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@ifellinnthepit
This is Money Snake. She only appears every 312 years.
If you reblog her picture within the next twenty-five seconds you will have good luck and fortune for the rest of your life.
I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF
This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.
Then bring me luck
the day after I posted this last time I was notified that I was selected for a really cool mentorship gig and got an unrelated glowing review at work
I didn't care who won at the Oscars, just so long as Disney fucking lost.
And it did.
All hail pinocchio.
gotta say, headcannoning a character as a nazi so that you can write a white saviour rescuing a poc character is really weird.
I've been reading a lot of Steddie fics recently and I've been thinking about how diverse the backstories for Eddie are. We know like five things about the guy and it's kind of great? Liberating almost?
He was doomed by the narrative and now we get to imagine the whys and hows and every writer puts their stamp on it and the contradictions are honestly so cool.
His parents are dead, no, his mom is dead and his dad's in jail, his dad was a drunk and his mom was the best, actually they disowned him when they found out he was gay. His uncle Wayne is gay, he's an ally, he's an oblivious but well intentioned man. Eddie liked Steve since his King days, no, he hated him, they were actually hooking up before the Upside Down thing, they weren't hooking up but they were friends. Eddie is flagging, he doesn't know code but black is his favorite color, he saw a biker with a hanky in his pocket and just thought it was cool. Eddie is a clueless small town gay, he's trans, he goes to gay bars every weekend, he's in the middle of a sexuality crisis. He's a virgin, he's a sado top, he's bi, he's 100% gay, he's a literal whore blowing guys at The Hideout for money.
I love it. Goncharov that backstory. Self-project as much as you want. Blorbo the hell out of that funky little dude.
And this is what Eddie Munson is all about ❤️
as a treat for the defunctland guy we should all try to convince elon musk that he would be so so so good at designing roller coasters
I want to remember this forever because next time I come across a situation like this I can remember that they are not going to be capable of pulling themselves out of their own sphincter to realize what I am saying.
Yes, I am insistent on this narrative, you know why? Because it’s fiction and it can be whatever the hell I want it to be. And as long as I am able to separate fiction from real life and respect other people, there’s nothing wrong with that. Apparently something that is common sense to me is MIND BOGGLING to others. Remember that, Beck. Remember that.
SO CLOSE TO THE POINT AND YET, RAN RIGHT PAST IT???? Never seen one in the wild, but WOW. Magnificent.
Billy is a real person, guys. My bad. Totally forgot Stranger Things is a History piece.
@ifellinnthepit of course, you blocked me already because you’re too much of a coward to actually address anything I’ve said…
I am not talking to your husband. I am talking to you. Why do you feel the need to use your spouse in an argument to begin with? And what exactly am I projecting when it is you who is literally inventing this fantasy where Eddie saves his poor black friend from a big mean racist bully who he beats the shit out of?
I am talking about how YOU are putting a white character on a pedestal and YOU are ignoring how Eddie’s narrative canonically sidelined Lucas (which is actually touched upon in Lucas’ stand alone novel) in order to portray Eddie as A Good White Friend who is So Accepting of black people and how YOU are in fact projecting a racist fantasy onto Billy that isn’t canon.
Yeah, but I’m the one projecting. Get a grip.
I apologize for blocking you. When I read your reblog from my post, I assumed you were a child. Then I started getting notifications about the post from people who were not and saw that you are an adult on your profile, so now you’re unblocked.
Yes, you are projecting. We both are, but your projecting is on my words not on the show’s script, which is what my projection is on. For clarification, I read that response to my husband and that is what he said, so that is how I responded; it was mostly a joke because I never said anything like the points you brought up in my OP. I shared a headcanon that I had about a character that pertained to how I perceived another.. and that’s it.
More importantly, however… You are aware this is all fake, yes? I’m getting concerned that you don’t understand the difference between film and reality. Fiction is not real, meaning multiple versions of the same character and even the same story can exist to many different people and it doesn’t mean that they’re racist and it doesn’t make them racist. For example, you see Billy as a victim that needs help and compassion to heal from a broken home. I see Billy as joining the Nazi party at 16 and tattooing a swastika on his ass. Yeah, that’s an invention, just like the rest of this shit. I think it’s you who needs to get a grip—on reality… You don’t follow me, why the hell do you care what I have to say about a character? I don’t care what YOU say about them, which is why I don’t follow you..???? Are you okay? Are you safe? Genuinely, if you aren’t okay please seek help… PM me if you need to, like damn.
