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[vanitysopink]

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[girltalk]

[idol-l]

Call me Lexie the way I be canceling my own plans over and over again.

[coquette-club]

[idol-l]

All that crash out over a chopped guy just for me to get icked out the next day.

[idol-l]

Daily Affirmations 𓏲ּ𝄢

[idol-l]

Maybe I do get jealous…

[idol-l]

I really do like Pepsi. I really do. My favorite kind of Pepsi? Pepsi’s Pepsi.

[m0ney]

millionmilesofmusic on flickr 𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ

[idol-l]

I saw someone on this app say that they told their friend something that they’ve been going through and it made them feel better, so when my best friend reached out to me today confronting my recent behavior and things that have been happening recently, I decided to open up to her.

(Side note: I have previously tried to open up to her a couple weeks ago and she kept interrupting me to talk about herself. That should have been my first sign that I probably shouldn’t have done this).

So I sent her a long text talking about my recent situation and my feelings like in a pretty vague way, but still for me, it was one of the most vulnerable things I’ve ever said to her.

I sent that message like this afternoon and she didn’t respond, I thought that maybe she was at work, but then, she starts texting in this gc I have with another friend of ours and now I’m just confused and I feel bad for even thinking I should say that. And my phone is so weird and it won’t let me delete the message and pretend I didn’t even say anything in the first place.

And the icing on the cake? We’re all hanging out this weekend and I only told her what I’ve been feeling, so if she brings it up, my other friend will be confused and that’ll just pmo because I didn’t come outside just to be reminded of the bullshit I left at home.

Idk maybe I’m overthinking it but it’s just on my mind too much and if I could go back in time and pretend like everything was okay like I always do because clearly the therapist friend isn’t allowed to need therapy.

[idol-l]

Updateeeeeeee!

So we did talk about it before the trip and I kinda got some of it off my chest, but I didn’t really say what I wanted to say but whatever. I had a good weekend and it made me feel better, even if just for a few days.

I’m going to try to work things out with some other people I’ve kinda been ignoring and really turn a new leaf.

I’m trying to not be a bitch or a grudge holding cunt so I’m going to take it day by day and fix things at my own pace and not puke out my emotions or crash out in the process.

I won’t say “I’m healing,” but I am growing I guess. I don’t know. I just don’t want to be depressed and miserable anymore.

[coquette-club]

_in_the_fairytale._

[ruesdeluxe]

[idol-l]

I saw someone on this app say that they told their friend something that they’ve been going through and it made them feel better, so when my best friend reached out to me today confronting my recent behavior and things that have been happening recently, I decided to open up to her.

(Side note: I have previously tried to open up to her a couple weeks ago and she kept interrupting me to talk about herself. That should have been my first sign that I probably shouldn’t have done this).

So I sent her a long text talking about my recent situation and my feelings like in a pretty vague way, but still for me, it was one of the most vulnerable things I’ve ever said to her.

I sent that message like this afternoon and she didn’t respond, I thought that maybe she was at work, but then, she starts texting in this gc I have with another friend of ours and now I’m just confused and I feel bad for even thinking I should say that. And my phone is so weird and it won’t let me delete the message and pretend I didn’t even say anything in the first place.

And the icing on the cake? We’re all hanging out this weekend and I only told her what I’ve been feeling, so if she brings it up, my other friend will be confused and that’ll just pmo because I didn’t come outside just to be reminded of the bullshit I left at home.

Idk maybe I’m overthinking it but it’s just on my mind too much and if I could go back in time and pretend like everything was okay like I always do because clearly the therapist friend isn’t allowed to need therapy.

[hamstergerl]

[mysterioussoul90]

some of risa's best coords !!

[angelwhisp3r]

[cutiepieism]