[gremlininho]

let me. innnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

[notecardpasta]

hehehehehe * sudden moment of clarity that straightens my spine * what is this. who am I. * the clarity fades * hehehehehehe

[nemfrog]

The zodiac. The heavens illustrated. 1844.

David Rumsey Map Collection

[idobuang]

i

it repeats in my head like a chant

i will never find the love that i seek i will never find the love that i seek i will never find the love that i seek i will never find the love that i seek i will never find the love that i seek i will never find the love that i seek i will never find the love that i seek i will never find the love that i seek i will never find the love that i seek i will never find the love that i seek

[idobuang]

a

it's been a year since we started. I still feel like we're strangers trying to make things work. but we're just too different. i don't know how he just doesn't see it. or maybe he does.

to cope, my mind keeps wandering to a future where ive finally left and im finally free again. i feel like ive only been miserable since we got together. there hasnt been a day when im not worried sick about our relationship. i dont know how much longer i can take this. i dont think i have been completely comfortable and rested with him at all.

i just want to overcome this need to please other people, to constantly seek for their validation. i think once i get over that, i will no longer care about this. leaving would no longer be a complicated issue. i will just do so easily.

i believe ive loved him as much as i could. more than my body could bear even. ive been losing myself in the process of trying to love him. i don't think love is supposed to be this way. i dont think im supposed to want to claw my skin off every single time i force myself to be okay with the things he says or does. but ive done everything that i could

i feel like i will leave this relationship worse than i ever did with my exes. it might take much longer for me to want to love again. honestly, i just wish i never want to anymore. i just want to be completely numb

im tired. im so tired. i will never find the love that i seek.

[idobuang]

w

This man will never prioritize me, will he

I'm so tired. I wish I can just leave this already without doing extreme damage on my mental health

[catcrumb]

[grickle14]

Off the hook.

[martineden666]

by Stefan Bleekrode (Dutch,born1986 )

[theinternetarchive]

Mary Delany, Botanical Study United Kingdom, c. 1772-82 Cut paper collage, sheet: 25.5 x 23.2 cm

[random-brushstrokes]

Henry James Johnstone (British, 1835–1907) - In the forest of Fontainebleau Autumn

[pmamtraveller]

Igor Shcherbakov - Lovers. Two On The Bridge

[liniini]

“Crescent Lady” by Warren B. Davis (1865-1928)

[stillnaomi]

using violence to liberate people from sweatshops, unsafe mines, and grinding poverty isn't the same as using violence to impose those things on people. the idea that violence is morally repugnant regardless of context is a belief that every oppressor throughout history would love for the oppressed to hold

[kosmogrl]

[gremlininho]

[nemfrog]

"Root and shoot habit of prairie plants of eastern Washington." Plant Ecology. 1929.

Internet Archive

H, hawkweed (Hieracium); K, June grass (Kæleria); B, balsam-root (Balsamorrhiza); F, blue bunchgrass (Festuca); G, Geranium; P, a bluegrass (Poa sandbergii); A, a composite (Hoorebekia); Po, cinquefoil (Potentilla).