Buddy, everything you say screams "I can't take accountability for myself" - you do not need to give me this faux concern for my mental health bullshit to cover your ass every time you say something that could be offensive or ignorant.
You can't say "you're projecting" re: words you said that can be genuinely hurtful or just plain ridiculous. Maybe ask yourself why you need to make a white man The Hero in these fantasies where an abused kid is weaponized against black people.
I see Billy as an abused kid who needs help and compassion because that's CANON. You see Billy tattooing a swastika on his ass at 16 because you are obsessed with villainizing a teenage abuse survivor who did some hurtful things.
Of course, none of it is real. The problem comes in with how your attitudes towards these fictional characters reflect how you feel about things like racism and child abuse, both systematic problems that are more nuanced than you're treating them.
As I've said, repeatedly. Get. A. Fucking. Grip.
Bless your heart, you’re reading too deep into this.
You don’t know who I am, you have no idea how I feel about real situations because all you have seen is how I feel and view a work of fiction. So what if I’m apparently obsessed with villainizing a character, SO. WHAT?! And so what if I want to say a difference character is a hero about something that’s made up? Who am I hurting? Truly, who is being hurt by my own thoughts about a fictional character?
It’s ALL fantasy. Which means, in the words of the great Mark Hamill: anything can be anything. You know these people are not REAL, right? You have the ability to separate film from reality, correct? Which means in my own head I can put whoever the hell I want on a pedestal and ignore everything else if I want to. Because none of it is real; it is, in your words, a FANTASY. Fake. Inconsequential. OF COURSE I’m inventing shit for Eddie and putting him in a pedestal, just like you’re inventing shit for Billy??? Same thing, my dude. So… maybe don’t look that deep into it? Because it’s truly not worth it, you are clearly a passionate person and I’d hate to have that energy wasted on something so trivial. If you don’t like what others have to say about their own canons that they share on their own blogs, just scroll on by. And yes, while freedom of speech doesn’t mean freedom from consequences, I didn’t say anything that would warrant such an aggressive and insulting response. I didn’t throw hate speech and I wasn’t threatening. I didn’t make any allusions to how I feel about racism and child abuse in the OP, but your response did. Your thoughts got projected onto my words and then you responded… that’s why it was said that you were projecting; literally a textbook example. Yeah, I like Eddie more than I like Lucas. Does that make me racist? No. It means that I don’t identify with freshman basketball players, but I do identify with outcasts and metal heads. In the same breath, you said that I ignore how Eddie’s story sidelined Lucas’. Sounds like a writer’s problem to me. That doesn’t mean I can’t prefer Eddie over anyone in terms of who I have headcanons about and it certainly doesn’t mean I’m racist, as many of you have called me. In that same ilk, Billy’s a fucking Nazi in my head. And guess what? There’s nothing you can do about it. But not to you, is he? To you, he’s a redeemable character who is a martyr. To you, he’s a victim of an abusive home that needs help to survive in a world that has treated him unfairly. For you, it’s canon that he is clearly a victim. And that’s how it is for you. That’s your canon and there isn’t a damn thing I can do about it.
Both can be true. Shocking, I know.
Stop telling other people how to enjoy fiction. If you don’t like the shit people say, just scroll past it. You don’t follow me, why is this so bothersome to you? You’re an adult, if you are truly that upset about racism and the lack of white allyship (which yeah, you should be. It’s upsetting), go to a fucking protest. Donate to causes that support BIPOC locally and globally. Call your government official and tell them to get their shit together. If you’re truly upset about how child abuse is handled (which again, you should be), become a foster parent or work to make the systems we have in place be better. Getting people on the internet to target an individual for doing things that are harmless is a waste of your energy. You’re an adult, start acting like one.
This is my last response to you, because you clearly are the type of person who thinks your words are just inconsequential and you could not possibly be communicating harmful ideas. You keep accusing me of performative activism, but here's the thing.
I am not trying to be an activist.
I am an individual person who doesn't like what you're fucking saying for reasons already expressed. I am pissed off because of the way people like you repeatedly invent harmful narratives around Billy that aren't canon, especially when it involves putting other white characters on a pedestal, which is what you are doing, and using Billy to bludgeon other characters of color. Do I expect small fandom discourse to affect big change in society? No. That doesn't mean I can't be pissed about the stupid shit I regularly see in this fandom.
It's not my canon vs your canon where everyone's valid and entitled to their own interpretation. The person you have invented doesn't fucking exist, and not only that but you are turning him into a villain so that your favorite white character can be a white savior to black characters.
