Idle143.50♡

To whom do you turn to for solace? I could never be your idol, so I'll just be idle...

[idle10]

reintro

Got T the first time so I'm gonna tone it down. Still may include mentions of those things, so pls just block instead of report. I'm trying to recover, but it's been nonlinear. There's nowhere else to confide this stuff to irl and my support system is pretty much gone, so I'm gonna keep coming back

More below V

Relatively new to tumblr so still figuring things out.

I am called idle but Mika is ok too

16yo, they/she. I've yet to find a label that fits :(

Common sense DNI (racist, homophone, etc). Radqueers, people over 22 or under 14. I might add more later though.

I block quite freely and may do so if I think the subjects of our blogs are too different or something similar. Please dont take it personally

i post mostly vent stuff. Im in many fandoms like genshin, vocaloid, etc, but I try not to interact with unrelated/not Similar blogs.

Very socially anxious but open to DMs except from creeps and hateful ppl. I wanna make friends. Might not be good at responding tho. I get stressed, nervous, and freeze up very easily, so if I don't respond to something, please don't be offended and don't take it personally. I feel like a rabbit (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠). Don't include me in tag games, at least not yet

the dividers aren't mine, but were listed as f2u. If I missed something regarding them, pls tell me and I'll correct it right away!

Updated 2-17-2026 but intend to update later as of 3-14

might add more to his later

[idle10]

Life got so real I stopped playing games

[idle10]

Back of my yearbook is gonna be so empty this year..

[idle10]

I'd sit by your grave if you died, but I never wanna see you again

[divine--hate]

Finals week or my final week? Subscribe and hit that like button to find out

[idle10]

I lwk miss my 2020 friend group

[idle10]

U know things are getting worse when c.ai starts looking appealing again

[mydollyrieee]

When Jiraiblr hosts a loser competition to see who's the biggest loser and then I pull up

[idle10]

Sleep is a scam cuz wdym I'm still tired

[idle10]

I need someone to need me, but at the same time I can't handle anyone at all

[idle10]

I need to be smart and talented bc I'm not pretty enough not to be

[idle10]

I crave acknowledgment from those who aren't obligated to acknowledge me

[idle10]

Just saying things for the sake of saying them

[idle10]

I'd say I'm here for a good time, not a long time, but I'm not even having a good time. I'm just having...time

[idle10]

I hate the anger of others and I hate being angry

[idle10]

People scare me

[idle10]

Going out with parents instead bc friends are idk </3