I Would'nt Be Missed

I'm Doug - 24- I love rock and metal music, sports, and tattoos - depressed with bad anxiety - some posts can be triggering, so please don't look through my blog if you feel that you might become triggered - I'm here if you need to talk

[idontgiveafuck33]

Haven’t felt this suicidal in years. Yay depression

[alexander]

[save-yourself-stay-alive]

“Hopeless. Pathetic. Insecure. Depressed. Suicidal. Me.”

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[welcomingdeath]

night time sucks because you’re always a little 1. horny 2. sad 3. overthinking 4. wanting someone

[br0ken-and-lost-deactivated2018]

Reblog if you actually give a shit about anyone who’s suicidal or depressed.

No one should scroll past this

[shadow-dom]

Reblog if you’re high and horny

I’ll be honest, this seems like my natural state lately 😅

[sad-empty-lost]

[reflected-respite]

does anxiety count as cardio

[idontgiveafuck33]

I want to know what the fuck I did to have the cops called on me today and have them come and force me to leave the area that I have been staying at for a month already. I’m the only homeless person who was forced to leave the parking lot, and I’m not the only one whose homeless there. There is at least 15 other people sleeping in their cars like me, and I’m the only one that was harassed by the cops and forced to leave. I’ve never caused any problems for anyone. I’ve always kept to myself and tried to stay away from the businesses so I wouldn’t cause them to lose any patrons, so i don’t know why the fuck I was harassed and forced to leave. Now I don’t know where else I can go. That area was safe and calm, it was pretty much the best in the immediate area.

[idontgiveafuck33]

Today’s been a weird day. Maybe it’s because I got pretty drunk and high last night, but today I’ve been feeling off. Mentally I keep switching between emotions and it just hasn’t really stopped. Right now I feel kinda like I have no chance to ever get my life back together. Two hours ago I was feeling pretty happy. Who knows in ten minutes I could feel suicidal. Today has just been a weird day

[notesforselflove]

Reminder if you are having flashbacks, memories or nightmares due to ptsd or something else:

It is not happening now

You are safe

It is going to be OK

You Are Safe

It is not happening now

[idontgiveafuck33]

I need to think like this sometimes

[unspokengrief]

im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this

[idontgiveafuck33]

The last couple days have been really shit. Today hasn’t gone good at all, and now on top of it being a shit day I get to throw in flashbacks of things I did or said when I was younger that make me want to kill myself.

[idontgiveafuck33]

And now my phone doesn’t work..

[idontgiveafuck33]

So being homeless is taking a toll on my health pretty quickly. I’m getting much worse with my depression, and I’m at the point of giving up entirely. I also have developed an infection in both of my feet, I think it’s something like athletes foot, and it’s spreading to the other toes and bottom of my feet on each foot, even with my using something that’s supposed to help stop the infection. My neck and back are constantly stiff and hurt all the time. So yea I’m not doing very well right now

[infomics]

[floorwildcat]

Holy guacamole and cheddy cheese!

[anomalousdata]

“I mean, that’s not really that impres–JESUS FUCKING CHRIST.”

[pizzaotter]

JESUS FUCK

[idontgiveafuck33]

Very lonely.. no one wants to hangout with you when you’re homeless I guess.