If ever two were one

Praise the God of all, drink the wine, and let the world be the world

[if-ever-two-were-one]

Widow Conversations

Dr: what do you use for birth control

Me: being a widow

Dr: you should really consider the IUD

Me: well unrelenting depression and lack of any sexual interest had been working for me so far so I think I'll stick with that

Dr: there are several different kinds of IUD some that have no hormones at all

Me: I'll think about it

[if-ever-two-were-one]

today

I want my old life back

[poems-and-words]

[poems-and-words]

Book of the day: Night Road by Kristin Hannah

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[if-ever-two-were-one]

THIS!

[poems-and-words]

[poems-and-words]

Book of the day: Night Road by Kristin Hannah

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[if-ever-two-were-one]

Music

I’m listening to my Bug’s playlist....sometimes the random songs that pop up make me smile and I feel like I just learned something knew about him. Who knew he liked Tori Amos :)

[if-ever-two-were-one]

FTS

I’m giving up on therapy.

I’m just going to exercise until I feel better

[if-ever-two-were-one]

Part of a whole

We were two individual that made up a single body

I was never going to thrive as well being a piece of a whole 

 as I do, making up a whole my own.

[young-4-ever]

Sometimes it's just hard to believe that someone you love has experienced death.

[if-ever-two-were-one]

That moment

There is this moment I have where I am coming home from work and just for a moment when I walk through the door I think he will be in there look up at me and say Hello Bee, I missed you. How was your day? But then I open the door...

[poems-and-words]

[poems-and-words]

Book of the day: Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson

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[quotemadness]

No one and nothing is worth shrinking for.

Indigo Williams (via quotemadness)

[survivingsiblingsuicide]

When you’ve lived through the unexpected or out of order death of someone you love, your heart has, by definition, already been pushed too far. Your heart has been pushed beyond the limits of what most people, many people, will ever have to endure.

Megan Devine, refugeingrief.com (via survivingsiblingsuicide)

[if-ever-two-were-one]

What memories feel like

[fundraisergrrl-deactivated20200]

When you finally get promoted to be a front line fundraiser!

[quotemadness]

I never wish to be easily defined.

Franz Kafka (via quotemadness)

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

What did my heart do, with its love?

Sylvia Plath, from The Collected Poems; “Three Women” (via violentwavesofemotion)

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