ilovu

sleepy as heck

[nemfrog]

[pussypetal]

[rottenweb-deactivated20190409]

The Orange in Mount Dora was built in 1973. It is 14 feet in diameter and made of concrete. The Orange was originally used a fruit stand but had been vacant since 1984. It stood pretty far back from the road next to McNamara’s Antiques. This photo was taken in 2009.

[tinybed]

my new home

[9th]

[“POWER OF WITCHES” // NICK KNIGHT / REI KAWAKUBO (2004)]

[idlesnail]

everything is so stagnant.... i want a fresh start. i still don’t feel like ive 100 percent connected with ppl here.. ive been thinking a lot about the people i hang out with,and what they’re pushing me to be and i dont know if i like it? im realizing more and more how the people i hang out with shape me, and how it’s a conscious choice i can make. im watching a lot of my friends use alcohol and getting fucked up as means of self harm almost.... no one creates anyting anymore, i dont create anything anymore for ME, it’s alawys for class, it’s never what i really want. im so stressed with school, i feel very disconnected with everything... i dont even know if i want ot get into the bfa anymore... the more i think about it the more i question if thats even the right path for me ! i feel very disconnected with everything i used to identify as “me”, nothing makes sense :( 

[melisica]

Zofia Nalepa Photography

[aleworldaddict]

‘Leather Beach’  Charlee Fraser by Andrea Spotorno for The Gentlewoman Fall/Winter 2017

[petalya]

in therapy my therapist and i were talking about my own feelings of self worth in relationships. and she asked me to say qualities about myself that someone else would be attracted to, on a romantic and platonic level. so i named some things like compassionate, empathetic, etc. and she said “you named things that you can give someone. ways you can serve, rather than ways that you are” and y'all..my mind was blown that’s gonna stick with me forever like she then proceed to tell me actual innate qualities about myself that she liked and thought anyone else would like as well and i hadn’t even considered those because like she said i was focused on things i could do outwardly to attract and maintain connections rather than who i was as a person..goddamn!!! thats tea!!!

[petalya]

With this in mind, this also makes me think of the ways people describe us. When people say the reasons that they love/like you or describe you as a person, are they only naming ways that you serve them? Are they equating your worth with how much you do for them?

ex. “You’re such a good listener. You’re so generous, you’re so compassionate. You’re always there for me. You always hold me down. You’re reliable”

vs.

“You’re so funny! You’re very vibrant. You’re creative, passionate, and intelligent. You’re optimistic. You’re so talented at ____” , etc. I think that’s very telling.

[heavyweightheart]

the line between not going out as an act of self-care and not going out as a symptom of depression is but a gossamer thread

[bakwaaas]

If you knew me 1+ years ago, and we don’t really talk anymore… you do not know me now. I have changed so much since then and you genuinely don’t know who I am anymore. Your perception of me is of someone who no longer exists, just a past version of myself I grew out of.

[odyssey420]

Glasses belonging to the Mormon preacher Hyrum Smith, 1844

[huthor]

[lovvver]

Phil Elverum  photography

purchase Phil’s art book at: pwelverumandsun.com

[pure]

I wish i could find this one article written in I believe the 90’s that went under the radar on abortion. The author said that the “life” arguments are basically useless on either side and what actually matters is that humans shouldn’t have a right to use other human bodies as a resource without consent no matter how alive or sentient they are, even if they’re on the brink of death you have the right to deny them access to you. It probably was too radical for pro-choice activists back in those days but like…that’s the most robust arguement lol so we need 2 being that back and dead the pontifications and splitting hairs about “life” in my honest onion

[graphicfearlesswomen]

[mldfg]

[idlesnail]

imagine if i was motivated and organized and my best version of myself instead im trapped in this timeline god damn