I don't need to perform my activism to you. I do plenty of things in my offline life to support people who are marginalized. I don't need to tell you what I do because the goal of that is not to fucking gloat about how good of a person I am. However, that doesn't mean I can say and do whatever the fuck I want in fandom spaces without critical thought. It doesn't give me the right to make abuse survivors uncomfortable and/or fans of color uncomfortable by feeding into shitty tropes and painting characters that represent them as someone they're not.
Billy is canonically an abuse survivor. This isn't up for debate. He is not canonically a nazi. This isn't up for debate. Billy has fans who are abuse survivors. He has fans of color, and he's certainly got fans who are Jewish. You are making these spaces not so nice for us and you're doing it, again, by treating Eddie as the pinnacle of ally ship and the characters who represent us as either villains or agentless victims and all I am asking for you to do is consider why the fuck you are so damn insistent on this narrative.
You ran so far into the point that you missed it.
@ifellinnthepit of course, you blocked me already because you’re too much of a coward to actually address anything I’ve said…
I am not talking to your husband. I am talking to you. Why do you feel the need to use your spouse in an argument to begin with? And what exactly am I projecting when it is you who is literally inventing this fantasy where Eddie saves his poor black friend from a big mean racist bully who he beats the shit out of?
I am talking about how YOU are putting a white character on a pedestal and YOU are ignoring how Eddie’s narrative canonically sidelined Lucas (which is actually touched upon in Lucas’ stand alone novel) in order to portray Eddie as A Good White Friend who is So Accepting of black people and how YOU are in fact projecting a racist fantasy onto Billy that isn’t canon.
Yeah, but I’m the one projecting. Get a grip.
I apologize for blocking you. When I read your reblog from my post, I assumed you were a child. Then I started getting notifications about the post from people who were not and saw that you are an adult on your profile, so now you’re unblocked.
Yes, you are projecting. We both are, but your projecting is on my words not on the show’s script, which is what my projection is on. For clarification, I read that response to my husband and that is what he said, so that is how I responded; it was mostly a joke because I never said anything like the points you brought up in my OP. I shared a headcanon that I had about a character that pertained to how I perceived another.. and that’s it.
More importantly, however… You are aware this is all fake, yes? I’m getting concerned that you don’t understand the difference between film and reality. Fiction is not real, meaning multiple versions of the same character and even the same story can exist to many different people and it doesn’t mean that they’re racist and it doesn’t make them racist. For example, you see Billy as a victim that needs help and compassion to heal from a broken home. I see Billy as joining the Nazi party at 16 and tattooing a swastika on his ass. Yeah, that’s an invention, just like the rest of this shit. I think it’s you who needs to get a grip—on reality… You don’t follow me, why the hell do you care what I have to say about a character? I don’t care what YOU say about them, which is why I don’t follow you..???? Are you okay? Are you safe? Genuinely, if you aren’t okay please seek help… PM me if you need to, like damn.
Buddy, everything you say screams "I can't take accountability for myself" - you do not need to give me this faux concern for my mental health bullshit to cover your ass every time you say something that could be offensive or ignorant.
You can't say "you're projecting" re: words you said that can be genuinely hurtful or just plain ridiculous. Maybe ask yourself why you need to make a white man The Hero in these fantasies where an abused kid is weaponized against black people.
I see Billy as an abused kid who needs help and compassion because that's CANON. You see Billy tattooing a swastika on his ass at 16 because you are obsessed with villainizing a teenage abuse survivor who did some hurtful things.
Of course, none of it is real. The problem comes in with how your attitudes towards these fictional characters reflect how you feel about things like racism and child abuse, both systematic problems that are more nuanced than you're treating them.
As I've said, repeatedly. Get. A. Fucking. Grip.
Bless your heart, you’re reading too deep into this.
You don’t know who I am, you have no idea how I feel about real situations because all you have seen is how I feel and view a work of fiction. So what if I’m apparently obsessed with villainizing a character, SO. WHAT?! And so what if I want to say a difference character is a hero about something that’s made up? Who am I hurting? Truly, who is being hurt by my own thoughts about a fictional character?
