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silly artist, 21 minors please DNI

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no, really

he's high :)

this hyperfixation feels like a cage

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god's little soldier

My friend and i went through the LiS again and i was really touched by Kate's story and how relevant and painful it still is in principle, the game made me very happy with its emotional aspect, it's nice to remember why i loved it so much a long time ago. i didn't really try on this drawing, i just wanted to dedicate something to Kate, you know

(and i do not know why i draw crying people so often, apparently this is something about me)

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04.08

i'm 21 years old now! :)

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when i catch you Gato...........................

WHEN I CATCH YOU GATO-

I'll hug you SO tight watch out

sorry for the shitpost, but i CAN'T help myself, I'm so excited about the new game, it's incredibly cool, and I can't wait for the Lawrence's route remake!!!!!!!

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another reminder of my obsession with this damn character god how i love you Lawrence oleander how i hate you

i was very inspired by this drawing by Rae Klein, and i immediately thought of Lawrence when I saw it!!

i really hope it's okay to be inspired like that?...

thanks my bestie for this

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I've been gone a long time, I'll dilute the emptiness with a self-portrait inspired by the second re-run of Disco Elysium :) i love to cry especially because of the fictional characters who are now becoming me and my cockroaches.

Marianne's story hit too close to home.

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leisure

while i was watering the flowers, i started crying again and i was amused by the thought "haha, literally Lawrence" (he's not.) and in the end i thought it would be maybe?? funny?? to draw a silly little sketch where he cries and eventually drowns his own plants in tears

but it turned out to be an ordinary evening in the shower.

i do not know how well it is to use a character for some of my mental sores, but i feel a little calmer when i pass it on to him like a hot potato i'm a little tired.

and here's another version where he's already cried.

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Mary?..

My first drawing of the year! There will be an explanation of the flowers below, because I saw a very interesting theory about the meaning of flowers on Mary's clothes in the remake!

Peonies symbolize love, health, happiness and beauty. They can be given to someone who is planning a wedding as a good luck wish. Pink peonies are popular for wedding bouquets. Cherry blossom symbolizes both life and death, beauty and violence. A symbol of the couple's need for a successful existence, a symbol of love, brides, and tender youth. It means the transience of life, but also its new beginning and growth.

Poppies mean eternal sleep, oblivion, and fantasy. They often symbolize death, and in ancient times they were given to declare war or as death wishes. Poppy seeds can be used as opium.

Lilies of the valley symbolize rebirth, transience, purity and serenity. In Christianity, many refer to lilies of the valley as "the tears of our lady." (Mary's tears). Lilies of the valley are also poisonous. Forget-me-not stands for real, true love and respect. Also, forget-me-nots sometimes mean fidelity "to the grave", given as a gesture "I will always remember you / don't forget me".

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I spent half the time painting in tears, because Mary's letter touches all the strings of my soul.

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fanart for an absolutely normal movie without homoerotic and religious overtones where everything is absolutely great and cool and a dirty blonde looking like a pathetic dog is not trying to drive the main character crazy with his obsession due to a traumatic experience associated with a air balloon yeah, everything is absolutely fine

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My first animatic for my favorite song!

I will be very glad if you leave your opinion, I'm just trying myself at this and it would be interesting to listen to comments and criticism

also

animation is fun

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Far In Time - Mother Mother

I'm sorry, my dear friends, for the lack of drawings, I don't quite know how to conduct tumblr, especially with OCs art?? But I'm sharing my little delulu and one of my favorite songs :p

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crappily drawing nepeta until she becomes a concept

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silly sketch with no semantic load

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you're as dear to me as my horns

A phrase from a song that stuck with me so much that it even provoked a fanart with Lawrence. The joke is that horns are not a permanent thing in deer and they drop it, sooo yeaaaah :)

I'm attaching the song itself, the lyrics are a bit not about him, but the soft intonations exactly echo Lawrence.

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Just Lawrence being his sad self.

The boy belongs to @gatobob