “ i never said you couldn’t. i’d just hate to see you drop the stuff, but i’ll be more than happy to go with you, as long as you tell me all about your family. ”

     yukio grinned, a warm smile that represented how warm min-ji had made him feel. “ that means a lot, but really, don’t worry about it. it’s actually a lot easier than you might think. i just have to get my dad to sign the adoption papers and they’re mine. the hard part is getting him to do it. ” he said with a shrug. “ thank you, though. it’s nice to know i’m doing something right. ” he laughed. “ are you kidding? all i do is talk about them, so this should be easy. ” 

[idkyukio]

kaiwtf:

this wasn’t new to kai, in fact, he’d grown used to it but that didn’t mean it had gotten easier to witness as the older male sighed softly getting up from where he knelt as he scurried to the kitchen getting the other a glass of water as he made his way back. kai sat next to yukio as he began to rub his back in hopes to calm him down some, extending the glass forward for him to take. “no, just me,” he shook his head with a faint smile, “the girls are still asleep and minji is out for the night so it’s just us,” he informed the blond, “here drink some water, okay? just try to steady your breathing okay?”

     having his back rubbed was a nice feeling. it soothed yukio quickly, and allowed him to regain his composure much faster. he felt bad, though. he always felt bad for doing this. he hated making people worry, or making people scared. he hated being such a hindrance. but above all, he hated not being able to stop it. “ i’m sorry, kai. i didn’t mean to. ” he looked over at the other with an apologetic expression. he took the glass of water with his trembling hand, holding it in his lap and staring at it for a moment. “ i’m really sorry. ” he mumbled.

[idkyukio]

kaiwtf:

kai had accidentally drifted off to dreamland when he was tucking in hoshi and kiki in the bed since they were having their weekly sleepovers something he had grown used to since meeting yukio. the screams caused the male to jolt up instantly brown hues falling upon the two sleeping children beside him that were in a deep sleep, the red-headed boy got up from where he laid trying not to disturb them once he was off the bed kai wasted no time to bolt out of the room as he checked on minji to make sure she was alright but she wasn’t even in her room which meant the source came from somewhere else, well more like someone else, as he ran half-asleep to the living room hues fixated on the scared male on his sofa. “yukio?” he called out worriedly as he made his way towards him kneeling in front of him, “it’s okay, it was just a nightmare,” he tried to calm the other knowing it was probably no use. 

     yukio continued to yell, flailing his arms around in an attempt to get rid of the fire that wasn’t actually there. when his eyes were open and he managed to blink away the images, he began to calm down, his breathing still quick and strained but his screams dying down. beads of sweat dripped down his face as he buried it in his hands. he gripped at his hair, the images slowly fading from his mind. “ did i wake anyone ? ” he asked, his voice shaking.

[idkyukio]

           it took yukio a few moments to come to, but the sound of eun’s voice was enough to pull him back. his hands grabbed at the other’s clothes, holding onto him as if he was in danger of being pulled away. his yells died down as his eyes focused on eun’s face, settling until it was only his breathing that was erratic. “ sorry … i’m sorry. ” he panted, fear still prominent in his features as he looked into eun’s comforting eyes. “ i fell asleep. ” he didn’t need to say it, but he really couldn’t think of anything else to tell the other. he knew he understood without having to say anything.

[idkyukio]

     yukio had grown used to his night terrors. the lack of sleep, the anxiety, and the vivid images he would rather not see. eun was the only one who had the power to stop them, but he couldn’t be around every time yukio wanted to sleep. the boy had drifted off without realising, his fear increasing as his mind formed flames and burned faces until he was woken up by his own screams. he couldn’t even remember where he was, all he could focus on was how scared he was in the moment.

[idkyukio]

yeexn:

eun let out a laugh at yukio’s words, leaning down to place the kids on the floor, “ hey guys, you’re going to have a really fun day with your sister today, okay ?? i’m kidnapping yukio for the day but i promise i’ll bring him safe and sound. “ he winked at he kids, moving to take yukio’s wrist and pull him to the door, “ ruki’s almost here, you won’t even be alone two minutes, say bye !! “ he spoke over his shoulder as he pulled yukio out the door.

     it took yukio a few moments before he realised he was being pulled away. “ guys, don’t forget to clean up, and behave yourselves, and don’t run away from ruki, and ... have fun! bye ! ” he continued to shout the instructions as he was pulled away, stopping to let out a slightly concerned sigh as he made it outside. although, thinking about spending the day with eun was enough to settle his worry.  

[idkyukio]

ftminji:

“ are you trying to adopt them? ” she wasn’t trying to pry, and when she realized how heavy her question was she offered a sincere smile to the other. “ sorry, that’s probably too personal. ignore me. ” minji waved away her own idiocy, laughing to ease any tension that might have settled before offering her hand. “ you want help to carry these? wouldn’t want your ears to fall off because of whiny teenagers who have the best brother in the world. if you need me to, i can whoop some sense into them. ”

     yukio let out a laugh. “ min-ji, it’s okay, really. i don’t mind talking about it. ” yukio didn’t have a limit with personal space, nor did he have a limit with personal information. unless it was something that was likely to worry other people ( like his nightmares ), he didn’t mind sharing. “ yeah, i’m trying. it’s not going well so far but ... i’m trying. ” he nodded. “ don’t be silly, i can handle it. you’re welcome to come with me to the car to put them in the trunk, though. ”

[idkyukio]

was there ever a time you wanted to just give up?

“ yeah ... sure there were. but what kind of example would i be for the kids if i didn’t stay strong ? ”