It’s ALL fantasy. Which means, in the words of the great Mark Hamill: anything can be anything. You know these people are not REAL, right? You have the ability to separate film from reality, correct? Which means in my own head I can put whoever the hell I want on a pedestal and ignore everything else if I want to. Because none of it is real; it is, in your words, a FANTASY. Fake. Inconsequential. OF COURSE I’m inventing shit for Eddie and putting him in a pedestal, just like you’re inventing shit for Billy??? Same thing, my dude. So… maybe don’t look that deep into it? Because it’s truly not worth it, you are clearly a passionate person and I’d hate to have that energy wasted on something so trivial. If you don’t like what others have to say about their own canons that they share on their own blogs, just scroll on by. And yes, while freedom of speech doesn’t mean freedom from consequences, I didn’t say anything that would warrant such an aggressive and insulting response. I didn’t throw hate speech and I wasn’t threatening. I didn’t make any allusions to how I feel about racism and child abuse in the OP, but your response did. Your thoughts got projected onto my words and then you responded… that’s why it was said that you were projecting; literally a textbook example. Yeah, I like Eddie more than I like Lucas. Does that make me racist? No. It means that I don’t identify with freshman basketball players, but I do identify with outcasts and metal heads. In the same breath, you said that I ignore how Eddie’s story sidelined Lucas’. Sounds like a writer’s problem to me. That doesn’t mean I can’t prefer Eddie over anyone in terms of who I have headcanons about and it certainly doesn’t mean I’m racist, as many of you have called me. In that same ilk, Billy’s a fucking Nazi in my head. And guess what? There’s nothing you can do about it. But not to you, is he? To you, he’s a redeemable character who is a martyr. To you, he’s a victim of an abusive home that needs help to survive in a world that has treated him unfairly. For you, it’s canon that he is clearly a victim. And that’s how it is for you. That’s your canon and there isn’t a damn thing I can do about it.
Both can be true. Shocking, I know.
Stop telling other people how to enjoy fiction. If you don’t like the shit people say, just scroll past it. You don’t follow me, why is this so bothersome to you? You’re an adult, if you are truly that upset about racism and the lack of white allyship (which yeah, you should be. It’s upsetting), go to a fucking protest. Donate to causes that support BIPOC locally and globally. Call your government official and tell them to get their shit together. If you’re truly upset about how child abuse is handled (which again, you should be), become a foster parent or work to make the systems we have in place be better. Getting people on the internet to target an individual for doing things that are harmless is a waste of your energy. You’re an adult, start acting like one.
@ifellinnthepit of course, you blocked me already because you’re too much of a coward to actually address anything I’ve said…
I am not talking to your husband. I am talking to you. Why do you feel the need to use your spouse in an argument to begin with? And what exactly am I projecting when it is you who is literally inventing this fantasy where Eddie saves his poor black friend from a big mean racist bully who he beats the shit out of?
I am talking about how YOU are putting a white character on a pedestal and YOU are ignoring how Eddie’s narrative canonically sidelined Lucas (which is actually touched upon in Lucas’ stand alone novel) in order to portray Eddie as A Good White Friend who is So Accepting of black people and how YOU are in fact projecting a racist fantasy onto Billy that isn’t canon.
Yeah, but I’m the one projecting. Get a grip.
I apologize for blocking you. When I read your reblog from my post, I assumed you were a child. Then I started getting notifications about the post from people who were not and saw that you are an adult on your profile, so now you’re unblocked.
Yes, you are projecting. We both are, but your projecting is on my words not on the show’s script, which is what my projection is on. For clarification, I read that response to my husband and that is what he said, so that is how I responded; it was mostly a joke because I never said anything like the points you brought up in my OP. I shared a headcanon that I had about a character that pertained to how I perceived another.. and that’s it.
More importantly, however… You are aware this is all fake, yes? I’m getting concerned that you don’t understand the difference between film and reality. Fiction is not real, meaning multiple versions of the same character and even the same story can exist to many different people and it doesn’t mean that they’re racist and it doesn’t make them racist. For example, you see Billy as a victim that needs help and compassion to heal from a broken home. I see Billy as joining the Nazi party at 16 and tattooing a swastika on his ass. Yeah, that’s an invention, just like the rest of this shit. I think it’s you who needs to get a grip—on reality… You don’t follow me, why the hell do you care what I have to say about a character? I don’t care what YOU say about them, which is why I don’t follow you..???? Are you okay? Are you safe? Genuinely, if you aren’t okay please seek help… PM me if you need to, like damn.
WOW that got out of hand??? Is everyone fucking safe? Marked survived?
Not to be dramatic but if Eddie Munson doesn’t fucking RAIL ME THIS INSTANT I might die
I’M GETTING MARRIED IN 38 DAYS. HOW DID I GET HERE????